#why wont the freaking keep reading work with asks??

[jd-loves-fiction]

Appears in your askbox again like a plague

Same platonic premise with Boothill, Blade and Gallagher but reader gets kidnapped by their previous captors (reader is a former slave) in the heat of conflict

🌑honeypop if your requests are a plague I wanna be sick 😭 CRIIINGE also this got so angsty good lord 💀

✦ 𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥 ✦

PanicpanicPANIC

He's never shot people so quick, get space Guiness we've got a record

Getting rid of anyone who gets in his way without a second thought nor a moment wasted - he's never felt more like a machine

He just wants-- no, he needs you to be safe or he might go crazy from the guilt

He was supposed to protect you, he promised

He'd never forgive himself if you got hurt on his watch

So he's shooting people like it's going out of style, quickly tracking your captors down and making his way to you

You'd best look away when he finds them... He's not exactly a merciful man when it comes to his enemies

When he finally gets to you - he doesn't experience adrenaline anymore but - his head is spinning

He's approaching you carefully, doing his best to speak softly and try to make you laugh, so you know you're safe now

He'll swear to you again that this will never happen again

Utterly heartbroken that due to his metal body, he can no longer even give you a hug as comfort :(

✦ 𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐞 ✦

Another one panicking, except it's slightly different

Because of the mara he can't let himself be consumed by his panic and anger because he might end up hurting - the LAST thing he wants

But my god is it difficult to stay calm

He's lost too many people already and we've seen what he's willing to do to bring them back

He's rampaging to your side while trying not to lose himself to the mara

Hope you dont mind him making sure they can never do this stuff again because he's not holding back on the fuckers once he finds them

His rage overtakes his concern to the point that he becomes so focused on paying them back that he only remembers why he's doing this after they're all dead

Immediatly rushes to your side after calming himself down - god forbid he sees even a sliver of fear in your eyes when looking at him or be might throw up

Terrible at expressing his concern, at least verbally, so with your consent he's holding you gently and carrying you to safety - silently comforting in the way he usually is, with an edge of anger and guilt this time

But if you dont want him near you for the time being, he'll be heartbroken but undertanding, though he'll still stay close to your when he can as a means of protection - he just cant let this happen ever again

✦ 𝐆𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐫 ✦

Nonchalant no more

All the way chalant, he's freaking the fuck out

True guard dog, genuinely surprised someone got past him since he tries his best to keep an eye on you during fights - clearly he needs to try harder

Tries his best to stay calm in order to focus on getting to you but man it's hard to do

No matter what you are the priority, but he really wants to mess up the people who dared do this again

Tell him you want revenge please and he's hunting them down to the ends of the galaxy

But if you tell him to drop it, he will - you're absolutely his priority, even if he really wants to rip those people to shreds

With his skill set it wont be too difficult to find you and get to you, quickly and efficietly taking care of anyone in his way

When he finds you, he's quick to read the room to figure out what you need

Space? You got it, he'll just stand a little to the side so he can still protect you

Revenge? No need to ask him twice, he's on it

A hug? 🥺He might cry, of course you can have a hug

He's a pretty heartfelt guy but he's got a good head on his shoulders so he understands that this was not his fault but his heart still aches for you

Let's you sit by him at the bar as he works; cracking jokes and teachin you a few bartending tricks to get your mind off things. At least until he can be sure that it wont happen again

[lucajayms]

i sincerely apologize for the rant

pre bullets gerard plsplsplspls!!!! they have an office crush at cartoon network then she moves away without telling anyone and they replace her (CUBICLES BEST SONG EVER) so then he just keeps wondering what may have happened, until mcr are playing like in another city during revenge era then mikey sees her in the crowd before a show and he goes to gerard right before going onstage and its like hey gerard remember that girl you talked about 24/7 in 2001, shes here tonight. and gee just freaks out while trying to play down the whole performance becase hes scared she wont like the whole fake blood/gay/screaming thing. then they finish the performance and he goes to find her and shes like all happy bc she knew he was gonna do much better things than to work at a shitty office. and shes a big comic book artist and does really weid like blood and vampire stuff so shes so happy that gerard also does weird blood vampire stuff. and then theyre happy and then the umbrella academy happens and yea

yea youre free to ignore this, i just have too much free time to imagine shit like this 👍

HELP I LOVE THIS SO SO MUCH!

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CUBICLES

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gerard way x reader she/her used use of y/n

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masterlist

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warnings: swearing!

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"Maybe you could draw her more like this to bring out the background more so she's not just stiff," I instructed him. Gerard is a very talented artist, he just has a little bit of trouble deciding what to put where.

"But I feel like if she was a little different, due to her design, she'd go flat," Gerard argues, putting his pencil where he was describing.

I sigh as I place my hand delicately to my chin, trying to see what he's talking about. The deadline is soon and he's not done pitching these characters. "Honestly, Gerard? Whatever feels right. You'll get her."

"You sure?" He asks, seeking confirmation in my words.

I smile, nodding my head, "Yeah. Deadline is tomorrow, just do whatever feels right!" I say before I'm off to my cubicle to continue my project.

I knew he was looking at me. For weeks now, it had become a pattern—one I could almost draw if I could figure out how to capture that lingering gaze in ink. He thought he was subtle, keeping his distance and asking me barely relevant questions about some “project” or “character design” he’d been working on. Gerard was charming, though; there was no denying that. Quiet, a little too good at staring at his desk, and adorably oblivious to how easy it was to read him.

“Hey, uh, (Y/N)?” I looked up from my sketchbook, where I’d been mindlessly drawing a graveyard scene—something I had an odd fascination with lately. Gerard was standing there, hands stuffed in his pockets, wearing that awkward half-smile that looked better on him than it should.

“Gerard,” I said, glancing up with a smirk. “To what do I owe the honor?”

He chuckled, scratching the back of his neck. “I…uh…just wanted to see what you were working on.”

I flipped my sketchbook shut, even though I knew he was dying to see what I’d been drawing. “Just some stuff. You’d probably think it’s too creepy.”

“Try me.”

Maybe it was because I wanted to test him, see how he’d react to what was under the surface, but I opened the book back up and turned it to face him. His eyes widened as he took in the vampires, blood, and dark cemeteries I’d sprawled across the pages.

“You…actually drew all of this?”

I shrugged, trying to keep my cool. “It’s not much. Just whatever’s in my head.”

He laughed, this soft, surprised sound. “Whatever’s in your head is amazing.” He paused, his eyes lingering a second too long.

I grinned, leaning back in my chair. “Well maybe not everything, Way.” I tossed my pen onto my desk, feigning nonchalance. “Can’t have too many weirdos like me around. Bad for the office’s reputation.”

And that's why I left.

Maybe I should’ve told him I was leaving. I hated the idea of going without a goodbye, but part of me figured I’d see him again. He’d get over it. Life had a way of carrying people in different directions, and honestly? I couldn’t stand the thought of another month behind that desk. I needed to be somewhere I could let these ideas out, somewhere that didn’t expect me to keep my weirdness behind a closed sketchbook.

The day I left, I watched the office fade from my rearview mirror, fingers tapping the steering wheel as a familiar guilt crept in. I didn’t leave him my number or my address or even a hint of where I’d gone. Some part of me hoped he’d figure it out. But after that, there was just silence.

Gerard

She left without a word. Just…gone. I tried to keep going like I didn’t notice, told myself it wasn’t a big deal. But the absence gnawed at me, creeping into every sketch and unfinished character. (Y/N) was gone, and I had no clue where she’d gone or why. I stopped asking questions after a while, but I couldn’t stop thinking about her. The thought became like an echo in my mind, constant and inescapable, pushing me to drown it out with anything I could find.

And I did.

One show after another, one drink, one line, whatever I could find to keep the silence at bay. The stage helped a little—at least there, I had the lights in my eyes and the noise blocking out the mess in my head. I’d stand in front of the crowd, hands dripping with fake blood, trying to exorcise whatever pieces of myself felt missing. But then the high would fade, and I’d be left in a dark room, trying to ignore the question that refused to die.

Where did she go?

I kept the band going, kept pretending it didn’t matter, kept letting the weight build. It wasn’t like I had any choice. The shows were packed, and the screams of the crowd felt like both a relief and a punishment. They had no idea. No idea that some days, it felt like I’d never get off this damn ride, that maybe I’d crash and burn right here. But something shifted in 2004. I couldn’t explain it—maybe it was seeing my friends’ faces or feeling the burn of another empty night. But I knew that if I kept going like this, I’d lose everything. I’d lose myself.

I finally made the decision to clean up, and in August 2004, I was clean. Free. My body hated me for it, and my brain wasn’t much friendlier, but I had to get clean. I couldn’t keep living on the edge of destruction. Every day after that, it felt like I was shedding pieces of the person I’d become just to survive. By the time I left, I was…well, I was alive. And that had to be enough.

It had been nearly a year since I’d gotten clean, and for the first time, it felt like I could really breathe on stage again. I could look out at the faces in the crowd and see them. Really see them, not just the blur of movement and lights I’d been numbing myself to. This was what I’d always wanted. This was where I wanted to be.

"MANHATTAN!" I scream into the mic and the crowd before more goes wild. "We are going to FUCK SOME SHIT UP TONIGH!"

And as I say that, Mikey plays the beginning of Give Em' Hell Kid. The set goes without hiccups, the crowd is perfect, and the most I've seen in a few weeks. Right as we leave the stage before the encore, Frank grabs me by my collar.

"Holy shit, Gee," He starts, and concern bubbles in my stomach. Did I do something wrong?

"What? What is it?"

He shakes his head vigorously, "I don't know if I'm tripping, but I swear to God I saw the girl you keep drawing in the crowd."

Fuck.

"What?!" I exclaim.

"Thirty seconds to encore!" One of the stagehands yells.

"Frank, where did you see her?" I ask, frantic. There's no possible way she could be here tonight. Why would she be here tonight.

"Our left, by the barricade. I think?" He explains, looking up to recount exactly where he saw her. My heart thuds against my ribcage as Frank’s words sink in, and I feel my throat tighten. (Y/N)? Here? After all these years?

"Ten seconds!" the stagehand yells, clapping his hands. Mikey shoots me a quick look, and Frank gives me a small, reassuring nod. There’s no time to think or even process—I’m barely holding onto the last traces of composure as we rush back on stage. I grab the mic, trying to get my focus back on the crowd, but every nerve in me is lit up, wondering if (Y/N) is really here tonight.

“MANHATTAN!” I shout again, forcing energy into my voice, hoping it’s enough to cover the wild surge of emotions that’s slamming through me. “YOU READY FOR ONE LAST ROUND?”

The crowd screams, and the band jumps into Helena, the encore I should be ready to pour my soul into. But all I can think about is her—her face, the way she used to sketch, her laugh. The lights are blinding, and I try to keep my focus on the crowd, but my eyes keep searching, desperate to find a glimpse of her. I don’t know if I’m imagining it, but by the end of the song, I swear I see her—a flash of her hair, bright eyes, her face half-turned away in the crush of people, but unmistakably her.

The song ends, and we give a final shout before exiting the stage. As soon as we’re out of sight of the crowd, I turn to Frank, breathless.

“You’re absolutely sure it was her?” I ask, gripping his shoulder.

“Fuck, I don't know how accurate your drawings are,” he says, his voice serious. “Bit it was her, Gee. I’m sure of it.”

“Holy shit,” I breathe, running a hand through my hair as the adrenaline surges through me again. "Where do I even start looking?"

Frank raises an eyebrow. “I’d start by getting your ass back out there before she disappears again. You just finished the show. You’ve got maybe five minutes before the crowd starts spilling out.”

I don’t waste another second. I dart down the steps, half-running, half-pushing past crew members as I head toward the audience exit. It feels like the longest, most insane few minutes of my life, weaving through the backstage area until finally, I’m in the thick of the crowd, scanning every face I can. And then—I see her.

She’s lingering by the side of the barricade, glancing around, half-smiling to herself like she might leave at any moment. She’s a little older, a little different, but I’d know her anywhere. I take a deep breath, feeling my hands start to shake, and then I call out, loud enough to cut through the noise.

“(Y/N)!”

She turns, her eyes finding mine, and for a moment, it’s like everything around us goes still. Her face lights up, and I swear I feel that same electricity that ran between us in the office all those years ago.

"Oh my god, you guys did so good!" She laughed, too, shaking her head. “Gee, look at you! Rockstar Gerard. I always knew you’d end up doing something wild, but I never expected…” She gestured at my blood-stained shirt and smeared makeup. “This.”

I rubbed the back of my neck, heat creeping up my face. “Yeah, well, it’s, uh, a little different from Cartoon Network, that’s for sure. But I never thought I’d see you at a show.”

“Oh, please,” she grinned, giving me a playful nudge. “I knew you’d be doing something big. You were always too talented to be stuck behind a desk, remember?”

I laughed, surprised by the surge of relief that came with her words. “Guess it’s been a while since anyone told me that.”

She softened, and something flickered across her face. “I'm sorry I disappeared. I had to move, and things got in the way, and…” Her voice trailed off, and she shrugged, a little awkwardly. “I never thought we’d run into each other again.”

“Same here,” I admitted, looking down. “But I’m glad we did. Even if it’s, uh…” I glanced at my blood-streaked hands, shaking my head. “Like this.”

She laughed, a bright, genuine sound, and I felt my nerves ease a little. “Honestly, I kind of love it. I’m doing comics, Gee. Lots of, you know…gory, bloody, vampire stuff. Seems like we’re both into weird stuff now.”

“Every time I go into a comicbook store, I look for your name.” I say, feeling a familiar spark of admiration light up in my chest.

“Yeah, well,” she shrugged, but her smile told me she was proud. “I kept drawing, kept pushing for it, and here we are. I got some stuff out that's been somewhat successful, but you—you’re the one really living the dream.”

It felt surreal, standing there with her, years and miles from where we’d left off. She was still (Y/N)—the girl who got me, who somehow saw through everything. But she was different, too. Confident, sharp, like she’d grown in ways I never got to see. And she was right here.

We fell into silence, the crowd thinning around us. Finally, I took a deep breath. “You know, after you left…I wasn’t great, to be honest.”

Her brow furrowed, and she gave me a sympathetic look. “I figured,” she said quietly. “It was a pretty messed-up time for both of us.”

I nodded, knowing she got it. “Yeah, I got pretty lost for a while. It took me…a lot to get back on track, but I’m good now. Clean, you know? And I’m just trying to keep my head on straight, one show at a time.”

She smiled, reaching out to squeeze my shoulder. “Good,” she said, her voice full of warmth. “That’s what you deserve, Gerard. You don’t need anything dragging you down.”

I felt something click into place then—a kind of peace I hadn’t felt in years. “Thanks, (Y/N). Really.”

She grinned, glancing around like she was taking in the whole scene again. “Hey, I think we’re due for a major coffee catch-up. I want to hear everything.”

I chuckled, feeling that old sense of ease wash over me. “Deal,” I said, grinning back. “But only if you show me your sketchbooks. I wanna see all the vampire blood and gore.”

She laughed, rolling her eyes. “You got it. Only fair, since I’ve got a feeling you’ve been drawing me for years anyway.”

I couldn’t help but laugh, and together, we walked out into the night, talking like no time had passed at all. And this time, I knew she wasn’t going anywhere.

(Y/N)

What a fucking life. Leaving Gerard like that in 2001 did something to me, you know? Fucked me up. I felt really fucking bad.

But it's okay. We're good. And by good? I mean my boyfriend is the fucking lead singer of My Chemical Romance. Like, who gets to say that?!

After their final tour ended, Gerard was bugging me more and more about his comic that he was writing and that he desperately wanted me to illustrate for it. Apparently, he had been working on it for around three years, and he wasn't getting anywhere by himself.

"I don't know, baby. I got deadlines," I always say, but God, who could say know to that pretty face of his.

And so I finally agreed to illustrate The Umbrella Academy.

And boy, did that change my life.

[reynasheart]

i know the usual white feminist crowd wont even care to read this but i just have to share it somewhere bc i feel sick to my stomach.

today we went to uni wearing all black bc the government wouldn't declare a national mourning. i heard one of my friends asking another boy why wasn't he wearing black, he answered with "why, what happened?" ive lost all hope for this country and men in general.

one of my professors had a rent abt how homicides weren't special to our country and if we were to move abroad we'd become second-class citizens there. this is a man who lived in europe for multiple years and now is making his studies with the help of the government, making moneys we cant even dream of, telling us to basically get over it. why am i even surprised at this point, he's working with government, theyre giving him money for his researches, of course hes gonna help discard the news under the rug faster, the media block irl version.

another professor made even crazier comments, a misogyny speech, he said that he didnt even care abt the events bc the girls were the murd3r3r's ex gfs. he talked abt how it was women's fault that they were always choosing the abuser men, not even considering the abuser men in question as a problem. i couldnt believe my ears when he said he wouldnt even help a girl if he saw it happen. i feel worried abt the women in his life (he doesnt have a wife, ofc, thats why hes so salty at this age with a child) i tried so hard not to cry and scream during the lecture, having to listening to him in silence.

they're trying to feed us these propagandas even more than media, poisining our brains and gaslighting us to believe that world outside turkey is hell, even worse than here. the sad part is these are people who were supposed to be role models for students, but they're men after all.

i felt even more nauseous when one of my "friends" (apolitic, a new way to say you're pro-government and a freak) as a woman said that there were more homicides happening in belgium. i couldnt even look at her at this point, me and my other friends argued saying how the difference is that theres a law system there, as oppose to ours. she ignored us and kept trying to talk abt biochemistry. how can she not see that everything is political when you're a woman? how can she believe that she's privileged enough to not have a political opinion?

i've lost hope. im tired of walking home with my head low, looking at my shadow with a paranoia, knowing that someone could kill me for no reason at all and get away with it. please share the events anywhere you can, they're trying to silence us, to keep us in our houses with fear to go outside but we cant let them win. TURKISH WOMEN NEED HELP

[xdivyxd]

Hey! This AU might sound Crazy but...

Can you do CelebrityRevengeEra!Gerard and The FemaleBogyguard!Reader?

They're in a secret relationship so the rumours wont start y'know?

Gosh, I'm so Freaking Insane.

Omgomg i love this idea sm!!! Hope you'll like what i came up with <3

Keep you a secret

Word count : 763

Pairing: RockstarRevengeEra!Gerard x FemaleBodyguard!Reader

Description: Reader is dating Gerard but she's also his bodyguard, and they have to keep their relationship a secret

Gener: fluff

Warning: a slight implication of smut at the end but it's really not that noticeable

I watched as the boys walked towards the group of fans waiting outside the venue before the show

I stayed close, making sure everything was going smoothly and ready to interfer if needed

My eyes were mostly focusing on Gerard, the men i loved so dearly, I won't be able to live if something happened to him.

The guys signed autographs, hugged fans and posed for pictures, answering most questions they've been asked

I smiled knowing that these people who are standing in front of them care about them almost as much as i do.

It wasn't my intention to fall in love with the lead singer of the band i was working for, it's unprofessional and inappropriate, which is one reason to why we decided to keep our relationship a secret, the second one was to avoid the rumours, cuz those can ruin a relationship just as fast as it starts.

But when he started talking to me i knew there was nothing i could've done about it, he was ment to be a part of my life

He looked at me briefly and shoot me a smile, assuring me that everything is fine

"Gerard do you have a girlfriend?"

The question we were hoping to avoid, i looked at Gerard's direction, he seemed nervous, but not surprised, it's like he knew this question was coming

"No i don't have a girlfriend" he said with a smile, his voice was muffled by a bunch of fans screaming excitedly.

I smiled and decided that it was enough and that the boys beed to get back inside, "i think it's enough for today you guys need to rest before the show" i said to frank, as he was the closest one to me and he nodded.

"Alright guys it's been a pleasure to meet you, we need to go and get ready for the show!!" Frank exclaimed "hope we'll see you inside, we love you!!" Gerard added

I waited for the four of them to walk infront of me so the other bodyguards and me could circle them

I ended up walking next to Gerard, he smiled at me "you're cute when your concerned" he whispered to me and i rolled my eyes, biting the inside of my cheek to avoid smiling

"Just keep walking Way" i said and he winked at me before joining the conversation the boys were having

I shook my head and entered the venue.

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"We were my chemical romance and it was a pleasure playing for you los Angeles!!!" Gerard screamed into the mic before the all walked backstage, jumping at each other and cheering.

They each walked to their dressing rooms to take a shower and change, and when no one noticed i slipped into Gerard's dressing room.

He was sitting on the couch reading a comic book, he already showered and changed into clean clothes

I smiled at him as he looked up "hey babe, great show Tonight" i said as he reached his hand towards me, i took it and he gently pulled me to sit next to him, his arm wrapped around me, my head rested on his shoulder

"I don't want to keep you a secret anymore" he said as he looked at me

"Gee i can lose my job and i mean, you saw the way your fans reacted to you not having a girlfriend, they would tear me apart"

He seemed to be thinking for a few seconds "i can provide for you, Incase you haven't noticed I'm a rockstar" he said with a smirk and i smacked his arm jokingly 

"Don't be an ass, it's not about the money, i love my job" i said to him with a genuine smile "i like being able to keep you and the guys safe"

He kissed my lips sweetly, "and besides, it's kinda hot all this sneaking around don't you think?" I said with a smirk and he chuckled "very hot" his voice was low "so let's keep it a secret for a little bit more okay?" I asked and i kissed his cheek before getting up, he nodded

"I need to get back, and you need to go to the hotel" I looked down at him, his hand were on my waist, his thumbs drawing circles on them

"come by my room tonight?" He looked at me with urgency, with need "of course" i said and kissed his lips before walking out of his dressing room and back to the team

"Why are you smiling?" Jake, another bodyguard, aske me

"No reason"

[stateswscarlet]

Hi!! thanks to you and your threads i finally manifested my sp after (wait for it…. this will be long!!!)

3 years of separation and 1 year of no contact!!!!!!!!!!!!

let this me a reminder to anyone out there struggling or thinking time matters. i was in such a lack state for years and had horrible things happen between sp and i but im telling you i took a healthy way to do this and remembered theres nothing i can do to “make” it happen. i reread so many of your threads and read edward art series from a new set of eyes and decided to calmly shift my state ONCE without the expectation of perfection, making something happen, waiting for the 3D, etc (all of which I did unfortunately for a year and a half and never manifested anything “big”) i just shifted my state FOR me 100%. in that moment i didn’t even care about sp, about 3d, about reflecting, heck i didnt even care if i shifted states right. i just DID IT. now ik what you and alia meant by “just do it” because THERE IS NO OTHER WAY.

anyways after i shifted my state (probably for the first or for real this time in my whole journey), i felt nothing unusual or different in a huge way (coz why would i? if im with sp i wont feel special all day) and i KID YOU NOT SCAR I think it was like maybe 3-4 hours later he (sp) CALLED me on “accident” THREE times. I was so confused as I didn’t have his number saved yet as I recently got a new phone, but then I got a text from him saying it was *his name* and if this number still belongs to me. I didn’t even panic or freak out or even think “omg i manifested this bc of my state!” i just approached it normally and replied saying it was my number. He then told me “suddenly” he keeps getting reminded of me and has been missing me for a while and wanted to see me. We decided to catch up after uni last weeks monday and it was SO GOOD. he “changed” in good ways and yes i will admit it was awkward at first because we hadn’t talked in so long nor been alone with each other but that went away so fast!!!! we kept seeing each other daily for a week and he confessed he likes me a lot, and I did too and told him ive been missing him. he said nothing ever compared to me and that the breakup hit him hard but he hid it from me. he said he has been missing me for a year now (proof that i actually shifted states and dealt with a “new” sp because a year ago he told me he dislikes me, is completely over the relationship and told me to move on because it had been 2 years at that point and he was thinking of seeing someone else). this week on wednesday he took me on a date to our old special place in my city and officially asked me to be his girl!!!!!!

so from shifting my state ONCE and all the way to relationship it took a little under 2 weeks.

oh also - just because in my story i only shifted my state properly once dont mean anyone else is wrong for doing it multiple times!!! a KEY part of the law is knowing that WHATEVER WORKS FOR YOU AND IS NATURAL TO YOU IS WHAT WILL “WORK”. whatever YOU ENJOY imagining is what will shift your state!!!! STOP trying to do everything and worry about stuff thats not yours to worry about and JUST IMAGINE.

thank you again to the loa/ss community and especially you Scar!!! I will most likely still be lurking and supporting you and my other favourites on twt but not as active anymore ;)

OMGGG CONGRATS ANONNNN 🥳 🎉🎊👏🏻🪅

this makes me sooo happy and proud thank you for sharing your success and how you did it!

[james-is-here]

AHH TYTYTYTYT 🥰 Sorry if you had to go digging for those or some of them, I would've myself but I had already spent what felt like two hours scrolling and liking a ton of posts on your blog... (Not that that's a bad thing... I think) I read them all and OH MY.. I think my favorite just might the boypussy one 🙃 or maybe I'm insane idk it could be both... I love your writing so so much, so keep it up :D and I'm glad you're doing okay!! It's always nice to know my favorite Tumblr writer (even if I don't know them in person) is doing well :] Anyways, thank you for digging those fics out, I appreciate it and love every single one of them 🩵

Also!! I knew your masterlist was under construction which is why I asked lol, I'm sorry about your hyperlink problem though, I hope that works out for you 🙏

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Oh my goodness I love getting asks like these.

It actually wasn't that hard and didn't take long, luckily I put the "Lee Know x male reader" tag on all of them.

I didn't figure the problem out but I can hyperlink things again.

It makes me so happy that I'm your favorite 🥰 and spam away, it actually encourages me and I've only realized lately that I know I probably wont be judged because I found people that match my freak when it comes to the boys 😅

[lokissweater]

we have gathered here today to give appreciation to your birthgiver this thanksgiving, as a thank you for birthing a womb nugget that cooked the most wonderful meal (the nanami fic) 🫵🫵🫵💕💕💕 I FINISHED READING UR FIC ML AND LAWDDD IM GNAWING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE AT HOW GOOD OF A MAN THE NANAMI KENTO IS 😭😭😭 the feelings the yearning the forbidden (not so forbidden at the end) love… GOSH MY HEART IS AS FULL AS MY STOMACH THIS HOLIDAYYY 😢😢😢😢💞💞💞 NICKUMS, I FEAR YOU COOKED TOO WELL AS I HAVE CONVERTED TO KENTO-ISM… (gaurjur don’t sue me please 😰) was not a nanami girl until now and I do not regret it bc I fear his love is so healing 😞😞😞 the way he treats reader so gently, shielding her from the cold confines of her own home and toxic environment of being in such a caliber… damn. where can I find a man who’s literal life purpose is to be mine 😣😣😣💔💔 but let me talk about the duality?!?!?! so gentle w reader until she asks him to be rougher during their steamy moments… LAWD HAVE MUTHY… his dirty mouth is insane. I, too, was as shocked as reader when he said that in her ear LIKE HES BEEN KEEPING TS AWAY???? This is kinda freaky but I fear he’d be the type to whisper sweet nothings and gentle praises while his actions in the bedroom say otherwise… I mean WHAT WHO SAID THAT 🫣🫣🫣🫣 THANK YOU AGAIN NICKUMS FOR THE WONDERFUL PIECE OF WORK 😻😻😻😻 I ate that 20k words up like it was dessert gosh golly 😹😹 HOPE TO NOTE U AGAIN SOON ML AND TAKE CAREEEE MUAH MUAH 😘😘😘

Ps. I fear that I, too, love to yap as seen in my long ass notes 😹😹😹

- 🎀

BITCH IM FUCKINGGGG DDDEEEAAAADDDDDD 😭😭😭😭😭 I WILL ACTUALLY RELAY THIS MESSAGE TO MY MOTHER THANK YEWWWW !!! 😻😻😻 jk bc i can’t tell her i write about 2d men like this but i will tell her telepathically ok don’t worry my baby blue bows 😻😻

LMFAAAOAOAOAOAO BC tell me why gojow just called me on the phone sobbing his eyes out snot all over his phone because his sweet little angel has DEBUNKED him from his throne ???? 🤣🤣🤣 with a respectable man like nanami that he knows is a tough one to compete with ???? 🤣🤣🤣 oh the DISTRESS i had to deal with he is IN AGONY OVER YOU !!! PLEASE WHAT DO I TELL HIM HE WONT STOP BLOWING UP MY DAMN PHONE WHEN HE SHOULD BE BLOWING A LOAD IN ME OR YOU LIKE TF ???? 🤣🤣🤣🤣 LIKE DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE !!!

NOOOOOOO BECAUSE I KNOWWWW BROOOO !!!! so so everlastingly gentle and poised and NURTURING with reader and being her little knight in shining armor like that omfg man 😔 MAN PLEEEAASEEEE !!! PLEASE I AM ON MY KNEEEESSSS !!! AND YES WITH THAT EFFING DIRTY MOUTH TOOOOO KENTO NANAMI CAN DO IT AAALLLLL !!! 🫦🫦

you and i both know this strong and classy gentleman is a freak in the sheets and an absolute DAAAAWWWWGGGGG like he loves putting reader in her place and telling her what to do (healthily 😻) and manhandling her 🫦🫦 loves to mark up his precious pearl in hickeys and bites bc he’s so 😋😋😋😋 MEEEEOOOOOOWWWWUUHHHHH !!! SOMEBODY COME PUT ME IN MY PLAAACCCEEEEE !!!! gumi wya???? 🤣🤣🤣🤣 HURRY UP.

AND I SAW UR OTHER ASK ABT THEM BITCHES SAYING FOR KENTO TO FIND ANOTHER RICH GIRL TO BE WITH LIKE 😐😐😐 NO LIKE YEAH WE ARE RIGHT HERE WEEEEE ARE A RICH PRETTY LITTLE THING READY TO BE AT HIS SERVICE AND BRATTY AND MARRY HIM AND DEEP THROAT HIM AGAIN LIKE CMON NOW ??? BE FRRRRRR RNNNN !!!

my absolute favorite thing in the world is when you come by and make me ugly cackle and when we thirst together over 2d men i LOOOVEEEE YOUUUU MY POOKIIIEEEEE !!!! THE MOTH TO MY FLAME !!!! I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN SOONNN MY HONEEYYYY !!

PLEASE TAKE CAAAREEE AND BE SAFE !!! MWAAAHHHH <3333 💕💕💕💕

[demonstars]

would you consider c!dnf to be star-crossed lovers?

yes. Hi this is why i took so long anon.

the definition of star crossed  in wikipedia is “"thwarted by a malign star" or that the stars are working against the relationship” . And obviously peak quote right there from shakespeare’s play (tho i think i read somewhere it Has a precedent? but as many things the one writing gets all the credit probably): A pair of star-cross'd lovers take their life. LIKE YOU KNOW IT YOU KNOW THE THEMES YOU ASKED ABOUT IT sorry i just like defining stuff ok but um yeah Literally that there’s something above them that prevents their relationship from occurring or continuing. in this case it is the fact that the one thing that the dsmp is trying to amend is the fact that dnf can’t be together, so they play together. this is a very important factor because the reason as to why the dsmp as a narrative exists, is because everyone was just generally inside their houses, looking for connection. i am so passionate about this, so please bear with me. 

SO at first glace it is mostly due to their actions that they fall apart. specifically a lot of people but the weight of their separation on cdream’s well entire Thing. yknow control the fawking disks and general uncaring behaviour towards cgeorge. or well no i dont actually know those were a takes in 2020. Of course this is cDream Is A Complex Character, Actually house so we’re Not going to allow such a lack of nuance in our interpretation, but the weight still falls on him a little, no? well no but yes. you see, in a way, i do think cdnf were preemptively doomed just from the core conflict that emerges the first time they fight against an actual force (lmanberg) I think i wrote this in the doc?? but To Me the actual reason as to the conflict between cdnf, ignoring the boiling point that’s obviously dethronement, is just how much stakes they have in the game aka how much they care about the other/the world. cdream cares. cdream cares so fucking much about everything. he Feels responsible for everything, when conflict happens he tries his best to act upfront about it and fix it: he wants to help everyone and he cares too much about everything, in a way that almost makes him a control freak. if he can fix everything, everyone can live happily – but that requires everyone’s trust in him to make the right decision, and well sometimes people just wont listen to you and it doesnt matter whether or not youre right. and you can think like. a little fucked up but here’s da other thing. cgeorge just doesnt give a single fuck. cdream says its okay? eh, it must be true. he has Full Trust In All His Decisions. and that doesnt necessarily means he’s unable to make his own, or that he doenst. he goes against cdreams decisions a lot of times actually but just in Silly Mode: is just that he prefers it to when they are together, the same side. and this is what makes them work so well! cdream likes and treasures that trust. cgeorge loves that cdream cares for him and his wellbeing. It was neverrrrrrrr them Themselves who would’ve made it not work out. 

i think that there’s like the knowledge that it can’t work out in that world what makes it fall apart. the world becomes hostile against them, and as their relationships weakens due to a Variety of Reasons, it justcouldve never worked out. It’s less their decisions (cdream was going to come back for cgeorge, cgeorge would’ve received him with a little snark but open arms) BUTTHEY JUST DONT /GET TO HAVE THAT RESOLUTION/. THEY KEEP /MISSING EACH OTHER/. its like seeing two stars in the same sky in vertical knowing they will NEVER reach each other. they dont get a define conclusion and we (and them) are just left to what ifs and what couldve happen-eds. their happy ending is outside of their hands because ccdnf are atp spending more time calling each other and talking to e/o to log onto minecraft to do silly tasks. its just not enough anymore for them. it was never going to work out 

okYeah sorry for essaying my bad 

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

AXEL‼️ today i almost shit myself at school(not actually)

I hate the first day back. my spanish teacher loves to call on me bc she knows im not confident with my spanish and that i have a fear of public speaking (i dont even know why i’ve been fluent since i was 5💀) SO SHE LIKES TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT AND CALL ON ME TO READ THE LONGEST PARAGRAPH IN WHATEVER TEXTBOOK, ARTICLE OR LITERALLY WHATEVER WE’RE READING 😭 ITS LIKE SHE’LL LET EVERYONE ELSE READ THE SHORT STUFF AND THEN SHE’LL MAKE ME READ WAY MORE THAN EVERYONE ELSE AND IM JUST LIKE?? i get that its to “help build confidence” and shit like that but is it really helping if her “helping me build confidence” made me have a panic attack last year? I DONT THINK SO.

oh yeah so you’re probably wondering abt the panic attack thing🧍‍♀️ so lemme just give you a little back story first about how i feel about her class and stuff‼️ her class terrified me. like every time i would enter i’d be shaking and my heart would be beating so hard that i could feel it in my throat… kinda embarrassing…

but anyway it was just cause we had to present a something we made for a project and i was losing my mind because my friends didnt want to present it and my class was pretty big and filled with a bunch of rude and snotty people so i went to talk to the teacher to ask if i could just present to her privately or something but she said no so like i lowk freaked out and had a break down in the middle of the hallway 💀

honestly though the work isnt that hard considering i passed spanish with an A throughout the years but i just HATE talking in front of the class because for one my accent is different than everyone elses and two im one of the only non native spanish speakers so im kinda just like on edge cause yk how some people are theyre just not nice 🫠

anyway for the rest of the school day things were pretty good except J was being weird again and i think he was trying to flirt with me? he was just being rlly inappropriate and kept stealing my stuff 🫠 he stole my bag and then tried to go through it and then he asked if i had a dildo in my bag and if i like using it 😟 he then proceeded to walk around the class and tell people i have a dildo in my bag. i probably should’ve told C or a teacher idk why i didn’t 😭 oh yeah speaking of C hella people think we’re dating AND NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I TELL THEM WE’RE NOT THEY WONT SHUT UP AND JUST KEEP TELLING EVERYONE THAT WE’RE DATING.

oh i alsofell asleep in english😭 i got lucky at the teacher didnt notice though‼️ and then my friend fell down the stairs

ANYWAY THATS ALL‼️ so how are you axel? OOO WHATS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL??

thats all for today! byebye and ilysm 💗💗

-bambi

dude i swear to god spanish teachers r either the worst person on this planet or the sweetest person ever no in between…. LIKE WHY IS SHE TARGETING U OMG i’d have to start swinging i fear…

i need J to like explode why does he act like that do u think it’s bc he doesn’t get attention at home… that’s mean sorry LMFAO um anyway i hope he leaves u the hell alone already bc u deserve it😍😍

UR FRIEND FELL DOWN THE STAIRS ?1?1??1 HELP R THEY OK???😭😭😭

i’m ok!!! and HMMMM my favorite animals r probably bats !!! what is urs :0

BYEEE ILYT!!!!

[midwestdiscontent24]

So im back

Have you ever been in a relationship with someone you know you should like but you just cant bring yourself to fall in love with them, even though they love you in a way nobody else ever has? Thats the nightmare im currently living.

Im sure i sound like a real bitch for saying this, but i dont love my boyfriend. Not even a little bit. Its a combination of his looks and every single story hes told me about his life. And also the way his house is.

He lives in what could be a very nice house but unfortunately he shares it with 2 of his friends who live the exact same way he does, which i guess is the same way most men in their twenties live. All three of them stay in their rooms and play video games. All day. They only leave their rooms to go to work, get food, or use the bathroom; and honestly i wouldnt put it past any of them to keep an empty 2 liter next to their desk to piss in. One of them (not my boyfriend) keeps his pocket pussy in the communal bathroom. WHYYYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?!?! Thats literally one of the nastiest things ive ever heard. Theres a tub of sour cream in the bottom of the fridge from the previous owners. Theyve been in that house for almost 3 years, know its there, and yet they just toss it back in the fridge and say theyll deal with it later. I cant make this shit up.

My boyfriend though, is a fucking freak weirdo. To begin with, it took us dating for 6 months to even have any sort of intimate contact. And when we finally did, big shock, it was awful. I literally went dry while he was inside of me and had to pretend i was drunk to cover up the fact that im so repulsed by him that i cant stay wet. That has been the only time we've fucked. Its 2 months later.

It drives me fucking crazy. My last relationship lasted 4 months and i felt more in love then than i ever have now. And thats depressing as fuck. It just really is. I need someone i have passion with. One of my favorite things is just making out with someone. And i feel like my chances to do that with people is just fleeting as im getting older. And i mean im not really that old yet, but it feels like i am. I just have no passion, lust, love, anything with this guy.

Ive been wanting to break up with him for awhile and i was finally gonna do it after putting it off for a few months and his fucking grandma died today. Because of course thats how it would go. I swear to god sometimes it feels like im being cosmically punished by some higher being.

Aside from my boring awful relationship, ive got some rebound prospects on the horizon. Four of them, to be more specific. Well, i guess 3, could be 4 if one of them got their head out of their ass. And i shouldnt even say relationship, its definitely more situationship/hookup. All guys from my past, obviously. And of course theres one that i want more than any of them and that would be my friend jordan.

I cannot even begin to tell you how long ive liked him and wanted to date him. I want him in a way that makes me feel the longing of a thousand lifetimes and whenever he gets a girlfriend next im gonna kill her, him, and then myself. It goes beyond lust with him, because for the longest time i told myself thats all it was. But about a month ago, he was over at my apartment and he cried in front of me. Multiple times. If any other guy did that, i would immediately get the ick. But i didnt with him. I sat there and comforted him and held him and told him it would all be ok.

And whats been my thanks for that? Being left on read for like 4 weeks. Its like, ok fuck me, cool got it.

God i need to talk about something else. I need to stop talking about him and thinking about him all the time. Its literally pathetic. Ive asked him so many times to just point blank tell me he just wants to fuck; that way i can let go of any notion that we could end up dating and i can remove myself from him in that way. But he wont. And i dont know why. it hurts so much that he cant even do that for me. Despite it all, if he were to mesage me right now and ask if he could come over i would let him. I would let him gut me like a fish and eat my liver and kidneys and other organs if he said he was that hungry. I really would.

[kaekiro]

A fic where eren and mikasa share a quiet moment in the prison? (bc i need more interactions between them for god's sake)

Between

Pairings: Eren/Mikasa || Rating: K  || Words: 689

Warnings: none

A/N:  I’ll be honest, I deleted my progress nearly three times because everything kept coming out so angsty ;-; But I really liked this request and I am happier with this one :) Thank you! I hope you like it!

Her questions are the intervals between stagnant hours of inactivity, puncturing the hollow atmosphere that had settled the minute their superiors had left.

Eren tries to reassure, but his tone convinces her of the opposite. His voice is rasped and dry from lack of use, replies evidently dull. She dislikes the silence and how deafening it’s become, but what else can she say? In these situations, she offers her hand, lends an ear when his frustration becomes too much to contain. It stings, knowing that he’s sitting only feet away and she can’t be next to him, and won’t be for several days. She understands the impropriety of them being together in a single cell, but she has never been good with words. 

She isn’t motivating or inspiring like him. Not in the slightest. Words are all they’re left with, unfortunately, so she uses them to check on him, remind that she’s here whenever, for whatever.

He gives an acknowledgment of some form, and she’s fine with that. He’s going through a lot. Probably more than he’s ever had.

She was almost asleep when his whimpers eased her back into consciousness, causing her to pull herself upright. She carefully called to him, twice, almost thrice before realizing that he was having a nightmare. Her voice gradually increased in volume, his name bouncing from each wall until she heard his strangled gasp, pant after pant resonating softly.

“Eren…”

His breath shakes. “I… I-I…”

“It was a bad dream, wasn’t it.”

It’s a moment before he talks again, quieter. “Something like that.”

“Do you want to talk about it…?”

Nothing. She releases a breath almost defeatedly. Her head meets the thin pillow, lolling to face the wall between them.

It’s okay… give him time.

“Mikasa? Do you - ah, nevermind.” Her eyes open, heart clenching a bit.

“What is it?”

“Nothing, it’s um - it’s probably stupid.” She pictures him scratching the back of his neck, hesitant.

“No, it’s okay. Tell me.”

His bed frame creaks.

“Do you believe in Heaven?” She hadn’t anticipated this, but it isn’t very unusual. They had often speculated about these kinds of things in the past, but Armin had always been present to fill the conversation. She doesn’t think her answer is satisfying, but she speaks truthfully.

“Many things exist in this world that I never thought possible. There could be one.”

She gazes at her bandaged wrist, tracing the brand through the cloth. A distant yet familiar smile appears in her mind.

“I had a dream about mom… and I remember hearing her talk about it. She said that it was a place all good people go once their time on Earth is spent. It seemed… crazy to me when she first said it but - just now - she was talking to me. and it made me wonder if she’s really there… watching over me. Over both of us.”

The thought warms her chest, memories of his mother’s kindness running beautifully.

“Though, it must mean that she can see us both here,” he muses, faintly. “The angels are probably covering their ears.”

She can’t help it, she titters and he follows, his laughter her favorite tune.

“Could you imagine all the chores she’d have for us?” she asks between chuckles.

He groans, “I don’t even want to begin to even think about that.”

They laugh more and more, her cheeks pink and hurting by the end of it.

“I hope she understands, though, the reason why you and I did what we did. I don’t want her to be disappointed,” he admits, sadly.

“Yeah… I hope so too.”

She feels his sigh deeply and she closes her eyes, drawing patterns over the cotton sheets. She hopes her parents understand too. She doesn’t want to let them or Carla down. They were wonderful people that she genuinely wishes to be like someday.

“I’m sorry I woke you. Get some rest.”

She yawns, feeling significantly lighter. “Okay.”

“Oh and Mikasa?” She peeks an eye open. His voice sounds so close.

“Hm?”

“Thank you.”

Her nose snuggles more into her blanket, covering her smile.

“Anytime.”

[phenomenalgirl9]

Idol! Namjoon x Non-Idol! Reader: Dating Rumour

A/n: This one has an established relationship. You can just read this independently or read the First Part. It wont matter if you don't but it'll make more sence. Also for anyone who's read the Other Part, this happens like 1 year down the line, even Bang PD knew about you and Namjoon and said it was fine with the labels as long as its not public, the staff and the artists knew.

Summary: Its common to have a dating rumour when one is an idol. But what if you have a dating rumour being a non-idol and someone leaks your personal info. What happens? Find out.

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You were driving back from work, it was really crowded in your area. Songs were playing from the speakers, but you were getting impatient so you opened you phone to check as you waited for the road to get clear and that is when you noticed

11 missed calls from Nika 🌻

21 missed calls from My Love 🐨

9 missed calls from Tata 🎙️

3 missed calls from Land Lady

And over 100 texts

"Damn! Whats wrong?!" You shouted .

You contemplated whom to call first and you hit the call button for Nika your roommate, she picked it up as soon as the call connected. And before you could say anything you heard.

"WHERE ARE YOU BITCH! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW WORRIED WE ARE?"

"Woah! Calm down. My phone was on silent mode, I was in a meeting and forgot to turn the sound back on. But why so many missed calls? And what's with the crowd in our neighborhood?" You asked.

"You're in the neighborhood? Turn around and drive to some alley and send me the location. Quick" you heard a background voice that said "tell her to send it to Namjoonie too" you smiled at Hoseok's voice.

"Nika? Where are you and what's going on?" You asked getting worried of her tone, she rarely sounded that worried.

"I'll tell you when you get to safety, but untill you reach the dorms, do not and I mean DO NOT leave the car and wear a mask and the cap you keep in the dashboard locker" she said hurriedly.

"But-"

"No buts do it quick and at any cost do not leave the car or check your socials" she said "DO NOT" you were ichting to ask why or to check your social account but you knew she asked you not to do so for a reason so you'll agree. You wore the cap and mask and shared your live location to Nika and Namjoon.

Within minutes, you recieved a call from Namjoon.

"Are you safe?" Was the first thing he said, you could hear the worry laced in his words.

"Yes, Joon but whats going on?" You asked "And I am parked by a Lamp post in XXXX Lane"

"I'll tell you everything when you come back, just do what Nika has told you. Sihyuk Hyung has already sent someone to reach you" he said.

"Hitman Bang?! Why is he involved? DID I DO SOMETHING?!" You asked freaking out.

"No no, calm down jagi. Everything is fine. Everything will be fine okay" he said "I've gotta leave to reach the dorm in time, be careful. Okay babe?" He said

You hummed and hung up.

You waited listening songs and waited. Your patience was running out and you picked up your phone and were about to unlock it and check your notifs when a knock came from the window. You screamed at the sudden sound and got even more scared when you saw two figures in black hoodie and black cap and black mask outside your window. You were so scared and thanked lord that all your windows were up and the two kept knocking. You were about to dial the police when one of them lowered their mask, to reveal Beomgyu, as he shouted, "Noona open the door". You hit the unlock button for the car and he got in on the back seat while another voice came to your side and asked you to scoot to the passengers's seat. You ruffled across to the other seat, and Beomgyu said, "Thats Samuel, our guy, don't worry" in english, you literally felt that he was in a spy movie feel and you couldn't deny that you felt the same, with all this going on.

Samuel got into the driving seat and you peered back Beomgyu and asked "Whats going on Gyu-ya?" You asked as you put on your seat belt.

"Ah, Kookie hyung told me to not talk about it untill you reach there" he said.

"There where?" You asked

"To the dorms" He said "We couldn't send Samuel alone cause you don't know him and wouldn't trust him"

"Like hell I wouldn't" you said and looked at Samuel and said "no offence" and he nodded.

"So I came along. Don't worry Bang PDnim will take care of the rumours" he said.

And your eyes went wide and a 1000 thoughts rushed to your head "Rumours? Oh MY GOD!" you freaked out

"Sir you were not supposed to say that" Samuel said

"Oh!" He said and covered his mouth "please don't freak out Noona! Please! Or Your friend will kill me!"

"Who Nika? Where is she?" You asked.

"She's in your apartment, with Hoseok hyung in it, he can't leave" he said and added "please don't ask me anything more"

You sighed and said "okay"

"Are you hungry? I have snacks" he said and you were about to pick up your phone but Beomgyu snatched it away quickly. "No! Don't check your phone. Here eat this" he said and gave you a packet of Cheetos that you ate begrudgingly.

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You entered the dorm building, to find Namjoon and Taehyung in the loby, as soon as they saw you they rushed to you and Namjoon hugged you tightly. You suddenly felt another weight on the back and understood that it was Tae on the back.

"Can I now know what happened? What rumour?! Was it the reason why our neighborhood is mobbed?" You asked as they left the embrace, you took your phone and bag from Beomgyu who gave you a hug and Samuel parked your car and gave you the keys. You went into the lift and what the two started to explain to you was.

You had a dating rumour with Kim Taehyung

"WHAT!" You had shouted.

"Someone got a clip of the two of you talking and then concocted wierd stuff about similar rings and hoodies" Taehyung said.

"Also that one time you left your phone in our practice room, and it was visible in some Video and you have mirror selfies with it the backcover being same" Namjoon said.

"But how did they know my name and address?!" You asked.

"Now that's the mystery we all are on" Taehyung said.

"Now you know why Si-hyuk hyung was involved? And we are all so worried cause someone leaked something. The background, staff or any person's faces are always blurred. There's someone on the inside" Namjoon said, as you entered the dorm apartment with them.

"I have a dating rumour?!" You mumbled "I HAVE A DATING RUMOUR! OH MY GOD ! WHAT AM I GONNA DO?! I'LL HAVE TO LEAVE THE CITY?!!! CITY HELL I'LL HAVE TO LEAVE THE COUNTRY! WHERE WILL I GO! OH MY-" You were rambling and Namjoon just held your shoulders and crashed his lips with yours. Yes, Namjoon's personal way of shutting you up when you're rambling or freaking out. Once, when you were freaking out about a project infront of Jungkook while you were waiting for your boyfriend, he actually ran and called Namjoon from his studio to calm you down.

You just instantly melted into the kiss and tangled your hands on the back of his neck. A shiver ran down your back as you felt his tongue rub against your lower lip gently asking for entrance, and you would have gladly given if you hadn't heard a sound of throat clearing.

"Please get a room before you decide to suck faces" Taehyung said as he made way to the couch. Giving one last kiss on your cheek he took your hand in his and you both walked in. You found all the 5 boys sitting on the couch. There were two spots left as Hobi was still stuck in your apartment with Nika, you and Joon took seats.

"How's our famous girl?" Jimin chirped and everybody looked at him "Too early?" He asked.

"So who was it?" You asked

"Well it was the SKGossip channel but we are sure that there is someone on the inside" Suga said as he lit up a tablet and showed you the screenshots of the pictures that they used as 'proof', you just kept staring at the pictures spellbound and didn't know what to say. "Don't worry, were filling a law suit and will get to the bottom of this, but you need to stay here for a while" Suga added

"Here? Why?" You asked

"Because nobody knows about this location and you will have to work from here or take leave" Namjoon said.

"But, what about my clothes and things" you asked.

"Hobi will get them on his way back, talk to Nika about that" he said, taking your hand in his to rub soothing circles.

"Where would I stay?" You asked. Of course you've been to the dorm before but you have never stayed over night as your over night "plans" generally took place at your place.

"Well, Jimin could shift to Hobi's room and you could stay there" Jin said shrugging.

"Or she can just stay with me" Namjoon suggested. And everybody looked at him and Jungkook said "We don't want to hear you guys doing it"

"We wont-" you were saying but were cut off by Namjoon saying "We'll be quiet"

"Namjoon!" You hit him on the arm.

"Ouch! What" he said rubbing the spot and the boys laughed.

And thats how you ended up living with the idols of your dreams, with your Roommate/only friend visiting from time to time. The law suit was going on and they said they had received an anonymous email with all the files and videos. So the company and the authorities were looking into the matter. While you often found yourself at extreme situations of nose bleed staying surrounded by 7 hot as hell men.

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"JUNGKOOOK!" You shouted

"HOW MANY TIMES DID I TELL YOU GUYS NOT TO LEAVE YOUR BOXERS IN THE BATHROOM!?" you said scrunching your nose in disgust and the bunny boy appreaded and asked.

"How did you know they are mine?" He said.

"They have Iron mans face on it! Whose else could they belong to?" You said.

"Hey! Namjoon hyung had a Winnie the Pooh boxers!" He said.

"Yeah, I know" you said and went inside the bathroom to do your business.

It was one of your off days so you went over to their home theater to watch a movie. When you are stuck here, might as well enjoy your time.

You took a comfortable seat and schemed through netflix, amoung your search your eyes landed upon a movie of your native country. Yeah, not being able to go to your place, made you feel homesick, so you put it on. And right then you heard the door open and in came Suga, and took a seat and got comfortable.

"You wanna watch something?" You asked him, pausing it.

"I did, but I didn't know what to watch, so this is fine, please put on the subtitles" he said and leaned into the seat.

With in 5 minutes of the movie you heard a walking music coming to your way and a chirpy "Hiii. I wanna watch too!" Hobi said "Can you please start from the first, please Yn-ah!" He said "Also I brought pop-corn" he said.

"okay" you re-started the movie.

"Wait wait, so they are best friends but she loves him and he loves the other girl?" Hobi said mid-way.

"Yeah" you said. Suddenly a scene appeared and you laughed, but Hoseok and Yoongi were lost, so you explained them in context to your country as to why the part was funny. You enjoyed it in the starting but slowly it got annoying as you had to pause the movie alot to explain them.

"Wah! The women of your country are so pretty" Yoongi commented, and you felt proud.

You noticed Hoseok cry as the female protagonist got her heart broken and cried. Almost at the middle of the movie, you noticed Jimin enter with bags of snacks you were about to whine as to you couldn't restart the movie but he shocked you as he ran to take a seat and said "Damn I love this movie*

You literally paused the movie and looked at him in utter surprise. "What? (Your country) movies are really enjoyable" he said.

Later that night

"I heard you explained a full movie to the boys" Namjoon said shifting into the bed beside you.

"Yeah. All I wanted was to watch a movie" you said "But it was enjoyable to watch them get so intreagued" you said.

"Thats my (Your country) girl. I bet me and Hobi have the real catches" he said

"You bet. And that is what makes a lot of K-Armys hate me more" you said pouting.

"Aww babe, I told you not to read those" he said.

"I know, sorry" you said hugging is physically large form.

"Its okay babe, things are already getting better, they're close to tracing the person who did it and in no times things will get better" he said kissing your forehead.

You noded and sighed "lets just enjoy our time together untill then" you said.

"That's more like it" He said and the two of you lulled to sleep in each other's arms.

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[satoruvt]

The Cheol as BF thing that you wrote is so amazing it made my heart flutter 🥺 is there a chance that you can share your amazing thoughts on boyfriend Wonwoo? Thank you!

bf wonwoo... head + heart full he is so boyfriend shaped

i remember when bittersweet dropped and meanie did their vlogs i was freaking out about wonwoo's because like... his room is so. just. Guy. such a boyish room. the two of you spend a lot of time in there, just for nights in and stuff. you always tease him about how his "keep smiling" decal is a bit stretched out

not super touchy, so when the two of you are out in public i think he'd go for some subtle pda like holding your hand or even just interlocking your pinkies

KISSES YOUR CHEEK LIKE ALL THE TIME

totally has you play some video games with him and then beats you by a landslide. isn't even sympathetic about it

has a playlist of songs that remind him of you. he's a bit embarrassed when you ask him about it... but he tells you how each song connects to you anyways

TONSSS of dates that consist of the two of you picking out books for each other. you start a little book club where you read those books and then tell the other about it

seems like the kind of bf to be out and about without you and buy little things he thinks you’d like

overall, in a very general sense.. i just think he’s very gentle </3

has no issue with you wearing his clothes but i think he’s got a soft spot for you wearing accessories of his. jewelry, hats, etc. feels a bit more intimate to him.

I THINK. HNNG. i think he’s got a knack. for holding ur chin. when you guys kiss. oh wow..

not big on pet names but you’re his baby and he’ll fight anyone who disagrees (even you)

sometimes you bring him some food while he’s playing his games and he tells you “thank you baby” all soft and small and then you hear all of his friends erupt into chaos through his headphones

i know he said he isn’t very touchy but honestly i think he’s just not the type of person to initiate physical contact!! that being said, if you make the move he’ll totally reciprocate

you know that thing he does with the camera during like behind episodes. does that with your face a lot

why do i feel like every time you guys have plans to hang out he always brings like your favorite coffee or other drink order :( like maybe it's just a movie night at your apartment and he'll show up with a drink for each of you, and then the two of you decide on dinner a bit later

unlike seungcheol, this guy is a total tease when it comes to work LMAO. will come home and be like "we wrote so well today, i'm so excited for you to hear the songs!" and you try to get him to show you before the actual release but he refuses. steel wall. wont tell you anything. at one point you try to text woozi but wonwoo texted him first and said not to tell you anything

sometimes after you guys hang out and part ways, he’ll send you a really meaningful text about how much he loves you and is grateful for you. he can’t help it!! he just loves you so much and needs you to know

[an-angel-in-the-garden]

Dating the Obey Me! boys

So I had surgery yesterday and have to be stuck in my room not doing much for a bit so I plan to try and write lots of things and I thought why not start with Obey Me. Hope you enjoy, these are also kinda short since it was so many people! CW: Spoilers and slightly dark

Lucifer

Dating Lucifer is a bit of a struggle at the start

He's headstrong and cruel even to those he care's about so it can be hard to get into a relationship with him

Once that bond is formed however its a different story though he is still blunt and a bit harsh he's more open

He enjoys classic dates candle lit dinners walks under the moon or swaying in his office with his records on

Lucifer adores when you visit him in his office just to spend time with him while he works

Not much PDA but not fully against it will wrap an arm around your waist and might kiss your head if he's feeling really soft that day

Supportive even if he's harsh he wants the best for you in his eyes you deserver the world and then some

Mammon

Mammon is very open about his feelings

Not good with PDA gets very embarrassed but loves it all the same

Will spend money on you without really thinking about it he wants to you everything and in his eyes money is everything

He gets you involved with many schemes but also does everything in his power to not let you get hurt

If any of his siblings are having a bad day and it gets taken out on you he steps in and will swing if needed

Speaking of siblings they dont treat him that well and though he tends to put on a front you kindness to him means so much he can and will cry

Soft just wants you happy your smile makes him feel special and truly loved so he wants you to feel the same

Leviathan

This is a roller coaster that's for sure

Leviathan is a tsundere on the surface but once in a relationship he's a bit more yandere then one might think

With that Levi is very tameable quelling any jealousy of another he might have is simple just give him affection

He can not handle PDA he blushes freaks out and might even faint if people are around

Indoor dates in his aquarium room and also gaming together or watching anime

Though he's not one to enjoy the outdoors if you want to go on a public date all you need to do is ask

Parise for him is heavenly you telling him he's done well or that he makes you happy means he world to him

Satan

Getting into a relationship with Satan is a friends to lovers kinda story he need so much trust to know he can be truly honest with you

Its very give and take he wants this to have the same importance on both side

Café dates often to a cat café and if you allergic dont worry he has a spell for that

Will show off your relationship to everyone

Enjoy soft PDA i.e. hand holding an arm around the waist forehead kisses etc.

Really loves talking with you about books whether about a book you both have read or simply you listening as he goes on about one he likes, Satan also loves hearing you talks about your interest

Hell protect you with his life you're someone who let him feel more then just anger someone who loves him for himself and its all he really wanted

Asmodeus

Dating Asmodesu is not easy and there's a chance it will never be a healthy relationship

He's flirts alot and that's something you have to get use to but Asmo try's very hard to never take it to far once your together

Love PDA will always want to be all over you and hopes you feel the same

Shopping dates are a must in his eyes and of you ever feel self conscious he does his best to help

Talks about you non stop to anyone and everyone he's happy your in his life but in the end his sin makes it quite hard to ever be in a fully committed relationship

Spoils you so much, wants you to live in luxury like him after all someone as perfect as you deserves it

The genuine affection and love is something new to him its something he never thought he would have so when you entered his life he felt you could only ever make things brighter and he plans to always be there for you

Beelzebub

This is a relationship that develops without much thought

It becomes a habit for Beel to share his food with you or to seek you out just to be with you for a while

At some point its pointed out how you both act and Beelzebub confesses

Dates are common and its often food date going to new and old places he thinks you would like

Not great at planning things but if you have something you want to do or talk about he's all in

Very soft with you though its not often that hell innate PDA or anything he's always up to reciprocate it

A gentle giant who wants you safe and happy even if it means sharing his snacks

Belphegor

This is a full slow burn with his hatred of humans and his lack of trust its not an easy ride

Being with him takes a while starting as just people to friends to maybe more to lovers its a drawn out thing

No PDA he just doesn't handle it well however at the house or alone he's very affectionate

You all go on dates rarely as he's not one for going out and would rather spend quite time with you at home

One of his favorite things to do with you is laze around while you talk about your day or things you've been into lately

Will always make sure you have a good nights sleep if your someone prone to bad dreams he can help with that

Though the relationship with him starts a little rocky he treasures you more then he might admit and he happy you gave him a chance

Diavolo

Another friends to lovers and a little forbidden on top of that but you two make it work

It starts as just him being overly interested in the human world and not so slowly he starts to take interest in just you

Diavolo spoils you when he can you've given him so much and he wants to give back

Loves PDA but knows that he has to reel it in due to him tittle so he settles for just holding your hand

Is a very soft demon for you wanting to make you're as comfortable as you can be

Really enjoys when you visit him even if it just you popping in to say hi it just brightens his day

Being in a relationship wit Diavolo isn't easy it takes alot to keep up with everything but he's never been happier then with you by his side

Barbatos (I love him so much so his is slightly longer)

A slow burn and secret relationship full of its ups and downs yet its something he wouldn't trade for anything

The start of the relationship is slow and honestly it doesn't even seem like your dating he's still closed off only being polite when you two are together

It takes him far longer then you would think for him to realize how much that hurts you he hasn't been wit someone for so long if ever he's not use to it

Once you break that barrier things are smoother he's willing to be open with you alone giving you affection when you ask and even sometimes acting with out you saying anything

Barbatos thinks about you alot when he's working always wanting to know what your up to and how your feeling

Wont want to tell anyone he takes his work very seriously and doesn't want that to ever be at risk but on top of that he knows some people dont like him and if they know about you well he doesn't want to think about that

Refuses to look into your future he knows he wont be able to handle what hell see

It a relationship that takes time and sometime it seems like it might slip away but he's always there and he strives to be with you and make you happy just please give him all your love too

Simeon

A story tale romance most the time but one that almost seems impossible to keep

He's the perfect gentlemen sweet moonlight date or strolls through a garden, holding the door open or offering you his coat

With that it might seem like you never see the real him just the person/angle that he wants you to see someone perfect

Once you two have been together a few months hell start to really open up letting you see his more mischievous side and even talking about the pain from when the others fell

Simeon will always be there for you and when your down he wants to be someone you can lean on

The two of you in the in his room the soft lighting thanks to the fire with the only sounds in the room being the scribble of pen on paper and quite breathing making the night feel like endless bliss

He knows this relationship is dangerous if he's not careful he could fall but when you look at him eyes shinning with nothing but love he thinks maybe that wouldn't be so bad

Solomon

An almost tragic love story that much to his glee ends in happiness

He's met you in many lifetimes yet you were never his bit this time this wonderful time you choose him

The most romantic dates with Solomon anything you want he can probably get

Tried to cook for you it didn't go well but man he tried

Helps you study and will partake in your hobbies if you want

Is ok with PDA prefers the simple stuff over anything major

Is such a lovely relationship one he's spent so long waiting for and he's wont let it slip away now

[salami2]

Ch. 5 - The Nina Project

Eddie Munson x fem!reader

Summary - Jason has finally found you and Eddie’s hiding spot. You barely manage to escape, but end up witnessing something horrible in the process. Other then that, Eddie has been acting strange with you…

w/c - 2k a:n - after the tragic event we’ve all lived through, i decided to keep going and write a happy ending instead!

Warning(s) - spoilers for ep.5, obviously, a small description of getting ‘vecna’d, blood, water and swimming, fire, mentions of drinking, eating, sneaking around, eddie and reader being suuuper insecure, reader is described as underage to drink but over 18!

Chapter List - Ch.1 , Ch.2 , Ch.3 , Ch.4 , Ch.6

Tag List - @lokigirlszendaya @httpjiikook @castiels-gracex @notxmoo @lily-sinclair-2006

By this point, your arms felt like they were on fire. As you used your power like- no, as your life depended on it. Eddie tried to flick the engine on, with pure desperation.

Eddie spit the hair out of his mouth, exhausted. “C’mon! Why wont this piece of shit work!?”

His and yours eyes laid on Jason and Patrick, who were inching closer to you with every kick and stroke.

Contemplating on whether you have enough time to use your powers, the poor basketball player’s body started lifting up into the air. Making you really wonder:

‘How the fuck did we get here?’

From what happened today, you remember slamming doors and a frustrated Eddie.

In a short span of time, you became better at your telekinesis and mind reading. Almost effortlessly lifting things off the floor while checking your nose. Yep, a smidge of blood left your body.

Eddie tapped your shoulder, handing you a bowl of spaghetti-o’s.

“Thanks!” he simply nodded, walking away with the walkie.

Now, ladies and gentlemen, Eddie Munson had a problem.

His problem: Having a crush on the most beautiful woman he’s ever met in his life. And this woman was, wait for it- You!

The poor boy has never felt this way before about anybody. At one point, maybe Chrissy, but the way he felt about you was different. Too different.

As much of a confident persona Eddie puts out there, he knows who he is deep down. A metalhead, un-graduated adult man who was a freak. A freak that nobody could ever love.

His insecurity will be his downfall. He’s not as strong and fearless as you, he thought.

You, on the other hand, have been questioning why your new favourite brunette was avoiding talking or touching you. It was hard to figure out, so your mind went to the most logical answer.

He thought you were a monster.

I mean, just looking at the powers you have. You can read people's minds, make things levitate. You’re an abomination!

“Wheeler! Hey! Uhm, I’m gonna need a food delivery, like, real soon.” “But, didn’t Y/N get you some food?” Nancy asked, confused.

“Yeah, yeah she did. But she couldn’t pick me up any because she’s ‘underage’,” He quoted. “I am! It’s illegal!” You perked up, causing him to roll his eyes.

“I know it’s shit drinking right now but uh, I really-“

He was cut off, a smile forming on his face. He put down the walkie and munched on his spaghetti-o’s in bliss. Guess Nance said yes. You snatched it from him.

“Nancy! How have you guys been? I’ve been worried sick!”

You could imagine her rubbing the space between her brows, like she always does. “We’ve been peachy. Max almost died and Dustin and Steve have been acting like complete children. On the bright side, we do have a lead.”

Well, at least that brought some joy to you.

“So far, things over here’s been fine. No sudden attacks at all. Eddie’s been acting funny, though.”

“I bet he’s not used to being surrounded by a pretty girl. You just protect your new boyfriend and we’ll get back to you when we’re finished,” Robin interjected.

A light blush formed on your face. You pouted, scoffing at your friends' antics.

“Nice to hear from you too, Robin. How’s Steve?”

She chuckled. “Worried. Did you and Munson do anything? Y’know, just to make Steve worry a little less than he already is.”

You couldn't believe her! If you weren't dramatically red as a tomato, you would march down there and knock some sense into her.

“We didn’t do anything!” Your whining voice echoed, making her burst out in laughter,

“Alright, alright. We’ll be there soon. I’ll pick up your favourite snack, ok?” She proposed, making you a little better. “Ok.” You defeated, “Bye! Tell Steve and Dustin I miss them!”

And with that, you put the walkie down. Running a hand through your hair. Wondering how you got stuck with a bunch of dumbass friends (which you love very much, but still!)

You sighed, stepping into the kitchen and opening the fridge. Pulling out some fresh ingredients to make a fine dish for you and Ed.

“Hey, Eddie! What do you want to eat?” You called out. To no avail, since he did not respond.

“Ok, I’ll just choose…” You mumble under your breath. A tone of annoyance.

As you get everything ready, a very frantic Eddie comes rushing over to you. Spinning around after having him shake your shoulders. A look of serious distraught on his face.

You were confused and worried. “Eddie, what’s-“

“We gotta hide! NOW!”

It was quiet. Desolate. The sheer sound of flies buzzing around and your hitched breaths was still enough to make the both of you fidgety and scared.

Currently, Jason and his posey were searching the house. Trying to find the suspected perpetrator: the man sitting right next to you. Scared shitless and trying to reach out to Dustin- or anybody.

You, on the other hand, were trying to devise a way to distract Jason enough to get a successful getaway.

But a sudden headache interfered with that.

Eddie stared solemnly at you, noticing something was up. “Hey, are you feeling ok?” he asked.

You nodded your head.

This headache felt not like the ones you got while practicing or regular ones. It felt like someone was rattling around in your head.

Like there was something… ominous nearby.

But, you shook it off. Right now, it was Eddie’s and yours lives on the line.

“Ok… calm down. There’s a boat here, and if we’re sneaky enough, we can make a quiet escape.”

Eddie sunk into the floor. By his posture it was clear he felt meek. Frightened. He his his face in a ball he formed with his body. Squeezing his knees closer towards himself.

“Eddie?” You called out. “Please, I need your help for this to work. I can make a distraction while you pull the boat into the water. Together, we can find those knuckleheads and give them a piece of our minds.”

He didn’t say anything. Only keeping dead silent.

“Alright, uhm, I’ll go do the.. thing- yeah.”

You sighed, pulling yourself up and rolling up your sleeves. If he wasn't going to help you, you were going to have to girl-boss this shit by yourself. As annoyed as you were, you couldn't blame him.

He’s scared for his life. And you’ve got his back.

Slowly sneaking out of the boathouse, you make your way to the back of Reefer Ricks shack. Not before grabing a couple rocks. Slipping into the kitchen like a mouse.

Quickly, you chucked a rock near the living room. A lamp shattered and the boys immediately went over to see the damage.

You crawl up the stairs and close a door behind you.

There was no plan you could form. Having to go off what’s in the room. Searching through the drawers to get an idea, maybe.

That’s when you saw your plan; a lighter.

You wasted no time tying it together. Pulling together tight knots and making a rope.

Fire was always a distraction. If you maybe scared them off with a fire so you and Eddie could escape, then everything could come together. Smoke could distract them while you escaped.

Opening the door, you carefully light it on fire and hide in a closet in the hallway.

“What the fuck? I smell smoke! Guys, upstairs!”

You hear one of them come upstairs, all clamouring into the room. Before you could, you grabbed your backpack of stuff. Your gun, supplies and such.

You snuck out sprinting to Eddie in the shack. Heart as fast as a scared bunny. Breath staggering to keep up.

To your surprise, Eddie was there. Boat in the water and trying to start the engine.

A smile krept onto your face, laughing a little. Guess he was listening to you.

You take off your skates and dive in. Catching up to him and hopping in.

“I started a fire. That should distract them long enough!” You gleefully told him. Hoping and praying it worked.

He nodded affirmatively. “Great. Now we just need this-“ he slaps the motar hard, “piece of shit to work.”

“Don’t worry. Maybe I can make it work with my powers.” You say, kneeling down to it.

Before you could do anything, you glance at something in the distance. Quickly becoming fearful.

There was Jason and his other friend, discovering the two of you on the boat. The distraction may have worked on the others, but supposedly Jason wasn’t as stupid. Still is for going after a falsely accused man.

“Shit!” Eddie cursed, pulling with all his strength on the motar boat.

You started to take the rows and rowed like your life depended on it. Well, it did. Taking looks back at the slowly- but steadily- approaching Jason. Almost invisible in the darkness of night.

He was close. You didn’t want to have to rely on your powers, might it have to come down to it.

Steadying your hands, you concentrate on Jason and Patrick.

“What the fuck are you doing!?” Eddie called out, noticing the boat not moving.

You didn’t say anything to him, only directing your energy on the enemy. In seconds, Jason's body started floating. He stumbled in the air. “What the-'' he said, confused, wondering why his body was being lifted into the air and going backwards.

Before you could triumphantly get him to the shore, something happened.

Patrick.

His body floated. Not taking control from you.

His bones snapped. Body contorting backwards. Eyes falling into the back of his head as the big finale. It was just as gruesome as Eddie showed you. And the effect on the people watching…

Really did start to make sense.

Without even realizing it, Ed knocked you and himself into the water. Fear glazing his brown eyes. He pulled you closer to him and started kicking away.

“Eddie…” You called out, still mortified, “Eddie, we gotta go!”

You started to swim away with Eddie in tow.

As you made it to the land, you tried to get the haunting image out of your head. You and Eddie running away into the deep, wooded thicket.

The sun peeked through the trees above. Trudging steps, both ghosts quiet as you move through the forest.

Thankfully, the sun's heat started to dry both of your soaking bodies.

Your arms were crossed together. “Uhm, Eddie?” You called out. He stopped in his tracks and turned to you, waiting for you to catch up.

“I just wanted to say… I’m sorry.”

Your cracking tone said it all. Trying to hold back escaping tears. His eyes softened to your face, almost breaking down. Eddie shook his head.

“Shouldn’t be sorry. If anything, I should thank you.” He replied.

You both continued to move. “No, I meant with what we saw back there. It was mortifying.”

“Listen,” you expressed, “You shouldn’t have been a part of this. All this… should not have happened to you. All that shit I’ve just seen was horrible, and I can’t imagine going through it twice. You’re completely innocent in this and this should've been handled by me and my friends. We’ve been through this shit enough to be prepared.”

His eyes glossed. You meant everything you said, and he knew it. This whole situation was pure bullshit. And you wanted him to know-

“So, I’m sorry, Eddie. I know all you wanted was to graduate…”

And with that, you walked past him. Keeping those arms firmly crossed together.

There was nothing more that Eddie wanted to do then to hug you. Let his emotions cry into your shoulder.

But he didn’t want to do that to you. Again, his insecurities push those hopes deep down inside him. Your voice perking up in front of him.

“By the way, where are we going?”

He pauses for a second.

“The plan is to find another walkie, and then, heading to Skull Rock.”

You and Eddie started to once again trudge through the woods. Wondering what’s going to happen next, if everyone would be ok.

But most importantly: if you and Eddie would make this out alive.

@salami2 , pls like & reblog

[couldyouspeakmyname]

Shishigumi and the reader who has adopted children

You know I'm a sucker for blended families

-Maeve

Ibuki

Already is kind of a dad to the rest of the Shishigumi and Louis

While Ibuki is initially really nervous about adopting a child, as soon as they hold them, all his fears melt away.

If they’re an older child, he’ll let them call him by his name if that’s more comfortable. He doesn’t have to be called “dad” to be a parental figure. 

Ibuki is very supportive of his child, and has a lot of patience. 

Ibuki may actually be prone to adopting a child out of the baby stage. He may even adopt an older child who just needs a home (even if they’re almost of legal age to live on their own).

Ibuki would be great with troubled kids. He has the patience of a saint, and has seen a lot of bad in the world, and been a lot of that bad.

Ibuki allows the child to adjust at their own pace, and never pushes them to fit or meet a standard,

Ibuki cooks for them, and listens when they talk. 

Ibuki wants them to be comfortable, always. 

He enrolls them in the best school he can, and goes to every major event. 

He allows them to style their own room, even if he doesn’t always understand what they like. 

He’s adamant that at least three nights a week you all have a family dinner. 

He tries his best to help with homework or any problems they may have. 

Free

Free is freaked out at the idea of adopting a kid. It probably takes a few years for him to be comfortable with the idea.

Honestly? He’s just worried he’s going to be a terrible father. He’s already kind of a menace, he’s not even sure why you’re still with him.

Then again, Louis turned out great and Free likes to think he had a hand in that. 

After some time he finally comes around to the idea. Why not? He can do this. 

When Free and you adopt a child, it’s probably going to be an infant or a younger child. 

It only takes a few hours before Free is a doting father figure, and labels your new child as ‘His’.

Free loves playing games with his kid. If they’re a toddler when you two adopt them, he’s probably going to go crazy at the toy store with them (who needs ten nerf guns?). Free had it rough growing up, he wants his kid to have the childhood he didn’t get to have.

Free isn’t great at homework, but he tries.

Free teaches them self defense early on, just to make sure they can protect themselves when he isn’t around

That dad that plays any game his kid comes up with, and makes forts out of blankets and pillows. 

Dolph

Dolph is actually on board with the idea of adoption

I could see Dolph adopting an older kid, maybe even a pre-teen or teenager. They’re more difficult than a younger child, but Dolph is okay with that. He’s patient, and knows how wild kids can be. He was in a gang, there’s not much trouble a kid could cause that would come anywhere near the trouble he dealt with in the gang

Dolph is big on education, keeping his child in school and having them graduate is important. 

Dolph is calm and collected, and he listens and gives advice where it’s needed.

If he did adopt an older kid, he’s okay with working with a phycologist. Sometimes you just have to talk without worrying about getting in trouble.

Dolph wants his kid to always feel safe and secure. They will always have a room and a place to come home to. 

If they’re worried about someone taking their stuff, Dolph will install a lock on their door. This way they can lock the door and have peace of mind. It is their room. Dolph isn’t going to take things from them.

Same thing with food. If they’re more comfortable keeping snacks and need a mini fridge so they know they wont go hungry, he’ll do what he has to to make them feel secure 

Helps with homework and attends school events. 

 Doesn’t hold his kid to unfairly high standards. If they get a ‘C’, he’s fine with that, as long as they gave it their all.

He’s strict, and has rules. Don’t be out late, don’t do drugs, have dinner with the parents at least twice a week, homework before video games. It’s basic rules, but he’s ridged about them. In a way, that gives his child structure. 

They don’t have to call him dad, but if they do it makes him all emotional

Makes them ask you before they do something

“Dad can I-” 

“Go ask Y/N”

Agata

Agata would probably do best adopting a small child or a baby

He has a lot of anxiety, and he’d do better parenting a kid from the beginning 

Agata raises his child with his whole heart. It doesn’t matter that they were adopted, there’s no question that Agata would die for his child. 

Agata puts the needs of his child above his own, without question. 

Agata is honest when his kid asks if he’s adopted. Agata isn’t going to hide that from them. He will answer any questions they have, and let them know that you don’t have to be blood related to love someone

Agata is that ‘cool’ dad that plays video games with his kid. Agata lets them win.

Agata also beats any levels they get stuck on. 

Agata doesn’t like the PTA, but will go to all school events, and is there for all milestones

Agata tries his best to make sure his child is confident in themselves, and knows that Agata will always be there to back them up

Agata is kind of a softie, you’re going to have to be the rule enforcer

Not to say Agata can’t get strict, he can, but he doesn’t want to

Agata will always make sure his child knows their home is a safe place to go to

If his child ever wants to know their biological parents, Agata will help them. 

Miguel

Age doesn’t matter for Miguel. He’s willing to take any kid that needs him, and is a good fit for you two

He quickly establishes a healthy lifestyle. He wants them to live a long time, and fuel their body properly 

Cooking may actually be how he bonds with them initially, if they’re older. If they’re really little, he’ll bake cookies with them

Miguel is at all school events, and may even be part of the PTA

Miguel may be pretty quiet, but he’s not one to hold back praise when a child does something good. He’s big on positive reinforcement

Rarely raises his voice. Instead, he talks everything out.

He’s very patient, and quickly learns his adopted child’s personality, and adjusts accordingly

That big beefy dad that’s having tea/playing pretend with his child

He can and will switch his child out of a class if a teacher is unfair. A lot of adopted children may have a hard time adjusting, and not all teachers know how to handle that. If they can’t, Miguel will find someone who does. 

Miguel is going to be overprotective of his child. He chose to adopt his child, and it’s his job as a father to make sure his child thrives. He’s not going to allow anyone to drag his kid down the path Miguel himself once walked.

Miguel is that dad that doesn’t talk a lot, but you can talk about anything with. It doesn’t matter what it is, he’s going to listen. 

Sabu

Sabu doesn’t care about age when he adopts a kid. He would be prone to adopting a child that’s mute or deaf, or a child with another disability. 

I have a headcanon that Sabu doesn’t talk much, but knows sign language.  

He’s also very quiet and patient,  and not much phases him. He’s also very flexible, and is willing to make big changes if that’s what his child needs

Sabu is also very involved with schooling, even if most of the staff find him unnerving. It doesn’t take long for them to warm up to him though. Sabu has a good heart, even if he makes a bad first impression. 

Sabu helps with homework, and is fine with taking breaks and coming back if his child becomes frustrated. 

He will totally get a side car for his motorcycle 

If the kid he adopts doesn’t know sign language, Sabu teaches them.

Sabu loves for his child to be passionate about their hobbies. 

Sabu likes it when his child expresses themselves, even if it’s not always traditionally.

If Sabu has a kid, and they want to do his mane, he’ll let them. He doesn’t even mind going out in public with it if his child is particularly proud of it.

Never is afraid of telling his child he loves them, or that he’s proud of them.

Jinma

Jinma would do better adopting a child that was a smidge older.

He does a lot of research before adoption, and tries to find information on what to do, what you two need, and problems that may come up

If they are older, Jinma is going to get them a psychologist if they need one. If they’ve been in the system for a while, they may need a third party to talk to

Jinma is also going to make sure his child has no siblings out there. If they do, he’s going to do his best to reunite them. If they’re not adopted yet, expect Jinma to try and adopt them as well.

Jinma is big on school, so he tries to learn what kind of schooling works best for his child. Are they a tactile learner? A reader? Once he knows, he works in that learning preference for homework. 

Jinma is great at communicating with his adopted child, even if they aren’t a great talker. 

Jinma doesn’t need his child to call him dad, but if they do, he’ll be thrilled.

Dope

Dope could adopt any age of child and be happy

Dope is great at reading body language, so it’s easy for him to understand what is child is saying, even if they don’t want to talk initially. 

Dope is also very big on schooling, but he tries to find a school his child is comfortable with.

If his child was close with their foster parents, Dope is fine keeping them in their lives if they’re also okay with it. 

Dope reads to his kid every night. He will also never say ‘no’ if they want books from a store (but they have to be paperback)

Dope is the dad who will le their kid crawl into bed if they have a bad dream. He also gets up so you can sleep. 

Dope finds the best way to communicate with his kid, and loves spending time with them. 

Dope is what teachers fear. Parent teach night involves Dope trying to figure out lesson plans, accuracies in education, and making sure his child is set up to succeed. He’s both a pain in the ass for the teacher, and a blessing, since he will always be there if they need chaperones or any other volunteers. 

Hino

Hino would rather adopt a child that’s younger, but they don’t have to be a baby (he’s fine if they are though)

Hino puts all his love into his child. It doesn’t matter that they’re adopted, they’re his

Hino loves styling his child, but is fine when they pick out their own outfits (even if it hurts his inner fashionista)

Loves doing family activities with all of you together

If they have a nightmare, and need dad to be there, he’s going to fall asleep in their room

That dad that has waaayyyy too many pictures of his child. He screensaver is you and your child.

Hino is always there for any event, but avoids the PTA. 

That being said, he will volunteer for events, and weaponize his good looks. 

Builds up his child’s self-esteem. No matter what species they are, they’re beautiful. Not only that, but they’re smart and capable. Hino wants them to know there’s so much more besides looks.