#weirdly structured dreams

[nekioe]

Sapnap is in such an intersting situation because if his relationship to both Dream and Quackity

Like if he just stops being delusional about quackity not torturing dream he suddenly has had two past friends/fiance in quackitys case who both changed and became kind of really bad people, at leas from his pov :( that would probably hurt him a lot. Why has both these people he loved so much turned out so bad? Could he have done something different?

Or if he keeps thinking Dream lied to sapnap when he said quackity tortured him and ends up defending quackity in a fight agaist dream, only for quackity to accidentally confirm that he tortured dream? Aaaaa :(

Would sapnap be able to delusionally justify what happened to dream?

I like to think abt a situation where Sapnap defends Dream against Quackity :3 maybe im running on cope :3 pls i need cdreamteam to be real

[kn96artworks]

just woke up from a super long dream. tired

about a strange research facility? or something ig where they're researching some kind of extra dimension creatures?? that are supposed to be kinda like humans??? but also not??? that hunts regular human as food. they manifest at specific time interval and an alarm would ring whenever they pops out. the facility can generate some magic-y barrier thing that separate the creatures onto a different plane ig to minimize damage. and for some reason they only pops out inside the facility's hallway/open area (the barrier isolates rooms as safe points. alarm rings and non combatant retreats into the nearest room and close the door. the door must be kept close). there are ppls trained to hunt these creatures. they're modified? somehow. like they're the only ones that could cross into the isolated plane while regular humans can't. uhh ppl died??? it was very violent. some of the creatures can communicate??? there's also a bunch of sus men who are actually the creatures(super advanced ver) disguised as humans and they're slowly taking control(?? the mind kind) the combatants (the mods made them technically part creature. hence)

and i(? doubtful) was one of the combatant and has a big scythe. why. and the sus men got to me too. why. why can't i be one of the scientist and have a relatively calm dream instead. i woke up feeling way more tired than when i went to sleep. the anxiety and stress felt real too. wth

also why is the creatures only inside the facility??? does the barrier has something to do with that?? does it pulls all creatures that manifest into the facility therefore leaving the rest of the city(? country??) unscathed????

[meo-eiru]

Day 5 of Character Trivia Night!

For tonight we have Theo

Theo has a human mother and a cyclops father, though his dad isn't really in the picture as his mom doesn't like to settle down and instead jumps from monster bf to monster bf

Since there aren't any schools for monsters his mom always sent him to human schools, which meant Theo was always around people who did not look like him

His skin is a bit greenish but they usually explain it as a sickness and he always keeps his bangs long to hide his eye, thanks to not having much of a presence as well he was able to go under the radar most of the time

But there was one time in elementary school when he wanted to try playing with the other kids and ended up accidentally showing his eye. His mom quickly moved them to another city and enrolled him into a different school before the news outlets could get their hands on the situation, so by now it's more like a legend of their old town

The experience was quite traumatic for him so now he makes sure to never ever let his eye show in public

Some people who don't know him assumes he's a gamer but he's actually very bad at games

Has no depth perception and wears single lens glasses (glass...?) to make up for it, but they are a bit ugly so he only wears them at home

He actually doesn't have an eyebrow

Due to his quiet and nerdy appearance there are rumors about him being a gamer in class but he's actually really bad at games

That being said he's really into movies, anything sci-fi more specifically. Especially ones about aliens

Maybe because they are often depicted green, or maybe because the focus is on them not being human, but growing up Theo felt a lot of kinship with the aliens he was on the screen and they became a way for him to cope with his own life

He's mostly terrible at cooking but can make fire lasagnas because his mom likes it and it was the one meal she actually taught him

If left alone he would mostly stay alive eating chips and other snacks

He favorite color is green but if he had to choose a second favorite he would say dark purple

The first item of yours he stole borrowed, because of his overflowing love, was the pen you forgot on your desk

Soon he started collecting whatever item he could find of you. Erasers, pencils, napkins, used straws, clothes....

He also likes to take your pictures and hang them on his ceiling and walls, looking at your face as he falls asleep helps him see better dreams

He never intended to make a shrine of you but the items he stole from you and hid in his closet are starting to form the shape of a shrine and he might've added in some fake candle totally not because he wanted to make it more shrine light but because his closet just needed some more light

He's surprisingly good at drawing. He always enjoyed sketching colorful and quirky monster like creatures but lately his notebook has been filled with drawings he made of you. Weirdly enough, unlike everything else he draws, your drawings always look so clean and shiny like he's trying to draw his god

He also likes to write your name over and over again, it helps him calm down when he's too nervous or when his love for you is overflowing and he can't keep it under control

When writing can't cut it anymore he has to lock himself in a quiet bathroom and take care of the trouble under his pants. He wants to have something that belongs to you while doing it and usually even just a pen can do it but if he's lucky he can snatch your used gym clothes without you noticing.... and maybe take them home too if you don't pay attention... and try to spread your smell into his room as much as he can...

He always follows you home to stalk you make sure you're safe so he's familiar with its location and structure

One time he even tried going in thinking no one was home but just when he was walking towards the building he made eye contact with your mom and just ran back before she can say anything

His tear drops are really big, so when he cries it turns into quite a mess. That's why he does his best not to cry but unfortunately he's someone who can cry as easily as a newborn baby

One of his secret fantasies is you catching him while he's stalking you and humiliating him for it. Mostly because he can't think of any other reason for an amazing, incredible and holy person (one might say) like you to approach him

[thydungeongal]

D&D 3e is an interesting edition in the context of D&D's greater history because it very much set D&D on its current course: it was the first edition of D&D to utilize the d20 system (where most actions are resolved via the roll of a d20 + modifiers trying to beat target numbers of ever-increasing difficulty) and it was the first edition of the game under Wizards of the Coast, and in many ways D&D 5e is specifically a throwback to D&D 3e. Sort of.

You see, the thing that sets D&D 3e apart from the other sundry versions of D&D, including its more similar than people are willing to acknowledge Wizards of the Coast sisters 4e and 5e, is that it's a rather complex game. This is something it has a reputation for, and it stands out as the most complex edition of D&D even when set against its other complicated siblings. Most discussions of said complexity, however, focus mostly on characters, which is understandable, because characters are the main way in which players will end up interacting with the game. And on a purely character-based level the game already is more complex than any other edition of D&D: players need to worry about feats (which are more plentiful than in 5e and require keeping track of more variables than in 4e), class features (some of which can be so complex as to mandate keeping track of a whole other character), spells, skills (which need to be bought in ranks: none of that "skilled" or "proficient" binary, skills are increased one point at a time), and whatever else. But there's more.

And that stuff is why I say that 5e is only "sort of" a successor to D&D 3e. It is a successor to D&D 3e in the sense that D&D 3e is the edition of the game it's most structurally similar to: characters consist of more or less the same parts as they did in D&D 3e, but there's often more gradation and fewer discrete choices between those parts. But when it comes to the actual philosophy of gameplay, D&D 5e is a lot more similar to 4e than most people are willing to admit.

Which is weird, because on a superficial level D&D 5e is a rejection of many things that informed D&D 4e's design. D&D 5e characters don't have any of the same "stuff" that D&D 4e characters have, so they must be different, right? Well, there's that focus on characters again. Because D&D 3e's design is about much more than just the way characters are built. D&D 3e is the closest thing that D&D has ever had to a physics engine (it's a really bad physics engine that doesn't really simulate anything beyond D&D 3e, but it is there). It's a game where plausibly every interaction in the fiction of the game could be run through the game's system to get a consistent result. D&D 3e is a game that gives you the DC of a Balance check to run parallel to the peak of a roof on an angled roof. It's DC 15.

This type of maximalist game design has really only been present in D&D twice: first in the Dungeon Master's Guide for the first edition of Advanced Dungeons & Dragons, which was the greatest example of Gary Gygax off his shits ever produced, and then again in D&D 3e. And 3e took it to unprecedented levels, because even though the AD&D 1e DMG was full of weirdly specific rules it never got to the same level as 3e. And even though D&D 5e is superficially taking after 3e (mostly in a "look we made the 4e go away so the game is good again right?" type of way) it is at the end of the day a completely different type of game.

Anyway D&D 4e and 5e both run on 3e's code but are both doing their own things on it, and D&D 3e kinda sucks but as a thing that exists it kind of represents this strange dream of a game that wasn't quite there. A hard systemic tabletop dungeon crawler with all the Stuff you know from Dungeons & Dragons but running on a sleeker code. There is a reason why D&D 4e abandoned 3e's maximalist design and why 5e didn't adopt it again beyond superficial similarities: D&D 3e had also, by design, turned D&D into a game of fair combat encounters, and while there were some callbacks to AD&D 1e's laissez faire design (where a level 1 party could run into instant death killer bees: 3e put back those encounter tables but heavily curated the capabilities of low level monsters to make sure that one-shotting player characters wouldn't be so commonplace), D&D was now forevermore a different type of game. A game where the goal was for characters to be able to take a certain number of combat encounters each day and expect to survive. And hey, of all of WotC's three editions of D&D, at least D&D 4e sort of accomplished that goal!

But yeah, D&D 3e was designed as a systemic game with multiple interlocking parts that was actually kind of stupid as a system but one could still extract varying quantities of fun out of it through system mastery, but because a lot of those interlocking parts were kind of unnecessary for the sake of what most people wanted out of the game successive editions wouldn't follow that design. But it makes one think: what would a new edition of D&D that had maintained that desire for systemic design and simply polished it up and made it actually not bad have looked like? Probably not like Pathfinder 1e, sorry Pathfinder fans but Pathfinder isn't exactly an evolution of D&D 3e's design philosophy as much as it is simply doing all the same stuff and fudging some numbers.

[ducksido]

Ruggie Vs Trans!Yuu

Aka how would Ruggie react to a mtf!yuu and ftm!yuu (This keeps coming to me in dreams)

🐾 Ruggie Bucchi with a MTF!Yuu

At first, Ruggie doesn’t even blink when Yuu comes out as a trans woman. He’s from the Wild Savannah, a place with deeply ingrained social structures, sure—but he’s also incredibly adaptable, observant, and street-smart. His immediate reaction? A grin and a shrug.

“Eh? That so? Cool, good for ya, Yuu.”

But internally?

Ruggie definitely has a knee-jerk hyena instinct moment.

Like, his brain short-circuits just a bit. Something ancient and primal in his hyena-coded instincts goes:

"Oh. Dominant female. Respect immediately." Even if logically he knows Yuu wasn’t born with the physical traits associated with Wild Savannah females, the second she claims that identity—his instincts click into place. His tail would tuck between his legs.

He doesn't fear her like she’ll hurt him—but it’s this weird mix of:

admiration,

caution,

and a little submissiveness.

He starts calling her "Boss" half-jokingly, but also half-seriously. Like:

“Heh, remind me not to get on your bad side, Boss Lady.”

He absolutely respects her transition and identity, never misgenders or deadnames. He’s too sharp to make that kind of mistake—and he hates when others do. He might even go out of his way to “correct” someone in a passive-aggressive Ruggie way:

“Ohhh, ya meant her. You know—Yuu. Use your words right, yeah?”

Ruggie also probably gets weirdly defensive if someone tries to undermine her femininity.

He’s not one to throw hands unless money’s involved, but he’ll get right up in someone’s face if they say anything disrespectful. Especially if it triggers that Savannah-born instinct that says, “You do not mess with a female.”

If they're close or dating? He spoils her so hard—but lowkey. Steals snacks she likes. Calls her “princess” in that teasing-but-means-it way. Lets her borrow his jacket. Always offers his arm when walking through crowds.

And behind closed doors, he tells her:

“Ya know, you don’t gotta prove nothin’. You are who you say you are. That’s more than enough.”

🐾 Ruggie Bucchi with a FTM!Yuu (trans)

At first, Ruggie’s reaction is super casual. You tell him you’re a guy, and he just nods with a lazy grin.

“Aight, cool. Thanks for tellin’ me, dude.”

But internally? Oh, boy. His Wild Savannah brain is reconfiguring itself like a whole operating system update just happened.

Because in his homeland? You were born with the body that usually meant "intimidating," "dominant," or "don’t mess with." So when you step forward and go, "Nah—I’m a guy," something ancient in his instincts gets reversed.

That little hyena instinct that usually flinches around dominant females? Now it’s like:

“OH—HE’S a guy. A guy who was born in a female-coded body and still carries that presence? That’s terrifying. I love him.”

There’s this weird subconscious respect/fear combo, and you better believe he starts treating you like someone who could kick his ass—even if you’re not threatening at all.

He might say stuff like:

“Jeez, you’re kinda scary, huh? Not like, bad-scary—just, y’know... cool-scary.”

But like, respectfully.

Once the dust settles in his brain, he genuinely supports you. Ruggie knows what it’s like to fight for space, for respect, and for survival. So when he realizes you’re walking your own path, being your true self no matter what? He respects the hell out of that.

He’ll defend you if anyone misgenders you:

“Uh—he said no pickles on the sandwich, yeah? Get it right.”

He becomes your little gremlin guard dog. Not in a loud way—just in the “he will use is UM and make them trip and say it was an accident” kind of way.

If you’re dating? Ohhh boy, he’s SO proud of you. You might find him subtly hyping you up all the time.

“Look at you, handsome. You’re gonna give me a complex if you keep lookin’ this good.”

He’s the type to toss you his hoodie and then blush because you look more masc than him wearing it.

Also: he absolutely brags about you when no one’s around.

“Yuu? Oh yeah, he’s a badass. You don’t wanna mess with him. He’ll take you down and correct your grammar while he’s at it.”

[three-realms-archive]

Six Pillows and a Tattered Armchair

Content Warning: References to Obey Me! Lesson 16

Belphie sees his brothers snuggle beside you, your face happy and smiling and carefree. He’s a little irritated at the way Mammon’s kind of drooling on your shirt; the way Satan’s tail has a gentle vice on your leg; at how Lucifer is just too close. He tells himself they’re not doing sleep - his thing - properly. Not at all.

But at least Mammon gets his lips pressed against your neck. At least Satan gets to snuggle his face up against your hip. And Lucifer, at least he can be close. The youngest brother of the Avatars of Sin huffs, unable to sleep as his brothers huddle beside you on the floor, blankets and pillows strewn everywhere. They’re all together, all there, all…

… All except him. Belphegor sits a few metres away. In an old, tattered arm chair, above his brothers. Behind the rips in the old fabric is some wooden structure, probably normal for furniture. As Belphegor picks at the wood, he think it looks like prison bars. This chair feels familiar to him. Like it’s somewhere he’s been - somewhere he should be. Somewhere he belongs.

“I don’t wanna be pillows with you all, anyway.” He fake-complains when Beel informs him of what his family are doing. An odd thing, for the Avatar of Sloth to deny himself sleep; but Belphie hopes that his feigned nonchalance and his face buried into the arm of the chair are enough to stop Beel from following up. “You’re all so sweaty, y’know.” He insists, not catching his twin brother’s expression of pained understanding. “I’ll take the armchair. So I’m not all gross later.”

The armchair is perfect, he tells himself. He pulls down his sleeves to protect his skin from the horribly-itchy material, at the same time.

The armchair is perfect.

He’s close enough to watch you and his brothers for any looming nightmares. Close enough to finally settle, smiling like a dork as he stares at your sleeping face and pretends he’s looking into your eyes on a stargazing date. Though that’s only in his daydreams. But he’ll take it. It’s close enough.

Close enough to be next to you.

Far enough to not be with you.

And far enough that, if he dreams of hugging you again, embracing, squeezing and crushing your windpipe like a twig in his arms…

… You’re far enough to get away from the monster slumbering under your bed: him.

(the first angsty fic! It accompanies ‘Beel is Pillow’, but the tone is so opposite so it can also be read simply as a small scenario that takes place in the aftermath of lesson 16. combining the weirdly-quick emotional recovery everyone has in the game and many of the fandom’s amazingly-written interpretations, i like something like this. they’re healing. but healing is a process; and the brothers’ damaged trust in each other and themselves sometimes comes up painfully.)

(A reminder to drop any ideas in the ideas box tab!)

[vagabond-umlaut]

meet you where the sky meets the earth

to love is to listen to your heart, not your brain. to dream whilst in love, is to make your brain listen to your heart.

▸ gojo satoru x fem!reader; former teacher x former student [gojo is six yrs older than reader]; bittersweet fluff; you're so in love w satoru, it shd hurt- but it doesn't because you've grown numb to the ache; one-sided feelings [are they really?]; few mentions of food; gojo calls you 'cookie'; this is way too tender even for me, istg; 1.5k wc

▸ belongs to the series 'you make my heart flutter and fibrillate' but can be read as a stand-alone fic if you wanna! 😊

▸ the header is from pinterest, the dividers are by @benkeibear, the characters used here aren't mine. pls don't plagiarise, translate or repost this. hope y'all enjoy reading this ❤️❤️

the first time you think of marrying gojo, you're only twenty years old.

hardly the age to be dreaming of wedding bells at, right?

yeah, right. that's very, very right— still, your heart is your heart, just how your brain is your brain, the former easily swaying the latter by a few skipped beats— and you find your cheeks growing warm, laughs stumbling past your lips as you place the box of cornflakes into your shopping cart.

gojo sputters from beside you, eyes comically wide behind his shades as they dart from you to the elderly woman before.

you take a second to compose yourself before answering the ask that created this mess in the first place, a polite smile lining your face, "oh, no– not at all, ma'am! we're not married. i'm just an old friend helping him with the groceries, haha."

"oh," that's the only thing the woman says in reaction, kind smile now a tiny frown before it reappears. and she apologises, "i'm sorry, dears. just thought you two to be newlyweds from how giddy and loving you seemed to each other... time i went for an eye check-up, yes?"

"hey, please don't be sorry..." you start to say, but before you can get any further, the woman has already walked away with her shoppping basket.

you fall silent.

the same way the man next to you too has grown quiet, an awkward silence taking up the foot between you both. until you break it with a strained chuckle.

"we were acting giddy and loving to each other, eh?"

"were we?" comes the contemplative question to your comment. you look up to find gojo looking at you, the blue of his eyes weirdly bright in the dim lights of the supermarket as he repeats, "were we, cookie?"

yes. no. you don't really know—

yes, 'cause you know you love him.

not since forever, no, but close enough to it: your once-fascination for the supposed mortal deity of the jujutsu world, the mitochondrion on which the cellular structure of the society banks to survive; that grew into something made of wonder, respect and fondness, as you slowly came to know not only the icon but also the man behind it; that grew into something so profound, nestling deep within your existence– so much so that you feel the earth shifting on its axis everytime he calls you or grins at you or just looks in your direction—

no, 'cause you know you aren't loved back.

not the way you wish to be... not that you blame gojo for that, though!

you know he is way too busy to be thinking of such topics– what with being the strongest sorcerer ever, the head of the one-man gojo clan, the teacher to the first-years at tokyo high, the legal guardian– but in fact, the father figure to the two kids, 'gumi and 'miki– or maybe, just maybe, he is busy, alright, but not too busy— gojo simply doesn't see you that way; he sees you to be nothing but his former student— one he knows he can rely on to help with his children, or the groceries, or a variety of other menial daily tasks he can just hire help for—

you don't know.

yeah... you really, really don't know– and by now, you think you don't even want to know anymore. it's easy, it's safe, it's nice to remain not knowing. the word 'yes' comes with too many dreams– the word 'no' serves the perfect haven to nightmares.

the three words "i don't know" bear no such burden on their back– an untroubled answer you decide to offer, decide to escape using for the time being— until a slight knock on the head interrupts you, followed by an entertained set of chortles.

you peer up to find gojo beaming down at you, his eyes crinkled and cheeks dimpled. something twists in the middle of your chest, but it isn't painful; it's grounding. pleasant, even.

"it's too easy to get you worried, y'know? you're unbelievably easy to manipulate, heh."

"oh, am i now?" you retort, eyes narrowing into a cross glare– only to be betrayed by the fond smile grazing your lips not even a beat later. the man hums, grin simmering down to a knowing smile.

"mmhm," he says with that musical sway to his tone that never fails to make your fingers tingle, "you should have seen your face when i asked you the question– so pale and stiff– almost as if i was asking you to leave then and there, hearing that granny's comments—"

"you would have asked me to, if they were true– wouldn't you?"

gojo's smile vanishes in the blink of an eye. and you think the hand he has stretched out to the shelves of biscuits might fall too– but it does not, and you see him take a packet of your favourite bourbon biscuits followed by a packet of the digestives you've been forcing him to eat, and place them into the cart.

he checks the shopping list in your hand before he looks back at you.

before he smiles back at you: so soft, so solemn, so un-satoru— you instantly regret interrupting him with such a question.

but you do know how it is, don't you? what with a thudding heart and a thinking brain...

the handle of the cart digs deep indents into your palm as you press the weight of your worries into the cool metal and lean towards your companion on this grocery run, the same way a moth flies towards a flame, towards its doom–

"don't you ever dream of falling in love, gojo-san?" you let your voice drop to a murmur, audible only to you and the object of your desires, the subject of your worries, "do you not dream of a happily ever after with your 'one'– do you, gojo-san?"

"no," the response to your words comes in the very same instant. the man's shades slip a touch down the bridge of his nose as he pins his sharp gaze on you– though it can do nothing to hide the mild tremor in his grin from you when he says, "and i don't plan on dreaming ever. dreaming is only for fools with too much time to spare– do i look like a fool with too much time to spare, cookie?"

no. not at all. you don't. you look the farthest from it, in fact— is what you know you should say, and just drop the matter. for now. forever—

but you don't... just don't.

retorting instead, still a murmur but with the faint lick of a fire now, "and what do you suggest should be done to those fools, gojo-san? punished severely for their grievous crime of dreaming, hm?"

"oh, don't be too harsh," he tuts with a breezy chuckle, "what people do is honestly their business; one i've got no interest in interfering in— but..." his grin twists into something wry, a change you find tough to tear your gaze away from, "i don't think i would give such folks the time of my day– it's simply not worth it to talk with those whose feet are not on the solid ground, floating around meaninglessly in air–"

"why are you talking with me then?"

interrupted, gojo blinks. once, and twice, then thrice.

you watch your face crumple in the dark tint of his shades, withering and cracking in the dull light and stale air of this stupid supermarket; but definitely not as stupid as you:

messing things up when they're perfectly fine and alright, only 'cause you do not, rather cannot, keep your mouth shut, no matter what– all your inhibitions let gone of as your heart gains control over your brain and your stupid damned mouth—

you feel a tiny knock on your forehead, the second time this evening, followed by strands of hair being gently brushed away; too careful for your breath to not get stuck in your chest. you peer up at the man in front, teeth lightly gnawing the inside of your lower lip.

gojo's features shift into something between fond and worried– you just hope you aren't misreading him right now– the man tucks those strands of hair behind the shell of your ear.

his fingers still right above your jaw, touching yet not really touching, features finally, finally, settling into a smile– "maybe because i enjoy talking with you, cookie, no matter how foolish you are."

some people say, marriage is a holy act, a sacred institution, in and of itself— connecting hearts, binding souls– cementing the promises of staying together forever... whilst few see marriage to be meaningless— paltry affair of papers and signatures and people, none bearing any significance, 'cause nothing can, not when it comes to the matters of the hearts, neither in proving nor in disproving them–

no matter what people think, you think you will be okay, irrespective of whether you marry gojo or not, irrespective of whether gojo loves you or not– provided– and this is a weird, still important 'provided'—

you and he end up shopping together in the supermarket, feeling and seeming so happy and comfortable with each other— others mistake you for a pair of newlyweds, blissfully deep in love.

tysm to my dearest andy [@andysdrafts], mimi [@avatarofstars] & dilay [@roseqzpd] for constantly motivating me while i was writing this. ilysm my darlings 😘😘😘

masterlist

[rh0mbus0fruin]

"Quick" comic I drew from a dream I had. It's structured weirdly cause I didn't finish it & this is all I could remember from it.

Under read more for more context

Specifically it was a exam where I had to make a comic where each panel corresponded to the question above it and the story had to vaguely make sense.

It was about all the cogs being invited to a competition, Buck was explaining why they were there and that they drove to the competition in a tractor or truck. Dana was apparently super jealous of Winston and that was why he joined.

[tuliptic]

Crazy Form: My Ego's In This Show

First PAC of the year!! When in real I've been working on it since last year lmAO.

My main personality is peaking through this blog again cuz Ateez is back with another banger and as an Atiny, it’s my calling to do this. This reading is gonna be slightly different imo, tho I have no idea how to phrase myself on how different it is.

Most of us, if not all, have a certain side to us that can be considered crazy. The definition of crazy differs according to people and context, where some can be out of control, unbelievable, mad, or just enthusiastic. One person’s craziness is just another person’s normal, so just treat it as… How you want it to be. 

To me, this song yells about being yourself, not confining yourself to the social structure and expectations of the world. They might think we’re crazy but there’s nothing wrong with being yourself as long as you’re not harming anyone. Just close your eyes and not look if things are not to your liking, and steer away from me. Leave me alone, I don’t mind.

As usual, you can meditate before you pick a pile. However, for this reading, I’d say go for the one you first focused on, as craziness can be spontaneous. Found your pile? Let’s go see what our Crazy Form has for us!

Pile 1 - Pile 2

Pile 3 - Pile 4

Disclaimer: This is solely for my entertainment purposes. Take only whatever you feel like it. If it doesn’t resonate, it’s okay to just drop it. Also, I do not consent to my work or images being used by third parties on this platform or other websites as well.

Decks used: Luna Cat Tarot Deck (Major Arcana), Linestrider Tarot Deck, Sweet Dreams Oracle Deck, Starcodes Astro Oracle Deck, self made lyrics deck.

Pile 1

A card to represent you: Death

For some reason I see you as someone who prolly is into the punk genre? Something metal? You’re constantly transforming yourself, trying new things, finding your way throughout the world probably through means that are not well received by others. Weirdly the word osmosis came to mind? You tend to throw yourself into the exact situation to learn and understand why people react a certain way. It sounds cool, but to people around you, they think you’re out of your mind cuz it could mean that you may go to the extremes to get the experience you want. But to you, you prolly feel proud of it cuz you are constantly growing at an astounding speed.

1. What do people think is crazy about you? - Three of Wands rx

You tend to not credit yourself? It’s giving me the feeling that you tend to look at things from the sidelines, may it be your success or achievements. You don’t mind the credits, but to others they’ll get mad cuz you were not credited accordingly. They tend to not understand why you’d let your work get taken away or used (I think the same too). This appears to be a mystery to people around you, but you know what you want, so you’re chill with it. It’s giving me the feeling where you do things to gain experience and to build yourself, not to gain recognition. May be wrong here, but you know yourself best. OvO

2. What craziness is in you that has not been unleashed? - Seven of Pentacles

You already chose to not take credits over your own work, and it will drive people crazy that whatever you’re doing is not the peak. You’re currently doing things at your own pace, to figure things out as you go. One day, when you decide to unlock a passion and work on it diligently, yet continuing to not take any credits for yourself, the people around you will flip. You know about this, but you’ve surrounded yourself with people who support your vision and share your values, they who believe that you’ll be able to create your own legacy sky. For some of you, you may also feel that it’s weird if you choose to take credit. Maybe it’s because there’s more than what is seen by the eyes in the material realm. For some reason I’m thinking of Saturn energy here, so some of you may be Saturn dominant.

3. How can you use your Crazy Form to your advantage? - Justice rx

What I’m feeling from here is that you can use this to get out of situations, especially unfair situations. It can sound pretty mean but if things take a bad turn, you, being in no leadership role, can get out of it. This is also one of the reasons you dislike assuming the leadership position. To some, you may like assuming the leader position, but you’re not given the chance or you’re currently not there yet to take on the role. You’re also the type who likes to explore stuffs and hence, you have the skills and ability to venture into anything else new that you are interested in. The world is wide and there are a lot of things for you to try, and you probably go crazy with everything you wanna try, ignoring how small your plate can be.

4. What can you achieve from this entire thing? - Queen of Pentacles

For some reason, the word “connection” came out pretty strong. Networking and connection was the first to pop up in my head. Y’know how people have been told to separate work life and personal life? That’s not what you’ll do, probably. You make friends and create connections through work, and they slowly become part of your personal life as well. I think this is a charm of yours where you are just capable of creating new bonds because of your comforting presence and of your communication skills. You don’t necessarily need to be very protective or nurturing; people just find you comfortable to talk to and the new friendship starts to grow from there. Eventually, they become part of your life even though you may not remain in the same workplace.

Overall energy: Justice, Six of Swords rx

I like how Justice came out twice for you, signifying that it’s a strong theme. Justice could mean being fair, but to me, it also talks about being critical in both mind and action. You possess a mind that’s sharp, where you can see and evaluate the various situations that you’re in, noticing details that many people don’t. It’s like… You’re being guided through all of these so you’re able to throw yourself into as many passion projects as you like. However, remember to keep things in moderation else you’ll feel the burn-out or you’ll get overwhelmed with everything going on. Take care.

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Pile 2

A card to represent you: The Hanged Man rx

This card in reverse usually talks about delays, resistance, and even self sacrificing too much. Have you been doing so? Have you been creating a lot of inner tension within yourself, where you try to maintain the exterior peace of the environment and ignore the need of your own inner peace? Remember that external peace isn’t your peace, and that you need to take care of your own needs as well, as you’re in charge of whatever that’s in your life. There are a lot of other ways to maintain a balance out there, you just need to review your priorities and how you’d want to execute it.

1. What do people think is crazy about you? -  Three of Cups

Socialisation is the first word that came into my mind. There’s a high chance that you’re an extrovert, where you gain energy by being around people. Not exactly a party animal kinda feeling, but more of a… Vibe assimilation? It’s like, you throw yourself into a place with a good vibe and you kinda absorb the good vibe and make yourself feel better with it. Once you’re feeling better, you feel that you’re more prepared to face whatever problems you were facing. It’s also the other way round, where you give out good vibes and fun times to those around you who are having a hard time. But also, you need to be aware if this is their preferred love language or you may not be helping them the way they need it.

2. What craziness is in you that has not been unleashed? - Page of Cups rx

Are you a romantic? Cuz this card here is giving me this vibe. It feels like… You’re a romantic in heart, where your heart is open to love as it manifests into the world. Take this as a reminder to not go wild. You can fall in love deep and quick, and can jump to new relationships easily. To you, you just view love as love, and you think it’s alright to get into or break off relationships cuz you’re loyal to love. However, a relationship doesn’t work only on love, but also responsibilities, loyalty, and a lot of other aspects. Ground yourself, find out what is it that you want by getting into relationships. From there, only you figure out how you can work things out without potentially harming other people in the relationship.

3. How can you use your Crazy Form to your advantage? - Wheel of Fortune rx

I feel that with your Crazy Form, you are very capable of changing the courses of lives. Plural. It’s not only your life that you’re changing, where you learn through the relationships and experiences you’ve gone through; but also the lives of others who have been in relationships with you, where they may learn a thing or two, or even have problems with the idea of “love”.  You know that you’re the co-creator of your life and destiny, but also, you need to be aware of the impact you have, how you can also change the lives of others for the better. You now know you have the power, how you’re gonna use it is now up to you.

4. What can you achieve from this entire thing? - The Devil, Page of Swords

You can be the Devil, where you can draw out the worst possible potential in someone; or you can also be the Messenger, where you share your knowledge and wisdom to those who are interested in them. There’s a lot you can achieve, but ultimately, it depends on which path you want to tread on. You, Pile 2, you know you’re fire, you know you can warm people or burn them. I don’t want to repeat things but yeah. You can make a name for yourself, may it be in a nice light or a not-nice light. Whatever you choose, make sure you think through the consequences of your actions, and if you’re alright or satisfied with the outcome. 

Overall energy: Temperance rx, Four of Wands

Overall speaking, there’s a lack of balance in this pile. It feels like the energy is scattered, and that now you’re taking your time to piece the puzzles (scattered energy, self-expectations, better understanding of yourself)  into a nice and harmonious picture (you). You are searching for a community where you are comfortable with, you can work together with. I don’t think this pile has much difficulties in self-acceptance, but if you do, do work on them as it could be your greatest challenge. Once you’re through that?  You’ll be surprised by how much power you have.

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Pile 3

A card to represent you: The Hierophant

I… Am conflicted with how I should word myself. The Hierophant is usually related with traditional and conventional methods. There’s a hint of tradition here, but what I’m feeling is more of a… Fusion? It’s like you’re working with whatever and whichever part of the tradition you agree with, and mixing it with something else to have a new blend. This is you. You are good at combining the best of both worlds to bring forth something new that is comforting to you and the people around you. You may also have been told that you have a healing presence? Or you’re working on your inner healing right now, especially childhood trauma. 

1. What do people think is crazy about you? - Ten of Wands rx

The way you willingly and fearlessly take up responsibilities is what people (including myself) think is crazy about you. Most people will consider and ponder, weighing the pros and cons before deciding if they wanna take up the responsibility to take up something or anything. But for you, it’s like you have some sort of blind faith that you’ll be able to do things and hence, you take up the responsibility. You also have almost no fear in showing or exposing your vulnerability. You understand that being vulnerable doesn’t necessarily mean weak, and you honour that part of you, showing it and proving that being vulnerable doesn’t mean you can’t achieve things.

2. What craziness is in you that has not been unleashed? - Four of Pentacles rx

You’re actually… restraining yourself a lot. Unknown to the people around you (or even yourself), you have always felt the need to exert control over particular things, or even other people, but especially yourself. The controlling side of yours is due to the insecurities that you’ve experienced, probably as a kid, where you need to have a certain control over situations so that you can be assured of your self value. You probably have gone through child trauma and do not hold trust in the world, nor in people around you, which led to you wanting to be in charge of things so you can exert dominance to make sure you’re not on the passive or losing end.

3. How can you use your Crazy Form to your advantage? - The Magician rx, Five of Cups rx

You can use that controlling energy and redirect them to some other things, such as creativity expressions (creating new things to have fun) or even focusing on healing past traumas. All of these require a lot of energy and time, which is something really suitable for you to work on as you expand not only your views on things, but also to learn acceptance and to be kinder to yourself. Expansion is a huge theme where you need to find things out and figure them out as you journey in life. There’s a lot of time for you to figure things out, so it’s best to not rush and learn to take things at your own pace.

4. What can you achieve from this entire thing? - Eight of Pentacles

Success is guaranteed if you put your energy in the right things. You’ll be able to become the pinnacle in whatever fields you have decided to step into. The tenacity you have, the diligence and hard work you’ve put into curating your portfolio and honing your skills will be well repaid in the forms of success, achievements, recognition and even power. However, there’s a need to maintain balance in all things, and to continue striving and improving. Know that you’ll need to constantly learn how to change your controlling energy to something that’s more… beneficial? Something that can help you (and/or the people you care for) in the long run. 

Extra cards: Five of Pentacles

An extra message for you right now is that you still will need to go through some things before you reach there. You’re still in the process of learning, and you’ll face your own trials soon enough. You need to be aware of your own mindset, your own actions; only then you’ll be able to make the necessary changes for you to be able to unlock your highest potential. Your guides are also actively sending you messages. Trust in your guts, your feelings, your guides; they’re your strongest compass and confidant.

Overall energy: Death, The Star

This pile focuses a lot on the importance of change, and how it’s capable of making your life better or worse. However, it also reassures that there’s a silver lining within every dark cloud. There may be a sense of defeat for some who chose this pile, but it is also a sign of telling, where you’re called to surrender the old and limiting beliefs before you can be reborn into limitless possibilities. The process of being reborn is not easy, and you will need help around you to go through those times. Not saying that you can’t handle everything alone, but getting help and assistance from people around you, especially those who are close to you can help you and make your life so much easier. So why go through the long-winded route?

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Pile 4

A card to represent you: The Emperor

I’m getting a… Growl? People probably paint you as dominant or domineering at times (or most of the time). You may have a stronger masculine energy, even if you identify as some other genders. There’s this fire energy that feels like Scorpio as well, where people (including your subordinates and to some extent, friends) may feel afraid. Some of you are aware of this and are pleased with this, but some of you are unaware of this trait of yours. You can choose to either work on it and be a benevolent king, or you can be a tyrant. The choice is yours, you are who you want to become.

1. What do people think is crazy about you? - Temperance, Two of Pentacles

You’re able to remain your balance amidst the changes that are happening around you. There’s just this… Stability in you that assures the people around you. Pluto is in Capricorn and it’s about to enter Aquarius for good. We have seen how things changed around us, and how there were more… THings that have been constantly happening. Yet, even with the never-ending chaos, you still manage to keep your emotions and rationality at a healthy level. You know that you rely not only on yourself, but also your dreams and your spirit’s energy to reach your highest good. But still, you achieving this is just insane in many people’s eyes.

2. What craziness is in you that has not been unleashed? - King of Swords rx

People are seeing the balanced side of you at the moment, but they probably have not thought of you being a person who focuses more on the mind than the emotional side. You probably have the habit of noticing the slightest things, and you’re very capable of putting the small pieces together to form the bigger picture. If anyone ever wrongs you, this side of yours will appear and will probably mess up their life cuz they messed yours. You do put in effort in keeping this side of yours aside as you’re very much intending on keeping things civil.

3. How can you use your Crazy Form to your advantage? - The Chariot

If you ever wanted to take over the corporate business, you’re very capable of doing so. Take the wheel, steer to where you want to head to, and hit the gas. You will not be lost as long as you are sure of where you’re going. Also, because of this introspective side of yours, you can help a lot of those who are in need. I’m somehow seeing you piecing up information to gather evidence against domestic violence cases. You are willing to help, as long as they ask. The same goes to you, where you’ll also receive help from the universe when you ask for them. You just seem to be in sync with divine timing, which is something you can pay attention to.

4. What can you achieve from this entire thing? - The High Priestess rx

I am very tempted to say that you’ll end up losing your feminine and intuitive side, but there’s more to it. Sure, there may be chances of you straying away from the quieter side of you, but it is also a chance for divine intervention where your guides are re-introducing you the importance of your feminine side, showing you how being in-tune with your emotions can bring you to places you’ve never thought of, to bring your the emotional fulfilment that you’ve never imagined. More importantly, it’s an opportunity for you to learn the importance of stability and sustainability, and make sure that whatever you do and learn is gonna be part of your life, part of your identity.

Overall energy: The Hanged Man rx, The Tower rx

There’s quite some blockage here that you’re facing, where you may feel challenged with everything that’s happening around you. Remember that you’re not in control of everything around you, that things happen for a reason, and that it’s okay to go along the flow from time to time. The Universe is trying to guide you to where you’re supposed to be, so stop being stubborn and learn to accept things for the time being. At least, until you’re strong enough to go against what you’ve decided to fight. You’re meant to do great things, to achieve so much more in life. But first, you need to learn to accept your flaws and the harsh reality, only then you can be sure of what you want to rebel against.

[agent-brand-x]

guyssss im so scared for the 8th ep of ddba wtfff

my only, and wackiest, prediction is that itll be a weird mindfuck plot twist like he was dusted or some shit and was dreaming or smt cause like there has been no mention of the snap which is suspicious plus theres the one scene last ep when he says like "this feels fake" which yea like babes ure dissociating 90% of the time you cry every day what did u expect but also like...so far this show has not been able to pull off any symbolism or poetic structure at all i that seemed weirdly insightful yk?

[lackeyhenchman]

"Deep Dive" tag: TY-TY TIME

Belta found an excuse to talk about our durges! Oh nooo, anything but that! (I tag whoever wants to, but the catch is that you have to show me.)

Phobias and Other Fears

Honestly, not a lot. He gets animal fear reactions in the moment, but this man is very psychologically prepared for death. He even gets a complicated rush when people he likes are in danger.

The Urge feels correct to him, but illithid/vampire powers are an unnerving affront to his faculties. And the closer he gets to reclaiming his old life, the more he falls into old anxieties around responsibility and controlling his surroundings. (Forgetting who he is was really, really good for him, alas.) And of course there’s disappointing Father. Which will NOT happen.

Pet Peeves

Barricades, locked doors, secrets in general. His tail touching the ground. Little sisters. Loses patience for children easily, and sometimes cats-- basically anything he can talk to that can’t be made useful. And though he’s loathe to say it outright: closed relationships.

3 items you could find in their bedroom

Well, among the stuff he found discarded by Orin: Handwritten “medical” journals, a concerning number of crotchless pants, and a piece of someone special who he's forgotten entirely.

First thing they notice in a person

“I could take them.” “In a fight?” “Yes, that too.”

On a scale of 1-10, how high is their pain tolerance?

Weirdly good for his middling CON. I imagine he makes up for that by not liking to complain, so like an 8? Once the blood gets flowing he’ll take a few blows to the head and still laugh, but for the most part he just tries not to get hit.

Do they go into fight or flight mode when under pressure?

Fight or fawn, baby! "Are you absolutely sure we can’t be friends? All right, death it is then."

Do they come from a big family/are they a family person?

Family is everything.

What animal represents them best?

Very difficult question! A cuddly snake? One of those cats who plays fetch?? Tom Wambsgans???

What is a smell that they dislike?

Not a useful question for most characters! Plus Durges are canonically always around rot, sewage and bile, so like. What's left, daisies?

Have they broken any bones?

Oh, surely. But I subscribe to the “extra-good demigod healing” kind of Bhaalspawn headcanon, so it’s trivial.

How would a stranger likely describe them?

These days, it's as a contradiction! Scary, sweet, nosy. "I thought he was here to shake me down, but we ended up having a long conversation about my garden plot and my gout." Or just "the reddest guy in the room".

Are they a night owl or morning bird?

This man has never been on the sleep schedule binary in his life. I heard once that in medieval times, people would sleep for a few hours, wake up in the middle of the night and work/fuck/whatever, then sleep some more. Ty is like that. Perpetually murder-napping, woken up frequently by his slasher POV dreams that tell him it's time to work.

What is a flavor they hate and a flavor they love?

He's over the "drinking bile" thing, doesn't remember why that was fun. But one thing he is looking forward to post-game is eating a lot more people. That dwarf meat was quite restorative! Outside of that, his special treats are prawns (yay coastal hometown) and melon.

Do they have any hobbies?

He's the type to structure his life around his love interest, does that count? He's also a voracious nonfiction reader, magic and science and wars and stuff. And dead people's diaries.

Boom, surprise birthday party! How do they react to surprises?

Oh, his heart would explode. Might start crying. Would hug and/or shake everyone's hand. Might even forget to ask why they think today’s his birthday.

Do they like to wear jewelry?

Little bit? He appreciates a good regal look, but that kind of dress-up was mostly reserved for Temple events. When your bedroom exits to an altar, you may as well give the people a decorated, dangerous thing.

Do they have neat or messy handwriting?

Pretty neat! I imagine elegant, confident strokes and evenly-sized letters. But gods only know what “neat” means within the disaster that is written Common.

What are the two emotions they feel the most?

Excitement and confusion. Often at the same time!

Good thing you didn't say three, because then I'd be forced to say "boner".

Do they have a favourite fabric?

Don’t tell anyone this, but: fur. The snugglier the better.

What kind of accent do they have?

Uhhhhhh fantasy British, innit?

[hopecomesbacktolife]

recently read the time magazine special edition “Star Trek: inside the most influential science fiction series ever” a good portion of it is stuff a lot of fans probably already know, but there was some info in there that was still new to me, and lots of gorgeous photos that were amazing to see in print, too, so still definitely an enjoyable read! (apart from a couple instances of weirdly superiority, bro-esque writing, but that only occurred in one of the articles, thankfully)

one thing I really enjoyed about the visual aspect of the magazine though was some of the costuming visuals! For example, these crisp shots show not only the tailoring and seams but literally the construction and stitching on the TMP era uniforms 😍😍 (check out the stitching on the sleeve ranks in particular!!!)

next up, some extremely cool science things I didn’t know about and love that they exist:

this shot is excellent both for De fans (me) and also for seamstresses and costumers (also me!) because of that excellent, and rare, shot of the back of a TOS women’s uniform with seams and construction visible… positively a seamstress dream!! such a good garment structuring reference 👏🏻

also, an up close on one of Quark’s outfits that shows definitively that this outerwear jacket is, in fact, rainbowy tweed!!, a fashion statement I vote we bring back:

(it reminds me of this couch and blanket from my childhood, it was extremely 1970s and I loved it)

this little Kirk & Spock character comparison panel appeared next to an excerpt of Shatner’s writing, and to me it would fit in perfectly with those “who’s dating who” activity panels etc in magazines like seventeen, which, excellent execution, that’s such a good vibe to have considering The Premise 👏🏻

speaking of— I wish they’d mentioned slash fic, The Premise, early fanfic mail chains etc waaay more than they did (and for that matter, highlight way more just how important and vital the women Trekkies were!) but hey, at least they mentioned Spirk shippers, along with other parts of the magazine mentioning queer and nonbinary+trans rep in trek. could’ve/should’ve been more, but—

anyways! It’s still a fun magazine to read through and has lots of fun images even if you’re already familiar with the stories. (did you know there used to be an Enterprise shaped landline phone you could buy? I didn’t, and now I very much want one lol) it also highly benefits from having article writers of multiple genders, so there’s that, too. 🖖🏻

[nalyra-dreaming]

Those accounts are weirdly curated. Let's talk about the fact that one social media account posted a video of Sam and Delainey taking photos with the writers in front of all of the fan artwork. Yet what the writer's account posted was only the artwork. And let's not forget the same day they posted yet another set of Assad/Armand pics, they tweeted out this crazy accusation that people were begging for photos of Sam and Jacob making out on set, talking about protecting intimate scenes. No one was asking for that. People joke but no one was seriously asking for that. There are eight episodes and Sam is in numerous scenes, pivotal scenes with Jacob. And we know there's video and photos because they've dropped some before on the main AMC accounts and on the episode bonus features. But it is specifically these two accounts that are excluding him. And the only ones they've posted of him on set are scenes with Assad and they're from far away and/or the back of his head. Sam's working on probably something he considers his ultimate dream job and he's refusing to let only these two specific accounts for the show post pictures and video of him?? Please be serious. There's a clear bias from whoever is running those accounts.

Maybe. As said, it can also be a coincidence.

But it is a ... coincidence that more and more people seem to notice, I guess.

Now, I don't know about the jokes, I'm not much on Twitter anymore, but I can imagine, and given certain posts by intimacy coordinators and such those are... probably normal for a fandom.

What is not normal for a fandom - and the marketing for a fandom and a show, imho - is apparently excluding the current co-lead-about-to-become-lead from promotion or even mentioning him much.

Like, I know people are probably going to scream racism about this again, but Rolin. has. already. said. that. I'm not making this up. And it is the structure of the chronicles, to which book structure they returned again at the end of s2, even more closely than I thought.

And as such, as any sensible network/show should do, would be ramp up the excitement of what is to come, right??

Right. -.-

Again, I appreciate it a lot that we get BTS pix at all. I do. But it IS weird by now.

Lestat has been a beloved anti-hero for decades. To not use that... is incomprehensible to me.

[hellsite-proteins]

Could you do this perhaps:

*link below*

https://control.fandom.com/wiki/Hiss_incantation

It’s all there in italics.

But I’ll transcribe it below if the link isn’t working.

Here it be:

You are a worm through time.

The thunder song distorts you.

Happiness comes.

White pearls, but yellow and red in the eye.

Through a mirror, inverted is made right.

Leave your insides by the door.

Push the fingers through the surface into the wet.

You’ve always been the new you.

You want this to be true.

We stand around you while you dream.

You can almost hear our words but you forget.

This happens more and more now.

You gave us the permission in your regulations.

We wait in the stains.

The word that describes this is redacted.

Repeat the word.

The name of the sound.

It resonates in your house.

After the song, time for applause.

We build you till nothing remains.

The egg cracks and the truth will emerge out of you.

You are home.

You remind us of home.

You’ve taken your boss with your boss with you.

All hair must be eaten.

Under the conceptual reality behind this reality you must want these waves to drag you away.

After the song, time for applause.

This cliché is death out of time, breaking the first the second the third the fourth wall, the fifth wall, floor; no floor: you fall!

How do you say “insane”?

Hurts to be happy.

An earworm is a tune you can’t stop humming in a dream: “baby baby baby yeah”.

Just plastic.

So, safe and nothing to worry about.

Ha ha, funny.

The last egg breaks now.

The hole in your room is a hole in you.

You came and we let you in through the hole in you.

You have always been here, the only child.

A copy of a copy of a copy.

Orange peel.

The picture is you holding the picture.

When you hear this you will know you’re in new you.

You want to listen.

You want to dream.

You want to smile.

You want to hurt.

You don’t want to be

this is such a cool concept, and i really like nonsensical poems. this does feel weirdly soothing to me, but in a melancholic way?

letter sequence in this ask matching protein-coding amino acids:

YareawrmthrghtimeThethndersngdistrtsyHappinesscmesWhitepearlstyellwandredintheeyeThrghamirrrinvertedismaderightLeaveyrinsidesythedrPshthefingersthrghthesrfaceintthewetYvealwayseenthenewyYwantthistetreWestandarndywhileydreamYcanalmsthearrwrdstyfrgetThishappensmreandmrenwYgavesthepermissininyrreglatinsWewaitinthestainsThewrdthatdescriesthisisredactedRepeatthewrdThenamefthesndItresnatesinyrhseAfterthesgtimefrapplaseWeildytillnthingremainsTheeggcracksandthetrthwillemergetfyYarehmeYremindsfhmeYvetakenyrsswithyrsswithyAllhairmsteeatennderthecnceptalrealityehindthisrealityymstwantthesewavestdragyawayAfterthesngtimefrapplaseThisclicheisdeathtftimereakingthefirstthesecndthethirdthefrthwallthefifthwallflrnflryfallHwdysayinsaneHrtstehappyAnearwrmisatneycantstphmminginadreamayayayyeahstplasticSsafeandnthingtwrryatHahafnnyThelasteggreaksnwThehleinyrrmisahleinyYcameandweletyinthrghthehleinyYhavealwayseenherethenlychildAcpyfacpyfacpyrangepeelThepictreisyhldingthepictreWhenyhearthisywillknwyreinnewyYwanttlistenYwanttdreamYwanttsmileYwantthrtYdntwantte

protein guy analysis:

this is about as incoherent as the poem used to make it. which is to say, there are parts that form something logical – whether it be sentence fragments or pieces of secondary structure – but as a whole, the idea is not clear. this is a few pieces of order within a sea of disordered loops. and sure, loops do tend to be flexible and disordered, but they also don't tend to make up this much of a protein.

predicted protein structure:

[maskemasker]

Let me recount to you a extremely weird dream I had a year ago

Okay so I had a dream that I was going to a movie theater and this movie theater instead of having a normal ticket system had you go in this elevator thing and put a tokens in order to be able to see the movie Like you put token into an elevator then it takes you up to see a movie because apparently this theater has 2 floors!? And each elevator was specially themed and designed around each movie Anyways apparently the movie I was seeing was like a movie about franknub they didn’t elaborate much on the actual plot of the movie in the dream they just stated that apparently the director of the movie found the script in the garbage and decided to adapt the script into a actual movie and that apparently the movie was getting a lot of amazing reviews and critical praise Anyways the theater it’s self was weirdly structured it was massive apparently you could just pick whatever seat you wanted and everyone was fighting to sit in the front row Also I remember in the dream people were saying supposed quotes from this movie while fighting for the seats Also I woke up before dream me ever got to actually watch the movie so I never found out if it was good or not It didn’t say what the movie was titled

[extrasteps]

1 and 6 :))

Ty!!

Recommend a fic that lives in your brain rent free.

Weirdly enough, this fic is not from any of my usual fandoms. I can't even remember how I came across it or why I read it, but it's one I come back to again and again, and I recommend to everyone.

It's from the US version of Shameless, an Ian/Mickey fic, and it is just so raw, and emotional, and charming, and hot, and just real. I want to be this author when I grow up.

Like Real People Do - grayola

Recommend a fic that does something cool with format or structure (epistolary, social media, 5 things, non-linear, etc.)

This one is a little trickier for me. I had to really think about it, because weirdly, while this is an area I like to play in, it's not something I come across that often. However, a friend of mine reminded me of Dizzy's excellent Reddit fic with Sapnap complaining about Dream and George having sex in his bed, which is awesome!

ianal - Dizzy

Ty for the ask ✌️