it’s that time of evening where i need to crunch touyas bones between my teeth
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I have new followers and like who is depressed enough to start following me now.
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realizing how much sense my amon quiet bpd hc makes to me bc beelzebub is Literally amons favorite person
which btw obviously his obsession with beelzebub is way more intense than it is for an actual fp but i think that the trauma he went through added on to that + with beelzebub not being around except for once every thousand something years it probably feels like just straight crack/dopamine to his brain everytime he sees him (speaking from experience here having a unstable relationship with ur fp is not for the weak)
big fan of projecting my own experiences onto characters i like man bc from what we've seen about him he seems like he just feels really lonely all the time unless beelzebub is around even if he's around friends or something and ive definitely felt that feeling before bc its just like. a Need for the approval of the one specific person that you feel like understands you best
and with beelzebub not wanting to stay in avisos thats definitely where the abandonment issues kick in bc even though avisos is a entire country of people and not just him,
amon would literally follow beelzebub around anywhere just because but beel wouldn't stay in avisos for amon, and that shit hurts .
i feel like it would be near to impossible to let go of the extreme attachment he has to beel if im being honest, letting go of a favorite person is already hard i couldn't imagine if it was someone id known for like hundreds of years too.
i also think that it would be sweet to see amon build up a healthy relationship with mc, he really just wants to feel affection and love from someone he cares about without having to beg for it or be scared that they'll leave if he blinks for a second and he deserves that man
(btw just gonna add in here this is all based on my own experiences with my bpd dont take any of this as like a definitive explanation of bpd i have other shit that probably got mixed in with this)
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I just want to change him into cotton pajamas, tuck him in, give him a cup of warm milk, and lullaby him to sleep because look at this devastated princess- 🥲💔
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luke castellan x poseidon!reader story, you’re paying for my therapy btw
anon, babe, i love you
if i could afford to pay for therapy i wouldn’t have been writing poseidon!reader
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I wish I did this in December but better late then never
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unwell ross/eion anon again. i am so sorry but i have nobody else to talk to about this. i saw eion make out with adam scott one (1) time and i've been mentally ill since but anyway. i am on board with the whole "one of them read into this WAY too much" bc stories about eion having way too many girlfriends and being Alright with being raided while completely naked coincides with my "oh ross was Definitely having Gay Feelings and Catholic Guilt about this boy" who teased him and smiled at him and bit his lip at him and touched him with touches that LINGERED and got too close to him only to suddenly shove him away in this demented game of gay chicken only he knew the rules of. he's Insane. but ross is Also Insane for wanting to stick his dick in Insane. so.
ok but the way they roast eion's character in seven and a match by calling him a Tease is literally so apt. This bitch was getting it any way they'd give it to him and That's what I believe.
and like I can see it clear as day as an Individual who was similarly having Gay Awakenings with a sociopath (lol) that feeling you get in the early days where its like who could Possibly develop feelings we're just having fun. but the sad truth is that a lot of the time you Are actually going to get in too deep esp w a hottie who you contractually have to be around who's fun and kind of mean and you have good sex together, like the train is coming at you in a sitch like that.
I think ross allowed himself to be led astray by That Whore much to his detriment 5ever (we've theorized ross possibly has a Phantom-esque lair beneath eion's house).
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hi my love, hope ur well🩵 back to be deranged🩵
thinking about a rare dom!vernon spitting down where your bodies are connected as he rams that dumb fat cock into you. i need THEE nastiest sloppiest messiest sex with this man. i might also therapy😔 - 🍿 x
WAIT pls elaborate on why he's rare!dom *holds out hands* i want to know your thoughts abt it 😌 also YES like spit is saur messy but the messiest kind of sex with vernonnie would be perfect with spit imho
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