#yaps and prayers

[maofa]

uni is almost over (yay!!!!) (( just need to finish 2 more assignments and send the rest)) so im gonna list things i wanna do soon-ish to get me motivated!! pls keep me accountable >;p ((sry if its a bit unhinged im low on sleep))

1. fics (im serious im plagued in visions coded in words)

- fuckin sit my ass down and finish franky ch of fishue. cmon. how hard can it be (it is idk y but it is)

-post ch7 as well. its mostly done. maybe few corrections bc i havent looked at in like 3 months but yeah.

- also get a bit ahead if possible... i dont want it to be wip forever :((

- the WPF and all of the ICH.PWFMs and RDPAP and and and FN-DBG fics. ifykyk. (sike. only i know)((but you could know. if youre interested. you. you the viewer))

also maybe rewatch mp100 and do smth about the 19 ch ficlet i have in drafts 😒😒

2. art (uuh i wanna draw. i wanna draw so badly- watch me not fuckin drawing as soon as i get free time)

-SH time skip redesigns. i have. many thoughts. fr fr.

- postcard-like illustrations of each arcs. that would be super cute

- portraits of crew. bust out my markers. could be with my redesigns :3

- assortment of random side characters. i just wanna play with them

- shippy doodles. platonic doodles. just doodles. requests?

- finish sketchbook. im so done with it 😭😭😭

- and learn digital while im at it. cmon

i also might wanna embroider my hoodie. thats a thought. anyway. manifesting productive summer 🌠🌠🌠

[johnnyshrine]

★ 123 // “Take the next best step and pray.”

[theway-her-hairfalls]

Praying to Aphrodite for seeing the beauty in the world despite my sadness, as well as loving myself, even when others judge me

Praying to Ares for the strength to keep going, and as the loving hand of a father that I never had

Praying to Hestia in hope that I'll feel at home for the first time in forever, that I'll be comforted with thoughts of my favorite bread in the warm oven

Praying to Demeter in hope that my hunger will be sated while there's no food for me to eat, and again for the caring embrace from a mother when mine turns her back

[porters-fangs]

btw asher has a drawer dedicated to stupid shirts

observe

inspired by @samfucker who is currently overheating in a shirt that says “blow me”

love u buddy 🫶

[nightlightzone]

Krox -> my half of an art trade with @iloveacronix

[maxdurden]

i figured out my order of the penguins embroidery pattern!!!

it took a lot of tweaking and experimentation, but i think i'm happy with it now lol. i've also finally decided on my color scheme for the project!

ᵃˡˢᵒ ᶦ ᶠᶦᵍᵘʳᵉᵈ ᵒᵘᵗ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʷᵃˢ ʷʳᵒⁿᵍ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵐʸ ᵖʳᶦⁿᵗᵉʳ ˢᵒ ᵗʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ʰᵘᵍᵉ

warning: bad embroidery and rambling under the cut

i did have a reference photo for what the medals looked like,,, but they were carved on the bottom of a tin can over a hundred years ago so

if anyone has thoughts on what the words are here, pleeaassse let me know,, max van rysselberghe made the medals, so i'd assume they'd be in french, but one of the only clear words here is Ølsen??

i took artistic liberties obviously lol (some of which were inspired by the medal of the knights of the order of leopold), and chose to do the carving of "Speed! Deprivation!" in french bc i thought it'd be lame to have it in english lol

i originally envisioned it with a different font, but the font just didn't translate well to being embroidered the size i wanted things

i did some 'doodling' to see what worked best border

i used colors i was fine with wasting for this lol, but i'm gonna make multiple changes in the final product. i tried satin stitches with six strands of floss in the head of the cross, but didn't really like how it looked so i tried again on the right with three strands.

in the final project i'm gonna cut out the blue entirely and instead do the entire 'medal' in grey, and outline the penguins in grey as well. then i'll use the red for the cross and berries, and green for the leaves/stems.

i also think i'm going to change the outer medal outline from a chain stitch to a split stitch

ᵃˡˢᵒ ᶦᶠ ᵃⁿʸᵒⁿᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗˢ ᵃ ᶜᵒᵖʸ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᶦˢ ᵖᵃᵗᵗᵉʳⁿ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᶜᵒˡᵒʳˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵗᶦᵗᶜʰᵉˢ ˡᵃᵇᵉˡᵉᵈ, ˡᵐᵏ. ᶦ ᶜᵃⁿ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᵒⁿᵉ,, ᶦ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᶠᶦᵍᵘʳᵉᵈ ⁿᵒ ᵒⁿᵉ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᶦᵗ ˢᵒ ᶦ ᵈᶦᵈⁿ'ᵗ ᵖᵘᵗ ᶦⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵉᶠᶠᵒʳᵗ :³

this man simply will not let me have peace

[rhiannonsknife]

this is rhiannonsknife reporting live from her deathbed!!

i’m hashtag sick, so i might not post much for the next few days.

[girliism]

mike, zendaya, and josh reunion for the one year anniversary.

[maofa]

yall not to seek out attention and validation from the strangers online but my fic I worked rlly hard on kinda flopped and idk if its that bad or just no one has time for 10k in the middle of their week 😭😔😔

[hg-loves]

I got a job opportunity please pray for me :3 !!!! I hope it all goes well

[nekrosmos]

Holy shit I just got some really great news, and I'm over the moon, I really needed this today AAAAAAAA

[telugu-girl-13]

i’ve never been so relieved to not have to make awkward conversation with my bus mate (she’s not here)

[aldertreegroves]

no it’s fine it’s just that by this time next week all of my projects for undergrad will be completely done and turned in and i just wanna tear my skin off about it and just kind of like wither away into nothing and like never speak to anyone ever again

[theway-her-hairfalls]

Praying to Hermes wishing for safe travels as I go to a new place several hours from home. Wishing for joy and excitement for adventure over the weekend. Thank you, Hermes

[zohansworld]

Atarashii Gakko 恋ゲバ Koi Geba 新しい学校 Offical Video🙀🙀🙀

[maofa]

some highlights from my first ever con bc it was super fun!!

1. ok first of all. it was huge. like. i didnt wanna have any expectations bc yk. its pl. and lowkey was expecting dashcon xdd but yall. it was overwhelmingly big. but in a good way i feel like I've seen everything there and nothing at all at the same time and gosh what a marathon it was

2. i was casually closet cosplaying luffy (friends bailing out on me, last moment decisions yadda yadda) and the first thing as i step into one of the hangars SABO COSPLAYER JUMPS AT ME AND HUGS ME AND WANTS TO LIFT ME and omfg THE WAY I ALMOST STARTED CRYING I FUCKING LOVE ONE PIECE SM

3. ⬆️ this.

4. anyway yeah. tbh i was so worried like is anybody even watchin op in pl? and yeah they do! we made a PARADE through all the con singing binks sake and taking group pics and it was so cringe and fun...( shoutout to zoro cosplayers getting lost. these mf fr fr, amazing kaido girl, lrli ball sanji, baby chopper, jinbes, roger, ryuma, tall mingo, brulee... god i could go on everyone was so so amazing)

5. i got autograph from author of my fav series as a wee teen ( i also gave him a tiny fanart i drew 4 him and he was so confused xdd)

6. kakashi said i have beautiful eyes. sike

7. also i bought few wonderful stickers and prints including wano sanuso, dio from @/ponury-grajek, and vash from artist ive been following for a while and didnt even know she was local xd

8. the cosplay contest was insane. im so mad i didnt record performances that won but i was invested i forgot

((as i was recounting whole event to my fam, my mom got so hooked up she declared next year shes going with me. idk what to think about it xdd))

9. the whole "itll be dark soon" "shut up!!"

something something screaming alone into the void soon its getting dark, the night is falling, the end is near, does anybody hear me?

and the crowd responds hey its not over yet, live in the moment, the future will come but you're not alone, were here, have fun while it lasts

but its not that deep

10. as i was taking train back i hoped i would take nap or smth bc i was exhausted. nope. i sat next to wonderful guys with whom i chatted almost all the way (me!! talking with strangers!!! almost effortlessly!!!!) yk they were this trio of stereotypical nerds from coming of age teen movies. so fun. hope i get to meet them again <3

so yeah thats mostly it,, had so much fun 8/10 and thats mostly on my part, i need to organize myself better for next year ^^