#withdrawing

[smolbean-fae]

Nights like tnight I wish I had someone to help me regress and look after me....

[afuaama]

me and my minimi. cold hands, warm heart. Part 1. Many moons ago, (2022?) I made the doll and put her up. She felt like a riptide in a quiet ocean. But, she was very pretty. She actually gets nice compliments. Well, we never bonded. (until recently) Part 2. pretty girl rock. an Abenaki tale. (2023) first heard from joseph bruchac. Once upon a time a very pretty girl refused to marry anyone not as pretty as her. So, one day by the river she heard a turtle shell flute song played just for her. He - the player - was very pretty. When she took his hand, it was cold. "that's ok" she reasoned. "cold hands, warm heart." At his home, with his people, with his air. She felt the cold. Cold as stone. Well, he lived under a rock. Underwater. Literally. You see, he was actually Horned Snake. She fled from him with his mother's and grandfather thunderbird's help. Back at her home she finally married a human with warm hands and a warm heart. Part 5. do you love me. do you love me? do You love Me? love, minimi.

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

I’m sorry I haven’t made a proper entry in awhile. I’ve lost interest in most things that kept me grounded. I don’t listen to music as I once did, it’s merely background noise to drown out the dark thoughts. I don’t game for fun, it merely keeps my dark thoughts at bay. I don’t respond to much of anyone, it’s short and simple. It’s not that I don’t want to talk, I just don’t know what to say. But I enjoy the brief company. I don’t have it in me to crack jokes anymore. I don’t have energy for anything. Everything feels like a job, and I do what I’m supposed to but I still feel immensely empty. Then I wonder. Do any words that spill from my lips even matter? Or is it just a stall for the inevitable?

[basically-queenberyl]

I’m trying to withdraw from everyone right now bc I can tell everyone is fucking annoyed by me. And that always makes me question if I’m even a good person. Like maybe what I’m doing is really bad and that’s why people are annoyed. I feel like I’m an emotionally and energetically draining person, and that’s why I have this blog in the first place.

Yes, it’s bc I’m a whiny bitch.

It’s really hard to respond to people and give just enough input, but also simultaneously barely say anything and stay neutral. Also, venting is the fastest way to get things off your chest. It’s hard to bottle it up and it’s not healthy, but a lot of times I look for immediate relief. Sometimes it feels like if you can’t have someone to turn to for venting about everything, then the people who say they care about you don’t actually care. And that’s not true. It just means I’m a negative and childish person and no one will tolerate that when all they’re trying to do is help me.

And people tell me I’m too hard on myself, but u have to be. Bc if I’m not, then I’ll keep being a burden and not get my shit together. I’m just gonna continue venting here when I need to in order to maintain speaking the bare minimum without losing my mind.

[sendryl]

Sometimes I get very sad and very quiet inside and I don't have anything left to give

So I go quiet online

Because that's where my inner voice gets to be the loudest

This is why I'm thankful for queues, because I can leave a bunch of things in them and then still see your responses to that, despite my momentary silence

It's nice for quiet times

[heritageposts]

Translation: What a shitshow. This years Eurovision has gone to hell. And it's first and foremost the EBU's fault.

Also, excerpt from the same article:

Throughout the course of the Eurovision Song Contest, the EBU has acted as if they live in a parallel universe. Eurovision is one thing, the world outside something else. The EBU has stuck its head in the sand. Shoved the problem under the rug. Held their hands over their ears and shouted LALALALALA. They appear to have done everything they can to pretend it's possible to hold an apolitical event in a world that's on fire. We have come together to be "united by music", they say, but the sharpshooters on Malmö's rooftops have nothing to do with us! In its struggle to remain apolitical, the EBU has become like a small fascist state in itself, where the artists' space for expression and action has been reduced as much as the undergarments of the Spanish dancers. It is reprehensible.

Reminder again to BOYCOTT EUROVISION 🇵🇸

Don't watch, don't vote.

[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine]

I’m at the stage in life where I stay out of arguments. Even if you say 1+1=5, you’re right. Have fun.

[kittenquasar]

Stomach hurts, head hurts, heart racing, can't focus. I've been bit by the caffeine gremlin again. Why do they lie about what does and doesn't contain caffeine? This isn't the first time this has happened. First was the root beer, then it was the PC brand carbonated Moscow Mule carbonated water. How is this legal. Total caffeine content from all sources should be displayed on the label, not hidden behind "natural flavors" this has given me trust issues with my food and I hate it. I've been trying to quit for months and the symptoms keep returning. I pray it won't be as bad as last time

[swamyworld]

Grayson Murray: Two-time PGA Tour winner dies at 30 after withdrawing from Charles Schwab Challenge | Golf News

Two-time PGA Tour winner Grayson Murray died Saturday morning at the age of 30, the Tour confirmed. Murray was competing in this week’s Charles Schwab Challenge in Fort Worth, Texas, when he withdrew late during his second round on Friday due to illness. “We are devastated to learn – and heartbroken to share – PGA Tour player Grayson Murray passed away this morning. I am at a loss for words,”…

[aludraslytherin]

Withdraw because my friends give me off vibes and I don't want to be a burden

[sluggybud]

please give me my lexapro

[kindnessisstillhere]

Withdrawing

The with was subtracted,

The room became a drawing room,

Detached from the context word,

And that describes us too.

Our creations changed our world,

Connection easier and harder,

Withdrawing becoming leaving,

Taking ourselves to somewhere quiet.

It stopped including close friends.

The world became too loud.

[zillychu]

anyone done this yet, or

[tenth-sentence]

The man withdrew.

"Weaveworld" - Clive Barker

[spark-news-now]

Celsius withdrawing nearly $800 million of Ether from Lido

Key Takeaways Bankrupt lender Celsius is trying to withdraw $779 million worth of ETH from Lido The ETH represents 7% of the total amount staked with Lido Celsius has $4.7 billion of debts with creditors, and sent the market into a tailspin last year after it got caught up in the Terra contagion Celsius also staked $75 million of ETH with staking provider Figment last week Celsius is the…

[cemeterything]

you know those extended elemental charts that go like fire, water, earth, air, light, darkness, etc. and always throw in something that's technically already covered by the others, like ice (water) or metal (earth) or isn't technically an "element" but sounds cool (mind, soul, time). well i think that flesh should count as its own distinct element in this configuration too.