one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle
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Lady of Pity & Lord of All Evil
Black Dahlia: A Black Dahlia usually symbolizes betrayal, doom, and other negative emotions, although their darkest symbolism is of evil and dishonesty
Lily: Lilies symbolizes purity, goodness, mercy, innocence, humility, faith, and hope
Thank you @melkors-defense-attorney for helping me with the clothes and @cuarthol for ideas for the glass <3<3<3
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So i just feel like i have to post about this because y’all need to understand how much i love Leonard ”Bones” McCoy. Like he is so cringefail silly goofy, sweetest fucking guy with a grumpy exterior.
Like that is my loser pookie girlfriend right there. I wanna fuck him nasty sloppy gay style.
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SO. While blorbo-modding I stumbled over something (that is probably known already but made me all giddy and validated in my cyberware headcanons rn xD).
I think it's a more-or-less popular hc that Kerry is deaf af and has some kind of hearing implants. And I always hc'ed the little golden pieces behind his ears as connected to that in a way (be it just fancy decorative covers for maintenance access for the hearing implants or actual touch-based volume control for example - to mute Kovachek whenever he's talking too much again, for example).
BUT NOW looking at the actual mesh and such in wkit it looks like the golden lines on the outside of his neck are actually supposed to be connected to the bits behind the ears (and I can't unsee it now aaahhh, but I also like the broken-up look). And like. I can see how that would happen, with the body and head/neck being separate parts and Kerry in general having some clipping going on here and there. But also, I've always been a little annoyed at the clipping bc it didn't make sense, why would this little part clip so weirdly in such a triangular shape when it's supposed to end right below his ear... well, cause it's not supposed to end there but actually continues?! What to make of this info now (and also, forever gonna be debating now if I want to "fix" this by restoring more of a look like in the left picture or editing the mesh to get more of the "vanilla" look with the gap between - cause I think otherwise it might clip with his lil music note thingy, which I'd be sad about xD).
But also, no matter what I do, I'm feeling so validated in the hearing aid headcanon that can be synced to a microphone for monitoring BUT intead adding on sth new: the hearing implant is directly connected to his voice box implant, making this whole piece of tech capable of built-in monitoring during concerts :3
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4am fanart doodles
transcribed dialogue under cut!
March: "Why are you breathing the same air as me"
Rain:"It's a free country!"
March: "Last I checked, you were on OUR property."
Rain: "So you DO dye your hair!"
March: "It's not a secret. Olric probably told you already."
Rain: "Yeah— he told me the first Saturday I was here!"
March, flustered: "THEN WHAT WAS THE POINT"
Rain: "I wanted to see for myself! It looks cute!"
Rain: "I wonder what it would look like naturally."
March: "WELL KEEP DREAMING 'CAUSE YOU WILL NEVER KNOW!"
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