#undesired feelings

[idiotsonlyevent]

slavic chilchuck moodboard

[soullessjack]

not only should any autistic character who’s ever been infantilized by their fanbase kill and maim more people, but they should also fuck as nasty as possible too. as a treat

[canisalbus]

You can't put puppy Machete in a box and not expect your whole follower count to adopt him, this boi is about to be raised by a village and experience so much love.

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[cowboysmp3]

ok not to be insane but the whole tom putting the bidding sticker on greg situ is SO indicative of their entire relationship bc its all about Tom’s desire for control and ownership over something (due to him feeling powerless and out of control in his relationship with shiv). Him putting that sticker on Greg wasnt just a hehe ill look after you way it was much more ‘I own you. You are reliant on me now and I OWN you’. Which is a sentiment that is the very FABRIC of their relationship, calling back to the ‘I will not let go of what is mine’ water bottle scene. Obsessed actually

[sergle]

I finally left a bad review at that genesis surgery place re: the guy who was rude and awful and lifted my tits by the nipples with ungloved hands etc. yay! nice to get that done! I'm still too much of a wimp to lodge any sort of proper, official complaint though

[lesbianlotties]

how to balance the experience of reading romance books so it's more "aw how cute and fun" and less "oh fuck no one will ever love me like this". asking for a friend

[unlovable-boy-thoughts]

I feel

so fat....

So annoying...

so unimportant...

so ugly....

So unlovable...

So disgusting...

so complicated...

so superfluous...

so undesirable...

like a problem....

Okay.

[deoidesign]

I hate posting on social media.

But I do it anyways.

Every time I post something, it risks people getting mad at me. Of getting big, too big, and coming back around to hurt me. It's happened before. It'll happen again.

And yet I post anyways.

Because I think a lot of people feel very much alone. And I think that the power of art is that it can, for a moment, make someone feel less alone.

When I look at art I can feel the artist behind it, saying "I made this, and I wanted you to see it. And I want you to see yourself in it too. And I want you to know I love you." And I feel a connection in the humanity of every stroke they made. Through millennia and cultures and lifestyles, no matter what, there is always the artist behind the work, and I know I'm not alone.

Every time I share something my art transforms, entirely against my will. While I'm working it's reflective, relaxing, explorative. I'm learning while I draw, about myself and the things around me and how I see things.

And then I post.

And now it's in someone else's hands. They see it, and everything I tried to put into it is irrelevant. It only matters what someone gets out of it.

This transformation is magical, but it is also extremely vulnerable.

And it's scary!

But I share anyways.

Because I made this. And I wanted you to see it. And I want you to see yourself in it too.

And I want you to know I love you.

[sister-lucifer]

please come on there’s gotta be SOMEONE out there desperately in love with me please. please please

[crimeronan]

walking around this place at night is genuinely so fucking scary. nothing has Ever made me appreciate portland's pedestrian-focused infrastructure like trying to navigate a dirt track beside a busy road (city won't invest in sidewalks in certain areas) while souped-up ford-f150s driven by clearly-drunk white men zoom past me at 50mph.

in a residential zone.

WOW i am. not doing that again.

Take Me Home....

[stressedjester]

Cis and skinny artists always joke about "oh I draw characters naked because clothes are too hard teehee" or talk about how important and non-sexual artistic nudity is but as soon as they see artwork of a fat or trans character without clothes it's suddenly not the same and is apparently "fetishizing" or whatever. Even when there's obviously nothing sexual about it simply because it makes them feel icky

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

like man i know sun n moon wouldnt like me in the slightest but i do wish i could look at th cute kissy mushy cutesy y/n x dca fan arts without wanting to cry for maybe one second pls and thank u my good for nothing brain

[puppyboyjojo]

closest thing y'all will get to seeing my face because i like this pic

[uncanny-tranny]

The bad thing about chasers isn't that they desire trans people. That is not a bad thing - in fact, I think it's pretty weird if your only criticism of chasers is that they want to be with trans people. Desiring trans people is fine, and in fact, is normal.

However, what's wrong with chasers is when they objectify trans people - when they do not respect that we are people, that some of us transition/don't, or that some of us don't want to be with them. The desire isn't wrong, but the objectification is. You can desire trans people without dehumanizing us, you know? Like, there's a difference between "I like you and your transness" and "I solely desire you for your transness, and I do not think you are an equal to me"

[lazykebabvagina]

Rereading loveless and having to go though the despair of the never have I ever scene. It literally gives me flashbacks from film camp last year while everyone was describing their first kiss (and everyone was younger than me) and I was LITERALLY agonizing and hoping my turn never came because they just wouldn't have fathom the possibility of me being kissless at 18 (and still am at 19).