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spaciebabie · 1 month ago
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wany to hold f/os hand but hes not REEAAAAAALLLLL
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front-facing-pokemon · 21 days ago
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#vanilluxe#having to double check on all of these to make sure i'm getting all the names right#i honestly just forget this line exists most of the time. i feel like i remember it mostly as “that one ice cream cone line that everybody#hates for some reason”#i do hope i see lots of vanillite line fans in the notes of these. it's become rather refreshing to just about always see that every#pokémon has its fans#even if i dislike them. which surprisingly i don't care that much about the vanillite line one way or the other#i am Neutral on them. though now that i genuinely think about it#they're called vanill-whatever implying they're vanilla flavored ice cream#and so i thought. well would they taste like vanilla? but i'm like. no they're pokémon. it's probably just snow. or part of their body#but then i realized that their cones are made of ice and the thought shook me to my core#here's a fact about me. everybody has their autism textures‚ right? both good and bad textures#good textures are great but less common and bad textures feel like they cause physical pain to touch#i think for most autistic folks on this site‚ i've heard silk a lot. silk being a very bad autism texture. or cotton#lucky for me‚ i have a rather uncommon autism texture. and that's ice#ice and frostbitten things. snow is fine‚ but like. when you get an ice cream in a drink cup and the outside condensation#starts to freeze a little?#holy fucking shit i will genuinely drop something if you hand it to me and it has that texture. it has happened before#you HAVE to wrap that shit in a napkin‚ THOROUGHLY‚ if you want me to touch it#so i thought about holding the vanillite line as though they were regular ice cream cones and i genuinely wretched#so now i will not do this
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heartfeltletters-written · 1 year ago
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one day I will write a master post about all the issues I have with art "made" by AI. I just saw a fic written by chatgpt and I've seen an absurd increase in drawings/paintings using this technology and it makes my blood boil.
Humans are supposed to make art, not machines. Art is supposed to touch our hearts, to reflect on the current times. It's supposed to address, love, heartbreak, friendship, and the other endless emotions that make us feel alive. A software will never be able to replicate those strong feelings.
Stop trying to replace artists, whether they do it professionally or just as a hobby. Nothing and I mean NOTHING will be able to replace the stroke of a brush, the chosen careful words on a page but most especially the thought and hard work that goes behind a piece of art.
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jaynovz · 2 months ago
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Look in the mirror and see the glasses I picked out bc you liked the shape. Watch a movie and think about how you sent me the trailer 6 months ago. Add a song to my new playlist, it's one you introduced me to. Voice a character with your accent and start hearing you in my dreams.
Your words, your jokes, your turns of phrase, keep coming out of my mouth when talking to others, new friends, people who didn't even know you.
Do you love being a ghost?
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quaranmine · 1 year ago
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Hermitcraft has State Law not Federal Law. That solves some of the problems since Hermit Rules are stricter then Minecraft rules like CalEPA is stricter then Fed EPA
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Ah, that's an interesting idea. Treating the rules of the game like it's the federal law and HEP like it's a state program enforcing tighter rules? That's a perspective I did not think of now, nor at the time!
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iniziare · 1 year ago
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Now does that make Guizhong an illuminated beast? Probably not. I think it's more likely that she is actually a Seelie, bearing the imagery of a phoenix due to Celestial association with birds.
I'm listening to Ashikai's video on Guizhong again from 2023's Lantern Rite, which is the first time since I've personally also gone rabid on the intense depth of Guizhong's moon references, the details of the Glaze Lilies and how similar they are to the Nilotpala Lotuses, and most importantly what that means. And listening to this again (and for those who happen to be curious, here's a link to her video which will have the above quote make sense, and I've timestamped it in case people want to skip past the run-through of Guizhong's lore and get to the extra-interesting stuff), so much just... clicks and works. I genuinely do think that Guizhong, at the very least, was a Seelie. But the implications of this, and the implications that I think might go beyond this. /shakes fist immensely, vigorously.
It's so warm-- I can't be coherent. I'm not even the Pepe Sylvia meme, this is the Hoyoverse: Guizhong edition, of Brian David Gilbert trying to explain Kingdom Hearts.
#dust... ashes... phoenix. phoenix imagery across liyue harbor -- i used to wonder if it was tied to ningguang but... /but/...#but i also agree with ashikai that i don't think ningguang's tie to a phoenix is as strong as people claim it to be. or rather...#i think it's representative of her story which is more so tied to her journey of obtaining the status and position that she now holds.#rather than being directly representative /of/ a phoenix itself. outside of that-- ningguang isn't officially the /ruler/ of liyue.#i feel like people forget this or conflate this. the /qixing/ rule liyue. of which there are /seven/ members. they JOINTLY rule the nation.#the reason why ningguang's position of tianquan seems different is because it's the only position that is played in the spotlight.#it's /supposed/ to.#but i talk about this because people could note the phoenix imagery across liyue to be tied to ningguang. but--#liyue harbor has existed for a /long time/ before her. not exactly in the state that it exists in today; but it existed. she wouldn't have.#had input for obvious reasons. sure; she could have ordered them to be installed recently. would she have though? we don't know.#but i'd need to see more obvious personal ties to the phoenix for her to believe she sees herself as the /empress/ of liyue harbor.#considering she isn't even its sole ruler. but i digress.#any way i digress. this is a mess. i'm warm. /death.#[ guizhong. ] many things only seem to surface beneath the moon's poignant glow. wherever its light shines; the heart is wont to follow.#[ guizhong: meta. ] her manuscripts lie unfinished in her abode. the blank pages give cause for contemplation on what might have been.
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cherealta · 6 months ago
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rereading the main quests for hollywood u and i really like how many times the mc says they want to kill somebody. it's reminds me of that meme were it's like "we've gotta kill this guy steven" then steven is like... "damn :/"
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ariaofsorrows · 7 months ago
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i didn’t even know grant haters existed until today.
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brainticklr69 · 2 years ago
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For how much (rightful) criticism Dawn Of The Clans gets I’m surprised I haven’t seen anyone mention the inaccurate characterizations that happen from The First Battle to The Blazing Star.
The First Battle ends with relegations of how bad Clear Sky is, how mislead he was, how much hes hurt everyone around him and then all the characters become aware of why he was acting the way he was and Thunder opens his heart to Clear Sky. He’s like ‘oh that’s why my dads like that. He’ll have to work hard to right the wrongs he’s done but I believe he can do it. It’ll take me a while to forgive him though’. But then The Blazing Star begins with them forgetting how they all were feeling about Clear Sky and creating conflict because they go back to being unsympathetic and that he’ll never change again.
I read these books back to back so it might be more noticeable just because there wasn’t a year between me reading the two (also I swear you can tell when a new Erin begins writing in the series), but my point still stands.
I think people hate Clear Sky because the books themselves didn’t properly justify his redemption. They needed conflict, they had understanding and acceptance of him too early and then they back tracked to prolong it. It’s like whiplash the way Thunder goes from hating his father to understanding him and having hope for him back to hating if him and then liking him at the end of the series.
That’s one thing that sucks about this Warrior Cat series (and i wouldn’t be surprised about the others once I get to them), the Erins don’t always create coherent stories and characters. And maybe it’s just this book but all the characters are very static as well and when they try to have dynamic characters it just seems forced for plot. Which really sucks because this is a great concept for a series and it wasn’t all terrible.
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orcelito · 1 year ago
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I feel like I am. Transcending.
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anawkwardlady · 2 years ago
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The comments under any Lolita adjacent video essay being like
"So gross that girls would literally dress like sexualized kids, like, skirts and lipstick and all!!!!"
"*Mischaracterization of Dolores behavior to make her fit a perfect victim mold*"
"*weird slut shamy and victim blamy assumption about the correct way a young girl acts around sexual topics*"
"Great video about trauma and abuse, just here to comment that i love Japanese Lolita Fashion and we have NOTHING to do with your gross stuff and the gross sluts who like platted skirts and listens to Lana Del Rey :)" (those ones are really getting on my NERVES)
Great you all seem like such great people right now.
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blueish-bird · 1 year ago
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sorry if I don’t remember your name or conversations/experiences or basic things about myself, every few weeks my brain gets factory reset and I have to relearn how to be alive
#lighthearted but also serious bc what is going on here buddy#been feeling weird as hell these past few months#like I can remember some stuff… but it doesn’t feel normal to forget the names of anyone I haven’t seen/heard the name of in a few days#or forget about basic interests and personality traits and experiences and feel like a blank slate every day#idk like ultimately life goes on and I’m happy to live in the moment but it would be nice to understand why my brain is doing this#just thinking#meposting#I think my brain just. does this sometimes when I’m stressed. which is annoying#I recall (lmao) feeling similar during earlier parts of life so this isn’t *new* it’s just unexpected and much more disruptive as an adult#I’m feeling better about it than I was. after like. acknowledging it. bc my mind has not always felt like a sieve it isn’t always this bad.#whatever#I’ll tag as dissociation just in case it’s related/reminiscent and ppl don’t want to see that#dissociation#me and her go way back… haven’t seen each other in years though#she wasnt all bad! coping mechanisms can provide relief and a sense of safety#and as far as coping mechanisms go it’s not the most unhealthy. though it ranks high in ‘socially stunting’#I kind of miss the distance sometimes to be honest everything’s just So Much all the time#I’m so solid now#so stuck in the ruts of capitalism#fuck capitalism#I wish my imagination didn’t feel so dulled#sorry I love talking#and I don’t miss dissociation when I feel mentally present because I feel so Here with the people and things I love but rn?#it’s like a lose-lose bc I am not Here nor am I untethered. I’m heavy yet hold nothing#I enjoy being dramatic/poetic about it — I feel pretty fine. I just hope this isn’t a permanent and/or long-term state of existence.#like it makes me awful at my job I went from remembering a solid amount of the student body’s names (built up over a few years) to. like 5.#overnight it felt like. like Stressful Thing happened and I went to work and I couldn’t remember anyone’s names.#can’t believe I have to start from fucking scratch AGAIN I’d be better off quitting and working at a different school#bc at least then my lack of knowledge/remembering is justified rather than strange and seemingly rude#I’m getting better now but at the beginning of this it was blue screen in my brain all the time
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iniziare · 1 year ago
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Slowly but surely, as I'm dying listening to ZL voice-overs in a playlist. Tag drop #1: OOC.
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And remember: "to evil end shall all things turn that they begin well"
It never ceases to amuse me that Feanor’s narrative arc ends like THAT.
like this guy is built up to be a genius in 2384739847 different ways, charismatic as fuck, insanely spiritually powerful, made the magical artifacts the book is named after, he’s got Sexy Protagonist Energy for days, you’re only like a few chapters into the actual story of the Silmarillion, so you’re like “yeah, alright, this guy’s our guy, i can’t wait to see what crazy shit he gets up to in Middle-earth, what kind of character development he has–”
and then he gets to Beleriand, tries to fight Satan, and IMMEDIATELY dies. like. Battle #1. he beefs it. literally spontaneously combusts.
AND YOU STILL HAVE MOST OF THE REST OF THE BOOK LEFT. absolutely ICONIC of tolkien to kill his main character in the first third of the story, and then despite elves being able to return from the dead, he literally never does, not even post-canon. NO ONE ELSE CAN PULL THAT OFF. this is SUCH a power move.
….on a more serious note, Feanor’s decisions and motivations leave a huge impact on every other character, almost every other plot point in the entire story can be traced back to what he did, and killing him off not only increases his narrative importance to those he left behind but also makes it impossible for any character to actually confront him or reconcile with him. he’s a ghost throughout the whole rest of the story, but he’s haunting everyone in myriad ways, through the Oath, through the Silmarils, through his sons, through the repercussions of the First Kinslaying, through the unrest of the Noldor and the rebellion against the Valar, through everything.
So like. Feanor might die as soon as he sets foot in Beleriand, which is hilarious from a narrative standpoint - but only at first glance. Because he’s still there for the rest of the story. You can’t escape him, no matter how hard you try.
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keebwee · 1 month ago
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when u don even know if ur aroace at this point bc fics make u long for such a connection . even tho the thought of that connection also icks u out majorly . this is a 4 am post beware of tags ...... i dont know what i will release....
#i mean i know for sure im not at a point in my life where it would make any sense to do anything romance#and i literally dont meet anyone new ever#i dont really want to right now. im content being isolated while im sick#maybe later tho. when i actually go to college and meet people like me. if that happens i guess. probably will.#why does 4 am make me feel such emotions#approaching the 24 hour mark of being awake .......#UGHHHH#id rather die than interact with new people in person in way that would bring closer connections bc im just shit at those rn#thats why i literally dont talk to anyone i know irl anymore lol#im just not good at it#too sick for that ig#i got my friends from here and im somehow able to maintain communication. truly a wonder#im very happy abt that#i love my friends they give me reason to create and exist#idk i guess i feel like i can be myself with my friends from here. dont really have to mask ever. and thats really nice#its really hard to talk to people irl recently#have to make up emotions and expressions and voice and thats so hard#ig that shit comes easy to a lot of people#i mean this year has been kind of insane. literally isolated from everyone my age rn. especially december and january when i was super sick#so it kind of fucked over my social life completely. i am so fucking thankful for my friends here for keeping me sane during it all#feels embarrassing to say straight up but man when you're bedridden and horribly sick its genuinely nice to talk to friends over text#abt silly stuff that u always talk about. and the support they provide as well. sometimes i forget how important friends are LMAO#omg .. cant believe u read this all ... u have seen the guts ive ripped out and put on display in this room with a closed but unlocked door#thanks 👍 no need to bring this up ever tho. tumblr is so cathartic somehow just posting shit like this. i dont really get it. but it works.#rant#rant in tags
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marchessa · 5 months ago
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