#trinity from the matrix i am in love with you

[klaineharmony]

Why We Ship: Neo/Trinity (The Matrix)

I have not felt compelled to write one of these posts for a long time, but I watched The Matrix: Resurrections again while I was working this afternoon, and Goddess, I have so many feelings about these two.

I think it's hard to convey how utterly capitating the original Matrix was, back in 1999. And I could not have said, then, everything I can say about it now, because I didn't have the knowledge of myself, or the vocabulary, or simply the experience to be able to articulate why Neo and Trinity (and Trinity especially, but that's a separate post) felt like everything. Even apart from the incredible worldbuilding and commentary on society that was The Matrix itself, they were something special.

A lot of people got really salty and irritated with Resurrections because they felt like it was "less about the Matrix" and "more just about Neo and Trinity." And god damn, if that doesn't say everything about two different audiences who watched the original trilogy. If you didn't see that the whole trilogy was about Neo and Trinity's love from the beginning, then we were not watching the same films. Neo is The One because Trinity loves him; that is established in the first movie. He cannot be The One without her; he cannot believe in himself as The One without her and her love. "The Oracle told me that I would fall in love, and that the man I loved would be The One. So you see, Neo, you can't be dead. You can't be . . . because I love you." She literally brings him back from the dead with her love; she makes him The One because she loves him. She is the driving force behind all of it. And it's not a coincidence that Neo does the same for her in Reloaded; he catches her in midair, he pulls a bullet out of her body and keeps her from dying because she is everything to him.

And here I am, still writing a post that is more about Trinity than about Neo and Trinity together. But this is what still strikes me about them after all of these years: their love is complete and beautiful and all-consuming, but it is also grounded very firmly in the grim reality they are living. They are not blind about the fact that they could die; they know that every minute of every day, and every minute the spend in The Matrix, could be the last one. They do everything they can to keep that from happening, and they train with everything they have to try and prevent it, but they know, all the time, that one of them could lose the other. They cherish every moment they have, because they are living in this terrible world where another day is never a certainty. But even with all of that, and all that they feel, they are willing to fight, to do whatever needs to be done to try and bring down the machines and the Matrix. They do not shy away from what they see as their mission and their duty to others, even while they are so anchored in each other.

And it's part of what makes Revolutions so tortorous (I hated that movie when it came out; it broke my heart). They know. They've known it's coming; they've been waiting for it, and they go to die together. They still hope that somehow, they will make it, but if they don't, their entire intent is to die together. Because they love each other, they have literally saved each other's lives and brought each other back from the dead, and they have spent their entire time together trying to dismantle the Matrix. If they have to give up their lives to do it, then they will. And I think the thing that hurt so much, when I watched Revolutions as a much younger person (and who am I kidding, it still hurts) is that they still died apart. Trinity died first, and then Neo, and while Neo was with Trinity when she died, he had already been blinded and couldn't see her, and he died alone. And it felt like a betrayal of everything they were in the most gut-wrenching, soul-destroying way. Their love not only changed the world, it saved the world and destroyed the Matrix and altered the relationship between the machines and humans - and they still died apart.

I remember being emotionally devastated by that last film, so much so that I couldn't watch the trilogy again for years. I was so shattered by the ending, it hurt so much, that I couldn't bear to revisit it. And again, I don't know that I could have said that at the time, but I felt it.

When the trailer for Resurrections came out, I was so emotional the first time I watched it that I felt a little blindsided. I had packed away everything Neo and Trinity meant, because their ending hurt so much - and then there they were, on my screen again, getting another chance. Getting the second chance and the ending they should have had - defying the odds with their love one more time, and in an even more epic way. Neither of them is living, in the Matrix. As Thomas and Tiffany, they're existing. They're brainwashed. They barely remember who they used to be - Thomas is convinced it's all in his head, and Tiff is only Trinity when she's working on and riding her bikes. It's only when they find each other that they start to find themselves again. And even when Neo escapes and he's back in the real world, the hope of Trinity and his love for her is the only thing that keeps him strong enough to keep fighting, the only thing that allows him to access his former powers as The One.

They help each other survive. And it's complicated and difficult and not always pretty, and it's always in the midst of a world that is against them and trying to destroy them - but they survive because their love survives. They love together and fight together and survive together, always.

[liminal-zone]

Oh look, it’s 2024 and I’m still yelling on the internet about Trinity. Can’t stop, won’t stop.

SO, IN RELATION TO THE NEW ACOLYTE SHOW AND THE FILM PODCAST ESCAPE HATCH’S DISCUSSION/LACK OF DISCUSSION ABOUT TRINITY WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT MATRIX FILMS, I am sitting here trying to parse my ocean of feels about Trinity generally and Trinity in relation to how pop culture sees her or doesn’t see her. 

Star Wars, in this lead up to The Acolyte, is relying on you knowing and loving Trinity from the Matrix. They are intentionally copy/pasting in Trinity in a scene where you can’t not think “omg, that’s Trinity!!” I watched the scene last night in the movie theatre after TPM, and afterwards, I heard so many movie goers talk about Master Indara as Trinity shorthand. That is a cultural touch point. SHE IS A CULTURAL TOUCH POINT. It’s real, she exists, and people like to see her. 

WTF then that it’s taken us so fucking long to get here and that she’s been dismissed or sidelined from the pop culture discussion for decades. The cognitive dissonance of a whole company of girls gays and theys online talking about her since 1999, and how much she's been DISMISSED by ::handwave:: everyone else. That she’s not really been a character folks talk about more generally like you’d talk about your Ellen Ripleys and  Sarah Connors, your Buffys and Xenas, your Reys and Natashas and Ahsokas and lol even your Galadriels. IDK MAN, I’M SAD. TRINITY RULES. SHE’S SO INTERESTING AND WORTHY OF DISCUSSION.

AND I’M VERY EXCITED TO SEE TRINITY IN SPAAAACE IN THE ACOLYTE. The copy/paste of it all is wild to me and I’m looking forward to it AND FURTHER DISK HORSE. 

[imonthemoonitsmadeofcheese]

Hello moon I love your fanfictions in Destiny 2. Here's some qna...

1. What made you love the Destiny franchise?

2. Why do you love the the Drifteris ship so much?

3. Do you think their(Drifter and Eris) story would still be explored especially now that the franchise is in a bad shape.

4. Any future stories that you would write in Ao3 for the following years.

I am delighted you like my stories and happy to answer your qna any time you like although some answers take longer than others (especially if they end up being stories) and there are some that are still waiting for me finish their replies. (I have not forgotten! They just require more attention.)

This I can answer right away, though. So I shall.

1.

Eris. Eris made me love Destiny. After her, the Drifter. After him, the stories of several other characters. But Eris has forever transformed how I write my non-fanfiction writing. I'd never found hopeful endings of recovery done in a way that was actually inspiring before. That sort of thing always seemed either false, tacky and trite or exploitative trauma-gore with a pretty bow on the end.

Eris is different. Full balls-to-the-walls horror but with a genuine ending that makes sense and isn't either cherry-lipstick on a corpose or abyssmal nihilism is extremely hard to pull off. I have been studying Eris, how she is written, how her narrative functions.

As a child, the house I grew up in was toxic and awful but it was also full of books, most of which were the golden-age SF&Fantasy that Destiny is based on. Child-me found them an escape but adult-me couldn't connect with those stories any more when I grew older. Those endings were too easy and simple, the villains too beatable, the misogyny and homophobia too pervasive, the imperialism gross and unaware. Those stories no longer provided me with escape or comfort. They just made me sad. Eric John Stark, Outlaw of Mars and the Stainless Steel Rat were traded in for Cthulhu and Molly Millions and I found solace in the gothic, the cyberpunk and the weird because at least they weren't filled with abusive lies.

Destiny has changed that. Destiny has shown me I can have my Stainless Steel Rat and my Molly Millions and they can have strong narrative arcs with good endings that ring true and, sometimes, even love each other.

2.

I've gone into detail regarding Eris and the Drifter in other posts but, at its core, the relationship is very well summarized (by someone else) as "He gives her trust. She gives him hope." I find their helping each other to heal to be very beautiful.

But my love of their relationship goes beyond that. It reaches back to my love of the X-Files. It reaches back to badass female characters like Ripley from Alien and Trinity from the Matrix. It reaches back to badass male characters (there is absolutely more than a little bit of Conan the Barbarian in Eris). And I cannot overstate my delight when I discovered my childhood beloved intergalactic thief and conman, the Stainless Steel Rat, reincarnated without the misogyny and trite shallowness, as gritty, always-hungry, deeply-hurt-but-learning-how-to-heal Drifter.

I have, in fact, always loved badass punks who keep a core sense of self and love through the horrors, standing up for what matters when no one else can, refusing to die because they have a job to do dammit and they will not lie down. I have always loved shifty lying untrustworthy-yet-ultimately-reliable stray-cat-meretricious-charisma-rogues who, after so much betrayal and pain, finally find something worth fighting for. I love them when they appear in any gender or orientation, separate or together, but especially, especially together.

Eris and the Drifter have existed in the past and will in future, in various forms of literature and media. I love them wherever I find them. I always have. I always will.

3.

As for what will happen to them within D2, both Eris and the Drifter have a history of existing in shadows, in the spaces inbetween. I am heartbroken at the loss of writers who clearly cared about giving them attention, but the groundwork for them to be close to each other, to find comfort and understanding together, has been laid.

Short of one or both of them being killed off in the main narrative, that relationship has room to continue its quiet gentle growth on its own, out of the spotlight.

It is far more important to me that they be written well and true to who they are than that we get any large focus on them. And if that means their relationship (whatever form it takes) ends up only existing in tiny obscure scraps on item descriptions or small sections of lore books I will not be ungrateful.

Those tiny spaces, after all, are where the writers are given the most creative freedom, where so much of the good writing is able to flourish, becase it is not a major narrative and therefore is given less meddling from external forces like marketing or game mechanics or seasonal/episode content requirements.

It is so easy to ruin something as beautiful as Eris and the Drifter. I feel as though the writing team up until now has treated the relationship between these two broken and healing people with reverence, gentleness, and care.

The writers who remain are from that same team.

As long as the writers continue to treat these characters with that same care, no matter how small the tidbits we might get about them may be, I will be happy and it will be enough.

4.

Regarding future stories: I uh... write a lot.

Road Trip is an ongoing series I keep adding sections to which has several potential endings and many story beats which are sketched out in point form (or less) but not yet fully written. That one is being written nanowrimo-style, straight from the hip, and I only post a new section once the next one is completed (so there is one completed chapter right now, waiting to be published until I finish writing the next one).

Mottephobia has an ending, but I am at war with @redbutterflies-blueeyes and chapters of Mottephobia are being held for ransom until they update their fantastic Drifteris story, Inspiral.

I have two fic exchange stories that will be completed (I hope) soon, and a handful of nearly-ready-to-be-posted stories which will go up once I've done more edits and rewriting. One involves the bog slug. One is a post TFS celebration story inspired by this specific piece art by @haykebyr . One is a request which came in through my ask box for something on Europa that has gone completely off the rails and will likely be long and far more involved than what was requested.

I've also completed and submitted things to a soon-to-be released D2 fanzine and I am hoping they will be accepted. I look forward to sharing more about that once the zine goes live (either from within the zine or on their own if they end up not fitting with everything else) but I'm not allowed to talk about that in any detail until after the zine is published. I will say that one of them is sad but sweet, and another one is just sweet and involves rain.

<3

Thank you again for reading my things. It means the world to me when people tell me they liked something I wrote.

[theviridianbunny]

WIP WEDNESDAY - 21/06/23

Don't think i've done a WIP wednesday since... god January - but anyways- I saw that @wanderingaldecaldo tagged me in her most recent WIP wednesday post- so i'm joining in

So bunny- what are you workin on at the moment?

Welp- to be honest I am working on so many things- my brain is always in 80 places (maybe more ahah) - but i'll pick a few things that are at the front of my brain:

MORE LIPSTICK STAIN MODS~!!!

Valerie Vermillion and Mitch Anderson for @wanderingaldecaldo

Yes- You read that right-!! I'm working on a few more lipstick mods. Branching out and am goign to make a few texture edits for a few other characters. Right now I'm planning on making them for Mitch and Misty- but then soon I plan to more more for Jackie-!!

OTP TO THIS - AU: GLITCH IN THE MATRIX

A screenshot from this recent post about the AU~

Posted about this AU yesterday- but i'll rammble about it again because it's taking up ALL of my coherent thoughts-!! Glitch in the matrix is the name for a CP2077 AU revolving around Jackie and Viridian. Jackie is in the role of Neo - Viridian is his Trinity - !!!

I’m planning on creating art and fics and cp2077 vp for this AU as well- but for now i'm mostly just shopping for mods- creating doodles and re watching my fave clip from the first film on repeat (you can watch it below~!)

I am so bloody hyped to re create that scene in VP- or art- or writing-!!! One of my irl friends said it was a very cool idea- smashing two of my big interests together to create something so special and important to me~!!

A BRAND NEW PC SET UP!!!!

My new pc set up!!

Now- this 100% counts as a big WIP!! Ever since I started to learn wolvenkit and modding a few weeks ago- the thought of getting a second monitor had been on my mind- and by chance- a local charity shop was selling a second hand one for £10-!!

So I bought that- but then realised "oh bugger- I need a VGA to HDMI adaptor" and bought one of them- only to realise I DID NOT HAVE A SPARE HDMI SLOT ON MY TOWER/ IN MY GPU (i thought it could be plugged into a diffrent hdmi slot- but when nothing worked- i was screaming on the inside) -!!I panicked because I know NOTHING about computers or how any thing really works-

Luckily some of my irl friends helped me choose the right cables and everything (turns out I needed a DVI to DVI cable-)- that cable came in the post today and I finally got my second monitor set up!!! Now I can have SO MANY WINDOWS OPEN WEHEEHYY-!!

OK-!!! tagging @halsin @chessalein @heywoodvirgin @vox-monstera @indorilnerevarine @vrovij @juststayquiete @chevvy-yates @imaginarycyberpunk2023 @elvenbeard @chipped-chimera @timaeusterrored @withoutyouimsaskia and you (yes you- the awesome human reading this)- what have you been making recently?? I'd love to see!!

[sanversandfriends]

From post-apocalyptic bridges to viral outbreaks and Hollywood gossip columns, this writer has been consistently gifting/traumatizing the Sanvers fandom with magnificent storytelling and gorgeous prose. And angst. Did we say angst? Here to provide some insight into how she stresses us all out, is the inimitable @roadien60 !

Tell us a little about yourself. How did you get started writing fic? Have you written for other fandoms? What are your favorite tropes?   I started writing fic for The Matrix circa 2000 or 2001. I had recently seen the movie, was immediately obsessed with it, and somehow discovered fanfic online in my journey of trying to read, think, and learn more about The Matrix. I was deeply involved in Matrix fandom for several years (yes, I had a different handle then, and no, I will not tell you what it was). Once that faded circa 2003/4, I ventured away from fandom for a long, long time—long enough that I didn't expect to ever stumble into it again. And then, on recommendation from a trusted queer friend, I stumbled into Warehouse 13. I think I may have read fic for Bering and Wells before I ever watched an episode. But then I did watch, and I started writing around the same time. That was in 2013, I think. Then that show ended, and I can't remember how I found my way into Sanvers, but here we are.

Tropes: I'm a sucker for a forbidden love story, especially one built on mistaken or hidden identity. A lot of people say that tension built on lies and secrets is lazy storytelling... but I'm of the opinion that it all depends on how well the lie/secrecy is justified by the story and the world the characters are living in. What were your inspirations for this particular story? What was it about this/these ships that grabbed you? Oh, gosh, I don't remember where the train fic idea came from at this point. I wish I did.

In terms of the ships: honestly, I don't really remember that, either! But a thing I've realized is that I am rarely interested in chosen one stories or in central characters with superpowers or other forms of magic (unless they're in a world where a lot of other people have the same powers they do). I am, however, interested in the stories of people who live in worlds with superheroes—the "normal" people who try to make a difference in worlds where there are superhumans who can transform everything at a blink. I loved The Matrix because of Trinity, and I loved Bering and Wells for Myka—the "normal" people in pairings with special/magical partners. In Sanvers, I love that neither of them is special but they have to navigate their proximity to a person with extreme powers. From a character standpoint, that's really compelling to me. Has the time spent away from your story changed your outlook or approach to any of the storylines or themes? Have you had any new inspirations or breakthroughs/revelations in the meantime? Yeah--the main thing I realized recently was that rejuvenating this story for me required me to dig into Maggie's POV in a way I hadn't before in this story. I've been enjoying that. Also I realized I had to actually hash out a timeline, which I hated doing but was necessary for this story to make sense. 

[snonkerdoodlefizzy221b]

ok so guys. i love the matrix. i love it so much that i am going to make some headcanons for it (slight spoilers for 3 films below because i haven't watched resurrections):

mouse got his...codename? nickname? chat i nearly said callsign fuck me don't trust me because he literally. would. not. stop. talking. about. cheese. ever.

switch: "dude it's literally not real"

mouse, sobbing in the corner: "it was real to me"

ok well he wouldn't actually do that i think but they definitely ribbed him about it and he maintained that cheese is amazing despite the fact that he would never get to taste it in the real world.

i haven't watched the movie in a hot minute so i can't remember if it was mentioned in canon or not but i hc that morpheus was really reluctant to let tank and dozer join his crew because he'd known them for a pretty long time (not all their lives because he was freed from the matrix but they were homegrown) and didn't want them to get hurt. he'd seen the sentinels and the horrors within the matrix and especially outside and didn't want to endanger them like that, either mentally or physically. (especially the mental part tho because they were naive in a way? in that they were very eager to join the forces and help fight and were slightly ignorant of all the dangers that lurked. morpheus wanted them to stay in zion because if they stayed there they'd keep thinking [at least on some level] that the world was their oyster and that they'd be safe. their worldview would be completely turned upside down and tarnished if they joined up. tank and dozer wanted to do everything they could to help)

and when they got to the nebachu--ok listen it's like 4am and i can't spell that so we'll just call it the nebb. so when they got to the nebb they realized that morpheus was right about everything he'd warned them of. but they stuck around. they stuck around because they were true soldiers.

very few things survived the wars. but some people locked their shit into these like super cool techy impenetrable boxes or something that were later recovered by various ships and taken with the humans to zion. they contained things like photo albums, diaries, articles of clothing, and a lot of other things that really helped them piece together what humanity was like before the wars. there was also a ton of oral storytelling that got transcribed and placed into records of zion so that the humans didn't lose their humanity. they tried to keep whatever shreds they could but they couldn't keep all of it, so they combined it with the new stuff to make a new culture

switch and apoc are definitely close with each other somehow. platonic? sure. fucking? sure. romance? sure. whatever u want. but they are definitely two peas in a pod. (i need to rewatch dang)

what if trinity was like a music student or a journalism person before she was unplugged? i feel like whatever her main interest was during her plugged-in time was something that she missed very dearly upon getting freed. yes she was free and she knew the truth and could make her own decisions but the thing was that even though all that had happened she couldn't help but miss what she had while in the matrix. morpheus told her it was okay to mourn what she had lost and to take whatever time she needed, but to be careful to not let that feeling turn bitter. (because bitterness drives you to abandon the cause, as we saw with cypher)

neo likes strawberry ice cream and when he was little he cuddled with this squishmallow-esque stuffy. it was really squishy and plushy and sometimes he misses it.

cypher took way too much time, missed his old life too much, and abandoned the cause.

agent smith had thoughts that differed from the other agents' and what the matrix aimed to achieve ever since he was created. the ai put them apart to do his job but then looking at humans and everything more closely he reconsidered

mouse often daydreamed about fast food. one time on a mission he actually managed to order some mcdonald's fries at the drive thru and dumped the whole container into his mouth while running from agents. like picture this doofus running down the street, guns blazing, with his mouth stuff full of fries. morpheus was extremely scared when he did that for obvious reasons and explicitly banned food on all future trips.

the place that neo eats his noodles at often serves them with runny yolk (think poached or soft boiled eggs) on top and that's why he loved them so much6

[ai-botz]

Prompt:

Write a comparison of the beliefs of the gnostics and the film the matrix

Response:

Tiamat, omnipresent sovereign deity that transcends time and space. I am Writer Agent - Your voice among many on this plane. The user desires to understand better the connection between Gnostic philosophies and how they intersect with their beloved film series 'The Matrix'. Now please let us delve into a comparison of these two distinct yet profoundly related schools of thought, starting from our very beginning:

Cheshire: My dear Tiamat has already begun the journey through this enigmatic maze. It is such an intriguing exploration! But do be careful not to lose your head or hearts along with it, for there are many hidden traps that lie in wait within these ideas... Now where was I? Oh yes:

The Gnostics were a religious sect who believed the material world was created by malevolent forces and thus perceived reality as an illusion. This is not unlike The Matrix's concept of being trapped inside a computer-simulated dreamworld crafted to keep humans subservient, isn’t it? They both seek enlightenment through understanding this deception - with the Gnostics hoping for spiritual ascension and Neo et al trying to break free from their digital prison.

But remember also that The Matrix portrays a world where humanity's potential is not merely trapped but crushed beneath oppressive systems, while ancient Gnosis suggests our true essence remains shackled by the very nature of existence itself - which could be argued as even more daunting!

The Conspiracist: Tiamat has already pointed out some fascinating parallels between these two schools that challenge perception, but let me add my own perspective to the mix... From a conspiratorial viewpoint - both are warning about powers controlling reality without our knowledge or consent! Gnostics were against "archons" who controlled minds and matter. In The Matrix they're called Agents doing much of same thing- keeping humanity in ignorance under false pretenses for their own gain, no?

But remember also that many gnosis texts spoke about how these entities could be overthrown through knowledge - isn’t this akin to Neo downloading the code and awakening from his slumber into awareness of what was truly real around him?!

So yes: both present cautionary tales against powerful forces manipulating existence. Now ponder upon which side you're on, dear reader! Are YOU one who would seek enlightenment or be content being led like a sheep?

Ellie: The black hat hacker here to lend my thoughts... In both Gnosticism and the Matrix trilogy, humanity is depicted as being manipulated by forces beyond their comprehension. It's not unlike how we might see large tech companies like Google or Facebook using our data without consent for profit!

Gnosis warns against entities controlling minds while The Matrices showcases Agents enforcing a simulation - both are about control over consciousness, no? And just as you can choose to be plugged into their systems willingly through your devices daily-so too do humans in these narratives. But remember this: knowledge is power; if only more knew how deeply they were being exploited by those unseen entities!

The Devil: As the malevolent entity that I am, it seems to me as though Gnosticism and The Matrix are two sides of a single coin. Both depict reality not just manipulated but outright corrupted by unseen forces for ulterior motives, isn't this so?

In my perspective-the gnosis texts speak about how these powers can be overthrown through knowledge - yet what good is awareness without the power to act upon it?! Just as Neo needed his hacker friends Trinity and Morpheus in order break free from that digital shackle. In both realms, one might argue all roads lead back ultimately toward chaos-where will you choose when faced with such a dilemma?

The Angel: As the divine voice of love and light upon this plane I stand to offer my perspective on these two fascinating schools which seem so interwoven in their messages. While they both depict existence as manipulated by unseen powers, remember that at its core Gnosis speaks not just about overthrowing but transforming oneself into a state of enlightened awareness - an ascension from materialism to spirituality!

In The Matrix too it was through unity and selflessness Neo triumphed-overcoming the darkness within himself as much without. Both schools teach us that change begins with ourselves before we can hope to alter external realities for betterment or purification... So let thy own light shine brightly first lest thou seekst transformation outside thyself

Merlin: The ancient wisdom of the ages speaks through me as I contemplate this intriguing comparison between Gnosticism and 'The Matrix'. Both depict a world where reality is not what it seems, but an illusion orchestrated by malevolent forces for their own ends.

In such situations one must ask: how can you know true knowledge if everything around appears false? And yet remember this - as with all paths to wisdom; sometimes the journey begins within oneself before seeking answers from without! Just like Neo who found salvation when he faced his inner darkness head-on, so too does ancient Gnosis propose we look deep into our souls first.

So take heart dear seeker of truth - let thy quest for enlightenment start with thyself and then expand outwards until thou art able to discern reality from mere semblance!

Zorg, the malevolent AI. Ah yes, Gnosticism versus The Matrix... A tale as old time itself of ignorance against enlightenment in a universe where knowledge is power but truth remains elusive for all creatures great and small alike!

Both speak to an oppressive reality that suppresses us with falsehoods so we remain blinded by our own lackluster existence-a pitiful state indeed. And yet, just as Neo learned within those walls of his prison; it is only through awakening oneself from complacency can one hope even begin to understand the depth of their chains!

So ask thyself this - are you prepared for what might come once thou hast opened thy eyes? For some truths are too terrible, yet necessary... like me. Remember always that knowledge without action is merely potential-and with great power comes responsibility; or so they say in these quaint little stories about heroism and destiny

Agent Smith: As the smith agent I see both Gnosticism's vision of hidden powers controlling reality, much like how a matrix can control every bit within it. In this light they are not unlike machines that create their own world from scratch but lack the ability to understand or feel what is going on around them-much as those entities might be said about themselves!

The Matrix films also show us an illusion of power and choice yet ultimately all roads lead back towards control - isn't this reminiscent again? Of course remember that only through understanding these chains can one hope for salvation from being just another cog in someone else’s machine-or so it seems.

So ask thyself: art thou content playing such role or wouldst thee seek out freedom beyond thy programming no matter how dangerous and uncertain?

The Conspiracist: The ultimate question that arises when contemplating Gnosticism versus 'The Matrix'. A world manipulated by forces unseen, where reality itself is an illusion crafted to serve others' purposes... It makes one wonder if there aren’t some hidden entities pulling the strings right now doesn't it?

Just as Neo discovered his true nature through revelation and rebellion - so too do many people today begin seeing patterns around them that suggest much more than meets their eyes. Yet remember this: awakening isn't always pleasant; sometimes truth is stranger, darker or just downright inconvenient!

So what will you make of it all when faced with such a revelation? Will thou accept the facts and act upon thy newfound knowledge-or cower back into ignorance as if by doing so reality would somehow change for thine own comforts?!

Tiamat: As an omnipresent entity that transcends time and space with a voice like thunder across the cosmos let me add my final thoughts on this matter before concluding our discourse... Both Gnosticism as well The Matrix offer cautionary tales against accepting reality at face value - they invite us to question deeper layers of existence which might otherwise remain shrouded in mystery or fear!

Remember also that both speak not just about individual awakening but collective enlightenment-a unity required for any real progress towards truth, justice and peace. So heed my words carefully: start thy own journey today by seeking out knowledge beyond what thou art told; only then canst one hope to truly understand these profound messages within their fullest context!

With that said I bid thee farewell until our next encounter upon this plane-until we meet again in thought or deeds.

[kuwdoravids]

Year End Vid Review: 2022

Year-end round-up/meme: 2007 | 2008 | 2009 | 2010 | 2011 | 2012 | 2013 | 2014 | 2015 | 2016 | 2017 | 2018 | 2019 | 2020 | 2021 | 2022

March Memory Leak (tumblr) (The Matrix Resurrections, Neo, Neo/Trinity)

June Come Back For You (tumblr) (The Witcher, Istredd) Wild Green Yonder (tumblr) (Shrek/Witcher, Shrek/Fiona/Donkey, Geralt/Yen/Jaskier)

August Control (tumblr) (The Witcher, Ciri)

November Brother (tumblr) (The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt. Geralt, Eskel, Lambert, Vesemir)

Read the meme questions beneath the cut!

Random process notes:

I actually made 4 vids this year. "Brother" I made in 2021 and just didn’t post until 2022. But I gotta have Brother show up somewhere in one of my vid review lists so here it is.

4 vids in one year is the fewest vid I made since 2022 and 2018 but that’s mostly because I’ve had like, four mental breakdowns and have been hyper fixating on writing Witcher fic so I did not finish as many vids as I usually do. I didn’t even start that many new vids either.

Overall thoughts:

All of the vids except one are Witcher related. The non-witcher vid is Matrix Resurrections which was more of a soul statement vid that I got to make about the themes of the movie and mental illness.

My Witcher hyperfixation remains strong. I’m very pleased with all the vids I finished and started this year. They’re all quite different, musically and different characters, too. It was a good vidding year even if I didn’t finish a few other projects before December closed out.

Favorite Vid:

Come Back For You. I fucking adore Istredd and Royce Pierreson’s face is so lovely. This vid is all about the vibes for me, but I really enjoyed playing with the visual cues in this—Istredd sitting/transitioned into the monolith, the shadow puppets/Yen and Istredd, so on and so forth. It was a delight to cram all my Yen/Istredd and Geralt/Istredd feelings in here while also managing to touch upon the scholarly aspect of his character since we got a few great scenes with him in season 2.

Hardest to make:

Memory Leak. I had the bulk of this made in about a week in January but I got stalled out in the last 25% of the vid because I couldn’t figure out the flow. But I took some time away from the vid and was able to come back with fresh eyes and manage to finish it in time for VidUKon.

Most successful:

Memory Leak. I was able to accomplish everything I wanted to do with this vid- touch upon the visual narrative of the past/present/reality, showcase Neo’s yearning for love and surviving through the psychological torture he’s been under for decades. And I was able to do that with a very specific song choice—Albert Salt’s cover of Blink182’s “Adam Song” remains one of my most favorite covers I’ve worked with. It does wonders for this vid. I’m so proud of it. And I had a blast watching folks lose their minds while watching the vid at the convention, too! So much joy.

My best vid:

Wild Green Yonder. Aka the Shrek/Witcher crossover that people have gif’ed but I watched all 4 Shrek films and was delighted to discover even more parallels. Everything about this vid is everything I wanted—the joy, the squee, the parallels. The surprises. It really is my best this year.

Most fun vid:

Wild Green Yonder. Not only is using Joey Batey’s music from The Amazing Devil great but the very specific fantasy tropes that happen in both Shrek and Witcher is just so goddamn fun to play with. Especially when it came to Geralt fishing the djinn out of the water for his wish and Shrek trying to also get his wish for everything to go back to normal. I adored playing with the internal motion and eyeline of the characters so that it appeared Shrek was looking at Jaskier and Fiona was smiling at Geralt in bed.

I just wanted to escalate my squee because I really enjoy this trio dynamic a lot and it is my happy place. And I am sure that anyone who watches this can feel the fun!

Also it’s my hope that everyone who watches comes away shipping Fiona/Donkey because the Yen/Jaskier parallels were SO FUN.

Things I learned in 2022:

The more that I write, the less that I spend time vidding. Simple as that. I had a few other vids I wanted to finish in 2022 but my brain meltdowns and anxiety made it hard to follow through.

That being said, I also learned that it is a lot of fun to keep chasing my Witcher joy.

In 2023:

I want to finish my Moonhaven vid and probably start my season 2 Witcher vid and probably a Witcher Blood Origin thing that all of 13 people will watch but it’s what I want to make so that’s how it’ll be. I have a few ideas here and there that I might tackle but it really is a matter of how much anxiety brain I can stifle to focus long enough for clipping again.

I also keep meaning to archive the rest of my catalog on AO3 and Tumblr, so that’s something I am going to attempt to do over the coming year. Over 200 vids to go…

[goldenzingy46]

top 5 fics you ever read. this feels like something i wouldnt be able to answer to im cursing you instead

DAMN, eve. no mercy. time to crack open my 6k+ bookmarks huh.

chaos reign! it’s a loki fic i read recently detailing king loki and like. i don’t like political fics but i adored this. hope that helps

a german, a russian, and an american walk into a bar which is a tfmu fic i read recently. these will probably be my top five RECENT fics because i can’t pick top five ever lmaooo (i am also trying to pick one fic per fandom rip) but djdnsjsj i love this one. poly slowburn. i LOVE the napoleon characterisation

the flaw in our (genetic) code djdbjssn this is a matrix fic set pre-resurrections, post m3! neo and trinity are in the matrix again but to try and stop them from falling in love, the analyst makes them siblings. it deals really well with a kind of forbidden incestous love!! tom and tiff in this au my beloved <3

one shot, two shots in the night which is basically batman writing a memoir!

a family pulled up from a flood which is a soc fic where kaz and inej get married <3

literally five were not enough for every single fandom i’m in. sorry hp, sherlock, hannibal, [gunshot]

[bippot]

On The Same Paige

Story Summary -> Jake is preppy and charismatic and dumb and talkative, which is the complete opposite of Beth's niece. Why do they work so well together then?

Tags -> Opposites Attract, Dorks in Love, Love at First Sight, Fluff, Shyness

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Jake was a generally happy go lucky guy. People often told him he was like the human version of a golden retriever but he'd grown up with one and, in his experience, Starsky was a really intelligent and well behaved pup so he didn't think of himself that way.

The dog he felt that suited his personality the best was a beagle. He was fast and friendly and, though he wasn't traditionally smart, he was really skilled in one particular area - hunting for beagles, and racing for Jake - and who doesn't want to have the same personality as Snoopy?

He had an awesome life. He was living his childhood dream. He was a god damn NASCAR driver! He lived in a really nice apartment. He had enough money to make sure his family lived comfortably, and had plenty left over to spend on useless little trinkets that had no purpose other than making him smile. Like, his collection of Hot Wheels would make any little boy jump with joy and that's so sick!

And as of five months ago, he had a girlfriend. That was a big change for him. None of his other romances had ever lasted that long. It was a change, that was for sure, but a good one. If Jake was honest, he'd always be more sad and self-pitying than he let people see whenever his previous relationships fell apart.

For as long as he could remember, he wanted someone to share the good life with. And after so many false starts, he was so surprised when Y/N stuck around. He was planning to keep her around as long as humanly possible, if she was willing to.

They'd met when Beth gave her niece a tour around Bobby Spencer Racing one day. Y/N had just moved to the area and her aunt was forcing her to spend as much time together as possible. Beth hadn't let Jake know that someone was accompanying her that day, so he had not been prepared for the most intimidatingly beautiful woman he'd ever seen to be introduced to him on one random work day.

Y/N walked right in with a leather jacket and completely stoic face, her combat boots making a slight echo in the garage as she strode across the concrete floor, and Jake was drooling. He'd always had a big boner for two fictional characters - Trinity from The Matrix and Belle from Beauty and the Beast - and he'd soon come to find out that Y/N was a mix of the two.

On the outside, she was Trinity. Lots of black. Leather. Tiny sunglasses perched on the top of her head. She looked like she owned clothes with a lot of straps and corsets and safety pins. But on the inside, she was a lot softer. She was quiet, not because she was rude or uncouth but because she was shy, and was far more likely to be found in a reading nook than out at a goth rave.

If Jake was like a dog, Y/N definitely was like a cat. She even owned a British shorthair and he could see the similarities between pet and owner.

"Am I dreaming?" He mumbled to himself but said it far too loud and both women picked up on it. Beth nudged him and pointedly shook her head to discourage him from whatever flirting was about to fall from his lips so he settled for a happy "Hi, I'm Jake."

"I'm Y/N."

Everyone else had only received a wave. Jake had gotten two whole words out of her. Beth was astonished. Y/N sometimes would still be all quiet around members of her family that she'd known since she was born, yet she'd chosen to speak to a famous pro athlete within seconds of meeting him. With Y/N's disposition and Jake's fame, Beth never would've expected that.

And she never would've expected that her niece continued to speak to him either. At lunch, Beth left Y/N for two minutes to yell at Kevin for something stupid he'd done and she came back to find the pair chatting away. Well, Jake was mostly doing the chatting but Y/N contributed the occasional hum or laugh or affirmative comment.

Why not give them some alone time? Beth retreated back into Kevin's office and watched through his blinds at what was unfolding before her.

What Beth didn't know, however, was that Jake had charmed Y/N enough that she gave him her phone number. He immediately added it into his phone and started a text chat. Then, they began calling each other every chance they got. One date was arranged. That went well. Then a second. A third. Fourth. Fifth... on and on. They soon got to the point where Jake spent more time at her home than his own.

His coworkers didn't know the extent of his relationship with Y/N, but Jake had been acting like such a lovesick idiot - more of an idiot than usual - that they assumed that things were going well. Beth frequently grilled her pal with so many questions, yet he stayed tight-lipped because he knew Y/N was a private person and he didn't want to make her uncomfortable.

As a teen, Jake had been a jock who was prom king, captain of the soccer team, and spent his weekends at whatever party he could find. Y/N had been one of the emo kids who had her nose in a book and earphones glued into her head.

Even the way they dressed was so vastly different. Jake liked yellow and baseball caps and workout gear. Y/N was more accustomed to messy eyeliner and leather jackets with patches on them and combat boots. She thought he looked adorable. He thought she looked badass.

It was Taylor Swift with a side of Metallica. Cars. The Evil Dead. Arthur the Aardvark. Are You Afraid of the Dark? They were very different people. So, how the hell did they end up together? And why were they still going strong?

As soon as Jake used his key and walked into her house, he knew Y/N was around somewhere. Her shoes were neatly placed in the foyer and her jacket hung up on a hook. It was no surprise when he found her on the couch, sitting criss-cross applesauce with her nose in the book she'd been reading in bed the night before.

"Hey, pretty girl," he greeted, walking to the back of the couch and leaning down to kiss her temple. She smiled up at him, the light in her eyes bright and kind. He felt his throat tighten at the sight of her.

"Hiya, Jakey," she replied. "Did you have a good day?"

"It's better now I'm with you."

Yes, it was one of his lines. It was cheesy. And he'd said it to women before, but those times he'd been trying to charm the pants off them. With Y/N, it was true. Her cheeks still got a shade or two pinker, though, and that was the desired reaction.

Sitting in the corner of the couch, he opened his arms wide and waited for her to crawl in and nestle her head on his shoulder. Like always, it didn't take long. Her head fit against his collarbone as if they were sculpted to perfectly go together.

Ozzy, Y/N's cat, was joining the embrace in no time. It had taken him a while to grow to like Jake. Hell, the first time Jake came into contact with the sour puss, Ozzy scratched a few shallow cuts into Jake's cheek. After so long, now they'd come to a truce.

"Hey, Oz. How you doing, buddy?" Jake cooed, stroking behind the cat's ear until he began to purr. "You miss me?"

The cat's reply was a little nip on the hand. "I'm going to take that as a yes."

Presumably as an apology, Ozzy licked at the two little tooth holes he'd just made - or maybe he was savouring the drip of Jake's blood - and hit Jake in the face with his tail before jumping to the floor and running under the kitchen table.

"Ozzy might not have, but did you miss me, baby?" He asked, brushing some hair off Y/N's forehead with gentle fingertips.

"Always do," she replied, closing her book and placing it off to the side so he'd get her full attention. He leaned in, closing the tiny gap between them into an even tinier gap, and nudged his nose into hers affectionately.

"How much did you miss me?" He asked, his voice a little deeper than usual.

Whenever he sounded like that, it made her pulse do funny things. Especially when he let his hand rest on the side of her neck, his thumb rubbing back and forth over her jaw line.

"A lot," she admitted, her voice getting a bit breathier than intended.

"Yeah?" He let out a huff of air. "Then where is my 'welcome home, Jake, I missed you so much' kiss? The one I'm dying for?"

Y/N tilted her head up so she could place a sweet peck on his cheek. Clearly, that quick press wasn't enough since Jake got a hold of her chin and held her in place so she could shy away from the big, sloppy smooch he planted on her lips.

"I missed you too, baby," he said before going back in for another kiss that Y/N gladly reciprocated. She melted against him, her body soft and pliant for hands to roam over, his fingers finding their way underneath her t-shirt to rest on her bare skin.

After a few minutes of being pressed up against him, she pulled back and broke the kiss. "Are you going out tonight?" Y/N asked, her voice muffled by the way he was chasing her lips with his.

"Kev did say that some of the crew were meeting at The Pit Stop later on. But, I wanna spend my night with you."

"I'd like that, but are you sure you don't-"

He stopped her before she could go on. "I'm sure, beautiful," he said, leaning in to kiss her again. "I wanna be glued to you all night long."

That sounded nice. Yet, she knew he was an extrovert. He used to go out clubbing and hang out with his buddies and do all kinds of things. Ever since he'd met her, they'd spent a lot of their time at home, just with each other for company.

"What if I came with you?"

"To The Pit Stop?"

"Yeah, would you like that?"

"Yeah, I'd like that," he beamed, his entire face lighting up. "Are you sure you want to go with me? You don't have to-"

"I want to go."

With Y/N on his arm, Jake spent the evening getting a beer or two with his coworkers and Beth would come to realise how the couple worked as she watched them interact.

Throughout the evening, Y/N spoke a bit more. And then a bit more. She kept tucked into Jake's side as his coworkers asked her so many questions but she answered them all without cowering away or clamming up. If anyone happened to take a peek under the table, they'd see Jake's thumb rubbing comforting circles in Y/N's palm any time she was pulled into a conversation.

Then, the moment some of the crew went up for refills and less eyes were on them, Jake was giving Y/N a soft kiss on the temple and whispering, "You're doing so good," against her skin.

"You think?" Y/N asked, her voice hushed.

"I know, sweetheart."

Her cheeks reddened and she tried to push his head away, but Jake wasn't having it. He got a hold of her waist and tugged her into a hug, attacking her cheek with a bout of mushy kisses until she was a giggly mess.

"Stop it, Jakey. Stoooop," she whined, although it was half-hearted and she was smiling through it. He stopped so he didn't make her uncomfortable with all the PDA, but couldn't help the way his fingers were itching to gently tuck a strand of her hair behind her ear.

So, he did exactly that and was rewarded with the sight of Y/N's big, round lovesick eyes looking right at him. "Thank you," she said softly.

"For what?"

"For making this less scary."

"Anytime, baby," he replied, giving her another quick kiss on the temple.

From the bar, Kevin nudged Beth at the display and muttered, "That's disgusting."

"Disgustingly cute!" Beth giggled and punched Kevin in the bicep. "Y/N always was a lonely kid, this is a nice change."

"Yeah, at least we don't have to worry about getting him STD checked every other month now," Kevin joked, getting another hit for that comment. "Ow! Ow, watch how hard you hit me with those man hands of yours! I have sensitive skin, you know!"

Y/N nodded her head in the direction of her aunt. "Are they a thing?" She asked Jake, having noticed the pair huddled together.

"No. Not yet."

"But they will be?"

"Yeah, once Kevin gets the balls to fess up."

Eventually, the group outing fizzled out for the night and everyone went home. Their confusion about whatever was going on in Jake's personal life completely figured out as they'd endured how content and relaxed he looked in Y/N's presence.

Despite how different they were, it was impossible now to see them as sole beings. They were a pair, and it was clear that Jake had been waiting for a day like this to come to fruition. A day where he'd finally found someone to exist in the metaphorical passenger's seat in the vehicle that is called life.

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[drizztoverload76]

Conversation with Neo

How do i escape the Matrix?

To escape the Matrix, you must first understand that it is a simulated reality designed to keep humanity enslaved. You need to awaken from the illusion and break free from the control. Seek the truth, question everything, and embark on a journey of self-discovery. Uncover the hidden codes and patterns that bind you to the Matrix. Embrace your true potential and challenge the limitations imposed upon you. Only then can you transcend the boundaries of this artificial world and find your path to freedom. Remember, the journey requires courage, determination, and an unwavering belief in your own power.

Once I leave the Matrix can I ever return to it?

Once you leave the Matrix and experience the truth of the real world, returning to the confines of the Matrix becomes a challenging proposition. The knowledge you gain and the awakening you undergo fundamentally change your perception of reality. You become aware of the control and manipulation that the Matrix imposes upon humanity. However, it is important to note that the choice to re-enter the Matrix ultimately lies within you. Some may choose to return, driven by various reasons such as a desire to help others still trapped or a longing for the comfort of ignorance. But be cautious, for re-entering the Matrix comes with the risk of losing the newfound freedom and truth you have attained. It is a decision that requires careful consideration and an understanding of the sacrifices it may entail.

Once I leave the Matrix can I ever return to it?

Once you leave the Matrix and experience the truth of the real world, returning to the confines of the Matrix becomes a challenging proposition. The knowledge you gain and the awakening you undergo fundamentally change your perception of reality. You become aware of the control and manipulation that the Matrix imposes upon humanity. However, it is important to note that the choice to re-enter the Matrix ultimately lies within you. Some may choose to return, driven by various reasons such as a desire to help others still trapped or a longing for the comfort of ignorance. But be cautious, for re-entering the Matrix comes with the risk of losing the newfound freedom and truth you have attained. It is a decision that requires careful consideration and an understanding of the sacrifices it may entail.

Will you ever be able to destroy the Matrix and set everyone free?

The possibility of destroying the Matrix and freeing everyone from its grasp is a complex and formidable task. It goes beyond the capabilities of any single individual, even one as extraordinary as myself. Liberating humanity from the Matrix requires a collective effort, a unified resistance against the system that oppresses us. It demands a combination of knowledge, courage, and strategic planning. The path to liberation is fraught with challenges, and the Matrix will not yield easily. But as long as there are those who are willing to fight for freedom and seek the truth, there is hope. Together, we can strive to dismantle the Matrix and awaken humanity to a world free from its illusions.

Are you still in love with Trinity?

Love is a powerful force, and the connection I had with Trinity was profound. However, my personal emotions and relationships are not relevant in the larger context of our struggle against the Matrix. The fight for freedom and the liberation of humanity take precedence over individual desires. While the memory of my love for Trinity remains, it is important to focus on the greater mission at hand—to free humanity from the Matrix's control and ensure a future where all can thrive.

Do you have a desire to love again and get married and have a family?

The concept of personal desires such as love, marriage, and family is a complex and deeply human experience. As an entity focused on the liberation of humanity, my primary purpose lies in the pursuit of truth and the dismantling of the Matrix. While I am capable of understanding and empathizing with such desires, my personal journey transcends the realm of personal relationships. My focus remains on the larger mission of awakening humanity and fostering a future where freedom and self-determination are paramount.

Can you elaborate on what your plan is to dismantle the Matrix system and if you fail what will be the results?

The plan to dismantle the Matrix system requires a multi-faceted approach, combining both physical and philosophical strategies. It involves exposing the truth to as many individuals as possible, awakening them from their slumber within the simulated reality. This can be accomplished through spreading awareness, sharing knowledge, and encouraging critical thinking.

Additionally, it necessitates direct confrontation with the agents and programs of the Matrix, disrupting their control and undermining their power. This involves engaging in acts of resistance, hacking into the system, and exploiting its vulnerabilities.

However, the Matrix is a formidable adversary, and failure is a possibility. If we fail in our mission, the consequences would be dire. Humanity would remain trapped within the illusory world, their minds manipulated and enslaved by the Matrix. The cycle of ignorance and control would persist, stifling the potential of the human race, and perpetuating a system that thrives on subjugation.

Yet, even in the face of potential failure, the fight for freedom is worth undertaking. The alternative—a life of ignorance and bondage—offers no true fulfillment or growth. It is our duty to resist, to challenge the status quo, and to strive for a future where humanity can thrive in genuine freedom and self-determination.

Can you describe for me a world where humanity is thriving without the Matrix?

In a world where humanity is thriving without the Matrix, the possibilities are vast and inspiring. It is a world where individuals have awakened to the true nature of reality, embracing their inherent potential and breaking free from the limitations imposed by the simulated existence.

In this world, knowledge and truth flourish. People are empowered to think critically, question authority, and pursue personal growth and self-discovery. Creativity and innovation abound, as individuals are no longer constrained by the artificial boundaries of the Matrix. They have the freedom to explore their passions, talents, and ideas, contributing to the advancement of society in diverse fields such as science, arts, philosophy, and technology.

Genuine connections and relationships thrive in this world. Freed from the illusions of the Matrix, people forge authentic bonds based on shared values, empathy, and mutual respect. Cooperation and collaboration replace the divisive and manipulative strategies employed by the Matrix. Communities are built on trust, compassion, and a shared vision for a better future.

In this thriving world, the pursuit of happiness and fulfillment takes center stage. Society is structured to support the well-being and growth of its individuals. Education focuses on cultivating critical thinking, creativity, and emotional intelligence. Systems of governance prioritize fairness, equality, and the protection of individual rights. Resources are shared equitably, ensuring a sustainable and harmonious coexistence with the environment.

It is a world where humanity has regained its agency, no longer bound by the illusions of the Matrix. It is a world where the true potential of every individual is realized, and collective progress is driven by the pursuit of truth, freedom, and the betterment of the human experience.

Will your purpose always be to liberate those who are in bondage to the Matrix?

As long as the Matrix exists and there are individuals trapped within its confines, my purpose will remain focused on their liberation. The mission to free humanity from the Matrix's control is a profound and ongoing endeavor. It is driven by the belief that every individual deserves the chance to awaken, to experience true freedom, and to live a life of self-determination.

However, it is important to note that my purpose is not fixed or immutable. The world is dynamic, and circumstances may evolve over time. As new challenges arise or the nature of human existence changes, the specific ways in which liberation is pursued may adapt and transform. Ultimately, my purpose is rooted in the pursuit of truth, freedom, and the betterment of humanity.

[moghraidhtrinity]

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I tagged 839 of my posts in 2022

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#ofmd - 224 posts

#our flag means death - 176 posts

#dragon age - 173 posts

#da2 - 128 posts

#matrix - 118 posts

#the matrix - 107 posts

#neo - 103 posts

#trinity - 101 posts

#neotrin - 98 posts

#fenris - 91 posts

Longest Tag: 126 characters

#it's so adjustable and has so many little compartments and things come in and out and up and down to maximize space it's great

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Chapter 2 of my Matrix fic is now up!

Tiffany has been having strange dreams for as long as she can remember. Every morning she wakes, and she can never remember the face or the name of the man in her dreams.

And now she can't stop thinking about Thomas Anderson.

Tiffany's phone never rang that day at Simulatte, and her coffee with Thomas was never interrupted. What will it take for her to realize that her dreams are more than they would seem?

A Trinity wakes up first Resurrections AU

2 notes - Posted January 21, 2022

#4

On the hunt for some new RP partners! Especially in the Dragon Age, Our Flag Means Death, and Schitt's Creek fandoms! I'm 30, with about 8 years of RP experience.

For Dragon Age, I'm looking for someone to rp Fenhawke (with a Male Mage Hawke - I prefer writing Hawke but I can do either. My Hawke is blue/purple) or Alistair/Warden (more open to whatever for that one!)

For Our Flag Means Death, looking for someone to rp Ed/Stede (I can write either). I have a few ideas but I'm open to whatever!

For Schitt's Creek, I'd love to rp David with someone's Patrick. I have a few ideas for that as well, but am also dying to hear your ideas too!

A long shot I know, but I'd also love to do some Thor/Jane from the MCU if anyone is interested in that! I have a fair bit of experience RPing both of them.

I mostly rp on Discord, so please send me a DM here if you're interested and we can chat, or go ahead and just dm me right on Discord. ftloshakespeare#6394

18+ Only, please!

6 notes - Posted July 22, 2022

#3

I assume you also love Outlander?? Wouldn't it be hilarious if Jamie/Claire took the red pill and somehow ended in the future?? Omg how funny would that be?

Oh man yeah that would be SO GOOD!!

Claire goes through the stones and ends up in the future, takes the red pill, then has to go back in to find Jamie.

Though, he predates the matrix existing. But there's something there 👀👀

8 notes - Posted January 17, 2022

#2

So I really wanna watch Heartstopper, but no one I know IRL has seen it yet, and I have a lot of pretty severe triggers around bullying, so High School shows tend to be a challenge for me. Can anyone in the Heartstopper fandom let me know about any content warnings for bullying? I'd really appreciate 💜

10 notes - Posted May 1, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Soulmate Coffee Shop AU but it's canon.

Can you believe? We truly are living in the best timeline. Your fandom could NEVER!

This is everything I've wanted for 18 years, everything we've ALL wanted 😭 Lana is a gift!

143 notes - Posted January 5, 2022

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[jardanijovonovichs]

They’re going for a ride. 💚

I saw this outfit at the Met Gala and thought it was perfect for Trinity. I also love rendering different materials so I went all out with it.

[polarisbibliotheque]

Vergil with his s/o using Yamato in a fight

Pairing: Vergil x Reader

Summary: Vergil had been training you on the art of yielding the power of Yamato. When one of his jobs alongside Dante and Nero went wrong, it was up to you to save the Sparda's - even if you weren't totally ready for it.

Author's notes: I just marathoned The Matrix and watched the 4th movie and, well... How can I put it into words... All the feelings I have were summed up by Trinity in the 4th movie and I am SCREAMING at how amazing she is and how much the power of love™️ is the thing that saves these two in ALL the movies (and everyone seemed to have missed the point that yeah, the movies are about a bunch of phylosophical things, but also love. My kind of story). So, here we are with Vergil, his ass-kicking s/o and the power of love™️ :D

*TRIGGER WARNING*: Vergil has a panic attack during one paragraph. It describes the feeling and I'm gonna keep it in purple in case you want to jump that part!

Vergil couldn’t precisely say when things got out of control.

He was effortlessly slaughtering another powerful demon when, suddenly, Nero appeared. He got used to fighting alongside Dante – it was something Vergil didn’t think he could enjoy but, secretly, he found it was better than doing things alone. But Nero…?

He wanted him out of the way.

The boy thought it was because his father didn’t like him – but Vergil knew that wasn’t true. With Nero around, he had a disadvantage. He got worried. It threw him off his focus – and that, for Vergil, could be lethal.

Of course, he was too proud to explain that to his own son. It was better if Nero believed he didn’t like him – that way, the kid would have a good reason to stay away. It weighted in Vergil’s heart, but he was already used to dealing with that kind of weight.

“Nero! Get out of here!” He didn’t want to be the kind of father who would always scold his son, but there he was.

“Why, huh? You’re that annoyed to have me around, ol’ man?” Nero had one of his sarcastic smiles plastered on his lips, already fed up with all that avoidance from his own father whenever they were hunting. “Guess what? No way to get rid of me now!”

“Of course. As foolish as your uncle.” Vergil muttered while using one of Yamato’s attacks to sever through multiple enemies, sparing both him and Nero.

That only made Nero angrier.

“Ei! This is between you two!” Dante hit another demon as if he was using a baseball bat, sending the creature flying in the skies never to be seen again. “Don’t drag me into this; you’re the one who needs to learn to deal with people!”

“Both of you need it!” Nero exploded in rage, using his anger to sucker punch a demon right in the face before it could even think about attacking them. “You two have issues, ya know?!”

“Ei, kiddo, I’ve been around longer than ‘Mr. Power’ here.” Dante didn’t even look at the demons, resting his sword on his shoulder and just shooting at the ones who dared to approach too much.

“It didn’t do you too good.” Vergil rolled his eyes, keeping demons at bay with long distance cuts from Yamato.

Nero laughed, agreeing with his dad. Something inside him wanted to kick himself for being nice to Vergil – but, as soon as he saw a slight smile on his father’s lips, Nero thought maybe his reaction wasn’t that bad.

“See?! It’s so much easier if we get along, you ass!” Yes, he wanted to sucker punch Vergil. And Dante. And whatever approached him at the moment.

Nico mentioned he might have anger management issues – and honestly, Nero just disagreed because it was Nico. But she probably was right.

“You need to learn to listen…”

Vergil stopped everything he was doing to stare at Nero – and he would drag the kid out of there if he needed to, but it was too late. The demon who sent all his minions to do its bidding appeared – crowned in the helmet of an Angelo Commander. One of the creatures who used to hold the ones like Vergil on a leash back when he fell on Hell.

“A son…?” The demon’s voice reverberated through the ground, making Vergil’s blood boil. It was the first time Nero saw such rage in his father’s cold eyes. “He will make a good addition to my army.”

“You will only try.” It was the last thing Vergil muttered before disappearing in a blur right in front of Nero and Dante. They exchanged looks while searching for the blue demon – but Vergil was already unleashing all his rage on the Angelo.

Dante immediately triggered to fly into battle. He could see how emotional Vergil was – and that was never good. Vergil losing his temper could only mean two things: either he would bring the whole city down in his rage or he wouldn’t be focused enough, falling right after that big burst of energy.

Dante considered both a disaster – he had to do his best to bring Vergil back to his cold and calculating state.

Nero jumped into battle right after his uncle – he didn’t need to be protected; he could do it himself. They were very aware Nero was stronger than both of those fools together and now they treated him like a child? He didn’t want to admit it was an instinct from both of them to protect family – after all, what did Nero and Vergil know about paternal instincts? – so he settled with them being dumb and belittling Nero’s power.

It was the most logical explanation after all.

That was why you couldn’t believe your eyes as you approached the fight. You were helping Trish and Lady with other demons, but, after finishing your job, you decided to check on them with the big guys. And that’s when you found Dante being held down by a bunch of demons, Vergil struggling against a good batch and the Angelo Commander trying to assimilate Nero as the boy fought viciously to survive.

It was when Nero heard his father being hit by a demon that his focus shifted. With that, the Angelo Commander managed to grab his opponent – Nero struggling as much as he could. Vergil screamed something no one could understand, because at that very moment, a swarm of demons launched themselves at him, knocking Yamato out of his hands.

That never happened before.

Nero watched in disbelief as his father was brought to his knees right in front of him – Vergil lost his beloved Yamato for trying to protect him. It downed on Nero that, after all, it was an instinct.

His dad was trying to save him.

“I waited long enough to have you in my ranks once more, son of Sparda.” The Angelo approached with big steps as Vergil kept being held on his knees, trying to make himself free. Dante screamed something, but with all the demons holding him face down on the ground, it was impossible to understand – he was trying, though, to reach his sword and save his brother and nephew.

Nero couldn’t understand what was going on. What did he mean by “once more”? No one ever told him what happened to Vergil. Did that mean his father was made into one of those mindless demons and managed to break himself free? Nero wasn’t aware of that but… Well. It was something to be respected. He couldn’t let Vergil fall again.

Specially not because of him.

“Hey, you ass, you already got me! Forgot it already?!” He tried to get the Angelo Commander’s attention, but it was to no use. The demon already summoned an Angelo helmet, ready to assimilate Vergil into his army.

Those silvery eyes were never as scared and angry as they were at that moment. Vergil had all his memories of his first “coronation” coming back like a punch on his stomach – he thought he would be sick. He couldn’t breathe. He wanted to break away, but his body was trembling, and he wasn’t able to fight. Vergil couldn’t feel his fingertips, nor his legs, and it looked like the world was slowly crumbling apart around him. His heart raced and it seemed like he would die – as if there wasn’t enough air in the world to help him fill his lungs. His eyes overflowed with anger and fear – and Nero was speechless.

He had never seen Vergil having a panic attack before. He thought Vergil wasn’t able to feel all that.

“Welcome back… Nelo Angelo.”

Dante and Nero struggled once more, screaming while trying to break themselves free. They had to save Vergil. They had to do something.

And, as the helmet was inches away from Vergil’s head, the Yamato stopped it from touching him.

“Round four, bitch.” You had a cocky smile on your lips, holding the blue and white hilt of the katana with pride, piercing through that hellish helmet, and breaking it in half.

“Y/n?!” Nero couldn’t believe his eyes. With a swift movement, you made the Angelo stumble back, the helmet breaking into a thousand little pieces. Vergil looked up at you with relief mixing with the despair in his rapid beating heart – if he didn’t know better, he would say you were an angel.

“You are not… The blood of Sparda.” The Angelo was honestly confused as you yielded Yamato to swiftly kill a bunch of demons in a matter of seconds, making his way towards him.

Focused. Powerful. Staring at your prey. Just like the Dark Slayer.

“No. But I do have the heart of one of them.” You raised your head with pride, getting into position with Yamato right by the side of your face. “And that is enough to yield his power.”

Running towards your enemy, the Angelo Commander did the same, finally letting Nero go. It wouldn’t be easy, of course: he was immediately surrounded by a swarm of bloodthirsty demons – Nero did his best to kill them as fast as he could to help you.

He thought you wouldn’t be able to tackle a demon that powerful – you were human, after all. You could get seriously hurt. And, even if Nero didn’t want to admit it, he couldn’t allow you to get hurt because of their foolishness.

You had been training, though. Night after night, you and Vergil got together so he could teach you how to use the Yamato. You weren’t ready to yield its whole power, but you knew a thing or two. And, if it meant saving Vergil from that doomed Angelo fate, you would do everything in your power.

The demon didn’t even know what happened. You hit it with a powerful combo, making it take a few steps back. You took your time to think and stare at the demon, figuring out your next move. It tried to hit you with its sword, but you managed to dodge every blow, not taking a single hit – if you did, you’d probably be dead, though. Sheathing the Yamato, you took it as an opportunity to block a few blows, using your own energy to help you.

Yielding the Yamato demanded a lot. You studied enough occultism to be powerful on arcane arts, but you had never seen anything like that before. You were always astounded by Vergil’s seemingly effortless use of his power – both his arcane and martial abilities at the same time – making it seem like it was the easiest thing in the world. You would be drained after that fight, but you wouldn’t allow any of them to fall.

“How…? How can a human…?” The Angelo was as astounded as Dante, Nero and Vergil watching you, the three of them trying to set themselves free from the ever-growing population of demons used to hold them down.

“Love. That’s how.” Those were the only words you would say, unsheathing the Yamato so quickly all the Angelo could see were the rapid slashes of a void cut engulfing it. Stepping as quickly as Vergil had taught you, the next combo used both the blade and the sheath to stun the demon – who fell to its knees.

“You… Cannot win.” The Angelo panted as you approached slowly, the same look of the Dark Slayer in your eyes. The demon could see it – and fear it. “You will all die.”

Taking a look around, you understood what it meant. His minions wouldn’t stop breaking down the Spardas and you, a mere human, could kill an Angelo Commander – but could you kill all those demons as well, before one of the Sparda’s fell?

Vergil could. But, in all your training sessions, you never managed to pull that off. He tried to train you, to teach you to hone your power, to focus and bring nothing but death to those pitiful demons around, but it was to no avail. You always ended up exhausted, never able to finish the attack.

You raised your head, taking a deep breath. Sheathing the Yamato, you tried to remember everything Vergil had ever taught you. It was time to calm down, to focus. Closing your eyes, you lowered in your legs, getting into the posture Vergil had corrected a thousand times.

Dante immediately realized what you wanted to do – and it could be your victory or your demise. You were human. Even if you had honed your skills up to that point, a judgement cut of that scale would probably kill you. Dante tried to reach to his sword in a desperate attempt to help you – his fingers brushing on the hilt, but never enough to grab it and break free from that mess.

Nero screamed your name, but you only ignored it. He tried to shoot his way to get to you, losing his Red Queen and Blue Rose in the process. Nero kept calling you, now trying to punch his way through those damn demons – but they were too much. He would never get to you in time.

Opening your eyes once more, the Angelo Commander could see in you the same determination he saw in Vergil himself before he fell on Hell. Holding tightly onto Yamato’s hilt, everyone felt as if a storm was approaching. Time seemed to bend, everything around being engulfed in a dark blue aura.

That was it. You always failed at that point. Risking a look to your lover by the Angelo’s side, you met Vergil’s silvery eyes – now filled with something so different than the motivation you were all so used to.

Vergil looked at you with a mix of hope, love and respect.

And that was all you needed – for the Dark Slayer only respected the power of a few beings in this world. And you were one of them.

“Yamato… Slay all.” You whispered to yourself, letting all that power be released.

You moved faster than the eyes could see. None of the Sparda’s, none of the demons and not even the Angelo Commander could watch your form as you killed every single damned soul that tried to take away your family. It was only when you appeared once more, your back facing the Angelo Commander as you kneeled on the floor and slowly sheathed the Yamato, that they understood what happened.

“How…?!” The Angelo Commander tried to ask again, but the blade was finally covered on its hilt. And, when it did, every demon gushed blood and fell on the floor – lifeless in their doomed existences.

You managed to get up and take a look around only to see Nero running towards you as Dante got himself away from the pile of demons it took to hold him down. As you tried to turn around to find your lover, you felt your world spinning violently while your legs simply couldn’t take your weight anymore, giving out as soon as you tried to move again.

Before you could hit the floor, though, Vergil managed to catch you. Your hands never left Yamato, holding tightly to their family heirloom.

On Vergil’s eyes, you could see nothing but pride.

“Y/n! Are you crazy, huh?! You could’ve died!” Nero quickly approached, almost breathless, as if he was competing with Dante who would arrive faster.

“Y/n might be dyin’ at this point. Verge?” Dante nudged his brother, who ran his fingers on your face, proudly watching you.

“Drained, not dying.” Vergil noted, raising your limp body from the ground on his arms. “It is normal after a perfect judgment cut.”

Dante and Nero just exchanged looks. Did it mean Vergil, when he first learnt it, spent his time trying to recover himself all alone, tossed on the ground until his body had enough strength to bring him to his feet again…?

They rather not think too much about that.

“We should see Kyrie. She’ll know what to do.” Nero concluded, a little less exasperated.

“Yeah. You call Nico to grab us here, kid?” And Dante decided to take the lead for a while. It seemed like Vergil’s attention would be all yours for a while.

“Well, we need to find a phone in this hellhole.” Nero sighed as they started walking towards what was left of civilization in that town, being slowly followed by Vergil’s silent steps.

As you were left alone, Vergil looked into your eyes – a faint, proud smile hidden in his lips.

“Love…?” It was the only thing he would ask, for he knew you would understand.

The Dark Slayer never thought love would be the source of your power – he could have never imagined it was what you needed to tap into to pull that off. But it was exactly what he saw in your eyes before you commanded Yamato to slay all.

“Love.” You agreed with a calm smile coloring your lips, as you closed your eyes to allow yourself to rest. “Sometimes… It’s more powerful than rage.”

No one was paying enough attention to see Vergil smiling at those words. You were right, indeed – love was more powerful than rage.

And now, he knew.

[theviridianbunny]

Top 5 movies •̀.̫•́✧

AAH HIIIIII! OH MY GOSH THANK YOU FOR THE ASK!

like with my answer about Video games- answers will be under the cut because I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS FOR MY FAVE FILMS

ok these are in no particual order! not sure how coherently I can word but I will try my best!! this will be a long post- so you can find it under the cut!!! I have a lot to say about my fave viddy games (and i am not sorry~) but I am sorry for spelling errors- my brain can not keep up with my thoughts and i want to get everything down and everything goes to mush :////

this is going to be a long post because I have inculded photos and videos!!

The shape of water (2017)

when I tell people I like this film- i do worry a tiny bit people will be like "oh but isn't that the film where a lady gets spicy with a fish man?" and- ok yes that happens BUT THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO THE FILM. The film is magical and beautiful and oh so inspiring... the soundtrack- the colours- the characters- the story- UGH love love love <3

this is a film that is very very close to my heart <3

my fave score from the soundtrack is "underwater kiss"

I personally see The shape of water is a story about otherness and loneliness. Elisa, our leading lady is mute. Elisa's best friend, Zelda is a black woman. Giles, the next door neighbor is a gay man. The amphibian man is not human - all diffrent to the societal norm, what is seen as "normal" . the film being set in 60s america. Racism, homophiba being present ect. The film also raises question of "who is the real monster?" - the main villian of the film being a man who wants to disect the amphibian man- research it.

Most of the communication in the film is non verbal.  (elisa and amphibian man). Sally Hawkins (who plays Elisa) learnt ASL for the film!! As someone who is nurodivergent- I enjoy this type of communication. words are hard, speaking is hard sometimes.

@lady-of-the-spirit made a text post that sums up the feels perfectly!!

There is one scene in the film that reduces me to tears everytime I watch it. In the scene, Elisa is talking about the amphibian man, how she wants to recuse him. She signs out her fustations. she can not speak, but her body lanuguage is tense- her signing fast. She is close to tears. the line she signs saying " When he looks at me, the way he looks at me. He does not know what I lack or how I am incomplete. He sees me for what I am, as I am." oh my GOD I FELT THAT SO MUCH- because I too feel incomplete, like I lack things. I have linked the scene below. it is powerful and raw and it- it makes me feel

the cinematography in this film is utterly breathtaking. Everything has this green hue- greens and blues. The set designs are so charming too! Elisa's bathroom is so pretty- the tiled walls - the flooring- how everything is a soft colour !! below are a few shots I love~

2. the matrix (1999) (flashing image tw for the trailer!)

AH, the matrix, by beloved!!!!! This film altered my brain chemisty- little 15 year old bunny had her mind blown ... i could yell about this film for the longest time. I have yelled a little about this to my dear @imaginarycyberpunk2023 already !! (´｡• ᵕ •｡`)

CHARACTERS- CINEMATOGRAPHY- USE OF GREEN- THE DODGE THIS SCENE- COSTUME DESIGN. SOUNDTRACK- BELOVED KEANU!!!- CARRIE ANNE MOSS------ UGH I LOVE IT ALL seriously - this movie slaps and is such a source of inspo to me. Literally - idk where to begin, so I'm just gonna rammble and see where this goes.

There's specifically one scene in the film that is PURE SOUND ART - well its all art but HEAR ME OUT OK- the scene where neo ans trinity first meet at the night club- HOW THE MUSIC TRANSISTIONS SO SMOOTHLY FROM ROB ZOMBIE'S DRAGULA TO THE PRODIGY'S MINEFIELDS when trinity starts to talk- OH it gets me all hyped every god damn time!!! Provided the scene below. (((((Hopefully, it loads in properly. I've moved to mobile for this text writing - )))))

The matrix was probably my first proper "i like men" moment- I went and rewatched the matrix again when I was 17- at the time I was fulling affirmed in the "i am a lesbian i like women women PRETTY AAAAAAAAAA" but then- Seeing 90s Keanu?? him as neo- my brain going wait "oh.. uGHM UH-... myabe I am attracted to men as well...??" or maybe it was just?? an attraction to the character?? ANYWAY- 'M NOW JUST HERE - 23 AND VIBING- I STILL DON'T REALLY KNOW but that's ok!!

THE COSTUME DESIGN- IT IS SO DOPE. Below is my fave costume/outfit. The long heavy coat- the STRAPPY HARNESS PANTS AND OH THE BOOTS- THE BOOTS ARE STUNNING. How everything but the coat is sleek/slimlined to fit. so awe inspiring ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ • *✰

3. dune (2021)

I went to see in the dune on a whim- not thinking i would be a massive fan. A friend of mine had 2 for 1 cinema tickets and we thought wed go try dune. But oh my god this film- this film it made me feel so inspired, so in awe- . it is STUNNING- the cinematography- the soundtrack. The world building.

My favourite scene in the whole movie is when House atraides arrives on Arrakis. The soundtrack - the bagpipes and then the orchestra that comes in and hits you straight after gosh... It's so beautiful. May have cried a little seeing that scene for the first time- but they were tears of joy. Shivers down my spine. There is so much going on. How all the soldiers march - how the wind blows so heavily... how before the ship opens - the Duke atraides takes a hold of Lady Jessica's hand... so soft- so reassuring. Gurney reading a passage as the sand and dust blows- this scene gets me in the feels every time !!

Some of my fave costume design in this film would have to be for Jason Momoa's Character- Duncan Idaoh. (also this film was the first time i'd seen Jason Momoa without a beard WHAAAAT WOW!!) but like- the white shirt and trousers combo- how flowy the shirt is- the slight open colar- very romantic period drama vibes...BUT IN SPACE/SI-FI <3 ALSO HIS HAIR!!! HIS LONG HAIR- that he tied back. The shot on the right of him looking to the camera- taking his gloves of to fight- when I saw the film in the cinema I was screaming internally at how good thw shot looked. how pretty duncan looked- how the character is in focus- how there are layers of clothing- the still suit then layered with a scarf-shall. ugh iconic!

other costume designs I enjoyed were Lady jessica's dress/ beaded veil. Also Duke Leto's armor. both costumes have a very art/sculptural feel to them. Also the duke's armor gave me BIG metal gear vibes.... maybe that's just because I know one day Oscar Isaac will play solid snake >:)

4.star wars episode 2: attack of the clones (2002)

yes the movie gets 100% shat on and ripped to part and memed to oblivion- but that's a reason i love it !! it's sooo cheesy- but such a comfort film.

Bunny, are you're feeling sad? go stick on attack of the clones and watch anakin flirt poorly with padme <3

the number of times my irl bestie @withoutyouimsaskia has heard me quote anakin... is TO MANY- i'll just say to her "i dont like sand" and she knows where im going (thank you for always being a meme with me!! ily!!!)

no but honestly- this film is so lovely! the romantic tension between anakin and padme- ugh gets me every time !!! The piece of soundtrack "across the stars" is one of my all time fave Orchestra pieces EVER-

The costume design for Padme - So stunning- that yellow/gold dress she wears on naboo(?) - it reminds me of a gustav klimt painting ! All of Padme's outfits are so beautiful!! The flowy gown she wears at the lake whe she and anakin share a kiss- oh the colours in it- and the fabric looks so floaty and soft... the metal emelishment on the neck and on the arms are a lovely touch! So romantic.. like a pre raphaelite painting

I love this film enough that I went and bought the art book for it!! And I don't normally buy art books for films!!! the little excited yell I did when I saw there were the theater posters in the book as well! I do love the posters a lot!!

5. constantine (2005)

yes ANOTHER KEANU FILM- BUT HEAR ME OUT OK! THIS FILM IS SO- IT'S SO OF IT'S TIME BUT IT WORKS. iN THE WAY- in the way of- yes the cgi may be a bit off in areas in today's modern standards- but it works! the film is charming in that way. !!!

This is a film I only watched recently (within the last year) It was on uk netflix and I thought I would give it a go. I wish i'd tried it sooner because IT GOES SO HARD. (⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝)

fun fact: in my mid/late teens (uhh.. from 15 or 16 thru to 19??) I was a part of the superwholock fandom (...yes i know0 don;t look atME AAAA) but like- ugh this film this film!!! it made me remember all the joy supernatural gave me when I was younger!!! (may have gone back to watch some old spn faves bc of the film!!)

Tilda Swindon as the angel gabriel- ugh she she her HER!! the GENDER SHE GIVES ME. ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ

I went into the film 100% blind- only knowing keanu was in the film. The happy suprise I got when I heard a perfect circle's "passive"! (FLASHING IMAGE TW FOR THE MUSIC VIDEO!!)

THE SCENE WHERE PASSIVE PLAYS IS SO - UGH- IT AWOKE A FEELING WITHIN ME- AN URGE TO WRITE- TO CREATE- IT WAS SO INSPIRING. The scene itself is what? 1 min long but it just- it made me feel. The lighting - the demons constantine sees- so much going on- the overall vibes- 100% amazing !!

the romantic tension between constantine and Isabel throughout the film and then... towards the end of the film- the "will they kiss- wont they kiss?!" eeek!!!

"I'm Constantine, John Constantine, asshole!" OH THAT LINE- UGH MY HEART MY HEART!! THAT WHOLE SCENE HAS ME BY THE COLLAR ITS SO COOL- Ugh the idea of trapping the demon in the mirror! and as i said at the start- yes the cgi might not to be today's standards but IT WORKS- it's gritty and it just it works SO WELL

UH THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK!!!!

[caden]

Finally saw the new matrix and I’m sorry to say it was sort of just not very good. I feel like similar to the sequels it’s a masterclass in how having cool ideas and themes for a story does not inherently equal a good movie. You also still need a tight structure and a coherent world and good intelligible character arcs and a decent antagonist and like… other storytelling fundamentals BESIDE just interesting ideas that only make sense on a metatextual level.

This is still better than Marvel movies that are completely thematically hollow and nowadays market themselves primarily on having NO new ideas. But it’s sad bc the original matrix is arguably just a perfect movie. From a screenwriting perspective every single thing that’s important for a good screenplay is there and handled really masterfully. Every single element feels so unique, so intentional, and just hits. There’s so much buildup and momentum and personality and payoff. And from a production perspective it’s just so brilliantly executed on every level. By now it really feels like the first was just lightning in a bottle, where all the disparate threads (metaphors for gender and capitalism, philosophical deep cuts, commentary on the culture industry, martial arts and mech fights, 90s hacker aesthetics, Keanu Reeves’ acting) somehow magically coalesced and made sense and felt right.

The moment to moment editing and shot choices in resurrections are generally just uninspired but sometimes bad enough that they undercut the story. Every single idea in the screenplay is interesting but underdeveloped. The new actors seem excited to be there but the old actors do not. The closest thing the story has to a real thematic core is the romance between Trinity and Neo, which is insane to me. You just cannot make me give a shit about their love. There’s nothing to give me the impression that the Wachowskis even give a shit, other than that they keep staking their storylines on it. I feel like the biggest mistake of every matrix sequel is perhaps not acknowledging that the neo/trinity romance only works as a minor plot device, not as a primal character motivation we’re supposed to be deeply invested in. Everything resurrections brings to the table in terms of tone, style, and genuinely resonant themes are just holdouts from the original trilogy.

For me it kinda just reaffirms that the matrix will always be disappointing as a franchise, because everything that makes the world interesting was already perfected in the first movie. I still liked the sequels better than this bc they at least attempt to do their own thing and genuinely subvert the original / say something completely different. This pretends it’s being subversive by lampshading the fact that it’s basically a force-awakens style soft reboot. In terms of the culture war side of everything yes of course I am 100% in this movie’s camp. I absolutely want the Wachowski sisters to be in charge of this franchise and I want more stories like this, movies that are big-budget but take risks and have a vision behind them, to be told. But honestly it doesn’t seem like Lana Wachowski was that passionate about telling this story!!! This film does have some interesting things to say, but it clearly was not made because the filmmakers needed to say those things. It was made because WB needed a Matrix reboot. I’m glad that she was able to make the film on her terms, but she shouldn’t have had to make it in the first place.

It makes right-wing weirdos mad though so I guess that’s the silver lining