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crowrelli · 12 days

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#vent post #tw vent #my mom: it’s okay you’re homeless u can come here and have a gentle landing and we can work together to get u and ur fiancé back on ur feet #me: okay great now I can work off my huge overdue queue that I was having panic attacks about daily-#mom: actually fuck u ur a disgrace I need you to clean my whole house every single day and I’m going to knock on ur door every 20 minutes #and disturb ur focus (ik u have adhd it’s stupid just get over it) also ur whole family knows how much of a failure u are and are going to #scream at you on the phone about how you’re not doing anything despite the fact you’ve helped out every time I’ve asked and THEN SOME to #the point of eye exhaustion and shivers and mental breakdowns and then I’m going to forget it ever happened and make you do MORE chores and #yell at u if you say u need to focus again #me: …….. so this is the gentle landing huh?#I’m so fucking exhausted #they keep saying my art doesn’t make money and isn’t a career LITERALLY IT IS HOW DO U THINK I PAID FOR FOOD AND RENT FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS #they keep calling it my ‘little art thing’ and insisting I get a real job WHEN I HAVE ACTUAL PAID COMMISSIONS I HAVE TO WORK ON #I can’t just ignore these and fuck off to answer phones or stock shelves at your friends friends aunts car dealers place fuck OFFFFFF #like being homeless with 4 cats and 6 boxes of belongings isn’t hard enough I have to be fucking berated by people who haven’t tried talking #to me IN MY LIFE EVERRRRRR #fuck off

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writing-forever · 3 months

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Fuck literally everything I SWEAR!!!!! My glasses broke… I can’t see… I literally am not gonna be able to do anything now! My executive dysfunction won’t let me! I need my glasses and my headphones to do something as simple as the dishes and now I don’t have one of those things!!!!! I’m so fucking done! This has been the worst month so far! Plus!!! Glasses cost like!!! So much!!! I fucking swear! I should not have to pay to be able to fucking see! I’m so fucking done rn!

#first my pet’s internet goes out #then I get depressed for like a week #still am btw #and now this #fuck my life #please I just wanna be ok #I literally just wanna be able to live comfortably #and not be sad #and not be depressed #and not have to deal with my fuckin stupid brain!#ughhh #eve does dumb stuff #venting ignore me

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hopefulsapphic · 2 months

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begging on my hands and knees for the garbage truck to pick up my fucking trash please it's been literal months i am gonna start crying

#not to overshare but like #i'm literally going insane they pick up EVERYONE ELSE'S trash but mine like actually what the fuck #i put my bins out on the right day. i taped a giant sign on it saying RUBBISH BIN just in case they thought it was recycle or smth #i literally don't know what i'm doing wrong here #and i'm about to fucking lose it bc i've got like 3 full trash bags just sitting in my kitchen that i can't do anything abt #bc my outside bins ARENT BEING EMPTIED #do they do trash collection differently in the uk or something like am i doing something stupid american wrong #or do they just actually hate me specifically for some reason #anyways. i'm literally too embarrassed to ask any about this irl so i'm venting to strangers on the internet hello #lmao #thoughts from my brain #ignore me i'm a mess

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barredandromeda · 13 days

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what if instead of messaging me in the middle of the night about your stupid fucking girlfriend and your stupid fucking problems with her you actually act like my fucking friend and message me like how you message everyone else in our group

#bye ignore my venting bigger problems what fucking ever #im sick of her ass she only messages us for us to help her with her fucking girlfriend problems like we arent even friends atthis fckn point #and i love her shes so funny whatever but god shes literally the worst because i just want to be friends i dont fucking care ab her goddamn #selfish ass gf thats shes obsessed with. be obsessed tell me about it but cant we be friends ab other stuff too #we used to be her 'favorite friend' cause we shared so many interests and we hung around what fucking ever but fuck that right #get a gf and just use us to help better yalls relationship without even telling her you're sharing her private msgs w us huh yeah sure #what fucking ever im so done with this bitch and i cant even get my contacts out cause i have long nails and im js poking my eye #AND SHE WOULD NEVER BE SORRY if our friendship fell apart she would tell everyone i was jealous of her gf or what ever i literally dont care #she was like an older sister before i dont get why getting a gf would have to change shit like ok good for u but what ab us #what about me its not even fucking fair like is it that hard to keep up w ur friends?? NO its fucking not #taking me so long to write a post bc im still fucking helping her with her stupid dumb selfish idiotic gf omfg #just BREAK UP i literally dont fucking care just leave her if she makes u unhappy its literally online tf is she gonna do to u nothing omfg #why am i the one being punished when shes the one with the stupid dumb gf that hates her and herself i dont fucking care i js want m friend #and i cant tell any of our mutual friends cause she dont do that to them its js me so itd be like im being dramatic #and like shit i guess i am but i dont care atp thats all she ever talks to me ab like ok i get it i helped u but stop jfc #but if i said that we'd never talk again bc what fucking ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause im just dramatic whatever #if u cant resolve these simple problems of communication on ur own then maybe u shouldnt be in a relationship idk js my thoughts! die #sry the 1 person who knows what xactly i mean is asleep and im so tired of getting late night msgs being like hii can u help me SHUT UP #id love to help if we were actually still fucking friends but we arent so js leave me alone bruh #post #nickpost #will delete in morning my mom keeps telling me to put my phone down bt i need 2 say smfh 2 some1 #i hate change i hate slight differences in my normal day to day i hate everything i hate not having smth to rely on i hate change i hate it #sry im alg now im js sick of her ass js leave bruh #nimbhe my moms yelling im tired anyway i need to js isolate myself forever no problems if im on an island alone #living my best life in the shade drinking idk water or whatever and just talking to myself bc who even needs friends right!!!!!!!!#its 11:11 make a wjsh #adding more cz whatever im deleting this ltr anyway #its so clear where i stand with everyone cause its always close but not close enough friendly but not friends and i guess its the same w her #bye im out of tags etc whatever nobody matching my freak ever never comfortable in any friendships

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gale-in-space · 1 month

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I'm really upset, I'm going to sound so fucking childish for saying this but Gale is such a comfort character and I can't A) play bg3 because it's too triggering and too difficult to play for me and B) draw him because I can't fucking draw right now. What the hell am I supposed to do. How do I fucking engage with him

#i'm literally so close to breaking down in tears #this is just a stupid vent ignore me #i know someone out there is like 'well just write him!' how. fucking how. how #i can't #i can't do anything #edit: i'm sorry i keep posting these under read mores and then they keep disappearing. that's embarrassing #edit 2 because i don't want to keep making unhinged posts: if i can't create then there's no point in me #if i can't create anything beautiful then there's no point to me at all

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loverboybreakdowns · 2 months

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god i told myself for months that it was just the mental illness but today truly proved nobody likes me. lol.

#everyone is upset about az leaving *** but not about me leaving #like. ----- literally ignored my apology message so.#was i really just some outsider nobody cared about for an entire year & i was just too stupid to notice?#rambling #vent i guess

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irritablepoe · 2 months

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Also not to repeat myself but somebody has to kill my dad

#die die die die die die die die #literally how can someone breathe SO LOUD THAT I CAN HEAR IT IN MY ROOM #FUCKING GO TO HELL #and then walk into my room almost to my desk just to ask me if i want a tea #and then look at my desktop and stuff like omg you could've just ask me from the doorframe #fucking stay away from me #vent #ALSO HOW MUCH PERFUME CAN SOMEONE WEAR #he puts a ton on in the morning which leaves me with breathing problems #and then he comes back from work and puts on perfume AGAIN #LIKE THAT'S NOT NECESSARY?????????? YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWAY #i know he's just stupid #if he'd be less stupid I'd think he is doing this on purpose #but no he's just a fucking idiot #and I'm so fucking angry like how can you be so ignorant #such a fucking joke of a person #how am i related to him

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aerticent · 10 months

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Vent ig

Fandoms will always be more willing to humanize and excuse the male antagonists but will take any chance to further demonize female antagonists (or just female characters in general lets be honest) and turn them into cartoonishly evil ppl.

I hate making everything about RQ but Elara is what sparked this from me, or at least something I remembered pushed me to want to vent about this. It kills me that ppl in this fandom will sit and make excuses day in and day out about how Maven actually isn't to blame for any of it and how it actually isn't that bad that Maven killed thousands of ppl and physically and mentally abused Mare and Iris (and hell maybe even Evangeline who knows at this point) but will then turn around and exaggerate what Elara did to the absolute extreme. I am NOT saying that Elara didn't do anything wrong or should be excused cause I don't think that! What I am saying is, I loathe when ppl will talk about her and erase parts of her character in order to turn her into a cartoonishly evil stepmother. You don't have to like her, you don't have to think she had anything but bad intent, but don't talk about her if ur just gonna ignore or change part of her character because for some reason u can't fathom her not being 100% rubbing her hands together maniacally laughing evil. (Especially considering Elara barely has any character so like how r u just missing shit that easily?) And it doesn't just stop with her. It happens with characters in every media! Alicent Hightower gets half her character IGNORED because god forbid she not be 100% evil and u feel anything but hatred for her! Sansa gets demonized for shit she did at like 11 like come on. I mean hell, even characters from children's media get demonized for existing (like I'll never forget hearing that ppl HATED Mable Pines for being what? an annoying 12 year old?)

Ppl also love to claim they stan or love female characters but in reality they only love that character in relation to their male love interest. If she ever goes against her male love interest then it turns into "she's such a bitch" or "she's so selfish" like I mean thats literally what happened to Mikasa the moment she "turned" on Eren.

Idk im so tired of ppl stanning and loving evil male characters and finding every which way to justify their actions but then going out of their way to make female characters WORSE than they actually are.

#once again u don't have to like any female antagonists u can hate them idgaf #but don't include them in shit if ur just gonna mischaracterize them to such an extreme that they become ur OC wearing the characters skin #I feel like such an idiot talking about this with a character like Elara because I know that to an extent I turn her into an OC #And my only defense for that is I try to base all my assumptions about off of lines in the text and notes from the author #it just drives me crazy the way ppl will ignore certain things in the text that humanize her even just a little bit because it's like they #can't fathom her not being this purely evil stepmother figure #she's not a good person she's not even an ok person but she also isn't the caricature y'all make her out to be #don't ask me to link anything of like where I've seen the mischaracterizations cause idk I was thinking and remembered stuff I saw a while #ago and got upset lol #also idk don't comment on this being like “actually ur wrong blah blah” I literally dgaf im venting leave me alone #either agree or keep scrolling like I don't need to hear that im actually being stupid and delusional #it sucks so bad liking a character like Elara because I feel like a dumbass defending her cause she is pos but don't make her even more of #pos than she already is it isn't rocket science!!#vent i guess

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shiocreator · 1 year

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I survived another year on this planet and I'm making it all your problem

I'm here and going to cause havoc

#Salt speaks #Happy birthday to me i guess #Dear gosh this entire hour has been awful because of my intrusive thoughts and the testing date literally tomorrow after my birthday #But I'm still here I'm still alive #This will be a good fucking day or so help me #They may be keeping me hostage to take some stupid fucking tests soon but im still here and i can bite people i have teeth and can use em #Please ignore these tags im tryna practice false confidence; I am the smartest hottest person in this damn room and i can kill people #I can kill people if needed i am the smartest strongest hottest person here they'll never catch me #Highly reccommend making jokes like that tbh actually made me feel better for a sec #Vent #Should i tag this as vent i probbaly should even if it was just in the tags okay then

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buysomecheese · 2 years

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Fellas, tell me-

Is it very ESTJ, 6w5, 269 tritype of me to kin Upside Down & Inside Out (OK Go), Humpty Dumpty (AJR), Belonger (Maxton Waller), It’s Called: Freefall (Rainbow Kitten Surprise), Northern Attitude (Noah Kahan), All’s Well That Ends (Rainbow Kitten Surprise), Upside Down (Jack Johnson), I Won’t Let You Down (OK Go), Real Men (Mitski),? Is it?

#anyways if you know anything about enneagrams or grottoes or mbti please. tell me about myself (/nf)#(/nf)#the rest of my tags are venting feel free to ignore those #I’m not going through anything rn #I’m feeling totally fine #(I want to Punch some Certain People in the ducking stomach)#(I haven’t had a menstrual cycle in Months and I’ve been literally feeling entirely fine and I’m healthier than ever otherwise so-)#(- I’m worried about that. I think English is incredibly fucking stupid as a class. I cannot Wait until college. this is such a period of-)#(- growth and change for me. I’m getting a job. I might ask someone out. I still can’t drive and I’m upset about that. I know who I want-)#(- be friends with now. things are coming together and I am weeding out things that are bad for me. I’m so derealized half of the time and-)#(- it contradicts with everything else going on so strongly. I wish people would own up to their faults and not take on more than they can-)#(- handle. I have so much confidence in myself and my abilities but I don’t think I’m worth anything. I know what I deserve but that’s-)#(- the bare minimum and nothing more. I know that if I Left today I’d believe that everyone would love on within the week but I also know-)#(- there are people and organizations that would Not work the same or nearly as smoothly as they do now. I don’t know what to do with-)#(- myself but I have Everything planned out. maybe I just need to work out and be active idk I’ve been in a car all day.)#estj #6w5 #269 tritype #what is a #tritype

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callixton · 2 years

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i am in such a weird place socially i love my friends and i’m so glad i’m getting closer with them but also everyone i know seems to hate each other and it is getting so exhausting. just be a good person why is it this hard

#there’s a reason i didn’t shit talk even in privacy and this is why it feels bad #like venting. fine whatever sometimes people fuck up #but i’m just. exhausted and it makes me feel bad. fucking get along with each other #also one of my very close friends keeps telling people about a crush someone has and yes neither of us like her at all but being put in her #- position is literally one of my worst fears it’s just humiliating #and also yknow. maybe i am sensitive and too earnest but also maybe some of y’all could stand to gain some of that.#and this friend is the one who i’ve talked to for days about how we both felt unwelcome last year and wanted to fix it and she just.#is sometimes genuinely mean and doesn’t seem to want to fix it #i know they’re good people but why is it so hard to do the right thing #i’m also just constantly aware of my position and don’t know how not to live in others perspectives. maybe to a fault but i would rather #- that be my fault #it’s also. i think it’s a little too easy for them to dismiss the marginalizations of others #i’m a . political person there’s no way around it but more than that like. if a system makes things better for disabled people maybe it’s #- worth the fucking extra effort. you’ve never lived with having things barred from you because of disability maybe. don’t be against it #- just bc you don’t like the person who proposed it #this is such a stupid vent ignore me this is what happens when i stop using finch #ted talks

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klonoadoortophantomile · 2 years

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why does getting a large following on the internet have to be so fucking miserable

#referring to a different site rn thank god i dont have that many followers here #but like. holy shit im so sick of it man!!!#ive been getting spammed with just the most stupid purposely offensive shit theres people drawing gore of my characters to spite me???#was practically getting cyber stalked for a bit #and i do literally nothing on there except share silly drawings i make and joke around with friends #thats all ive done for YEARS now just goof off and try to stick to my little corner of the site #like at the end of the day i dont care that much i guess its just some strangers online being assholes theres other things to worry about #but also like i feel like i should be allowed to be at least. a little upset about this. im really fucking sick of it yknow #i try my best to be level headed about this kind of stuff and just ignore it but like. man its frustrating to put up with #mikey says shit #vent #i guess??? mostly tagging that for blacklisting purposes #anyways well be back to the usual silly posting soon im just. really frustrated about this

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borkborkheresadork · 8 months

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#I just have a small inquiry #why can’t people just tell me they have a problem with me. why.#why do they have to make up rumors that literally upend my social life.#all my friends up here just?? ghosted and ignored me all of a sudden?? because AUGH #because this one dude I dated for two months in freshman year said he was uncomfortable that I mentioned we dated #AND NOW HES SAYING I GROOMED HIM ??#I was at most a year and a half older than him. and we were both freshmen. what the fuck #I went back and scrolled thru our dms to see if I did show any kinda questionable behavior and there’s literally nothing #I’m so tired of being alone and in the middle of drama #all my actual friends are down in Phoenix and I can’t go see them and I hardly know anyone but my roommate up here now #this is such stupid bullshit #first the whole like drama thing with someone I considered my best friend and he just drops me without telling me really #then my ex gf threatens to kill herself because I broke up with her #and now all of this #AND CLASSES #IM DONE WITH IT #I hate living here I just want to live with people who actually care about me #I’m tired of being the most mature one who takes care of everything and everyone but as soon as anything goes wrong it’s all my fault #tw vent #don’t rb

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deosilplanarglitches · 9 months

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Reason #345734 why I don't tell my mom shit.

Her pain and suffering is the only kind she cares about, and she'll play stupid games with me like ghost me for 3+ weeks after a minor surgery, just to make sure I'm worried enough about her life to check, so she "has permission" to start in with the talking my ear off about her problems without boundaries or preamble. She won't know shit about my issues til after they're over (if she hears about them at all) bc she never asks a damn thing about my life, and literally only ever leaves room for herself and her feelings in any equation literally ever and then peaces tf out like. Bitch I'm permanently disabled and in a degenerative spiral that's gonna last my whole fkn life, and you're still bitching about yourself? Wanting me to cater to your emotions when you haven't even spared a CRUMB of consideration in return?

FUck all the way off.

Should have known that if she had died or sth bad happened, I'd have heard something right away. After 30+ yrs of her pulling the "yeah my kid tried to kill themself for the 7th time, but have you asked ME how hard it is to raise them doing the nothing I have been, bc I still don't know them as a person at all or even try to? Where's the compassion?!" shit... you'd think I would know better, but my compassion gets me fucked over YET AGAIN.

If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty. If she's being flighty, she's being petty.

Back to no contact.

Let the bitch suffocate if she can't self soothe.

#idk how many chances she's gonna get in this life and she's still playing stupid games with my fkn emotions and banking stupid ass prizes #frfrfr every “nice” thing she does is usually laced with something she knows damn well I hate so she can use my reactions against me bc #she just wants to have a nice peaceful time throwing me a bday party i didnt want with cake i don't like and getting butthurt when i don't #lie to her face and spare her feelings and literally replace my own boundaries with hers instead #wonder where I got the minimization of my own problems from hhhhhhh bitingbitingbiting #this shit is why it took over a decade to even get the autoimmune diagnoses i needed to understand why i was infirmed half my fkn life but #noooo she's gotta make everything about her #i never get a “hi how are you” just months of no contact followed by all her drama in a full discography without even checking to make sure #i'm in a space to be carrying all that shit #which as a chronically ill and fatigued person it's just courteous to ask before you dump shit on them if you know they're gonna be tired?#it costs zero dollars to check on someone before you dump every article of your dirty laundry on them and throw a pity party without consen #i can also be guilty of venting too but ffs at least i check in on my vent friends if i go too hard and try and keep shit stirring to a min #nvm the last time i told her anything it was to say i got those diagnoses and actually have medical reasons for my permanent exhaustion #and she turned it into a fkn competition!!!!!!!!!!#this bitch only cares about herself it literally doesn't matter if she's well or sick it's all about her and what she wants out of it #never once did i get anything to the degree of 'what would you like to happen/where are your boundaries here' bc she doesn't fkn care #so i am done giving her the grace she doesn't need and hasn't yet earned back bc i'm not putting her needs before mine again fuck that #fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffuck this shit i'm out~#vent rant #pls ignore

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wonderfulxhappiness · 9 months

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#wowie zowie vani is feeling bad again <3 yaaaay <3 /s #anyway. i am. literally so stupid. so dumb!#all i want is attention and love and yet i shove people away and pull them back in this stupid hot-and-cold ritual #somehow people put up with it but like. of course i have like zero irl friends. i never go out. i never talk to people #i sit alone at meals. i sit by people i'm friendly with in classes or as close to alone as i can. i spend most of my free time in my dorm #hell i got rejected by the job i applied to and my first thought was 'lol just like everything else <3'#sigh. and then i'm the dumb one for still holding on to a little bit of hope bc one of my confessions i wasn't outright rejected on #so there was always this tinge of 'maybe i still have a chance' but that was so fucking stupid of me #i never have a chance. but its whatever. i can't blame anyone but myself for keeping my own hopes up despite all the evidence #i can handle it though. bury the tinge of grief in my schoolwork and stress. ignore people. pretend its all okay #i've deluded myself into thinking i was fine before. i can do it again. i can ignore the loneliness. the little bit of hurt when i see #other people having what i want. i'm good at that. sooo good at it.#maybe i don't dislike some of the people i think i do. i just envy them. they get to have everything i want.#i guess that's just what having zero self-confidence or self-esteem does to you though. ah well #its all my own fault anyway. i'll be fine.#and hey. maybe no one wants me because i'm just damaged goods. but that's a whole other can of worms #i know i'm tainted and unlovable but man. i can hope sometimes.#anyway. im not allowed to drop out and i'm not allowed to hurt myself and i'm not allowed to die. gotta remember all that at the minimum.#vent in tags #anyway. don't worry abt me if you read this far. i'm okay. mostly.

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skeletonmaster69 · 1 year

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#vent continued #frankly i dont know why im even talking about it here when none of you care either #i mean yoy all follow me for funny shit and thats literally it none of yoy give an actual fuck #i could drop dead right now and none of yoy would care #oooo look at me im such a silly little guy please stop ignoring me please be nice i promise ill be funny for you if your nice #i promise ill be your little pet compliment and joke dispenser if you just hang out with me every few months and say you like me #its so funny when the only adults that care are literally paid to do so #its even funnier that sometimes even qhen theyre paid to they still dont care enough to do the bare minimum to keep me alive #its *even funnier* than that that not a single one of the 300 people who like the silly things i reblog would care if i died #thats another selfish thought im not allowed to think that because im always selfish even if all i want is for people to care for once #i hate all of you #and see thats why no one cares because i say i hate them right after i beg them to care this is why im so stupid #im so tired if dad was one of those neglectful parents that leaves a gun around id hurry up and blow my brains out #maybe my best friends would be sad but lets face it everyone else woumd get over it before the funeral ended #'oh no my son is dead. atleast i dont need to deal with what a failure he is anymore'#i thoght meds were supposed to stop me from feeling like this anymore why the hell are we payinf for them if i still wanna die so bad #im so tired. i wish it was all over already

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