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Hey there! 🖤

Can you make a Gerard Way and Y/N story Inspired By a song "Lover" By Taylor Swift?

I would appreciate that! :-)

Omg you have no idea how much I love this idea!!!

I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover

Word count :767

Pairing: Gerard way x gn!Reader (no use of pronouns)

Description : so basically moments for Gerard and y/n's relationship inspired by lyrics in the song lover. I left the bridge and the end cuz omg I love this bridge sm!! Also what I wrote is the type of love that I want to have so badly

Gener: fluff (finally writing something that is not depressing)

Warning : none

'We could leave the Christmas lights up 'til January. And this is our place, we make the rules'

"Do you think it's time to take the Christmas decorations already?" Gerard asked as he entered the living room, I turned to look at him, a fake disgusted look on my face, pretending to be offended by his question

"And why would we do that exactly?" I raised my right hand and placed it on my heart

"Cuz it's the end of January, all the other neighbors took theirs down" his soft laugh filled the room as I dramatically got up and walked towards him, my hands grasping at his arms as I looked him in the eyes dead serious "they. Are. Boring." I nodded quickly, he smiled at me "Christmas lights are fun. And this is pur house so we do whatever we want" I dramatically gestured towards the Christmas tree

He laughed again, his arms wrapping around my waist as he planted a soft kiss of my temple "we do whatever we want" He whispered in my ear as I smiled knowing that as long as I have him by side the Christmas decorations can stay up forever.

'Have I known you 20 seconds or 20 years'

I remember telling my mom "He's the one I'm telling you!" I had just come back from our second date, I was still living with my mother, I was 20, i didn't know anything but for some reason I knew even then that Gerard is the one, mom didn'tbelieveme and i remember telling her "He's the one. I can feel it. It doesn't matter if I know him for only a few minutes or for many many years, he's my one."

Now I sit in Gerard's and mine's apartment, watching a movie with the man I love 

'Can we always be this close?'

I rest my head on Gerard's shoulder, our fingers linked together, he kisses my forehead, I look outside the window at the view we pass by the tour bus

He randomly whispers "I love you" and I whisper it back

We shear secret moments that are just for the two of us, even though the boys are on the bus, sitting not to far from us, talking about whatever

"I like having you close, it's like our hearts beat at the same pace" I whispered in his ear, he turned to meet my lips "please stay this close to me forever" he softly said and I nodded "I forever will"

'We could let our friends crash in the living room, This is our place. We make the call'

"It's fine if the guys stay over tonight? Too drunk to drive home" Gerard came into our room, I put my book down and smiled "of course they can. I live early tomorrow I have band rehearsal so you guys have the house if you need"

He nodded and leaned down to kiss my lips "You're the best" looking at him, I know the only important thing in my life is us, and the rest is just background noise so I didn't mind if the band stays here, besides I like them they're my friends too

'I've loved you three summers now, honey, but I want 'em all'

"Damn has it really been three years since the two of you got together? " Ray asked as he put his glass back down on the table "it seems like only yesterday day Gerard came home and announced that he's inlove" mikey added, all of us laught at the fact that Gerard throw a napkin his way.  Gerard's hand holding mine and resting on my thigh "three years" I said proudly,  knowing that my man and I are planing on having many more years ahead of us "forever" Gerard said "right?" His eyes met mine "I want all my years to be spend by your side" I said, forgetting that we were out to dinner with the guys "aw you two are adorable and all but I want to be able to hold my food down" frank joked and broke us out of our bubble.

Ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand?With every guitar string scar on my hand I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover. My heart's been borrowed, and yours has been blue, All's well that ends well to end up with you

Swear to be overdramatic and true to my lover, And you'll save all your dirtiest jokes for me, And at every table, I'll save you a seat, lover.

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Guys I'm back I might upload a new fic soon 💪

It's so funny that I got back into writing funfics cuz I need a way of processing and kind of escaping a really bad breakup, then I stopped writing and uploading fics cuz I met someone who made me feel safe and wanted only for them to drift away and eventually cheat on me the second we made it official and now I'm back again and I'm writing again :)

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Hey! This AU might sound Crazy but...

Can you do CelebrityRevengeEra!Gerard and The FemaleBogyguard!Reader?

They're in a secret relationship so the rumours wont start y'know?

Gosh, I'm so Freaking Insane.

Omgomg i love this idea sm!!! Hope you'll like what i came up with <3

Keep you a secret

Word count : 763

Pairing: RockstarRevengeEra!Gerard x FemaleBodyguard!Reader

Description: Reader is dating Gerard but she's also his bodyguard, and they have to keep their relationship a secret

Gener: fluff

Warning: a slight implication of smut at the end but it's really not that noticeable

I watched as the boys walked towards the group of fans waiting outside the venue before the show

I stayed close, making sure everything was going smoothly and ready to interfer if needed

My eyes were mostly focusing on Gerard, the men i loved so dearly, I won't be able to live if something happened to him.

The guys signed autographs, hugged fans and posed for pictures, answering most questions they've been asked

I smiled knowing that these people who are standing in front of them care about them almost as much as i do.

It wasn't my intention to fall in love with the lead singer of the band i was working for, it's unprofessional and inappropriate, which is one reason to why we decided to keep our relationship a secret, the second one was to avoid the rumours, cuz those can ruin a relationship just as fast as it starts.

But when he started talking to me i knew there was nothing i could've done about it, he was ment to be a part of my life

He looked at me briefly and shoot me a smile, assuring me that everything is fine

"Gerard do you have a girlfriend?"

The question we were hoping to avoid, i looked at Gerard's direction, he seemed nervous, but not surprised, it's like he knew this question was coming

"No i don't have a girlfriend" he said with a smile, his voice was muffled by a bunch of fans screaming excitedly.

I smiled and decided that it was enough and that the boys beed to get back inside, "i think it's enough for today you guys need to rest before the show" i said to frank, as he was the closest one to me and he nodded.

"Alright guys it's been a pleasure to meet you, we need to go and get ready for the show!!" Frank exclaimed "hope we'll see you inside, we love you!!" Gerard added

I waited for the four of them to walk infront of me so the other bodyguards and me could circle them

I ended up walking next to Gerard, he smiled at me "you're cute when your concerned" he whispered to me and i rolled my eyes, biting the inside of my cheek to avoid smiling

"Just keep walking Way" i said and he winked at me before joining the conversation the boys were having

I shook my head and entered the venue.

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"We were my chemical romance and it was a pleasure playing for you los Angeles!!!" Gerard screamed into the mic before the all walked backstage, jumping at each other and cheering.

They each walked to their dressing rooms to take a shower and change, and when no one noticed i slipped into Gerard's dressing room.

He was sitting on the couch reading a comic book, he already showered and changed into clean clothes

I smiled at him as he looked up "hey babe, great show Tonight" i said as he reached his hand towards me, i took it and he gently pulled me to sit next to him, his arm wrapped around me, my head rested on his shoulder

"I don't want to keep you a secret anymore" he said as he looked at me

"Gee i can lose my job and i mean, you saw the way your fans reacted to you not having a girlfriend, they would tear me apart"

He seemed to be thinking for a few seconds "i can provide for you, Incase you haven't noticed I'm a rockstar" he said with a smirk and i smacked his arm jokingly 

"Don't be an ass, it's not about the money, i love my job" i said to him with a genuine smile "i like being able to keep you and the guys safe"

He kissed my lips sweetly, "and besides, it's kinda hot all this sneaking around don't you think?" I said with a smirk and he chuckled "very hot" his voice was low "so let's keep it a secret for a little bit more okay?" I asked and i kissed his cheek before getting up, he nodded

"I need to get back, and you need to go to the hotel" I looked down at him, his hand were on my waist, his thumbs drawing circles on them

"come by my room tonight?" He looked at me with urgency, with need "of course" i said and kissed his lips before walking out of his dressing room and back to the team

"Why are you smiling?" Jake, another bodyguard, aske me

"No reason"

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the bond between a girl and their favorite fictional man is both an unstoppable force and an immovable object

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Our group of friends, don't think we'll say that word again

This came to me while listening to evermore and the line 'our group of friends, don't think we'll say that word again" just inspired me to write this... Also i know I'm not the only one who associates this line with the Marauders right??

Word count :300

Pairing: Platonic!Remus lupin x reader, mention of Remus lupin x Sirius black, reader is sirius blacks sibling, gn!reader

Gener: angst, just pure angst not even a little bit of fluff

Description : after the potters died and remus found out and had to see y/n

Warning: mentions of death

Once Remus got the call he had to see y/n. He just had to.

He needed to know that y/n was not involved in this, no, they couldn't be involved in this, Lily was like a sister to them, James was their best friend. they would never do that to them right? But then again Sirius was the one to betray everyone.

His thoughts kept running through his head as tears streamed down his face while walking to y/n black's house.

Three knocks on the door before it swung open, a desperate looking y/n stood there in front of him

"You've heard" was all Remus said before wrapping his arms around the shaking person that was standing at the doorway, he felt for them, he really did, another one of their brothers turned his back on them and helped he who shall not be named, but he couldn't stop himself from asking "did you know he was going to do this?"

His question lingured in the air as y/n tore apart from his embraced and looked at him in disbelief, how dare he ask them something like that.

They took a few steps back as they look at Remus

"You really think he did this?"

Y/n's question was complicated, did he think he did it? Did he think Sirius Black, the love of his life, betrayed James and Lily?

He didn't have an answer to that, and he so desperately needed an answer.

"James and Lily are dead. Peter is dead."

Y/n looked at him briefly before turning their back and falling to the ground, their sobs filled the quiet house as Remus slowly approached them and kneeled down next to them, crying with them, mourning the loss of people they once knew. 

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hii i was wondering if you could write gerard way x fem reader angst?

Hii sorry it took me so long, i was going through stuff, but I'm back on Tumblr now. I hope you'll like it :)

A million little pieces

Word count : 738

Pairing: Gerard Way x reader (gender neutral)

Description : In which reader wants to get married but Gerard doesn't really like the idea

Gener: angst

Warning : language ¿

"Will you marry me?" I got down on one knee, looking up at the man of my dreams, smiling up at him and holding out the open velvet box with the ring in it

"Y/n please get up..." I looked at him as i got up, my smile slowly disappearing as i realized how stupid it was to do it

"I'm not gonna marry you" my heart shattered in millions of little pieces that would never be put back together, all i could say is a quivery "why?" As i closed the ring box, not looking at Gerard's direction

"Because I'm not ready to get married y/n. God this is so stupid why would you even ask me to?" His voice sounded irritated

"The idea of marrying me is that stupid? Really?!" My voice came out angrier than i intended "god how stupid uh? Marrying the person you love? So so fucking stupid." I rolled my eyes and looked at him, waiting for him to say something but he stared at me, not a single emotion detected on his face

"Say something Gerard" I swang my arms up in frustration, the ring box dropping to the floor, he looked at it as if he was waiting for something to happen

"I don't want to marry you y/n" His words hurt me more than anything before

"You're amazing, really"

Tears were rolling down my checks, my entire body was shaking "then why?"

"I don't know y/n, i. Dont. Know" he was frustrated by the situation, and so was I

"Yes you do know Gerard, just say what you have to say"

He looked at me and took a deep breath "i do love you, but.." he stopped for a few seconds, I felt nauseous, i was sceard my knees would give up and i would fall to the ground

"But I'm not in love with you anymore, and it wouldn't be right of me to marry you if I don't feel the same as you"

I nodded my head, closing my eyes 'please this is just a bad dream please' i kept repeating in my head

I opened my eyes after a few moments and looked at the man standing in front of me and took a breath, not letting myself brake infront of him

"One of us should move out then" i said and turned my back to him, walking to our bedroom, i felt him come after me

"We should talk about it first don't ypu think?" All i wanted to do was slap him when je said that.

I stood at the door of our bedroom looking at our bed, the bed we've been shearing for the past year.

How stupid was i to think we were in love with each other. How stupid...

I walked to the closet with a suit case and started packing "you're leaving now? Y/n we should talk. I can sleep on the couch, let's just talk about what we should do"

"I'm not leaving, you are." I said as i put a few of his clothes in the suit case, not thinking rationally, and not wanting to.

All i wanted was to get back to the way we were, but that was impossible

"And we have nothing to talk about. You don't love me anymore, we're not getting married and we can't be together cuz, like you said, you don't love me anymore"

I gave him the suit case and looked at him waiting for him to get out, he didn't

"I do love you, just not the way i used to, not the way you want me to love you. I don't want us to lose each other."

I rolled my eyes, tears were still streaming down my face

"We can stay friends"

I laughed at the idea of staying friends, how could i ever be friends with him after all those years of being in love with him

"Get out Gerard. Get out and don't ever talk to me again"

He didn't fight this time, he knew it was worthless to fight me now, he took his stuff and got out of the house

As soon as i heard the front door closing i fell to my knees, i started sobbing, I don't know how to come back from this

I just lost the only man i ever loved. Forever.

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Omg go watch rocky horror it's amazing!!!

Is it weird to fuck your own creation? Asking for science purposes (literally)

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Is this the rocky horror picture show plot??

Is it weird to fuck your own creation? Asking for science purposes (literally)

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Long nights and braiding your hair

Word count : 374

Pairing: young!Sirius Black x gender neutral!Reader

Description : during a late night when none of you manage to fall asleep you decided to braid Sirius' hair

Genre: fluff

Warning : none

Obviously not my fan art

Sirius set down on the floor in the Gryffindor common room, i was sitting on the couch in front of the fireplace, it was late at night, but neither of us were tired or sleepy for some strange reason (caffeine) and i decided that i wanted to braid Sirius' hair.

His beautiful longish black hair was so soft and so healthy and that made kinda jealous.

"How do you keep your hair so soft?" I bened down to rest my cheen on his shoulder, he gave me a small kiss on the cheek, making me blush

'god i will never get used to this' i thought to myself, still feeling so incredibly lucky that he wanted to be with me.

"I really don't know love, maybe I'm just perfect like that" he said with a smirk and i chuckled lightly and gave him a little smack on his arm and got back to work

Sectioning his hair into three sections, trying to make the perfect braid, but he  kept moving and shifting around

"stop moving around and let me braid your hair!!" My tone was angry but we both knew it was just an act, Sirius laughed at my frustration and straightened up

"Aye aye captain" i couldn't help but smile at his silliness and continued my work.

After a few more minutes, i tied up the braid and looked at it "done" i said put loud as he turned to look at me with a smile "how do i look?"

I looked at him with a frown "you're really not that spacial" i said with a smile, biting my lower lip

He pulled me down from the couch to the floor next to him "if I'm not that spacial why can't you stop looking at me all the time?" He teased

I pulled him by his shirt into a kiss, my heart still skipping a beat everytime we touch.

Even though we've beem together for five months, he still gave me butterflies

"Fine, got me... You're hot Black" i smiled at him

"i love you y/n y/l/n"

I looked at him, processing the meaning of his words, the first I've heard them from him.

"I love you too Sirius Black"

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I know my love should be celebrated (pt.2)

Pt. 1 can be found here :)

Pairing: Gerard Way x Reader, a tiny bit of platonic!Frank x Reader

Word count: 369

Genre: angst/fluff

Warnings: none

It's been a week since he left me, I haven't seen him since.

I haven't left my bed since.

The guy i thought would never leave me, just got up and left.

The man i trusted betrayed me.

I hoped he was doing alright, that he was safe but at the same time i hoped he was suffering almost as much as i was suffering.

Frank came to my house a few times, he had the key and he wanted to check in on me, I didn't day much, i would just let my best friend sit next to me in bed, with an arm arond me, and let him talk about how recording the album was going, and how Gerard was miserable because of the brake up.

This morning i decided to get up of the bed and make myself something to eat, when i heard the door to the house opening "see Frank you don't have to worry anymore I'm not lying in bed anymore"

"I'm sorry"

That was not Frank, i turned around to face the man that broke my heart into a million pieces "what are you doing here?"

"I'm so sorry y/n you have no idea" i sat down on a chair in the kitchen and looked at him, waiting for him tk continue

"I screwed up, i was so caught up on my stuff i didn't realized i didn't check on you." I nodded and he continued "you deserve the world y/n, and i promise i will give it to you'

"Gerard i.." he cut me off "before ypu day anything, i love you, so much, and i want you to know that, and i want to show you that. I can't be without you. Youre the love of my life."

I got up, my hand stroked his cheek, he put his hand over mine "i love you too, but I don't want to feel the pain i felt anymore" he looked at me "I'll make sure you won't" he said and i leaned in, our lips met in a soft kiss.

"I love you so much" he whispered "I love you more" i whispered back and kissed his lips again

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I know my love should be celebrated (pt.1)

Pt.2 can be found here :)

Pairing: Gerard Way x Reader

Word count : 1170

Description : this is just pure angst, like not even a little bit of happiness. Based on the song ' tolerate it' by Taylor Swift :)

Warnings: none? Lmk if I'm wrong:)

"Hi" i said as i walked out of my room, Gerard just got home from the studio.

his band, my chemical romance is recording their new record and he had been getting home late each night and leaving early each morning, i bearly get to see him anymore.

"Hi" he says without looking at me and lying down on the couch "i made dinner cuz you said you would come home early today but it's cold now" he looked at me frustrated, as if i said something wrong "i couldn't get away early y/n, why are you attacking me?" i felt my heart ache  a bit at how harsh his voice sounded.

I went to the kitchen, taking the fancy plates that i took out just for tonight and put them back in their cabinets, trying to control my emotions, trying to understand my boyfriend.

'He loves me, he's just tired and this album is important to him' i keep repeating in my head, breathing deeply. 'He's not tired of you, it's just from all the work he's doing'

"I am not attacking you Gee I was just saying" i responded to his question, and took a sit next to him on the couch handing him a cup of tea "how was today? What did you record?" I looked at him as he put the cup on the table and got up "it was fine, I'm really tired I'm gonna go to bed"

I nodded, mumbling a quiet 'good night'.

I steard at the cup of tea that he didn't even take one sip of, he did not say good night. It felt like he care about me anymore.

I decided to leave the cup of tea in the living room, along with my sadness and just go to bed, maybe if I'll wake up tomorrow before he leaves to the studio he'll be in a better mood and it'll be better.

I got in bed next to Gerard, looking at him breathing peacefully, i smiled to myself and closed my eyes, slowly falling asleep.

When i woke up in the morning, reaching out to Gerard's side of the bed only to find it empty, my heart broke, i missed him again..

I got up and walked to the kitchen, i poured myself a cup of coffee and looked through the paper for a while before getting ready for work.

When i got home at night from my shift Gerard was sitting in the living room watching TV and drinking coffee

"We need to talk" i said as soon as i saw him, all day i was thinking about the state of our relationship in the past few weeks and i hated it.

I hated the way he made me feel, desperate to be included in his life, begging to be a part of his story.

"Alright" he said, a bit concerned, and i set down next to him, looking at his face, and all i could think about how this might be the last time I'm seeing his face.

"Why do you hate me?" Those are not the words i wanted to say to him, this is not how i wanted to start this conversation, but my mouth was faster then my mind..

"I don't hate you, why would you even think that?" His voice was soft, his hand resting on my thigh "y/n what's going on?"

I blinked, is he dumb? Or is he just acting dumb?

"You're tolerating me instead of loving me" his once soft gaze, turned into a mixture of sadness and anger

"I do love you y/n" i shook my head "it's not what i mean" i simply said and got up from my spot on the couch, i had so many feelings trapped inside of my body i just had to get up and walked it off, i couldn't sit still.

"So explain to me, what do you mean?" He got a bit frustrated, i could feel that he did not want to hace this conversation right now, but i didn't care.

"You go to the studio every morning so early, you don't even leave a note, you don't call at all throughout the day, you come home late every night, you don't say a word to me, how am i supposed to feel about that?" i said throwing my arms up in frustration

"I need to go to the studio, it's my job y/n." Now he also got up, now this conversation turned into a fight

"Would you stop saying my name like that?!" My voice got a bit higher than usual, which happens when i get mad

"Like what?" He said and let out a frustrated breath

"Like it's disgusting you, like i annoy you, like you're patronizing me." I felt a lump in my throat and i tried very hard not to cry.

"I'm not patronizing you, I'm trying to understand what do you want me to do" i rolled my eyes "i want you to show me that you love me and not only say that you do. Cuz at this point i don't really believe you anymore"

"I am doing everything i can! I want you to be happy but i have a career to maintain. My band mates, my friends, are counting on me."

"And i am supporting your career Getard but goddammit i also count on you! I need you too Gerard!" I raised my voice and this time a few tears fell down my checks, i wiped them with the back of my hand and looked at him, i saw that his heart was breaking, i can see it in his eyes..

"Can we just go to bed and talk about it tomorrow? I'm really tired i had a long day today" he asked and looked at me with a, now, blank expression on his face.

Of course he wasnts to take a break from the fight, cuz it doesn't matter what i need or feel "no we can't go to bed, we either do this now or we're done. I don't deserve to feel like this."

As soon as i said it i regretted it, i hoped he would keep talking to me, that he would not walk away from us, that he would tell me he's sorry and it'll change.

I hoped he won't end us.

"Then i guess we're done" he said quietly, i can see the heartbreake in his eyes

"Gerard.." i whispered as he put on his shoes and jacket and opened the door to our home "I'll stay at Mikey's tonight"

I couldn't believe he would just walk away from us, from me..

He closed the door as tears ran down my face "no please" i said as a sob escaped my lips as i walked outside after him, but he was already gone, i was left alone, sobbing, stranding in front of our house, hoping he would come back.

But he didn't

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do you have any boundaries on what you write??

I don't feel comfortable writing smut, and other than that i am not going to write about anything that contains p*do and r*pe comtent obviously...

But that's pretty much it :)

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Hi fellow Tumblr users I'm Ivy, i go by they/she <3

I write gn!reader, requests are always open :)

My chemical romance, Taylor Swift, the Marauders, mcu (phases 1-3), Gilmore girls, dead poets society, grey's anatomy and more :)

Feel free to request other people and if i know then I'll try my best xD

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Still Hate Me? (Frank Iero x reader)

Word Count :  888

Description : Frank and reader are braking up cuz Frank goes on tour with My Chemical Romance. a few years later they meet again. 

warnings : language (it’s a warning right?) 

AN : This is the first time I publish my work on here so.... I hope y’all enjoy it :)

I held back my tears as I was standing next to the door, Frank stood in front of me, his suitcase next to him.

Him and his band mates are going on their first tour. My chemical romance got bigger and now they are going on tour for a year.

So we decided to brake up. Well he decided, he said it'll be better for us. Now I regret this decision.

"Hey please don't cry love" he said and whipped the tear that escape my eyes. "I'll be back for you alright? I love you" he said and cupped my face, our lips met in a sweet kiss and I nodded.

"I love you too, your gonna do great, just don't think about me." I said and my heart broke at those words.

Two years of being together ends like that. He was my first boyfriend, my first love.

And now we're saying goodbye.

I walked outside with him and the boys were there.

We were best friends for three years. We were inseparable. Now my gang is leaving.

We’re separating.

I waved my family as the van left. When I knew it was far enough I started to cry. Knowing that I might never see them again.

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"Seriously Mia this ring is amazing!!"  I squealed when My best friend showed me her engagement ring.

Her husband to be is a very nice guy, and I really think they are perfect for each other.

"I know" she said with the biggest smile ever. "Mia this is great!! You and Josh are so perfect together!!" I said and hugged her

"Now, for the reason that I called you" "Wait didn't you called me to tell me you got engaged?" "Well yes.. but also no. I want you to be my maid of honor"

I smiled and felt honored. "Oh my god Mia!! Of course!!" I said and jumped on her.

We set at the bar and talked a lot when I heard a familiar voice coming from the tv

I turned around and saw the band. My Chemical Romance. And Frank was just talking about the tour and how great the fans were.

My eyes filled with tears. I haven't talked to any of them for two years. And he never kept his promise.

"Hey are you okay? I know you miss them.... Him..." Mia said and I wallowed and nodded.

"I'm fine, let's talk about the maid of honor's dress. Cuz I'm not wearing anything pink and puffy." I said and she chuckled.

I looked back at the screen for a second and then turned my attention back to Mia.

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"I still think you should start dating again, it's been three years since you've been with someone." Hazel said and Mia nodded.

"I can't" I simply said and took a sip from my beer.

I walked home alone planning on watching a movie and order food.

"Y/N?" I freezed, that voice that I knew all to well.

I turned and looked at the tattooed guy. His hair grew a little, the lip ring was still there, and those eyes, those beautiful hazel eyes that kills me.

"I knew it. It is you. I missed you so much" he said and walked towards me and I felt the tears in my eyes.

Ever since he left I never been the same. And now he's back?! Just like that?! No phone call in three years! Nothing!

All the saddens, anger and resentment that I've had inside of me for the last three years were out of control.

"What the fuck are you doing here?!" I yelled and he stopped, realizing that I was mad.

"Please calm down, let's talk..." He said softly but I didn't care.

"I hate you" I blurred out and I saw the hurt on his face. That only made me want to keep talking.to hurt him like he hurt me.

"I really fucking hate you, you know?!" I said to him and he stept closer to me.

"I kept saying to myself that you did it for me. That your not calling cuz you don't want to interrupt or something. That you loved me!!" I chocked out and he didn't said anything

"But you didn't. You don't give a shit!" I pointed at him.

"And I just fucking hate you!" I yelled as the tears dropped on my face.

"Ihateyou!" I repeated my self and sobbed burring my face in my hands.

I felt a pair of arms wrapping around me and his familiar sence filled my nose. He hugged me and kept me close to him as he storked my hair.

"I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry love" he said when I calmed down, my hands wrapped around his torso. "I hate you" I wispered and he kissed the top of my hair "I know"

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"I do" I said and looked at my, now husband with a huge smile. "I do" he said back, our hands locked together.

"You may kiss one another"

Our lips met in a sweet kiss as all of our friends cheered. I pulled apart, my body close to Frank's and I smiled up at him with adoration.

"You still hate me?" He asked softly and I chuckled "yes, I do" our lips met again and I felt complete again.