i was originally actually gonna send this to @gooseworx 's inbox because my boyfriend actually payed me to do it, but her inbox has been closed so now the world gets to see it
context: GlitchX 2023 at 2:56:10
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Remembering my senior year, during tech week for Guys and Dolls, I was not only exhausted but also having a really bad flare. I was talking with my friend (who was one of the leads of the musical) and I was talking about how being so tired was causing a flare and making my life even harder. Like I kept dropping things, could barely walk, and most notably my speech was terrible. And I was known for speaking so fast that my words and sounds got jumbled (read: I have ADHD). He admitted he noticed and was very concerned and confused as to how my having a flare, which had to do with my feet since I was dancing and such, was causing my to speak as if I was drunk.
I tried to explain that as someone who suffered from chronic pain (was first diagnosed with AMPS at 11 and a few month after this would get diagnosed with fibromyalgia) the more pain I’m in the harder things, even basic things like motor skills and speech, went out the window.
However due to my speech having stopped for dulce de leche at El Cafe Cubana in Havana (HaVaNa?!?!??) what came out was:
“Words get hard the more ow.”
My friend clearly amused repeated “words get hard the more ow?” To which I tiredly lowered my head and let out a sigh in defeat.
Keep in mind: I’m the funny friend with ADHD. I will bare the most embarrassing parts of myself for the bit, to the point I have trouble getting people to take me seriously. I’m not above self mockery if it means people find me funny. And yet, this time I did not lay myself out like A Fool™️ on purpose. This was solely my barely functioning last brain cells trying to make a point, but not having enough brain power to do so properly.
Never in my life could I have accurately described the essence of being in so much pain that you can barely speak properly yet continue to go about your day, so perfectly, despite being in so much pain that you can barely speak properly. And by accident.
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Oh! What other fandoms are you into, if any? 🪼
aaaah well call of duty is my current hyperfixation, but I’m also super into supernatural, the walking dead, game of thrones and house of the dragon, peaky blinders, lord of the rings, stranger things, american horror story, and criminal minds !!
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graves is going to be pissed at me when he comes back,, i broke a big rule,,
specifically the no cumming alone or without permission rule.
worse yet, i broke said rule,, thinking about him in surgery,, and touching his organs,,
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TORBJORN OVERWATCH NENDO??????? post i beg. let us see the man
Here you go:
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