#tw n*zi mention

[aspd-culture]

I really don't want to being this up with my therapist so I kinda wanted to vent here and ask you if this sounds like aspd.

Kinda a disclaimer I have Aspergers, ADHD and depression diagnosed as well as trauma from being hospitalised (psych ward) quite young also big ass trigger warning

The thing is I relate heavily to all if the symptoms like I can place them personally onto myself and things I do.

I've been a serial liar since I was child, ppl irl even now don't ken the the real me I've spun a web of lies ab myself, nothing of great grandeur, just to cover up the tracks of things I don't want ppl to know as well as I enjoy lying frankly

I have low empathy, i always kinda have done. I've never really felt that pain I just can't muster the energy to give a fuck, I really don't fucking care, like that's a you problem it doesn't concern me nor does it threaten me so I don't care.

I've never felt remorse for my actions I feel like if I harm someone, lie, or manipulate them they kinda deserve it and ik that they probably didn't but they hurt me or they hurt my image or my reputation so they have to pay, they have to know that I have that power over them.

I often get violent urges and thoughts, most of the time in the form of a day dream if sorts. TW but I really wanna beat someone into a pulp esp if they thought I was weak or they doubted me/angered me. I often ponder the question to myself that if I did kill or harm someone like that would I feel something or would I get a similar feeling to when I fantasize ab it, would it scar me for life? Would I realise I was wrong? I mostly do this to try ground myself as I've gotten in some rlly nasty fights before because it ended up being all I could think about.

I've broken the law many times either through selling, buying or doing drugs. Shoplifting and pickpocketing (haven't been caught yet ab any of these ones) as well as multiple charges of assault.

I lie to people I consider my friends about caring ab their problems or opinions and I can't keep friends for particularly long unless their drug buddies

However I think I can feel love in a romantic/sexual sense but I think most of my past relationships have been nothing but obsession mixed with the fact I like having someone who cares that much ab me and I like having a lot of sex. Like I need you to be mines, if they even mention they find another person attractive then i just want to fucking maim someone. You can only be mines until I get bored of you. Then as soon as I get bored all feelings towards them cease and I gotta fake that I'm upset.

I do a lot of things that are considered "morally bankrupt" according to my therapist but I always feel like I'm not a bad person, I just can't let people know I do bad person things.

Sorry for the vent

Alrighty gotta start this off with a real quick boundary about a term you used. Please do not use the term Asperger's when talking to me (ideally, not at all). It is a literal N*zi's name. I also hate the aspie supremacy aspect of it, but honestly that's not my main issue with it, my main issue is that term literally means "not disabled enough by their autism to be gassed so let's give them to our freakshow n*zi doctor so he can experiment on them until they die that way". Thanks. /nmay just frustrated by the use of the term. I know not everyone knows.

That said, I am still ok with answering the rest of the ask for you. I cannot diagnose you, and anything I say here is really just info I'd advise you to take to your therapist, not a way of avoiding talking to them about it.

One major part of ASPD that you didn't mention at all in your ask is disregard for safety/wellbeing of yourself; you just mentioned others. PwASPD not only have trouble avoiding putting others in danger, but themselves too. We tend to get ourselves into situations we can't easily get out of, start fights we know we can't win or haven't considered if we could win, etc.

Another big thing that I noticed in your ask is an egocentric way of thinking and speaking that is not super common in ASPD. Arrogance is an associated trait, but usually people I've talked to with ASPD have a more complicated relationship with the justification for the things they do (justifying to yourself to avoid responsibility is actually a symptom of ASPD) as well as with their self-esteem. That said, many of the symptoms you're talked about here definitely do seem to match up with some of the criteria...

I wonder if it's possible you relate to the symptoms of either just NPD or both ASPD and NPD? I am by no means an expert in NPD and I don't know you particularly well but just answering basing off of the wording of your ask and such I would advise you do research into that as well as ASPD. They can be comorbid. In fact, because the way that cluster b disorders develop are all relatively similar (trauma and failure to develop a secure attachment style), it's somewhat common to have more than one of them.

I hope this helps.

[yuri-alexseygaybitch]

USAmericans are aggressively committed to taking all of the worst lessons from WW2 and misremembering it in all of the most destructive ways, including but not limited to:

-that there's such a thing as a "good war" for the US fight in, which is why every act of post-war conflict and empire-building by the United States is relentlessly compared to WW2 (i.e. "Hussein/Gaddafi/Assad/Putin/Xi is the new Hitler!!

-that the United States has a strong ideological commitment to antifascism (lol) as if Nazi racial theories and strategies of conquest weren't copped straight from the United States' regime of racial apartheid and settler-colonialism, and also that the entire Nazi military and scientific apparatus wasn't immediately folded into the US empire at the end of the war

-related to the above, that Argentina/LatAm became the no. 1 haven for Nazi war criminals to get away scot-free post-war and not NASA and NATO

-that WW2 was a war between "liberal democracy" and "authoritarianism/totalitarianism" and that the Nazis and the Soviet Union were the same thing (e.g. the "double genocide" myth) creating the basis of anticommunist mythology ever since

-that Israel as an apartheid ethnostate needs to be aggressively defended as penance for the Holocaust

-that nuclear bombs save people and it was morally excusable to liquefy a quarter of a million people because Japan was too crazy to surrender or negotiate

[sjbattleangel]

Marky-Mark: I used to be a teenage Neo-Nazi skinhead. I'm sorry. Nearly everyone: Awww. You're sweet. Viv: I used to be a teenage 4chan edgelord. I'm sorry. Nearly everyone: Hello, HUMAN RESOURCES?!

[thegoldfiles]

Did you see that mobox tries to be sad again, how pathetic

This is referring to Mob's recent Facebook post, where she continued to make excuses about her n*zi art and whatnot (such as saying that she was a "beginner artist" when she drew those ((she wasn't, she drew them in 2020 and had been drawing as far back as 2013 or older)) purposefully not mentioning the CP she drew ((and still draws, it was in The White Sin)), etc.)

Typical of her to still try and excuse these behaviors even now, just like always

Really not surprised

[icekingofhope]

ok so

I got back into hellsing by rewatching it and my friend giving me an idea of a silly oc

but I have to come clean about something a unpopular opinion

I hate hellsing ultimate now I know there are people would defend this anime I mean hell I seen people say they like the 2001 verison better and every fan of ultimate under the fucking sun comes around

saying ultimate better and it’s better then 2001 but I happen to disagree I will admit there are likable characters in it I like pip and the villain rip van winkle

but the story and the rest wasn’t doing it for me the two main reasons I don’t like ultimate is that I don’t like the n*zi plot I just don’t like stories about them and finding out it was the nazis that are the villains it soured my taste

and I don’t really like how the story went (and another reason because i hated the implied interga x Alucard shit in the end it made me cringe cause he met her when she was a child and the master and servant relationship just was abit ehhhh…)

plus the animation and blood was abit to much for me and such

I like 2001 more cause I like how it tried to be its own thing and plus the music animation just feels amazing and it doesn’t feel like I’m just watching a film about war and plus Alucard to me is way more interesting I didn’t like his backstory or how the show had to show that he is powerful it felt like a Mary sue in a way but him in 2001 made me really like him how mysterious it is and such

now I am aware that ultimate is more true to the manga but I’m sorry but I just can’t like ultimate I had tried to like it I really did but 2001 just catches my attention a lot more

Now please don’t go fighting about it for my opinion I’m just a simple guy who just doesn’t like a verison of a anime I’m not saying “ohohoho you shouldn’t watch ultimate cause cause” you CAN still watch ultimate if you want to I have no control in your life and you don’t have control with mine

anyways I hope you all have a good day lads and lasses

[thegirlwholivesin-delusion]

This is so disturbing?????

So I am scrolling through yt shorts as one does and I come across a video for holocaust memorial for lgbtq+ people who were tortured and killed by the n*zis.

THE COMMENT SECTION IS SO BAD.

A lot of the comments are along the following lines :-

Germany then :- 🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿 (calling Germany under nazi rule as good and strong)

Germany now :- 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🫶🏻🫶🏻 (weak and pathetic)

And honestly I'm so disturbed because WTF?!?!?

[quarrei]

dont write n*zi's yall are so fucking weird

[thecanadianweeb]

just got attacked by a neo n4zi and homophobes are back.

[thespoliarium]

On this day in 1939, Soviet Foreign Minister Vyacheslav Molotov and German Foreign Minister Joachim von Ribbentrop signed the Molotov-Ribbentrop Pact, also known as the N*zi-Soviet Pact, or the Hitler-Stalin Pact.

This was a Treaty of Non-Aggression between Germany and the USSR, meaning that the two countries agreed to not attack each other, as well as divide the countries that were between them, as Germany claimed the west of Poland and the USSR claimed Lithuania.

9 days later, Poland would be invaded by N*zi Germany and World War II started.

This pact would be a broken vow, though, as N*zi Germany would invade the USSR on the 22nd of June 1941, a surprise attack called "Operation Barbarossa."

[yuri-alexseygaybitch]

Also re: antisemitism in the 19th century, it's important to keep in mind racial antisemitism in its full-blown Nazist form hadn't really been invented yet, and Jewishness was primarily conceived of as a religious rather than ethnic identity (hence why Marx was not seen as Jewish by his contemporaries despite coming from an ethnically Jewish family, since they had converted to Christianity before his birth). The "Jewish question" was the granting of citizenship rights to Jews who had not converted to Christianity, which Marx ultimately argues for in "On the Jewish Question" on the basis that religion is a private practice which should not determine citizenship in a secular state.

[laughableillusions]

When you say nazi do you mean actual nazis or the commonly used way meaning anyone who disagrees with you or is even slightly right leaning ?

Also threats of violence can get you in trouble even of you think the target deserves it. So be careful you dont get banned for threatening to kill people

Bro what

[thegoldfiles]

knowing that mob is a n*zi, I'm sure the real n*zis would either be weirded out or disgusted by the art. idk, they would hate it prolly

Real n*zis would hate it 'cause they're not gay, normal people who hate n*zis would hate it 'cause it's a glorified portrayal (n*zis aren't gay) and there's nsfw of them...

Nobody wins in this scenario

[jazforthesoul]

one of the most INFURIATING things abt the uvalde shooting reaction from republicans is the WEAPONIZING of innocent deaths in order to further an agenda.

like “The shooter was hispanic so he has to be an illegal immigrant”

HE LIVED IN UVALDE. A MAJORITY HISPANIC TOWN.

and it just shows how the right sees people of color because not ONCE was the Stoneman-Douglass shooter was a neo n@zi. not. once.

[thetardisisnotourdivision]

FUCKING NOBODY:

ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOBODY EVER:

MY MOTHER TELLING ME TO STOP TALKING ABOUT MY TRANS FRIENDS, STOP TALKING ABOUT BEING GAY, STOP PULLING MY BROTHER UP ON BEING RACIST, AND GENERALLY "STOP DOING THINGS TO AGGRAVATE" MY LITERAL SELF PRONOUNCED NAZI BROTHER BECAUSE "IT JUST MAKES HIM MORE DETERMINED":

I WISH I WAS FUCKING JOKING

[crystalandrose]

Am i valid for feeling uncomfortable to wear this gorillaz shirt cause the arrows and bolts remind me too much of nazi symbols or am i brain broken from the internet

[worldsbiggestnerd101]

y’all, holy fuck.

so i just found this video, and it is NOT about hunting gnomes as in mythical creatures. the word ‘gnome’ is being used as a substitute for ‘jewish person’ and it’s a n*zi dogwhistle. the people in this community make nods to n*zi rhetoric (ex. 88, which was commonly used to mean HH, aka ‘heil h*tler’). if you see this on tiktok PLEASE report it and please try to make others aware of this shitty trend. not only is this extremely antisemitic, it’s also radicalizing young men/teenage boys into being n*zis. please make others aware of this.