#yes i am somewhat back

[imrllytootiredforthis]

OH MY GOD HII I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN A WHILE YOURE BACK !!

thinking about felix who cries so prettily when you're mean to him, poor baby just cant take it :(( bonus points if it's in public and he's biting on his sleeve to hold in his sniffles while you control his vibrator 😋😋🤞🤞

I'M LITERALLY CHEWING ON THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE-

in a broom closet or whatever tf, holding him with his back to your chest, trailing a vibrator along his sensitive nipples and along his body.

poor baby is shivering and trembling against you, biting down on his sleeve, the fabric darkening with the saliva.

"baby look at me," you purr and he lays his head back against your shoulder, looking up because he's a good boy.

GODDAMNIT-

his eyes are all glossy and big, cute sniffles filling the quiet space accompanied by his muffled moans and the sound of the vibrator along his body; going lower and lower until you run it along his dick and he jumps.

tears finally fall over his lash-line, staining his freckled cheeks as he whines.

kissing over his tears, licking them up, salty and so intimately him

he cries harder as you up a notch on the vibrator, shaking, muffled pleads as he bucks up into the toy.

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

Transcript:

Machine.

Does my ass look fat in this armor?

Audio source

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

MDZS x Warrior Cats AU (part 1): That boy can meow!

Names and a huge inspiration credits to @clintbeefwoods!

(part 2)

[hellkitepriest]

i want to hear all your elaborate and niche gambits in the tags here people

[theworldisabrokenbonebutitishome]

The wonderful Guardian Bingo Fest mods put 'lollipops' on my card and my brain went 'ah yes let's be as weird as possible about this'.

Bonus photo for anyone risking pressing on a read more on one of my posts. You're safe from me rambling for once.

Zhao Yunlan has company now! ☺️

[a-lil-strawberry]

Please pray that a complicated billing situation will be sorted out and covered by my insurance. It's for an ambulance ride I had in June for a panic attack. Some of you might remember me panicking about it a few months ago when I got the statement.

[iero]

Had a panic attack that literally woke me up in the middle of the night last night and lasted until the early morning and let me tell you, that shit is TERRIFYING. Needless to say, I think I'm ready to go back to work.

[pseudospectre]

Do you love this skull? And the old internet? And attribution? You might like this :)

[vampiremansionpoolboy-moved]

going insane over the fact that happiness and care and concern and love is underneath every interaction between newt and hermann in pacific rim

[hoodie-prince-kid]

as a self shipper i love spotting other self shippers in the wild, especially when they have an f/o that you normally wouldn't consider. and initially i thought this was a one-off case, but I'm now seeing it as a trend, so: shout out to the folks who self ship with the man the myth the mamamia, Mario. Give that plumber the love he deserves after being slandered on for so long.

[butch4maryoliver]

the leftist sphere online and its insistence that nuance is critical while it completely waives it and transforms major issues into black-and-white is so….

[goldlightsaber]

oh man i am going through it

[chronic-monachopsis]

girl dont talk to me i am hallucinating animatics

[poptartmochi]

in this house we love greek gods that preside over one specific thing and have fuckall to do for the rest of eternity <3

[morningmask27]

I do sometimes find it really annoying that most of the things I do right now are At Least tangentially related to a trauma I lived through.

I am living in a university dorm right now, it's a very typical thing to do, but most people return to their family home during the weekends and only really stay in the dorms because they have classes in the week and having to go from their home to the classes, especially the 9 am classes, can be heavy if they live somewhat further away. I stay in my dorm the entire week. For Reasons I don't want to go back to my old home for longer than half a day to drop my laundry and leave with clean clothes, some food and a chat with my mother. I wouldn't feel good doing so anymore, but mentioning that is weird because most people (except internationals because going to a full on other country just for the weekend, every weekend, would be a bit dumb) return to their home (My dorm feels more like home to me right now than my old house did btw).

When I say I stay in my dorm people are somewhat confused, as it on its own already implies that something must not be that good at the familial home for me to not go there for the weekends. By the simple fact I don't go back it's already implied there is something wrong, and it's true, there Is something wrong, but I can't just start explaining the whole thing, it's not really appropriate for most conversations, and I simply don't want to open up about this part of my traumas. So I just have to quickly and very blatantly brush off that fact and the unpleasant implications to continue the conversation without making it awkward and it's so annoying.

Most of my weird trauma responses at least have the added thing that if I don't verbalize them nobody will really notice. I am good at hiding them, I kinda had to, but this dorm situation is such a blatant sign of something Weird (and not the good kind) that I cannot hide since my actions on their own imply a situation already.

I am somewhat good at dealing with all of these issues, brushing off The Problems is a typical part of normal conversations, but it does get frustrating sometimes when I get severely affected by something traumatic, and it's The Only reason that my problem happened, but I cannot talk about it in casual conversations because of how heavy and intense it is. I have to vaguely mention The Horrors (They Are Complex) and move on before I make my conversation partner uncomfortable. It happened when I had to miss a class because of a severe relapse in my mental health, it happens every time I mention I stay in my dorm the weekends, it happens whenever I get too jittery and weird because of stress (I don't even always know Why I am stressed) and I just cannot explain anything about the cause because it's too heavy for most people to hear. (I do understand that fact, it makes sense you're not going to tell classmates casually about the horrific stuff you went through in your personal life, but it fucking gets annoying when it is fully related to a situation and I have to Shut The Fuck Up anyway.)

It's just frustrating to me that I have to deal with all these Weird Things because of trauma, and everyone sees them, but I cannot explain where they come from truthfully because of how much they are. It's in this weird middle state where people See I am weird hurt, but they don't Know why. I do things differently for reasons they can assume are unpleasant, but I cannot ever truly explain everything to them.

[levil0vesyou]

Having a post get popular enough to be independently reblogged by someone you follow but aren't mutuals with is. Wild