before you read ▪︎ loose continuation to THIS
ultra loser!ellie x teasing(slightly sadistic tbh)!reader. reads fine as a standalone!! no fr sex, but still nsfw!!! loads of teasing, ellie's shy and flustered (also gave her glasses and piercings muahahah AND HAPPY TRAIL MENTION YAYYY), reader's a little insistent (but it's ok), mentions of masturbation, discussion of sex, REALLY horny making out at the end lol, heavy petting, they almost do it, tiny abby cameo, buildup AS PER USUAL YALL KNOW THE DRILL, kinda cliffhanger ending (its on purpose HAHA), different layout bc i cheated n looked at the poll oops...NGL TS HAD ME SWEATINGGG WRITING IT LMFAO don't think i have ever written something more horny....ok enjoy! (scenario idea graciously donated by the wonderful @fleshunger I LOVE YOUR BRAIN SO MUCH POOKS) + 2.2k wc
apparently both of you missed the professor's class cancellation email on this fateful day… other students showed up too, but they left quickly after seeing it was empty. ellie stayed to catch up on some work, enjoying the silence and typing away on her laptop, which looked like one of those beefy gaming computers.
covered in stickers and the keys changing color, you thought it was interesting she'd lug that thing around campus with her, instead of opting for something light and sleek. and now that leaves you. you had no other plans for the day, and had already mentally prepared yourself for this class, totally unaware it was canceled.
you realized it wasn't a bad idea to copy ellie, and catch up on some of your own work. however you were more intrigued by her, to be totally honest with yourself.
watching her from a distance, she captivated you. she never seemed to notice your stares, too absorbed in her thoughts. you watched her type, efficiently and quickly, pausing only to push her glasses further up her nose with her slim fingers.
the truth is, she's hot. but no one was hearing you out on that, unfortunately. they'd say to you, “what a loser! i don't think i've ever heard her talk.”
you felt overwhelmed by the urge to strike up a real conversation with her—more that simple greetings or coursework questions— and it was the perfect opportunity to do just that. so you got up, sat yourself down in the empty spot right next to her, and put on the most charming grin you could muster up. she abruptly snapped out of her focus, almost flinching at your presence.
“hey! you're ellie, right? whatcha working on?” you got close to her to see, being met with a bunch of hieroglyphic-looking strings of symbols on the screen. woah, smarty-pants. “um, it's just…some project, i dunno. how d’you know my name?”
she finally looked at you, her eyes round, wider than the ufo saucer stickers on the back of her computer. they were so green, the hazel ring reminded you of a polished agate stone. the scattered freckles on her face were so pretty too, you'd never been close enough to her to really take notice. she nervously scanned your features, blotches of pink blush decorating the apples of her plump cheeks.
she was so cute, and noticing her evident shyness flipped a switch inside you, what if you messed with her a little?
you shrugged at her, “just seen you around. you're so mysterious.” you lilt, manipulating your tone to make it smoother on the ears, even containing hints of seduction if you dared.
she blushed a deeper raspberry shade and looked down at her hands, fidgeting with her rings. she was somehow getting more attractive by the second, your heart felt like it was about to burst.
“am i? never thought of it that way, you're funny.” she mumbles, her antsiness obvious. but you didn't wish to let up so soon, you were having a lot more fun flustering her than you'd ever care to admit, even wanting to see just how far you could push her.
“ooh, i love your rings. where did you get em?” “just…places. why are you asking me so many questions?” you sighed and rolled your eyes, “well, ellie. we both don't have anything else to do, gotta pass the time somehow. i wanna talk with you, is that okay?” she took a deep breath and nodded, visibly relaxing. she stretched out her arm to get rid of the tabs on her computer, close it, and put it in her bag, which is when you got a look at her forearm tattoo.
“also i'm obsessed with your tattoo, you have no idea how cool you are, how are girls not all over you?” you question, taking her wrist in your hands and examining the tattoo's intricate line work, tracing your fingertips over the pigment in her skin.
you heard her breathing change in tempo, quickening ever so slightly. but she didn't move her arm away, and let you continue. she took a second to respond. “um. thanks, i guess. i don't really know what you mean.” her voice cracked when she said the last part, igniting a flame inside you, one that you didn't know existed.
your mind wandered, you began wondering what she sounds like when she whimpers. was she really so starved of human contact you could mold her like putty, just with your fingers and tongue? you wanted to find out so badly, wanted to hear how she'd cry your name out if you fucked her into oblivion. was she a squirter or a creamer? you hoped to the heavens above you'd get to find out someday. maybe it was too much to fantasize like this, considering you formally met just now, but you weren't hurting anyone if it all never left the confines of your mind.
you were lucky you hid your own arousal well, nothing out of the ordinary showed on your face whatsoever. ellie wasn't so lucky—to her dismay, but to your delight—everything played out on her delicate features so clearly, it was nothing short of delectable.
your eyes bore into hers, the intensity of the eye contact making her shiver, and attempt to break it. “ellie, ellie, ellie, may i call you els?” you didn't wait for an answer, and continued, “do you have a girlfriend?” you pouted your lips at her, feigning sadness as if her response was something you didn't already infer.
she was stuttering now, stumbling over her words, making less and less sense as the conversation went on. she was anxiously bouncing her leg, you could see her chest rising and falling, and her face had turned a lovely crimson color, it was so strong, the flush had spread down her neck and reached her ears, making her piercings stand out. good lord.
“ahem- no, i don't have a girlfriend. actually never have, shocking i know.” she chuckles at her self-deprecating joke, and while her smile was enough to light up a room, you wanted to slap the doubt out of her. or rather, fuck it out of her.
you exhaled loudly, “hahh, well isn't that a shame. you're so pretty, i'll just have to snatch you up for myself then.” she swallowed audibly, greatly taken aback. “sorry, what?” “oh, don't you know how much people love losers like you? tsk tsk tsk, you're so much hotter than you realize, i mean it, els. look at you! you've got these piercings, this tattoo, you're smarter than this whole class combined, seriously.”
she just gaped at you, unable to process what she was hearing. no one had ever talked to her like this, it was only something she read about. and coming from you? this ethereal person who starred in all of her most intimate fantasies? she rubbed her eyes roughly, convinced she was hallucinating. her mouth opened and closed dumbly, her voice box failing to produce any sound. but you were affecting her so much, especially because she lusted after you to an extent she could only take to the grave.
flashes of her midnight escapades flickered in her mind, of her shoving her hand down her pants like an animal in heat, orgasming so intensely she'd black out, abusing her hole with nothing but images of you playing in her mind, and your name on her tongue. her cheeks burned with the embarrassment of her wild actions, and she shook her head to clear the thoughts away.
you groaned and leaned back in your own seat, exclaiming, “god i'm so bored. and pent up, fuck. it's been so long since i had sex…” that was true. in any other situation you'd never say something like that aloud, but because you were alone with the clueless idiot you wanted so carnally, you let it slip.
“...maybe you should take care of that.” you heard her cough out, her voice coming out strangled. “i could. but that's boring.” you opened your eyes again and smirked devilishly her way, poor girl looked like she was about to go on a trip with the ferryman.
you grabbed her hand, examining it some more, commenting, “you play guitar, don't you? guitarists are very good with their hands, i will say.” you played with her hand, pressing it into a fist, then extending her middle and ring finger. gosh, what's gotten into you? “i bet you're sooo good.”
you've never seen a person look more flustered than she did right now in this moment. her voice was impossibly quiet, barely above a whisper, “cut it out.” “okay, fine.”
some beats of silence passed, but a thought crossed your mind. if she really hated this interaction that much, she could have got up and left eons ago, yet she stayed here and endured it all. hmm. you blurted out, “els, have you kissed anyone before?”
and again she stayed silent, even after you waited patiently for an answer. she kept looking away, her jaw tense.
you decided to quit the teasing just for a moment, and speak to her gently, genuinely. you shifted to sit a little closer to her and asked, “do you want to?” her gaze locked onto your mouth, she licked her lips, then muttered, “if you're really offering and not just fucking with me, sure-”
your patience broke and you didn't wait for her to finish her sentence before swiftly leaning forward and connecting your lips with hers, relishing the tiny gasp she made as soon as you did it. she tasted like a dream.
after a split second she kissed you back, it was inexperienced and clumsy, fueled by adrenaline, but she got into a rhythm soon enough. you took the lead and deepened the kiss, absent-mindedly tugging on her bottom lip with your teeth, coaxing eager whimpers out of her, pure music to your ears.
you succumbed to the sensations and increased the pace, your tongue dancing against hers. you felt her hands fumble by your waist, and she pulled you closer to her. your hands clawed at her chest, the beautiful symphony of panting, the wet smacking of your lips colliding, and her uncontrolled moans filled the empty room.
she gripped your waist so tightly, fingertips surely leaving small marks in their wake, you couldn't wait to find them later, and you shamelessly felt up her chest, your thumbs finding her nipples—perky, hard, and poking out through her thin shirt. you caressed and rubbed and squeezed, feeling her jolt under your magical touch.
she was fully whining now. spilling needy, high-pitched sounds, this was better than you could've ever imagined. neither one of you breaking the kiss for even a second, your hand trailed lower and landed on her stomach, slipping under the bottom of her shirt. you felt her defined abs tensing, and the whisper of a happy trail—now it was your turn to moan.
she got even louder and her kisses got sloppier, and you were about to venture inside her waistband before a sudden sound startled you both.
your phone vibrated aggressively, and with great effort you separated yourself from ellie, long strings of spit connecting you to her still.
she whimpered from the loss of contact, chasing your lips, then huffing and quietly groaning while you took out your phone, her hands not letting go of your waist. when you checked it, it was a message from your friend, abby, just saying: URGENT. COME HERE NOW. ASAP.
fuck her. fuck her and her timing, was all you could think. really, now? you wanted to kill her.
trying to slow your breathing and racing heart, you explained apologetically, “ugh, it's urgent. im so, so sorry ellie, i gotta go.” she stared at you, speechless, but nodded meekly, reluctantly retracting her arms. you didn't want to leave, and stayed gazing at her for a little longer, and brushed a loose strand of soft hair out of her face. what a cutie, she looked all disheveled and dazed. you were about to look for a paper to scribble down your number to keep in touch, until your phone buzzed again, and started ringing with abby's repeated attempts to get ahold of you. couldn't she wait a minute?
you gave ellie one last devastated look, getting up and rushing out of the classroom before abby called you another seventeen times.
ellie was left in the classroom, reeling from the encounter and what it had turned into. she was utterly bewildered at the events that transpired, her blood rushing in her ears, mind spinning, lips still puffy, glasses fogged over, hands trembling, and of course a sticky, uncomfortable damp spot in her boxers. she leaned forward to rest her head on the desk in front of her on top of crossed arms, to take a moment to cool down before escaping back to her place.
“holy shit.”
im horny🧍♂️just like ellie after that. as soon as she got home, u best believe she came so hard she saw literal angels and deities LMFAOO (this is my favorite thing ive ever written gawdDAYUM)
yall who wanted more, hope this suffices as a continuation! @stonerzdaze420692 @womenlvrrr
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The Fourth Day Of Smutmas
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~ Santa Clause Is Coming To Town ~
Klaus Mikaelson x fem!Vampire Reader
Summary: When Klaus mysteriously returns from New Orleans, the Mystic Falls gang worries about what he’s planning, though his only plan is to convince you to join him for Christmas in The Big Easy, by any means necessary. Starting with lavish gifts, attention, and affections, and ending with his mouth wherever you wish it.
- Klaus is obsessed but not in a creepy way, vampire reader, platonic Damon x Reader & Stefan x Reader -
Warnings: 18+ Content!!Spoiling(gift giving, promises etc),ig kinda manipulation if you squint,f!Receiving Oral.
It was no secret that when Klaus first came to Mystic Falls he had only one thing on his mind, breaking his curse. But when he first saw you from behind the eyes of Alaric, he knew there was….something….so he of course ignored it. By the second time he came around you knew all about him and he you, something about you lingered with him, leading him to look into your past which only hooked him on further.
He was a forward man, anything he wants he goes for, so naturally he was hounding you left and right for the better part of year while him and his siblings ran rampant in your town. Though you were mysteriously never hurt, mentally or physically, something that didn’t go unnoticed by you. By the time Klaus was told of a plot against him in New Orleans, you were ready to accept him, his faults and all, and before he reluctantly left, you shared a heated kiss that stuck with the hybrid even all this time later.
Despite trying to disconnect himself and keep you safe from the enemies after his family and city, he couldn’t stop himself from calling you every once in a while, only feeding his desires to see you, feel you, smell you, for you. By the time Hope’s second Christmas started approaching, he realized she’d be starting to remember them soon, and decided you just had to be there so began planning to get you to enjoy the Holidays with him.
“Uh guys, you might….well you are gonna be upset but I need to tell you something,” Your voice was small and weak as you entered the main room of the Salvatore Boarding House where Stefan and Damon sat drinking bourbon. Damon, rude as usual, ushered you to speak faster as you tried to sputter out the words to tell them Klaus had left you a voicemail in the early hours of the morning to announce his eminent arrival.
“Well you see…” You were cut off by the sound of the large wooden door opening behind you allowing Klaus to saunter in with his usual air of confidence, swinging an arm over your shoulder with a smile that didn’t show his teeth, eyeing the brothers in front of him as though daring them to question his entry into their home.
“Oh come on….why the hell has Santa Klaus come to town,” Damon mocked, scoffing out a laugh as he chugged down the rest of his bourbon, standing from his seat, eyeing you with disappointment before returning his attention to the much stronger man, “We’re having one peaceful, happy, bullshit free Christmas this year and nowhere in that is the Original Hybrid needed,” Damon swayed his hands in a mocking manner as he spoke, he was coaxing him, he wanted to anger him and wanted to prove to you Klaus would rip his head off in a matter of seconds if it weren’t for you.
“Oh Damon,” Klaus sighed condescendingly with a shake of his head, “I’ve only come for y/n, she’s needed for my family’s….what’d you call it…” He feigned a questioning look as his eyes shifted around the room, “ah yes peaceful, happy, bullshit free Christmas, so if you don’t mind….”
“Woah woah woah, what do you mean? You can’t just swoop in and take y/n like she’s your property,” Stefan piped up, scoffing slightly as he crossed his arms over his chest despite Klaus’ eyebrows shot up his forehead to eye the much younger vampire.
“You are so dramatic,” Klaus laughed with a smile that didn’t meet his eyes, clearing his throat before continuing, “I haven’t come to kidnap her, I’ve come to ask her you idiot, and even if I had planned to walk in here and take her….neither of you could stop me.” Klaus was never fond of you living with the Salvatores, especially Damon, but he also recognized their close bond to you and their obvious love for you. He wouldn’t hurt them unless they hurt you, he knew you would never forgive him for that and he just would not stand for that.
With a roll of your eyes you tugged Klaus’ hand, pulling him down the hall away from the brewing argument and toward your large bedroom. “Why’s this room so close to Damon’s?” Klaus’ narrowed, distrusting eyes seemed to search the room and hallway before shutting the wood against the frame and turning back to you.
“He likes to be closer so he can hear if somethings happening faster….he’ll deny that though,” you chuckle awkwardly, you hadn’t been alone with Klaus in almost two full years. Your eyes fell to his hands as he dig into his coat, tugging out a long, silver wrapped box with a golden bow on top, so neatly done that you were sure he had compelled someone to do it perfectly.
“I got you something, come here” He ushered you towards him with two of his fingers. His gravely, authoritative voice you loved so much sending shivers down your spine as you approached, unable to deny him of anything he asked of you in that tone. “There’s more waiting for you under my tree in New Orleans.” Klaus calmly stated, making you cringe slightly as you approached him, stopping only a foot in front of him before speaking.
“Look Nik, I’m sure that whatever that is is lovely and I’m sure all the others are too but if you’re only giving me that to get me to come back with you than I can’t accept it.” You sighed, meeting his eyes for only a second before watching your feet. Klaus stepped forward, almost pressing against you as the air grew warmer, gripping your chin and forcing you to meet his eyes again, genuinely smiling down to you once you did.
“No Love….this is yours whether you come with or stay and if you don’t accept my invite I’ll bring the rest to you. Whatever happens to them after is up to you, leave them, open them, donate them, whatever you want,” His warm hand moved to yours, shoving his gift box into your palm as he watched you expectantly, your brows scrunched together as you narrowed your eyes at him before realizing he was being honest.
You tore through the paper cautiously with a smile, revealing the long black velvet box that opened to reveal a simple golden necklace with a simple wolf charm in the middle, “I usually go for diamonds but I know my girl well enough to know you’d prefer both,” he stated simply before pulling out another perfectly wrapped silver package, this time much smaller. You wasted no time in ripping through and opening the small box to reveal a ring with a thin silver band adorned with a large diamond.
Your eyes shot up to his as you removed the ring from it’s confines with a shocked expression, “Now I know what you’re probably thinking, but when I propose to you that rock will me much larger and,” As he waved a hand around your room with slight grimace on his face, “we’ll be in be a much more extravagant setting….Paris perhaps?”
“Nik….this is too much I….” You couldn’t form words as you looked between the pieces of jewelry, “I can’t accept these not when Hope is so young and Hayley she deser-“ Klaus laughs at your response, eyeing you as though to ask you a question simply with his eyes, before chuckling again with a soft apology.
“Do you really think I can’t get all my favorite girls their gifts? Trust me Hope and Hayley will have plenty of presents, in fact they’re next to yours right now, if you want to get going I’m sure you’ll see them.” Klaus waved his hand towards your door, looking to you expectantly as though waiting for you to walk out before him.
“I can’t just leave with you out of nowhere Klaus,” You sighed, setting your gifts down on your bedside table before rubbing at your eyes as the man stood in front of you again, waiting for a different response, “It- it’s not that I don’t want to okay….I just can’t.”
“Why not?” He asked, his eyebrows scrunched in confusion, his voice exasperated as he turned his hands up dramatically, “Come on what’s keeping you from leaving with me? I’ll keep you safe.” His voice was growing strained, he was beginning to plead with you now, grabbing at your sides as if to remind you of his ability to shield you from harm.
“My friends are here Klaus, the only real friends I’ve had for over a century, I’m not just leaving them” You spoke, narrowing your eyes to him as though asking him to reveal a hidden meaning before turning away from his touch and avoiding his pleading eyes by tiding your bed covers, adding in a small voice, “My friends who do not trust you with me by the way.”
“It’s not like you’ll never see them again, I’m not trying to hold you captive I’m trying to give you a nice Christmas.” You could hear in his voice that he was upset, he was losing patience and wanted, no needed, a flat out response, “Love, please I’m practically begging on my knees here”
“Maybe you should be on your knees,” you joked under your breath without thinking about the mans enhanced hearing well beyond yours or the vampires you’re usually around, only realizing your mistake when you turned to find his eyebrows that had shot up his forehead in surprise. His eyes trailed down your body and back up again, reading you to make sure he heard you correctly before speaking, “Sit.”
“Wha-“ His deep, dark eyes locked into yours in a silent order, halting your question before it was formed as you immediately flopped down on the bed behind you. Your wide eyes followed his actions as he slowly grew closer to the bed with purposeful steps, “You’ll be a Good Girl and tell me to stop when you don’t like what I’m doing won’t you?”
You nodded your head in understanding, putting a halt to his agonizingly slow steps as his head tilted to the side in a questioning and demanding stare, “Yes I will,” You stuttered, your throat beginning to dry, your head falling back to maintain eye contact as Klaus stopped in front of you, just to drop to his knees. His warm, rough hands surrounded your ankles, tugging them apart lightly to settle himself between your legs, his eyes never leaving yours. He smelled intoxicating, his scent wrapping you in a blanket of comfort as his hands slowly rubbed up and down your legs, stopping just before the hem of your dress each time. “Please y/n. Will you please come to New Orleans for Christmas, it’ll make my year.”
“I don’t kneel for just anyone and I think you know that,” as he spoke it felt as though his power he prided above anything for 1,000 years began to seep out of him and into you, “You’re the only woman on this planet that I can’t get out of my head, I’ve had women on every continent drooling at my feet for the better part of a millennium but you, my Darling, are the only one I will ever drool over.” Your resolve was beginning to crumble, the feeling of his soft kisses to the top of your legs between words had you sighing in contempt, your confidence growing with each second.
“What can I do to get you to join me hm?” He punctuated himself with a kiss to the center of your thigh, moving his lips higher before he spoke again, “I’ll buy you anything, I’ll do anything.”
Your hand melted into his stawberry curls, watching his lips form a smile as he realized he’d won, “You seem to love using your mouth….so maybe start there.” His eyes shot to yours, chuckling to himself at your false dominance, he loved being in control and whether you realized it yet or not, he was.
Your back slammed against your mattress in less than a second, Klaus’ firm hand held against your stomach, using his hybrid strength to keep you down. He vibrated against you with pure energy, growling against the flesh of your thigh while kissing a trail to your core, eyes going a golden yellow as the scent of your arousal filled his senses. You leant up on your elbows to watch him, the feel of his prominent fangs that would scare almost anyone else scraping your skin with each featherlight kiss building an ache in your lower abdomen, the sense of danger was overwhelming, knowing that at any moment he could dig into you, infecting you with his venom just so he could taste you. The thought of him losing control and having to cure you from the toxin with his blood had you subconsciously tugging your lip between your own fangs that surfaced from your gums at the sight of him shoving your dress upward once his lips met it.
His fingers effortlessly slipped into your lace underwear, filling the room with the sound of ripping fabric before delving into you with his expert tongue, forcing your hips to jolt up against his hold on you, “Holy fucking shit,” Klaus immediately began drawing figure eights on your desperate clit, sighing in pleasure at just your taste and immediately needing more.
You were dripping for him, filling the room with the sound of your pleasure as he lapped against you, focusing on the strokes of his tongue against your center the same way he would a brush against art. Your high was fast approaching, faster than ever before, you wigged against his grip desperately trying to ease the growing tension in your body but he didn’t let up. Fingernails digging into your flesh as you legs shook, your eyes screwed shut, falling back onto the bed with a sigh of a moan attempting to will yourself to last longer, to prolong your pleasure as though you would never feel it again.
His strokes danced between your entrance and your puffy, needy clit he was beginning to adore, wishing to give you a teaser of what awaited you in his bed in his city. His lips sucked around you, egging on your moans of pleasure from above him until they turned into small whimpers and whines of need. Your mind was hazy, it’s only focus being the tickle of his beautiful hair against your thighs, the scratch of his stubble marking your flesh as his perfect, silver tongue pulled out the first of many shaking orgasms he would give you as his Queen.
“You taste absolutely amazing,” He pushed himself forward, weighing down the bed beside you as you tried to regain focus, “If you pack quickly you may get another gift before we leave.” He chuckled, smacking at your still exposed thigh before pulling you into a desperate kiss he’d waited far too long for.
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Not proud of this one smut wise but I think it’s super cute 🥰
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Blood Bound
Summary : In which you find Suguru, and Suguru saves you
Wordcount : 6.6k
Genre: Angst, fluff (kinda), slowburn
Pairing: Suguru X Reader
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❗️ This story contains gore. I will be describing wounds and blood in detail.
Gojo Satoru's eyes narrow as his teacher, Yaga finishes speaking.
A new student?
" Why so suddenly? We're already halfway through the year. Just send them to Kyoto. Or with the first years."
Yaga sighs, pinching his brow.
" Satoru. It's already been decided that she will enroll in this school. Don't be fussy about it."
Besides him, Suguru sends him a soft smile.
" Don't worry, Satoru. She might be fun to hang out with. Besides, another girl would be nice for Shoko too. Right Shoko?"
The gorgeous black haired male turns to her, and she nods.
" I guess so."
She didn't really care either way.
Sighing, Yaga finally calls for you, the mysterious new student who enters the second year class halfway through the year.
You look... bored. Unimpressed, your eyes barely scanning the room.
" L/N Y/N."
You don't introduce yourself further than that.
So much for 'fun'.
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" So, what's so special about you? "
Currently, Yaga has left the classroom, finally allowing your three new classmates to turn to you and poke you with their questions.
You raise a brow at the strange white haired kid.
" Nothing... I think..? Why? Was there supposed to be something special about me?"
It's like you're in a bubble, unwilling to get to know him, unwilling to let him in. Satoru decides that he'll poke that bubble until it pops.
" Not by default. It's more that we're curious. You did enter halfway through the year after all."
Suguru's gentle eyes connect to your questioning ones.
You blink.
" Oh. Well, I'm not special. Sorry to disappoint."
Your words hold no depth, and Suguru notices the small grin (or is that a smirk?) That edges itself onto your face. You rub your finger under your nose, wiling away the ghost of whatever it may have been from your lips.
Everyone's eyes draw to the bandages wrapped around your wrist, disappearing under your sleeve.
" How'd you get that?"
You glance down at it.
" Oh, that. It's a.. consequence. Of my cursed technique. "
Both boys blink at one another, not understanding what that is supposed to mean.
Meanwhile Shoko gently takes your arm. You allow her to bunch up your sleeve, revealing your lower arm wrapped in bandages.
She pouts at the sight, noting the trail of blood that has lightly stained through the bandages.
" They're in need of replacement though. I'm not really good with cursed energy, but I am very good at reverse cursed energy. I can heal it if you want?"
She smiles softly at you, and you return her expression. She's sweet. You note. You'll get along with her just fine. The black haired guy too.
The white haired dude on the other hand?
" So what grade are you? I bet you're a grade 4."
You raise a brow in question.
" 'grade'?"
All three students blink at you.
" Do you know how the grading system works, L/N?"
Suguru's voice is gentle.
" How are you accepted this far into the year as second year student when you don't even know how that works?"
Satoru's voice is not.
You shrug.
" I know the basics of curses and cursed energy and techniques. I never really cared about the rest."
" Ah, well, grades are a way to rank both curses and sorcerers. Satoru and I are special grade-"
" We're the strongest!-"
" -4 grade is the lowest, and between that there's also grade 3,2 and 1."
You nod, following his words.
" Can I see your student ID? "
You nod, handing the plastic card over to Shoko.
Her eyes widen as she notices the grade you're labeled at.
" Woah..."
" Huh?"
Now both Suguru and Satoru get curious too. They lean over her shoulder, glancing at the words on the card.
Right below your school year, it says:
Special Grade.
" No way!"
Both Suguru and Shoko glance up at Satoru's outburst.
" Three special grades in one year. That's something."
Shoko's mumbling to herself, while Suguru smiles kindly at you, visibly also surprised.
Although you do understand the general meaning you don't necessarily understand the commotion.
These two were special grade too after all.
" Special grade sorcerers are rare, L/N. Along with you, there's currently a total of four special grade sorcerers."
You hum, nodding slowly.
To put it quite blunt, you don't really care.
Meanwhile Satoru is still visibly displeased, wiping your student ID and continuously rubbing over the letters that spell out special grade, hoping the words will for some reason magically change.
" What's your cursed technique?"
" Blood Shikigami."
Satoru stops what he's doing, his eyes wide below his sunglasses as he looks at you. Suguru visibly stills too, shocked as well. Shoko blinks lazily.
" What's 'Blood Shikigami'?"
" What the name implies. I can create Shikigami with my blood."
" Oh. I thought it would be more complicated. So it's like the Ten Shadows then?"
You shrug, thinking for a moment. You've heard of the Ten Shadows. You suppose it's somewhat slightly the same.
" Yes and no. The Ten Shadows has more limitations. Blood Shikigami does not."
Suguru is still surprised by your reveal of it. To think that there's such a powerful sorcerer in this age...
" Why doesn't it have a fancy name? Considering the technique is so fancy?"
Shoko still has no idea exactly how powerful your technique is.
She looks at you for an answer, but you shrug.
" I don't know much about it. I only knows how it works because I can use it."
" It's a rare ability. It hasn't been seen in over 1200 years, if I'm correct. It never got an official name because sorcerers refer to it as a forbidden cursed technique."
Well, Suguru did his homework.
You roll your eyes.
" You've been fed nonsense. Don't be so dramatic over it. It's just another cursed technique."
Shoko smiles at your words, before turning to Satoru, who's suspiciously still quiet.
" Does that mean she has a fair chance to beat you? Considering your cursed technique is all rare too and stuff?"
Satoru scoffs, grinning.
" Maybe if she properly knows how to wield it."
You give him a lazy lopsided grin in return.
-
The mission of today was simple.
Exorcise the special grade cursed spirit.
Typically, this was a mission for Satoru and Suguru. However, considering Yaga wanted to know just how good you were at Jujutsu, you've been forced to tag along, currently walking a few steps behind the both of them with your hands in your pocket.
You're kind of pouting.
If only Shoko was here. She was much more fun.
Suguru was nice. But you swear that you might accidentally land your fist on Satoru's annoying face one day.
" Yah! Keep up. I don't wanna have to drag your dead body back to Yaga sensei."
You roll your eyes, though you do jog a few steps to walk besides Suguru.
" You won't have to. The two of you are the strongest, right? That means that there's no reason for me to be concerned."
Suguru turns to you.
" Well, you're a special grade too, L/N. For all we know, you might join our rank as the strongest soon as well."
You shrug.
" Doubt it. I've never worked with other Jujutsu sorcerers before, so I don't think I'm that good at what I do."
Suguru raises a brow.
" You've been exorcising curses solo?"
You're not from a small city. You've mentioned before that you're from the sketchy outskirts of Fukuoka. The curses there must've been quite a deal too.
" Well, we never know."
" I bet L/N is weak. Either way, we're about to find out. "
Satoru's smirking, eyes on the curse that's starting to take shape.
A dragon. It looks like a dragon. It's huge, white, with huge yellow eyes.
And as you expected, it's eyes are right on you.
It screams as it lunges, not leaving any room for argument.
You huff in annoyance, while both Suguru and Satoru their eyes widen.
" Y/N!-"
You've avoided it's lunge. You're incredibly fast. Faster then Satoru even. It's exactly like Suguru thought: Your physical skill might surpass theirs.
" I bet you just got lucky!"
Satoru's being mean, like always.
Suguru huffs in annoyance in response to his best friend.
" Shut up, Satoru."
If you somehow died, they would be blamed after all.
Next in it's line of vision was Suguru, who's ready to summon one of his many curses. He'd like to weaken it so he can take it in. It's a powerful curse after all.
However, he gets ignored, in favor of it's attention returning to you.
Suguru's eyes widen. This was new. What was this all about?
Satoru's brows furrow as well.
Meanwhile you keep running, heading straight towards Satoru, who gets ready.
" Blue."
He launches the ball right as you run past him.
Of course, the curse cannot come through limitless, and thanks to Satoru's attack, it gets send flying.
You watch it happen with wide eyes. They weren't kidding when they said they were strong. You'd ask about their cursed technique, but that'd be useless considering you have 0 knowledge about other techniques just yet.
All three of you watch as the curse screeches, and gets up, seemingly unharmed.
" Satoru! Y/N! Don't excursive it. I want to absorb it."
You send him an incredulous look as he walks over to you and Satoru.
" absorb it? Like make it into a balm and massage it into your skin?"
Satoru snorts.
" He uses Curse Manipulation, darling."
" Right. I still don't know what that is."
" I really don't understand how you're accepted as a second year student when you don't know anything."
" Me neither."
" Can the two of you argue later? It's getting back up!"
Just like Suguru says, the dragon like curse is getting up, and charging at you once again.
" Why does it want you so bad?"
" I don't know!"
With a huff, you rip off one of your bandages, uncurling it from your arm.
Both Suguru and Satoru their eyes widen. Your arm is littered in scars. Your bandages were double serving too. At once, a heavy amount of cursed energy is released. This is when only one arm is uncovered and revealed, making the two of them wonder just how much cursed energy you have.
Noticing that both dudes are still unmoving, you scoff, taking out a small pocket knife and slicing your arm right open without any hesitance.
At once, blood gushes out of the wound, leaking onto the floor.
" Karkinos!"
Both guys watch in amazement as your blood starts to smoke, and soon enough, a huge, spidercrab like creature emerges from it, violent blood red in colour.
" Squash it!"
The Shikigami obeys your command, one of it's strong, huge claws taking hold of the dragon like curse. The curse screeches in response, turning and focusing it's attention on the huge crab like Shikigami.
Your Shikigami releases a low rumble, before plummeting the curse into the floor. With it's multiple limbs, it stomps down on the curse harshly.
You huff out, pressing down on your injured arm and closing your eyes for a moment before turning to face Suguru and Satoru.
" How weak do you need it?"
Both men are speechless, watching the powerful Shikigami fight the beast. Suguru looks impressed, his eyes wide open and his mouth slightly ajar. Satoru however?-
" And what's with your face?"
He looks stupid. His mouth is open all the way, showing off his teeth. You wonder what his issue is.
" I- This'll be just fine."
Finally, Suguru walks over, ready take control over the curse.
You wave your Shikigami away, and it steps back, one of it's claws still tight around the dragon curse's throat.
You watch as Suguru merely raises his hand, the curse reforming into some kind of ball. You take it as your que to release your Shikigami, allowing it to fall in a puddle of blood to the ground.
Meanwhile Satoru joins you, his eyes hidden behind his sunglasses as he looks at you.
You don't notice the way he shifts his vision to your injured arm, blood still dribbling down from the open wound at a concerning pace.
" We should head back. You'll bleed out if you keep that wound open like that."
You shake your head, watching as Suguru makes a face at the orb in his hand.
" I'm fine- Is he going to swallow that?"
You're visibly disgusted, and Satoru snorts.
" Yeah he is. He hates it when we watch though. Come, stay close to me. I'll call Yaga sensei to come pick us up."
With that, he turns and starts walking towards the nearby parking lot. You send Suguru one curious/disgusted look before following after Satoru, your hand pressing down on your bleeding arm.
" Why would I need to stick close to you? I can handle myself."
" Y/N, sweetheart, I'm delighted to break it to you, but you have a gaping wound on your arm. You might have the cursed energy to summon another Shikigami, but you lack the blood currently. In other words, you're harmless, and useless, weak even."
He's smirking at you, leaning his glasses down so he can send you a cheeky smirk.
" Jokes on you. I can still summon any Shikigami I want. Besides, my blood is toxic. If I throw it on you, your skin will burn."
Satoru raises a brow.
" You'll have to be able to touch me for that though."
-
" You're capable of reverse cursed technique."
You blink at Shoko. She's mentioned reverse cursed technique multiple times, but in all honesty, you still have no idea what it's all about.
" Hueh?"
Shoko shakes her head.
" Reverse cursed technique is the ability to heal yourself, and in some rare cases, others, like me, can heal other people using reverse cursed technique. It's not very common. Most sorcerers can't do that."
Satoru's glaring at you. He's not sure why he's suddenly agitated by the reveal of information. He couldn't possibly been jealous that you seem to be able to do something subconsciously he has been training his whole life for, right?
" It's starting to sound like she's joining the two of us, Satoru."
Suguru's words makes Satoru's eye twitch.
No. Just no. There's no way that he and Suguru had to at least work years before even being taken serious, before being called the strongest. He doesn't want you to join that rank within a few days.
" Tch. She just got lucky."
Suguru sighs softly, shaking his head. He should've expected the reaction.
You raise a brow, grinning at him.
" Scared that I'll be knocking you off your throne, 'strongest'?"
He scoffs, grinning back as he leaves the room.
" You wish."
-
2 months later
" I'm here to save you, Utahime."
You glance at the poor girl under the rubble, watching in mild interest as she struggles to free herself while arguing with Gojo. You shift the lollipop in your mouth, turning to Shoko.
" So, does he have a crush on her or...?"
" No. He just likes to bully her cause' she's weaker than him."
You hum.
She faces you sideways with a grin.
" Why, you jealous?"
You snort.
" If it was Suguru, maybe. But Gojo? Nah.- Who's that?"
Shoko blinks at you, amused, as she puts a cigarette stick in her mouth.
" Geto? I didn't know you had a crush on him. And that's Mei Mei."
You shake your head as you continue to walk.
" I'm not good with feelings. I don't do crushes.... He's interesting though."
Shoko hums, smiling as the man in question enters the scene, casually approaching the four students as his curse attacks the curse that would nearly have killed the girl named Utahime.
" Satoru, it's not nice to pick on the weak."
" What kind of idiot picks on the strong?"
" You're the one who's fanning the flame like it comes naturally, Geto."
You watch them bicker, amused as you suck on your lolly pop.
" We should check up on Utahime. It's sad they're bullying her like this."
Shoko muses, before walking a tad bit ahead of you as she approaches the group, stopping a few paces beside Gojo.
" Utahime!, are you okay?-"
" Shoko!-"
You've never seen anyone approach anyone else quite as quick as Utahime approaching Shoko, seemingly glad she's here.
" -I was worried about you. We hadn't heard from you for two whole days."
" Shokoo!"
Utahime throws herself on Shoko by the time you've approached the group.
" Shoko! Don't let yourself turn out like those two!- Oh, are you the exchange student I heard about?"
Utahime has pulled away a bit from Shoko to glance over at you, her behavior shifting to something more friendly.
You smile, your demeanor as laid back as ever as you take the lollipop out of your mouth, oblivious to the way Suguru's eyes follow the movement of your lips as you do so.
" Yes. I'm L/N Y/N, nice to meet you."
You bow your head, greeting her somewhat formally. She grins, unwrapping one arm from Shoko to wrap it around you instead. Your eyes widen, surprise evident on your features as you grow slightly uncomfortable.
" Oh thank goodness! You're not like those two! Please don't ever turn out like that either."
Shoko smiles from beside her.
" Don't worry Utahime, we won't turn into trash like them."
You smile at Utahime as you peel her arm off you, creating space as you take a step away from her, popping your lollipop back into your mouth.
Meanwhile, the Trash (Satoru) is calling out to his one and only (Suguru).
" The path Utahime is walking on is falling apart!"
Suguru is vibing, seemingly enjoying life as he waddles along the path he's walking on.
" Shut up!"
You blink at the conversation that follows. Apparently, Utahime and Mei Mei had been on this mission for two days, and Mei Mei was looking forward to getting paid extra. ( You didn't know the world of Jujutsu worked that way?) Meanwhile Suguru is casually waddling up beside you into the conversation.
" -That aside, what about the veil, you four?"
Mei Mei is smiling, Utahime looks concerned, while your classmates look sheepish.
" I don't know how to do a veil yet."
Mei Mei blinks at you.
-
" One of you four said they would cast the veil themselves and left your assistant supervisor behind, didn't you? And then forgot about the veil. Who did it?"
Everyone looks sheepish. You're just blinking, not sure if you should rat Satoru out. Suguru and Shoko don't hesitate, both their fingers pointed towards him, which causes you to blink again.
You're not very familiar with having friends yet, admittedly.
Satoru raises his hand.
" Sensei! Why don't we stop this hunt for the culprit?!"
" So it was you, Satoru."
He receives a good punch.
You snort.
-
" Is a veil even necessary? Does it even matter if the normies see us? It's not like they can see curses or cursed techniques anyway."
You and your classmates are in the basketball court of the school. You and Shoko are seated on the floor, while the other two are messing around with a basketball.
You're leaning your head on your hand, which is propped up on your folded legs. Perks of wearing pants instead of a skirt, by your own request. You're switching glances between Shoko, who looks stupid as she looks around in his glasses, and Satoru, who's speaking.
" How do I look?"
Shoko looks absolutely ridiculous, her mouth formed in an 'o' shape while her eyes are hidden by Satoru's glasses as she looks around her.
" Pretty stupid. But not ugly. Cute, in a way, I guess."
You shrug, shifting so your arms lean behind you.
" Of course it matters. The primary factor preventing an outbreak of curses is the citizens'peace of mind.-"
Shoko pouts at you.
" They're about to fight."
She informs you as she gets up, returning the glasses to Satoru and placing them on his head.
" -That's why we have to conceal the threats they can't see as far as possible. And that's not all-"
" -Yeah, I get it, I get it."
Satoru takes the ball from Suguru, cutting him off and dribbling to the basket, scoring a point.
" Looking out for the weak is a pain in the ass, honestly. Don't you think so, Y/N? For you especially, considering your cursed technique."
You shrug, unfolding your legs as you stretch them in front of you.
" It's whatever in my opinion. I don't really care."
" Survival of the weakest. That's the ideal form society should take. Help the weak and keep the strong in check. Listen to me, Satoru, Y/N. Jujutsu sorcerers exist to protect nonsorcerers."
You blink lazily. Was this really where this conversation was headed to?
" look at you, acting all righteous. I hate that stuff."
" What?"
Suguru glances sharply at Satoru, whilst the ball, which had just missed the goal, rolls towards Satoru.
" Assigning responsibilities to the strong in the name of some cause is what weak people do."
He throws the ball. You're not surprised he scores a point yet again.
" Get off your high horse and quit spouting that feel good bullshit. Bleuugh."
Just to add to his dramatics, he makes a throwing up motion.
You raise a brow, gaining interest. Were they really about to fight? You want to see that happen.
" I'm outta here."
You glance at Shoko as she sprints away.
" Why don't we take this outside, Satoru?"
Behind Suguru, his realm of curses opens up.
" You feeling lonely? Go by yourself."
Satoru's glancing at him, lowering his glasses and staring at him sensually.
Suguru glances to the side, noting your amused face.
" Fancy taking a side, Y/N? "
You grin, getting up and walking over, beginning to peel away your bandages,
" Not necessarily. I'm game for a good fight though."
Just as the three of you are staring each other down, the sliding door slides open.
Simultaneously, Satoru and Suguru both start stretching, while you turn to glance at who just came in, one of your hands still on the edge of the bandage.
Yaga doesn't seem all too surprised as he catches the three of you staring each other down for a second.
" How long are you going to keep fooling around? And where's Shoko?"
" Who knows"
" Maybe the bathroom?"
Both are blinking innocently, while you blink blankly at your teacher. He huffs at all three of you.
" Whatever. I'm going to have the two of you on a mission."
You glance at your classmates.
Both huff, leaning away from one another.
" What's with the faces?"
They answer in unision.
" Nothing."
Yaga chooses not to react further than that, now glancing at you.
" L/N, report to Watanabe sensei, he has a mission for you."
Both Satoru and Suguru glance at one another.
" Are you sending her alone?"
" It's not my choice. The higher ups have decided she can handle missions alone, seeing as she's handled First grade curses by herself already in Fukuoka."
Satoru glances at you.
" Was that huge crab the only Shikigami you can summon?"
You shake your head,
" No."
You disappear for an entire year, completely off the radar.
Both Suguru and Satoru are worried, but there's not much either of them can do.
Suguru spirals, while Satoru grows stronger.
He becomes 'The Strongest'.
You're gone.
Suguru is left alone.
The higher ups have already jotted you down as dead.
Both are surprised to find out that there's no one to inform. No worried parent or sibling.
You've always kept mostly to yourself. Always kept the most neutral position.
Both refuse to believe you're dead.
It's simply not possible.
Given, they only spent a few months with you, but still. you had been a rightful danger on your own.
Suguru has already been unable to sleep for a long time now, but tonight especially so. He can feel that something is coming, even from all the way in his dorm room.
Eventually, he stops tossing and turning, getting up, putting on some extra layers and heading outside.
Maybe smoking will help clear his head.
Once outside, he notes an odd presence. Putting his cigarettes away, he heads towards the entrance of the school grounds.
Once there, he finds Satoru there too, his eyes wide as he looks into the distance.
'Ah, so he even goes to check things out by himself now.'
Suguru can't help but think bitterly.
There was a time Satoru used to wake him up in the middle of the night for something as simple as eating cake.
" You feel it too?"
Satoru's speechless, for once in his life.
" Suguru, it's- it's-"
Suguru's eyes widen as a shadow comes into view, followed by another creature.
It's you. There's no mistake in that. If your form wasn't enough to prove so, then the blood red Shikigami following you is. It resembles a horse, somewhat. It's partially made up of skeleton too. It's a terrifying sight to behold.
You don't even make it inside the entrance, falling to the floor as you throw the objects in your hands to the ground.
Neither of them bother to pick it up as they rush over to you, however, before they can reach you, your Shikigami steps in front of you protectively, holding an offending stance.
You're still conscious.
Seeing you up close now, you're covered in blood. you're in an absolute horrible shape. Pale, thin, weak.
Suguru realizes he hates this look on you.
You sputter, coughing up more blood as you get up.
You've always had an ominous aura to you, but the potential of your cursed energy was at the moment absolutely terrifying.
Suguru is quick to turn to Satoru.
" Wake Shoko."
Speechless, the white haired teen does just that, picking up the objects you've dropped along the way so you don't need to worry about that. Suguru tries approaching you once again.
" Y/N, dismiss the Shikigami. I can't come closer than this while it's active- It's not allowing me to."
You're dazed, going in and out of consciousness every few seconds. Left with absolutely no resolve, you nod. Barely a second later, your Shikigami dissolves, your blood pooling on the ground. Suguru rushes over to you, scooping you up in his arms and running off, following Satoru.
Your blood seeps through his clothes at a worrisome pace.
He glances down at you worriedly.
" Hold on, Y/n."
-
You've been out for a few weeks now. Shoko tends to you for a few hours a day, making sure your health is adjusting well.
It turned out out that your blood was poisonous. Shoko had her hands full as she treated both you, and Suguru who had gotten injured by your blood which had been seeping through your clothes. Thankfully, it didn't take long for him to heal, thanks to Shoko's help. Within a few days, he was all healed again.
Currently, he was switching the flowers of your vase. He did so every week. He'd venture into the forest to clear his mind, notice the red flowers that reminded him of you, pluck a few and then bring them to you.
He's still stuck in mind. Still spiraling. And he's slowly getting somewhere. Where? He doesn't know.
He's starting to refer to non sorcerers as monkeys now.
" Damn, you look like shit."
Suguru's eyes widen as he turns around.
Sure enough, you're awake. You look no better than him. Perhaps even worse.
" You don't look much better than I do though."
You shrug. The movement must hurt, but you don't show him.
You raise your arms, noting the bandages, now clean for once, in place.
He takes the seat beside your bed.
" Where have you been? You had us worried sick."
You huff, closing your eyes as you lean on your side.
" Collecting those godforsaken fingers."
Suguru's eyes widen.
" Sukuna's fingers?"
You nod.
" Four popped up. So I got all four of them. Then I got stuck on a curse user cult who wanted to use the fingers. I ended up murdering all of them. Then I panicked, so I decided to disappear.. But everywhere those fingers go, curses pop up. So I decided 'well, fuck that' and decided to drop them here, finally. I'll figure out how to deal with the higher ups later."
Suguru's mouth thins into a line.
You had been used as a pawn. They were trying to kill you without doubt. He's somewhat proud to say they failed.
Nonetheless, he can't help but realize something.
Was this the path they were meant to follow? Were all his comrades and friends going to end up dead? All because those damn monkeys can't control their cursed energy?
He leans over, brushing a loose strand of your hair which had fallen in your face. He brushes the thought away. For now. Your eyes, which had been closed, open again. You hadn't expected that.
" Perhaps Satoru can help in dealing with the higher ups. He's become the strongest. They can't move against him"
You raise a brow in question.
He explains what happened on his own mission last year. It's nice to confide in you. It feels safe. He's noticed that you always seemed to be a steady neutral.
" I see. I'm sorry you went through that.. And that poor girl."
You're looking blankly at the ceiling, genuinely feeling sorry for the girl.
He glances at you.
" Y/N, You're always so neutral in things. Why is that? Why do you feel sorry for me after all you have been through?"
Suguru has no idea of your story before Jujutsu Tech apart from what he's been told. But judging by the sight of your many scars, there was no doubt that you had quite a story to you.
You sigh, your eyes studying him.
" That's a story for another time..."
With that, you flop on your belly, enjoying the press of the mattress against your body.
-
He ends up visiting you a lot, and spending a lot of time with you altogether.
You grow more comfortable around him as well, often reaching out for him, though you've still been keeping your opinions to yourself.
Currently, Suguru was stood at the entrance of the garage of Jujutsu Tech, watching Tsukumo Yuki ride off.
He notices the shadow that seems to approach, and the flash of bandaged wrists as you switch your plastic bag from one hand to the other.
" Y/N? Are you even supposed to be out of bed?"
You shrug as you approach him. Once close enough, he gently pulls the hood that's covering your face off your head, now able to stare into your eyes again.
Even in the turmoil of his own feelings, he's somehow made space for you. He finds himself looking forward to see you, reaching out to gently touch you, and often basking in your companionship.
He doesn't know, but you feel the same. Your past has forced you to toughen up, and you had been alone for a very, very long time. You were grateful to spent a lot of time with Suguru.
" Dunno. Wanted snacks. I got some for you and Satoru too."
Satoru has been spending time with you too, but much less. He's always busy. Always sent off somewhere to deal with something.
You pity him. But no one knows that.
Suguru smiles weakly at you. He hadn't smiled like you remembered for a very long time, but you rarely comment on it. Not today either.
" That was Tsukumo Yuki."
" The other special grade sorcerer?"
He hums, gently taking the bag from you. You're healing. You shouldn't even be out walking right now, so why let you carry stuff you so stubbornly got yourself?
" What'd she say?"
" She wishes she could've spoken to you and Satoru too. She might come by soon.. Among other things."
you raise a brow, noting the chance in his tone.
" What other things?
" Did you know curses come from non curse users?"
" No. I didn't... Why?"
" She spoke of ending the fight by the cause. "
"... By the non sorcerers?"
You're catching onto what he's suggesting, evidently.
" .... What if we... say.... kill every non sorcerer. It would end the curses. There would be no need to do this anymore."
Your expression is neutral as you slowly nod.
Suguru sighs. He stops walking, turning to face you fully.
" Why do you never speak your opinion?"
You blink at him, once.
" I think Blood Shikigami might be a technique that's hiding away in more people."
Suguru's brows raise in confusion. Where did this suddenly come from?
" The signs don't show. A Blood Shikigami user isn't born with pretty blue eyes, and can't create hand motions to summon their Shikigami. Our Shikigami are different too, depending per person. As a child, I was invested in folklore. Hence why my Shikigami look like folklore...."
You glance nervously, but he's patient, waiting for you to continue your story.
" I was born in a happy family. We weren't rich, but we were well off. One day, thieves broke in. The scene was quick to turn bloody. I don't remember how old I was. I think 8. I was scared. And I got injured. I hoped a cool creature would protect me. I thought snakes were cool. I had read about Basilisks.... The more my blood spilled, the bigger my Basilisk became. It killed the thieves, and by accident, the destruction it caused killed my parents."
You take a deep breath at the memory. Suguru still doesn't speak up. He knows there's more to come.
" After that I was passed around foster families. I learned that the more opinions I had, the more emotions, the more dangerous I became. I injured several families. Most were abusive. Usually verbally, but some physically. I didn't kill them but they got what they deserved. I don't regret it. Eventually I ran away. I was done being passed around. And then I started fighting curses. I wasn't worth anything as a person anymore, but I realized I am useful as a weapon."
Suguru's mouth is slightly ajar. You did in fact face a lot.
" I've suppressed my opinions. And at this point, I truly don't care anymore. At the end of the day we're all people, and we all die anyway, so who cares. I don't care who eventually dies first. Even if it will most likely be me."
Suguru is speechless.
" I- I'm sorry you had to go through that."
You smile lightly at him, shaking your head.
" It's alright. I ended up meeting you, Satoru and Shoko after all."
He smiles slightly in response.
" Y/N."
He steps closer, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead, crossing a line.
" Just know that you're so much more than a weapon."
Your eyes are wide as you look up at him, your heart skipping a beat. His own eyes visibly soften as he looks at you too.
-
Suguru has killed an entire village. You know why. Something must've set him off. Haibara's death was already heavy for him, you don't doubt that something in the village has set him off as well. Satoru is refusing to believe so. You know better. You're well aware of his ever growing disdain for non sorcerers after all. The other day, he's asked to see Satoru in the city. He had explicitly asked you not to come. It made you feel a little insecure, scared.
Was he abandoning you?
You don't know. You hope not. You've come to the realization that you love him. You like to think he loves you too, even if he's never outright said so.
Currently, You're taking a walk along the outskirts of Tokyo, enjoying the peace the surrounding forest offers.
" Y/N."
Suguru.
You don't turn around to face him just yet, your mind guiding you to the depths unnecessarily. Had he come to break up with you? Tell you he would abandon you?
Your insecurities are silly, but then again, you simply don't know better.
" It's quite risky for you to be this close to the school."
He hums, approaching you, gently turning you around to face him, intertwining your fingers with his. Once you're face to face again, he smiles at you. His own, heartfelt smile. Finally, after all this time.
" Yeah, well, had to come get my girl, right? "
You smile at the implications of his words. Up until now, your affection had never really been spoken about. You kissed, held hands, cared for one another. Basically did everything a couple did, without speaking about the official label..
" I've come to ask you to join my cause, Y/N. Leave Jujutsu Tech behind. Come with me."
Your smile falters. Ah right, he was probably here to recruit another special grade for his cause.
Noting your expression, he presses a gentle hand to your face, running his thumb over your cheek affectionately as he shakes his head at you.
" Your days as weapon are over with me, Y/N. I want you to be free at my side. You will no longer have to injure yourself as a command. If you ever wish to fight alongside me, you can, of course, but it's not what I'm asking of you. You're safe with me."
Your eyes widen.
Safe.
A feeling that has perfectly described your time with Suguru. You go on missions together, and you come back together.
He takes a step back, smiling as he holds out his hand.
You take it.
[ A/N: Maybe I'll make a lil scenarios epilogue, maybe not.]
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