#this is ... kind of bad HAHAHA

[etoiile]

CLINGY

starring suna rintaro!

synopsis: when suna pushes your hug off of him, it makes an insecurity grow.

notes: first time writing for hq! def very very ooc for him but wtv im working on it

your possibly biggest fear ever was being annoyingly clingy.

your main love language was physical touch, and you had a very clear way of showing your love and affection. any one of your friends could easily say, "yep, they're really clingy," because you were. you'd greet them excitedly with a hug, cuddle with them during movies, and sling an arm over their shoulders when sitting next to each other.

you knew that you were clingy, and it didn't bother you much. no one around you seemed to dislike it and you knew yourself how much you'd like it if someone paid that much attention to you. you felt most loved when you felt seen, and having someone shower you in hugs made you feel that way, so you did it to other people, to show them how special they were to you.

one of the things that came with being clingy, however, was fear. fear that even though it was something you knew you'd appreciate, it was something annoying to others. the last thing you ever wanted was for someone to find you annoying to be around. that sounded like an absolute nightmare.

so, when you surprised rin with a backhug and he stood there, not reciprocating your hug, and then gently shoved you off, telling you he wasn't in a good mood, not to bother him, and to please, "stop being like a fucking mosquito clinging onto him all the time," you could feel your body trembling as you quickly retreated, tears threatening to spill from your eyes.

when he later apologized to you, telling you he was sorry for lashing out at you, you accepted his apology, but the insecurity still lingered.

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suna was in a great mood.

he'd done really well at practice today, they got let out early enough that the sun was still out and shining, and he practically skipped home at the thought of coming home to your arms.

he unlocked the front door and yelled an, "i'm home," as he pulled his shoes off and set his bag down. you came over to greet him and he found his body tingling with excitement, ready to grab onto you and hold you tight.

"welcome home, rin," you smiled warmly at him, but then turned around and went back to your laptop. he stood there, dumbfounded. what just happened?

he followed you suspiciously, wondering what was going on. you always greeted him with a hug. always. why were you being different today? had you simply forgotten? no, it doesnt work like that. you didn't forget, you chose not to. why?

"...is everything ok?" he asked hesitantly. you didn't seem to be in a bad mood, so why were you acting weird?

you looked up at him, confused. "yeah? why, is something wrong?"

"yeah." he replied, plopping down next to you. "with you."

you frowned, your heart beginning to beat faster. first, you had stopped yourself from throwing your arms around him, which you so desperately wanted to do, in order to be less annoying, but there was still something wrong? what did you do? how were you still annoying him?

"...what do you mean?" you asked, trying your best to mask the nervousness in your voice. you really, really, really didn't want to be annoying. you wanted to be someone rin wanted to be around, not someone who pissed him off when he spent time with you. you really did want to work on the things he didn't like, and improve yourself for him. you braced yourself for what he might say next, reminding yourself that you can't cry just because someone brings up an issue about you.

"you didn't give me 'welcome home' hug." he muttered a little sheepishly, rubbing the bag of his neck. he looked up at you, his hazel eyes making your body feel like jelly. "did i do something wrong?"

you could feel your lower lip trembling as you tried to stop it. "..no! no, of course not. i just...thought that after what you...said yesterday, you'd want some space! i know im clingy, so im gonna work on it, ok?" you mustered out, trying to keep a smile on your face.

suna's eyes widened. he'd lashed out at you yesterday, but he'd apologized for it already, so he thought that meant you knew he didn't mean it. plus, you two were people who joked around a lot and spewed random shit all the time. he knew you knew that, so he didn't think it was on your mind and he didn't think you you thought what he said was true, because it wasn't. at all.

though, seeing as how you were struggling to keep it together, and how you hadn't welcomed him home with a hug for the first time since moving in together, he realized his words had cut deeper than he realized.

"hey," he turned to completely face you. "look at me." he gently guided your chin to meet his eyes, as you were apparently very keen on looking everywhere but him, and forced you to look at him.

"what i said last night... i didn't mean it. at all. you know i love your affection, right? i was just in a bad, bad mood yesterday, and 'm real sorry i lashed out at you because of it. i know i might be shit at expressing it right, but i love you and your clingy ass so much, and i'm sorry if it didn't seem that way. i love your touch and affection, really."

and with that, all of the fear came rushing out of you in the form of tears, and you jumped onto rin as you held him tight, your heart soaring in relief when he did the same. embarrassed to be seen, you buried your face in his chest and just sniffled silently.

"...you really mean it?"

"yeah,"

"it's not annoying? 'coz i want you to tell me if it is, and i'll work on it. really."

"it's not,"

"...you're sure?"

"i'm sure."

you then wiped your tears and giggled as you peppered his neck with kisses, laughing more when he scrunched up from the ticklish sensation.

"i love you," you said, stopping your flurry of kisses for a minute.

he gave you a boyish grin that made you melt and ran his hand through your hair. "i love you too, doll."

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[sodapopcurtis-dx-asks]

Does Steve just have sensory issues or is he autistic?

Soda takes out the paper and kind of just stares at it.

Autistic? I don't really know what that is. But yeah, he's got sensory issues!

He doesn't really like jewelry, he's real particular about his jackets. Like, ooh, one time he actually got mad at me for wearing a sweater under denim. He was all like "how can you not feel that?" n' I just looked at him funny.

He's a real odd guy when it comes to a lot of stuff. He can't eat certain foods– worst of all, he has to eat things a certain ORDER. He likes his food specific. He has to prepare it, or else he'll raise all hell about how his plate is out of order.

He hates white light, but can't stand yellow light either. So it's a lose lose. He just prefers natural lighting.

He ain't too keen on certain fabrics, scents, that kind of stuff.

I swear, people call him sensitive, but I get it! If I had to deal with the shit he's got at home, I'd be a bit of a picky guy! I think it might just give him a sense of control being so picky.

I dunno. I think he just likes quiet, dark rooms. Which is reasonable. It's real relaxing.

Soda stares a little longer at the note.

Is autism just another fancy term for sensory problems? Because if so, then maybe yeah. Haha!

[boughclan-clangen]

BoughClan Naming System

boughclan and its neighbors along the coast abide by a strict naming system which is simple, but effective for cats of the clans to quickly identify each others' skills and life stories. naming ceremonies are not only held for major life transitions, but also for cats who display new proclivities for skills they hadn't shown before, such as cats who retire and become particularly adept at telling stories. name changes are celebrated not only within the clan, but also at each gathering as part of clan news.

as such, most suffixes have specific meanings, and many are reserved only for cats who take up specific roles. for cats who are generalists, or who have not yet displayed a particular proclivity for a specific skill, there are generalist suffixes which usually serve to affirm the cat's given prefix. attitude toward generalist suffixes varies between clans and individuals; some find these prefixes to be an honor and a sign of a dependable cat, while others find them boring and uncreative.

prefixes are generally given at birth based on the color of the kit's fur. in exceptional circumstances, such as an outsider joining the clan, they can also be based on other striking features such as eye color, body size, or, very rarely, scarring.

name changes are never issued on the basis of disability, nor are cats ever forced to retire if they have a disability.

below the cut is a list of suffixes the clans of the coast use and their meanings, separated by the role they are reserved for.

Doctor Suffixes

-feather : receives many omens, adept at dream interpretation

-leaf : especially good with herb & berry mixtures, superb healers

-pool : great memory for lore-keeping, rely on their knowledge of clan history to give personal advice

-sight : forward-thinker, reliable advisor for leaders & deputies making decisions affecting the future of the clan

Mediator Suffixes

-tail : good at carefully navigating delicate political situations

-whisker : good-natured and light-hearted demeanor

-shine : charismatic and easy to like

-face : unbreakable composure

Warrior Suffixes

-heart : true to oneself, especially strong ideals

-fern : especially thoughtful

-moss : especially thoughtful

-stream : good swimmer

-belly : good swimmer/diver

-fall : playful, mischievous

-claw : strong, good fighter

-fang : strong, good fighter

-eye : excellent hunter

-nose : excellent hunter

-ear : excellent hunter

-leg : great climber

-foot : great climber

-swoop : great climber

-wing : especially fleet of foot

-flight : especially fleet of foot

-cloud : introspective

-storm : ambitious

-flower : generous, kind-hearted, selfless

-dawn : generous, kind-hearted, selfless

-shade : good at stealth, sneaky

-dusk : good at stealth, sneaky

-ghost : tends to be visited by StarClan or the Dark Forest frequently

-spirit : tends to be visited by StarClan or the Dark Forest frequently

Elder Suffixes

-song : good storyteller

Generalist Suffixes

-pelt : affirmation of given prefix

-fur : affirmation of given prefix

-stripe : a tabby cat or a cat who has one bold stripe

-blaze : a tabby cat or a cat who has one bold stripe

-dapple : a spotted, marbled, mottled, or tortoiseshell cat

-spot : a spotted, mottled, or tortoiseshell cat

-speckle : a spotted, mottled, or tortoiseshell cat

-swarm : a spotted, mottled, or tortoiseshell cat

[anomanxious]

I want to forget how in 2021 I made an entire POST that basically just was like "Sophie will be the mother of an elite race of elves if she has kids and significantly speed up elven evolution.."

and then I just didn't realize??? that that was just. Clearsight. From Wings of Fire.

It's so pretentious too :") Talking about how her descendants would theoretically have clear identifying abilities and features that link back to her, making them recognizable to the general public.

Where did my brain cells go these past three years? I was like 13, and yetmore well-spoken than I am now. By a landslide.

[m1ckeyb3rry]

duck: "well actually scratch that in my elaborate psychological torture dehumanization royal au he would but it’s out of duty and deference"

MIRAAAAA you must know i read "elaborate psychological torture dehumanization au" and perked up like a damn dog, i would LOVE for you to elaborate on that (only if you want to ofc!!)

DUCKYYY I AM FINALLY HERE TO ANSWER THIS HEHEHE i would also love to elaborate (adding a cut because i already know i am probs going to talk too much) i was just hoarding this until i could give it my Proper attention (also. this is probably not as interesting as you were hoping because i haven’t pondered TOO much upon this topic SLDKJFH it’s just something that crosses my mind every now and again)

SO. in a royal au i feel like everyone just makes nagi a chill guy like just a villager or a normal advisor or whatever and i need you to know that that is WRONG I’M SAYING IT NOW IT IS WRONGGGG there is just no way you have this enormous (cough 6’3 cough absolutely built fsr cough) guy who is naturally talented in all aspects back in those days (assuming a medieval-adjacent setting as is the case for most royal au stories) and you don’t send bro STRAIGHT to war LKDSJFH whether you want the reo/the mikages in general/someone else holding the leash there is zero doubt in my mind that he is a knight but in a more specific sense of the word he is a WEAPON LMAOAO like. this isn’t a guy who’s fighting for honor and shit he dgaf about that he’s literally just doing As He’s Told. i think his laziness in the present au would translate very much to an aimlessness and lack of desire in a royal au?? not exactly laziness in a 1:1 sense (he Does things just fine) but he just doesn’t have any independent thoughts any independent feelings and i believe this is also something his “owners” would try to foster — their wants and desires become his own because he doesn’t have any, so again he’ll just do whatever he’s told to because. sure why not

i think after a certain point he would probably not even really consider himself as a Person truly…he is his sword and his sword is him and steel doesn’t have feelings ergo he doesn’t have feelings. again this is something his “owners” (<- referring to them as such because idk if you would want to imagine reo or the mikages or anyone you LIKE in such a role DLSKF) would want to encourage because the less he’s thinking the better he’s doing as he’s told. it’s to the point where he has a similar status as the weapons in the armory — they show him off, he’s cared for, but everyone knows that he’s a thing not a person and he’s kind of just okay with it because he doesn’t know better…this ties into what is essentially his abandonment by his parents in the actual canon of bllk LMAO i can see them just shipping him off to be a knight at the castle and patting themselves on the back because they think that’s doing right by him when actually it just worsens his need to please (so that he is not abandoned again) which is then crystallized into that internalization of other people’s desires as his own which is what eventually leads to him being in this state of like. inhumanity. of being dead while living.

^ all of that is more outcome-based because i would need to do more research into how he would END UP that way (because nobody is like that from the get go) which is where the elaborate psychological torture dehumanization comes in LDSKHFJ but anyways. so i think that if i were to ever write this without fear of the fourteen year olds in the bllk fandom canceling me i would in fact give reader nagi’s “leash” and have him be Her dog…Her weapon…you know what i’m saying and there’s like this whole autonomy aspect to it where nagi is less than human by virtue of being a living sword and reader is less than human by virtue of being a woman and the only way for HER to regain her autonomy is commanding nagi (via his power she can have her own?? if that makes sense…in a room of big swords wave the biggest and your voice will be heard type shit) but the only way for NAGI to regain autonomy is by going against her wishes and finding his own. and i think i would have reader be supportive of that but in a way where he unintentionally becomes almost dependent on her to the point that like even when he thinks he has his own impulses they are the same as reader’s so are they REALLY his or is he just trying to please her again?? and the entire story would be him trying to separate actually loving someone as a person versus loving them with the loyalty of a blade whereas for reader it would probably be something related to getting over the need for using men (nagi, her father, whoever) as a crutch and actually being listened to in her own right

[starleska]

Hi! I recently started watching "Teen Titans" (not the new version, but the 2003 one), aaand... now I've got a new hyperfix, or rather, a HUGE hyperfix on Control Freak, I went to tumblr, hoping to find some content with him, but there's so little of it(the exception was your post about headcanons for him and a very nice fanart, published in February), So... I would really like to know if there will be more Control Freak content (like, headcanons or maybe him x reader content)? If not, it's OK, I understand! Have a nice day! Bye!🌸🌸🌸

hey there sweet anon!! i hope you're having a great day 🥰💖 omg Control Freak!!! i haven't thought about him in a hot minute, oh my gosh—i'm so happy that you've fallen head over heels for him, he deserves so much more attention :3c here, i made you a silly little thing:

Control Freak has a special place in my heart, as i loooove nerdy fanboy archetype characters 🫠 my intention has always been to make some more stuff for him!! perhaps fanart, or some more headcanons, maybe even an AMV down the line...but if you've spent any time on my blog recently, you'll see that i'm in the midst of an enormous Mr. Ring-A-Ding | Lux Imperator hyperfixation, which is closely tied to my Doctor Who special interest—and i'm afraid you're going to need a nuclear warhead to separate me from that 😂💖 i try not to promise folks any fandom-related stuff as i have so many interests, often get very very deeply involved with them, and tend to burn myself out quickly making so much 💀 so right now, the plan isn't to make anything, but i'd like to in the future!! i'm sure the fixation will come back round 🙈💖 i hope that's okay!! this gives you a great opportunity—i'd love to see anything you make with him 😉

[sysig]

Still a thief at heart, stealing kisses (Patreon)

[ssreeder]

*Semi-spoilers*

Sreedy, why do you not love me? Why must you hurt me so? I am on Chap 12 and still get get over the death that happened in Chap 6. Like this felt like the Boots betrayal all over again. You made me like this character. Then *boom* dead.

You couldn't even give them a cool death? Not one where they could sacrifice themselves for the greater good?

Then... AND THEN.... you didn't even talk about them in your Author's notes?! (Because of this, I'm holding on to the delusion that they are still alive-somehow)

In my mind, Sokka was just confused. Or this character had a clone or something. They are not death (I have to believe this for my sanity)

When I catch you, Ricky, when I catch you.... 🫵🏽😑

Alright, off to the chapter 🫶🏽 (still am obsessed with the story)

I feel like Shens death either hits people really hard or not at all. You’re spiraling in the ao3 comments about him is seriously so funny. You’re not the only one who isn’t over his death & I am so sorry! (I’m not actually sorry haha Shen was always gunna die but I did allow him to make it all the way to book 3! So yayyyy?)

Ok!! So I actually purposely didn’t give him a dramatic death because unfortunately he was a common foot soldiers and people viewed him as expendable because of that & he was tossed aside like garbage the moment his purpose was served.

& YOU CANT CATCH THE RICKY THE RICKY CATCHES YOUUUUUU MWAHAHAHA :D

thanks for the ask Dr sue lou I hope you continue to enjoy hehe

[merrilark]

I wish someone understood the absolutely unhinged brainrot I have for Sean/Cale and Sean/Katie.

[thefrogdalorian]

So I was really proud of my autistic flop of a self this weekend for successfully completing my first long distance drive AND surviving being in the biggest crowd of my entire life. Both things were very daunting but I managed to overcome them!

But monkey's paw and all that.... I think Covid is back for Round 3 :(

I feel absolutely horrendous. Sore throat, teeth-chattering chills, head fuller than Pedro Pascal's filming schedule.

Really wish I had a caring sweetie in beskar to bring me some soup and cuddle me warm rn😭

I HATE being sick (doesn't everyone) and my head is pounding too much to really look at a screen for too long, but if anyone has any Din x reader sick!fic recommendations I would love some comfort right now!

I'll hopefully feel better over the weekend but I hate feeling this awful so much :(

[mokagachas]

As someone who knows nothing about Oberon but loves your art: where do I start if I want to understand your love for the man?

oh man. oh jeez ( wheezing ) haha okay. uhm. erhm. i didnt expect to get this far uhm ( shaking )

so here's the problem: oberon is from lostbelt 6, a chapter in hit gacha game fate/grand order. you can play f/go if you want and chug along to lb6 - which is unfortunately a chapter 6~ years into the game's main story. but i cannot with any sort of conscious recommend a gacha game to people.

so playing the game is one option. option two is checking out atlas academy database, a website that has all of fgo's stories and such conveniently catalogued! click 'main story' on the top of the page and it'll give you just, well, the main story.

if you want to watch the stories themselves - which at least for lostbelt 6 i highly recommend because the OST is amazing - there's also this commentary free LP on youtube that i've linked to people!

that being said that is still a lot of words to get to lostbelt 6, so- if you don't want to read everything pre-lostbelt 6, i recommend going to the typemoon wiki and reading the summary on each story pre lostbelt 6 ( so, up to lostbelt 5.5 ). just click on the link in each chart and you can find a detailed beat-by-beat summary of each chapter.

i've been told that, in all honesty, that lostbelt 6 is still enjoyable and easy to understand without full context for the outside story beats. it certainly reads like a fairly self-contained story outside a few things needed to understand why some characters are here in the first place, so i've been considering writing up a summary on just those key points / the premise to the lostbelts so that people can read that and then jump right into lostbelt 6 and love oberon...

hopefully this was helpful in any sense of the word heehe ... if you need clarification with anything feel free to send another ask !!!

lets all love oberon!!! lets all think about oberon!!!!!!

[warm-mangoes-with-chai]

Just found something after 3 years,,,, life is with living still,,,,🥹

Bottom line? NEVER give up, my fellow yuri soldiers 🧡🤍🩷

[drbtinglecannon]

Frieren season 2... I need you...

[horrorsequel]

i was so good at situationships in the 2010s i was basically winning at situationships

[berryblu-soda]

Anyways update i just didnt bother to post earlier:

fr God is good and the whole car crash my parents got into last week was so incredibly mild in terms of injuries!!!! worst was a bruised knee im pretty sure

ALSO-

*taps mic* HUG YOUR FREAKING LOVED ONES OR SO HELP ME!!!!!!!

[pix-writes]

The thing is Justified... I know a lot of peeps like it but its not really my jam, but holy hell does Walton steal every scene he's in! Timothy Olyphant is great too, but even if I didn't know how amazing Walton is already as an actor, he really does capture your attention from the off. So that's why I've started watching it anyways 😅

Its also so funny to me Boyd Crowder's supposed to be this big bad antagonist from the off, but so far (as I've watched) what he's done is appear very receptive to Raylan's presence and requests and bascially winds him up a lot! Every time Boyd's showed up in recent eps i've watched he's been like "Raylan, let me bring up your trauma for a second. Do you want to talk about your daddy issues?"

Whilst Raylan shuts him down quickly and Boyd is just like "hmm, do you think your repressing of your emotions is boiling up into a rage and that's why ur so trigger happy, babe? Maybe u should do something about that..." - it's great haha ^^