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evafrechette · 3 years

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↠ Yoongi x Jungkook | Smut | NonIdol!au | 18+ | 2.6k

↠ Summary: Yoongi said he was officially over celebrating his birthday. No more parties, no more hang overs and no more useless gifts. Little did he know he’d be celebrating his birthday this year in a way he could have never imagined.

↠ Warnings: fleshlight, cum cum cum, lots of cum, masturbation, drunk yoongi, they both have a crush on each other, but are clueless about it, yoongi’s birthday

“Saeng-il chukhahamnida, saeng-il chukhahamnida, saranghaneun Yoongi shi, Saeng-il chukhahamnida.”

Yoongi tried to suppress the gummy smile that was spreading across his face, but it was no use. He had told his friends no birthday party this year. Birthdays aren't a big deal, you're a year older so fucking what? Just a year closer to grey hair and a limp dick. But deep down he secretly enjoyed all the fuss that was being made about him, the presents and the booze, yeah he was pretty happy about that part.

"Aiishh you guys, I told you I didn't want a fuss this year. When the fuck will you listen to me?"

"Hmm maybe when you aren't grinning like a little girl over our display of love for you?"

'Hobi's right Hyung, for someone who apparently hates all this you sure seem chuffed by it all.”

"Shut your mouth Park Jimin." Yoongi playfully slaps the blond around the side of his head.

He leaned into the centre of the table and blew out the candles on the cake. His friends were such assholes, they couldn't get him a normal cake - oh no the cake in front of him proudly states "Hurray, you didn't die!" in bright red frosting.

He takes a knife and makes 7 very uneven slices, plonking each piece onto a paper plate then sliding into the direction of each of his friends.

Actually this cake suits him pretty well he thinks. Sarcastic, sloppy and salty . . salty?

"Oh my god Namjoon what did you do? Did you use salt instead of sugar?" Jin dramatically spits cake all over the table causing a disgusted uproar from the others.

"Well uhh why did you guys leave the cake up to me anyway?! You know I don't cook.”He sheepishly replies, taking a bite of cake before quickly chasing it down with a drink. A grimace planted firmly on his face "Shit, I used two cups of the stuff ..."

Jin tosses a small box in Yoongi's direction, he fumbles as he catches it. "Time to open the best gift you'll ever receive in your life.”

Inside are return tickets to Jeju Island and a tangerine picking experience. Yoongi loves Jeju Island but he loves tangerines even more.

"Oh Hyung this is great, thank you so much.” he bows his head in Jin's direction.

"Okay my turn now!" Jimin passes over a dusky pink box. He hears whatever is inside roll around and gives the blond a curious look.

"Why do I feel nervous about opening this Jimin?"

Jimin laughs so hard he throws himself into Taehyung’s lap, this doesn't help ease Yoongi's mind. He casts Jimin an unsettled look as he unties the red and white string then takes the lid off the box and tosses it on the table.

"Fuck you Jimin.”

Jimin's boisterous laughter begins again as the others quickly get up out of their seats to see what kind of gift would incite this reaction. Inside is a large flesh coloured tube with the shape of a tight asshole at the end. A fleshlight. Jimin had given Yoongi a fucking fleshlight. It takes a few moments for the others to realise what it is, but when they do the room erupts into laughter. Yoongi feels his cheeks go the red, the heat spreads to his ears and the back of his neck. Fucking Park Jimin.

"Ahhh Hyung, this is the best day of my life. Your face!" Jimin manages to get out between laughter. "Jungkook did you see his face? That was so good." the blond turns towards Jungkook and looks at him quizzically, Jungkook has his eyes set on the pizza box in front of him. He looks at it as though it's the most interesting thing he's seen all day. His long hair mostly covers his ears but Jimin can see the red tinge to them.

"Earth to Jungkook I said did you see Yoongi's face?" Jimin waves his hand in front of the younger mans big eyes.

"Huh? Oh yeah, you got him good Jiminie.”

Jimin makes a satisfied hum and continues on his quest to embarrass Yoongi as much as possible, telling an over the top story of the first time he experienced the joys of a fleshlight and giving Yoongi tips on how best to use his own.

"Yeah yeah alright, calm down now. See this is the kind of shit that makes me not want to do anything for my birthday.” Yoongi rolls his eyes and drops the box on the floor. He continues to open the gifts and doesn't spare the box a second thought for the rest of the night.

Around 2am his friends start to head home, all absolutely shit faced, just how much booze had they managed to get through tonight anyway? His liver cries at the thought. He looks around his apartment and spots Jungkook passed out on his couch, soft snores leaving his parted lips. Yoongi thinks he is absolutely adorable. He has always had a little crush on the tattooed man. But Jungkook would never see him that way, he's just his boring old Hyung after all. He grabs the throw blanket from the armchair and drapes it over Jungkook's sleeping body. As he stands over the young man he feels his cock twitch in his pants.

He slaps his own cheek a bit too hard "Snap out of it Yoongi, Jesus Christ." and turns to head back to his room. On the way he passes by the dining table and remembers the gift Jimin had given him. He bites his lip and picks up the box. He stumbles his way into his room and throws the box on his bed, when it lands the lid falls off and the fleshlight rolls out. Yoongi stands there staring at it, he's having a Mexican stand off with a fleshlight. Not how he quite pictured his birthday.

He sighs and is about to return it to the box to shove under his bed and forget about for the rest of his life when he's interrupted by the sweet sound of a moan from the living room. His eyes go wide as he whips his head towards the door. He tip toes to the doorway and looks into the dark room, street lights shine through the gaps in the blinds, casting a light on Jungkook's peaceful face. He's still fast asleep and Yoongi let's out a relieved sigh. He drops on the bed, fleshlight flopping on the mattress. He's way too wasted to move and lays there as snores drift in from the neighbouring room, a comforting melody to the drunk man. Yoongi's eyes feel heavy, he squeezes them shut but blinks wide, straining to keep them open and himself awake.

He can't possibly go to sleep when he's semi hard and that damn thing is laying next to him practically begging to be used. He pushes himself off the bed and yanks his jeans off, throwing them across the room - vaguely to the area of his washing hamper, he's drunk he can sort it out later. He kneels on the edge of the bed and gives his cock a few soft tugs. He reaches further down to cup his large balls in his hand, he squeezes, massaging them lightly between his thumb and index finger. He draws his fingertips up and down his balls, pinching the seam gently. It feels so good that he let's out a moan much louder than he should considering his door is wide open and his crush is asleep in the next room.

Yoongi reaches over to his side table and grabs out the bottle of lube then crawls to the head of his bed. With his legs spread wide he squirts the lube all over his cock, it runs down onto his large low hanging balls and the feeling makes him shiver. He rubs the lube over his length, enjoying the slide of his hand. He pumps hard and fast and bites his lip to stifle the moan in the back of his throat.

Yoongi picks up the fleshlight, hands shaking a little and shoves his slicked up fingers inside. It feels tight and oh so good, he can only imagine how good his cock will feel inside. He pulls his fingers out and wraps his fist around the base of his hard cock. He lowers the toy onto the tip of his cock and rubs it's over the head a few times. Yoongi is a little shocked at how soft the toy feels as he slowly lowers it further on his cock, the silicone hole taking him perfectly. He watches as the toy stretches and spreads to fit his thick cock. Yoongi sighs and buries himself as far as he can into the toy. His body goes stiff and he throws his head back onto the pillow, it feels fucking amazing and Yoongi can't help but pretend his cock is deep inside Jungkook's ass right now. He lifts the toy halfway up his length and eases it back down, he moans and does it again and again finding a rhythm that works for him.

With closed eyes, Yoongi lifts his hips, thrusting into the toy. The inner grooves catch onto his red hot tip and he hisses in pleasure. He pictures Jungkook on his hands and knees in front of him, firm ass up in the air, begging for his hole to be filled. Yoongi kneels behind him and spreads his cheeks apart, watching his hole flutter. He let's his fingers ghost over his opening before he leans down and runs his tongue over his entrance. Jungkook moans into the mattress and that spurs Yoongi on to lick faster before he pushes his tongue inside the younger man.

He can feel himself getting close to his impending climax from his little fantasy, he bites his lip so hard he can taste the metallic tinge of blood. So he starts sinking the toy even faster up and down his shaft. His cock pumps hot cum inside the toy as he let's out a guttural moan. His cum leaks out of the opening and drips down over his balls. His orgasm was so intense his legs are shaking and he's struggling to catch his breath. He lays there eyes closed trying to focus his breathing, face flushed from arousal when he hears a cough coming from the other side of the room.

Yoongi sits up immediately and turns towards the noise, Jungkook is standing in the doorway, eyes wide with bewilderment, mouth slightly agape. Yoongi quickly throws a blanket over himself the red of his face now due to embarrassment.

"What the fuck are you doing Kook?!"

"Oh, um well I heard a noise and wanted to check if you were okay . . . um is that the fleshlight Jimin gave you?"

"Oh my god, how long were you watching?" He throws his head back and covers his face with his hands, not wanting to make eye contact with the younger man.

"I'm sorry Hyung, you just looked so beautiful I couldn't stop watching." Jungkook replies in a hushed tone.

Yoongi's eyebrow raises at this and he gazes towards Jungkook. He can see the bulge in his pants and the way the young man bites nervously at his fingernails, his eyes darting between Yoongi's eyes and the object that was hastily covered. Yoongi removes the blanket and tugs gently on the fleshlight, he's nearly soft but the action causes Jungkook to let out a whimper that shoots straight to his cock, getting the blood rushing there again.

Jungkook walks tentatively towards the bed and motions to sit, Yoongi nods in agreement. He cranes his head towards Yoongi's crotch.

"What does it feel like Yoongi-hyung?"

"Jungkook-ah, it feels sooo good, so tight.” he lifts the toy slowly and eases it back down his shaft.

"Can I try Hyung?" Jungkook looks at him with those big beautiful doe eyes and Yoongi feels the blush reappear on his face.

"Umm not quite sure if you noticed while living out your peeping tom fantasies, but I came . . ya know . . inside it."

"I know, I want to fuck into your cum Hyung.”

Well that did it, Yoongi was hard as a rock again. Absolutely confused by the current events, but more aroused than he had ever been. He lifts the toy off his glistening cock and squelching sounds fill the room. Jungkook takes a deep breath at this and starts to palm his cock through his sweatpants.

"Well here you go.." Yoongi scooches over to make room for Jungkook. He lays next to Yoongi and pushes his sweats down to his ankles. Yoongi can't stop looking at his cock. It's gorgeous, the head is red and swollen - he obviously enjoyed watching the show earlier - slightly curved to the left, and he's the perfect length for size queen Yoongi. He takes the lube and squirts it into his hand then reaches over to Jungkook's cock. His eyes never leave the other man's as he strokes him, covering every inch of his cock with lube. He takes his time, loving the feel of Jungkook's soft skin in his grip. When he's satisfied the blue haired man is lubed up enough he lets go.

"It's all yours Kook-ah.”

He watches as Jungkook lowers the toy onto the tip of his cock.

"Yoongi-ah it feel so warm, mmm because of you.”

They both hiss out a "fuck" at the same time when Jungkook lowers it further, his swollen cock sliding into the tight hole, gliding over Yoongi's cum. The extra lubrication helps Jungkook lift the toy faster as he slams it back down on his cock. When Jungkook lifts it again, Yoongi can see his cum all over Jungkook's cock and the sight drives him crazy. He rolls closer to Jungkook and leans his head on his chest to get a better view. He runs his hand up and down Jungkook's chiseled abdomen before making his way to the base of his cock and resting there.

The younger man is panting hard "Yoongi .. Uh.. I want to cum, can I cum. . please.”

"Of course Jungkook-ah, go for it, cum for your Hyung.” his fingers reaching down to rub against Jungkook's tight hole.

The sensation of Yoongi's cum filled fleshlight around his cock and Yoongi's fingers teasing his puckered hole was overwhelming to the younger man as his spare hand rapidly reaches out to grab onto Yoongi's own, gripping tight. Yoongi stops his teasing and threads his fingers through Jungkook's, bringing them to his lips and kissing tenderly.

He feels Jungkook tense next to him as he thrusts into the toy weakly a few more times, his cum now mixed with Yoongi's. Jungkook fucks himself through the aftershocks and Yoongi thinks it's the sexiest thing he's ever witnessed. Knowing Jungkook's cock is sliding over both their releases is an image he will never forget.

"Well this isn't how I thought I'd be spending my birthday, but shit I'm glad you assholes came over now.”

Jungkook's nose scrunches as he laughs, he is just so fucking cute. He removes the fleshlight and goes to throw it on the ground but Yoongi stops him. He takes the toy and thrusts his fingers as deep as they can go. He pulls them out and brings them to his lips, his tongue licks at the mess, before he takes his fingers into his mouth and sucks ferociously. They taste extraordinary together.

"Fuck! You are so hot Yoongi.”

"Mmm says the guy who just stuck his cock into a fleshlight after I'd just cum in it. I'd say that's pretty fucking hot."

Yoongi brushes his lips against Jungkook's, his heart flutters and he forgets to breathe, he's too absorbed in how Jungkook tastes, smells and feels against him. When the kiss does break the two of them have the most idiotic grins on their faces.

"Happy Birthday Yoongi.”

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youthfulyang · 4 years

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So Antisocial ` yoonkook`

producer x tattoo artist au

non-idol au

pairing: Yoongi x Jeongguk

word count: 7K

"Oh my God."

Jeongguk stood in an awe. It was a miracle to see his hero in front of him, in the tattoo parlor he worked at.

Min Yoongi was much smaller in person was the first thought that came to mind. Though they stood a good few meters away from each other, it was clear that his eyes were at the same level as Jeongguk's lips.

Then, Jeongguk looked at the man's hair.

The last time Jeongguk saw Min Yoongi on TV the man had blond hair, but under the hat he was wearing, the younger saw the little bits of his hair poking out. Yoongi had dyed his hair red and boy was Jeongguk just dying to catch a glimpse of the whole thing.

Lastly, Jeongguk already knew Yoongi was a very attractive man, but he was certainly way more attractive in real life. One hundred times more attractive he thought.

"I-It's such an honor to meet y-you.." Jeongguk managed to stutter out the words he had been meaning to say the whole time.

Yoongi only bowed with a slight smile on his lips. He wasn't arrogant or anything, but he was used to getting that kind of treatment from others. Jeongguk wasn't anyone special to him. He was just another fan and he decided to treat him the same way he treats all his other fans.

Jeongguk didn't think too much about it, he was just happy to be in the same room as his idol. Eventually he was disappointed to find out he wasn't going to be doing a tattoo for Yoongi, but instead for the friend that came with him.

Luckily the tattoo would take probably 4 hours to get done. Jeongguk sighed happily, 4 hours with his idol.

"Why did you drag me here.."

Yoongi was pissed to say the least. He would rather spend his free time at home or at his studio to work on new releases, but Taehyung wouldn't let him.

"I'm not doing this on my own!" Taehyung was extremely terrified of needles or anything sharp in general, especially if they were near him. Which was why Yoongi was surprised when he decided to get a tattoo.

At first Yoongi tried to persuade him not to get the tattoo, worried that it might somehow damage his very successful modeling career, but Taehyung didn't care and said, "Hyung, the girls will love it! I'll look more manly and shit, I don't know!" Yoongi gave up and decided to support his best friend anyway.

The first few minutes of getting the tattoo done was quite difficult for the three men. Taehyung was struggling to stay still, Jeongguk had trouble calming down his customer, while Yoongi just sat in the room, annoyed with his friend's cries.

"How do you do it, man.." Taehyung looked up at the tattoo artist. Jeongguk had tattoos inked all over his skin. The sleeveless shirt he wore gave a clear view of the tattoos that were trailing from his arms up to his neck. All the details of every single tattoo complimented him well and Yoongi in a way was infatuated with what he saw.

"How can you.. Doesn't all of that hurt..?" Taehyung asked again, his tears were threatening to spill out.

"Ah, well I've gotten used to it after all these years." Jeongguk smiled at his customer and assured him that everything was going to be okay.

Slowly, Yoongi knew what kind of person Jeongguk was. He was sweet and gentle despite his outer appearance. The intimidating amount of tattoos, crazy piercings, the slick, black hair masked his innocent heart.

"Did he just faint?"

"Fuck, he did.."

Jeongguk wasn't completely in shock. Taehyung wasn't the first person to have fainted during his session, but it was still rare to have a customer faint, Jeongguk was still surprised. He was mostly confused about how nonchalant Yoongi's reaction was.

"You seem pretty calm about this, haha.."

"I kind of expected him to black out, not gonna lie."

At that moment Jeongguk almost exploded. The whole situation still seemed unreal for him and though for the most part he was more focused on getting Taehyung to regain consciousness, he couldn't help but sneak some glances at Yoongi.

His heart began to beat faster upon seeing Yoongi take off his hat and ruffle his red hair back into place. The color suited him well and Jeongguk felt his own face turning red as well, but he had to focus because in the end he still had a job to do and he didn't want to get fired for messing up.

After about a minute in, Taehyung was still passed out and all Jeongguk could hope for was that the ice pack on his forehead he provided would help.

"Does this happen often?" From the corner of the room, Yoongi decided to speak up.

"Ah, uh, sometimes.."

"How long have you been doing this?"

Though he didn't want it to show, and it most likely did, Jeongguk was extremely nervous. It should've been Jeongguk asking the questions, but it was the other way around. He was so shy that Yoongi was somewhat showing interest in him.

"About 3 years I think." He managed to smile through his anxiousness. Talking about his job as a tattoo artist made him proud, he loved his job too much.

Yoongi nodded and started asking more questions about his job and about tattoos in general to which Jeongguk answered all happily. In a way Jeongguk was kind of happy Taehyung fainted because it meant he could talk to his idol, but he still made sure Taehyung was okay nonetheless.

"I got a tattoo of one of your lyrics, by the way.." The younger admitted, looking down at the ground bashfully.

"Really?" Yoongi was surprised. "Where? Can I see?"

Slowly they both saw that Taehyung was about to wake up, and Jeongguk placed his index finger over his lips.

"It's a secret."

Yoongi broke his promises again. And though he wasn't affected the slightest bit he wanted to know what it was Jeongguk wasn't telling him.

So after 6 hours of Taehyung getting his tattoo, right before they left Yoongi asked if he wanted to see him sometime, and that's what led to the moment that would change Jeongguk's life.

It was like a dream that came to life to be picked by Yoongi after his shift ended. Though Jeongguk didn't know exactly what to expect, he thought Yoongi was going to show him around his studio or show him some clips of future releases.

Never in Jeongguk's life did he think he'd be pushed against the wall while Yoongi attacked his lips with harsh kisses, not giving him any space to think or even say a word. He would've asked Yoongi to calm down. Being taller, more muscular than the man before him, he knew he had the physical strength to pull him away for a moment, but he decided against it.

Yoongi was so demanding with every move he made and it just made Jeongguk fall so weak to his touch, he wanted more. There was no time for Yoongi to hesitate, he just did whatever he knew he had to in order to get what it was that he wanted, so he kissed him so passionately and every now and then he'd part their lips to catch his breath, but they continued the make out session for a while.

After some time, Yoongi took his arm and dragged Jeongguk impatiently to his bed, making sure that their lips never let go of each other the whole way there.

Things were happening so fast and Jeongguk didn't understand what was going on. Though he wasn't a stranger to sleeping with people he didn't know too well, he had never been with a man before. He wasn't used to the feeling of being dominated by another person but Yoongi just made everything feel so right.

Once they finally made it to the bedroom, Yoongi yanked his shirt over his head along with Jeongguk's. He pushed his guest onto his bed and he got a clear view of all the tattoos that coated almost his entire torso leading up to the side of his neck, ending right under the jawline.

And finally, Yoongi calmed down. His breath was steady and his eyes are taking in every detail of every single tattoo on the man. Jeongguk however was utterly stunned, he was struggling to breathe steadily and he had never felt so vulnerable in front of another person.

The blood rushed up to Jeongguk's cheeks, he was waiting for Yoongi to strike his next move, but so far all he did was stand over him so Jeongguk sat up straight and gathered all his confidence to finally say something.

"What's wrong?" He hesitated to throw his arms around Yoongi's neck, so instead he placed his hand gently on Yoongi's cheek.

His face hadn't changed the slightest bit. The expression he held the entire time was cold and almost distant which confused Jeongguk even more. That was until the older man delicately lied him back down on the mattress, pinning both his hands over his head and kissed him softly.

"Everything's perfect.."

Finally, Yoongi gave him the smile Jeongguk had been dying to see up close for the longest time. Though there was a major shift in his actions, Jeongguk didn't mind though, if anything he preferred him like that.

Jeongguk was just craving for the gentle care and that was exactly what he was getting. He loved the way Yoongi's hands were roaming around freely around every inch of his body, butterfly kisses planted on the crook of his neck, while Yoongi just made sure that there was nothing Jeongguk had to besides lie down perfectly and enjoy himself.

Whilst scanning the inked art on Jeongguk's rib cage, he found what it was he was looking for.

"If the target of your loathing is me, I'll go up on the guillotine."

As expected, Jeongguk woke up sore, but he didn't mind. The pleasure he experienced the night before overpowered the pain. But Jeongguk had questions with answers he was desperate for.

They were facing each other, faces only mere centimetres apart, the heat of their bodies brought warmth to one another and Jeongguk was so content being tangled up in Yoongi's embrace.

"Yoongi.." He whispered.

He hummed in response and brushed the younger's raven hair back. Even he had to admit Jeongguk was extremely attractive, it was crazy how much more beautiful he could get up close.

"Why did you take me here in the first place?"

The question made Yoongi upset. He was upset at himself for not following his own rules. He was upset with Jeongguk for being such a tempting bait. It was people that were so submissive and naive like Jeongguk that pulled Yoongi back into his old habits. But he wasn't going to tell him any of that, so for now he'll just gve in to his old ways. One last time.

"I like you."

Hearing those words, Jeongguk swore his heartbeat stopped for a moment.

"Y-you do? Why?"

Jeongguk seriously was losing his mind. And when Yoongi responded by showering him with compliments and kisses all over his face, he felt as though it was all too good to be true, still he truly wanted to believe it was real.

"But you don't even know me.." He pulled away from Yoongi's arms and was still searching for a clearer answer. "You do this with a lot of your fans, right?" His own words hurt him more than he thought it would.

He felt so stupid for thinking that he was different from all of his other fans, but Yoongi wasn't having it. It was pissing him off that Jeongguk was distancing himself. He just needed to get him back.

"You're different though.." His voice was low, the expression on his face was a little unreadable but it made Jeongguk feel bad for making his idol look so sad. Did I offend him? He thought to himself.

"I get it though." He looked at Jeongguk with pleading eyes. "But if you give this a chance," Yoongi pulled Jeongguk back into a sweet hug. "I can make you the happiest person in the world.."

With that, Jeongguk was in a complete trance. He gave in. Maybe a little too quickly.

"You're in a good mood," Jimin eyed his best friend weirdly. "why?"

Jeongguk simply smiled brightly at him, "I'm always in a good mood, right?"

That was mostly true. Jeongguk would rarely show up to work looking upset, he was always such a ray of sunshine, his killer smile would always attract new customers, but maybe that also had a lot to do with his looks.

Jeongguk was tall, a perfectly defined body in general, his cutely shaped lips and doe eyes that still managed to fit well with his image as very masculine, his choice in style didn't leave much to the imagination either. It was always the tight jeans with huge rips in the front and shirts that either had a low cut or no sleeves. His thighs were also out of this world, of course they were.

"Is this about the producer guy that came in a few days ago?"

Jeongguk sighed, disappointed that Jimin was so ignorant.

"He's not just some random producer guy, Jimin. For all you know he could be the person that wrote and produced some of the music you saved on your phone!"

Jimin just rolled his eyes and regretted ever opening his mouth. Still, he was glad that Jeongguk was looking very cheerful. Then he saw the purple marks on his neck and snorted. Jimin couldn't believe that he didn't even bother to cover up his hickeys.

"You're real bold, Ggukie."

Days passed by, and Yoongi's bond with Jeongguk was getting stronger and stronger and Jeongguk just couldn't get enough of Yoongi. He was so hungry for his attention and was willing to do anything to just spend the whole day doing nothing but just be with his idol.

Yoongi would encourage Jeongguk to skip work and lie about being sick to his boss just to be with him. At first Jeongguk declined the idea, but for some reason he was just so good with his words that Jeongguk just had to do what he said.

"I haven't had any inspiration lately anyway.. I thought you could help me.." He whined in such a sultry manner that turned Jeongguk on so much. It was rare to see Yoongi acting like that, how could he say no?

"Ah.. Alright, fine!" He gave in to Yoongi's magic once again, with no thought of regret crossing his mind.

"If the target of your loathing is me, I'll go up on the guillotine."

Months later, the two were on Yoongi's couch and out of nowhere Yoongi decided to bring up the topic of Jeongguk's tattoo once again.

"Why that lyric out of every other song?"

Jeongguk was lying his head on Yoongi's lap, then looked up at the man, trying his best to think of an answer.

"Hmm, well, I guess I feel like I relate to the words a lot."

Yoongi placed his notebook down next to him, he had been thinking of lyrics for his unreleased songs. But now he wanted to focus more on his baby.

"You relate to it? Why?"

Yoongi tilted his head to the side with a pout on his face, his hand made its way under Jeongguk's shirt, then carefully traced the outlines of his abs. Jeongguk's breath hitched a little at the contact but continued to answer the question.

"Yeah, I don't know. Maybe I just feel like I always try so hard to make the people around me happy but it gets tiring and it makes me sad sometimes.." He admitted, his tone got more serious than before.

Yoongi nodded understandingly and asked again.

"Do I make you tired?" The caressing of Yoongi's hand stopped and Yoongi patted Jeongguk's messy hair instead.

"No." He sighed blissfully.

"Do I make you sad?" His fingers fell to Jeongguk's lips, then down to his jaw

"No.. You don't." His voice got smaller as Yoongi brought his face closer to the younger's lips.

At that point their lips were only a few millimetres apart that their lips were practically touching already. The anticipation was killing the raven haired man, but he was in a way too afraid to make the first move, or maybe he was just trying to savor the moment, letting his mind realize that everything was real.

Then finally Yoongi said it.

"I love you."

"Yoongi.."

"What the fuck is it this time."

He was getting sick of Jeongguk's voice. Talking about this, asking about that, rambling about useless shit and Yoongi's patience was running thin. All he wanted was to sew Jeongguk's mouth shut at that point.

"You should really just lay off the drugs and-"

"Why? You don't love me anymore cause I'm an addict? You don't like it when I get drunk?!"

There it was again. Jeongguk was slowly getting used to Yoongi getting high in the beginning of the relationship. He thought it was rather normal, most adults did it for the sake of feeling good but lately Yoongi had been going overboard.

The memories of Yoongi getting a heart attack brought tears to Jeongguk's eyes. The last thing he ever wanted was to see his boyfriend get hurt, especially if it meant going to the hospital.

"It's not normal for a person your age to get a heart attack, Yoongi! What if it happe-"

"So be it! Why the fuck does it matter if I die anyway!" He threw his glass filled with unfinished whiskey on the ground, the shards scattered all across the floor but Yoongi didn't care much for it.

"It's my fucking body! If I die, it's my call!"

He yelled at Jeongguk, another thing Jeongguk had been getting used to. But it was scary whenever he got physical, when he hit him, choked him on the bed violently just like in that moment. That was something he could never get used to.

Jeongguk's vision started to blur. Maybe because of the lack of air or the pools of tears in his eyes, but he regained his ability to breath clearly when Yoongi just stopped.

His tears fell onto Jeongguk's cheek. Yoongi couldn't hold in his cries anymore and began to weep as he hovered above his precious baby. Apologies spilling out of his lips nonstop and his sobs got louder and louder.

"I didn't mean it."

"I'm sorry."

"I'm crazy."

"Please forgive me."

"I love you."

And more were repeated and Jeongguk felt so bad. He had never seen Yoongi cry the way he did and that was also when he realized that though Yoongi knew so much about Jeongguk, Jeongguk knew almost nothing about Yoongi. Of course Yoongi would get angry at me, he thought to himself.

He began to notice that there must've been so many emotions that Yoongi had been suppressing for the longest time and even Jeongguk wasn't aware of what it was that was going on in his head.

"I'm sorry too.. I'll make it up to you in the morning, okay?"

"Mhm.. Okay.."

They had just woken up after a long night of sleep. The feeling of Yoongi's hands wrapped around his neck, choking him, still lingered, but he did his best to forget about it by reminding himself that Yoongi was drunk and it was an accident. He wasn't in his right mind.

But now it was the morning, the past is in the past and Jeongguk was going to finally do what he needed to in order to fix their relationship.

"Yoongi."

"Hmm?"

Yoongi stood next to Jeongguk, he watched him make pancakes for breakfast and it was always good to know that not only was Jeongguk good company but he could cook too, even though he wasn't a pro.

"Tell me more about yourself."

"Huh? What are we strangers?" The older chuckled and snuck his arms around his boyfriend's waist. He wasn't exactly tall enough to rest his head on his shoulders, so Yoongi settled for his back.

"All I know about you is either from the internet or just basic info like your favorite food or color. I don't know your friends, family, I don't know anything.."

He switched the stove off and turned to face Yoongi. His soft, red hair was so messy as he just got out of bed, his mouth still reeked of alcohol though he had brushed his teeth already, but that didn't get in the way of Jeongguk planting a kiss on his boyfriend's lips.

"You know I don't have any friends besides Taehyung and I'm not in contact with my family anymore.."

"Tell me why then."

Jeongguk held him tighter, not wanting his questions to offend him in any way. Really he was just curious. There must've been a reason for his secret keeping.

However, Yoongi wasn't going to be easy like that. He'll make Jeongguk learn himself, who Yoongi truly was.

"What about you tell me about what you know so far?"

Yoongi was being difficult, creating a little game and Jeongguk had to solve the puzzle, but he was willing to go a long if it meant he got answers.

So he got a plate and stacked exactly three pancakes on Yoongi's plate with ten slices of strawberries on the side and maple syrup drizzled on top, but not too much. Why did he have to know about Yoongi's eating preferences but not about his personal life.. It was frustrating.

They sat in the dining room in peace and while Yoongi ate, Jeongguk chose to skip breakfast.

"You aren't eating?"

"No, I'm good."

Yoongi shrugged and continued eating, he was waiting for Jeongguk to basically interrogate him.

"So you wrote a song for Suran right? Wine?"

Yoongi nodded, smiling as he knew where the question was going.

"In an interview, you said your first love broke your heart and you said it scarred you. What happened?"

"Haha. Jeongguk, you're so naive, just like everyone else."

The red haired man placed his fork and knife down, leaning closer towards his baby, "This is a secret, okay? But that's just called a marketing strategy."

Jeongguk furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

"You think I'd let a girl cheat on me like that? Fucking hilarious." Yoongi was amused by how the public so easily believed all his lies. "I knew if I said that more people would feel bad, therefore feel inclined to buy the song."

Then he proceeded to point at his shelf, stacked with all the awards he had won over the years.

"I'm not letting anyone break me that easily, Ggukie."

"So were all of the things you say in interviews a lie?" Jeongguk asked, was everything about Yoongi he fell in love with all not even true? Then again, he shouldn't have believed everything he heard online.

"I don't know, maybe? I lose track of the things I say on camera, haha!" He was delighted to see the distressed look on Jeongguk''s face. That was a common feeling he experienced when being with Yoongi, along with confusion and uncertainty.

"Why? Are you angry at me?" He put on a pout on his face again, turning on the switch that allowed his tears to fall.

"It's hard for me Jeongguk.. I lie to them because I needed to prove to my family that I can be successful in this work field. If I fail, they'll laugh at me again, remind me that I'm a talentless loser."

Jeongguk cursed at himself again. He was so pissed that all he ever did lately was make Yoongi cry.

"That's why I lie, that's why I don't talk to my family. There, now you know." Yoongi stood up so abruptly from his chair, not even going to bother with finishing his food.

"I have work to do." Yoongi glared at Jeongguk with no emotion in his eyes and turned away. "You should go. I'm getting distracted."

And so with a heavy heart, Jeongguk left Yoongi's apartment with trails of tears in his eyes.

"Why am I such an asshole.."

"What's up with you, man?"

Jimin just finished a four hour session with a client and saw Jeongguk enter the room with a miserable look on his face. But then again, everything about his outward appearance was so miserable.

"Hey.. Are you okay? You've been calling in sick a lot lately." Jimin crouched down to take a peek at his best friend, but he had his hands covering up his pitiful face.

"Jeongguk, look at me. Come on." Jimin had the patience level of zero and pried Jeongguk's hands off and there he saw how pale and Jeongguk actually got, the bags under his eyes were so visible even under the dimmed lights.

The shorter male's expression softened at the sight. "What happened, Gguk? If you were still sick you should've stayed at home. You know I'd always cover up for you."

Jimin's thoughtful words brought a smile to Jeongguk's face for a while, but then the sadness washed over him once again.

"It's not that, hyung.."

"Hmm? What is it then?"

"Yoongi hates me!" Jeongguk shouted full of pain. Tackling the blond man with a hug. A hug he so badly needed. He knew he was in the wrong, pressuring Yoongi to tell him the truth when he wasn't even ready yet, but it still broke his heart whenever he couldn't even hold Yoongi's hand.

They hadn't seen each other in three days because Jeongguk was so afraid of saying the wrong things again and that's what he told Jimin.

"Well, you guys have been together for five months right?" Jeongguk nodded.

"Of course you'd want to know more about him! What's so wrong about that?!"

Jimin was angry, but angry was also an understatement. He wondered how anyone would dare to hurt someone as fragile as Jeongguk.

"But I forced him, hyung! It was a sensitive topic for him! He wasn't ready.."

"I guess you have a point." Jimin was stubborn but decided there was no point in fighting back. "Just go to his apartment and apologize, can you do that?"

"I'm scared.. What if I make things worse?" Fear was written all over Jeongguk's face. Fear of being abandoned by the first person he had ever looked up to as a hero. Fear of being left by the person he fell in love with.

So Jimin assured him that everything was going to be okay and he was going to help Jeongguk get Yoongi back the next day.

For the most part, Jeongguk felt reassured, he had a good feeling in his heart, everything was going to be just great tomorrow.

But then Jeongguk went home and got a knock on his door.

The tears were running down his cheeks, then fell down to his shoes.

Yoongi was so angry at Jeongguk. "Why the fuck didn't you call me?!" His heart was beating at a rapid speed and the veins in his neck were showing up.

"I tell you to leave the apartment ONE time and you decide to NEVER come back?! Is that what you thought I wanted?!"

"W-wait, the neighbors will-"

"Fuck them! What matters is that you're being a complete jerk, you know that!"

Yoongi pushed past Jeongguk, letting himself in and slammed Jeongguk onto the door and locking it at the same time.

His lips crashed against Jeongguk's and he almost forgot how addictive the older man felt against him, and strangely enough there was no taste or smell of alcohol. He was sober doing this, he was almost never sober when he cried or broke down the way he did now.

But kissing just wasn't enough for Yoongi. He tugged on Jeongguk's hair roughly, a soft moan escaped his lips and Yoongi took that as a chance for his tongue to explore and violate every inch of Jeongguk's mouth. And when he was done, he left sloppy, wet kisses all over the younger's neck, sucking on the flesh that got him to whimper in nothing but pleasure. Once he was finished marking the skin purple, Yoongi kicked his shoes off and pulled him to the sofa he saw in the corner of his eye.

Jeongguk let himself fall on the couch and watched desperately as Yoongi unbuttoned his shirt as fast as he could. The hot tension between them was so apparent and nothing like it had ever been before. Finally after what felt like an eternity, Yoongi managed to get the shirt off and he hovered above Jeongguk as usual but he wanted to make Jeongguk wait.

"Why did you stop?" His breath was unstable and he had longed for this to happen again. Making love with Yoongi was the only thing that kept him going for the past few months.

"I'm not giving this to you so easily."

"Please.. I'm sorry. I won't do that again.."

"Really?" He licked Jeongguk's earlobe sensually, whispering the words slowly, to which sent tingles throughout Jeongguk's body. Making it harder for Jeongguk to contain himself.

"Yes, I swear! Please just fuck me already.."

"As you wish, beautiful."

"Yoongi?"

"What the fuck is it now, baby.." Yoongi's voice was muffled by the pillow under his head.

Jeongguk chuckled at the sight before him. He knew Yoongi wasn't a morning person. And after a night of unholy acts it made sense that Yoongi would take longer to wake up. He was exhausted and wasn't ready to deal with the world just yet.

"Would you ever get a tattoo?"

Yoongi grunted in annoyance but eventually sat up straight. It was obvious Jeongguk didn't care about Yoongi's lack of sleep, so he decided to just do what it was that Jeongguk wanted.

"Me?" He thought for a while, but then realized that tattoos were never anything that he was crazy about.

"I don't know, maybe."

"Really?!" Jeongguk's eyes widened in delight.

"Yeah, why not?" Yoongi was a person that had no time for regret. If he were to do something, he'll do it without a second thought.

Jeongguk untangled himself from the sheets and ran out of his room to go grab something important.

Yoongi didn't wait for him to come back, instead he enjoyed his moments of peace before he was going to be disrupted by Jeongguk again.

"Would you get a tattoo right now though?" His hands were full with his tattoo equipment and Yoongi didn't think Jeongguk was serious at first. But he should've known at that point that Jeongguk was very spontaneous.

Yoongi sighed and watched as Jeongguk was setting up all of the things he needed on his bed. Then he handed Yoongi a book filled with all the things he drew for inspiration.

"You can look in here and choose one if you don't know what you want."

Yoongi snatched the small book from Jeongguk's hands and scanned through the pages.

Jeongguk was so obviously excited, he was imagining how insane it'd be to have his art on Yoongi's virgin skin.

But Yoongi didn't have an eye for art. He was unimpressed and bored.

"They all look boring."

He then proceeded to throw the book on Jeongguk's lap. His pride was so hurt by the small comment made by the person he loved most. Both his tattoos and art were the things he was most proud of himself for, Yoongi knew that. So how could he so carelessly judge like that?

Jeongguk felt as though he needed his validation, but he got blatantly rejected.

"Oh.. Okay then what do you want then?"

"Hmm, I want something really beautiful."

Once again he was hurt that his art wasn't considered beautiful in Yoongi's eyes, but then he figured that everyone had different tastes.

"Beautiful like?"

Yoongi pretended to think. He tapped his lips with his index finger, hummed and enjoyed his baby's pitiful face.

"I want something beautiful," He leaned closer to Jeongguk's face.

"Just" Cupped his face with his hands.

"Like" Pulled Jeongguk to his lap.

"You." And kissed the top of Jeongguk's head with love .

He smirked proudly to see that he got Jeongguk looking like a blushing mess. He pushed back Jeongguk's bangs and kissed his forehead. "Ah, but there's nothing in this world that's even remotely close to looking as beautiful as you."

Jeongguk giggled at his lover's cheesy lines, what's gotten into him was all he kept thinking about.

"Ah.. I'm serious, Yoongi! I wanna give you a tattoo right now."

"Hah, why is that?"

"So I can be your first." The words weren't supposed to be as sexual as it was, but being on Yoongi's lap just aroused him so badly. "I wanna be the first to take away the innocence of your skin.."

Jeongguk was so bold all of the sudden which took Yoongi by surprise. He bit a sensitive part of his skin and Yoongi tried his best not to make a single noise but a small grunt was heard not long after. "So can I?"

"Yeah, yeah alright. What don't I do for you, baby?"

His words were sweet like honey and brought a smile to Jeongguk's face.

"What do you want then?"

Yoongi didn't think long and traced a line over a specific tattoo on Jeongguk's body.

"If the target of your loathing is me, I'll go up on the guillotine."

Jimin stood outside Jeongguk's apartment. Worried and stomping on the ground like there's no tomorrow.

"Come on, open the door, Ggukie.." He mumbled to himself.

Jeongguk had missed work for four days in a row which was so unlike him. Their boss was worried that something had happened to him and told Jimin to go check up on him. So he did.

Jimin came with a hat and a bomber jacket, a scarf to ensure complete warmth to top it all off. He also brought a pot of warm soup just in case his best friend didn't have anything to eat.

After knocking on the door a few more times, the door finally opened, revealing Jeongguk with only a pair of shorts and a thin, white shirt. From standing outside the apartment itself, Jimin knew that the heater was off and Jeongguk's chapped lips, pale face only made the entire scene even more heartbreaking.

"Jeongguk what the hell!" He pushed past Jeongguk and let himself in.

Jimin went to the living room and placed the pot of soup on the coffee table before kicking his shoes off.

"It's winter! Why didn't you dress warm! The heaters are off! Are you even eating at all?"

Jeongguk couldn't remember when was the last time he actually took care of himself. Everything that happened after Yoongi broke up with him was a blur.

"He never loved me, Jimin.."

"What?"

"Please.. Don't make me say it again."

The sheer memory of Yoongi calmly telling Jeongguk to gather all his stuff and leave was so unreal. It felt as though he was taking a calm walk on the beach when suddenly a huge school bus came and crashed into him. Random and surprising.

He swore that everything had been going well besides the occasional arguments, but the things they fought about was nothing they weren't able to fix. Why did he have to end the relationship so abruptly like that?

"He just said to me one day, take all my stuff and leave." He was choking on his words, "A-and I asked him, what I d-did wrong, right?" He was a stuttering mess. "He s-said he didn't want me anymore. He didn't nee-need me anymore!" And so he sobbed on the ground, his face buried deep in his palms, he was shouting so loudly as if he was hoping that Yoongi would hear him and come back. But why would one come back if from the beginning the moments they shared were one sided.

Jimin ran to Jeongguk's bedroom, pulling the blanket from the bed and wrapped it around Jeongguk's cold body. The cries were so painful to Jimin's ears that he couldn't help but let a tear or two slip. But he had to switch on the heaters first before he could finally comfort the younger man.

Finally when the tasks were done Jimin finally got down to his knees and curled up under the blanket next to Jeongguk. He took off his bomber jacket and scarf, wrapping the two around the raven haired man, adding some extra and very needed warmth. But lastly, he hugged Jeongguk tightly, transferring as much of his body heat to him as he could.

"I'm going to kill that bitch."

"Open up, dickhead!"

Jimin stomped extremely impatiently stomped on the floor, knocking on the door nonstop. It seemed to be a pattern for Jimin at that point, but instead of soup, the blond man just brought a whole lot of attitude.

He heard a person groaning from the other side and finally the door opened. Jimin was so offended to see Yoongi look so calm and collected after what he had done to Jeongguk.

"Can I help you?"

"Yeah you can actually. Just shut the fuck up and listen." He was fired up and the fact that Yoongi didn't even flinch pissed him off even more.

"I don't know who the hell you think you are, but you really fucked up, Jeongguk, you know that?" His blood was boiling and his vision slowly started to blur, but he couldn't start tearing up in front of Yoongi. He was just so mad that his emotions were all over the place.

"If you were never interested in him, why couldn't you just leave him alone?! He's such a sweet guy and I've never in all the years that I've known him, seen him look so miserable. That was of course before you ruined his life!"

The blond man had his hands balled in fists. He was so tempted to just beat him up right then and there, but controlled himself, waited to hear what the asshole in front of him had to say.

He started off with a sigh, and rubbed his face tiredly. "Listen, I didn't mean to hurt him like that."

"Oh, yeah sure, what the fuck does that mean? You just accidentally messed with his feelings for over half a year? You didn't mean to do that?"

When Jimin puts it that way, even Yoongi had to admit it sounded ridiculous. But it was in a way true.

"I didn't want to mess him up like that but he just made it so difficult."

With that, Jimin was left in an awe. He was utterly disgusted by the man's careless behavior.

"Okay, I get it. All the times you insulted his work, his looks, all the times you yelled at him and abused him was all an accident. Oh, but the last one was totally alright cause you were drunk. It's alright, just blame it all on the alcohol instead of your recklessness."

Jimin spat. He didn't care if he was crying at that point. He didn't let the pain in his chest stop him from spilling the facts.

"You." Jimin pushed his index finger onto Yoongi's chest. "You are a fucking monster." He pushed him harshly again.

"If I ever catch you near Jeongguk again," Jimin held onto the doorknob.

"I will fucking kill you."

And slammed the door in his face and made his way back to Jeongguk's apartment. But first he felt like he needed a bath after encountering what he thought was the human replica of garbage.

"Hyung.. I really think you should go see that therapist again.."

"No, Tae, it won't help."

"Please?" Taehyung was practically begging at that point.

Taehyung felt so bad for Jeongguk after hearing the things Yoongi had just told him.

"It didn't work last time, why would it help now?"

"Let that kid be your motivation to heal! Come on, hyung.. You can't be like this forever.." Though Taehyung knew that some of the things that Yoongi had done to others were unforgivable, Taehyung knew that Yoongi's actions were sometimes beyond his control in some ways.

Yoongi stared at Taehyung confused. "That kid? My what? Motivation?" He laughed at how silly Taehyung's suggestion was.

"How was that kid any different from all the other fans that I've slept with?"

Taehyung thought hard. Anything he said wasn't going to help so he had to be smart about it.

"Well, for starters.. He was the person you had the longest relationship with." Then he thought again.

"You got a matching tattoo with him didn't you? Don't even think about getting it removed." Taehyung said with a stern voice, but it was difficult to take him seriously with the animal print, face mask on.

He continued to list more reasons though. But none of them stuck with Yoongi and Taehyung gave up on convincing him. Yoongi was such a stubborn and narcissistic man, it was close to impossible to change his mind, but Taehyung loved him too much to give up.

"Listen.. if you don't make an appointment.. I'm just gonna call them and make one for you!"

Yoongi wasn't shocked at all by his determination, but then he couldn't understand where that determination came from exactly.

"You know.. his friend was right about me being a monster."

"No you're not. You're just a wounded soul waiting to be saved."

"I don't want-"

"You need this, hyung. You just don't realize it yet." Taehyung cut him off completely. Yoongi was just too predictable.

Taehyung's heart ached, but in a good way. He was happy and had a good feeling for Yoongi's future. And he wanted to make sure that Yoongi knew that.

"Everyone deserves love, hyung. Even sociopaths.."

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fics I’ve read part 2 ♡

hi everyone! here is part 2 of my list of fics I’ve read and would recommend. like my previous post, they’re in no particular order and include lots of different ships and ratings. enjoy ♡♡♡

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those nights (when you crave someone to be there at dawn) by bellamees (yoonkook, rated M, 30917 words)

[“you put the blood next to the milk,” jungkook says weakly, lips against the skin just under yoongi’s ear. “like it’s normal.”]

au: vampires (vampire jungkook!)

tw: violence / gore, implied / referenced character death

i don’t usually read vampire fics but this one is GOOD GOOD GOOD

they’re so in love omg

lots of angst with some softness!!

lots of sexual tension

the smut in this fic is BEAUTIFUL *chef’s kiss* seriously it’s so good

the ending had me screaming into my pillow like WAS IT NECESSARY SSKSKSKSKS

read it

i wonder how i got by this week (i only touched you once) by pomegranitemilk (yoonkook, rated teen & up, 31507 words)

[“prometheus brought fire to humans and saved mankind. you brought fire, a different fire, to me and saved a piece of humanity i couldn’t.”]

au: hyyh

tw: suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, depression

THIS FIC OH MY GOD

the angst, the sadness, the emotion, i really really felt that and it was so unbearably good

so much angst!!!!

yoongi is a blind pyromaniac, jungkook is sad sad sad

the symbolism in this fic is beautiful

typed in all lowercase and you know i love that

this fic made me feel so so so much, read it please

40,000 feet in the sky, I found you by MissterMaia (taekook, rated teen & up, 8428 words)

[He needed help, and in the deepest moment of his panic, he reached out to the only person he knew might hear him. “Make it stop,” he thought desperately, focusing so hard his head hurt. “Please, please, please, make it stop, I can't handle this, I can't, it's too much, I--”

“I'm here.”]

au: soulmates

so fluffy!! omg

in this au, you can speak to your soulmate telepathically

tae is literal sunshine

jungkook is scared of flying

pilot yoongi!!

so fluffy and cute, this fic made me so happy!!!

truth so loud (you can’t ignore) by thestarsabove (taekook, rated E, 72604 words)

[“One second you’re all over me, and then the next you’re just... not,” Jeongguk says, running a disgruntled hand through his hair. On some level, he recognizes he should probably stop talking immediately, but that’s not the level he’s currently occupying. “It’s confusing.”

Taehyung blinks at him with wide eyes, his lips parted in obvious surprise. “I... sorry,” he says quietly, hands twisting. “I shouldn’t - I’ll stop.”

“I don’t want you to stop,” Jeongguk huffs, irritated that Taehyung seems to be missing the point. “I want you to finish what you start.”]

canon compliant

this is one of the first canon compliant fics i read omg and it killed me

so much pining!!

IT HURT me so bad but has a happy ending

soft, but when the angst shows up it SHOWS. UP.

good smut with feelings *chef’s kiss*

honestly it’s a taekook classic, read it!!

choking on fantasies by brokentransition (jikook, rated teen & up, 24017 words)

[“This is where I should have noticed,” Jungkook thought as he glared at the swing set he had flown off of months ago. “How was I so oblivious?”]

au: hanahaki disease

tw: major character death, some blood / gore, body horror

ah, yes, i am a sucker for hanahaki fics because i love subjecting myself to pain!! and this one does such a good job hurting me

angst angst angst angst angst angst

just straight up tragic

the ending hit me like a brick, oh my godddd

i’m so sorry!!

same damn hunger by marienadine (sope, rated E, 40468 words)

[“Jesus fuck, Hoseok,” Yoongi chokes out, trying like hell to hold still. “Jesus fuck, where the fuck did you—”

“Don’t be too loud,” Hoseok murmurs. “Namjoon will fuckin’ murder us if he catches us in here.”

“Fuck Namjoon. Seriously, fuck Namjoon.”]

au: college / university

friends with benefits to lovers

slow burn

misunderstandings

drunken fun times & recreational drug use

this is one of the most realistic college aus i have ever read!! i love it

the smut is so good good good!!!

bangtan friend group!!

happy ending

ghost story by mindheist (taekook, rated E, 19729 words)

[A ghost’s kiss is sometimes sad. Sometimes it hurts. Sometimes it’s filled with all the love in a lifetime.]

au: non-famous / normal life / modern with historical flashbacks??

tw: death in detail, violence, homophobia, mentions of death / afterlife

this fic made me laugh and cry omg it was a rollercoster

sadness and some softness

the ending was so GOOD and left me thinking about it afterwards for a long time omg someone please make this into a movie

my heart hurts

i really cried, oh my god it’s so heartbreaking

the author is so talented and tells the story with such good description, i could really see it in my mind’s eye omg

it’s so good, just read it okay?

anchor me, in stars. by hereigoagain (taegi, rated E, 25867 words)

[Yoongi gestured at the ocean below them, the sky above them. The stars, the moon. “It’s—it’s like we’re in space.” He bit his lip, leaning back a little, not quite sure when he’d straightened. “It’s fucking beautiful.”

He peeked at Taehyung again. Taehyung was still looking at Yoongi.

Yoongi’s lips twisted a little, a smile he tried to fight as he pushed Taehyung’s shoulder. “Don’t even. Don’t.”

Taehyung smiled. With the way the moon was shining, his eyes really were glowing. “You’re fucking beautiful.”

“I told you, don’t,” Yoongi groaned, but he was fully grinning now. “You giant fucking cliché. I’m going to puke over the side of this boat.”]

au: non-famous / normal life

the smut in this fic is so good, oh my god

exhibitionism, voyeurism (jungkook), lots of dirty talk

fluff too!!

tae is rich but this is not a sugar daddy au

they move fast, no slow burn here sksksks

i love this fic and it’s pretty filthy omg but also cute

with you, anywhere by fruitily (yoonkook, rated M, 9957 words)

[“even when you don’t know me, i still make you cry.”

when jungkook blinks, the tears fall. when the tears fall, they don’t stop falling. yoongi can see an almost-recognition, so painfully close to it but not quite, behind his eyes.

“i loved you,” jungkook says in between sobs, and he’s asking: didn’t i? didn’t i?]

au: hyyh

i feel a certain way about hyyh yoonkook and this is no exception

angst angst angst

so much love, i can feel it, the longing

happy ending

light smut with feelings!!!

ugh this fic really made my heart sing, read it please

sleep slow and dream awake themarmalade (namkook, rated E, 9270 words)

[It means something, maybe, that Jeongguk feels like home out here too, and at the noodle shop they stopped in before, and at the convenience store a few blocks down where they bought strawberry ice cream. Everywhere they went bloomed with Jeongguk's presence, painted in tones of him like daydreams in present tense, the same vivid comfort that grips his heart when he wakes to Jeongguk's weight against his chest, legs tangled in soft sheets.

Home anywhere, home everywhere. Home, maybe, even when they aren’t together, memories and anticipation enough to carry him around like a lantern in his chest.]

au: roommates

SO MUCH SOFTNESS AND LOVE

i love this fic so much, they are so damn cute skskskskss

domestic fluff

smut with feelings!!

cuddling and literal sleeping together

ugh i feel so warm when i read this fic!

please read, it will make you smile

love at first sigh by elemir (yoonmin, rated M, 4292 words)

[Yoongi’s glad to hear the sound of his neighbor’s voice again when he resumes singing, and thinks to himself that this is their first proper duet, their first real time singing together intentionally and huh, they actually sound pretty good.]

au: shower?? normal life

oh my god this is so cute

yoonmin are neighbors who can hear each other in the shower and they sing together!!

short oneshot that will make you happy

nirvana by syubology (jihope, rated M, 57207 words)

[There is really only one phrase in this world that accurately describes a Drunk Park Jimin, and that phrase is Thirsty as fuck – and not for alcohol.]

canon compliant

omg this is so smutty with some plot

drunk bangtan shenanigans

i’m sweating!!

i have died every day waiting for you (but loved you for a thousand more) by yasutora (jikook, rated M, 78277 words, unfinished / work in progress)

[“You’re hurting just as much as I am, Jungkook, if not more. And there’s something very wrong with that because it should not be like this. You’re not supposed to hurt like this.”]

au: soulmates, au: college / university

tw: implied child abuse, self-harm, suicide attempt

in this soulmate au, you can feel your soulmate's pain

the angst hurts so good

slow burn

it’s so beautiful i can’t wait for updates skskskss

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dearmyloveleys · 5 years

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“I love him, and I don’t know what to do with this information.”

—quote that I made up from an imaginary fanfic

#fanfic #imaginary ff quote #taekook #jikook #yoonseok #vhope #yoonkook #vmin #namjin #yoonmin #taejin #jinkook #namseok #namgi #bts #bangtan #bts fic #bts fan fiction #bts fan fic

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ibangtanthings · 5 years

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Fake Love - pt 5

Forgetting Jungkook's existence became easier with time.

The guys were counting down towards comeback season so they were practicing more and more each week.

It would get more difficult to see Yoongi outside of work, but he would always come home and sleep by your side.

It was so surreal living together. On the outside looking in, it might have seemed like things were moving fast.

You judged those who took steps too hastily in a relationship but your circumstances were an exception.

Yoongi never bought the apartment with the intention of the two of you living together so soon, yet it felt strangely natural.

In the middle of the night or early hours of the morning, he would plop down onto the bed and pull you closer. You would sleep for only a few more hours while he got as much rest as he needed.

Waking him up was the highlight of your day. His hair would be all messy and his lips would be all pouty. His yawns were adorable but his movements made you laugh. They were slow and tired.

"Just watching you makes me want to go to sleep again." You sighed happily.

"So let's go back to bed." He yawned again.

"No. We can't. You have to dye your hair today!" You said excitedly.

"How is that fun to watch? Just admit you want to spend more time with me."

"I don't miss you. I see you everyday." You stated.

"Am I being too clingy?" He joked.

You laughed. "Yeah, in bed especially."

He blushed as he laughed. "Is it a crime?"

Something about going through the trauma with Jungkook made you guys closer. Yoongi initiated more PDA.

It wasn't anything extreme but he would hold your hand in front of the members. He told them not to make a big deal about it but they did for a week or so.

Despite the way things were going so well, there were tiny instances in which Jungkook still preoccupied your thoughts.

Seeing you and Yoongi together must have bothered him but he couldn't do much about it. Still his demeanor changed a lot. He wasn't the same cheerful, bratty, and easy going guy anymore. He wouldn't laugh at jokes, he wouldn't try to make everyone laugh.

He preferred to be alone now.

The rest of the members would invite him to places but even then he seemed distant or uninterested.

On your birthday the guys surprised you with a cake. They sang and gave you gifts. Yoongi kissed your cheek and they all had heart eyes suddenly.

Jungkook was putting on a good face in front of the other staff members but he did congratulate you as everyone was busy talking.

"I got you something....it would look weird if I didn't. Happy Birthday." He handed you a small bag.

You nodded. "Thanks. Don't feel like you have to from now on. A card is fine. I appreciate the effort though." You gave him a sad smile.

It did feel odd not celebrating with him the way you could have.

Namjoon came just in time to break the awkward moment. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah." You answered gratefully. "Are you guys off the practice now?"

"Yeah." He exhaled. "We'll buy you a real birthday dinner soon though. I promise."

"I can't wait. I'll order the most expensive steak." You teased, following him back to the other side of the room where Yoongi finished distributing slices of cake to people.

"We're leaving now. I'll see you in the morning." He said, feeding you a bite of cake.

"Okay." You smiled. "Thanks for my surprise party."

"Go home afterwards. Don't work on your birthday."

You scoffed. He worked on his birthday.

He kissed your cheek again and everyone let out a collective "WAAAAOOOOW," complimenting him on his skills as a boyfriend.

You pushed him and he walked out of there smugly. The members were sure to tease him once you weren't in sight anymore. The staff made you flustered and embarrassed, but you appreciated their participation in your surprise.

Any worries you had of their judgement was stupid. That evening proved that you were a part of their huge family. Some expressed their hopes that you would stay for a long time and you hoped so too.

While the day had gone by quite well, your walk home alone made you feel a bit lonely. You missed Yoongi for real now.

He was busy so you couldn't do anything about it.

This feeling reminded you of what the explained about being in a hotel room after a concert. The excitement and momentary high would come crashing down once you were alone with your thoughts.

That feeling would go away after a relaxing bath so that's what you did.

As your dried your hair you spotted Jungkook's present on the table where you left it.

The bag was small and gold. If this present was expensive then it would feel weird accepting it. A part of you regretted not checking right there and then. On the other hand, you would only be able to return it to him in private.

Propping the bag open, you spotted an envelope and a small card.

A gift card which had no information on it other than the account number and security code.

You opened the envelope and read the letter.

Happy Birthday....

I didn't know what else to say other than I'm sorry things are different this time around. Still, it didn't feel right not getting you anything.

It's a gift card for anywhere. Use it anyway you want. There's no limit but it expires in a six months. Yoongi has a favorite restaurant by the Han River. You probably know the one. Maybe you should bring him there sometime.

You couldn't help but chuckle at the thought of Yoongi's face if you offered to cover a tab that was quite expensive.

The restaurant Yoongi liked would end in a night costing about a thousand dollars.

There's no way you could take him there and use Jungkook's money to cover it.

You put the card back in to the envelope and bag, then set it aside to give it back later.

When Yoongi asked about it the next morning, you said it was a gift card to a coffee shop. He scoffed and asked how much it was. You had to make up a sensible number so you said $100.

"You deserve at least an unlimited use card." He sighed. "Just toss it out. You don't need it anyways, just use my card."

"So you can take advantage of me owing you? No thanks."

"I would never." He said unconvincingly.

"It would be kind of hot if you did though." You admitted.

He shrugged. "Well..if you really want me to. We can make that happen."

You chuckled. "We?"

"I still haven't given you your present." He said shying away.

"I thought the party was my present. It was great. I wish you guys could have stayed."

"Me too. I couldn't just leave it at that though." He reached into his back pocket and took out two rectangular sheets of paper.

He held them up to your face and smiled. "Two tickets to New York City. How about you show me around the Chinatown you love so much?"

"What?!" You screeched and inspected the flight tickets. "When?"

"Before the tour starts. One good trip before the hard work begins."

"Just us two?"

"Mhm." He nodded.

You screamed and hugged him, thrilled like a child on their favorite birthday. "YES!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you. I love you so much. I promise you're going to have the best time."

"Don't worry about me. I figured you've probably gotten homesick one time or another so why not go just for a weekend? I want you to make the most of it."

"I love you so much." You hugged him back gratefully.

"You're just saying that because I'm spoiling you." He teased.

"No, I mean it. If I say it too regularly you'll get sick of me."

You were being serious but he laughed. "No. I love you. I would be dead without you."

"Then what were you before we got close? Before we met?"

"Don't bring that up. I was a jerk. I've changed. I'm more considerate now. Look at how well I spoil you." He pouted.

"You're right. You always give me more than I could ever give you." You sighed.

"I don't think so. Anyways, you shouldn't be worried about how much you give me or I give you. That's not the type of relationship we have. You said it already. You love me and that's enough for me. I love you, is that enough for you?"

"Yeah. No need for romance or anything like that, although you sound really romantic right now." You smiled.

"I'm trying." He admitted.

"That's enough." You acknowledged, kissing him again.

It felt good settling the issue of affection for each other. PDA, gifts, kinds words...they were nice but they weren't necessary all the time. Despite his worries, his love was enough for you. It always was.

Establishing that once more seemed silly. You loved him more and more each day and it was a strange feeling because you never loved someone like that before.

You wondered if it was the same for him.

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Packing for the trip became a fun pastime. You visited store after store, exploring the markets and building up more excitement as the day grew closer.

Returning the gift to Jungkook flew out of your mind that week until you noticed the small, gold bag on your dresser one day after doing laundry.

Sighing, you grabbed the bag and headed on over to the building.

He wasn't hard to find. Jungkook was in the gym, but working out alone instead of during regular training hours with the group.

When he noticed you walk in, he was on the treadmill.

Before, he would just slow down and you guys would talk. Maybe you would exercise too.

Today he hopped off and grabbed a towel to wipe the sweat off his face.

You took slow steps towards him and he saw the bag in your hand.

"Hey." He said, pretending like he didn't know why you were here.

"I can't accept this." You said apologetically.

"I know. I just needed an excuse to talk to you." He said.

"What?" You scoffed.

"He hasn't signed the contract Y/N."

You were going to go off on him for lying but his words were so serious.

Hurt registered on your face but you refused to believe him. Then again why would he lie at this point? It's been weeks.

"He hasn't signed the contract yet and I don't think he's going to."

"Yes he did. He promised he would."

"So he's been lying? To who?"

"I know what you're trying to do. I'm leaving." You dropped the bag then turned around but he grabbed your arm, and pulled you closer, making you face him again.

He was right against you now, face to face.

"I'm only looking out for you. He's lying right to your face. How could you be so blindingly in love? Haven't you noticed the members being different around him?"

They had been more distant but you assumed it was because the comeback date was near. Everyone was busy and tensions were running high. Yoongi just preferred extra time to relax.

"Let go of me." You replied sternly.

"I told you he didn't care, but you do. You wouldn't be so calm about this otherwise. That's when I knew he probably lied to you."

"Well you know how to fix this so just do it already." You retorted.

"I'm not sorry, I'm sorry for you. I won't apologize to him. Not when he's the one lying to you everyday."

"Let go of me Jungkook. You have no business treating me this way. We're strangers now. You shouldn't even be talking to me informally."

He looked at you angrily and let go. "I'm sorry. It won't happen again." He said sternly. "Just remember what I said; when he breaks your heart, don't come to me. I'm the one who won't accept your apology."

Without responding to his nonsense, you finally left. Your legs were practically running away.

Doubting Yoongi wasn't your first thought, it was finding him and telling him about the bullshit Jungkook just pulled.

He was just trying to make Yoongi the bad guy again.

If anything happened you promised to tell Yoongi and that's what you planned on doing.

"Where are you? I need to see you."

"Home. I just got here. Why? Did something happen?"

"I'm fine. It's better if I explain in person." You exhaled. "I'll be there soon."

"I'll pick you up."

"No." You replied quickly. "I want to be out of the building. Jungkook is here."

"Okay, I'll meet you halfway."

With that you headed off towards the subway. It was only a ten minute walk from the building but it was hot.

The convenience store had a good lemonade so you quickly purchased one and went towards the station.

On the way there you saw people going about their day, laughing and smiling but you couldn't do the same.

The more you thought about the guys demeanor around Yoongi the more Jungkook's story made sense.

Stop thinking about it. Yoongi's going to clear things up. There's no point in doubting him. He wouldn't lie about something like this.

"Did he do something again?"

"It's partly my fault. I was going to return the gift card. I thought it would prove to him that we really are done. It wasn't a gift card...I didn't want you to be offended...I wasn't so I lied..."

"What was it?"

"An actual card with no limit. He wanted me to use it within six months. He even suggested I take you out one day. Turns out it was all an excuse to get me to meet him. He knew I wouldn't accept it." You frowned.

"You should have told me you were going to return it. Anyways I'm not mad." He reached for your hand. "What happened when you returned it?"

"He said you didn't sign the contract. He said he wanted me to know the truth but it's a lie right? You signed it."

"I didn't." He admitted right away.

You pulled your hand away from his. "You didn't?"

"Y/N, I know I said I would but I was just waiting until the day before."

"For what? For you to change your mind?"

"I keep changing my mind. I don't know what else to say."

You looked down disappointed, "I get that seven years is a lot...but if I were in your position and I had millions of fans who are counting on me I would sign it without hesitation."

"You're not in my position. There's more to this than just fans."

"Is it not worth it? All the shitty things you have to do? Is it not worth it to know that you're helping someone out, somewhere?"

He chuckled. "Who's helping me huh?"

"I am. That's the whole reason why I came here in the first place. Bang PD was afraid this would happen, that's why he hired me. I'm supposed to make your life easier."

You realized then that you were actually doing a terrible job.

"We don't understand each other..that's fine, but I asked you before, is my love enough for you or is this going to be the reason we break up?"

He was turning this on you.

You felt like you were going in circles. Every other time you saw him you were either ecstatic or sobbing.

This wasn't the person you wanted to be.

He might have felt normal and at peace with you but your world was chaotic around him. It was becoming exhausting.

"No...because I can put up with a lot if I really love someone. That's how I show affection I guess." You said, realizing this for the first time.

It made sense now, all the trauma you went through with your ex. It was your biggest flaw. It was what made you so annoyingly weak.

That's not love. You imagined Jungkook saying....

"Be honest with yourself Y/N. Will you still love me if I don't sign that contract?"

"Be honest with yourself. Will you really not sign the contract?"

"I don't know." He said honestly. "It feels like we're talking in circles...I guess this is why they say never mix your personal life with business. It just gets messy."

"It's harder than I imagined...." You agreed.

"So what's your answer? Will you still love me?"

You took a deep breath. "It's not a switch Yoongi....of course I will."

He exhaled. "I was going crazy for a second. I thought you were done with me."

"I'm gonna go for a walk." You said.

"Wait. I wanted to take you out for lunch."

"I just want to be alone right now."

"Are you upset?"

"Yes. You lied to me. This whole time I thought you signed the contract already. There's a huge chance you won't sign it and that makes me question who you really are. We can agree to disagree but that doesn't me I'm not mad. I need time to get over it."

"Time? Away from me?"

"No, just time to think. I'll see you when I get home okay?"

"Y/N, I'm sorry for lying. Don't go. Let's have lunch."

"I'll meet you for dinner. I promise." You began walking away and he let you go.

He was giving you your space and you liked that, but Jungkook's words kept coming back.

Selfish. You were being selfish right? It was Yoongi's life after all........

How could you of all people judge him? You left the fame and fortune behind at record speed.

Yet, this bad feeling wouldn't leave your body. It was hard to believe that he was capable of doing such a thing to his fans this far into it. It had been years.

You didn't have many hardcore fans looking up to you. They were mostly ****'s fans, and only your fan by association. Producers didn't usually get much attention but your name was everywhere only because of him.

Yoongi was more than a producer. He was a star, an idol to many. They adored him because he made their day in the smallest of ways. A simple picture of him, a simple video. That's all it took to keep them going.

How could he just walk away from them?

And if he did, there was no doubt that you would still love him but what does that make you?

Someone blinded by love, like Jungkook said?

Someone refusing to see your partner's flaws? Or someone putting their own beliefs aside and trying to understand the other person?

You never met Yoongi for dinner that day. Instead you sent him a message telling him you'd be back in a week's time.

No one had seen or heard from you during that time period.

You needed space and Bang PD was fine with that. What he didn't expect was a whole three week absence. No one expected it and no one thought it was alright. They knew something was off, but it wasn't your fault.

The final day of your one week break was a really gloomy one. The hotel provided you with a voucher to a nearby noodle restaurant. It was the perfect comfort food during the cloudy weather.

The food was so good you returned for dinner in the evening. It was a late dinner, around 11 PM. By then the fog had settled, making visibility very difficult. You couldn't see past a few yards.

The owner was kind enough to give you an umbrella in case it rained on your walk back to your hotel.

Sleepy, you headed back through the thick foggy streets. No one was out anymore. Hardly any cars were on the road.

Everywhere you looked, an eery and haunting street looked back at you.

Refusing to let your fear get the best of you, with umbrella in hand doubling as a weapon, you trekked on.

Your imagination would keep you company as you made your way back. A part of you contemplated just going back home to Yoongi. You could always go back to the hotel in the morning to check out.

Longing tugged at your emotions as you read his text messages full of apologies and I miss you's.

Some of his messages clearly showed that he was upset.

Time, I'll give that to you. But a week? It's too much. Come back home. Do I have to beg? He would say.

Rereading his messages actually put a smile on your face. At least he was actively trying to get you back home. It was funny thinking about how he went about writing you all these texts, but it also made you feel a bit sadistic.

You found yourself walking and reading his texts again. A car's tired squealed, trying to come to a half but it was too late. The phone dropped from your hands as you were catapulted a couple of yards down the street.

No one knew what happened until Jungkook received a call from the hospital.

He was still your primary contact stored in your phone since it was programmed to highlight the number you've called the most.

The number of calls you had with Yoongi didn't surpass the ones you've had with Jungkook just yet.

You didn't get around to changing it manually, by the time the accident occurred.

Jungkook saw Yoongi head into Bang PD's office. He hurried and placed his ear by the door.

Bang PD didn't sound as cheerful as usual. He sounded angry.

"I don't know where she is." Yoongi said.

"This can turn into a missing persons case. I will file a report if I don't see her by the end of the day, so if you're hiding her, now is the time to stop. This isn't what I expected when I allowed her to come to this company under your training. You of all people, I assumed, was responsible enough to not date a staff member. I only allowed this because it was you. Now look at the situation."

"I don't know where she is." Yoongi raised his voice in a panic. "I don't know what else to do."

"Find her. Read through your messages maybe she left some evidence. Call her family. Ask the guys. Don't just hide out in your studio. Is this what love does to you? It pulls you away from your family? I heard there's issues with Jungkook."

"And you assume it's because of me? He's not the little golden maknae that can do no wrong."

Jungkook stepped away from the door and headed back to the practice room.

He even went through his own messages with you to see if maybe you had ever mentioned a place you wanted to go to. Someplace you could be at, hiding.....but from who?

Why would you want to hide from him? His actions weren't enough to warrant that kind of response.

The following day there was a photoshoot. The scene was similar to one of a long time ago. A house party.

Jungkook waited patiently to get Yoongi alone after it was over but he was no where to be seen back in the dressing rooms.The other members had left to eat at a nearby restaurant.

He was about to give up searching for him when he heard a loud crashing sound, and then another.

Yoongi was destroying the set, pushing bottles and cups and decorations off a table. He was yelling, seemingly having a mental breakdown.

"Hey." Jungkook placed a hand on his shoulder and Yoongi spun around, shoving the hand away.

"GO." Yoongi screamed.

"Calm down." Jungkook hugged him tightly, hoping to prevent him from hurting himself.

Yoongi smirked and shook his head. He couldn't believe the kid was trying to help him.

He shoved him into the wall. Jungkook's back hit the wall with a decent amount of force.

Yoongi stepped back and Jungkook just glared at him.

"Just tell us where she is you selfish bastard!" Jungkook stepped forwards and punched him in the face.

Yoongi fell back in a stumble, lip bleeding and eyes piercing right back at Jungkook. How could he even dare mention you?

Jungkook was pissed but he was worried. He grabbed Yoongi's shirt and pulled him upright. "Just tell me where she is."

Yoongi grabbed his collar, disgusted by Jungkook's concern. "This is your fault." He growled, pushing him into the nearby couch.

Jungkook's ribs hit the edge of the seat. He grimaced and watched as Yoongi picked up a chair. For a moment the thought Yoongi was crazy enough to hit him with it.

Instead he threw it at the mirror and it shattered into a million pieces.

The other staff members finally came running in, and they saw the mirror. Yoongi left but Jungkook stayed right there sitting in front of the couch, feeling only two things.

The first was how much he hated Yoongi. The second was how much he missed you.

When you woke up, the doctors explained what happened. A major concussion and from the looks of it, some memory loss. You couldn't believe that two weeks had passed since the accident. In fact, you couldn't even remember the accident or the day of. The last thing you remembered was prepping for a barbeque party. Everyone was supposed to come.

"The following days will give us some insight as to whether or not your memory will come back. It might come back slowly or it might not come back at all. Nonetheless you'll probably be home by the end of the week."

With that the doctor left you to the nurse who was more than kind.

"You're being moved to a larger suite. Don't worry about the bills or anything work related. Your guardian just found out today about your whereabouts. He's on the way now."

"Aren't visiting hours over? Will he be able to come in?" You asked, checking the time on the clock mounted on the wall.

You didn't have your phone. It was kept as evidence against the driver. He was actually speeding. A dumb move when the fog levels were so thick.

You didn't remember any of it however, it was just what the police had written in their report.

"He can only come after visiting hours, for privacy reasons." The nurse explained with a knowing smile.

"Ahh, right." You forgot that your friends were famous for a second.

You didn't know who was coming. Guardianship was still something new to you.

How crazy it must be if they called Bang PD.

Once you got settled in the new room, Jungkook burst through the door, breathless and just standing there staring.

"Jungkook." You smiled.

He gave you a confused look and took slow steps towards you. "Y/N." He said.

He seemed at a loss for words.

"Come sit." You moved over, patting the small space next to you.

He didn't sit. "Are you okay? Do you need anything?"

"I'm fine. Did I scare you guys? They said you guys had no idea where I was until today."

"They called me. No one else knows right now besides Bang PD. We thought..."

"That I died?" You sighed.

He looked away, holding back tears.

"Come sit." You pleaded.

He shook his head. "I can't."

"Why?" You asked.

"Don't you remember?" He looked into your eyes.

"I can't remember anything. Last thing I do remember is shopping for a trip. Yoongi didn't tell you guys about it but I wanted you to come." You smiled.

He finally sat down and threw his arms around you, resting his head on your shoulder.

"I'm really sorry." He said, getting choked up.

"For what?" You asked, hugging him back despite your confusion. "Kookie, what's wrong?"

Did he feel guilty for something? He wasn't with you the time of the accident. Maybe he was supposed to pick you up...

"I'm fine now." You assured him. "This just happened. No one could've prevented it. Did we fight the day of or something? It doesn't matter now. You know I could never really hate you right?"

He pulled away and looked down. "You're memory is months behind."

"Months?" You exclaimed. "But the album..."

He laughed. "Your memory is months behind but you did work on it. You are credited. You just don't remember."

"Is this amusing to you?" You nudged him. "Do you know how worried I was? I can't imagine what was going through your head these past few weeks."

"No one knew what happened. A part of me thought you left. Not back to the States, but somewhere else. I knew you were capable of doing that. Do you remember what you told me? About why you came here..about him?"

"Mhm." You nodded. "If I really did that, I would at least leave you a note or something. I'm sorry I scared you."

A yawn escaped your lips and he got off the bed. "Are you sleepy? Get some rest."

"No, stay." You held his hand. "I'm just weak. I haven't eaten since I've regained consciousness but they said I could eat. Plus, you have to fill me in on everything that's happened."

"That's a lot to unpack in one night. How about we discuss that stuff tomorrow. I'll get you some food and I'll stay with you tonight. We can play video games if you still remember how to."

"This kid." You shook your head. "Obviously I do and I can still beat you."

"Wow, your memory is really messed up isn't it? You've never beaten me." He said smugly.

You laughed and it hurt the tiniest bit but it was tolerable.

"I'll be back soon okay? Don't forget." He let go of your hand and walked backwards towards the door.

"I won't, but hurry." You pleaded.

He stayed overnight. The nurse came in to check on you only once more. She asked if you guys needed another bed.

"No, it's fine." Jungkook replied quickly.

You nudged him. "You move a lot in the mornings."

"Aren't you cold?" He said and you resigned.

The nurse left.

After a few hours of gaming, you were yawning every minute.

"Are you ready to go to sleep?" Jungkook asked.

"Can you tell me about some of the things I don't remember?"

"Okay." He said lying down and giving you his arm as your headrest. "Like what?"

You hugged him and he fixed the lone blanket you had to share. "Did we go on the trip? All of us?"

"Yeah." He answered.

"What else happened that day? Anything funny?"

"Very funny."

"Tell me, why aren't you saying more."

"Because I don't know how you'll react."

"Just tell me, please. It doesn't feel good losing your memory."

"A really funny thing happened actually." He teased.

"Fine, don't tell me." You sighed. "Good night."

"You became my girlfriend." He stated.

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Part 6

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Tangled Mess: The Park

Summary: You texted Hoseok asking to meet up at the park you met at. Hoseok is nervous.

Paring: Hoseok x GN Reader, Yoongi x Jungkook

Genre: Soulmate AU, Grad School AU, Young Professional AU, Angst, Fluff

Warnings: A Breakup

Word Count: 787 words

A/N: One more wrap up! I hope you all enjoyed this series as much asI have~

Tag List: @@daisies-and-dandelionpuffs

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Hoseok looked around the park, taking in the familiar green spaces, the people resting in the sunlight, and the dogs running around. Once again, he’s at the closest park to his apartment. Normally he only spends time here when his work was extremely stressful. Long days stuck in the library made Hoseok yearn for a bit of fresh air and green. Somehow being here for a reason other than that filled him with a sense of wrongness and anxiety. For too long this place has been associated with releasing stress and exhaustion, but less stress during the semester was different than less stress during a break.

You were late. Hoseok didn’t know why you’d texted him asking to meet here already but now you were late and that was making him more confused. You weren’t often late to things. In fact, unless something was actively delaying you, you often were waiting for Hoseok by the time he arrived.

“Excuse me!” A child ran up to him, their eyes shy and apprehensive, and they barely looked at Hoseok. They looked anxious and that made him feel worse, “Do you think you could take a photo of me and my dog? My mom is off somewhere and I need this photo now.”

They held out a battered phone.

Hoseok nodded slowly, taking the phone and watching the child run off to a dog by the water fountain. After taking these photos, he would ask the kid if they needed help finding their mom. The kid seemed too anxious to be here without their mom.

After taking a few photos though, the kid ran up and grabbed the phone and ran away. Hoseok turned around calling out to the kid to make sure they were ok but quickly the words were silenced.

You were standing with a big bouquet of flowers and giving the kid a wad of money.

“What’s happening here?” Hoseok asked as he got closer, confusion growing as the kid giggled and ran away.

“My cousin wanted to help.” You said with a shrug, a small smile stuck on your face as you took Hoseok in.

“Help with what?”

You took in a deep breath, “Well… I… Gosh this is hard and I practiced it.”

Hoseok came closer, rubbing your shoulder to try to comfort you, “You got this. There’s no rush.”

Except Hoseok was wishing you’d spit it out. This was very nerve wracking. His fool heart was screaming at the flowers but his mind thought had no idea what this would possibly be (because it couldn’t be a confession). Why had you paid a kid to get Hoseok to take photos? Why did you have flowers? Why were you so nervous?

“All the time I’ve known you, you’ve been so thoughtful and kind. I really… like that about you. You’re considerate of everyone and work hard to make space for them. You shine so much. And your so passionate about everything, it’s breathtaking. All this to say, I like you romantically. I know you have a crush on someone and I don’t mean to confess so that you don’t confess to them, but it was on my mind so much and the more I thought about it, the more I realized that I had to tell you because otherwise I’d be full of so much regret. And these flowers are for you, you don’t have to accept them but I just felt like someone as amazing as you deserved something with a confession but Jungkook told me not to do a marching band or a banner or something too over the top.”

“You… like… me?” Hoseok asked slowly, his mind barely computing.

You nodded, holding out the bouquet for him.

Slowly he took it and smelled it. He’d never been given a bouquet from a romantic partner or potential romantic partner before.

“You don’t have to respond or accept! I honestly don’t expect you to. I just had to share. I hope that you’re able to date your crush and that it’s a long lasting relationship. We might need to talk about boundaries and stuff but I don’t mind that. I want what’s best for you.”

Hoseok looked down at their pinkies. Their hands were so close together that the string was smaller than a pen. Moving his hand closer, the string to smaller. Grabbing your hand, he watched as the string almost disappeared.

“When Jieun said I had a crush, they were referring to you.”

A large smile grew on your face, “Me?”

He nodded, readjusting the bouquet and pulling you into a hug. It was awkward because he also refused to let go of your hand but it was magical to Hoseok.

“You.”

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wonkiewolfie · 5 years

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Helloooo !! Could i possibly request a yoonkok drabble of the two of them cuddling and stargazing??? Thank you! 💜

IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG!!! It took me a few days to get into the right mindset, but I’m finally happy with it. I think it’s really cute. You said yoonkok but I’m pretty sure that was a typo and you meant Yoonkook. So here is Yoonkook stargazing—kind of. (The gif has nothing to do with the story btw. I just think it’s cute.)

It was a quiet night at the dorm. Everyone had gone to bed—all but Yoongi. He couldn’t sleep and found himself out on the back porch, staring up at the sky. It was crystal clear, but the city lights drowned out the stars.

He walked out onto the grass, and laid down, staring straight up at the empty sky again. He sighed to himself. It’s not like he was out there to look at the stars, but it would have been nice to see them.

It was completely silent outside; it was near two in the morning, after all.

“Hyung?” A quiet voice broke the silence.

Yoongi tilted his head back, looking for the person who uttered the question. “Jungkook-ah? Why are you up?”

The maknae stepped out onto the grass, sitting beside Yoongi. “I could ask you the same thing. Can’t sleep?”

Yoongi looked back up at the sky. “Yeah. I just needed some fresh air.”

Jungkook nodded, remaining quiet. After a few moments without any words being said, Jungkook moved to lay in the grass next to his group mate. He put both of his hands behind his head, glancing over at the older boy.

“Do you need to talk about something?” Jungkook offered.

Yoongi chuckled at the younger’s caring tone. “No, I’m okay. I just wanted to come outside,” he looked over at his dongsaeng with a small smile. “It’s nice out tonight, don’t you think?”

Jungkook smiled back. “Yeah, it is.”

Yoongi looked over at Jungkook, who looked back at him. Jungkook stretched his arm out to his hyung. Yoongi smiled, rolling over to rest his head on Jungkook’s shoulder and slinging an arm around him.

“It’s really nice,” Jungkook repeated, wrapping his arms around his hyung.

#yoonkook #bts #kpop #fanfic #fan fiction #min yoongi #suga #jeon jungkook #jungkook #lovely anon #thank you for your request!#request

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taehyungeuphoria-main · 6 years

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New chapter on 'Icarus' on ao3 😭 Just go read at https://archiveofourown.org/works/14557038/chapters/33636240

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violantheluna · 6 years

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Let's Play Pretend moodboard for @always-somewhere's ongoing soulmate fic 🎇✨ 😭

#bangtan #bts moodboard #yoonkook #sugakookie #my edits #vi edits #violanthe #always-somewhere #jungkook #yoongi #suga #bts fan fiction #bts soulmate au

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starryeyedinspiration · 6 years

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Fight Club // Chapter Three

“So let me get this straight.. you got pissed off at each other, beat each other up, had a heart to heart whilst drinking and then called Namjoon because you realized you were bleeding?” Jin asks with his arms crossed looking between the two of us.

“Jin you don’t get it, we felt things. We don’t do that. There was nothing we could do.” Yoongi slurred as I nodded my head vigorously.

Jin’s face pinched together at that “You don’t feel things?” His voice sounding strained and the tips of his ears are starting to turn red.

“Jin, Jinnie, Jinothy, that sounds weird can I call you Jin?” He pinches the bridge of his nose and sighs.

“Jin, Yoongi and I we’re like.. like.. Naruto and Sauske!” It’s Yoongi’s turn to nod and he holds his hand out to high five me. We miss and he cracks up.

“That explains nothing!” He walks out of the kitchen “Namjoon I’m letting your idiots bleed out. They’re shinobi they should be able to handle it.” There’s a muffled ‘what the hell’ and a slamming door.

“Ooh, we got in trouble.” I laugh. I look over at Yoongi to see his face he’s gotten serious. “What?”

“I think we could be shinobi.” He says with a straight face. “Hell yeah, we could!” I laugh so hard my sides hurt. “I’m going to be the next Hokage.” Yoongi smiles at me “Believe it!” He hits my back and I fall off the counter. I mumble a dammit and look up to see Namjoon facepalming harder than I’ve ever seen anyone facepalm in my life.

“What the hell guys?” I shrug against a chorus of Yoongi’s laugh. “Come on, I have a case meeting in three hours and you pissed Jin off we need to figure out what to do with you.” He holds his hand out to help me and after a couple fumbled misses I take it and he pulls me up. His phone starts to ring “I have to take this, get out of Jin’s kitchen before you break something and he beats both of you up.” He answers the phone and motions in the general direction of the living room.

We walk down the hallway “Why in the hell are there so many pictures of Jin on the wall?” Yoongi falls on the couch and I spin to look at the media center. “There’s so many, when did we do this?” I go to sit in the recliner that turns out is a few more feet behind me. I fall with a thump and lean back on the seat. Yoongi laughs “Because we’re at Namjin’s dumbass.” I let out a little ‘oh’ and laugh with him.

“Why does our apartment look exactly like Joon’s?” He throws a hand in what I presume is a shrug “S’cause he bought all of our shit when he bought his shit.” His hand falls back down beside him “Buying furniture is the worst! Have you ever been to IKEA? It’s so big they have to put cafeterias in them.” He says so seriously it makes me laugh.

Namjoon comes into the living room still on the phone “See you in a bit.” He hangs up and starts to say something before he sees me on the ground “Why are you always on the ground?” I shrug - still laughing “Stop shrugging at me.” He sighs and helps me up again just to push me on top of Yoongi.

“Get off.” He shoves my shoulder. “Don’t push me.” “You weigh a thousand pounds, you’re killing me” He slurs.

“For the love of God, stop bickering.” Namjoon again, sighs. Yoongi sits up and I move next to him. “I’m-”

“Sorry, Dad.” He pauses “Jesus, I’m never letting either of you drink again. I called Tae, he and Jimin are coming to get you.” I groan. “What? What is it?” He asks.

“I love him Joon and I’m messed up, like fucked up” Yoongi points at Namjoon then points at me, “The kids say lit.” I nod and gesture to Yoongi “Right, thank you. I love him and I’m hella lit so I don’t know what the hell is going to come out of my mouth. You don’t expect me to be able to control myself.” Yoongi throws his arm around me “The boy is whipped!”

“No, who would expect you to control yourself? And thank you Yoongi, enlightening.” He runs his hands down his face. “Listen, I’m sorry Jungkookie but I have to prepare and Jin’s about to leave for work. I’d take you if I could.” I collapse back against the couch. “You’re the worst, go get Jin. He called us shinobis.” Namjoon’s phone rings again “Jin! The children!” he answers and walks back the way he came.

Jin comes from the direction of the bedrooms dressed in his scrubs “Ay yo, look Yoon it’s McDreamy.” Jin cracks a smile “Flattery will get you nowhere, kid. I ask you to at least try to keep your mouth shut around Tae, I think sober you will thank you.” He checks his phone “I mean it would be funny but do it for sober Jungkook. I have to finish getting ready for my shift. Stay.” He points at both of us.

“Yes, sir!” Yoongi and I salute in sync before falling into a pit of giggles. The doorbell rings and I immediately stopped laughing

“Shit.”

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7joonie · 5 years

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fics I’ve read ♡

i’m making this post so i can keep all my favorite fics in one place!! lots of different ships, and the stories range from fluffy to smutty to both and everywhere in between, but i loved them all omg, they’re not really organized in any particular way, but here take them. also, i formatted this on desktop, so i’m sorry if it looks weird on mobile ♡

wonder by wordcouture (jikook, rated teen & up, 7604 words)

["I wanted to surprise you."

Jungkook feels tears prickling at the edges of his eyes again as he digs a small, thin book from the large pocket in his new pants. The Little Prince. "Me too."]

au: apocalypse / space opera

the superior jikook fic!!

will absolutely make you ugly cry

up we go by oh_hey_tae (taegimin, rated teen & up, 100331 words)

[Warmth. The memory of it. Sun-drenched earth beneath his feet. A piano song, shivering in the morning air. Wet handprints on his shirt, his waist. Laughter. The scent of orange blossoms and cypress.

“We,” Taehyung starts, grasping at his chest where his heart has begun to hum. “We… Have we…?”]

au: modern with magic / witchcraft

tw: implied/referenced character death, references to depression and suicide/suicidal thoughts, anxiety

this might be my favorite fic i’ve read, it’s so beautifully written

it broke my heart into a billion pieces and then put it back together (mostly...i feel bittersweet okay)

i just really love poly fics

lots of fluff, romance, hurt/comfort

slow burn

happy ending

i cried a lot, just read this fic okay??

canvas by daebon (yoonseok, rated E, 94922 words)

[When Hoseok had told the elder that he wanted to make love to him, he hadn't lied. Of all the things to fall from his lips in the last few months, this was the only truth. That first messy time in this very place had felt like heaven, like a sweet dream coaxed from him during a lazy afternoon nap, but this feels heady and consuming, like a strange rite of passage. He knows he'll never be the same after this, but neither will Yoongi.]

au: non-famous/normal life

tw: implied/referenced sexual assault, some internalized homophobia

the amount of angst in this fic almost killed me

there’s softness too

smut of the artsy variety!!

hoseok is an artist and yoongi is his muse

stripper jungkook & jimin

angst with a happy ending

lovely bloodflow by aetoms (taekook, rated M, 5246 words)

[“If we’re never able to marry here, promise me we’ll go somewhere else, that we’ll fly to some place pretty and far away from here…?” It came out as a question at the time, the hesitation present in his voice. Jeongguk didn’t know what he had to be hesitant about.

“Oh, darling,” he had said on a sigh, ruffling his fingers through the choppy fringe that stuck to Taehyung’s forehead. “That’s a promise I intend to keep.”]

au: non-famous/normal life

tw: major character death

this fic is written so beautifully, it’s so descriptive and i could really feel the characters emotions

just know that this fic broke my heart made me sob for 20 minutes so read at your own risk!!

the castle on the hill by bellamees (yoonkook, rated M, 33098 words)

[i'm in love, jungkook thinks briefly, watching the sky change colors above them as nighttime starts its conquering. he's in love with all of them, the lost boys and their mismatched clothes, their boyish chaos, their accent, their smell of fresh paint and the blueberry lollipops stuck between their teeth.]

au: hyyh (hyyh yoonkook is superior)

yoongi is bad at feelings

angst and softness

red string of fate aka bangtan are soulmates and we been knew

bangtan are lost boys

hurt & comfort

some drunk fun times / drunken kissing

the ending of this fic had me sobbing into my pillow at 3am, seriously i just re-read the last few sentences and teared up again oh my god

read it!!

taste of your lips on me, i can't forget by locks (taekook, rated E, 2420 words)

[It started off something hot and dangerous, and the fire has yet to burn out. Jeongguk hopes it never fucking burns out. He's not just in it for the rebellion, that actually doesn't have a lot to do with this, and a lot to do with the beautiful boy that never strays far from Jeongguk's mind.]

au: church

literally this is just pure filthy smut with lots of beautiful dirty talk

church sex, porn without plot

enjoy

everything is waiting for you by 777335 (taegikook, rated teen & up, 12110 words)

[It’s both of them in his daydreams, when it aches so much that he lets himself daydream like it will ease up the pressure inside his heart. It never works, never eases up. He lets himself do it anyway, sometimes. And when he does, when he daydreams, in the little house he has built for them in his head, it’s the three of them and their dogs and their bed is big so they can curl up and look at the rain out the window and talk and talk and talk, Taehyung’s voice like riptides and Jeongguk’s voice like tide pools, and both of them rogue waves and—

them.]

au: non-famous/normal life

soft soft soft, omg so soft, pure fluff

this fic left me feeling so happy and warm, i just really love poly taegikook

so much love, just read this, it’ll make you happy i promise

to live again by mindheist (taekook, rated E, 29984 words)

[“I love you more than anybody.”

“You can’t.”

“I can, and I do,” Taehyung says. His voice is tired, but stubborn, the dreamy haze of his orgasm dissolving in the wake of his insistence.

“I love you too.” It sounds like a dirty secret, the way Jeongguk whispers it for only Taehyung to hear, but Taehyung cups them in his hands like newborn black-and-scarlet koi. “First I love you, too.”]

au: historical

tw: some light violence

forbidden love!!

smut

this fic is so original!! omg i love it

pov of namjoon reading the historical book of taekook’s story

this fic made me cry, it’s so beautiful and bittersweet and it really broke my heart

please read it

love, i have wounds by sharleena (taekook, rated E, 79451 words)

[There's a pause then a small laugh “I like you so fucking much.”

Jungkook smiles “I know you do.” he says, when in reality he wants to tell him that he's in love. So in love.]

au: college/university

angsty but also fluffy

lots of smut, some rough some soft

themes of loneliness and depression

friends with benefits turned lovers

artist tae, photographer kook

they are so in love it’s SICK and twisted

light themes of abuse so be aware

this fic feels so real!! please read it

bad boy by xiajin (yoonkook, rated M, 26427 words)

[“you scared?” yoongi murmurs against the kiss marks on his neck, pasting over the ugliness left there underneath. jungkook scoffs, pushing at his shirt, begging closer. “i don’t scare easily.”

“how did i get so lucky to meet you?” yoongi asks, marvels, voice heavy with the weight of his breath.]

au: college/university

tw: themes of possessiveness/stalking/unhealthy relationship dynamics so be aware

angsty and soft

this fic scared me, but in a good way

angsty yoongi

they’re both whipped af omg so in love

kinda slow burn

some violence/sexual assault (not between main characters)

they’re both subtle / not so subtle sociopaths what can i say

it’s also written in all lowercase which for some reason i love

this fic shocked me and it’s written so well, it’s so DARK DARK DARK and the writer really draws you in, i just really love it okay?

strawberries & cigarettes by notyoongs (yoonkook, rated E, 129328 words)

[“you are so special, jeongguk,” says yoongi. “did you know that? i feel very, very lucky to know you. i feel very lucky that you choose to show me parts of your heart like that.”

“i trust you with it,” whispers jeongguk. “my heart, i mean.”

“i’ll keep it safe, then,” says yoongi. “i promise.”]

au: non-famous/normal life

mutual pining

CUTE CUTE CUTE i was blushing reading this fic

slow slow slow burn omg so slow

SOFT, shy jungkook, soft bad boy yoongi

so much great fluff, very light angst

some smut

so freaking cute, so much love, omg read this now

384.400 km by bellamees (yoonkook, rated GA, 6457 words)

[“i met someone like you once,” yoongi huffs. “he was in love with the sky, too.”

“i’m not— in love,” jungkook sniffs, shifting on his weight. “you can’t love something like that.”

“ah.” and something of the likes of bittersweetness stains yoongi’s face. “yeah, i guess not.”]

au: magical realism

i’m tearing up right now as i type this

this fic is so beautiful and bittersweet

i cried a lot

please read this fic it’s going to hurt you so much but it’s so beautiful

logical thinking by only_a_fangirl (namgiseok, rated E, 135153 words)

[“Let go,” Namjoon says, locking eyes with Hoseok. “We’re all close. You can come, let go.”]

canon compliant

this is literally pure filth i’m SO SORRY

rap line threesomes what more can i say

if you love me, won’t you say something by 777335 (yoonkook, rated E, 102213 words)

[“It lives in the center of my soul,” Yoongi whispers finally, opening his eyes, “how I feel about you, Jeon Jeongguk.]

au: college/university

the superior yoonkook fic!!!! omg it’s my favorite

mutual pining

they are both oblivious and WHIPPED

sloooowwww burn

tons of domesticity and time jumps *chef’s kiss*

some smut

soft af!!

bangtan friend group!!

some drunk fun times

light angst

i know i already said this but it’s the superior yoonkook fic

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