#yes. i dont really care rn

[alas--pringles]

I was already thinking my suspicions about my brain were a bit more confirmed the past few days due to getting irrationally overly frustrated with a combination of "black and white thinking" "a strong sense of justice" and no one understanding what i was actually trying to communicate.

Then the "all your friends only tolerate you at besr, notice how whenever youre the one trying to make plans they never happen?" mean brain thoughts started up after work which only reminded me of plans i was trying to make (with an entirely separate group than the thoughts were mainly about.) Started that conversation again and. Wow what do you know the plans evaporated.

Ive been emotional in so many different ways before, like lowkey panicking or being anxious for various reasons, or like what may count as RSD (i usually just call it the mean part of my brain.) But this felt different. Sometimes emotions make me quieter or less talkative of course but ive never in my life experienced being nonverbal or anything. Idk if this was that but its the only way i can describe it. I was alone in my room, i wasnt trying to talk out loud, but it felt like i couldnt even really type words. Like i was basically limited to emojis, maybe gifs. (That dumb post about sodo with the emojis last night? That was then, i was looking for emojis and found the 🤏 which reminded me of him mocking rain lol.) So maybe theres a different word than just a general minor emotional breakdown for whatever last night was. Meltdown? Shutdown? Idk.

I'm ok now, probably need a break from certain topics, but wanted to get my thoughts about my weird brain out.

[birdboy-blues]

(I hope you're happy now I've merged dark and light!)

[I always knew that we could be intertwined]

[tommygettingwrittenoff]

my favorite thing about bt is when there's an opportunity for buck and t to have a deeper connection, but then t just shuts it down. like, go girl, give us nothing!!!!

[widevibratobitch]

something about being told im 'the leading person at this whole academy when it comes to interpretation and stage intelligence' by the husband of the woman im trying (not really. but i mean. who knows) to seduce... ok boy you got me. lets make it a polycule.

[elegyofthemoon]

well. i finished ch 17 of hi3. but at what cost

[sillyfudgemonkeys]

Everyone's talking about Wish right now.... The only thing I can say about WISH.......let's hope it's like a Frozen 1 type thing. Where the trailers were ABSOLUTE ASS but then the film turned out really good. TT0TT

I mean.....there is a difference between the two. While the west got weird trailers that didn't matter for Frozen (Olaf vs Sven carrot thing), JPN and other countries got trailers that actually showcased the plot and drama in an interesting way.... And Wish.....well...... Wish at least gives us a villain and a part of an argument.....and I can't see that argument leading anywhere.....great tbh. So maybe not the best comparisons but let's hope for the Frozen 1 vibe!

Anyway I'm not liking what I'm seeing so far, but I'm hoping its better than the ass disaster Frozen 2 and Ralph 2 were. ;w;

[withered--s0uls]

Hi its 2am

anyways

You know how out of my Nuzi kids it says this

for Rexim, Orita & Zagi?

Yeah basically you can think of their tail canister as like a backup battery & extra healing stuff kinda?

All my Code-Related Nuzi kids have worker bodies, they are just modified. Basically the slot for their core isnt compatible with a DD core for a multitude of reasons! Including, but not limited to, The core size & vulnerability to nanite acid (refer to my core hcs post for better explanation!)

So their tails instead have just their regular core fluids, and since the core is basically an energy source, that makes their tails like a backup battery a bit?

The Twins also both have the Solver, so it also contains self regeneration nanites that come with that. (Zagi idk if they have the Solver, waiting for Ep 8 to decide).

So yeah, extra battery & built in first aid kit that only works on themselves essentially.

Raven also regens, just very very slowly. And it probably ends up looking kinda wonky bc they didnt actually inherit the Solver, but are technically a fragment of it. Specifically one that took on the mutations. So their regeneration consists of the body part in question mutating until the injury is closed :)

[kimmkitsuragi]

whew haha

[themyscirah]

Not Tom King diagnosing the problem with his own run in issue #2

[captainbobbin]

Hello!

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[toelessbastard]

committing copium away from life by joining random websites for fans . first thing I see is SLANDER ON MY GOOD MANS NAME

[silverislander]

wish i could just. work at a bookstore

[bittwitchy]

see the reality is i post on my rps usually when nobodys been there a bit and nobody is probably online, but the mental illness in me keeps saying its bc everyone secretly hates me and i dont deserve love, and when i tell a gov doctor that, they basically just say ‘take your antidepressant’s and shut up’ which is also funny when said gov doctor wont refill my fucking antidepressants in the first place

[widevibratobitch]

omw to play emotional support for my mom disguised as ✨fun family bonding time✨ for the rest of the week <3333 there's something so deeply wrong with me uwu teehee

[tittysuckersworld]

THE PEOPLES LIKE MINE ARTTTTT AAAAAAA

[critterofthenight]

it's so scary that there isn't a narrative irl that would keep us from fucking up too bad