#void anon

[tnmnpirateau]

Captain! Whats it like being a mermaid for a bit? If Francis helping you?(knowing he's like a mermaid like creature,he'd probably be able to help you with getting used to it for however long this lasts:])

- sincerely, the void anon.

"IT'S TERRIBLE!!!"

"MY UNIFORM GOT RUINED! DO YOU KNOW HOW EXPENSIVE PURPLE IS????"

"Don't mind the captain dear... He knows it's an easy fix, he'll be fine!"

(9 asks left)

[splatoon-countdown]

16 days until Side Order releases!

Day 59 of drawing Agent 8 until Side Order releases, and for 100 days!

[trafficyuri-polycule]

i would like to request a Gem and Lizzie cuddling image or headcanons for gem and Lizzie

-void

HOW ABOUT BOTH????

This is just a quick doodle it is currently 1am on a work night

Headcanons below

They are the cuddly gfs, all four of them cuddle, but they are the most cuddly and will hug on the couch or in bed all the time.

They feed each other

They share clothes

When watching sad movies they tend to both cry the most

lots of PDA

uhhh im sorry i cannot think of many i am tired!!!!!

[self-dx-culture-is]

self-dx culture is i'm afraid of telling anyone else that i have the disorder i've self-dxed with because i don't want to get fakeclaimed

-void

mood

[didiwaffles]

woa devi pretty,, whats her deal then? why did she live for so long and what happened in that time?

Oh a lot of stuff happened.

Like at first she didn't plan to live so long. And not at first too. She thought she was a human, like a normal human, with normal lifespan. But then things took a turn.

First she found out that outside the "real world" she has magic powers that let her do about anything she wanted. Then she found out she had memories from before she.. was born. And with restoring those memories she remembered where her powers came from. And that one of the people she trusted the most... considered her an enemy. While smiling in her face and telling her how important she was when she didn't remember her past. Only to turn around and show his true colors when she restored her memories.

It only got worse from there though. Devi found herself stuck in the family feud, between her mother (or rather someone she considered to be her mother) and her uncle. It lasted for millions of years, Devi constantly being pushed to take one or another side, in the end absolutely not sure who's the good and who's the bad guy. And the truth was, there was no good side. Both sides used her as a leverage to hurt the other, uncaring for how Devi felt.

And while all of this was going on, Devi had to deal with other problems like protecting the universe from external threats, support Eva through her problems, and constant fighting with Riam (that turned out was the result of that conflict) which eventually led into them breaking up completely in such a way that absolutely destroyed Devi's psyche.

Through all of this she wanted to die many times, not in a suicidal way, but in a "I'm so tired of being alive, please let me rest" way. She attempted to shift into afterlife several times. First time she found out that Heavens "suck ass cause they boring af" and also there are certain people that really don't like her being dead, and not in a good kinda way. After that, every time she wanted to rest, something always found a way to force her back to being alive. Until she got in the hands of those who were watching over a special afterlife for people like her - that said, immortals that overstayed their welcome. The experience was... most unpleasant, to put it lightly. After Devi barely was able to get out of there with a working mind, she was not as eager to die anymore. She would end up there a few more times, which would cause her to develop a massive trauma that would last for many more millions of years.

Sooner or later, she would find out that using did not end at her family and was going much, much deeper, when she suddenly realized that she had two sets of her earliest memories, existing simultaneously but contradicting each other, and her present self had parts that could only come from each of them, but their simultaneous existence defied any logic. That's when she found out that her very existence was a lie. She was created to protect the universe, something she always thought to be her own conscious choice out of goodness of her own heart. And that was also the reason she couldn't die - not before the universe will cease to exist. Once again, her own desires and sufferings did not matter, as if she was no more than a tool.

That put deep hatred into her heart. After all, if no one cared about her, why should she care about anyone? She started abusing her power. She couldn't die, so she put herself in the harm's way, knowing full well that whatever damage she took would be undone, if only simply to be an annoyance and inconvenience.

Of course there were still people she loved and cared about. And she was willing to do anything for them. But with the amount of times she was betrayed by the people she trusted, Devi developed an anxiety that anyone could betray her at any moment. She didn't allow herself to show it, but those negative emotions were piling up inside. Until her mental stability would be shaken and it all came pouring out.

That happened very rarely, but it was always sudden, and extremely dangerous. As Devi has always strove to be stronger than anyone, to be able to defeat any threat, when she lost control, calming her down by overpowering was almost never an option. But trying to get through to her was not an easy task. It was impossible to predict who will she allow through the thick shell to reach her. Devi was aware of this after the first time it happened, and was doing her best to prevent it from happening. But it was not easy, because closing herself and keeping everything in over so many years became her coping mechanism and a habit. For many millenniums to come she would have to learn to trust people again, and she would never be truly able to leave all her trauma behind, even after all her problems will cease to exist.

But with time, the word about her will reach the higher gods, and things will turn around drastically. But that a whole another story, I think I'll stop here lol

[red1sg0n3]

It i

Yes

Hi void?

[professional-termite]

i don't want to be alone

it's not kind here

its not kind to you because youre not wanted. sorry, anon.

[shig-a-shig-ah]

hiii ghuleh i have re-entered (i never really left lets b so real) my shigaraki mood and i went to the club last night w some friiiends and i got a Little bored for a minute or two but THEN i started daydreaming ab dragging shig w me to the club and how he’d react so now i just wonder what You think ab how shig would react to being asked to go to the club/would he be able to be convinced and how he would feel once he got there w his lil s/o if they got all tipsy n dancey on him :3

-void anon :3

I've been sitting on this all week but man, it's such a fun thought. I've actually thought about this a bit because being dragged out to a club is something he worries about in Bad Ideas lmao.

Anyway, I think that if you decide to go out clubbing, here's what's going to happen: you're going to invite him, and he's going to say 'no fucking way.' He'll gripe and grumble and give you shit about wanting to do something he thinks is so stupid, and insist he wouldn't be caught dead in such an intolerable environment. He'll think he means it, too, but that resolve is going to be challenged the second he sees you all dressed up in your going out outfit. Not because you're so hot he can't help himself--if that was the case he'd just have you stay home so he could bend you over the bed--but because suddenly the idea of everyone else seeing you looking so hot is going to be nagging at him in a very unfun way. It turns out that, when faced with the choice between dragging himself to the club or staying home thinking about all the guys who'll be hitting on you, he'd rather go to the club.

He'll be cranky about it, of course. Complain the whole time, especially when he learns there are dress codes and the sweatpants/hoodie combo isn't going to cut it. But, that cranky is also definitely going to mix with horny by the time you have a couple drinks in you and are basically giving him a lap dance because it's as close as you'll get to dancing with him. At that point he's going to decide it's not all bad, partly because that public display makes it clear to everyone that you're his, and partly because it's a gateway to dragging you into the bathroom or a dark corner and fucking your brains out where anyone could catch you.

[ddarker-dreams]

I've been a long time fan of your works. There are a few I think about to this day and it's because I can really feel the detail you put into each one. Your last ask talked about how you use canon personality traits and characteristics of the character to enhance them in a yandere setting - that's like such big brain. Seriously, when I read your works it just clicks so well, I can see the authenticity of the character like, dang.

Thank you for your hard work and dedication to your craft. Your love for it is seen

- love, from the void

SCREAMING AND CRYING ... i'm going to get emotional omg... words cannot tell you how happy i felt reading this message!!! it's always been a dream of mine to create stories that people don't just read once and forget, but remember every now and then. i experience that with a lot of the authors i admire and have felt it'd be neat if i could pull something similar off.

i'm extremely grateful that you and so many others have taken the time to share your feedback. it really does encourage me to keep giving the attention to detail i like to add to stories, since i know the effort will be recognized 😌 i'd probably still be writing even if i decided to never share my stories, but i don't think it'd be anywhere near as fun.

so thank you very very much 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[thermodynamic-comedian]

hello i’m the spooky void anon

here to place an idea in your head

the ghouls and copia go to comic con

-void

spooky void anon!!! you are so right!!! hold on i need to make some headcanons for this idea (tho i've never been to comic con myself so beware of inaccuracies lol)

ghost at comic con

ok ok so. the ghouls would be an absolute menace at any convention in general. they're running around exploring every inch of the place. they want to see everything. the ghoulettes are out there making new friends with every single human that approaches them to ask about their costumes. for some reason, swiss attracts the attention of various vloggers, and ends up spending most of the time doing little dances for someone's tiktok. i am projecting, but mountain is something of a comic book reader on their free time, and is fucking ecstatic about the amount of marvel cosplays he sees.

when he's not preoccupied trying to locate the ghouls, copia mostly goes to panels. also endlessly amazed by the cosplays.

[leorawright]

Happy birthday, Leora!!!!!!!!!

Enjoy this and please remember: we love you!

How old are you turning anyway?

- Void anon

1 I'll do my best to have a good day!

2 hmmmmmmmm a double digit number😉

[splatoon-countdown]

59-152 days until Side Order!

(using the first day of spring, to the last day of spring)

Day 41 of drawing Agent 8 until Side Order releases!

Eight is still getting ominous messages. She wonders where they're coming from.

[trafficyuri-polycule]

ok but them baking together would be cute

-Void

I feel like it would be very chaotic:

Gem trying to eat the batter, Pearl trying to get the exact measurements, Lizzie putting extra sugar in and Cleo just having to deal with the chaos and stop Gem from eating the batter.

I need to redraw this once I get the time

[bloodiedrogue]

Need to scream into the void? Here I am! Feel free to scream, rant, vent or whatever you need to <3

– Void Anon (the void is watching over you, it cares)

first off, idk if you’ve ever played the outer worlds but i definitely read that message in the spacer’s choice guy announcers voice 😂

second,

third, thank you for your time, void anon 💚

[jolynesmom]

HELLO I AM BACK AND I ENTERED THE VOID!!!!!

To everyone reading this: the void is real. You can do it. You can reach the void state. Just relax

And trust me, I know how hard it is to relax when you want to enter so fucking bad. My circumstances fucking suck, yet I still did it. Persist, persist, persist.

I tried so many different methods and none of them were working for me. So I decided to reprogram my mind with High Frequency Guru’s void videos. I used two (that I can’t link bc I’m sending this anonymously but I’m dm’ing them to you) and downloaded them and just listened throughout the day. I listened until I got annoyed by them, switched to something else (music or a different unrelated video), then switched back to HFG’s videos.

Today, I laid down on my bed horizontally. I did this to avoid falling asleep, since laying with my legs crossed or on top of my blanket still made me fall asleep. Then, I put on Alunir’s void method. After that, I played an ASMR video. After the ASMR, I played a shifting meditation I’d never used before.

I moved during Alunir’s video bc I had an itch, but stayed still during the ASMR video and just focused on the voice in the videos. When I couldn’t feel my body, I just started saying “I Am” over and over again in my head. I entered about 10 minutes into the meditation video (and then got too excited so I ‘woke up’ from the void)

BUT if I did it once, I can do it again!!!! And next time I enter, I’m leaving with ALL my desires fulfilled

Thank you thank you thank you 🩷🩷🩷

If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be here. I wouldn’t have made so much progress in such little time. I would quite literally not be here anymore.

Thank you SO much. I literally sobbed when I got out of the void bc it’s real and I finally did it 🥹🩷

-🍓

HELLOOOO MY FIRST SUCCESS STORY FROM THE BEST ANON EVER HERE

🍓 has been struggling with the void and her mindset for a minute, but she finally entered the void in such a short amount of time by simply persisting and not caring about her circumstances. she’s truly amazing and hardworking!!

thank you for sharing your story, it’s insanely motivating and shows how simple entering the void is, and also thank you for listening to me and my advice and continuing to fight on 🤧🥰🤍

LINKS:

high frequency gru’s void state self hypnosis

alunir void state guided meditation

asmr sleep meditation: shifting timelines

void state meditation

[didiwaffles]

good lore, good lore.. i absolutely adore multiverses and immortals having arguments that last millions of years! this is so awesome

now that i know who devi is, i want to circle back and ask a bit more about eva

what were her lives before rebirth? how was she even made? what powers did she have?

thanks you for answering my silly questions about your characters 🙏

- void anon

It's such a pleasure to me I can do it all day if you let me

Actually, we do not need to circle back for that, we can just move forward from where I stopped the last time. Before we move on to Eva, I need to establish a few things that led to her birth.

There's a few things that happened in about a few hundred thousands to a million of years between the moment the Monster was sealed and when Devi left Afiar.

As I mentioned, she created 5 Elemental Spirits who went on to restore the world.

Amenir - the Spirit of Air - created a flying castle made of air for Devi.

Devi resqued Emi - a girl who lost everyone she ever knew as well as everyone of her race to the Monster's awakening.

Next few hundred years Emi spent in a hybernation, after which she went on to restore her kind and with time created an army of soldiers devoted to serving Devi. (Not like Devi was a huge fan of that at first, but she let Emi and the others do whatever they wanted.)

Devi made continuous efforts to change Darinir's mind about herself, but it was in vain.

Whenever she could, she spent her time helping people in need, protecting the weak, and fighting off anyone who posed a threat.

The rest of the time she spent on her own, with time creating two other Spirits - Rudy (the Spirit of Time - or rather a tiny fluffy fox squirrel) and Nirali (the Spirit of Art and everything that falls under the category of talent and inspiration) to keep her company. They will become the closest to her, and will remain by her side even when she will have many other friends in the future.

With time, Devi became quite bored of this routine. So she thought of something fun to do. Since she didn't remember ever having a childhood, she wanted to experience that for herself. She didn't consult anyone on that - not her mother, not her enemies, not her children. She just put Emi before the fact - she was going to be reborn as a human child in some other world. She took Nirali with her, merging their souls together so she'd always be by Devi's side, while left Rudy behind. It wasn't meant to take long. After all she intended to come back once she was 20 or something.

Thousands of years passed. She never returned. Everyone looked for her, but she was nowhere to be found.

Obviously something went wrong.

In the preparation to be reborn, Devi left her body and her soul traveled around the universe, in search of a good place to reborn in. Now, remember I mentioned that a piece of Afiar that flew out when the Monster awakened would form into a separate world that would go on to create an anomaly zone? Devi accidentally flew by and got caught up in it. It did quite a few things.

First, it suppressed her power. She was no longer in control of what was happening.

Then, when she was trying to fight it, her mind fractured and split her personality into 3 parts. One was the "Devi of Light" (I'm using such a wording intentionally, she's not the "good" and the other one is not the "bad" Devi, that matters), Rodari, who inherited Devi's wings, which became white with her. The other one was the "Devi of Darkness", Diano, who took the crack from Devi's eye. The third one was Devi herself, what was left of her.

As the result, she lost her memories once again.

As she was reborn, luckily to Devi, everyone inside of her - Diano, Rodari, the Monster, and even Nirali - were put into slumber. Nirali would wake up rather quickly though, but would realize she's trapped inside of Devi's mind, who didn't remember anything and was just like an actual human child.

As Devi grew up, she would often end up creating fantasies in her head. Between toxic family relationships, having no friends, and stressful school stuff, it was her only gateway. There was only one problem. The anomaly did drain all the magic it came in contact with, but what it also did was it made the fantasy of people inside the world affect the rest of the universe. Characters from the books were coming alive in a newly born world somewhere far away, far from the reach of its creator. But that was even more true for Devi. Because even though she lost her memory, she didn't lose her power, and even though it was constantly drained, that wasn't enough to rid of it completely. And the fact that Devi didn't know it existed didn't mean she wasn't using it unconsciously. So, unbeknownst to her, her fantasies were affecting the entire universe. Everything she were thinking about was coming true outside the anomaly. And not only did she affect the future, she also affected the past. She created the fates of people... who she already met. But she didn't remember them. I'm talking about Ula and Lana. She crafted a story of their lives... that she already knew. Just didn't remember. But those two weren't the only ones. There were 7 people she affected directly, and many more - indirectly. One of those 7 was Riam.

I already went on a big enough of a tangent, so I will skip laying out Devi and Riam's relationship. What matters is Devi heavily influenced his very existence, but some stuff remain hidden even from her. Eventually, she got caught up in her own fantasies so badly, that she completely fell in love with her own mind's creation - that is to say, Riam. So one evening when she was especially lonely, she unconsciously completely overpowered the anomaly and just teleported Riam to herself.

Again I will not go into the details of their relationships now, what matters is they fell in love, and after figuring out that finding out how to get out of the world they both ended in might take a bit, they eventually married. And during their honeymoon, Devi got pregnant.

That's how Eva was born.

Now, I will shift to her story.

When Eva was born, Nirali - who was practically her older sister - planted a kiss on her forehead. Being the Spirit, what that did was it blessed Eva with extraordinary talent. Combined with her father's genes, Eva developed extremely quickly. By one year old she could already read with no problems, and by three she could solve simple math problems. When she went to school, she was far ahead of her peers, and what ended up happening is that she would be let to do whatever she wanted in class, as long as she aced all her tests. And of course she did. Devi also made sure Eva had several tutors who would teach her in accordance to her level of development. Once Eva was a bit older, she agreed that it was better than shoving her in the higher grades with more grown up kids or depriving her of socialization by tutoring her at home. As for changing schools into a more advanced one, Devi debated doing that... But there was one slight problem with that.

When Eva was 6, she got two twin little brothers.

As they were growing up, they looked and acted absolutely identical to each other. Even their own parents couldn't tell them apart when they were in matching closes. For some reason, Eva was the only one who could always tell them apart. Consequentially, she was the only one that could put a stop on their twin antics.

But fast forward to the time Eva would go on to graduate. Even though no one doubted her ability to ace the final exam, that was still pretty stressful, and the stress only multiplied with what was happening at home.

After almost 20 years of searching and trying everything she could even think of, Devi finally was able to create a portal out of the world they were in. Funnily enough, it came to her in a dream. She tried her best to replicate it, but she must've messed it up in several places because the portal barely opened. But that was enough for something to grab Riam and shove him inside, after which it closed immediately. At first Devi was incredibly happy. She tried to achieve that for so long! But slowly her happiness faded as she came to the realization, "...But what about me..?"

Devi quickly spiraled down into a deep depression, and Eva had to choose between staying by her side to help her through it and preparing for her own exams, while also taking care of her brothers. But she managed through it and successfully passed her final exam. And when she came back to share the news...

Devi's pain was so unbearable that she unconsciously tore through the fabric of reality, completely overpowering the anomaly, and creating a portal. But when the answer was right before her, she hesitated. She couldn't just go in and leave her children behind. At the same time, they had their own lives and aspirations, Eva was almost an adult, with Paul and Pete already being teens. Forcing them down the path she wanted to go didn't feel right either. But they still needed to be taken care of, she couldn't just abandon them. But she couldn't stay either, not when she had that chance, she would go on to regret it for the rest of her life.

That's where Eva found her when she returned home. And she didn't need any words to understand what was going on. Then, she encouraged Devi to leave them and go, promising that she'll take care of the boys, and when they will be ready, they will somehow find a way to find her. She didn't really think that far ahead, she just knew that if her mom stayed, she'd be deeply unhappy. Devi didn't have time to think for too long, and just before the portal closed, she went into it.

But the task that Eva assumed upon herself was not an easy one. By then, the twins who used to be indistinguishable started showing signs of separating into two completely different people, and losing both of their parents made them develop completely different personalities.

Much like Eva, Paul understood mother's decision. He trusted both Devi and Eva with their decisions. But Pete... He didn't take it well at all. He was angry. Angry that his parents abandoned him, and he vented his frustration on none other than Eva. He criticized her cooking, comparing to how Devi used to do it, he criticized her for not having a job, despite them not having problems with money, criticized her for not cleaning the house. Eva understood his frustration so she didn't stop him, but Paul wasn't taking that, and the two of them were constantly fighting over everything now. But Paul understood that Eva also wasn't all that happy that Devi left, and with the university she just got in on top of that, the last thing she needed was chores and quarrels at home. He tried to do everything he could, but Pete was just making everything more difficult than it needed to be.

That went on until both boys hit 15. By then, both of them knew what they wanted to do in life. Pete has decided to be a professional musician, and as soon as he could, he left to study in the music college, making sure he let it be known that he doesn't want anything to do with his family anymore. By that time Eva went on to study for her future master's degree in chemistry. As for Paul, he had an obsession of his own. All he wanted was to protect Eva. So he went on his own path, going to the military academy.

Now that I laid out the kinda dynamic the three have and what they've been doing with their lives, I'll quickly go through the rest that happened there.

Eva graduated with the master's degree in chemistry, and went on to own her own lab where she started working on finding something that could create a portal so they could reunite with their parents.

Paul graduated the college and went on to serve in the military.

After that he went on to the military university and studied there in the air force department.

Sometimes they would do street patrols, and in one of such days Paul happened to pass by Eva's lab. He immediately noticed something was wrong. By a pure coincidence, exactly at the time he was passing through there, something went array in the lab, and just a moment after Paul thought something was off, there was a massive explosion. Eva was inside.

By an order of their captain, cadets helped evacuate people, but Paul was concerned since he couldn't find Eva. Eventually the fire got too strong, and Paul disobeyed orders completely and went inside.

Eva made sure everyone was evacuated, but by that time she inhaled too much toxins and passed out in the fire. Paul got to her in time to grab her and jump out of the window before there was another massive explosion that would've killed them both.

They both were sent to ER. Paul suffered from mild intoxication, light burns, and he also sprained his ankle when landing. Eva suffered much more heavily. She fell into a coma.

For more than a year Eva remained unconscious, and Paul made sure to stay by her side at all cost. His studying was paused for as long as he needed. Eventually, Eva woke up. Paul held a huge grudge against Pete for not showing up even once.

Paul would go on to finish the university, and Eva continued working on her research. They barely saw each other, and as soon as Paul graduated he was mobilized as a war broke right about that time.

He went on to pilot a fighter jet on the front lines, and nearly died. His body was never found, and he was declared missing.

Eva was going crazy worrying about him, while Pete as always showed miracles of compassion and care, just shy of celebrating his brother's death.

Paul survived though and returned home on his own two. He would be later awarded a medal since his feat practically turned the tide of the war.

Once the war was over, Paul didn't retire, instead he went on to be Eva's personal bodyguard. He ensured the lab's safety and protected her when she was awarded for her achievements in the field of chemistry.

Eventually, she achieved her goal. She created an essence that could turn a mirror into a portal. She couldn't control the destination, but it could bypass the anomaly's borders, and they could figure it out from there. Pete refused to go with them, but Eva left an extra bottle of that essence for him if he ever changed his mind.

From then on, Eva and Paul quickly reunited with Devi, and found out it's been many thousand years for her. At that point in time, Devi still hadn't recovered her memory, but she was already pretty strong.

A whole new world was open before them. For Paul it was simple - she went wherever Eva went. And Eva went everywhere - she wanted to try everything. Eventually she settled on two things. First, she became a succubus. And second, she became obsessed with fighting. She used to fight as a child, and seeing her mom being strong and beautiful, she wanted to be just as strong as her.

Eva made good progress, quickly becoming third strongest person in the universe - right after her parents (though it's questionable who made that list to begin with.) And then it happened.

As I mentioned before, Devi had a lot on her shoulders. Not remembering her past, she already defeated one enemy, and another one showed up right after, and she didn't even know why they were so determined to kill her. The truth was those two were sent after her... by her own mother.

Anorava gave them a fraction of her power and wanted one thing in exchange - find Devi and do anything they had to but restore her memories. But Darkness was a wicked power, and given to those who were too weak, it corrupted their minds. And Alphonse completely forgot what was the reason he was fighting Devi - but unable to overpower her it seeded a deep hatred for her in his heart.

Alas, Devi was oblivious to this. She was just tired. She already suffered one heartbreak, and another one that shattered her soul in pieces completely, and she barely was able to recover. She thought that if Alphonse was so determined to kill her then if she died he'll rest easy. So she left the protection of the universe to Eva, and went to Heavens.

First of all, she got bored really quickly there. She did have her rest, but quickly realized that she would absolutely dread spending an eternity there.

But that was the least of her problems. Because there was someone who really didn't like her being dead, aside from her friends.

Eva thought she was ready to face any opponent, but she was absolutely unprepared for how wicked and insane Alphonse was. He didn't want Devi dead. No, he wanted to kill her. And surely Devi will come back if he hurts something really precious to her. And he knew nothing was more precious to her than her family.

All he did was he burned Eva's eyes out. Completely. Along with her eyelids. The pain was so agonizing that Eva's own scream ruptured her eardrums, and after a while she lost her voice too. She would regain her voice eventually, but never - ears and eyes. And as if that wasn't enough, he branded Eva's soul. That way, even if she somehow managed to restore her eyes, she was destined to lose them. Again, and again, and again. No matter what she did, no matter how hard she tried, she could return her speech, even her ears - with enough miracle - but never her eyes. Not for long at least.

To say that Devi was mad - to say nothing. She was furious, and also hurt. She would never stop blaming herself for what happened to Eva. And she was incredibly angry. Alphonse achieved his goal - Devi returned to the world of the living. But contrary to his expectations she didn't go on to fight him - first thing she did was making sure Eva wasn't going to do anything to herself.

When all that happened, Eva was left completely alone in the darkness. Saw nothing, heard nothing, only felt pain. Wanted to cry but tears wouldn't come out. She even forgot there was an enemy in front of her - not like he cared about her at all.

But soon enough she felt first touch. Someone grabbed her by the shoulders and slightly shook. She instinctively recoiled, and the touch stopped. Recognized it clearly wasn't an enemy, she reached forward and grabbed the shirt. Big warm hand gently laid over her hand. She skimmed through everyone she knew to figure out who that hand belong to. Figured out it can't be anyone but Paul, she relaxed.

Only when she lost her most important senses did she truly come to appreciate how much Paul cared about her. He carried her home, treated her injuries, applied bandages, and held her hand as she fell asleep. In the situation where she lost everything - he was the sunshine in the complete darkness that she needed to not give up completely. And then Devi came right into her mind, making her feel like the world around her still existed, like it was not all destroyed when she lost her senses.

Devi made sure Eva was still mentally stable, and went on helping her learn how to stop relying on her eyes and ears to live. Not like Devi knew how to. She had to bullshit her way through it, learning herself as she went. Because she knew that if she doesn't, she might lose Eva.

Thanks to her efforts, pretty quickly Eva became much more aware of her surroundings. She became more sensitive to smells, vibrations, and touch. The latter was also making her feel pain more strongly. Her voice slowly returned, a bit hoarse, but she could speak, though couldn't hear herself. Gradually she learned to identify the energy flow around her and translate it into a complete picture inside her head. And in next millions of years of practice she would even go as far as to be able to decipher the sound vibrations and understand speech without actually hearing it. Being forced in such a situation made her a true master of "seeing without eyes, hearing without ears", even Devi could not reach her level of mastery.

Devi tried everything she could to return Eva's eyes and ears. And if with ears it went well, Eva always lost her eyes, one way or another, no matter what, and then always decided to rid of ears to, just because she was used to get by without both. But no matter how much times she said that that's how she prefers it, deep inside she knew she wanted to be able to see. Even if the truth was that without eyes and ears she was stronger than with them, she was willing to trade that for the ability to see her mother, her brother... and of course, her son.

But that was not all. Because even after Alphonse was defeated and gone seemingly forever, he kept living in Devi's, and especially so in Eva's nightmares.