#yeah i'm not okay

[magicaldragons]

"i used to call him, salaar"

i think it means so much that the movie is NAMED off of varadha's nickname for his childhood friend...like??? we know the movie centers around their relationship, but wow, it really centers around their relationship.

it's been years of being apart from each other, and they know each other like it hasn't been a day since their last meeting.

+ my roman empire:

varadha sacrificed his honor for deva when he let him get away, all those years ago. and he's swallowed humiliation. countless times. for years on end. and would continue to do so for deva, a boy who showed him love when probably even his family hated his existence.

and deva would sacrifice his life and pride for varadha's safety. would do anything varadha asked for – even at cost to himself.

AND,

we've ended the movie with all of the shouryangaa clan, ready to devote their life to the rightful king, deva.

but deva? he's ready to devote his life to his king, whom he's promised the throne to.

[violetmuses]

@belle82devart @punemy-spotted @fangirl0917 @karimac @munsons-maiden @peakyrogers @sohokick @bunnywritesmarvel @reborn-rekall @heresathreebee

[tiredlylaughing]

watched a devastating gay movie now i cannot go to sleep

[if0rgor]

So i just finished reading the current parts of Kiddela

And let these discord messages speak for me

CW/TWs: Kiddela spoilers, child death

Kiddela by @hoperoiselover again btw

Yeah I'm not okay

[siriusly-remu]

sees a positivity post and physically cannot like/reblog it because of their mental state-

[puppy-coded]

mildly want to change my entire personality and see if anyone likes it

[prxnce-of-chxos]

OOC: ...

I just got blocked by someone I thought was a friend. They'd just been ignoring me for days...i....I thought....they never said anything. They just......I'm gonna be off for a while

[sandwich2451]

silly, those aren't police lights, that's bisexual lighting!

[inkskinned]

hey btw if you're in the USA at  2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.

if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.

additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.

i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."

"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.

[captainmera]

A gallant in distress!

idk, I'm just having fun with these two. :''')

[destiny-islanders]

i get it now

[duckprintspress]

when you reblog, tell us what languages in the tags!!

[grlhannibal]

fear of intimacy

dead collections: a novel - isaac fellman / a pearl - mitski / aidan koch / it's only sex - car seat headrest / wikipedia

[starrynightsxo]

reblog this post with the song that was last stuck in your head, I'll start:

505 by Arctic Monkeys

(tagging some people with no pressure so this doesn't flop miserably @viivdle @thejudeduarte @agirlwiththoughtsandnegativity @motherfeyre-archeron @sweetvillainjude @kazbrekkersfedoraaintgotshitonme @his-littlefox @graaaaaayy @jesyverse)

[doberbutts]

Recently Youtube's algorithm really wants me to watch Schindler's List and I never had so the other night I sat down and actually watched it.

Having a lot of thoughts about it but a major one I keep coming back to is how even an immensely and deeply flawed human being can go against "just following orders" and instead put in the work to actually help.

It may never be fully enough. It may never save as many as you'd hoped. But when you have a choice to either follow orders or save your fellow humans in front of you, I hope you choose the latter.

Schindler died in poverty. He was not a renown war hero nor was he at all famous or widely beloved. But he saw that he could help, even in some small way, and so he helped.

He was a Nazi who saw what the Nazis were doing to Jews and said no more. Enough. If I can even spare those under my charge, maybe a few extras, then at least I will have tried to do something about this.

I think a lot of people do not fancy this type of activism. It is messy, dangerous, and often completely thankless. Schindler survived as long as he did after the war due to those he saved helping him with donations. He was not popular in his hometown due to his association with Nazis, he was not popular in Germany, he was not popular in Argentina. His businesses all failed. His wife left him. A movie about his deeds was released several years after his death, where he would receive none of the benefits. He went to prison multiple times for simply refusing to hate Jews.

I think a lot of people like to think they're activists, but are sorely unprepared for doing this type of work, and then in truth become activists in name only. This is hard work. But without him, another thousand or so people would be on that death toll.

He took his position of extreme power- a Nazi owning a factory almost entirely operated by Jews, making oodles of money off that cheap slave labor- and said you know what? No. I'm not doing that. I can't save everyone, but as long as they are within my factory, you will not kill my workers. As long as I'm here you aren't harming one hair on the head of any Jew under my care. You're not sending or keeping them in Auschwitz. You're not randomly executing them for entertainment. They're people. You're not murdering them.

"Just following orders" they say. But they didn't have to. They could have helped. They could have did what he did, look around and say "what the fuck am I doing here", and stop. He did. They could have. They didn't.

[attleboy]

fraw ragatha and pomni cuddling 0v0

oh wow it's actually been a while since i've drawn them being gay... does this work for cuddling???

ragatha is now banned from moving until pomni wakes up. them's the rules..... i don't think she'd mind though. lap full of sleepy girl. heart full of joy