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i am so normal about kenshi takahashi
#kenshi takahashi#johnshi#mortal kombat#art#digital art#i am mentally unwell#I can’t stop thinking about him#when does the hyperfixation stop#men with stubbles own my life#please send help#do I tell my therapist ?
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f1 is actually such a dangerous fandom to get into because there's just so many silly goofy guys to hyperfixate on
#this is me warning y'all that i'm about to go on an alex albon hyperfixation#honestly though like how does one stop obsessing over f1 when my brain can just switch between drivers whenever it starts getting bored#it's never ending#f1#formula one#formula 1#charles leclerc#max verstappen#alex albon#oscar piastri#lando norris#checo perez#logan sargeant#valterri bottas#zhou guanyu#nico hulkenberg#kevin magnussen#george russell#lewis hamilton#fernando alonso#lance stroll#esteban ocon#pierre gasly#yuki tsunoda#daniel ricciardo#carlos sainz
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My best bit is whispering "the voices" and "the demons", my friends and family think I do this randomly, but really I do it whenever I think about my hyperfixation. meaning I do it pretty often. Multiple times a day I whisper to myself about the voices. Sometimes I forget to stop doing it in public, strangers don't know its a bit.
#tommyinnit#he is the hyperfix#when does a hyperfix become a special interest?#asking for a friend#the voices#they tell me to draw more hyperion#write the say#write that cat!tommy fic you've been thinking about#draw him in that one chapter you just wrote#draw write edit post read watch the demand loudly#their voices echo around in my head they don't stop they never stop
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sorry that i keep rbing posts that contradict each other i just agree with both points🙏🏻
#like yes i do think fandom in general keeps that woman relevant but hp is not popular because of its fandom and one less fic does. nothing#when hp is literally the first series librarians suggest when you ask what to gift your 9 year old for christmas#parents who know absolutely nothing about her will keep gifting children hp books even if everyone currently in the fandom stops posting#tomorrow#but also i get the not wanting to be associated with her . i’ve always hated it and it feels way worse right now#but that might also be because of all the ‘if you still Think about these books kill yourself’ posts going around#that said i don’t think everyone who stays is a bad person the same way i don’t think leaving makes you better#because you (we) were still comfortable here before it got ‘real’ when jkr has always been like that#comfortable is a huge word actually i don’t think anyone was completely comfortable i think we were all feeling some type of guilt#anyway#my hyperfixation is mostly gone so i wouldn’t be writing anything new anyway but still. i’m going to finish my wips and move somewhere else#<- if anyone cares
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Abt that last post: If you think Lilith's forgiveness was rushed or that her arc ended when she went back with gwendolyn you didn't get the character at all.
#She gave up EVERYTHING she had. she fought off petrification. she split the curse. When eda attacked in YBOS she didn't stop her#And from there she's done the big impacts she can do. so what does she do? tries to make it up in little ways#the scrying potion. saving eda with the glyphs. distracting jean-luc#And yeah she relapses in KUAFA but duh??? Of course she would?? it's a realistic arc. it's an arc of trying#And when they plan for the DOU she offers to take edas place. she offers to DIE. we didn't talk about that enough#Her arc never stopped. she always kept trying to make it up in whatever way she can#and honestly i prefer it to her getting treated hostily or kicked out and having to suffer because it's healthier#raven croaks#ooh is the toh hyperfixation back? maybe
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Ravioli Ship Week Day 1 - Love/Favorite AU. What encapsulates love more than listening intently to the person you love most ramble on and on about something you don’t understand at all?
I also decided to draw my own Ravio and Link for this, because my favorite au is my own :) I know no shame :) the only regrets I have is that I couldn’t make more drawings of them(I only finished two drawings for this week :().
EDIT: Not canon. Link doesn’t actually have romantic feelings for Ravio, he just thinks he does. He will still listen to Ravio ramble on, because he does care for Ravio.
Anyways, Ravio’s rambling about different kinds of magic tricks, because he’s a magician(and also a regular mage but he likes magic tricks) and Link is a victorian era acrobat! He’s also not a hylian but Ravi doesn’t know that lol. Gosh I want to talk about this au so bad augh. My little guys \\\٩(๑`^´๑)۶//// I love them so much pls ask me about them and even if no one does I will talk about them because I have problems lol
#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda au#ravioli ship#raviolishipweek#rd ravio#rd link#I’m working on their refs and I also need to redraw hero’s shade!tears#oh and I also need to draw zelda and hilda and ganon and yuga and#ugh I love these guys#and Ravio has a hyperfixation for magic tricks. He talks about them a lot and Link loves it when he does because that’s one of the few time#Link is 100% certain that he’s happy. Ravio tends to put up a constant front of being bubbly and optimistic 24/7#even when he’s extremely sad or angry#I wanna talk about my little guuuuyyyssss#I think I’m talking too much tho. So I’ll stop. For now. Hit post.#art fever#fever rambles
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Feeling extra unwell about Felix
#i cried like three times in the last 12 hours and i'm about to cry again and i can't really articulate why#i think it's “feeling lonely” + “feeling possessive over a hyperfixation” + “feeling inadequate 'cause why am i so obsessed with this”#i just hate when like#i can tell my emotions are kinda irrational but i can't stop feeling them anyway#does this make sense
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I'm sorry for constantly filling the silence in the room with talk about my blorbos.
It will happen again.
#ooc#mun ramblings#Look someone asked a question and I had to answer#And my “never shuts the fuck up” disease just took over#That being said to anyone who talks to me I am so sorry for just#Non stop talking when the room is quiet#Or for overtaking conversations with OC talk#My hyperfixations know no limits nor does my mouth apparently
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hoooooo my god
#dusty adventures#bnha#bnha spoilers#i NEED to vent#like i dont read the manga but i had to read the last chapter because i literally cant stop thinking abt this shit#like deku rly just wanted to be a pro hero that's ALL HE WANTED. SUCH A SIMPLE WISH#and then he loses his quirk and has to watch his friends live the life he wanted???#AND HE SAVED THE WHOLE WORLD. AND GETS NOTHING???#i wanted him to be happy! I WANTED HIM TO BE HAPPY#he says he is? DOES HE FUCKING LOOK LIKE IT#you saw his FACE when he gets the suit?? THAT'S HIM HAPPY#those last 2 pages were such a fcking cop out but were the only thing stopping me from having a mental breakdown#he deserved so much better please.... everyone got their true happy ending... why not him.... he fought so hard...#FUCK im so sad. i hate having hyperfixations. i wish i could be normal about my blorbos
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Sometimes I think about how I was always that kid that talked too much about my interests or just anything or how I'd just randomly start to sing a song that was stuck in my head and how I still see myself like that. But I'm not actually like that anymore. Like I loved when I was like that, sharing my thoughts and talking to people so much and being loud and not feeling like I shouldn't be. But over the years I kinda stopped because people seemed annoyed by it or didn’t listen or just didn't care. And it makes me kinda sad and I feel like internally I'm still like that but whenever I'm in a group of people I don't do much of the talking
#i guess i kinda miss the time when i didn't notice that i might be annoying by talking that much#like i know im definitely masking a lot but somehow i dont really think about that a lot even though it does impact me emotionally#i also noticed that i start to unmask when im hungry because my brain probably doesnt have the energy to mask anymore and yeah#idk what im trying to say with this post#recently a friend told me that he has never heard me sing and i thought back to how i used to sing out loud so much but i felt like i was#annoying so i stopped#idk i wish the world was kinder to neurodivergend children because maybe then i wouldnt immediately develop a crush on the first girl that#told me she likes listening to me talk about my interests#i kinda miss that because when i first met her i told her all about david tennant cause that was my hyperfixation at that time and she#listened to me and asked questions and when i apologized for talking so much she said that was okay and that she liked listening to me#and then i met up with her again a while later but i got worried about talking too much and idk#anywayss hah at least i have tumblr where i can post all my opinions and rant about anything i want to rant about and somebody will be#interested in the same thing and read my thoughts :>#lea's random thoughts
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I do wonder if we'll ever figure out like, what is a Realistic expectation of ourself. Between the plurality dvd the disability and the neurodivergence, we struggle a lot, and I dunno how much of that is a lack of coping skills etc and how much of it is just that we Literally Don't Work That Way. I wonder how you figure that shit out.
#.txt#it's kinda like the broader sibling to the figuring out whether you feel shitty because of emotional reasons or physical reasons#BC eventually you realise that both are real but they also require different approaches and techniques and skills#i mean ultimately self compassion is like. the best thing for figuring stuff out. at least in our case.#when we stop judging ourself and set aside the roiling self hatred. we make more progress.#i dunno. it's 2am and I'm worrying that we'll give up on java to get more into weaving and that we're just#falling into yet another hyperfixation that we'll leave behind in a week with nothing to show for it but a hole in our wallet#but i dunno. does it matter? if we learned stuff and enjoyed ourself?#would we judge someone else who did the same thing? would we fuck with something Else who judged that?#how do we dismantle the shame and the guilt of enjoying things enough to bounce between projects and ideas in a way that works for us?#who knows! not 2am Aspect Priority that's for sure.#good night Tumblr
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Some vent writing because work decided to turn up on its head the last two days
Not done, just taking a break so my wrist stops being numb.
#might come back and reblog later eith the rest when im done#if i dont break for the night and this ends here#could go either way#just wanted somewhere safe to throw this where i don't get dragged into a conversation#i don't want to TALK Dammit#how i deal with my shit is writing#let me write and i can get myself through it until I'm stable enough again#stop insisting i talk about it#I'm not good at talking anyway#my speech has been going downhill all year. i don't feel like talking a lot#i just#this is a vent post#feel free to ignore it#i just need an outlet and writing is my biggest one besides escapism. and that's not exactly the best option if i need to job search#so here#my posting behaviour shouldn't differ too much#it never really does with my moods#hyperfixations. yes. moods. not so much
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Ok so I’ve had this question for a while and I feel like you’ll be able to give me a good answer. I understand that we’re absolutely not supposed to support anything JKR does monetarily and I never intend to do so. However is engaging with Harry Potter media *at all* also something I should not do or is it only things that give her money?
Like, would there be anything wrong with me playing Hogwarts Legacy if I pirated it? Is fanfiction and fan art ok to consume? Or is engaging with the IP at all going to be harmful in a way that I don’t see atm?
Thank you for your time!
I don't really think a cis person is the right person to ask about this, but I also know that trans people are sick to death of having to field these questions so I'll do my best to answer this, if everyone who reads my answer will promise me that you will NOT use anything I say in this post as an annoying argument against a trans person who has a different opinion on the matter. Remember whose opinions are actually important here.
And look, number one, you can do whatever the fuck you want. Nobody can stop you. If you, in yourself, in your soul, feel morally comfortable consuming Harry Potter by some convoluted method of Ethical Consumption™, then go and do that, and own it, and have the strength to be judged for your decisions.
Trans people might not trust you - hell, I'll probably not trust you either. They might get angry at you, and criticize you, or roll their eyes and call you a fucking loser. If you have the moral conviction that what you are doing is right, and that you are acting in accordance with your beliefs and you are not doing harm, then stand by that conviction and face the consequences. Have that strength of character.
But if you feel the need to go around posting and arguing that it's unfair, that you shouldn't be judged, that you should get to be a special exception and people are unreasonable when they get mad at you... then that is evidence, proof positive, that you are a fucking loser. That you are cowardly, and you don't actually believe that what you are doing is right, you just want the world to affirm your fragile ego while you enjoy your little treats.
To be clear, I am not accusing you of doing this (you seem to just earnestly be asking for guidance), but there's a hell of a lot of people who do do this, and you don't want to be one of them.
So that's number one. Do whatever the fuck you want, and face the consequences with a spine.
Number two is... just fucking drop it. That is my earnest advice to you. Just fucking drop Harry Potter. They are children's books from the early 2000s, they just are not that fucking good or important. The Hogwarts Legacy game is live service slop; the movies are passable at best and their quality comes from the actors being better than the source material. Just drop it. Harry Potter has nothing to offer that you can't get elsewhere from better media with better authors, or problematic authors who have good grace to at least be dead.
Don't waste your life thinking about complicated ways to circumvent the moral problem of JK Rowling's rancid transphobic hate-aura at the center of the franchise, don't waste your finite time on Earth trying to thread that stupid needle. Harry Potter isn't worth this. Rowling is old, and shriveling from hate and mold fumes, at the very least just wait for her to fucking die, and for her political project to fail, before you pick that world back up again.
I speak as someone who read the first book at age 11, hyperfixated on relating to Harry, and whose entire cultural life was consumed by the franchise for over a decade. It is not worth it. You don't need it, you don't need the stress of trying to navigate how or whether to engage with it ethically. You almost certainly have an enormous backlog of other books, games, movies and TV shows you've been meaning to get around to, so just go do that instead. I promise you it will be infinitely more rewarding, and infinitely less compromised by stress and guilt and cognitive dissonance.
And while you're at it, send some money to a trans charity and go scream invectives at a transphobic politician some time.
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So you know that running joke on the Argo II about how Percy eats so much and from everyone else's POV it's seen as quirky or unusual? It's quite possible that his open enthusiasm about food is weird to the others because he's actually the only one who's normal/healthy abt food.
Think about it. Leo's been through food insecurity and he may have issues with it because of the way his body looks. He's also a workaholic and generally probably doesn't really have a very good sense of when or what he needs to eat to feel better. Annabeth might be similar, not being able to sense her hunger cues very well because of Trauma (TM) and the way she gets sucked into her hyperfixations.
Piper and Frank might both be conscious about their weight, Piper because of bullying and her Hollywood environment and Frank because he's always been so big naturally and his grandmother probably verbally abused the hell out of him for his weight.
I think Jason skips meals as a form of self-punishment if he doesn't feel like he's earned it. He also wants to make sure everyone else on his team has had what they want to eat before he gets to have any.
Hazel straight up lived in the depression, so food was probably rationed. She was also a girl in the 40s and body shaming was on a whole other level of ridiculous back then so I can't blame her for feeling like she needs to restrict for a few reasons.
And then there's Percy, whose mother did the best she could to make sure her son had a healthy relationship with eating and food. She didn't always have money, but she showed her love through food and treats as much as she could and together they created their blue food tradition. This means that Percy now is excited about food and can probably better measure his hunger cues than anyone else on that ship. This is a good thing not only for him, but if he shows confidence in the way he eats what he likes until he's satisfied and stops when he's full, it might give his friends social cues that they're allowed to eat like he does.
Percy, of course, would be happy to know he's helping them...but right now, he's too excited about those pancakes.
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Captain Curly; marriage hcs <3
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Chat I know I mentioned getting back into writing for twst but the current hyperfixation is too strong rn so just bare with me I NEED to write for mouthwashing
!this is written with an AU in mind; curly still works for pony express, but there's no ship. Just a normal job. Also J***y doesn't exist.!
Tw/cw; afab!reader, mentions of pregnancy and having said baby, MANHANDLING!!!!, teasing, use of pet names, uhhh I can't think of any else
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I think Curly would definitely be a family oriented person. The further you'd get into your relationship, the more he'd ask about your opinion on kids and if you'd want any in the future.
I also think Curly would be on the traditional side, too. If you said yes to having kids, he'd take that as an opportunity to show you how good of a provider he can be, and how willing he is to become a father.
When you do eventually have children, he'd be more than willing to take off work to help around the house. You just gave birth, he knows it's hard for you, so he'd make breakfast, lunch, and dinner for all three of you.
Sidenote; Curly would definitely be a good cook. He probably took culinary in highschool
If he knew Anya at the time, he'd have her babysit your children so he could take you out on dates. This happens quite often, too; probably around once or twice a month. He just wants to show how much he appreciates you and everything you've done for him and your relationship <3
He'd take you to the most expensive restaurants and tell you to order whatever you wanted, and if you're done breastfeeding, he'd order a bottle of champagne for you both.
He'd be one of those "I love my wife" husbands. Everyone at his job is so sick of hearing him talk so highly of you. It'll be someone's birthday, they'll bring a cake, and he just won't eat it. Why? "My wife could make a better cake."
After you guys got married, he couldn't stop calling you his wife. That name felt so surreal to him; like the woman of his dreams is finally his? And there's a title for that?? Of course he's going to use it constantly.
He probably also took Anya out to help him pick out a ring. And thank god he did btw because he would've gotten you a ring with the biggest diamond they had 😭😭 (sorry to all the big ring lovers in chat rn they're just not it for me)
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Curly is a romantic. He'd want to take things slow, cherish you as much as possible, especially if it's your first time.
He wouldn't think of it as sex, he'd think of it as lovemaking; showing you his worth and how much he cares about you.
He rarely gets rough, you have to ask him to be because he just won't do it. But, he's a suck up for you, so if you want something, it's yours.
So, he'd get rough. He'd go faster than he usually does, maybe put his hand around your neck and squeeze ever so gently. But afterwards, he'd feel awful; like he was hurting you or something.
He'd apologize profusely, say he's never gonna do it again, but does it a few days later. It's like going through the five stages of grief but skipping the first four and consistently being at acceptance
He's a hand holder. Since he's an intimate person, his preferred position is missionary. He likes this position for a few reasons; he gets to see your expression if you're enjoying it or uncomfortable, he gets to kiss you, and he can hold your hand. It's one of his favorite things to do, not only because he finds it much more romantic, but he also loves how you squeeze his hand when you're getting close.
Teasing is one of the things he does best. But verbal teasing, not physical. You can hear him giggle anytime he's inside you, practically taunting you when he knows you're close. He'd say something dumb like, "aw, is princess gonna cum?" And then have a shit eating grin on his face.
Pet names are another thing he uses often. Like I said previously, he'd call you princess, but there's also other names he'd call you during the act. Love, darling, and angel are the ones he uses for you most commonly, aside from princess of course.
I saw someone else say this on here and their hcs were actually what made me want to write (I swear on my SOUL I am NOT trying to copy them 🙏🙏🙏🙏 sorry if it comes off like that) but they said Curly would be buff and I completely agree. He would be HUGE, I'm thinking 6'3-6'5, easily over 220lbs.
The manhandling would go CRAZY, you don't like a position? No issue, he'll just pick you up and put you in a different one. Can't keep your legs open while he's being a munch? As much as he enjoys the feeling of suffocating between your thighs, which believe me, he does, he can't exactly pleasure you if he's unconscious from the lack of airflow. Not a big issue, a firm hand on each leg will do the trick.
Another comment on his body alone to wrap this up; he'd definitely be muscular in his legs and especially his arms. I think his stomach would be toned, not a six pack, but toned. Maybe even a little pudge and a v line 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭
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A/N: hi guys pls send requests for curly fics plasplsplspslsplsplslsplspls I'm so thirsty for this man oh ky god I'm crynng
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hi! i liked your free use blurb and I was wondering if you'd do it in the reverse where the reader could use spence?
s. r. blurb 3
contents: fem!reader, free use Spencer, slight dom/sub dynamics, MDNI
Dating a nerd who all but worships the ground you walk on has certain perks.
There are the more obvious ones: he does your taxes for fun (and by hand, like the most lovable troglodyte), he takes you to lovely dates that are somehow both exciting and—if you’re being completely honest—ever so slightly boring, he is an absolute gentleman. The type who walks by the street, and would bend down to tie your laces for you.
Lesser known perks are as follows: he can recite books for you from memory—which comes in handy when you need something soft and soothing to lull you to sleep, he indulges in your little hyperfixations, and, lastly, he’s so completely desperate for you. Enough that a simple brush of your hand on his thigh has him stuttering and turning pink, the slightest pressure on his crotch sends him reeling. Certain clothes are his enemy—you wear red and there’s a tent in his pants.
It seems only fitting for you to claim his cock whenever you want. He gets hard so quickly, you might as well take advantage of it, right?
Right.
And of course, Spencer Reid—perfect, loving, incredibly intelligent—says yes to being your free use boyfriend.
Another perk of dating a nerd?
He has nothing else going for him outside of work. Granted, the BAU takes him away from you more often than not, but you simply see that as another opportunity. Just means when he’s back, you’re bouncing on his cock at every opportunity you can.
This weekend is no different. He’s been gone for four days, barely calls—he’s always been so bad at that—but being apart only heightens your need for him. Absence sharpens love after all, or whatever it is Shakespeare said. You’re sure Spencer knows it by heart, something beautiful and poetic, not the clumsy version you can recall.
So he’s home after four long days, trying to play chess, and you’re splayed on his lap, your back to his chest, grinding your hips in slow, circular motions to relish the feeling of his cock stretching you out and filling you up after being unsatisfied for the past few days.
He’s moaning. Everytime he reaches over to move a piece, you bounce on his lap to distract him, giggling at the quiver in his fingers when you clench your walls tightly around his pulsing length. You follow his hands, long fingers wrapping around a knight and moving it to take an opponent’s bishop. You start bouncing faster.
“God, honey,” he groans, accidentally knocking over a pawn in the process.
“Need your safe word?”
“No no, just—I missed you so much.” he whimpers, burying his face into your neck. He begins to buck his hips up, meeting your thrusts.
You pause immediately, hands resting on his thighs. Not that it doesn’t feel good—it does, but the whole point of this is that he continues his activities while you use him. “Did I give you permission to fuck me, Spence?”
“No,” he whines. You smile when he stops moving obediently, face lifting from your neck, “I’m sorry.” He resumes the chess game, moving a rook to take the offensive knight from before.
“Good boy.” you reward him by grinding again, more up and down this time. Leaning back into him, you drag your wet cunt all over his cock, squeezing as you do. Like a good boy, he simply continues his chess game, but you grin triumphantly as his hands tremor even more. With a hum, you bring your fingers to your clit, rubbing quick circles on the swollen nub. “White’s check in three.”
“No way.” he gasps as your pace grows rougher, riding him in quick strokes, “I could have sworn—ah!”
You come undone around him, walls tightening to a nearly painful degree. Soft, breathy gasps leave your lips as you ride him through your climax, going lax and soft in his arms. He sighs, staring dumbly at the chess board in front of him. Understandably needy, but he can’t do much about it right now, that’s not his role. Not unless you give him permission.
“You’ve been so good, baby,” the words come out a sweet little sigh, full of affection. You crawl off his lap, grinning as he turns his head and follows you with a gaze so full of longing it’s almost pitiful. You hum, settling on the couch beside him. Legs spread, an invitation. “Come and fuck me now, Spence, you deserve it.”
The last, perhaps least known perk of dating a nerd?
They’re amazing at fucking. Or, at least, Spencer Reid is.
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