Kazutora hates his surname with a burning passion. He hates that attachment to his father that remains, hates both sides of his families, he wants nothing to do with that name. In general, even when he's older, he hates for anyone to call him Hanemiya. He actively tells people to just call him Kazutora. He doesn't care about the honorifics and etiquette, he insists upon it. Using Hanemiya is an instant way to get him tense and aggravated at any age. He'll become stand-off ish and shut down to some degree if not completely.
Given the opportunity, he would absolutely want to be the one to change his name without hesitation. He would love to drop it and never have that weight with him again. It would be one more shackle that he's free from in his life. It's rather common knowledge how much Kazutora dislikes his surname, so it's no surprise, but it is just a weight he'd enjoy freedom from.
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the way that one line from the new epilogue in an astarion romance is going to HAUNT me
just. what a profoundly intense thing to confess to someone.
like, just these six months of newfound happiness with you exerts a force on his heart equal and in direct opposition to two centuries of endless torment, the gnawing hunger and exploitation. this flashbulb-bright fraction of his long life holds the same gravity to him as years upon years of darkness and suffering.
in all likelihood, he hasn’t even known his lover for as long as his worst memory lasted, that year sealed away to go mad from starvation and sensory deprivation, yet he still tells them this brief time has been so fundamentally and powerfully important that the weight of even that unimaginable hell is vanishingly small compared to this present he has now and the future ahead of them both.
how am i supposed to act normal about this.
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Struck by the sudden urge to put Confrontation on the Helsknight playlist. Wondering why it isn't already on there.
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you should change your url to childesfreckles or ajaxfreckles. tartagliasfreckles?
i want you to sit down, take a moment, and ponder this: in what universe would i change my url?
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flatmates imtrying to find a place with next year are driving me so crazy oh my god. if i could afford it i would live alone in my third year i swear to god
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Even a Brackenfur plush would've been better than a second Firestar plush
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Being the dumb dumb that I am I decided to try and get my gameplay save to work again one last time.
Long story short, game got stuck in an infinite loading screen after I spent 3 1/2 hours in CAS getting all my Sims ready and I really need some fucking vacation from this shit
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but did you spend hours at a time completely disconnected from your own life because you were too busy planning a future you know damn well you can’t have
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Thinking about how in The Horse and the Infant there’s a secondary beat that starts to play after he brings up Penelope and Telemachus, drops off once the other soldiers pick up in the background again (or becomes covered by the rest of the score and I can’t pick up on it as easily?) but then returns and stands out even more strongly against the rest of the music after he screams in pain and Zeus explains the vision. It drops off again while Odysseus is asking what threat an infant could pose, then comes back when Zeus is explaining he has to do this or his people will die/Ithaca will be in trouble (with another focus on Penelope) and it mimics the sound of a heartbeat
Bum. Bum bum. Bum. Bum bum.
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