Omg so I was just suddenly hit with remembering what I dreamt last night and…..
Why are my only dreams about Bucky always weird asf????
Bc pls tell my why last night I dreamt I was his SISTER and I was trying to be incestuous with him 😟😩😭😭😭
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I totally understand it should be a pretty normal and reasonable thing to do to just be ok with a relatively small thing you feel passionate about and disagree with someone on and that sort of thing should Not hurt a very close relationship. I so badly wish I could do this. However this causes me actual physical pain and I have no idea how anyone simply decides not to care. Actually ok I worded this to sound funny and ironic bc I will sound fucking nuts if I don't but im not even exaggerating in the slightest. I want so bad to be able to simply not care bc I don't wanna be a dick but I can't stop my brain from being deeply upset about these things. How does this not cause anyone else probably unhealthy amounts of resentment.
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every day i leave my room and i go to the dining hall or the lobby or whatever and i’m being so brave and like yeah it’s for me so i don’t go fucking crazy in my room alone again but it’s also bc i hope every time they see me it reminds them what they did. i hope they feel like a tenth of the shame i live with constantly when they see me. like. fucking look at me. i’m still here. you can’t hide from what you did any more than you can hide from the dining hall. and i hope someday they’re more ashamed than i am
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