#thsi is so insane to me

[youjustwaitsunshine]

entranced by whatever that rindt-marko-vettel web is. helmut marko and jochen rindt were best friends and raced together. sebastian vettel reminds helmut marko of jochen rindt. sebastian vettel is a great fan of jochen rindt. did seb become a rindt fan because marko told him stories of him. is marko obsessed with seb because he reminds him of his friend. i have so many questions. there's a story about rindt and marko driving to the german gp at the nürburgring and sleeping next to the track to get woken up by von trips and hill practicing in their ferraris the next morning and rindt looked at them and said to marko that that was what he wanted to do too, become a racing driver. cut to sebastian getting interviewed as a child saying "i would like to- no, i want to become an f1 driver"

[3416]

auston sitting there and taking his sweet time to doodle this absolutely incoherent nonsense on mitch's gloves and make him laugh.................. okay

[starjunkyard]

Good god ep18 s6. House dealing (god-awfully .Full disclosure. The episode opens with house drinking himself half to death with zero regard for himself to the point of unintentionally breaking into his neighbours house and passing out there) with wilson getting back together with his ex-wife while the patient of the episode grapples with his possibly reciprocated love for the woman he loves but cannot Have because she's engaged to be wed with his friend.......... Thirteen egging the patient on to tell her how he really feels but he genuinely Cant Bring Himself To because "my friend's a great guy . He's rich, smart, and he'll treat her well. Me-- I'd do everything I could for her. But it wouldn't be much. And she... she deserves the best." And the episode ends with house resignedly throwing away the sealed envelope that held all the dirt he hired lucas to get on wilson's ex wife to try and break them upOhhhhhhhh oh. OHHHHHHHHHHHHH Ouhhhhhhh. Ouhhhhh the acknowledgement that house would do everything & anything & more for wilson Give .all of himself To Wilson and it still wouldn't be enough because house is House. Because even at his best-- house would still be house and because of that house would never be able to give wilson what he wants What he Needs. Wilson doesn't. Need the misanthropic bastard he's been in love with for 20 years who bites and spits at any threat or sign of emotional intimacy or vulnerability. What wilson. Needs is a woman . A wife and two kids and a white picket fence because that's all wilson is

Its the foundation of his entire self that would bring everything else down with it if it were to crumble. The face that wilson has spent his entire Life honing and sculpting and perfecting to present as the Perfect Hardworking American Man and Son. The perfect husband and treasured son with his own big shiny department and a stainless-white doctor's coat and the Exact Man a woman would Need

What is wilson. who is he What is left of him if he is not needed by a woman; not needed nor wanted any longer by the world he's lived his entire life by to please. What is James Wilson if not what everyone else expects him to be

House is the antithesis to all of that. A man rough and abrasive as sandpaper who makes wilson selfish makes him emotional and stupid. Who encourages wilson to lash out and fight and get angry and stand up for himself and be the exact opposite of what he's worked his entire life to be. Instead of accepting and taking wilson's painstakingly pedantically constructed facade at face value House fucking. Crashes through the walls with a bulldozer. Snatches the mask right off of wilson's face and dangles it over his head goading wilson to go ahead; try and get it back

Wilson is so deathly terrified at the idea of breaking out of the norms he himself has walled himself into-- he can't Bear to think of any other future for himself that is anything other than wholly and completely unnoticeable average monotonous unextraordinary

and House is the exact opposite of unnoticeable average monotonous unextraordinary. House is the apple of Eden that rests on the other side of wilson's pristine-white picket fence. The object of Wilson's every true desire that simultaneously threatens to doom and tear down everything wilson regards protects worships as the one untouchable unquestionable unchangeable truth of his life

House loses before it even starts. No one can compete with that; not even house. By nature, house can never be what wilson needs. What wilson truly desires or wants or needs is another subject entirely, something im genuinely not sure wilson could even grapple with, let alone come to terms with canonically. I fully believe wilson and house are the loves of each other's lives but house will never be what wilson "needs" or "wants" no matter what he does or changes about himself. They love each other more than anything and they want each other and they cant live without each other but House-- intrensically, by nature-- cannot be what Wilson wants.

[the-deadlock-south]

we lost the game but i won in looking cracked in front of strangers so did we (i) really lose (yes)

[philzokman]

watched fleabag for the first time ive been staring at my wall for the last 10 minutes

[polycharismas]

ok back in 2020 there was something called yttt. your turn to Tumblr. it was basically like playing yttd main game but on tumblr there was a bunch of.people in it it was a big thing. and i got keymaster role somehow. and i was like 14 and hyperfixated so i got REALLY into it i put my freak ON. you have to imagine me with a neon red and black shin layout with a cringe ass shin quote in my bio talking exactly like him edgy style. trying to convince people to vote me out and stuff. for funsies. i was trying to get everyone killed

THIS IS NOTW AHAT I WAS EXPECTING?4!4!_!2.4.$!;_#+1+(#3!!$+#;_+2!_!

[fayehartz]

random pip doodles :3

[basofy]

i hate that the horrifying context makes it hard sometimes to enjoy the sillier parts of this conversation cuz

FUCK YOU MEAN FLESHY PARTS SAY BREASTS!!!!!!!!!! SAY BOOBS!!!!!!!!!!! YOU VIRGIN

[meangirlsautism]

"lesbians can be attracted to men" do you fucking hear yourself

[francarieq]

hi erm

i liked your picrew on that picrew chain ..

i l ike you ...

bye-bye ..

AAUAHA THSI IS SO ADORABL WOWOAHH!! TYSM SPOOKZ UR THE COOLEST EVER 🚀💥 I love the purple smsm!! THIS IS ACTUALLY SO ON POINT WHAT🗣️🗣️ ILYSM SPOOKZ GRAHAH💥💥🥹

[patchesjam]

I forgot my earphones so had to buy 30 euro new ones (cheapest they had) and then immediately left the case on the plane and now can't recharge them I'm killing myself I literally just paid 30 euros for a 4 hour listening party

[justinefrischmanngf]

i have not been sleeping well and i do think it's doing bad things to me because the thoughts i am having are not reasonable or helpful

[miiraclemusical]

an interaction that’ll better happen if ii s2 and s3 collab

*cabby rolls up to suitcase, stares at her and hands her a file reading “local therapists near you”*

suitcase: ..how do you have my address..?

*cabby ignores what suitcase said and looks into her eyes*

cabby: keep this file, you need this more than anybody here.

*cabby then rolls away climatically, while suitcase silently freaks out in the background after having a random woman inadvertently tell her that she needs to go to therapy, and has her address*

[gayemoji]

im going to kill a certain vicadin addict so bad. not before i give him some actual unrequited love first. i love him but he is so stupid.

[merriclo]

Krknfndnjenenfjdjs why are you so nice 😭😭😭 the tags on like everything I post tbat you reblog I just—I just—sobbing jfnfjfjrejr thank you, ur like 50% of the reason I still have Tumblr <333

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YPURE THE NICE ONE WTFANDNFOS

the reason i compliment ur posts so much is bc they rlly do deserve to be complimented !!! i love seeing everything you post it’s all so lovely.

[gurorori]

naw naw i think im rite. im jus da worst guy ever i don think i ever seen someone have this much jealousy in em