Howdy! Many many things have happened in the last couple days - mostly good things so that’s been nice - but of course, that has limited my time to write these posts that I’ve been so excited about! However, here we are together again, and this time, for:
S.O.S. - Chapter 6 : A Chair With Three Legs
Buckle up friends - this one is so good and it took me on the wildest ride
(for @nobody33333333 and @sophieswundergarten , as usual because you are the best)
“flsdkjafjfj” - my brain trying to wrap itself around all the things in this chapter because WOWZER its really good and is jam packed with so many things
First - I love all the Katie-Cat references. Brings me absolute joy. I also love that the Wetheralls have their ‘spot’ - GAH
All the ‘No One At The Wheel’ references - SO GOOD and so insightful even as Milligan starts getting his memory erased - kinda interesting that it begins with that almost every time too.
Milligan spending time in Kates first few formative years on the mainland with herrrrrrrr
I have many many thoughts about the reasons behind the words the kids say in the Whisperer - may have to make a separate post when I finally remember but I love how you incorporated them in!!
THE RANKINGS BOARD - yesssss - but I also love that Milligan recognizes that while it’s good to give those academic successes more opportunities, that it really isn’t very nice of Mr. Curtain Sir to shame the kids that don’t score as well.
Also noting the implications of how SQ could have definitely been treated different if he was just doing normal stuff with everyone else - but also recognizing that SQ hasn’t really ever had real friends - Kate counted until… they disappeared
The line “Ledroptha was out” made me laugh but also wonder what he does when he’s not sulking and scheming in his office
Milligan seeing the antennas - you can literally feel the panic begin - “The technology at the Institute shouldn’t require that much signaling.” MY HEAVENS
okay and then we go straight into hearing Jackson and the “without her, without this place, I don’t know who I am.” and being able to draw that connection to season two… YES
It’s also just kinda sad that we can see how the Whisperer really could be being used for therapy - but how Curtain simultaneously uses it for his world controlling purposes with the therapy as the mask… ouch
And then Milligan really beginning to connect the dots… “The phrase that reflected the feeling of dread and terror that had slowly tightened its grip around the world through the power of the emergency.”
“But why were his friends having children recite phrases that were associated with the emergency?” Oh no… OH NOOOOOOOO - and then we get “…they wouldn’t. They couldn’t. That didn’t make any sense.” but then it DOES oh my hEaRt
That next paragraph reminded me of the line from Curtain in season one where he told them that they “made it” - that the emergency is “out there” and that at the Institute, they don’t have to worry about anything. Thats freaky.
Garrison... oh Garrison. She really doesn’t have any idea at the beginning - you can see her inner battle with it in the show (because she understands at that point - but also knowing what happens in chapter 8... GAH)
“Milligan had to admit he still felt bad about not having been there to help handle Pedalian’s death and knew that dealing with that alone had left it’s mark on Ledroptha, who had already been damaged. And Ledroptha’s traditional method of dealing with negative emotions had always been to lash out and control others.” my heavens :(
watching Milligan try and take that mediator role that Pedalian had - wanting to make sure Garrison knows the truth and set Ledroptha straight... and knowing that Pedalian really was the only one that could do it breaks me. However, I also appreciate that Milligan is trying to go about it delicately - knowing that “What Ledroptha was doing might be horrible, but Milligan knew it came from a place of hurt.” and “...Milligan hated the thought of having to shatter that illusion.” (talking about helping Curtain get the right help without making SQ hate his father)
For no reason, the line about Curtain going over paperwork and SQ sitting at his feet doing an art project reminds me of the pictures in history books of like... US Presidents and their kids playing around their desk - made me laugh
yesssss - we’re learning about the kids who respond with their minds to the influence of the Whisperer - I LOVE IT - Constance, we’re looking at you
okay but it is quite sad that the outliers in this situation - the people who’s minds respond to the Whisperer - that these people are disappearing. Maybe Constance’s parents...?
hahaaaa “Curtain chastised himself for actually considering these possibilities, as if he was still an overimaginative schoolboy. Psychics and telepaths weren’t real. But the more he looked at the notes in his hands, the less sure he became.” oh, just you wait Mr. Ledroptha Drama Club President Curtain, JUST YOU WAIT
I absolutely love when Curtain calls SQ “Shep” - I have a feeling it’ll happen less and less in the future and that makes me so sad - but it makes sense.
SQ planning to ask his question about painting in the woods... AND THE QUESTION ABOUT THE BEACH AHHHHHH - I just have this cute vision of before Curtain goes full on crackhead control freak and is brainwashing Milligan over and over and over - of the four of them on the beach, of course Curtain probably isn’t dressed for the beach (lol he’s probably in a suit and everyone else is in short sleeves and such) anyways, I just love the idea of them building sandcastles and everything together
It also makes me sad that SQ really doesn’t have any other friends and while Curtain doesn’t like spending time with Milligan, he’s willing to maybe look into doing that.
PIERRE AHHHHH - “Pierre was the latest injured bird that Curtain had begrudgingly allowed his son to care for (insisting, as he always did, that this would be the last time SQ was allowed to bring a wild animal into their home, and that caring for the creature was to be considered a homework assignment and SQ’s responsibility.” YESSS - I get the feeling that this has happened many times
if I was a bird, I’d run into glass windows too, Pierre. me too. But in all seriousness, I love this next line “...upon seeing his son’s distress, Curtain had taken it upon himself to have the windows detailed and redesigned to prevent any similar accidents from befalling his son’s feathered friends.” so freaking cute
oh good gracious - this next scene... Curtain is so calm and collected even as he’s being exposed haha - I mean, he makes a good point, there’s no use in trying to convince Wetherall otherwise when he shows up with this information, because he’s exactly right
Milligan again recognizing the hurt in Ledroptha... it almost feels like touching a bruise or running your hand over an old scar - it almost hurts just as much mentioning it as it did when whatever caused it happened
oh geez - you can see Curtain’s plan with how he’s acting.
I also love the random grey men that keep showing up - noticing that there are too many of them to be a coincidence and that they arrive at the lab and Milligan’s like “nope”
Jeffers BAHAHAAA - here comes his pitiful revenge that doesn’t work because he’s going against a 6′5″ LARGE MAN - no wonder there’s so many of them, Milligan is almost practically unstoppable
Curtain “apologizing for a minor inconvenience” lol OKAY BUT the line about “I wish we didn’t have to keep doing this...” - that’s the moment where I began to realize that something was up
And Milligan’s futile attempts at telling Garrison... hurts my soul
Curtain being hostile and then lowering to a gentler demeanor to manipulate Garrison - he’s kind of predictable in that way and that makes it even more concerning.
Not only that, but the fact that Garrison is so... she’s just so sad and feels like she can’t do anything so she just goes with it. And Curtain’s lil speech about everything that is happening is whats best for everyone
GARRISON AHHHHH - I think I went over most of it in my last chapter analysis, but dang I just sympathize with her. You can see her thought process and understand how hard that must be to have to live with a situation like that. Milligan begging her to tell him whats going on and to stop Curtain... my heart is being peeled like an orange, piece by piece in this chapter
“Jump” by Van Halen is all I could think of with the “Curtain would jump at the opportunity for control.” so... everything is a music reference in my head.
“Maybe if she had gone to Milligan first things would have been different, but between his wife’s passing and taking care of his daughter, he had been in the office less and less and Garrison knew from her experience with Pedalian that Milligan didn’t need to be burdened with anything else.” hurt me wayyyy more than I had anticipated - she and I are a lot alike in that respect, feeling like a burden to people
Curtain and Garrison’s discussion in his office... that one hurt - I have a lot of highlights in this one, but I think they can all be kinda condensed into a couple main ideas - the pity for Curtain, who really is just hurt and making some very irrational decisions because of his drive to prove himself, his master manipulation skills (I mean, come on, “trying to sound as calm and rational as possible” and “Garrison, friend,”) and using Garrison’s alcoholism as an example of how the Whisperer could be used for good as part of his manipulation (which is totally cruel, but he kinda sees that I guess), her ultimate “betrayal” and Curtain then basically blackmailing her, and then his remorse at remembering that maybe he’s been threatening her a little too much - it’s jam packed with so much hurt and betrayal from both sides that I just sit back in awe like... I’m just shocked that I can feel for both sides of this crazy situation
Jeez - Chapter 6, featuring Curtain the Master Manipulator at his finest
“...Garrison replied, horrified at the prospect of dining with the two most terrifying people she could imagine...” this poor woman - but I can relate on this one haha
“Ledroptha Curtain had one weakness... Curtain didn’t actually want to be rid of them. He still thought of them as his friends, and he wanted to keep them around.” GAH - sometimes this is emotional whiplash with how much I simultaneously empathize and want to smack that man into space - this fic is so masterfully written
Garrison sees this weakness and is still trying to do her best so that while Curtain is getting what he wants, there is minimal suffering (especially when it concerns the children) and I just.. I just... I want to hug her because that’s so important
haha Jeffers is still... Jeffers - because you realize he probably gets punched literally every time
Curtain’s protection over SQ and still being okay with using the “volunteers” as long as they aren’t having the negative Whisperer effects... I’m like “yes protect SQ” but this man needs like... I want to put him in one of those... I think they’re called a “pillory” - and I want to throw a pie at him and then take him to therapy
it is TOTALLY like Curtain to be like “oh yes, you’ve been in an unfortunate accident but I know who you are so you’re okay, you can depend on me” *eXcEpT fOr tHe fAcT tHaT i’M tHe oNe tHaT BrAiNwAsHeD yOu*
Garrison coming in clutch as usual - keeping certain memories of his family and friends (and loyalty to silly Mr. “Dr.” Curtain) which is kinda unfortunate because... it happens... so many times...
I about DiEd when I read 75 times... 75 FREAKING TIMES THIS MANNNNN - I’m just... it hurts
Side effects... oh jeez - knowing the next chapter makes this hurt like the Dickens
And then seeing that the same dialogue has probably happened every time with how Garrison reacts GAH
I think probably my favorite lines from the whole chapter:
“I think you need better friends,” she suggested.
“And I think my friend deserves better,” Milligan replied.”
WITH
“I’m not sure what I deserve anymore,” Garrison finally answered.
MY GOOD GRACIOUS HEAVENS - this just... hit home in a way I hadn’t expected in all sorts of ways and I LOVED it okay - I loved it with my whole soul
Milligan is just trying so hard to find a way to help her escape and break free from Curtain’s control and it hurtsssssss
OHMYGOSH OKAY - I also absolutely loved this line - “And Milligan?... Do you remember when you told me that Pedalian’s death wasn’t my faul? Well, I want you to know that it... it wasn’t your fault either.” GAHHHHHH my heartstringssss
good gravy - thought Milligan being brainswept was sad enough - I had never considered that Garrison would use the Whisperer for herself before - so reading this entire scene and hearing her admit how she feels like she hurts people - and reading the Whisperer’s response absolutely broke me. And erasing her session? That makes complete sense and I just feel for her :(
THE HEADACHE MAKES SENSE
IT ALL MAKES SENSE
IM SCREAMING - and the few wrong turns on the way to work, saying the same lines... GAHHHHH
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This... this was an amazing chapter. I love it. I LOVE IT.
The title is also amazing as usual - good heavens I can’t even... it reminds me of the whispering room and that chair
- and then I just think about chairs in general and how Pedalian represents the missing leg and how everything is falling apart without him
- and then I think about how Milligan’s memory is like the three legged chair because they’re just removing a part of his memory so he’s running around with a hole in his memory and it’s not going to end well...
there is just so much beautiful symbolism in that and I love it
haha I told you guys I would catch up this weekend on these and I’ve only got two done because things just keep happening! I may begin to condense some of my notes a little bit so you can at least see what I have, but I’ll keep working at them as best I can! I love talking to you guys about it, and that makes it all worth it.
Talk to you soon,
Gogh 🌻
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