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Me: *has the urge to flirt*
Also Me: WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING STOP THAT RIGHT NOW THAT IS A DEFINITE NO
#*sigh*#constantly having to rein myself in#bold me needs to learn how to stick to the script and stay in their lane#which is in the back and out of sight#And can only come out for very mild sarcasm and teasing#it's low key scary the fact that my impulse control is so weak right now#God help me#Once again I am in trouble#lesbian#wlw#personal#day in the life of a striped wolf#funny#gay panic
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kaz brekker: this madness (a crush on inej) has GOT to stop!!!
also kaz brekker, when speaking to inej: i would come for you. and if i couldn’t walk, i’d crawl to you, and no matter how broken we were, we’d fight our way out together.
#six of crows#crooked kingdom#kanej#kaz brekker#inej ghafa#35% thru crooked kingdom#35% deep into the most gripping literary crashout i have ever read#who is doing it like you kaz brekker#no one i’ll tell you#‘i am a patient boy. it is what makes me an excellent criminal. anyway why the everloving FUCK is inej not back yet’#‘i do not care about inej. i am just walking on my brutalized leg up many flights of stairs and across rooftops to be with her#and i cannot let her out of my sight. which could mean nothing.’#sabrina feasts#grishaverse
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art block a bitch so here's a shiddy traditional doodle of a certain construct while i try to remember how to draw 😔💔😓
got some new lining pens tho so art block fears me. 🤞
#traditional art#artists on tumblr#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#its Bad. and I'm cringing. at the quality.#and also bc AAAAAA i hate posting fansrt for a new thing#ive been drawing Ghost n Toast since i was 9 years old so any time i try smth new I'm like wow#the fans are going to take me out back like old yeller#i am going to be killed on sight#whicj is dumb but i know that which is why I'm posting this instead of setting it on fire#the design is so Eugh but also I'm bad at designs#and creativity (ironic considering i am an artist.)#0 imagination whatever who care#im hiding in the tags instead of posting again#fellow fans please let me in to this totally sacred land and accept my offering of 1 (one) SecUnit#i swear i can draw better than this I've just accidentally become important at my job#and now they keep putting me on all the busy days and making me train people#like y'all i work nightshift so i don't have to interact with human beings#i just wanna sit there and draw or read#why in the hell would you put another person there all night with me that i Have to interact with#this is bullshit 🤬
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is he a wise mentor or just jealous
#i am imagining daycare worker kuya. in his smock. squatting down to baby yakumo's level#while yakumo (just dropped off) is fighting back tears as eiden walks off. out of his sight#kuya with that impassive smile says#your emotional support human is going to die one day.#you cannot rely on anyone but yourself.#the only constant in this universe is solitude.#yakumo 'bout to become inconsolable in 3..2...#kid's gotta learn 😔#surprise! the lion den is just dante writing letters in the courtyard#there was nothing to be scared of after all 😊#um. uhnless you're scared of dante in general. which . in that case .. lol good luck#nu carnival#nu carnival eiden#nu carnival kuya#nu carnival yakumo
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tiktok hunger games fans are like the fucking worst. half of them are so desperate to let people know that there's a Message to the book and that they understood the Morals and Themes and Messages of the book that cant look past book canon or have some fun and the other half is making ocs and slapping katniss and peeta's name on them while making the most outlandish conspiracy theories. you cant fucking do anything on there
#this is brought to you by the 50 bajillion ppl in every hayffie edit going 'b-b-but what about lenore dove!!! he would never love another!!'#literally who gives a fuck!!!! porque no los dos!!!!#WHY NOT BOTH!!! why does it have to be only one????#also the mockingjay came out in 2010. it's been 2 and half decades of ppl making hayffie hcs#the movie came out in 2015. it's been a fucking decade of ppl making hayffie hc#do you really think a 2-week old book is going to change that????#and also why would it!!!! why can he not love lenore dove and effie trinket????#and the 'geese mate for life' shit??? that is not true!!!#they're monogamous for the duration of their partners life after which they find a new partner!!!!#also some1 made a ranking of effie's outfits and one of the top comments was 'i fear you missed the point of the books'#can we not have any fun in this fandom???? must we continuously talk about how horrifying the children dying are????#like can we not make silly little posts about haymitch accidentally tripping off his front porch????#or must we preface it with a 6k word essay about haymitch's trauma and his fears and why he is the way he is??????#im sorry. maybe it's bc i just stick to my corner of the internet but have we truly lost sight of shipping culture???#[old man voice] back in my day we shipped characters that had never even met!!! uphill and downhill!!! through a river and through snow!!#also sotr killed me. hayffie have known each other for 25 years.....#twenty five..... the big 2-5..... 2 and a half decades.......they've been watching children die together for twenty five years......#rocking myself back and forth....#the hunger games#thg series#sunrise on the reaping#thg
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The dog motif with Henry is so incredibly interesting to me because, as Tunes already correctly pointed out: it is something that is prescribed to him by others.
I do have to argue, though, that it doesn't solely seem to be about his loyalty. He gets the dog comparison from so many strangers—people who sometimes don't even know Hans, nor Henry's connection to him, know of no loyalty he could have, not even to Radzig—that for the longest time I struggled to pinpoint what exactly makes them think of Henry in that way. Now, I think that I was too preoccupied searching for one truth when I should have been looking for many.
I think not everyone who sees Henry as a dog sees him as the same dog. Some see the loyal hound, one of the dogs you would take out for hunting: the tool, too stupid to understand himself to be one. Others see the mangy street cur, fletching his teeth, scared and angry, looking to fill his starving stomach. And others see the guardian shepard, submissive to the sheep he kills wolves for.
These views of him are either only one side of Henry or downright mischaraterizing him, which makes sense since most of these people don't actually know Henry. Now, if I remember correctly: Hans only compares Henry to a dog during their first hunt together, where he makes him walk behind his horse. A power play, of course, not yet defanged, and an indicator that at this point, Hans doesn't know Henry either.
I will have to rely on my memory for this, which is not the greatest, so I hope I haven't forgotten anything that directly contradicts this read BUT I do think that the dog comparison is a way to push Henry into a limited role, to put him into place, which is why—as the story progresses and he and Hans grow closer, Hans starts to understands Henry as a full person, more of an equal than a dog who heels or bites.
And that is something other's have no chance to understand, ESPECIALLY because Hans clings to every shred of structural control. It seem unthinkable to them that he would let go of the dog he can use in favor of the human behind it. They don't know that Henry is just as much a dog to Hans as Hans is a bird to Henry. Which means: only in name, only to jest, to parody, to make fun of their roles.
'you are a dog to many, loyal, hungry, barking and hollering, but to me, you are more.' and 'you are a bird to many, loud and pompous, colorful and prideful, trapped in a cage when all you want is freedom, but to me, you are more.'
This shared more is hidden behind sarcastic "My Lord"'s and playful "I'll throw you in the stocks"', in the way they know what can hurt the other, in the way they say I care witout those words leaving their lips..
#kcd#I usually never post my thoughts on things like this. I like to hide myself in a layers of Art#Conceal meaning for those who care enough to find it... this feels like I'm exposing my innards a bit too openly for the crows to pick at#The only other time I get this vulnerable is in the dms to my friends. Which is also where this stems from#literally just reworded the message I sent to tunes bc she said she wants to reblog it and go crazy in the tags. this one's for you my dear#also if you see any spelling mistakes or god forbid.. wonky grammar... don't tell me. I tried to check it but I feel like I will never let#go of the german influence in everything I try to write and I can feel the mistakes I missed tickling me at the back of my neck always just#out of sight.. ugh#Anyway..... many thoughts about henry and dogs#also yes there is a point to make about erik and istvan in comparison to this. but that's for another day
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i’ve gone through the entire spectrum of emotions today and maybe even unlocked a new one i have to be deficient in some vitamin
#not a vent post btw there’s variety in here#got into a huge fight w my mom which isn’t a rare sighting at all but we’re not talking lol#will probably dissipate by tomorrow morning but i’m so fucking tired you guys#eldest daughter syndrome hitting hard today#i need to eat a kilogram of ferrero rochers asap#oh my god or some kinder bueno#starting to think wafer involved snacks may be one of my coping mechanisms#also rewatching mha with oomf who is watching for the first time and they just gave us a snippet of the todoroki family lore#had to talk myself off the ledge for a sec#but i’m remembering how much i love sero!!!!! <3 touy & toga are my favs but kirisero have a special place definitely#the kacchako fight was weirdy bittersweet too they’ve come so far :’)#wrote a little bit for not even death and then gave up for the day#i hope whenever i make a good morning or good night post and ask how urs is going you all know i DO want details and i AM very much interest#-ed. i’m a nosy bitch at heart i am#waiting for iris to text me back so we can continue our watch and then i’m going to pass out#oh and when i get off work tomorrow i’m going to play hsr (hi quinn) and see what i think#bye love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Going through all these scenes and noticing how frequently Mike does something and we don't see his expected emotional reaction to the event until after everyone else's. And the implication there that he's reacting to their reactions.
There was no reason for him to get two reaction shots to the same first kiss in 1x08. The second, when he smiles, would have to be a reaction shot to her smiling.
It was extremely sudden and required unnecessary cutting together to cut away from Mike saying "I love her" SO immediately as they did with ZERO time to show any surprise on his face. We don't see his reaction until we've covered everyone else in the room first.
You know what they say. The tell tale sign of a liar is they're constantly checking to make sure you believe them. Mike is constantly shown in shot order to react to other's reactions. Take their cues on how to behave around the situation. He is consistently seen with a smile fading after the other person looks away.
From the beginning, he has CONSTANTLY been taking the cues of those around him to act off of, constantly trying to convince them of *something*. Hmm...
(that's the thing about immersion in biased POVs. He successfully convinced you for a while, didn't he? I'm glad. He worked really hard at it.)
#mike wheeler#byler details#elmike details#stranger things#byler#this is why i like to say i don't 'explain how mike is queer'#i explain how they convinced you he was straight for so long#explaining consistent reliable information is boring#the juiciness comes not peeling back the curtain which is one motion then it's done#but examining what material the curtain is made out of that it blended right into the wall#and what texture it is that it was so hard to move out of the way even once you knew it was there#goddamnit he was right there#i'm not here to tell you he's there#i'm here to tell you how you missed him in such plain sight#i trust you#you don't need to be told he was in plain sight
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I am either hallucinating from exhaustion or there is a pretty big (by british housespider standards at least) incredibly speedy spider on my desk and i do not know which is worse
#i think id quite like it to be a hallucination#3am is not Dealing With Spiders Time#basically i saw something small dark and circular sculttle across my desk to out of sight behind my tablet#(which is on my lap leaning against my desk)#then i felt behind the tablet and looked around and didnt see it so i went back to drawing slightly confused#then i saw the dark thing scuttle to under my pencil case like a min and it looked like a spider#but i know that people hallucinate spiders when tired#im not THAT tired#nor am i particularly sleep deprived#i mean its 3am but i also stayed up till 3am last night and got 8 hours of sleep so this is just my sleep schedule#ouugghhh
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wow so watcher just singlehandedly killed their channel
#i get wanting to ensure your company is profitable but moving everything onto a streaming service aint it chief#we are in a cost of living crisis and you want people to pay for another service?#when most are cancelling the ones they already have?#what are they thinking#‘we wanted to keep the price low enough to make it affordable for everyone’ whos everyone? i cant afford 60-72 dollars a year#and thats in usd#for me thats 93-112 bucks a year and thats not happening#how they didnt just start with a channel membership is beyond me#this was such a short sighted and out of touch idea#and theyve already started archiving their videos which makes the whole thing feel so disingenuous#and moving everything off youtube will mean theyll have no subscriber growth bc how are people supposed to discover them?#the comments on the video are so cordial everyone is saying this stuff by the hundreds#so heres hoping they roll it back#even their reasons for it being they cant do bigger production shows bc of their budget#people dont watch you for the production#i for one was a little put out when they started overproducing their shows it felt like they were trying to hard#its always been about their personalities#i just cant believe they didnt think this through#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#hey there demons it’s me ya boy#watcher#buzzfeed unsolved#shane madej#ryan bergara#steven lim#ghoul boys#ghost files
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Working on finishing up a cloak for a cosplay while Nugget was out. She thinks she needs to steal my fleece.
#i love her#She’s like#My favorite person#also we finally got her into a competent vet and I honestly really like them#They are specifically bird specialists#the people who gave us nugget put her back in the nest three times and she fell out four from a very high height#starlings are very butt heavy when they are babies#which means she would have fell on her butt from high up four times#we had to help her poop the first two weeks because she couldn’t do it herself#we’ve always thought she looked hunched#and when she molted#her tail never grew back#We’ve always wondered if her butt or spine was damaged in the fall#and they were worried about it as well so they did xrays and Sure which#*enough#it was#in such a way that would reduce blood flow to her tail#and feathers need blood flow to grow#therefore no tail#She’s now on meds that are supposed to help circulation to smaller parts of the body#We shall see#Anyway#ramble that literally no one asked for#Nugget#starling#pet starling#starling bird#european starling#nugget sighting
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A few better shots of tonight’s plague doctor costume thanks to a professional photographer at the haunt:


“Now now, whoever said you could go insulting my leaches like that? I’ll have you know Carl is very sensitive and takes their job very seriously.”
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And finally- jazz hands

#🎃 Cryptid sighting#🎃 Photographic evidence#Plague Doctor#Halloween#plaguecore#Misadventures around PDX#I forgor to put my hood up. Dang it X[#For a last minute costume built around the sudden urge to use that mask & start character building with it-#- it didn’t turn out half bad!#Another win in the quickly improvised costume category!#Then again that mask is a masterpiece and carried the whole look#(mask commissioned from OldPinkWardrobe on Etsy a couple years back)#Need to make some fun accessories for this doc#The mask has art of all sorts of weird fucked-up (affectionate) little creatures burned into the leather which aligns nicely with-#- the sort of medieval cryptozoologist plague doctor I’ve had sitting in the waiting room of my mind for a few years
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/ Can't believe they actually did this
#;ooc#ooc#/MUSCLES ON MY G.ACHA????#/its totally normal on itself but on a g.acha its not that common ?? to see a completely s.hirtless man#/that aside ; i think the concept of him drenched in blood is so neatttt#like it all ties back to his repulsion to blood; which i dont think is something he's always had but more so that he -acquired- through-#-continous exposure to it#winner but at what costtttttttttttt#at one point it became such a common sight i feel like he def grew numbed to it#but as he's managed to get out of the underground rings; blood became a reminder of those times and by default the past behind it all#so its why he has more aversion to it -now-#b.lood invades every sense in the way that you feel the thickness; you smell the scent; you taste its flavor; you see the color#so its a very invasive reminder of his past in that sense; brings all those memories again#also the 3 dogtags symbolizing the friends he's lost along the way#bc they were in total 6; and 3 died; and 3 (including himself) remain#so thats why he doesnt have 6 (or well 5) tags and only 3 bc him and the other two are still alive#also i have zero doubts he has absolutely BLASTED knuckles; HIS POOR HANDS MANNN
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Modern au
Manon’s abandonment issues do not only stem from her grandmother constantly going on about replacing her if she’s not good enough and all of that. Like, yes this is something she has lived with her whole life but her grandmother DID abandon her once (just to teach her a lesson as she claimed)
Manon was young, only about 8 or 9 and it was one of those rare times she was riding in the car with her grandmother (just the two of them). The matron drove them through the freeway, and when she stopped at a gas station, she sent Manon inside the store. By the time she walked out of the small store, her grandmother was gone.
There was no sign of the car anywhere, she tried calling her but she never picked up the phone. She just… left her there and went somewhere.
Manon returned home some twelve hours later, the whole thing have shaken her up deeply she just… changed after it. She became more quiet and more reserved. She became more focused on her studies and slowly abandoned any fun activities. She mostly focused on pleasing her grandmother just so that she doesn’t leave her on some free way again.
#booklr#books and reading#manon blackbeak#throne of glass#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#just evil grandmother things#Dorian had to find out about this the hard way when they were driving back home late at night#he stopped for gas and asked if Manon wanted to get water or snacks from the small shop#and she just… had a panic attack because it unlocked that memory and Dorian didn’t understand what could have triggered the attack#he assumed maybe something happened to her in one of those shops in the past so he didn’t press the issue#he went inside WITH her and she stayed very close to him and remained quiet throughout#she didn’t seem upset by anything or anyone which left him wondering#he still doesn’t know what really happened but he doesnt mind bc his focus is on Manon not on what caused these issues#if him accompanying her is good enough then he’d continue to do it#he just wants to have her at ease#but he DID notice that she was focused on him and how she didn’t want him away from her so he figured it has to do with him#if it’s him she needs then he can easily do that because Dorian is always all about touching her and not letting her out of his sight#so he just kept his arm around her shoulders all the way back to the car#because if she needs him physically close then he’s all hers#and like he wouldn’t pressure her to talk about it if she doesn’t want to#but he did bring it up to her therapist because he KNOWS there is something that has caused it to happen#so he doesn’t mind if she doesn’t tell him as long as he can get her help so she is no longer crippled by these things#and for him to avoid any possible triggers
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im so glad u were listened to and loved by a friend :) those are so so important !! ur loved always always

#wonderfully kind anon in my askbox. love is everywhere#got asked about it which means im thinking about it AGAIN#some shit happened a few months back .oversharing on tumblr what else is new#but i just everything has been so kind of all over the place and never ending for almost a year now#and it was just another thing in an endless pile of things#i dont talk about it or think about it at all i guess#and me and my friend kind of . fell out of touch for a bit because i was so . everything i guess#i blamed him i blamed a lot of people because i wanted everyone to be there but i didnt make myself available to be there for#if that makes sense#i just it happened and life moved on the world kept spinning and no one stops for you nothing stops for you#and its like this awful screeching thing. where you realize how small you really are in the world#we never talked about the ways i acted . i felt guilty i feel guilty and it just spiraled i just couldnt stop talking about how it felt#what it was like to be there to see it everything everything i hate being at a loss for words i just#and i just laid in his arms and he pet my head and listened told me it was okay and he just kept saying good good good things#ive been losing sight of myself a lot . of the people around me#i spend a lot of time looking and looking for that Thing. the thing that'll fix whats wrong. that misplaced emptiness.#the puzzle piece someone kicked under the couch and all of a sudden youre turning the fucking house upside down trying to find it#i keep fucking up trying to find this thing ive spent my whole life begging and bending over backwards trying to get#and starting to realize its around me in front of me in every place i look#i am what stands in my own way. i shy away from my own reflection and close my eyes to the things i have. the possibilities of love waiting#i have to be vulnerable to get what i want. i have to be honest to feel seen. i have to feel like i deserve love to accept it into my heart#and that is. so much harder than fucking everything up and chasing the idea of something. because you know youll never really get it#and you can just spend your whole life running . because slowing down. standing still. you have to see everything. you have to look.#you have to look#im rambling i might delete this later#kind anon. thank you thank you thank you you deserve love all the same#crescent callings#charlieog
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theres more than one version of this in my head and I could get into it and I probably will at some point but just know that I think that after getting back from camp 371 Julian doesnt sleep in his own quarters for at least a week
#star trek: ds9#julian bashir#one scenario: he stays in Garak's quarters#and its the one time that nobody says ANYTHING about it#Julian doesnt report in the next morning and they get the computer to locate him and he's in Garak's quarters#and theyre like 'yeah. yeah that makes sense' and they leave him be#second scenario: he's with the O'Briens#he gets back and Miles and Keiko hover over him until nighttime#at which point when he tries to go to his quarters they each grab an arm and steer him to their own#both of them going 'you are absolutely not sleeping alone tonight'#and then he stays there for at least a week#third scenario: Jadzia refuses to let him out of her fucking sight#im forever bitter we didnt see an onscreen hug when Julian got back. from anybody#let my boy be cared for goddamnit
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