Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.
-- Sylvia Plath
(Davos, Switzerland)
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I promise I'm not this thoughtless, but to you I've been a lot less.
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Sorry...
Sorry for being a burden.
Sorry for being clingy.
Sorry for being such a mess.
Sorry for having no self control.
Sorry for being insensitive.
Sorry for being thougtless.
Sorry for being heartless.
Sorry for being unempathic.
Sorry for overestimating.
Sorry for not grasping cues.
Sorry for being emotional.
Sorry for overthinking.
Sorry for being distant.
Sorry for being manic.
Sorry for being depressed.
Sorry for being arrogant.
Sorry for hating myself.
Sorry for bothering you.
Sorry for dissapointing you.
Sorry for making excuses.
Sorry for being suicidal.
Sorry for telling you about it.
Sorry for staying.
Sorry for opening up.
Sorry for saying all that.
Sorry for apologizing.
...I'm sorry.
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I... uhhhhhhhh so uhhhhhhhhh.... mmmmmmh yeah
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I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
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Wawa, destroy a clock so you can say you killed time by killing time
wr.rgggg...rhrhffhfhf...
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Mudwing siblings are great and Tui is a coward for only having one named sib group in the entire series (half joking)
Anyways how is Sunblock doing?
youre so fucking right
Shes doing good! Just giving Thoughtless some advice on what to do with shitty family members
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Look at him, completely thoughtless until told otherwise by his bros. You can be like that too, just put on this compression shirt.
Yeah dude, let it squeeze all of your iq out. Coach says you won't need that anymore once you go through training.
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The best girl ever ft the best boy ever
redraw of this
Reblogs are appreciated ~°+*
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"It's a dangerous thing to mistake speaking without thought with speaking the truth."
Glass Onion: A Knives Out Mystery (2022, dir. Rian Johnson)
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What is it really? Manifestation or Unified Consciousness?
Reactiveness and Responsiveness are recognised as having mechanistic likeness yet clear difference.
Beginning with fear. Which ruminates in mental attitudes sustained from generating humanistic tools of survival that's been passed down onto our lineage. Through nature or nuture, the doubts and dreads are there to be shed from the sensitive organ of the heart that won't withstand overwrought pressure.
Love comes from the experiential bonding we have from existence. The connections that derive energy, passion and interesting interaction from our internal operations. Functioning from these certainties sustains the hearts positive growth throughout the challenges our environments may forthwith.
Love and fear are feelings felt by the heart. The heart pays attention through our feelings, whether the heart is primarily paying attention to what we love or what we fear, these feelings cultivate what we will imagine.
Reactiveness creates willy nilly from wild and rampant heart gearings that we have instilled individually, invoking imaginations, rationally or irrationally judging and expelling fervent emotions. The way we react can be as complex as we feel.
Responsiveness creates imaginations from what we know we love, without fear personally felt in the heart. Our objective becomes clear in our imagination, we use thought operationally towards the imagined direction no more or no less, we relate to ours and others' experience emotionally with compassion and empathy, ultimately experiencing greater feelings of love from our heart.
Manifestation generally doesn't mitigate for hearts with fearful propensities. We must face ourselves, the shadows of the world that germinate within our experiences unforeseen or unaccepted. To face ourselves is to face the world as loving equals.
Unified consciousness understands separation, differences and oppositions as interconnectivity. Affinities, probabilities, leaps and bounds as non-dualistic. Unified consciousness is to understand to accept everything that you are free from everything, just as you come from everything and therefore can create anything...using everything.
Manifestation is the utility of Unified Consciousness.
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Don't mind me if I'm just sitting on this bench and stare into nothingness with my stpuid face while rubbing my pussy and get my tight panties soaked into wetness.
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Thoughtless
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I see the bloodstains on gloves
Did I confuse pain for love?
And I faked my words, faked their trust
Was faking it all till I could take the brunt
And stand, confront the consequences
Of my actions and impulses
Smoke and ashes, fires burning
The stars aligned, the rain confirmed it
Laid in bed; kept twisting, turning
Broken mirrors, kicks and punches
Can't feel my face, I flinch, uncertain
Should I bare my flaws or should I bare my fangs?
Should I dance along as the raven sang?
Asking am I brave enough?
I long for the freedom, but do I crave enough?
The spirits poured in,
Eyes welled up, but did it rain enough?
I mean the heart is just an organ
The tears are only orphans
The winds roared, and it was storming
I heard the noises, and silenced them
The only way I knew, I silenced myself.
-by me
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. . . I felt a mingled rage and distress which drove every other idea from my mind.
Iris Murdoch, from Under the Net
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Ranking Korn albums (pt2)
Untouchables (3th)
Take a Look in the Mirror (5th)
See You on the Other Side (2nd)
Untitled (7th)
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