#this should look ridiculous and yet

[maximura]

[jaeyxns]

cute nerd alert !

[sugaredoleander]

i say this with love. house fanfic writers, if you ever want me to beta something for medical accuracy, i'll fucking do it no questions asked

[kindlythevoid]

Me, upon receiving one (1) SORTA mean, maybe-off comment out of hundreds of super nice comments that I love, now staring for even MORE hours at the draft of the next chapter I need to write: Well, fuck. Now what? Also Me, .02 seconds later, gritting my teeth and strategizing: Well, I write this fanfic for me. This is my fanfic. People can think what they like. I will take this comment and use it to think of new ways to improve my writing, but I will not internalize it. I write this fanfic for me. This is my fanfic. People can think what they like. I will take this comment and use it to think of new ways to improve my writing, but I will not internalize it. I write this fanfic for ME. This is MY fanfic. People can think what they like--

[lumiilys]

What if I just rambled in the tags rn?

[shima-draws]

I just finished Skypeia AGHHHFJHHHH it was so GOOD

[coridallasmultipass]

I am once again begging online shop payment processing companies to allow me to enter a separate name for shipping and separate name for billing!!

It's the same address, I'm just trans and have not legally changed my personal name, but I still prefer to receive mail as my preferred name! Like it's literally my professional name, I do business as my preferred name.

Annoying as fuck, and I don't want to chance my bank rejecting the payment (though I'm sure someone at my bank has put a note to allow it on my account by now, since I've contacted them a couple times before when I realized too late that the billing section didn't let me input another "address/name" section, and they said the payment was fine in those cases.)

Anyway, legal name changes should be free and non-advertised for everyone. Tbh, you should get a free name change every time you file your taxes on time as an incentive for good citizen behaviour. Once I am elected pres-

[giantkillerjack]

Dear horror youtubers who write video essays explaining and examining extraordinary works of horror that I deeply want to see and understand but will literally never be able to safely watch due to my own trauma - thus providing me with a way to learn from and connect to works of art that would be otherwise forever inaccessible to me,

I love you.

[wizardlyghost]

yknow i think i would maybe have had an easier time in life if i had been a little less autistic :/

[zefforuins]

-/&;3;

[camplease]

i just experienced divine inspiration: camilla hect x abigail pent

i’m not gonna write it and tragically i just know it doesn’t exist on ao3. but uhh if anyone sees this and is also inspired 👀

(and yes this is because of you magnus x palamades shippers if anyone was wondering)

[maximura]

[luxraydyne]

pop quiz what breed of childhood trauma borne neuroticism is it called when being condescended to on just the most neutral, limpid, nothing thoughts you express like you’re a little silly child, or “out of your depth”, or woefully misinformed, or just speaking on something you shouldn’t cause fuckin hell you’re doing it *wrong*, and with the most plainly obvious remark too, makes you want to chew on your own arm until you reach bone marrow

[krispiecake]

currently thinking about how when i told my dad to tell my mother i would not be speaking to her until she apologised she just. straight up stopped even trying to contact me. like, not even a text. absolutely insane how much this woman refuses to admit that maybe she was wrong about how she handles some things. she cannot swallow her pride to even do this one really small basic show of respect. fucking mental.

[atvie]

[quilleth]

I've decided I need to incentivize finishing this damn fic and at the same time make it so I feel like I've earned getting new doll stuff (mostly because expenses for luxury items are still yikes for me) so I have money set aside that would essentially cover the cost of a bjd head, and I'm allowed to place a wtb or buy outright one to get for doll shang qinghua when I get this fic done.

Problems: this fic is fighting me SO MUCH! rude. Some other things have also happened wrt it so I'm overall not feeling it right now, which doesn't help with it fighting me or my motivation to finish it. But once it's done I can work on things I'm actually still kind of excited to work on which will be nice.

Specific doll problems: there are two options I've mostly settled on but each has their downsides. Right now I'm kind of deciding between shoushou gouhai, which I've seen a couple of second hand, or ringdoll ozhu, who I keep coming back to but is a) the wrong height b) not available to buy separately from the body through a dealer or direct and c) I haven't found second hand. So that means I can either buy the gouhai outright but it's not my top choice, or I place a wtb for ozhu and have a long wait time and potentially lose out on the option of using gouhai in the meantime. And I can't decide which problem feels worse ><

Third option is buying loongsoul bai jue since he is the right height and has a similar expression to gouhai and ozhu, but I've seen a couple people who own one say he's particularly small for an sd and I'm worried that he might look *too* small next to ying zhou. Which feels a little silly since like....duh moshang size difference is key xD (we won't get into the fact that I think the proportions of the 62cm ls body look a little weird because being super picky about that feels extra silly since he's going to have clothes on all the time anyway).