#trans shizuo

[shibaleeart]

Something small for the Trans Shizuo truthers <3

[threadmonster]

I got the Drrr!! Side stories novel and well, great, now I have to talk about transman!Shizuo ┐⁠(⁠ ⁠∵⁠ ⁠)⁠┌ what a shame.

Just imagine Shizuo already feeling insecure enough about his violent outbursts, he didn't need gender dysphoria on top of it. Of course he didn't actually know what any of that was he just knew girls weren't supposed to act that way. His gender was probably a target of the bullying. "That's not a girl, that's a gorilla." He quickly abandoned feminine clothing, he felt better in his body that way but the bullying didn't get better.

I think we can safely say that he has good parents and a good home life, but he still worried about disappointing his parents. Not only did they have to deal with his monstrous anger and strength, he didn't feel like a girl. He respects his parents so much that the idea of even chopping his hair off and hiding his body felt wrong.

By middle school he confides in Kasuka, who ended up giving him a hair cut. Their mother panicked and for a moment Shizuo thought she was mad that he would do such a thing, she always said how pretty his hair was. She ends up telling him, "If you wanted a haircut you should have just said so" and made an appointment.

He's still wearing the girls' uniform and tries to adhere to the gender norms. He causes enough problems, the least he can do is appreciate the body he was given no matter how uncomfortable going through puberty was.

Maybe puberty hit him too early and he was offered puberty blockers. He was hesitant and was gauging whether or not his parents would be upset but he could tell they really wanted him to make the choice he wanted.

So one day after a fight he gets pulled along by Tom and they're chatting. The conversation is awkward. Cutting his hair was one thing but bleaching it seemed entirely different. He didn't really understand why but he ended up "coming out" to Tom and was genuinely confused by the concept of transgender because up until now he only understood the general distaste that existed around crossdressers. He knew what gay and lesbian was and he never really thought much about his own preference. What was Tom talking about?

It was the first time being told something like "you don't seem much like a girl" felt like a compliment and validated him.

After that he bleached his hair and wore the boys' uniform. After that his parents brought up his treatment, they had taken notice of the changes in their daughter over the years and could tell he was ashamed to bring it up to them. They used the topic as a way to show they supported him no matter what and he managed to open up a little bit and they bought him a binder, switched words and pronouns.

Hanging around Tom really helped him come to terms with himself and slowly he shook the belief that he had to be a girl.

By highschool the rumors about him spread so much and altered that none of it was a problem. He could just be a guy.

But then there was Izaya. The rumors Izaya heard, he was expecting the monster to indeed be a girl. When they met, for a split second Shizuo had a fear, like if this person wanted to he could ruin the success Shizuo had with his transition and the public perception of him. But Izaya just frowned as he looked him up and down, "Ah so the monster really is a guy."

Shizuo was angry, of course, everything about this guy pissed him off. He was pretty sure he was actually being insulted too. Still there was a part of him that was absolutely ecstatic. Fighting with Izaya somehow ended up being a gender affirming activity.

He absolutely hates when Shinra says stuff like that though.

Something like that.

[mayusz]

just realized.. me hc trans vyvyan and gender fluid shizuo. the allegations of transing violent and super strong but actually kind n caring deep down side characters wont stop

[shizuostrans]

raijin gang meme dump

[ladsofsorrow24]

fweamy called this besties double date so... double date it is. but seriously i draw this as an excuse to show my headcanon of their heights and stuff lol

i am very much a "celty is taller than shinra" believer... narita, suzuhito yasuda and everyone else can't take that away from me...

and shinra got thee most babyface ever amongst the adults, just because i think it suits his character, especially in contrast to izaya, who look mature but can be childish if you poke him the wrong way haha

anyway, commission link here -> (x)

[shigaeru]

Are you gonna draw Izaya with top surgery scars in the comic?

I have, in fact, already been doing it in my thumbnails and the (albeit very few) shirtless izaya art i've done so YEAH <3

[5-pp-man]

God gives his most transgender soldiers to his most unwatched shows.

[autisticshizuo]

just a color study + doodle of my favorite autistic child being autistic

i might be cringe i might be childish IDC he is my comfort character and I GET TO PROJECT MY IDENTITY TO HIM

[clemahito]

Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Durarara!! Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Heiwajima Shizuo & Original Female Character(s) Characters: Heiwajima Shizuo, Original Female Character(s), Mentions of Kasuka Heiwajima Additional Tags: Family Feels, Family Bonding, Family Reunions, Dysfunctional Family, Coming Out, Trans Character, Trans Male Character, Lesbian Character, Trans Shizuo Heiwajima, Character Study Summary:

One day I thought, "What if Shizuo had an older sister?", thinking she might fix him as a joke. Cut to six months later, I am not joking anymore and she might be even more broken than her brother.

This fic is about growth and acceptance and figuring out what is best for you though.

Yuna Heiwajima is a twenty-five year-old burnt-out student who moved abroad when she was eighteen, leaving behind two younger siblings. Today is the eldest's birthday, and what should've been a simple phone call might turn both their lives around.

[maochira]

Barou, sendou, shidou, tsuyussy, raichi, nagi, aryu and Junichi <3

Barou

Sexuality: unlabeled but he doesn't really care about his partner's gender. He always thinks he prefers girls but then he gets a fat crush on a guy (Isagi)

Gender: cis

OTP: Barousagi

BROTP: Lorenzo

NOTP: idk I barely know Barou ships

General opinion: I love him so much literally obsessed with him I love him he's my big brother (real

Sendou

Sexuality: bi

Gender: trans guy

OTP: Oliver x Sendou

BROTP: Aryu

NOTP: Sendou x Sae

General opinion: wanna wrap him in a blanket and feed him heart shaped sushi

Shidou

Sexuality: gay

Gender: chaos

OTP: Shidou x Takumi

BROTP: Bachira

NOTP: Ryusae and Ryurin

General opinion: insane brainrot he spins in a microwave in my brain constantly

Tsuyosa (Takumi)

Sexuality: gay

Gender: demiboy (he/they)

OTP: Takumi x Shidou

BROTP: Enjin and Shizuo (friends' OCs)

NOTP: idk honestly

General opinion: my beloved babyboy I wanna give him a warm bath and dry his hair with a warm towel

Raichi

Sexuality: demisexual biromantic

Gender: cis

OTP: none really

BROTP: Gagamaru and Junichi

NOTP: idk

General opinion: I love him so much I want a forehead kiss from him

Nagi

Sexuality: eepy beepy

Gender: eepy beepy

OTP: Nagireo

BROTP: Isagi

NOTP: idk

General opinion: silly sleepy eepy beepy I want to give him a heated blanket and sing him a lullaby

Aryu

Sexuality: gay

Gender: genderfluid or transfem

OTP: Aryutoki

BROTP: Chigiri

NOTP: idk

General opinion: I want him to rate my hair product collection and then I want him to wash and style my hair

Junichi

Sexuality: aroace

Gender: cis but doesn't really care about pronouns

OTP: none

BROTP: Raichi and Gagamaru

NOTP: Keisuke

General opinion: I crave cuddles with him on a daily basis

[teatitty]

Trans Shizuo got free tit removal from Shinra

[shibaleeart]

We yuri'ing the yaoi on Twitter dot com

[fictionkinfessions]

LGBT canons weeeeee… starting with my current shift and then listing some other important ones:

Shizuo Heiwajima (Durarara!!) - bisexual but very repressed about it

Therion (Octopath Traveler) - gay but very repressed about socializing in general, might have been trans ftm, cannot rember

Daisuke Kambe (Fugou Keiji Balance: Unlimited) - gay. not repressed but didn’t ever talk about it unless it was relevant

Masky (Marble Hornets) - ????????????????????????????? gender and sexuality expunged

Hunter (The Owl House) - bisexual and trans masculine

Richie Tozier (IT franchise) - gay

Qrow Branwen (RWBY) - bisexual so so so bisexual everyone is so so so so so so attractive everything sucks

If you guessed I am bisexual in this life, congrats! You’re correct.

[mayusz]

shizaya cooling off to breaking bad, fresh from a fight 

[shizuostrans]

[shinraapologist]

Ok so I was re reading some over your drrr novel rereads, (and I know that homophobia isn’t uncommon for Narita), but I keep hearing abt how Narita made kyohei homophobic (and also misogynistic on occasion) but I’ve never read the novels and was wondering if you’d go into what exactly went down??? (because I really like your commentary!)

(Side note: tbh making a character like kyohei homophobic just feels like friendly fire cuz there’s no way he isn’t bi)

The gist of it was some comments he made during the saika arc. one about niekawa being a "queen" (as in a gay man, not a drag queen) for saying he wanted to love shizuo while under saikas possession and the strong reaction everyone had to erika suggesting shizuo and izaya were in love. There may have been another random comment from him somewhere? He occasionally makes comments about women that could be read as misogynistic or chivalrous depending on translation, tone, or interpretation. Youre absolutely right tho- kadota is all but canonically bi... Tell me hes not attracted to chikage. (Narita is great at accidentally writing trans and queer characters. Butch Hartman moment.) There are a few untasteful lines like that in the novels that dont make it to the anime (at least in my memory). Theres one later in the series when shizuo tells tom hes only ever been told i love you by one woman(saika) but he wasnt even sure she was really a woman, and Tom asks what shizuo means by that and asks whether he frequents "gay clubs and transsexual bars" (wording could vary by translation). It isnt said in a judgmental or hateful manner to my memory. The novels arent like.. Intensely thematically homophobic or anything, theyre more of a reflection of Japan in 2004- nothing expressed is particularly egregious for the era, youd see and hear worse on any American sitcom circa 2004. (Theres also a line that heavily implies masaomi has slept with one of the drs taking care of saki more than once. I dont have anything intelligent to add there other than I was genuinely shocked to read it.)