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#we can go to therapy together
pforpotatoo · 8 months
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I wanna make out with him to "Daddy issues" by The neighbourhood 🫶🏼✨
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missmeinyourbones · 1 year
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it’s that time of evening where i need to crunch touyas bones between my teeth
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I have new followers and like who is depressed enough to start following me now.
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year
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We can’t keep doing this.
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ankiebitez · 2 months
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realizing how much sense my amon quiet bpd hc makes to me bc beelzebub is Literally amons favorite person
which btw obviously his obsession with beelzebub is way more intense than it is for an actual fp but i think that the trauma he went through added on to that + with beelzebub not being around except for once every thousand something years it probably feels like just straight crack/dopamine to his brain everytime he sees him (speaking from experience here having a unstable relationship with ur fp is not for the weak)
big fan of projecting my own experiences onto characters i like man bc from what we've seen about him he seems like he just feels really lonely all the time unless beelzebub is around even if he's around friends or something and ive definitely felt that feeling before bc its just like. a Need for the approval of the one specific person that you feel like understands you best
and with beelzebub not wanting to stay in avisos thats definitely where the abandonment issues kick in bc even though avisos is a entire country of people and not just him,
amon would literally follow beelzebub around anywhere just because but beel wouldn't stay in avisos for amon, and that shit hurts .
i feel like it would be near to impossible to let go of the extreme attachment he has to beel if im being honest, letting go of a favorite person is already hard i couldn't imagine if it was someone id known for like hundreds of years too.
i also think that it would be sweet to see amon build up a healthy relationship with mc, he really just wants to feel affection and love from someone he cares about without having to beg for it or be scared that they'll leave if he blinks for a second and he deserves that man
(btw just gonna add in here this is all based on my own experiences with my bpd dont take any of this as like a definitive explanation of bpd i have other shit that probably got mixed in with this)
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sebskmjcgall · 9 months
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I just want to change him into cotton pajamas, tuck him in, give him a cup of warm milk, and lullaby him to sleep because look at this devastated princess- 🥲💔
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milfygerard · 9 days
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living in the inbetween hell where I dont hate or love ttpd enough to agree with anyone on the dash so im just sort of flinching whenever I see a post about it from any side
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apollos-calliope · 2 months
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luke castellan x poseidon!reader story, you’re paying for my therapy btw
anon, babe, i love you
if i could afford to pay for therapy i wouldn’t have been writing poseidon!reader
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8rujaa · 7 months
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to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?
#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened#i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close#and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way#i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao#now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest#and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell#i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop#but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again#i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier#it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men#and i find myself unable to connect with anyone…#i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed#i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it#i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly.#i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad#i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so#i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized…#when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was#like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u#i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function.#plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized#how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone…#i went thru all that for nothing…#and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why#brain vomit
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dandyshucks · 3 months
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everyone pray for me that i did not just give myself food poisoning (;・∀・)
#i may have made a bad decision with the meat i cooked shdjdkl BUT I THINK IT'LL BE FINE#it was past the date on the packaging but it didnt smell or look or feel off at all so . i decided to risk it#and now im panicking bc i think perhaps that was actually rly stupid fhdkdl#but it was. so much money. i had no idea the date was so soon on the package when i got it from mum#I would've frozen it if I'd known dhdksl i should've looked#alas !!! i think it'll be fine tbh bc it genuinely did not seem spoiled at all so ... now we just pray#i had a fairly small serving of it and I'll see how i feel to figure out if the rest of it is safe to eat or not#im just fhdjdkl crying a little rn bc the past two days have been so awful and im so tired#i rly dont want to get sick on top of everything else going on#i would like one thing to go well fjdkdl just like. one thing. this feels like divine punishment for having the old lady group go so well#im just kind of losing my mind rn i think actually fhfkdl i have a therapy/counseling appt on monday though so we'll see if that helps#i do not have high hopes fjfkdl#MANNNN. can the universe give me a break PLEASE. I've been trying so hard the past three weeks to do well 😭😭#im putting in so much work and effort fhdksl can i PLEASE have this one thing go okay djdksl i do not want to get sick !!!#if i do get sick then im just. hhhhh. idk djdkdl it's just one more thing to add to my pile of Bad ig djdkdl what can ya do djdkdl#i am going to pull myself together and stop crying and go play stardew maybe idk fjdkdl i feel like im starting to crack a little bit#augh. augh. i would love to catch a break djdkdl#dandy.cmd#vent //
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arowrath · 7 months
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what to talk about in therapy today ... 🤔
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kai-andrew-art · 1 year
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I wish I did this in December but better late then never
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badolmen · 1 month
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So funny how trauma will just kick you in the fucking teeth with the most random triggers.
#ra speaks#personal#watched the most recent quintin reviews vid which like yeah I went in with expectations of the content#and it’s not like I actively avoid stuff that depicts/discusses abuse I’ve been going to therapy long enough to know my most sensitive#triggers and stuff. but…idk something abt when he got to the drake bell section just set me off something fierce.#I’m all nerves and stress and self loathing/misplaced guilt from my own past bullshit#like brain can we please cool it we’ve been over this for years why you freaking the fuck out now? (I mean. logically. I know why#and how trauma works and that I’m just having emotional flashbacks but still. ugh.)#brain please be real niceys to me I have a meeting in an hour we cannot be having a panic attack.#you’re safe you’re good it wasn’t your fault etc etc can we please go back to being an adult more than a decade past all that? please???#survived my meeting so I’m gonna vent abt this a bit more bc. let’s be real.#I don’t rememember a solid 3 years of my adolescence and it fucks w me sometimes.#I remember things before 4th grade. I remember 4th grade. then bam I’m in 8th going to high school. and like#I know logistically what happened. I know emotionally I hated/was so fucking scared of [redacted] until I finally left that fucking school.#it’s just. frustrating bc if I remembered maybe I’d feel more justified letting myself get upset abt it. but I don’t so suck it up buttercup#it probably wasn’t even that bad if you don’t actually remember it so pull it together.#hell for all you know it had nothing to do with [redacted] and you were just on bad meds/depressed and forgot three solid years of your life#after meeting [redacted] <- I am not convincing myself unfortunately.
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bitch-butter · 5 months
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unwell ross/eion anon again. i am so sorry but i have nobody else to talk to about this. i saw eion make out with adam scott one (1) time and i've been mentally ill since but anyway. i am on board with the whole "one of them read into this WAY too much" bc stories about eion having way too many girlfriends and being Alright with being raided while completely naked coincides with my "oh ross was Definitely having Gay Feelings and Catholic Guilt about this boy" who teased him and smiled at him and bit his lip at him and touched him with touches that LINGERED and got too close to him only to suddenly shove him away in this demented game of gay chicken only he knew the rules of. he's Insane. but ross is Also Insane for wanting to stick his dick in Insane. so.
ok but the way they roast eion's character in seven and a match by calling him a Tease is literally so apt. This bitch was getting it any way they'd give it to him and That's what I believe.
and like I can see it clear as day as an Individual who was similarly having Gay Awakenings with a sociopath (lol) that feeling you get in the early days where its like who could Possibly develop feelings we're just having fun. but the sad truth is that a lot of the time you Are actually going to get in too deep esp w a hottie who you contractually have to be around who's fun and kind of mean and you have good sex together, like the train is coming at you in a sitch like that.
I think ross allowed himself to be led astray by That Whore much to his detriment 5ever (we've theorized ross possibly has a Phantom-esque lair beneath eion's house).
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meownotgood · 1 year
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hey guys so instead of sleeping I have been doing. this.
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onlyseokmins · 2 months
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hi my love, hope ur well🩵 back to be deranged🩵
thinking about a rare dom!vernon spitting down where your bodies are connected as he rams that dumb fat cock into you. i need THEE nastiest sloppiest messiest sex with this man. i might also therapy😔 - 🍿 x
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WAIT pls elaborate on why he's rare!dom *holds out hands* i want to know your thoughts abt it 😌 also YES like spit is saur messy but the messiest kind of sex with vernonnie would be perfect with spit imho
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