#toxictive

[babyjinsu]

Ure a really good writer and its such a loss that you are in the dark side of tumblr fic/writer. Not everyone reads dark fics and wish you can write more non-dark ones.

Also why portray these boys as the bad people????

hii anon!! first of all thank you,,, voicing(??) this out aaaa..

i wouldn't say it's a loss because i don't entirely write dark things (and there are other writers who are really amazing in writing non-dark contents too!). i still do veryyy very much enjoy fluffs and other genres that don't revolve around noncon or dubcon or kidnapping or toxictivity. i do write different genres :) (although not a lot bcs of my target audience(?) so maybe it'd be better if i have a separate account to it^^)

as to why i'm portraying the people i write about as bad people uhh to be very honest i'm not really sure how to answer this and i'm really sorry if it makes you uncomfortable. i understand that they can be people you find comfort in (they are mine too!) and seeing them in this light... yeah :( i understand n i'm so sorry.

i'm just combining and writing things,, and obviously i don't support or condone to these acts and behaviours and they are just pure fantasy! i don't say these often bcs they're not rlly a-me-thing to say but you don't have to read if you don't like. there are people who enjoy these kind of contents and it's apparent that these aren't catered to you.

thank u againn u can just read my fluff and angst works and ignore the others :)) ...

[atlasifyllm]

Mr. Krabs Apologizing to Plankton But Its A Midwest Emo Song - a poem by atlas

i can't forget you no matter how many times i try

at night i think of all the schemes to make us thrive

give me a chance to just say sorry

thought since it was you we'd never worry

but it's me who's had the toxictity

can't believe i hurt you and me

call me at 12am i never wanted to leave your side

but it feels like 30 years since i last said my goodbye

give me a chance old friend

i don't want us to end

baby i want you please

i smell you in all this ocean breeze

i'll give up anything to see you in my life again

it haunts every aspect of my hungering brain

i can't forget you no matter how many times i try

at night i think of all the schemes to make us thrive

give me a chance to just say sorry

thought since it was you we'd never worry

but it's me who's had the toxictity

can't believe i hurt you and me

call me at 12am i never wanted to leave your side

but it feels like 30 years since i last said my goodbye

give me a chance old friend

i don't want us to end

baby i want you please

i smell you in all this ocean breeze

i'll give up anything to see you in my life again

[iknowthegammer]

Dominus Toxiction (200,000 Robux/concept item)

description for this item: “nolite adepto demens.. ludere ad voluntatem”

[ladybeug]

au where hawkmoth is scared of ladybugs

i’ll see that and raise you an au where hawkmoth is scared of butterflies

[ziarising]

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[evilelitest2]

How have political discourse on Tumbr/Tumblr's political cliques changed since you first joined?

This questions makes me feel old.   Well when I started this blog, (or rather its predecessor) I actually started it as a blog to make fun of the stupider more conspiratorial elements of the left, like the left wing equivalent of Qanon, because i started back when  Tumblr really was dominated by leftists and there was this brief golden period where you it wasn’t so much reactionaries vs. leftist as tankies vs. non stupid leftists.  But very quickly i noticed a bunch of what we would later call the Alt Right slipping unto the Tumblr and I basically mostly dropped mocking the stupdier side of the left, because for all of its faults, Leftism is an actual real political world view with mostly valid views, while Right wing views are just inherently bad.  So there was a period where I suddenly found myself shifting my focus entirely cause reactionaries were bloody everywhere and then...Gamergate Happened

And jesus Christ, Gamergate just changed everything, it turned into a whole hellscape, like something out of Dante’s Inferno.  You have tons of reactionary Neo Nazis running around with many more sock puppet accounts and the whole thing just turns utterly toxict.  2014-early 2016 was just a nightmare.  Then you have Sanders campaign and it becomes a Clinton vs Sanders vs Trump battle.  Then once Trump gets elected the place starts to become ironically a lot less toxic, you see (relatively speaking) a lot more unity among leftists and centrists in opposition to the Alt Right.  Really it was Charlletsville which I think made the place more bearable, because everybody seems to realize that Nazis were like a real problem and we need to deal with them, though you still have a lot of tankies.

What I do find interesting is how many generations of allies i’ve gone through, its like a mini french Revolution I am allied with people who we then turn on each other once I refuse to support their cause just because I don’t like their enemy.  Tankies are the most obvious example of this, but also Dirtbag Left, certain types of anarchists and various leftist Nationalists (which is a paradox I know).  

Still at least personally, its a lot less toxic now than it used to be, which is ironic considering how awful the political environment is outside tumblr 

[validtrollnames]

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[kristalynn06]

Today started a new chapter. A chapter i once thought was complete. A chapter i never wanted to revisit. But this time, it is going to be so much more productive.

Today i heard words i have longed to hear. With honesty comes so much understanding. Today begun the healing process. The word healing has never meant more to me. Healing from everything i should have been protected from. Healing from people and things that are long in the past but are still haunting me. Healing from everything that has set me back to square one.

I cannot wait to be a better person. A happier person. A healthier person. A more educated and protective person. I have gone through so much that so many other kids do. But not everyone realizes how toxic it is and that too much toxictity will effect them for a lifetime. I always knew that i would never give my son a past like mine. Today has secured that. Mommy is going to heal and learn throughout her healing journey to make sure that history does not repeat itself.

We pave new paths and we create happy, learning environments. We always have and we always will. 💗

Here is to Day 1 of “Healing”. ❤️

“The healing process does not end when the wounds are no longer visible; it ends when the wounds no longer ache.”

[901seconds]

my toxict trait is waiting it to become a trilogy

I haven’t seen anything at all about the actual morbius movie or what happens in it but I have seen a million jokes about the word morb and the entire movie in a gif at least twice

[kinkimken]

@soy-sai @toxictive

[coasterloop]

you know your school has reached that level of social toxictivity when you only want to go just to study and not meet people instead of the other way around

[reraaaaay]

Who Am I Right Now?

I almost lose myself along this past 2 years. I learn something about toxictivity around the circle, in someone’s habitual and also nearest person I knew.

The environment changes, from positivity filled with negativity. From strongest character I’ve ever built becoming the moron.

Who am I right know?

I actually almost couldn’t recognize myself.

[dr4vula]

A poem I have

I have this poem just sitting there in my notes so I decided to share it here

Fyi, I'm not a very good poet

Monsters

I've always feared the monsters under my bed But now those monsters are in my head. They're the reason why I see this world in red. And they're the reason why this heart of mine is dead. No matter how hard I try, These monsters won't die. They love to see me cry And they love to see me lie About all the things that I did to not be punish. And they love how I blame myself for being so foolish. And I know there is someone out there who could help me, But even so, I still can't be free of The toxictity that's running through my veins. I can't escape this overwhelming pain. So yes, I feared the monsters since I was three And now they are a part of me. And no matter what you say, These monsters won't go away. And it'll be a long time for them to be gone. This only has just begun.

[aallerton]

HAPPY THANKSGIVING @tiffanyashtonofficial @cyndiashbaugh @jackashbaugh @toxiction @lexigayracing @ellenlmackyahoocom @ashbaugh1123 @c_ashbaugh_ @j.ashbaugh.24 @courtwinkash @jaredashbaugh10 @davidgay81 @garygay41 AND Tristian!!!! (at Anthony Allerton Art) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWt6XLurOQP8NGGKZ-hNOcbpwDAlXJOhlT2S2E0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[rosynote]

I don’t really know where I am. In life.

I’m happy and have peace with a lot of things. I love my family, my friends, my girlfriend. I look around and there is no more toxictivity. No more things that stress me out, that have me on the edge of my toes all the time. There is just love and light. I worked hard for this. Now I’m surrounded by people who understand me, that are open and kind. And I couldn’t be more grateful for that environment.

I think the last battle to fight is the one with myself, because I haven’t really found peace within. I don’t fully understand who I am yet. I feel off, and somedays I don’t make a lot of sense. Which I realize now too, while I’m countries away from home.

I know who I want to be. To some point. Im just not there yet.

[fatmafath]

[06] • Semakin ke sini semakin menyadari bahwa lingkaran pertemanan yang dulunya luas, sekarang semakin menyempit. Jika melihat interaksi di dunia maya dan dunia nyata, sungguh orang-orang yang yang ada hanya itu-itu saja beberapa tahun terakhir. Pernah beberapa tahun berada di lingkungan toxict people. Sungguh bikin jiwa raga lelah. ASLI LELAH. Sungguh merasa nda nyaman berada di tengah-tengah manusia yang hobi mengumpat, mulutnya pun bak kebun binatang segala macam hewan jadi bahan umpatan, dan bermuka dua. Pas setelah menikah pun, saya to the point bilang ke suami kalau jangan pernah mengumpat di hadapan saya meskipun umpatan itu nda ditujukan ke saya. Ya, begitulah kiranya diriku. Selamat berproses. Menjadi orang baik tak harus neko-neko. Salah satunya: menjaga perkataan agar orang lain tidak tersakiti. Mungkin kita tidak bisa mengontrol apa yang orang lain katakan TAPI kita bisa mengontrol apa yang ingin kita katakan dan dengarkan. Menjauhi toxict people itu nda salah kok. Selamat hari Senin. "Mari merawat akal sehat." 😊 @30haribercerita #30hbc2006 #30haribercerita https://www.instagram.com/p/B69i08YJPxC/?igshid=wm6abfkqnwgs