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#you get a good grade in ask game. something that is normal to award and to want.
catty-words · 2 months
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Top 5 poems!
it's always time for "good bones" by maggie smith in this house
i can recite "the crocodile's toothache" by shel silverstein off by heart so. that lives inside me forever and ever.
"[anyone lived in a pretty how town]" by e.e. cummings - classic
madhur anand's collection parasitic oscillations moved me - as you got an earful(eyeful?) about - but i don't think i have a favorite poem from the book. the experience of reading it simply added richness to my relationship with poetry and nature and science. only that.
"he visits my town once a year" by amir khusro
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pixiecaps · 2 years
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I remember like, the first time I saw you. I hadn’t recognized your pfp, and after seeing it a few times on my dash I decided to click. After scrolling a bit, I came to the realization I had followed you on accident (something that happens plenty to me). I usually would’ve unfollowed, but you seemed just interesting enough for me not too. A few months later, I’m surprised when you follow me back, especially since I don’t make original posts, and am not ranboo-centric.
Nowadays, you’ve managed to become one of my favorite mutuals. I always get giddy when I see you in my notifications, and 90% of the time I make note to see what post you liked and/or reblogged. It’s the “I’m getting a good grade in reblogging, something that is both possible to achieve and normal to want.”
We aren’t close mutuals, though I definitely wouldn’t mind it. I’d love to send more asks, however I’m horrific at carrying conversations and also have some social anxiety that makes me nervous. I also don’t want to intrude, as previously mentioned we aren’t close mutuals, and I don’t want to be pushy or annoying, haha. And I would start by responding to some of the posts you make that expect responses, but I don’t refresh my dashboard enough to see them in time. And I don’t know if it’d be appropriate to ask for a discord, which I’m better at checking, because I know it’s usually used for friends.
All in all though, you are funny and witty, and I often to stop and read your posts when otherwise I’d scroll. I like your opinions when you do decide to get serious, and despite some non-common interests, you present them in such a way I can easily engage in anyways. I wish you lots of love and luck, take care of yourself, and keep your chin up, king!
(P.S. sorry for the rlly long message whoops, I hope I’m not too late to send this.)
helllooo anon i think this was for the ask game:0 im sorry i didnt see this hours ago im pretty sure you sent this around the time i went to sleep but yes hii hello!!
“interesting enough” LETS FUCKING GOOO. okay! i usually follow back people i’ve seen around a lot on dash or urls i recognize in my notifs!! i must have recognized you:)
thats so sweet thank you i appreciate it😭 also wanna thank you for sticking around the idea that you’ve grown to rlly be fond of me after accidentally following me is heartwarming
ah dude don’t worry about. look i started this blog because i had horrific social anxiety and my irls were encouraging me to make new friends!! so even though i was shaking and wanted to throw up (that bad ik) i started posting and slowly but surely it wasn’t as scary anymore. it takes time so you can take your time dont feel pressured to interact if you dont want to. that being said i don’t mind if people who arent “close mutuals” send an ask or dms me. you become a close mutual by doing these things ya know😭 oh!!!! you can ask for discord too!! all mutuals are allowed to :) i however suck at holding conversations too so be aware of that lmao
AW TY!! ehehe you like my takes🤭 genuinely though i try to stay away from discourse or serious topics cus it may come off intimidating and thats the last thing i want to come off as but im glad whenever i do make a few posts like that you found it easy to engage:) i will! i am trying my best to take care of myself and for u i shall hmmm i was gonna say go outside but i already have plans to do that so it’d be disingenuous. i’ll just drink a lot of water today 👍 omg have u ever noticed theres no water bottle emoji on ios. i wait every update to see if they added one but nope. i would use that emoji so much…
anon congrats on getting the award of longest ask ever sent BAHSJD i woke up and saw this and my eyes popped in a good way
( also adding this after i posted this. i know anons dont usually like their own asks to stay hidden so i need you to know you seem lovely:D )
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1800-omi · 3 years
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scared.
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characters: sakusa x reader
warnings/genre: liberal use of italics, female reader, swearing, angst, fluff
notes: i tried to proof read as much as possible i swear
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Saying Sakusa Kiyoomi was good-looking was an understatement. Everything — from his soft skin to the way his perfect black curls fell on his forehead to his deep brown eyes — looked amazing on him. From that description alone one might say Kiyoomi is feminine, but his well built body and strong jaw say otherwise. He was pretty. Perfect balance between masculine and feminine. With that said, you couldn’t understand how Sakusa Kiyoomi had eyes for you when everyone else had eyes for him.
In fact, Kiyoomi not only had the looks, but he had the smarts too. He had perfect grades, had won so many awards, so many certificates. He had been at the top of his class ever since primary school. You weren’t sure whether there was something he has not achieved. He is the golden boy every family wanted, so when your family found out you were dating him you could say they were more than pleased.
Having known him for more than 3 years and having dated him for 2 years, you knew that being Sakusa Kiyoomi’s partner wasn’t easy. To others, you weren’t Y/N, you were Sakusa’s girlfriend. The perfect girlfriend for the perfect boy, always by his side, always supporting him. This was not necessarily a bad thing, but at times you thought whether you’d ever be more than just someone’s girlfriend. Not to mention, were you just an accessory to him too? When with him, you had this terrible desire to be loved, and still there was a horrible fear of being left behind.
Once again, you decide to put all these thoughts and insecurities aside. Letting out a soft sigh, you open the door of the café you were supposed to be meeting your boyfriend. The edge of the door shakes a little bell, causing it to ring, alerting the people in the café that someone has entered. You look around the place, eyes searching for your boyfriend.
The café was decorated beautifully, with big lilac plants planted in vases placed at the corners of the room. Each table had a little vase with a small flower on it, you never were sure whether all of them were real or not. The metal chairs were each coloured differently and looked quite vintage, each of them had a cushion placed on top of it, to make it more comfortable. The pastry and desserts the café offered also smelled wonderful. This place calmed your nerves the moment you stepped in which is why it was your favourite place to spend time in.
Looking around the café, you see Kiyoomi sitting at your usual place, at the corner. You make your way to the table he’s sitting at and sit in front of him.
“Hello, love,” he says the moment you take a seat, “how was your day?”
You take your bag off and put it on the empty chair beside you. “My day was good. I'm quite tired, though.”
“Not getting proper sleep again?” he raised an eyebrow, “you do know that's not healthy, right?”
Another thing Sakusa Kiyoomi likes to do is make sure you’re living as much of a healthy and perfect life as he is. You knew he did this out of love but sometimes you couldn't help but feel as if you couldn't keep up with him and his perfect lifestyle.
“Yes, I know. Don’t worry, I did get sleep, I just didn't get my daily coffee today.” That was a lie. You were up all night studying for your exams. The exams you have not studied nearly enough for because of the responsibilities that came with being the cheerleader’s captain.
“That’s good then.” A waitress walked to the table you were sitting in, placing two coffees and two slices of cake on it, one for each of you. “I ordered for us, I hope you don't mind.” He says and he removes his mask getting ready to sip his coffee.
“Thank you, you always know what I like.” you smile at him before looking down at your slice of cake, grabbing a fork and begging to eat it.
You see Kiyoomi grab his phone and swipe a few times all before opening his mouth and saying. “The exam results are out.”
With that, you feel your stomach turn and you get hit by a sudden wave of anxiety. You are not sure whether or not you want to check your results right now. You know you did not do well, but you can't just stand there staring at your cake either. You slowly pick up your phone, hands slightly shaking. Kiyoomi doesn't notice this, actually, he does not know this side of you at all.
He sees you swipe a couple of times, all before freezing and gulping. You’re praying he doesn't ask about your grade, so you try to ask him questions instead. “So, what did you get?” you put your phone down and put both your hands on your lap, playing with your fingers under the table.
“Maximum points, as usual,” he answers, making your stomach feel even sicker.
“That’s amazing! Congratulation—”
“What about you?” he interrupts you, his dark brown eyes staring into yours.
“I did, um, I did alright!” you stutter, forcing a smile at him. You were proud of your grade, but you knew he would not feel the same. It wasn't even his opinion on his grade that mattered to you, it was the fact he did better than you. You used all the free time you had for studying, you truly gave it your all, and yet here you are, second, again.
“Let me check.” before you could protest, he grabs your phone.
“No, Kiyoomi, ” by the time the words left your mouth he’s already swiped a couple times.
He opens his mouth and lets out a soft sigh, a soft sigh that almost went unnoticed by you. “You know, I’m gonna need to tutor you more often.”
Here he goes, once again, making your heart ache. Making you feel so small, so useless, so ashamed. He does not know that you were expecting way worse. He does not know that if you didn't have him, you would be way happier with your results. To him, your efforts are small, so, so small. This feeling has been going on for years now, you can’t remember whether there was ever a time where you didn't feel like the second-best beside him. He made you feel so pathetic, it made you angry and unbearably sad.
“Actually, no, I don't think I need your tutoring. I did quite well.”
“I know you did, but you could’ve done better.”
“Oh? Well, I didn’t and I’m proud of my results.” You raised your voice slightly. Your tone made it seem like you were trying to prove something wrong even though there was nothing to prove him wrong.
He could sense you were mad at him and he didn’t even know why, which made him angry too. “What’s with the attitude? It’s not my fault you didn’t study. You literally had weeks to do it.”
That did it. You were at the edge of breaking. “You know what? You’re right, it’s not your fault. I was the one wasting time coming to all your games and getting your cheerleading squad ready. I was the one wasting time supporting you and your dumb fucking team.” At the end of the sentence, your voice broke and your vision was getting blurry by your tears. By now, everyone else in the café was staring at the argument go down. “Next time, I won’t even fucking bother.” You grabbed your bag and rushed out the door, trying to sob as quietly as possible.
His eyes had widened at your response. He put his head on his hands and whispered, “Fuck, I messed up.”
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It had been two weeks since you last talked to Kiyoomi and there was not a day that passed in which you had not thought of your fight with him. Whenever you thought about what went down you felt sick. Yet here you are, sitting on your desk, homework waiting to be finished in front of you while you think about it again. All Kiyoomi was trying to do was help you, how could you be so selfish? How could you let your jealousy take over? Your failures are not his fault. You should’ve just studied, but you’re so fucking useless you can't even do that properly. Regret and anxiety had consumed you. Seeing him in the hallways of the school didn't help. You weren't sure what was going on with your relationship anymore, is he breaking up with you? Once again you were dragged away from these thoughts by the sound of knocking on your bedroom door. You shake your head, trying to make yourself sound as normal as possible before talking, “Come in!” you say, looking back at the homework in front of you.
“Hey, ” You’re shocked to hear a voice that didn't belong to any of your family members. You turn around to see Kiyoomi. “Your mom told me to come up, sorry if I'm interrupting.”
“No, it's alright.” you stay quiet, not sure whether you're gonna continue this conversation normally or not. Should you apologise? Should he be the one to apologise?
“I’m sorry,” Kiyoomi speaks up and continues before you can reply. “Can I sit down?” You nod and get up from your desk as he sits down on your bed. You sit down next to him and speak.
“ 'm sorry as well.”
“No, you don't have anything to apologise for. I shouldn't have said what I said.”
“No, you don't understand, it's my fault. I, ” you start tearing up, “I was so selfish and I was jealous and, and–”
“Jealous? Of what?”
“Of everything! I mean, you’re so perfect and you achieve everything you want to and I’m just so terrified of being left behind. I'm so terrified of always being second.”
“Love,” he pulled you into his arms, making you start sobbing.
“And I’m sorry I’ve been so selfish. I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better girlfriend, I’m so sorry.” You manage to get out through the sobs. “It’s just that these thoughts have been hurting me so, so much. I don’t think I can take it.”
He kept hugging you as he answered. “Love, I couldn’t have asked for a better girlfriend. You’re always so supportive and I know you always try your best.” He placed a kiss on your forehead, “I’m sorry for making you feel this way. Please know that to me, you’ll always be the first. I love you.” You hadn't expected Kiyoomi to say anything, he had always been the type to just let his presence comfort you. The fact he’s trying to reach out to you with his words made you realise how much you meant to him.
“I love you too.” you wipe your tears. “Thank you, Omi.”
Instead of replying, he kisses you. You missed his soft lips on yours, you missed the feeling of having him so close to you. You missed feeling so loved, feeling so important to someone and at the same time having someone who’s just as important to you. You missed him.
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forthehpfanboys · 3 years
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Could I ask for a fred smut with a dom top reader? Please and thank you! Love your blog btw!!!
I love Fred, I do, oh my G OD you guys are amazing-
Warnings: SMUT (MDI), dirty talk, gagging, bondage, praise + dregrading, mention of oral and overstimulation. if I missed any, please dm me.
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He's a brat.
I'm gonna say it and I'm gonna say it loudly.
Fred Weasley is a brat.
He's cocky, sassy and will tease the shit out of you until you put him in his place.
He's kinky too, let's be honest. He's Fred. Of course he's kinky.
He wants you to tie his hands to the head board, stuff his tie in his mouth to stop him from bitching while you have your way with him.
Or hold his arms behind his back while his chest presses against the cold desk while you give him a reason to cry.
Or put a hand around his throat while he rides you hard enough to break the bed.
I'm really thinking about this, aren't I, holy shit.
He loved degrading but you know what he likes more???
Praise.
It's like a bonus you unlock in a video game level.
If you call him a whore, he'll bite his lip.
Call him a good boy and he's dropping to his knees faster than the speed of light.
He can cum on praise alone. Probably has something to do with not enough admiration at home, due to the big house hold.
I can totally see you two making this agreement where if he keeps up his good grades, he gets an award of his choice.
So when he does keep his grades up, he asks to suck your dick.
So while he's on his knees, your just petting his hair and calling him a good boy and his eyes are glossed over and he's just so, so soft.
aND THE BLUSH?? LIKE THE BLUSH THAT SPREADS ACROSS HIS CHEEKS, NECK AND CHEST?
The blush he gets when you praise him is literal art.
Speaking of lack of attention, Fred will do say or do anything to get your attention.
He will suck on your fingers.
But he really loves if you shove your fingers down his throat to trigger his gag reflex.
And he'll do this even if your talking to your friends because he's a dick and he loves getting a rise out of you.
Yo if you grab his hair and drag him to the dorms, he's excited.
Probably exaggerates a lot to piss you off.
"Oh, YES daddy~" "... All I did was spread your legs." "Yeah, but the way you did it- hot as hell."
Yes, he will get detention with you just so you fuck him against a desk.
It'll probably be in Snape's classroom, too.
You totally have to talk him out of cumming all over Snapes desk, let's be honest. He'd think it was the funniest thing.
Probably smears cum across his desk anyway.
There's a hidden pool at Hogwarts, right??
If there is, Fred knows about it and fully intends on skinny dipping with you in it.
If not, then the Prefects bathroom it is!
And closet sex-
Ok, Fred's also has a huge exhibition kink. He loves the thrill of almost being caught, especially because he knows more than half the school thinks he's the one that does the railing in this relationship.
So the visualization of someone catching you two when he's taking your dick from behind in a closet is hot as hell to him.
How much you wanna bet if you start to overstim him, his voice goes from like normal, deep and basey, to high pitched and crackly?
I have so many thoughts about all of this-
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matthewbeilschmidts · 3 years
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It’s been a long while since I’ve posted but I’m so glad that I am :’)
This is for Day 1: of @prucanweek - Ordinary
Apologies for spelling errors, it’s a little short but I hope you enjoy 😭💞
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Matthew doesn’t mind that he’s living an ordinary life. Really.
He grows up near the coast, two parents, a fraternal twin brother, and their gangly hairless cat, Tony (picked curtesy of Alfred). Their parents take them everywhere they can during their childhood, the beach, museums, sports game. They focus on their interests, figuring out what the two like and dislike, as they encourage them both to be themselves and do what they love no matter what. Alfred debates between whether he likes wrestling or football more, while Matthew settles into hockey. In between family get togethers, community festivals, and endless sports training, they somehow have time for homework. (The two share answers a lot.)
He and Alfred each have their own rooms when they enter their teen years, a space to decorate and fill with their own mementos and awards. The sports continue, but later their parents find themselves a little bit busier than before. They do though, give them as much time as they can during the school year, never wanting them to go without someone by their side.
Matthew fades into the background a little bit as they get older, while Alfred puts himself front and center. Matthew watches once with a hand over his eyes as Alfred auditions for the school musical, and surprisingly he read and sings the lines well. “It’s always the rowdy ones!” their theater teachers says after he’s finished performing, a mix of anticipation from planning on putting Alfred on stage and dread at the thought of having to manage him.
Matthew silently supports him, after all he has his own things to do.
He’s the co-caption of the hockey team, the coach giving him the position to give him a little more of a voice, and his teammates verbally agree, considering on the ice Matthew has a lot more to show than he does in person. He accepts, albeit hesitantly.
By the time graduation comes by, Matthew can barely believe how the time has passed. His team even wins a championship under his watch. Some of his fellow classmates look so ready to go out and experience the world, and it’s scary to him because weren’t they all going at the same pace?
His parents talk him through picking his college of choice, and he decides to go. He needs to do what everyone does and experience the world.
And if he decides he wants to come home, that’s okay because at least he tries.
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He’s in his first art class during his third year at university. The time has been going well, he’s got pretty decent grades and has managed to join a few clubs. But he’s not done yet. Extra curriculars, can’t finish without them. He prioritizes his general education first, and even slips himself into a few major classes early on, but humanities is on record now and has to be completed no matter what one’s studying.
He can get through one semester, he hopes.
Next to him, a student is snickering and the professor doesn’t look amused.
“Gilbert.”
“Yes ma’am.”
“If you’re done, I can introduce myself now.”
The professor goes in with complete, in-depth introductory slides with her name and credentials, and a briefing of all they will overcome this semester.
He’s never been an artist, at least not one that picks up a pencil and creates a realistic masterpiece with nothing but that and a pad of paper. Maybe some poetry contests in high school, if that counts. The written word has its own impact, its own set of colors to breathe out for the world to see.
There’s another snicker, interrupting his internal monologue.
He doesn’t say anything, because he doesn’t know the student, and it’s not his place to control others. But, if it starts to hinder the class, maybe he’ll tell him something. He’s paying to be there, too.
The man catches him staring.
“Yes?” he asks Matthew without being spoken to in the first place.
“Oh,” Matthew flushes at being caught, not that he was trying to hide it anyway. “Well, she didn’t say anything funny?”
The guys waves a hand, making a “psssh” noise as he does.
“I’m just laughing because of how formal this all is. She won’t be this dignified later in the semester that’s for sure. She’ll be ripping her hair out.”
Matthew glances back, he doesn’t want to say anyone looks mean but, he would believe it if she was.
“You look scared,” the guy laughs, which is rude because isn’t he the one that just put the thought in Matthew’s mind? “She’s not too mean just a sticker to the rules. Will get real pissy if something doesn’t go right.”
“And you still set her off knowing that?”
The man laughs again, but this time around he’s actually trying to contain it behind the thin art easel. He’s not very hidden.
“She’s my cousin’s wife.”
Ah, that makes sense then? Messing with family is normal, but also he shouldn’t be bothering her at work.
“It’s no wonder you seemed casual.”
“She taught both of the lower division figure drawing classes, too. This is my third semester in her class. She’s the only one teaching this specific class I didn’t have too much of a choice.”
“Art major?”
“Yep! And you?”
“Psychology major. I have to get in some cultural classes.”
“Ever taken art?”
“Actually no, not even in high school. I got through that stuff by working backstage in the theater department.”
“Well not to worry my friend, because you picked the best one.”
“Is it easy to pass?”
“Nope. Well, maybe if she likes your work,” Matthew deflates at the blunt response, “but don’t worry because I’m here to be your guide.”
Matthew perks up, but it takes him a moment. This guy’s gonna help him?
“Are you any good?”
“Am I good?” He looks perplexed Matthew would even ask. Matthew has to cover his own amusement. “I may not look it but charcoal and I go way back. I’ll show you my work later as proof.”
“Deal.”
“Gilbert, since you’re adamant on talking, you can be the first to introduce yourself.”
Even if his name wasn’t said, Matthew feels just as guilty. Caught, for talking on the first day of all things.
“Gilbert Beilshcmidt. Fourth year. I’m an art major and my favorite breakfast food is pancakes.”
Matthew looks surprised that he was paying attention, even to the last addition of their introduction. Matthew’s not sure he would have known considering he was distracted.
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And so their friendship starts.
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Gilbert sits next to him again. And again.
Where ever Matthew sits in the art room, Gilbert follows not too long after.
Some days they take the sitting desks, some they stand and lean against the stools.
And despite not even talking much, Gilbert treats him like a friend.
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“Do you have any plans this afternoon?”
“Nope, this was my last class.”
“Do you want to get some coffee and work on our sketch books.”
“Yeah, let’s go.”
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Matthew finds himself meeting Gilbert in his downtime. Every Thursday after drawing for three hours becomes the day they meet. At first, all they do is draw, little more.
Gilbert is animated in all moments, but he has short spurts where he focuses exceptionally on his work. Matthew is no art critic, but he thinks Gilbert expresses himself quite well on paper. Graphite, charcoal, and pastels, all the utensils glide easily without a single stroke missing its mark.
Watercolor though, could use some work, which actually happens to be Matthew’s favorite. Even if the intention is to guide the colors with a brush, it’s okay for them to take a life of their own spreading across the thick paper.
They share snacks, art supplies, and their time.
Gilbert proves himself very useful as he promised. Matthew though never planning to be the next Van Gogh, has to pass this class. And it would be nice to pass it with flying colors, but some concepts are harder to grasp than others.
It’s obvious to tell he’s a beginner, while Gilbert excels. Matthew finds out he only now needs the intro class since it’s the first semester it became a requirement.
Gilbert helps him find the shapes he’s comfortable with, explains the processing for hatching and how it relates to shading. And while he’s no expert, he sees a subtle improvement over the next few weeks that makes some pride swell within himself.
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“Do you want to come with me and my friends to this cool bar for dinner on Friday?” Gilbert asks about a month into the semester.
It’s the first time Gilbert and him will have spent time off campus.
“Yeah, I’d love to.”
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Gilbert’s friends are just as animated as he, it’s almost hard to keep up. Overwhelming as they are, they’re extremely welcoming. Matthew eases into the atmosphere, joining in when he can but mostly pleased to be out and doing something different.
He’s made friends during his time, but like him they’re a little more reserved and pick quieter places on the town.
It’s fun. And he wants to go out again.
Matthew invites Gilbert and his friends to watch his next hockey game.
After their shock in finding out he plays such a violent sport, they’re all agreeing and planning to find the best seats in the arena.
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“Are you serious. Are you hiding muscles under that red sweater?”
Gilbert pokes at him, it tickles when he gets closer to his biceps, but he knows he’s only teasing.
“You think I’m playing but I’m serious! You should have been there, well you were there. On the stands, I mean. We all screamed after you sent that player flying against the wall.”
Gilbert recreates the motions, but only slams himself into the wall and whines after he bounces back. He then plays it off like it doesn’t hurt. Gilbert’s not a very good actor.
People tell him it’s so much different watching him on the ice, but it’s still him. He’s always wondered how much different, he feels like himself. He just knows he goes into the zone when he’s in his gear. He just wants to win. And he will.
“It’s like night day,” Gilbert continues. “You were ready to kill a man down there.”
“You’re not the first to say that. I guess maybe, I could be a little more out there in real life, huh?”
Gilbert stops walking.
“Nope.”
“Nope?”
“You’re perfectly fine the way you are. I like the way you are, so don’t go change. I don’t want to be at risk of dying during art class.”
And as silly as it sounds, he’s pleased. He likes Gilbert a whole lot, too. Just the way he is.
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“Do you want to have dinner with me?” Matthew takes the initiative.
“Dinner?”
“Yeah, just you and me. I want to take you out.”
“Like you did to that guy on the court,” Gilbert laughs nervously.
“On a date. Gilbert, would you like go out with me?”
He says yes.
Later that evening when he’s heading home, Gilbert starts running through the courtyard cheering that “I have a date with the cutest guy I’ve ever met!”
Matthew’s window is open, he’s face is bright red and he slams head first into his pillow. He needs to plan the best first date ever.
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Three months into dating, he’s finally heading home again for a school break. He wants to take Gilbert with him, who is waiting for the next major holiday to go back home. But isn’t it too soon? They haven’t been dating that long, after all.
But Gilbert surprises him, and jokingly says he wants to go with him because he’ll miss him too much while he’s gone. And then, Matthew asks if he seriously wants to go.
“I do.”
So they ride the 3 hours train down to Matthew’s childhood home. He’s a little bit nervous, because he’s had dates to school dances, and brought friends over, but this is entirely different. This is someone he wants to take a serious step with, even if the time hasn’t been that long. They’ll never get anywhere if they don’t, so they’ll both take the leap and pray it works out.
“Mom, dad, Alfred, this is Gilbert.”
It’s the most timid Matthew’s ever seen him.
“Nice to meet ya, I’m Matthew’s boyfriend.”
After he shakes all their hands, he takes his hand back to link pinkies with Matthew.
There’s not an once of regret in his mind as the long weekend passes.
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Gilbert graduates the next year, and the year after it’s his turn. They’re going to move in with each other. Gilbert really has no irresistible urge to go back to his home town, satisfied with just visiting a few times a year. And Matthew thinks he would like to go back closer, just to figure out his next move. So, they go together.
It’s only a one bedroom, but is more than enough space for them both. Gilbert finds work as a docent while Matthew works for a second degree in education.
He still plays hockey for a local league, Gilbert becoming their number one fan. They find their own rhythm, a pace that works for them both, where they can settle down or speed up when they agree with each other. Dewey mornings, warm summers, chilly evenings they spend them altogether.
They decide move up North closer to Gilbert’s hometown. Matthew’s more nervous meeting his grandparents than he was introducing Gilbert to his own family, but Gilbert assures him again and again they’re just a stuffy old family who actually really care about each other a lot more than they let off.
Gilbert’s grandfather towers over him, despite being a hair above 6 feet. He’s silent, eyes boring into Matthew as he introduces himself. And to end all of Matthew’s worries, the elder man pulls Matthew into a hug and tells him he’s glad him and Gilbert are home. Gilbert, just as perplexed as he, stares, but he melts into a pleased laugh.
Yeah, this is his and Gilbert’s home now.
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They stay, for a long while, contemplate moving a few times, but they’re satisfied for now.
Gilbert and him always make time for each other, continue their own respective interests with complete support of the other. They’re never afraid to complain, because they always work through it rather then let it simmer.
Gilbert’s vivacious spirit keep them going, and Matthew’s heart keeps them grounded.
His life at first seem a little bit ordinary, but how can he complain when the pieces of the puzzle fit themselves in and stayed locked in tight.
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Gold Rush
Finally venturing into writing for Brock, and so excited to put this out there!! Very appreciative of the encouragement I’ve gotten throughout this from @brockadoodles who had (rightfully so, man deserves it) made loving Brock her BRAND. If there was any hockey who’s made to be a dad, it’s Brock Boeser, and I’ve genuinely loved getting to put this together. Love hearing feedback and what your favorite parts were, so reblog and pop into my inbox!
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Brock had loved kids his whole life. Being around them, looking after them, the first day a kid asked him to autograph his jersey was burned into his brain alongside precious few other memories, most of the others involving you. And anyone who had ever seen him with Easton could tell that Brock Boeser loved babies. He had wanted kids since he was old enough to know what being a dad was, and knew so strongly that was a path he wanted — needed, honestly, there was too much love in his heart to not share it with everyone he could — that he wouldn’t ever have let things get serious with you if that wasn’t a life you wanted for yourself. Parenthood wasn’t for everyone, and he never held it against the women he had dated who didn’t want to be moms, but it was for Brock Boeser. 
He remembered the day he brought it up with you, his voice soft and hesitant as your head rested on his shoulder, a blanket thrown haphazardly over their laps as Return of the Jedi played on the TV. “Do you want kids someday?” Brock asked. He spoke gently, not wanting to scare you off with thoughts of the future coming too fast for you to handle, wondering if maybe seven months into a relationship was too early to bring up the type of commitment that lasted a lifetime. But he had to, had to protect himself from getting more invested and one more broken heart in a relationship that wasn’t just headed down the wrong set of train tracks, it was going the opposite way entirely. But, as you spoke, it turned out that he never had anything to worry about, and Brock wasn’t sure if he’d ever been more relieved in his life. 
“I do,” you said, looking up at his face, trying to read his expression. “Always have. Not sure how many, I’ve always thought two or three sounded good. But we’ll cross that bridge when we come to it.” 
Brock couldn’t help the way his heart absolutely swelled, the way you spoke of him in your future, with such ease and certainty as if you weren’t even entertaining a possibility that he wouldn’t be a part of it, that he wouldn’t be the one you would have children with. He twisted his neck, dropping a kiss on the top of your head. “We will.” 
So Brock loved kids, and you loved kids, and it had been established over a year before he put a ring on your finger that they were something in your future. You bought a four-bedroom in Shaughnessy, the idea being that one would be a guest room and two would be reserved for the kids, whenever they came along. “We can always add on,” Brock had said as you signed the papers, the real estate agent dropping the keys into your palm with a warm smile. And you knew that he would, you knew that Brock wanted as many kids as you were willing to give him. But you’d start with one. That was the plan. That was the plan, so a few months after you got back from your honeymoon in Scotland you went off of your birth control. Kids would happen when they happened, but you both knew you’d rather them sooner than later, and thus had begun your journey towards starting a family. That was the plan, so a year and a half ago you had swapped the pill for a stock of pregnancy tests, taking one a month and whenever you were feeling even slightly off for good measure, sure that your nausea and headache wasn’t the beginnings of a flu but rather your baby making themself known. 
When six months of trying came and went without a single positive test, you both started to get a little antsy, but you knew that these things took time, and you knew that it hadn’t been long enough for there to be any real cause for concern. But you still called your doctor, started exercising more and taking folic acid like she recommended, you and Brock both cutting down on your alcohol. “If you’ve got to do all this, it’s only fair I have to make some changes, too,” he had said. You loved your husband for many reasons, chief among them being the fact that no matter the circumstance, where you were or who you were with or how people were acting, he never made you feel like you were on your own. Everything was a team effort in the Boeser household. 
It was six months, and you were doing okay, and Brock was genuinely winning the award for the world’s best husband with how deftly he could calm you down every time you saw the words not pregnant show up on a pregnancy test, but then it hit a year of trying without success and you started to get worried. It was July, and you knew it was common in the NHL to try and time births for the offseason — if you got pregnant in the summer, your baby would have been born in the middle of a playoff push — but you honestly would have settled for any timing. So you visited a fertility specialist at the Mayo Clinic, a quiet recommendation Brock’s mom got from a friend’s daughter. You loved your own mom, but Laurie truly had been your saving grace in everything. A quiet, steady presence who offered more love and support than you could ever ask for, giving her advice only when asked and never once betraying your trust by telling anyone. But Dr. Gonzalez got the tests back, both yours and Brock’s, and said that nothing was wrong. “Unexplained infertility,” they called it. It was nothing anybody was doing wrong, nobody’s fault, not a matter of hormonal imbalances or obvious lifestyle factors or anything that would have let you blame it on yourself. Which, on one hand, was so good and so relieving, so desperately needed. You needed to know that it wasn’t your body, and it wasn’t Brock, that was keeping the two of you from finally being able to grow your family. But on the other hand, there were few things more hopeless or frustrating than hearing that they couldn’t find a cause. That meant that there wasn’t anything you could have done differently, true, but that also meant that there wasn’t anything you could do. It was a waiting game, and you were never good with being patient. 
Pregnancy scares were more common than people might know, if the experiences of you and your friends were anything to go by. There were high school boyfriends, college roommates, half of the people you knew had worried they were pregnant or had gotten someone pregnant far before they were ready. But now, when you were settled down and established and were building a life with the most amazing man you had ever had the fortune to love, and you wanted a baby, it wasn’t happening. The clinical definition of infertility was the “failure to achieve a clinical pregnancy after 12 months or more of regular unprotected sexual intercourse.” You had committed the definition to memory over the past 14 months, and whether you knew it or not, Brock had too. You had always been good at tests. Good grades, always the essay the teacher used as an example in class, graduated top of your class at UBC. But this was one test you couldn’t study for, and one you couldn’t believe you had failed time and time again. 
Which brought you to December, normally one of your favorite times of the year but one that you had recently begun noticing all the doom and gloom in that others had always mentioned when speaking about the winter months. You still loved the holidays, Christmas and New Year’s and everything in between, but you thought that in your second year as a married couple, you wouldn’t still be a family of two. It was a year and a half since you and Brock had started trying for a baby, and there was still no luck. It was a year and a half, and you had started talking about options. Vancouver had some amazing fertility specialists, and adoption was something you had discussed looking into, but you had both agreed on waiting a few more months before taking that route.  
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Which brought you to almost three weeks later, two days before New Year’s Eve, your head in the toilet and your husband leaning up against the doorway. “God, I feel like shit,” you said, leaning up against the wall when your nausea had finally seemed to subside. “I bet, last time I threw up was our honeymoon,” he said, trying to make you laugh. Brock had insisted on trying haggis in Scotland, saying he needed the “full experience,” but regretted that decision as soon as he spent the better part of the second night of your honeymoon in the hotel bathroom throwing up from food poisoning. You wiped your mouth with the back of your hand, gratefully taking the cup of water Brock handed you as you leaned up against the bathroom counter. 
You caught his eyes searching yours as you set the glass down, his face wearing an expression you had come to know well in the four years you had been together. There was something on his mind, but he wasn’t sure if he should say it. “Yeah?” you prompted, raising your eyebrows. 
He gave a tiny shake of his head. “It’s nothing, seriously.” 
Now it was your turn to look at him. “Brock, it’s going to eat you up if you keep it all inside. Spit it out.” 
“How long has it been since you took a test?” Brock asked gently. 
You should have known. God, you should have known that’s where his mind would go, and the worst part of it all, the part that made you feel even worse for getting your husband’s hopes up that maybe this was finally it, maybe it had finally worked, was that you couldn’t even blame him. You had been snappier at Brock the past few days, something both you and he had attributed to your overall weariness about the whole process, you had to practically slap his hands away from your breasts the other night while you were having sex, and this wasn’t even the first time you had thrown up this week. But it was flu season, and you worked with kids, and seemed to catch it more years than not despite taking the flu shot religiously each October. You’d be looking for a missed period, but they had always been light and you had experienced some spotting when Brock was on a road trip the week before. 
You pressed the heels of your hands into your eyes, shaking your head. “I don’t know...A month? A little over? I just hate that it’s getting so clinical, that’s not what it was supposed to be about, that’s never what it was supposed to be about.” 
Brock ran his hands up your arms, back and forth, the same way he had been comforting you for years. “I know, baby. And I’m so sorry if I ever made you feel that way, more stressed or disappointed in yourself, because it’s not your fault. It’s not anyone’s fault. We’re going to have a baby one way or another, because I love you and I’ve never met anyone who’s more excited, and ready, and made to be a mom quite like you. And whether you have the baby yourself, or we adopt, or whatever path we decide is the right one for us, they’ll be ours, and they’ll be so loved.” Brock ghosted a kiss over your forehead, his eyes closing. “You don’t have to take another test if you don’t want to, the last thing I want to do is make you more anxious over all of this. But I think it might be good. I think it might help.” 
You breathed out deeply through your nose, shooting your husband a weak smile. God, he was so good to you. “I’ll tell you if I do.” 
Brock nodded, stepping towards you and wrapping you in his arms, whispering your name as he leaned his forehead against yours. “No matter what happens — tomorrow, next week, next year, I don’t care — nothing you do will ever make me love you any less. We’re good. We’re gonna be okay.” You could have filled a hundred books with the reasons why you loved Brock Boeser, and this was one of them. The way he loved you, so selflessly and sacrificially, without an ounce of ego and never expecting anything in return aside from your heart. You didn’t know what you had ever done in this life or any past one to deserve him, but there wasn’t a day you didn’t thank God for the privilege of letting you love this man. 
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It was finally New Year’s Eve, festivities having taken over the city — really, they hadn’t stopped since Christmas — and hardly a flat surface was left undecorated with posters or metallic tinsel, or both for good measure, including almost the entirety of yours and Brock’s house. He had volunteered your place weeks ago as the site for the team’s New Year’s Eve party. It didn’t generally draw a crowd as big as the holiday party earlier in the month, which usually had not only the players’ partners, but children and whatever family was visiting at the time, so Brock had asked if you’d be willing, and you agreed easily. You loved getting to spend time with the team, and you were even more inclined than usual to gravitate towards any kind of distraction that would take your mind off of the stress you were under. The stress that you put yourself under, to be fair. So you threw yourself into planning and preparation, pulling out the ice chest from the garage and filling it up, making sure people were bringing enough champagne, cleaning every inch of the house with Brock until it was spotless despite the fact that you both knew you’d have to do the same thing in the morning. 
Some two and a half hours into the party and most everyone who was drinking was sufficiently drunk, the TV in the living room flipping back and forth between the broadcast from Times Square and Youtube karaoke that nearly everyone had been roped into at some point or another. You sipped your soda, half-sitting on one of your barstools next to Holly. “You’re not drinking?” she asked curiously. 
“I had some earlier, trying to pace myself” you said, waving your hand. “Someone’s got to look after that one.” You nodded towards Brock, who was having what looked to be the time of his life in your living room while badly singing along to One Direction. Holly nodded. You knew she probably wanted to ask more, but she was too tactful to push. “It’s so nice to see them all like this, just letting loose, having fun. It’s hard to remember sometimes that these are just guys in their 20s and 30s when they’re constantly off travelling or away at games, doing things most people their age only dreamed of. They don’t get the chance to be normal hardly ever. And the season can get stressful...It’s just good to see,” you said. 
“It is,” she agreed. 
You checked your phone. Twelve minutes till midnight. “You want to help me get the champagne ready?” 
Holly smiled. “Let’s do it.” 
Nearly twenty flutes of champagne later — you had no idea where Brock had managed to find all of the glasses — you walked around the corner, your head poking into the living room. “Champagne’s in the kitchen, everybody. Five minutes till midnight!” 
“Haven’t seen you in a while,” Brock said, leaning in for a kiss after walking over. 
You scrunched your nose. “Babe. It hasn’t even been ten minutes.” The second you had gotten back from refilling your drink earlier, Brock had dragged you into what turned out to be a very endearing but not-so-successful rendition of I’ve Had the Time of My Life in the living room, minus the lift. He wanted to go for it, and you trusted your husband with everything, but you really didn’t feel like spending your New Year’s Eve in the ER after having crashed into the Christmas tree. Dirty Dancing was one of the first movies you had ever watched together, so there was more than a little meaning behind the choice, but you doubted you were exactly making Jennifer Grey proud. 
“Ten minutes away from you is ten minutes too long,” he said, nuzzling his head into your neck. 
The fingers of your free hand carded through the hairs at the base of his neck; you loved it when he let his hair grow out like this. “Okay, babe, I believe you. How much have you had to drink tonight?” 
Brock pulled back, rolling his eyes at you in exaggeration. “Only two beers since the night started. I’m not drunk, I’m not even tipsy, I just love my wife.”
“Could be worse,” you quipped. You squeezed his hand as the two of you walked into the kitchen, after half of the guests had already grabbed their flutes and made their way back into the living room for the countdown. Grabbing your drink from the other side of the counter, you held it in your far hand as you and Brock turned back around, taking your place by the Christmas tree. You glanced towards the TV, where the Times Square ball was slowly inching towards the ground. “Anyone else think it’s a little weird that we’re all staring at a TV waiting for something to happen that already happened 3 hours ago?” 
“I don’t believe in tape delay,” Elias said. 
Quinn nodded seriously in agreement, but the corner of his mouth twitched up. “It doesn’t exist. That little notice in the corner, saying ‘this is a recording of an earlier broadcast? Fake.” 
You snorted into your glass as everyone’s attention turned back to the screen. Three minutes till midnight. “I was a little apprehensive at first when you said you’d put us down to host,” you said, leaning back into Brock’s chest, “but I’m glad you did. This is nice.” 
“I’m glad we’ve got everyone around,” he said, looking down at you. “What are you drinking?” he asked curiously. He hadn’t noticed before, too caught up in the euphoria and exhilaration of the night, but the more he looked at it, the more he realized that your glass looked different than everyone else’s. 
“Sparkling cider,” you said, your heart rate picking up. “I brought it in case any of the kids came.” 
“But there was plenty of champagne left?” Brock questioned. “We’re at our own house, it’s not like you need to be playing designated driver.” You let out an airy laugh, the kind that made Brock’s eyes immediately snap to yours because he knew you so well, he could read even the slightest actions, the smallest shift in tone, and he knew what that particular laugh meant. It was your nervous laugh. “What is it?” he asked, guiding you around the corner to the darkened hallway, the residual glimmer of the lights from the Christmas tree glowing softly on the walls. 
You looked up at him, the purest most radiant smile you had ever given him crossing over your face. “You’re not supposed to drink when you’re pregnant,” you whispered,  your top lip trembling and letting you know that you were only moments away from tears. 
Brock was speechless as he looked at you, the near-silence of the hallway a strange contrast to the growing noise in the living room as the clock ticked closer and closer to the new year. “And you’re...You’re not drinking because…” He faltered. 
You gently took both of your glasses, setting them on a side table before taking his left hand in your own, running your thumb over his wedding band. “I’m not drinking because I’m pregnant, Brock,” you repeated, your voice cracking. 
“Are you sure?” he asked. You felt a twinge in your heart, but you knew you really couldn’t be upset with him for not being sure. It had been a year and a half and there had been more than once where you both thought it was finally it, that it had finally taken. 
You nodded, squeezing his hand. “I took a test the other day, after you had asked me if I was going to. God, I wasn’t expecting anything different, Brock. I wasn’t expecting anything,” you said. “But three minutes was up, and I turned the test over,” his hand tightened almost imperceptibly around yours, “and I saw a plus sign. I’ve never seen one before, Brock, it’s never been positive.” You didn’t realize you had started crying until Brock reached up with the hand that wasn’t holding yours, wiping away a tear that had fallen onto your cheek. “But I didn’t want to get my hopes up again. Not until I was sure. So I found a midwifery center online, called — thank God they had a cancellation — and went in yesterday. I wanted to get it confirmed, but I didn’t want to do anything without you. I didn’t even look at the ultrasound, all I had her tell me was that everything looked absolutely perfect for seven weeks along.” 
It was your husband’s turn for tears now, neither of you paying any mind to the deafening countdown that was happening just steps away. “You’re really pregnant?” 
You nodded again. “We have an appointment again in two days. They’re going to show us the heartbeat.” 
That was what broke him, bringing Brock down to his knees in front of you, his hand slipping from yours as he brought it up to rest on your lower stomach. Where his baby was. Where your baby was. “I’m finally going to be a dad,” he said, as if the knowledge that both of your lives would be changed forever come next July was just now hitting him, as if he’d never known purpose and fulfillment quite on the same level until you spoke those words to him. 
You knelt down next to him, dropping a kiss on his lips just as the clock struck midnight. It wasn’t like any kiss you had ever shared before, not overwhelmed with passion or desire or want, nor the small, steady sort of kisses you had grown to love in your years as a married couple, the kind that said you’re my best friend in not so many words. This was a kiss of adoration, of devotion, of pure reverence for your husband and the life you had finally created together. “We’re having a baby.”
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I can get a modern AUs first for 800 to start the round please!
XD Hahaha new favorite way to receive asks.
Anyways Modern AU headcannons (I am a hardcore IronQrow shipper just as a preface and warning this will be long):
- I imagine James loves teaching kids and would even in a modern AU become a teacher or even become a principle at a school.
- He can't help but dad any and all of his students and if he notices a student who is having a hard time or just doesn't have a good home life he takes them under his wing.
- He and Qrow would definitely adopt kids, personally I love them adopting Penny and Oscar and am kind of loving them rescuing Weiss from an abusive home situation along with Whitley. (I also HC that Qrow was in the system for most of his life which is why he is so passionate about adoption)
- James and Qrow definitely volunteer at foster homes. Their are volunteers who exclusively are their to hold babies because babies need to be held so they regularly go.
- James gets very into whatever events his kids are in he's their for every soccer game, dance recital, concert or whatever else they do.
-He will 100000% stay up all hours to help his kids finish a project if needed.
- He will not hesitate to scare the crap out of anyone that wants to date any of his kids.
- Once he adopts his kids I can also see James considering becoming a stay at home dad because he just loves his kids so much.
- James is definitely a cryer when his kids accomplish anything special, win an award, graduate any grade, get a 4.0 gpa. Qrow makes fun of him but he's the same way.
-James is definitely the overprotective dad, he is the one who wants to sanitize a bottle if a baby drops it while Qrow will just rinse it off.
- Normally James tries to be stern but when he's with his kids he is a total goofball and is unashamed of it.
- He is also not afraid of embarrassing his kids a little. He keeps embarrassing photos to show any significant others who visit.
Let me know if you want more Modern AU or something else!!
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Final Nominations List
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Sorry for the delay, but the number of nominations that came in last minute was overwhelming and I also had to create the voting form as I went. Here is the final list of nominations.
Nine creators have asked to be excluded from the awards, and one creators chose to limit their nominations, so if there’s someone you nominated that’s not on the list, that’s why. There was no shortlist. Every creation/creator that was nominated and wished to be part of the awards, was included.
There are an additional two questions on the voting form for you to kindly fill out - one of which is optional though.
1. THE ONE THAT MADE YOU GASP! — A story which had a plot twist you didn’t see coming. Something that caught you so off guard that you had to stop a minute and take a breath before devouring the rest. What’s the story for you?
 5 Times Peter Parker Ignores Flash And 1 Time He Didn’t by Dorthea
A Beautiful Lie by Rayrox360
A Broken Promise by Hanjihyun
A Difference In Husbandry by Happy_Cloud
A Peter Parker Problem by Spagbol99
Archetype by Bean_Reads_Fanfic
Chaotic Peter Parker by Isnt_It_Pretty_To_Think_So
Cycle Through by Ambivalentangst
Ever In Your Favor by Iron_Spider
Every Fifteen Minutes by Matter_Of_Loyalty
Fallen Angel by Musicheart08
Figure-Out-Able by  Aimaim94
Flying And Flips by  Myglassesaredirty  
Give Him The Life, That I Couldn't Give You by Superherotiger
Here Comes The Sun (Series)  by Motherkarizma
Identity Theft  by Kitcat992
If They Knew All About You by Mshermia
In The Dark Of The Night (Just Before Dawn) by Emily_F6
Inevitable by Annie_Walker
Irondad Ficlets by Ironxprince
Like Father, Like Son by An_Odd_Idea
Love Leaves A Memory No-One Can Steal by Ironmum
More Peril In Thine Eye by Iron_Spider
No Longer In Service by Starryknight09
Peter-Man - Oh, F*Ck - I Mean Spider-Man.by Orphan-Account
Proof Of Concept by Flurrbee
Serenity by Jolinarjackson
Shock Therapy by Solstice
Spidey Tot by Kevy_Grayce
Stab Me In The Back (I'll Catch You From Behind       by Lansfics7
Stop, Look, Listen by Forthenightisdarkandfullofterror
The Case Of The Sinister Spider by Ironfamjam
The Third Option by Uncertainty_Principle
Through The Oblivion  by Wayward_Avenger
Thunder And Attrition by Magniloquentchanteuse
Time Will Tell by Tonystarkissist
Unforeseen Circumstances by Jlmonroe1234
We're Here For You by O0citrusee0o
Worst Summer Vacation by Mysterycyclone
 2. THE MULTI-CHAPTER YOU COULDN’T PUT DOWN — A story which kept you up all night or calling in sick for work so you were free to read. Who’s the culprit?
  A Beautiful Lie by Rayrox360
A Difference In Husbandry by Happy_Cloud
A Parent Apparent by Happyaspie
A Peter Parker Problem by Spagbol99
A Right Hand Grip by   Aebleskiver
A Sailor Went To Sea by by Yellowdistress
A Stark Contrast by Melodicrunes
Accepting The Tides by  Emma_Anacortes
Acolyte by Macabre
Air I Breathe by Heartofcathedrals
All The Devils Are Here by Yellowdistress
All The Senseless Scars by Notapartytrick
And You’ll Blow Us All Away   by Losingmymindtonight
Astronomy In Reverse by Pansley
Baby's Firsts  by Mainstreamelectricalparade
Breathe, Then Repeat by Thesecretuchiha
Come My Darling, Homeward Bound by Iamirondad
Coming Home by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Concentrated Capacity For Trouble And Love by Lemon_Meringue
Cycle Through by Ambivalent Angst
Ever In Your Favor by  Iron—Spider
Every Beautiful Lie (Always Has An Ugly Truth by Da_Moose
Exploding Head Syndrome by Foolscapper
Five Times Tony And Peter Chaotically Cleaned by Ironmum
Found Family  by  Thedisneyoutsider
Free Like A Broken Heart by Notapartytrick
He’s My Kid by              Jennylarner
Here To Help by Joyful_Soul_Collector
I Will Carry You (Always) by Thestarvingwriter
Identity Crisis  by Kitcat992
If They All Knew About You by Mshermia
In Unlikely Places by Looneylizzie
Irondad Ficlets  by Ironxprince
Just A Little Bit Longer by Mrs_T2019 (Allthehc2020)
Learn To Live Again, by Books_Entertain_The_Mind
Legacy by Docseuss
May Parker's Complete Guide On How To Raise Your Spiderling by Embarrassing_Myself
More Peril In Thine Eye by Iron—Spider
Mr. Parker Declined To Comment by Apisdn
Only For A Little While by Eccentric_Artist_221b
Pain Will Always Come Back To Haunt You by Kevy_Grayce
Permanence by Theexhaustedalchemist
Peter-Man - Oh, F*Ck - I Mean Spider-Man. by Orphan-Account
Petey And The Hermit by Eccentric_Artist_221b
Pieces Of Echoes by Geekymoviemom
Proof Spiderman Loves Clickbait by Mauvera
Rise From The Ashes; Just To See You Again by Mintstream
Silent Screams And Surprising Saviors by Normalisoverrated
Sins Of The Fathers by Geekymoviemom
Spider-Man: Avengers (And Midtown High) React by Gayplums
Stab Me In The Back (I'll Catch You From Behind) by Lansfics7
Stop, Look, Listen by Forthenightisdarkandfullofterror
The Darkest Hour Is Just Before The Dawn by             Starryknight09
The Definition Of Family by Queen (Ramble)
The End Of Infinity by  Friendlyneighborhoodfangirls
The Guardian  by Emily_F6
The Haunted by Emily_F6
The Lost And Forgotten by Lizcraz
The Rattle Of Their Hearts by Iron_Spider
The Third Option by Uncertainty_Principle
Thunder And Attrition by Magniloquentchanteuse
Time Will Tell by  by Rockinheaven
Transitions by Neuropsych
Turn Back The Clock (And I'll Try Again In The Morning) by Madasthesea
Wait, You're Spider-Man? by  Fritokays
Wake Up And Smell The Coffee by  by             Bergen
We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve by           Polaroid15
We Will Foresee Obstacles by Blackwatchandromeda (Avenris)
We're Gonna Have To Do This Together by Edibna,
With Great Care by Giggles96
You’re Killing Me Smalls by Phoenixhp5
 3. THE ONE-SHOT THAT THAT HAD YOU HOOKED — Some writers can cram more greatness into less words than a 100k monster. What’s the one-shot that did it for you?
 5 Times Peter Needed His Dad by Teaandtumblr
5 Times Peter Sleepwalked And The 1 Time He Pretended He Did by Losingmymindtonight
A Different Kind Of Surprise by Winterturtle
A Foreign Feeling by Imgoingtocrash & Savvysass
A Little Gray Area (Where I Can Keep You Safe) by Divineprojectzero
A Lot Can Happen In Approximately Two Years  by Soverysesual
Ace Of Hearts by A_Matter_Of_Loyalty
Adventures In Babysitting  by Victori
And If You Need A Friend, Then Please Just Say The Word by Frostysunflowers
Blessed Be The Boys Time Can’t Capture by Killerqueenwrites
Born Anew From Dust And Blood by Superherotiger
But I'm Stuck (On Cold Weather) by Parkstark
by Any Other Name by Emily_F6
Countless Ways To Say I Love You by Hopeless_Hope
Different Doesn’t Mean Wrong by Dorthea
Disappearing Bruises by Happyjuicyfruit
Everything I Wanna Say About You Is More Than Enough To Write A Novel by Magnetichearts
Familiar Faces by Happyaspie
First Wednesday Of March by Crowkag
Fitting In (Tiny Spaces) by Aloneintherain
For Good by Madelinedear
Give Hime The Life, That I Couldn’t Give You  by Superherotiger
Guess How Much I Love You by Jack_Hunter
Hear You Me  by Starryknight09
How To: Art  by Aijato
I Can Hold The Weight Of Worlds (If That's What You Need) by Bluesweatshirt
I Did It All For You (So I Can’t Lose You Now) by Another_Introvert
I Didn’t Ask To Be In This Family  by Webtrinsic
I Have A Nephew!  by Zimnokurw
I Just Wanted To Protect You by Sunflowerspideyy
I Promise I'll Do Better by 221broadwayiron
I Promise You Kid, You're Safe Now by Bstarship
I Will Soften Every Edge by Losingmymindtonight
In My Heart There Was A Kind Of Fighting by Iron_Spider
It’s The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year  by Freyaatterton
Keeping Watch  by Oreoluvr13
Let Sleeping Heroes Lie  by Attackonomelas
Monkey See, Monkey Don't Do by Pokeydotes
Move Back Home Forever  by Chasingflower
New Dream by Writerllofllworlds
Of Flying And Falling by Polaroid15,
Parallels by Kianisabitch
Peter-Man - Oh, F*Ck - I Mean Spider-Man. by Orphan_Account
Peter's Ghost And One (1) Obnoxious Orange Stone by Bean_Reads_Fanic
Petey And The Hermit by Eccentric_Artist_221b
Physics Class  by Fictionalworldsareexquisite
Place In Your Heart by Potrix
Quantum Mechanics 5010  by Pipgraham
Quaranteens by Blueh
Retrograde by Madasthesea
Someone To Want Me by Fritokays
Something Here Will Eventually Have To Explode by Madasthesea
That's Not How You Act by Opal_Earrings
The Case Of The Missing Museum Bea-Storer  by Ironmum
The Lightning Strike by Covo728
The Little Things  by Crowkag
The Primary Reason Tony Stark Would Throw Down With An Anti-Vaxxer In The Street by Caraminha
The World Is Not Kind by Trickster88
There’s A Fine, Fine Line  by Faerialchemist
Til The Fight Is Done by Jinxquickfoot
To Be Like You by Polaroid15
Turn Back The Clock (And I’ll Try Again In The Morning) by Madasthesea
Unauthorized Field Trip  by Duskblue
Voices Carry by Ferretshark
Waste Not, Want Not by  by Mttraspberrypie
What Do I Look Like To You, A Clearance Rack?   by Peterstank
What You're Feeling Is Probably Normal by Finny3120
Who Saves The Hero by Camelotqueen
You Got Lost While Getting Older  by Kuragay
You'll Always Get There First by Crowkag
 4. THE BEST THINGS COME IN SMALL PACKAGES — A drabble (under 1k) can pack in all the goodness that you need in a coffee break read. What’s that story for you?
 A Scene In Space by An_Odd_Idea
Adopted Cuddles by Madasthesea
Asthmatic Spider by by  Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Buttering Me Up by Iron_Spider
Can’t Breathe (Unless You Are Here To Help Me)              by Kyu_Writes
Carry Me by by Shitforbrains
Clint II   by Captainstarspangled
Cramps by Thisrosehasanothername
Cuddle Bug by   Marvelous_Writer
Dressing Up As A Hero   by Madam_Sunflower
F.R.I.D.A.Y, When Did I Get A Son by iwritesometimes (Orphan_Account)
Food At Home   by Aimaim94
Home Is Where The Heart Is   by Wentrinsic
I Don’t Want To Rule My Own Country, I Just Want To Pass 10th Grade by  by Andromath
I Feel A Filth In My Bones (Wash Off My Hands Til It's Gone) by Madasthesea
Insomniacs In The Dark  by Littlemissagrifina
Irondad Cuddles by Lilacsoulw
Let The Mind Games Begin by Ironmum
Nice To Meet You, Peter              by Loubuttons
Nothing Like A Fresh Cup Of Humiliation In The Morning by Madasthesea
Of Christmas Lights And Car Chases by Marvelous_Writer
Of Masks And Memories.  by Littlemissagrafina
Outsider by Pinkeastereggs
Patterns  by Nokurde
Place In Your Heart bypotrix
Quentin Knows Best by  Undercover_Royalty
S.O.S. (Somehow Obtained Son) by Madasthesea
Safety Net by Baloobird
Sleeping At Last  by Webtrinsic
Spider Cooties  by The_Forgotten_Nobody
The Dangers Of Sleeping On The Upside Of The Bed by by Honorable_Mention
The One Where Peter Gets A Group Hug              by Icylightning
The One Where Peter Loves John Mulaney by Subarucrosstrekxv
You’re Always My Kid  by Cyn_Writes
  5. THE BIODAD THAT TOUCHED YOUR HEART — Some of the greatest stories flip canon and make Tony Peter’s biological father. Be it baby Peter taking his first steps or Tony dealing with the fact his son is following in his superhero footsteps as Spider-Man, which is the one you loved most of all?
 A Gift Of Blood by Theeclecticsoul
An Abstract Concept by Iron-Spider
Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It by Savana_Marlark
Blood And Iron by Aliciamirza
Built From Scraps by  Peter Stank
Coming Home by  by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Congratulations, It's A Boy by Capiocapi
Happy Birthday - And Merry Christmas by Thequeenofwhump
Happy Hogan Never Forgets A Face by Jen27ny
Hardest Lessons (Softest Results) by Mainstreamelectricalparade
Hydra’s Not A Home (Series) by Tempestaurora
I Hold You Closer Than I Ever Knew I Could Do by Yourgaydad
I Love You More Than Anything by Iron_Spider
I Told You To Be Better(And You Became The Best) by Haru_K
If They Knew All About You by Mshermia
Let Me Pave The Path Until You Come Back  (Series) by Elliahrose
Little Demons Like To Play by Raccooncati
Made Of Iron Born Of Fire (Series)  by Savvysass & Imgoingtocrash
Made With Love by Madasthesea
Move Back Home Forever by Chasingflower
My Little Bambino by Maicaly
Premature Love by  by Seeingthoughtsthroughwords
Pretty Maids All In A Row by Finny3120
Promotions Aren't Always A Good Thing by Agib
Rest Your Head Close To My Heart, Never To Part (Baby Of Mine) by 14million_Constellations
Return To Me, The One I Love So Endlessly by Superherotiger
Slow Down, Start Again From The Beginning by Cassiecasyl
So Many Things Left To Say (Series) by Sarcasmismyweapon
Sometimes Goodbye Is A Second Chance by Ardenskyeholmes221
Sound Logic by Aytheria
Spiderson by Emily_F6
Stars, Hide Your Fires by Yellowdistress.
The Circle Of Life by Lansfics7
The Gift  by Uskblue
The Less Than Secret Life by Yellowdistress
The One Where Peter Is Related To Tony by Marvel_Cinematic_Universe_Fan
The Ties That Bind Us by Winterturtle
They Say Boys Don't Cry (But Your Dad Has Shed A Lot Of Tears) by Tempestaurora
Tomorrow And Tomorrow by Yellowdistress
Tony Stark Vs. Babies "R" Us by Mainstreamelectricalparade
Twist Of Fate  by Karenninaaa
What We Are (Series)  by Yellowdistress
What’s In A Name? by Geekymoviemom
You Are My Sunshine  by Iamconstantine
 6. THE ONE WITH THE FIELD TRIP — The field trip trope is one of the most popular in the fandom. What’s the story that you think pulls all the elements together to make it great?
 A Different Take by Cyberwolfwrites
Academic Commitment by Underoosstark
Air Force by Pomegranateboy
Bullies, Interns, And Secret Things by Thecuriousclockwork
Constant Internal [Spider] Screaming: Semi-Connected Scenes From A Graduating Senior’s Life by Isadancurtisproduction
Everyday Superhero by Stoneage_Woman
Field Trip by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Field Trip Flip by  Happyaspie
Field Trip To Home, Joy by Every_Fandom_Trash
From Your Perspective, The World Is Flat by Blueh
I Don’t Want To Talk About It Anymore by Bees_And_Wasps
I. Am. Spider-Man by  Lisa_Yo
It's Above My Clearance Level by Tsk
Living With Superheros? Not Cool by Groot_Is_God
Mr Stark Enough For You? (Another Field Trip Fic Bcs We Dont Have Enough) by Livinei
Ned Leeds And The Best Field Trip Ever by Aripotter
Neon Liar (Hiding In Plain Sight) by Isadancurtisproduction
No Reason To Go by Pokegeek151
One Fall Weekend by Marvelous_Writer
Open For All by Jointexisting
Patterns by Nokurde
Perhaps He's Not Missing Out After All by Notyocheese
Peter And The Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Field Trip by by Cazei
Peter-Man - Oh, F*Ck - I Mean Spider-Man by Orphan_Account
Peter's Disastrous Field Trip by Superfamilyfan
The Field Trip: Tony And Peter Reunion Edition. by              Moreofareaderthanawriter
The Worthiness Of A Spider by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Top Ten Anime Betrayals by Kernsing
Tower Of Donuts And Doubts by Platinumdollz
Who Is He? by Velarisstars
You're What?  by Shewritesall
    7. THE TIME AFTER TIME ONE — There’s some great time travel stories out there, but which is your favorite?
 Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It  by Savana_Marlark
Breathe, Then Repeat by by Thesecretuchiha
Don’t Look Back by Rowan_M
Every Beautiful Lie (Always Has An Ugly Truth) by Da_Moose
Hero     by Lady_Oneder
I Have Time by Peterparkr
I’ve Learned To Lose You by Peterparkr
It’s Me, Remember?    by Nanixerka
Like You'd Know How It Works by Mshermia
Oh, Take Me Back To The Start by Theregularwriter
Peter And Morgan's 40-Year-Long-Day by Thismarvelouslife
The End Is Just A New Beginning by Tytach
The Other Mr. Stark    byjelly_Pies
The Rules Of Time Travel Do Not Apply To Peter Parker  by Baby_Spidey
The Time Traveler’s Mentor   by Iamirondad
Time To Pretend by Rowan_M
Time Will Tell by by Tonystarkissist
Turn Back The Clock (And I'll Try Again In The Morning) by Madasthesea
We Will Foresee Obstacles by Blackwatchandromeda (Avenris)
Whatever It Takes by Starryknight09
 8. THE ONE WITH ALL THE OWIES — Another massively popular Irondad trope is hurt/comfort, and there’s some amazing stuff out there. Which is the one that you love most of all?
 A Beautiful Lie by Rayrox360
A Day Off  by Icylightning
A Difference In Husbandry by Happy_Cloud
A Different Take by Cyberwolfwrites
A Peter Parker Problem by Spagbol99
A Scare In The Stark Household by Marvelous_Writer
Air I Breathe by Heartofcathedrals
Apartment 43B by Ironfamjam
Atlas by Polaroid15
Be Weak by Fluencca
Before, After, And Beyond by Mainstreamelectricalparade
Broken by My Own Hand (Put Back Together by Yours)  by Gwenoakley
Built From Scraps by Peterstank
But What Is Grief? by  Odd_1
Casualty Of War by Wolfypuppypiles
Caught In A Lie by Krystalpomme
Contentiously Ambiable by Ktoon
Control by Wolfypuppypiles
Cycle Through by Ambivalentangst
Danger Pizza by Alice_In_Ink
Darkness Will Be Rewritten by             Marveal
Didn’t Ask To Be In This Family by  Webtrinsic
Dude, Do These Tacos Taste Funny To You? by           First_Page
Faulty Lines Of Communication by Deancasdrodracohar
Five Times Peter Said "Sorry" To Tony Stark by Agentnerd
Follow The North Star Home  by Fallingforbees
Foolish, Fragile Spine  by Plnkblue
For Want Of A Dad (In Need Of A Son) by Ghostinthebau
Funeral by Mjscorner
Hammering Out The Dents by Webtrinsic
Held On As Tightly As You Held On To Me by Itsreallylaterightnow & Killerqueenwrites
If They Knew All About You by Mshermia
Lazarus, Come Forth by by Iron_Spider
Let Me Hold You Close, Until You Forget How Cruel The World Is by Maicaly
Lost Boy by Dorthea
Mercy by Wolfypuppypiles
More Peril In Thine Eye by Iron—Spider
Mr. Misunderstood     by Parkrstark
Of Flying And Falling   by Polaroid15
One In A Million by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Outnumbered by Heartofcathedrals
Peaches by Peterparkr
Peppermint Allergy by Carpediem369
Peter's Ghost And One (1) Obnoxious Orange Stone by Bean_Reads_Fanic
Popsicle Protocol by Marvelousbutterfly & Thisisnotourlasthunt
Project Pride by Thesleepingowl
Seeing Without Sound by Astronomical_Alien
Shelter by Unluckyolive
Skewed Perspective by Itsallavengers
Sometimes It’s Easier To Just Swim Down by Mjscorner
Stab Me In The Back (I'll Catch You From Behind) by Lansfics7
Statistically Speaking by Foolscapper
Stop, Look, Listen by   Forthenightisdarkandfullofterror
Stuck by Jelly-Pies
Tell Me What To Do by Krystalpomme
The Adventures Of Spidy-Son And Iron-Dad (Series) by Eva7673
The Darkest Hour Is Just Before The Dawn by             Starryknight09
The Little Things by Crowkag
The Past Is Knocking On My Door by by Maicaly
The Room Where It Happens by Notapartytrick
The Third Option by    Uncertainty_Principle
The World Is Not Kind by Trickster88
Thirteen Minutes by Solstice
To Build A Home by  Ashleyparker2815
To Save A Life  by Starryknight09
Too Much by   Peterstark
Wandering Child (So Lost, So Helpless) by Almond_Blossoms
We All Chase After A Few Dying Stars by Losingmymindtonight
Weak Spot by  Grilledcheesing
Weapons Never Weep by Mcsquishee
What I Have, I Give To You by: by Aatticsaltt
What If There Is No Tomorrow? by Iron_Spider
When My Body Won't Hold Me Anymore (Where Will I Go) by Madasthesea
You Better Watch Out by Ciaconnaa
You Got Lost While Getting Older by Kuragay
You’ll Always Get There First by Crowkag
Your Heart Changed (Mine Stayed The Same) by Loisselina (Loisselina)
Your Injuries Belong To Me by Duskblue
 9. THE ONE THAT HURTS SO GOOD — We all like a bit of angst sometimes, so what’s the story that you wanted to hide from but you had to keep reading to get to the happy ending?
 ... And When You Can’t Crawl ...  by Jolinarjackson & Shoyzzart
5 Times Tony Forgot Peter Was Just A Kid by Parkrstark
A Beautiful Lie by Rayrox360
A Difference In Husbandry by Happy_Cloud
A Peter Parker Problem by Spagbol99
Between How It Is And How It Should Be by Frostysunflowers
Built From Scraps by Peterstank
Can't Part The Sea, Can't Reach The Shore by Forensicleaf
Caught In A Lie by Krystalpomme
Cycle Through by Ambivalentangst
Dear God by Krystalpomme
Don't Worry About Me by Chvotic
Ever In Your Favor by  Iron_Spider
Fifteen Years In The Making   by Potts89
Goodbye Mr. Stark, Thanks For Trying by Jelly-Pies
Held On As Tightly As You Held On To Me by Itsreallylaterightnow & Killerqueenwrites
I Do Listen To You by   Icylightning
I Need You (To Be Free) by Marveal
I Promise I'll Do Better by 221broadwayiron
I Promise You, I Literally Pledge by Iron_Spider
I Want Go by Chvotic
I Will Carry You (Always) by Thestarvingwriter
Identity Theft  by Kitcat992
If They Knew All About You by Mshermia
If You Can't Catch A Breath (You Can Take The Oxygen Straight Out Of My Own Chest) by Losingmymindtonight
If You Listen You Can Hear The Ibis by Yellowdistress
Inevitable by Annie_Walker
Its Always The Little Things by Uncertainty_Principle
Jealous? by Chvotic
Let's Get On With Living (While We Can) by  Almond_Blossoms
Love Leaves A Memory No-One Can Steal by Ironmum
May Parker's Complete Guide On How To Raise Your Spiderling by Embarrassing_Myself
More Peril In Thine Eye by Iron_Spider
Not So Friendly  by Ramble_On
Oceans (Where Feet May Fail)  by Myglassesaredirty
Of Drizzly Skies And Saltwater Taffy   by Eccentric_Artist_221b
Of Flying And Falling   by Polaroid15
Peter's Ghost And One (1) Obnoxious Orange Stone  by The-Reverse-Mermaid
Please, Understand by Jipseebree
Protect  by Watermeloness
Reviving Peter Parker  by Yellowdistress
Stab Me In The Back (I'll Catch You From Behind) by Lansfics7
Standing On My Own Two Feet  by Minigigi
Stop, Look, Listen  by  Forthenightisdarkandfullofterror
Stuck by Jelly-Pies
Sunlight by Ardenskyeholmes221
The Art Of Losing by Fluencca
The Darkest Hour Is Just Before The Dawn by Starryknight09
The Missing 92 Days by Yellowdistress
The Room Where It Happens by Notapartytrick
The Third Option  by Uncertainty_Principle
The World Is Wide (But I Feel So Small)  by Buckets_Of_Stars
Thunder And Attrition by Magniloquentchanteuse
To Fall (And Get Back Up) by J_J_Underscore
Turn Back The Clock (And I’ll Try Again In The Morning) by              Madasthesea
We Forgot To Tell Peter by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
We Will Find Our Way Through The Dark  by Ashleyparker2815
What You Were Then I Am Today (Series)  by Madasthesea
When My Body Won't Hold Me Anymore (Where Will I Go)  by Madasthesea
When Trauma Comes Knocking by Kevy_Grayce
   10. THE ONE THAT SOOTHES THE PAIN — What’s The Story That You Go To When You Need A Pick-Me-Up After The Angst?
 5 Times A Spider-Baby Got Dad Smooched by Buckets_Of_Stars
5 Times Peter Made Tony Laugh Out Loud by Grilledcheesing
5 Times Tony Calls Peter Baby by Madasthesea
5 Times Tony Stark Protected Penny Parker   by Emily_F6
A Numb Road Forward by Whimsicalethnographies
A Stark Is Born  by PS_Nothanks
All Good Things Come In Threes by Bergen
Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It  by Savana_Marlark
Bedside Stories  by Wildwaveswhist
Bitch Better Have My Money by Neicy286
Career Day: A Short Story by Shewritesall
Congratulations, It's A Boy Capiocapi
Cuddle Bug  by Marvelous_Writer
Early Childhood Education by Thedisneyoutsider
Every Time by Aimaim94
Five Times Peter And Tony Chaotically Cleaned by Ironmum
For Want Of A Dad (In Need Of A Son) by Ghostinthebau
Ghost Of Christmas Past by  by Ciaconnaa
Hardest Lessons (Softest Results) by Mainstreamelectricalparade
Him Before You by Icylightning
I Can Hold The Weight Of The Worlds (If That's What You Need) by Bluesweatshirt
Instant Kill Mode by Isnt_It_Pretty_To_Think_So
It’s Quiet Uptown by   Sdottkrames
Keeping Watch   by Oreoluvr13
Kids These Days by Isnt_It_Pretty_To_Think_So
Leave Me Where I Am (I'm Only Sleeping) by Hopeless_Hope
Let Me Tell You The Truth (I Can't Hide From You) by Lovesfrogs
Macho Macho Man by Iron_Spider
My Boy  by Thisisnotourlasthunt
No More Lonely by Shewritesall
Nobody Understands Us And I Don't Understand It by Searchingforstars
Peter Revs His Engine by Punkybunny
Peter-Man - Oh, F*Ck - I Mean Spider-Man. by Orphan-Account
Petey And The Hermit by Eccentric_Artist_221b
Pick A Place To Lay Your Head  by Bluesweatshirt
Proof Spider-Man Loves Clickbait by  Mauvera
Research And Disaster by Blueh
Sensitive  by Nhasablog
Storm   by Parkerxheart
Superheroes Get Scared, Too  by Little_But_Mighty
That's How You And I Will Be by Frostysunflowers
The Little Things by Crowkag
The Reinvention Of Tony Stark by Losingmymindtonight
The Road So Far  by Nicolemoon8
The Sun's Starting To Rise (These Are Beautiful Times  by Jelly-Pies
Titan's Lullaby by Starstepper
Too Pure For Your Own Good by An_Odd_Idea
Trapped In The Elevator  by Riseuplikeglitterandgold & Mainstreamelectricalparade
What You're Feeling Is Probably Normal by Finny3120
Whatever It Takes by Starryknight90
Where You Never Would Have Looked by Jwriter819
With Great Care  by Giggles96
You And Me Lying On The Tile Floor (Trying To Keep Cool) by Madasthesea
  11. THE ONE WITHOUT A HOME TO GO TO — There’s some wonderful homeless Peter stories out there, so which is the one you were blown away by?
 A Difference In Husbandry by Happy_Cloud
After The Landslide by Freyaatterton
Distracted by A Dime by Happyaspie
Home Is Where The Arc Is by Peer_Parker
Hope Is The Strongest Power  by Sarayin
I Told You I Had Issues by Bergen
I’m Lost (I Feel So Very Found)  by Cold_Nights_Summer_Days
In The End by Annie_Walker
Is It Too Much To Ask For Home That Lasts? Ft. Peter Parker by Wakandaforever2357
Living With Superheroes? Not Cool by Groot_Is_God
Make Way For Tomorrow by Hopeless_Hope
One Step Unto The Lonely Road (Has Scarred Me For Life)  by Hopeless_Hope
Paradise by Last_Of_Her_Kind
Reintroducing Hope by Fernandidilly_Yo
Taking Leaps (And The Falls That Come With Them)  by Kamomile_Tea
The Art Of Publicity by Xmypandabear
The Little Things (That I Miss) by Da_Moose
The Lost And Forgotten by Litcraz
The Third Option by Uncertainty_Principle
Thunder And Attrition by Magniloquentchanteuse
To Find A Home  (Series) by Aceofstars16
To Have A Home by Doctorineandthreequarters
Unexpected (Everything I Never Knew I Wanted) by Moonchild2593
Unexpected Finds by Snarkymuch
Unwanted by Agib
 12. THE ONE THAT’S A WHOLE NEW WORLD — There’s lots of imaginative AUs in Irondad fic. Whether it’s Steve and Tony as baseball players or Pepper being Peter’s mom, which one is your number one?
 A Beautiful Lie by Rayrox360
A Guardian Among Us by Superherotiger
A Just An Honorable Hand by Friendlyneighborhoodirondad
A Little Monument Of Stones  by Yellowdistress
A Long Way Forward by Rxcrcfllptrs
A Soul's Best Friend by Superherotiger
A Whole New World by Icylightning
Ain't My Blood; Still My Boys by Parkrstark
And The Band Played On  by   Bobee
Archetype  by Bean_Reads_Fanfic
Blood On My Hands (Beast In My Heart) by   Baloobird & Buckets_Of_Stars
Bouquet by Canonismybitch
Can’t Erase What I Wrote In Ink (Tell Me How Can I Change The Story) by Littlemissagrafina
Caring accommodations by Punyparker
Dear Fellow Traveler (Series) by Superherotiger
Engine 12 by Bethy_277
Ever In Your Favor by Iron_Spider
Have Patience, A Quick Wit, And A Gentle Heart by Ironfamjam
Hydra’s Not A Home (Series) by Tempestaurora
I Battle My Jerk Step-Dad by Andromath
I Will Carry You (Always) by Thestarvingwriter
In A Galaxy Far, Far Away (Series) by Madasthesea
It’s A New Life But Always The Same Love  by Wisterispidey
Like Smoke by  Adoraberry
Moulded Mind by Wingswithoutstrings
My Friends Are Ghosts by Firecracker121
Never Tear Us Apart by Imeanthatsprettysnazzy
No Matter What (You Keep Finding Something To Fight For)  by Rejectedmarvel
No Matter Where You Are, I'll Be There For You by X_Writingn_X
Nothing Left To Lose by  Notapartytrick
Oh, Bite Me  by Nanixerka
Once Upon A Reality by Bean_Reads_Fanfic
Only For A Little While by Eccentric_Artist_221b
Petey And The Hermit by Eccentric_Artist_221b
Pilot by Cold_Nights_Summer_Days
Quantum Mechanics 5010  by Pipgraham
Return To Me, The One I Love So Endlessly by Superherotiger
Riding The Waves by Jwriter819
Sea Spider by Bean_Reads_Fanfic
Spidey Tot by Kevy_Grayce
The Boy Who Would Be King  by Writerreadsstuff
The Day Peter’s Name Finished With Stark by Skyrocket25
The Phoenix Project by Geekymoviemom
The Princess Initiative by Sdottkrames
The Will Of The Force by Madasthesea
Though Everything Is A Miracle by Overtures
To Continue Being  by Censored
Tony Built A Son (Series)  by   Footloose_Poets
Triple Axel, Triple Loop by Jointexisting
Until It Disappeared From Me by Ashleyparker2815
Unto The Breach  by Melissabosquez
What I See In You I Hope You Find In Me by Frostysunflowers
What If We Never Were?  by  Ladylangst
What Occurred In Raychester Castle  by Fictionart
What We Grow To Be by Killerqueenwrites
When I Am On Your Shoulders by Ladyblackwater
Where Life Begins And Love Never Ends  by  Kitkatwinchester
Why Can’t The Past Just Die?  by Enchantingwriting
Written In Blue by Erica45 & Snarkymuch
You Got Lost While Getting Older  by Kuragay
You Mispronounced Spider by Lliblo
  13. THE TWEAKING THE SETTINGS ONE — There’s things we all wish we could change in canon — *cough* Endgame *cough* — so which canon divergence does it for you?
 5 Times Peter Made Tony Laugh Out Loud by Grilledcheesing
Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It by Savana_Marlark
Beautiful Boy by Emily_Davison
Before, After, And Beyond  by  Mainstreamelectricalparade
Bittersweet by Kevy_Grayce
Breathe Again by Gwenoakley
Built From Scraps by Peterstank
Dear Mr. Fantasy by Iron_Spider
Every Breath Of Me by Doctornineandthreequarters
Exploding Head Syndrome by Foolscapper
Found Family   by Thedisneyoutsider
Home by Patrochilles_Trash
I Did It All For You (So I Can’t Lose You Now) by Another_Introvert
I Will Restore All That Was Broken by Killerqueenwrites
I’ll Make This Feel Like Home   by Ashleyparker2815
Idiot Billionaire Superhero Father by Killerqueenwrites
Invulnerable  by Imgoingtocrash
Keeping Watch   by Oreoluvr13
Like You'd Know How It Works by Mshermia
Living Proof by Arwenkenobi
M&M Paradise (Series)   by Galaxythreads
May Parker's Complete Guide On How To Raise Your Spiderling by Embarrassing_Myself
Moulded Minds by Wingswithstrings
One In A Million by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
One Thing I’ll Never Know (Is How You Could Be A Ghost)   by              Gwenoakley
Peter-Man - Oh, F*Ck - I Mean Spider-Man by            Orphan-Account
Peter's Ghost And One (1) Obnoxious Orange Stone by Bean_Reads_Fanfic
Pieces Of Echoes by Geekymoviemom
Stop, Look, Listen by Forthenightisdarkandfullofterror
The Battle by Oblossom
The Burning In My Bones   by Happyjuicyfruit
The Crack In My Voice by Happyjuicyfruit
The End Of Infinity by Friendlyneighborhoodfangirls
The More You Say, The Less I Know by Forthenightisdarkandfullofterror
The Rattle Of Their Hearts by Iron_Spider
The Returned by Nicolemoon8
The Thrill Of Hope   by Chasingflower
Titan's Lullaby by Starstepper
Up Came The Sun (Series) by Whimsicalethnographies
We Got Lucky   by The_Muses_Summer_House
We Will Foresee Obstacles by Blackwatchandromeda (Avenris)
What If: Peter Had Been Injured In The Ferry Scene  by Wolf5bane
What Makes A Family by Doctornineandthreequarters
What Was Missing Was You by Happyaspie
What Were The Words I Meant To Say Before You Left by Madasthesea
Whatever It Takes by Starryknight09
When Peter Forgot What Day It Was by Goldenambedo
When You Wake by Katierosefun
Where He Belongs  by Asherkoyal
 14. THE ONE YOU GO BACK TO AGAIN AND AGAIN — Some fics deserve a re-read or ten. What’s the story you go find yourself going back to?
  5 Times Peter Fell, And Tony Caught Him. And The 1 Time Tony Didn’t by Eva7673
A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood by Ambivalentangst
A Difference In Husbandry by Happy_Cloud
A Guardian Among Us by Superherotiger
A Parent Apparent by Happyaspie
Age Regression Was Impossible... Right? by Chvotic
All The Devils Are Here by Yellowdistress
Am I Just A Shadow You Drew by Ironxprince
Apartment 43B by Ironfamjam
Archetype by   Bean_Reads_Fanfic,
Baby's Firsts  by Mainstreamelectricalparade
Back To Bed by Eccentric_Artist_221b
Beautiful Boy by Emily_Davison
Built From Scraps by Peterstank
Child’s Play by Spicyjarvis
Coming Home by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Constant Internal [Spider] Screaming: Semi-Connected Scenes From A Graduating Senior’s Life by Isadancurtisproduction
Dreams Don’t Scare You (They Ain’t Big Enough) by Jumpfall
Ever In Your Favor  by Iron—Spider
Family Is More Than Blood (It Is Light) by Moonchild2593
For Want Of A Dad (In Need Of A Son) by Ghostinthebau
Ghost Of Christmas Past  by Ciaconnaa
Golden Boy  by Sticksandinfinitystones
I Just Wanted To Protect You by Sunflowerspideyy
If They Knew All About You   by Mshermia
I'm At One by Patrochilles_Trash
Into A White And Soundless Place  by Weatheredlaw
Kangaroo Care by Tonystarkissist
Keeping Watch  by Oreoluvr13
Lean On Me by Parkerxheart
Let This Moment Be The First Chapter by Ephemeralstark
Moulded Minds by Wingswithoutstrings
Move Back Home Forever   by Chasingflower
Mr. Misunderstood  by Parkrstark
Mutants by Sameuspegasus
My Boy by Thisisnotourlasthunt
Never Gonna Let You Down by Emily_F6
Patient #2252   by Thesoulofstrawberry
Peter-Man - Oh, F*Ck - I Mean Spider-Man. by Orphan-Account
Play by Losingmymindtonight
Project Pride by Thesleepingowl
Reviving A Spiderling by Eccentric_Artist_221b
Rules Are Made To Be Broken by Ironmum
Sins Of The Fathers by Geekymoviemom
Spider-Man: Avengers (And Midtown High) React by Gayplums
Stay With Me by Princelesstrashpanda
Superheroes Get Scared, Too  by Little_But_Mighty
The Closest Thing He's Got by Grilledcheesing
The Darkest Hour Is Just Before The Dawn by Starryknight09
The Lost And Forgotten by Litcraz
The One Where Peter Gets A Group Hug by Icylightning
The One Where Peter Is Bucky’s Weakness by Jinxquickfoot
The Rise And Fall Of A Spider by Spidersoning
The Spider-Man Conspiracy by Tempestaurora
The Stars The Moon They Have All Been Blown Out (You Left Me In The Dark) by Madasthesea
The Third Option by Uncertainty_Principle
The World Is Not Kind  by Trickster88
Things I Almost Remember by Icedaquarius
Tomorrow Is Another Day (Series) by Frostysunflowers
Trust Issues by Kianisabitch
Webcams And Webshooters (Series) by Losingmymindtonight
What You Were Then I Am Today (Series) by Madasthesea
When You Assume Wrong by Tentativetreason
With Great Care   by Giggles96
You're Killing Me Smalls by Phoenixhp5
 15. THE SERIES THAT SWEPT YOU AWAY — Some of us love to go on a long ride with a series, so which is the world of multiple stories that you binged or waited anxiously for each update?
 A Hero's Journey by Annie_Walke
Another June Day by Skeeter_110
Autistic Peter Parker   by Marvelousbutterfly
Chaotic Peter Parker by Isnt_It_Pretty_To_Think_So
Dear Peter Parker, What To Say To You by Littlemissagrafina
Family Business- Supernatural Au by Killerqueenwrites
Home by Glwilliams97
Hydra’s Not A Home  by Tempestaurora
I Kill Peter Parker Once A Month Of 2021 by Dorthea
I Love You More Than Anything (Bio Dad Au) by Iron_Spider
Identity Saga by Kitcat992
In A Galaxy Far, Far Away   by Madasthesea
Irondad NSAP by Chvotic
Kindred Spirits by Superherotiger
Learning To Parent  by Bowtiez
Lights To Guide You Home by Jolinarjackson
Like You'd Know How It Works And What Comes After by Mshermia
Made Of Iron, Born Of Fire by   Imgoingtocrash & Savvysass
Movie Aus  by Imeanthatsprettysnazzy
Mr. Stark & His Kid by Writerstrash
Nice Work, Kid by Madasthesea
Once Upon An Adoption by Kevy_Grayce
Out Of Darkness by Starryknight09
Paint It Black Verse by Queen Of Crystallopia
Peter Parker: Future Hearts by Xseshatx
Pieces Of Echoes by Geekymoviemom
Single Parent Peter Parker by Prettymalfoy
Soul Stone Realm by Marvelmusicmystery
The New Normal by Baloobird
The Room Saga by Iamirondad
Tony Built A Son   by Footloose_Poets
Tony Stark Is A Good Mentor by Happyaspie
Under Influence Writerstrash
Was That A Star Wars Reference, Dr. Stark? by Jen27ny
We Forgot Peter by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Webcams And Webshooters by Losingmymindtonight
What Makes A Family by  Doctornineandthreequarters
What You Were Then I Am Today  by Madasthesea
Whumptober 2019 by Iron_Spider
 16. THE IN-PROGRESS ADVENTURE — What’s the story that has you checking your email each day, hoping for an update?
 (Un)Breakable by A_Matter_Of_Loyalty
A Beautiful Lie by Rayrox360
A Difference In Husbandry by Happy_Cloud
A Perfect Storm by Grilledcheesing
A Stark Contrast  by Melodicrunes
Ain't My Blood; Still My Boys by Parkrstark
All The Stars Align by Ashleyparker2815
And The Band Played On by Bobee
Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It by Savana_Marlark
Beautiful Boy by Emily_Davison
Come Undone by Capiocapi
Contentiously Amiable by Ktoon
Dream In Colors Borrowed From The Sea by  by Buckets_Of_Stars
Every Beautiful Lie (Always Has An Ugly Truth) by Da_Moose
Fifteen Years In The Making by Potts89
Fire With Fire by Agentianlegend
Found Family by Thedisneyoutsider
How Sharp by  Uncertainty_Principle
How To Repair A Broken Heart by Influentialpineapple
If They Knew All About You by Mshermia
If You're Going Through Hell, Keep On Going by Baloobird
In Unlikely Places by Looneylizzie
Irondad And Spiderson (Series) by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Is He Or Is He Not? by Omenthia_Arc
Lets Get On With Living (While We Can) by Almond_Blossoms
Lonely Generation by Prosperdemeter
Mr. Stark, Something Is Wrong by @Simping-For-Peggy
Not So Friendly by Ramble_On            
Only Going Over Home by Eccentric_Artist_221b
Outnumbered by Heartofcathedrals
Permanence by Theexhaustedalchemist
Peter’s New Step-Brother by Bowtiez
Peter's Hitchhiking Guide To The Time Heist by Randomsketchez
Priorities by Jlmonroe1234
Return To Me, The One I Love So Endlessly by Superherotiger
Rewind by Losingmymindtonight
Ring Of Stones by An_Odd_Idea
Sleeping Through A Rogue Winter Storm by Pogokitten
Sound Logic by Aytheria
Spider-Man: Avengers (And Midtown High) React by Gayplums
Survivors Guilt by Ember_Darla And Marvel_Cinematic_Universe_Fan
Tech Of Nondestructive Yakking by Wabisabi
The Case Of The Missing Museum Bea-Storer by Ironmum
The Hero Of Our Own Story by Kingdomfaraway
The Many Adventures Of Iron Dad And Spider Son by Lbigreyhound13
This Warm Repair by Peterstank
Tune The Piano by Yellowdistress
Unforeseen Dangers   by Starryknight09
Unto The Breach by Melissabosquez
Wanting To Be Better by  Mz_Supermanfan
We Can't Have Faith For Everybody by Hale13
Webcams And Webshooters (Series) by Losingmymindtonight
What If We Never Were? by Ladylangst
What Occurred In Raychester Castle by Fictionart
What You Were Then I Am Today by Madasthesea
With Great Care  by Giggles96
You Are My Sunshine by Iamconstantine
You Stay, I Go  by Cinnamonrollstark
 17. THE COMPLETE FIC THAT YOU CHERISH — Whether Or Not You’ve Got The Patience For An In-Progress Or Not, There’s A Wealth Of Complete Stories You Can Devour At Leisure Or All In One Coffee-Fuelled Binge. What’s Yours?
 5 Times Peter Fell, And Tony Caught Him. And The 1 Time Tony Didn’t. by Eva7673
5 Wishes Peter Didn't Ask For And The 1 He Did by Alice_In_Ink
A Peter Parker Problem by Spagbol99
A Soul's Best Friend by Superherotiger
All Good Things Come In Threes by Bergen
Always Silent, Peter Darling by Lliblo
And You’ll Blow Us All Away by Losingmymingtonight
Because I Said So: Adventures In Parenting (With Commentary by Peter Parker) by Teamironmanforever
Come, My Darling, Homeward Bound by by Iamirondad
Coming Home by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Darkness Will Be Rewritten by Marveal
Engine 12 by Bethy_277
Everybody's Fine by Fluencca
Everyday Superhero by Stoneage_Woman
Five Times David Didn't Understand What Was Going On With His Girlfriend's Nephew by Bumblie_Bee
Five Times Peter And Tony Chaotically Cleaned by Ironmum
Five Times Peter Was Tony’s Son And One Time Tony Was His Dad by Zojnks
Five Times Tony Stark Got To Be A Normal Dad by Captainstarsong
Good Publicity by Bergen
Heart Made Of Glass, My Mind Of Stone  by Princessironspider
Hydra's Not A Home (Series) Bb Tempestaurora
I’m Here, Always by    by Rosesandribbons
Identity Crisis  by Kitcat992
Identity Theft  by Kitcat992
If You’re Gonna Love Someone, Let It Be Me by  Ianalystark & Scooter3scooter
Intern Spider by Emily_F6
Let In Light (At Christmas Time by Josywbu
Let Me Pave The Path Until You Come Back (Series) by Elliahrose
Man In A Can by Jinxquickfoot
On The Other Side Of The Door by Iron_Spider
One To Ten by Jolinarjackson
Only For A Little While by Eccentric_Artist_221b
Pupper Parker by Bean_Reads_Fanfic
Sins Of The Fathers by Geekymoviemom
Starlight, Star Bright by Mainstreamelectricalparade
Stars, Hide Your Fires by Yellowdistress
Stop, Look, Listen by Forthenightisdarkandfullofterror
The 5 Times Tony Stark Helped Peter Parker’s Reputation. (And The One Time Peter Helped His.) by Deductioniskey
The Darkest Hour Is Just Before The Dawn by Starryknight09
The Guardian by Emily_F6
The One Who Made It Out by Tiaylasglass
The Root Is Expectation by Yellowdistress
The Stars And The Moon They Have All Been Blown Out (You Have Left Me In The Dark) by Madasthesea
The Third Option by Uncertainty_Principle
Time Will Tell  by Tonystarkissist
Too Pure For Your Own Good by An_Odd_Idea
We Are Family by Icylightning
What Do I Need? by Scooter3scooter
Your Heart Changed (Mine Stayed The Same) by Loisselina (Loisselina)
 18. THE ONE THAT GAVE YOU ALL THE LOVE — We all love Irondad, but some stories come with bonus bonds that give us just as much. Do you have a Peter & Bucky, or a Peter & Steve working alongside which delivers all the found family goodness?
 5 Times Happy Hogan Nearly Had A Heart Attack Because Of Peter Parker by Thespydersargon
Aiding And Abetting: A Peter Parker Saga by Floweryfran & Peterstank
Astronomy In Reverse by Pansley
Be Careful What You Wish For, You May Just Get It by Savana_Marlark
Between How It Is And How It Should Be by Frostysunflowers
Bits And Pieces by Killerqueenwrites
Brighten Up, Sunshine by Iron_Spider
Can You Hold Me by Ironpengu & Parkrstark
Flame On, Dream On  by Marvelous_Writer
Give Him The Life, That I Couldn’t Give You   by Superherotiger
I Have A Nephew! by Zimnokurw
It Must Be Nice (To Have Mrs. Potts On Your Side by Sdottkrames
It Takes A Village (To Make Sure You're Okay) by Baloobird
Keeping Watch  by Oreoluvr13
Kingdom Come Undone by Killerqueenwrites
Let Me Pave The Path Until You Come Back (Series)  by Elliahrose
Living With Superheros? Not Cool by Groot_Is_God
Love Changes One's Views by Elisaphoenix
May I Have This Dance? by Canonismybitch
More Peril In Thine Eye by Iron_Spider
Not by Blood by Dorthea
O Blessed Child (Series) by Orionlady
Parallels   by Kianisabitch
Perfectly Parental  by Bergen
Popsicle Protocol by Marvelousbutterfly & Thisisnotourlasthunt
Project: Get Bucky Barnes A Dog by Ruxian
Road Work Ahead by Toniwilder
Rules Are Made To Be Broken by Ironmum
Sea Of Expectations  by Astro_Cat13
Something About This Kid by Eemolu
Stars In The City by Parkrstark
The Darkest Hour Is Just Before The Dawn  by Starryknight09
The Definition Of Family by Queen (Ramble)
The Missing Lego Piece by Thedisneyoutsider
The Puzzle That Is Peter Parker  by Neuropsyche
Thunder And Attrition by Magniloquentchanteuse
Timshel (Series) by Justanotherblond
Titles    by Aimaim94
When In The Dark by Kevy_Grayce
Will You Be My Found Family?   by Frostyqueen
Worst Summer Vacation by Mysterycyclone
  19. THE PROLIFIC WRITER AWARD — Irondad has some amazingly prolific writers. Which are the ones you’ve subscribed to get at that fic-wonder goodness of 10 works or more?
 14million_Constellations
Aimaim94
Aimaim94
Ashleyparker2815
Baloobird
Bean_Reads_Fanfic
Bergen
Bowtiez
Buckets_Of_Stars
Capstar98
Cold_Nights_Summer_Days
Doctornineandthreequarters
Duskblue
Eccentric_Artist_221b
Emily_Davison
Emily_F6
Fictionalworldsareexquisite
Floweryfran
Frostysunflowers
Grilledcheesing
Happyaspie
Hold_Our_Destiny
Iamalystark
Iamirondad
Icylightning
Imgoingtocrash
Inkinmyheartsandonthepage
Ironfamjam
Ironmum
Iron-Spider
Ironxprince
Isnt_It_Pretty_To_Think_So
Jelly_Pies
Jen27ny
Jolinarjackson
Joyful_Soul_Collector
Jwriter819
Killerqueenwritws
Kitkatwinchester
Littlemissagrafina
Losingmymindtonight
Madasthesea
Magicalyss
Maicaly
Mainstreamelectricalparade
Marvelous_Writer
Marvels_Blue_Phoenix
Mintstream
Motherkarizma
Mshermia
Myglassesaredirty
Nanixerka
O0citrusee0o
Parkrstark
Rosesandribbons
Sandyk
Scooter3scooter
Sdottkrames
Softdadironman
Starryknight09
Summerwolf
Superherotiger
Tempestaurora
Thedisneyoutsider
Thedumbestavenger
Turtle_Bean
Webtrinsic
Wisterispidey
Wolfypuppypiles
Xseshatx
Yellowdistress
 20. THE NEWBIE — New writers are joining the fandom all the time. Who’s the newbie (posting for 12 months or less) that’s delivering the good stuff for you?
 107thinfantry
Aijato
Anoddidea
Asherkoyal
Baymax_13
Bung
Canonismybitch
Carpediem369
Da_Moose
Dorthea
Eemolu
Emily_Davison
Fallingforbees
Forthenightisdarkandfullofterror
Freyaatterton
Fritokays
Frostyqueen
Imeanthatsprettysnazzy
Ironmum
Jinx_Frost
JinxQuickfoot
Just_Ppeachy
Kittybellestark
Krystalpomme
Lilacsoulw
Lost_lunar_wolf
Maicaly
Marvelousbutterfly
Mintstream
Omenthia_Arc
Patrochilles_Trash
Penny4yourThoughts
Peters
Peterspajamas
Polaroid15
Punkybunny
Revengewitch
Rosesandribbons
Silverdraconyx
Skiesbluetoday
Spagbol99
Sunflowerspideyy
Thedisneyoutsider
Theexhaustedalchemist
Theweirdpersonnextdoor
Thisisnotourlasthunt
Turtle_Bean
Winterturtle
Wolf5bane
 21. THE OG — Who’s the writer that’s been around for a while (12 months or more) that keeps you captivated?
 Aceofstars16
Aimaim94
Almond_Blossoms
Aloneintherain
Ashleyparker2815
Baloobird
Bean_Reads_Fanfic
Blueh
Bowtiez
Buckets_Of_Stars
Caraminha
Cold_Nights_Summer_Days
Doctornineandthreequarters
Duskblue
Eccentric_Artist_221b
Emily_F6
Evotter
Frostysunflowers
Geekymoviemom
Gremlinsr
Grilledcheesing
Happyaspie
Iamirondad
Imgoingtocrash
Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Iron_Spider
Ironfamjam
Isnt_It_Pretty_To_Think_So
Jelly_Pies
Jen27ny
Jolinarjackson
Karenninaaa
Kevy_Grayce
Killerqueenwrites
Little_But_Mighty
Losingmymindtonight
Madasthesea
Mainstreamelectricalparade
Marveal
Mshermia
Myglassesaredirty
Parkrstark
Rejectedmarvel
Scooter3scooter
Shoyzzart
Snarkymuch
Spooderboyandtincan
Starryknight09
Summerwolf
Superherotiger
Tempestaurora
Tonystarkissist
Trickster88
Webtrinsic
Wolfypuppypiles
Yellowdistress
        22. THE WILD CARD STORY — The story that does (or doesn’t) fit into the above categories but you believe deserves the prize. Which one is that for you?
 5 Times Peter Sleepwalked And The 1 Time He Pretended He Did    by Losingmymindtonight
A Beautiful Lie  by Rayrox360
A Different Kind Of Surprise    by Winterturtle
A Fic Where Superior Iron Man Gets DECKED  by Nanixerka
A Peter Parker Problem, by Spagbol99
Aliens Really Are Out To Get You Aren't They? by Some_Sort_Of_Trash
An Uncomfortable Issue by Summerartist
Bank Robber by Purplecat7
Born To Cherish by Ironfamjam
Camping Blues  by Chvotic
Career Day  by Superhusbands4ever (Potterwatch97)
Chickpea And Bleach Curry by S0lstice
Coming Home by Inkinmyheartandonthepage
Doing Good by Thestubb
Everyday Superhero by Stoneage_Woman
Father’s Day Troubles  by Willienillieflys
Five Time Faculty Members Had To Call Peter's Emergency Contact + 1 Time He Shows Up Anyway by Kingdomfaraway
Five Times Tony And Peter Chaotically Cleaned by Ironmum
From Fraud To Father by Tonystarkissist
From Mr. Stark To Tony  by 1minute
Glittering Green  by Aimingarrows
Guess I’m Not Good Enough  by Freyaatterton
I Can Hold The Weight Of Worlds (If That's What You Need) by              Bluesweatshirt
I Exist In Two Places, Here And Where You Are           by              Mindshelter
I Will Soften Every Edge by Losingmymindtonight
I’m Not Telling Him. Period by Scooter3scooter
Iexist In Two Places, Here And Where You Are by Mindshelter
Inimitable by Ephemeralstark
Irondad NSAP (Series) by Chvotic
It's In The Job Description by Iron_Spider_Suit
Just A Normal Kid by Eye_Of_Purgatory
Kids Suck, But You're Great by Gymlily06
Long Gone | Marvel Au  by Strangerlyparker
Nothing Wrong With Being Yourself  by Kitkatwinchester
Play by Losingmymindtonight
Regards, Steve Rogers by Evotter
Research And Disaster by Blueh
Secret  by Aimaim94
Somewhere Beyond The Sea  by Andveryliterary_Theatricaltoo
Tall Skies by Black_Briar
Tech Of Non-Destructive Yakking by Wabisabi
The Case Of The Tyrannical Two by Ironfamjam
The Ghost Of Heroes by Enigmaris & Scarletnightfury
The Long Way Round  by Undeerqueen
The Peter Parker Conspiracy  by Tempestaurora
The Real Hero  by Jilycslove
The Reinvention Of Tony Stark by Losingmymindtonight
The Right Call   by Boleyn13
The Stark Family, by Tonystarkissist
Things That Make It Warm  by Dredfulhapiness
This Ride Is A Wild One             by Just_Ppeachy
Vouchsafe by Sagemb
We Are Family  by Icylightning
What You're Feeling Is Probably Normal by Finny3120
Winterturtle    by A Different Kind Of Suprise
Wrong Number Kid by Blackshadow030930
 ART 1 — DIGITAL MEDIA - Who has those PhotoShop skills, who makes the best mood boards? We have some wonderful artists in the Irondad fandom, and we’re here to celebrate them. Who's your favorite artist?
 @blackchessknight (Tumblr)
@broskepol  (Tumblr)
@dakt37 (Tumblr)
@itsybitsyspiderling (Tumblr)
@kitcat992(Tumblr)
@monireh (Tumblr)
@spidey-art (Tumblr)
@steviesboy (Tumblr)
@superherotiger (Tumblr)
Ellarie.png (Instagram)
  ART 2 — SKETCHES — Who has the skills with the original medium of art in sketches? Whose pencil can create the characters we love best?
 @broskepol (Tumblr)
@dakt37 (Tumblr)
@dchanberry (Tumblr)
@monireh89 (Tumblr)
Ellarie.png (Instagram)
  ART 3 — CARTOONS — Chibis, Manga, Anime, who can create the very best?
 @akira-akatsuki (Tumblr)
@broskepol (Tumblr)
@maryo274 (Tumblr)
@mjscorner (Tumblr)
@yes-i-am-happyaspie (Tumblr)
Ellarie.png (Instagram)
Ironkrispies (Instagram)
  ART 4 — FANVID — Some of the greatest creators are the ones that match the music to the mood, find the perfect scenes to make us laugh and cry. Who does that for you?
 All My Life || Tony & Peter (Father/Son Au) By Akapotatogirl (YouTube)
Ellaire.Png (Instagram)
Emsxworld (YouTube)
Mblaqminoz (YouTube)
My Dad's A Hero To Me By Msmorganstark (YouTube)
Tony Stark & Peter Parker (Adoption Au) || Home By Andrea D (YouTube)
Tony Stark & Peter Parker | A Stark Family Au | Home By Ineffable Films (YouTube)
Tony Stark & Peter Parker | Ashes By Mythicalroyalty (YouTube)
You Are The Reason L Tony Stark & Peter Parker By Chocolala
 ART 5 — BEST IRON FAMILY FANART — Who can create those feeling of Ironfam with their art? Who captures the characters we love in that iconic family.
 @broskepol (Tumblr)
@moonestaly (Tumblr)
@peterokii (Tumblr)
@spidey_art (Tumblr)
@superherotiger (Tumblr)
Ellarie.png (Instagram)
 ART 6 — MOST HEARTBREAKING FANART — Art can move us to tears. Who captures those moments and brings tears to your eyes?
  @cottoncandyofterror (Tumblr)
@eccentric_artist_221b (Tumblr)
@spidey-art (Tumblr)
@superherotiger (Tumblr)
Artinggrace (Instagram)
Cozy Paint (Instagram)
Ellarie.png (Instagram)
 ART 7 — BEST HURT/COMFORT — Who captures the pain of the moment best for you?
 @broskepol (Tumblr)
@spidey-art (Tumblr)
@tonystarkissist (Tumblr)
I will always love you (no matter what...) by @monireh (Tumblr)
You Are The Reason by Chocolala (YouTube)
  ART 8 — THE WILD CARD ART— The art that does (or doesn’t) fit into the above categories but you believe deserves the prize. Which one is that for you?
 @cainternn (Tumblr)
@Iwritedumbshit (Tumblr)
@rhymewithrachel (Tumblr)
@superherotiger
Hannssm (Instagram)
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Drawn from the ocean depths and rigorously purified. Ideal for a modern on-the-go public unsatisfied with tap water.
002 - Sea Salt
A basic seasoning produced from the evaporation of seawater. It also sees use as a preservative.
003 - Ration
A set of canned and vacuum-sealed foodstuffs. The taste isn't bad, and a certain snake that wants to play hide-and-go-seek is just crazy abou- wait, what?
005 - Ramune
A sweet, lemon-flavored carbonated drink. A marble plugs the opening of the uniquely designed bottle. The bottle can also be reused if you bring it to the ramune store.
010 - Ship In a Bottle
A intricate creation, a model ship within a bottle. Made with time, love and care.
012 - Envy-Enducing Envy CD
A CD of songs by Japanese band Envy. Full of unreleased tracks/first recordings.
014 - Children's Book
A children's book about family and forgiveness! The plot is about a sister who can't get along with her younger brother, but they find common ground and bond over causing trouble for their parents.
016 - Sour Soda (x2)
No flavor is listed on the bottle other than sour, which may just be a flavor in and of itself. It's a near black shade of blue... I think.
017 - Gentleman's Guide
A book that's meant to help shape you into the perfect gentleman. However, it's rather demeaning towards the reader, which doesn't feel very gentleman-ly.
018 - Masculine Cologne
Very masculine, can only be used by masculine people. No weaklings allowed, or people with the common sense to smell it before purchasing, and realize it smells really bad.
019 - Fancy Sword
True to it’s name, it looks very fancy, and very intimidating. However, it's only for show, and rather blunt- perhaps inexpensive?
022 - ??? Alcohol
It's something alcoholic. This is a school, it should be confiscated, and you won't be receiving any more information.
024 - Hair Cutting Scissors
Snip snip snip, meant for hair-cutting at home, as these aren’t professional grade. Still though, try and make it even, okay?
025 - Purple Hair Dye
Pretty purple hair dye guaranteed to not come out of hair for weeks! More of a pinkish-purple than the box advertised, but still pretty.
028 - Constellation Skirt
With patterns matching actual real constellations. Despite matching the night sky, it almost seems sun-rise themed, with its pink background and pale gold stars.
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When heated up, it's meant to help soothe upset stomachs, and muscle aches. Popular among student athletes.
031 - Alarm Clock
It's a digital alarm clock. One of the few normal and functional things here, and it's the thing that screams at you to wake up every morning.
032 - Broken Stopwatch (x2)
It won't stop running, no pausing or restarting. You can however make it record different laps.
034 - Baseball Cap
Perfect for keeping the sun out of your face! This one is all black though, so it'll retain a lot of heat.
038 - Card Game (x3)
One easy to play, and popular among kids. The front side of the package shows a family of four playing.
039 - Reminder Booklet
A small pamphlet that gives reminders for daily things, such as eating, drinking, taking meds, etc. Also has room for you to add in unique personalized reminders.
041 - Tiovita
A Japanese energy drink sold at most convenience stores. Pretty inexpensive, and with a nice fruity flavor- but hey, only one per day!
044 - Lie Detector (x2)
Fun for the whole family! Though not incredibly accurate... wait, how do you know that?
045 - Evidence Encylopedia
A book focusing on evidence found in crime scenes. From most overlooked to most common, this book talks about it all.
049 - Track Award
A award from a middle school track and field award. The recipient of the trophy seems to have come in second in two events, and first in one.
050 - Plane Tickets (x2)
Anywhere, anytime, round trip tickets. Probably given as some sort of thank you for volunteering to get off of a accidentally over-booked flight.
051 - Therapy Advertisement (x2)
Some therapist endorsing themselves. Upon looking at the services they offer, I don't feel very inspired to go there.
056 - Soulmate Sweatshirt
A sweatshirt that supposedly brings the most comfort not when you wear it, but when holding someone wearing it. Currently smells strongly of... lavender?
057 - Scrap Metal x3
Seems to be broken bits and pieces of some sort of engine. Could be repurposed, or simply a cool trinket.
059 - Old Journal
It seems to be from the late 80s, and kept being written in up to the early 90s. There's a entry on the last page, synopsizing the birth of the owners son, and how proud the owner is of his now five year old.
060 - Paper Boat
A piece of paper that's been folded into a boat. Apparently you can fold and tear it as you tell a story to provide a visual aid for the story, but no one here knows how.
061 - Calendar
It's got pictures of internationally famous towns on it! This particular one has been written on with a note on almost every day.
064 - Face-paint Kit.
A professional face-painting kit. However, it’s missing it’s red, yellow, blue and white paint- those colors have been all used up.
065 - Life Quote Sign (x3)
A sign with some stereotypical life quote written on it in flowery lettering. Most likely to be seen hanging in a kitchen.
066 - Throwing Rings (x2)
Meant for fair games. If you have good enough aim, maybe you'll win a prize!
067 - Pleasant Savior
Seemingly a CD filled with various performances by the same person. I haven't played the CD, so I don't know what kind of performances he does though, and the name is off-putting.
069 - “Fresh” Bouquet (x3)
Somehow still smells sweet with flowers that look flawless. It's comprised of roses that have been dyed rainbow, all of them.
070 - Hair Ribbons (x3)
They come in a variety of colors, but the Monomono Machine only dispenses yellow. Guaranteed to make the wearer feel a certain sense of self-satisfaction.
071 - Girls Profile
A student profile from a all-girls academy. The paper is water-stained and some of the ink has run, so it's hard to make out what's on the paper.
073 - Baby Doll
It seems to be from around the 90s and... not quite well-loved, but well-played-with. Doesn't come with the original clothes... or hair.
075 - Dream Catcher
Made by a past SHSL. It's actually been pretty effective, and is part of the reason they got scouted.
080 - Retro Game
It's handheld, old, and extremely broken. The screen has been shattered so it displays wrong, all cracked and distorted.
081 - Blackout Curtains (x2)
Completely block out any and all light. Strong enough to plunge a room into darkness.
084 - Noise-cancelling Headphones
They completely block out all sound! Also come with the ability to adjust the size of the band, and will stay on your ears even if you pull the band down to your neck.
086 - Wall Decals
Stickers you can put on your wall. They do a decent job of covering up holes in said walls.
087 - Antique Stuffed Animal (x2)
It seems to be bunny themed, and dressed in clothes you'd see on babies in the 1930s. It's in pretty good shape, other than a few tears where the lace trim at the end has had it’s stitches removed.
088 - Embroidery Kit
Or rather, a needle and thread to be used for embroidery. There's only one needle, and one spool of thread, but hey, it’s something.
090 - Scented Markers (x2)
A full rainbow set, all with their own unique smell! Be careful though - it's hard to get these out of clothes.
092 - Fake Christmas Tree (x2)
Too plastic to be a real tree. It's also incredibly small, but real trees can be small too, so that doesn’t really mess with the realism.
093 - Hair Gel
Top of the line hair gel, and completely unopened! Helps you style your hair and keep it in place, but doesn’t give it the nicest texture.
095 - Instant Noodles
Just add water to get something hot, salty, and/or spicy! A nice meal if you're looking for something that's quick and easy, you can dress it up some too.
097 - Drink Mix
A powder used for ??? warm drink, made with milk, tastes like... something? You try it and tell me, but it smells good at the least.
099 - The DSM-I
Self-explanatory, it's the original version of the DSM, from 1952. Index cards have been slipped in-between most of the pages, talking about what happened with the information listed there.
100 - Collection Of Old Ads
Dating back to the 1920s. A magazine full of ads from a different time, it’s somewhat of a miracle the paper held up while the ideas in it didn’t.
101 - Wooden Ruler
It's a wooden ruler. Used for measuring things, nothing else- why do you ask?
102 - Building Blocks (x3)
Stacking and stacking, and sending it all crumbling down. And then you rinse and repeat.
104 - Cutesy Hair Clips
Snap clips in pastel colors and covered in designs. Oddly enough, there isn't any non-pastels, unless you count the few white clips.
106 - Newspaper Collage
Seems to be a collection of snippets from newspaper articles. There must be hundreds in here... it's a big collage.
107 - Cropped Sweatshirt
Cropped specifically due to a parent saying not to. The sweatshirt seems to be related to some organization, with the big fancy emblem on it.
109 - Pins And Patches
A mix-and-match bag full of enamel pins, buttons, and iron-on patches. Good luck finding something to do with them all.
110 - Origami Paper (x2)
Simple origami paper, in a variety of colors and patterns! Comes easy to tear out of a book, which includes instructions on basic origami types.
112 - Colorful Band-Aids.
They come in many colors, designs, even different sizes. Some seem to be made to cover up paper cuts, others meant to help skinned knees and scraped elbows.
Thank you for visiting the Monomono Machine!
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Maeda, narrating - And I thought the coins were kinda heavy...
Maeda - What now?
[Free Time Event - Uehara]
{Head to Your Room}
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lalaytight · 3 years
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NCT 127 + Sungtaro as Uni Students
-Information Prior to Reading-
Clearing - When applying to University after the official date of the A level results, national results, the clearing section opens which allows people who did not get the required grades or have changed their mind in term of courses, apply to university and get a spot.
Dissertation - he final project completed in the last year of University, is normally around one set topic and makes up a good chunk of the final grade awarded at the end of the course.
Pre's - Stands for Pre Drinks a social event where alcohol is consumed prior to going to the clubs.
Masters- A second degree normally 12-18 months long in addition to the bachelors degree when you first graduate. Normally more specific than the first degree.
Gap Year- A year taken between finishing up school and going off to university, normally spent either saving for university or more commonly travelling the world and 'finding' yourself in a third world country on a beaten path.
Pull/ going on the pull- The act of trying to get a date or take someone home with you whilst on a night out in the clubs/ pubs. Can be either successful or unsuccessful but is a great past time.
Tactical chunder-  The act of throwing up whilst drunk in order to sober yourself or remove some of the alcohol from your body. Is often done to make room for more alcohol.
Warnings: Alcohol consumption, Swearing, overall shenanigans, phallic imagery (?), Illegal substance usage
Moon Taeil
Taeil is studying a Chemisty Masters. He completed the undergrad and met a girl. The year below and didn't want to do long distance. So he signed up for a master's course so they could stay in the same area. And he has to admit it was definitely a good choice. Not only is he not having to worry about getting a job, loosing his missus to someone else or having to part from his mainly younger best friends.
He considers himself old now and therefore, isn't involved in any of the society's or sports clubs. He also can't be bothered, not between labs and reports he's got to write. He can barely make time to play fortnite yet alone serious sports. But he will sneak into any of the parties being hosted by the societies his friends are a part of. Will bring his own bottle of Gin and never take it home but its all about the atmosphere. And hanging out with his friends.
In class, Taeil works with the same lab partner for everything. He hasn't changed since September and has no intent to. He's not big on making more friends than necessary and he's got this tight bond with his current partner and therefore, doesn't bother looking for anyone else if they have to do group work. He's studious and his reports are always written well. There's also a little smiling moon placed in the top corner of any one he has to print out. It's completely against the guideline published but its so cute he gets away with it each time. Plus he's also a major teacher's pet and will stay late to help clean the lab after a session.
On a night out Taeil is plastered. He's drunk out of his mind but it's the way he likes to be. He's buying everyone drinks. His bank accounts hurts at the end of the night but he only sees it as a good night. He has no interest in pulling or trying to flirt with anyone he's a committed man. But he will attempt to help his other friends settle down. Therefore, he's everyone's wingman. A shit one but its the effort that counts. If he's lost he's by the bar ordering shots for someone he thinks is sobering up too fast.
John Suh / Johnny
What would the great Johnny Suh study at university. Well its nothing you expect it to be. He's studying building surveying. Yeah you heard that right. And he's so proud of it. The looks he gets when people ask him what he does and that's his answer. This big tall buff guy who kinda screams like he's studying something sporty. He's all about buildings. Wont even try to say he's doing archetecture. Rather he'll just bring out a folder of photos on his phone which are just him in his High Vis Jacket in a multitude of poses.
Johnny is the captain of the Rugby team, that's how he met and then adopted Jeno. He can be seen only on Wednesday at the student night wearing his rugby uniform, the university mascot drawn on his face and a bottle of beer in his hand. He starts the sing along of the rugby boys as they walk through campus. You'll know the one, where they talk or chant about their appendages. He cheers the loudest when one of the newer players join in
In class Johnny is that one guy that everyone loves. He's fun he's entertaining and he's just so nice. He's always there to help his other peeps when they're struggling responding to the questions in the course group chat on Facebook. He send's merry Christmas and happy holidays messages without fail. The cutest little messages and stuff and if you didn't expect this great six foot something guy behind the screen you'd be correct. He's so nice and polite and seemingly hard working that he can get away with anything. You wouldn't notice that he does fuck all in a group project. He's just so present you think he's contributed loads. Until you notice the only writing he has on the entire worksheet is his name.
Johnny is the ultimate party planner. He's always responsible for organising the house party or pre's and he gets absolutely everyone around. He know's Jeno and next thing you know the rest of the younger guys are round his house and Johnny's suddenly got like 7 20 something year old sons. He's bringing all the snacks and an endless supply of Magners. Anyone wants a drink, help yourself. On a night out he's the first to break off from the group. He's straight to the smoking area to light up his juul. He spends a little too long there cause he's too busy flirting but he leaves with their insta and then goes to try and bully Mark onto the dance floor. But when Mark protests and he's told to leave Taeyong's son alone, his best partner is crime Jaehyun is right by his side to go thot drop to the 90s club hits playing on the floor.
Lee Taeyong
Taeyong is another masters student. His first degree was in illustration and he hated it. Completely put him off art. He never wanted to draw for a living ever again. Never again. But he didn't know what to do with his degree. That was until he went to a careers event and there was an art therapist present, and he knew this was his calling. Or perhaps he was desperate and the way the man talked seemed to draw him in. Therefore, his masters is art therapy.
Taeyong used to be the president of the music society, and he could have stayed on another year when he started his masters. But he decided to take a step back and instead focus on his studies. Or at least pretend to. Now he just focuses on not killing his housemates and wondering why he stayed in a student house for another year. Not when he could have afforded a studio apartment.
Taeyong feels a new life for art by doing his masters course. He's slowly falling back in love with the thing his first degree ruined for him. And the therapy side is so interesting and new to him that he's constantly amazed. To the point where he goes and actually does the further reading. He might be the only one in the class to do so but that doesn't stop him. The lecturers love him because of his genuine interest in the subject and he always gets the opportunity for anything cool they put on. His interest though can be a little dangerous as he's constantly testing his new techniques out on his roommates and if he has to see one more dick drawn by Yuta one of them will not be attending lectures the next day.
Taeyong contrary to popular belief is not the mom friend on a night out. He is the next morning. But on the night out he's wild. A lightweight who sticks to drinking wine only, he likes to belief he's the light and life of the party. He isn't really but he is the one on the tables at the club throwing the best dance moves. Every time he hits the dance floor its like he starts a performance and you can't take your eyes away. Somehow he's still in control of his movement. It's a miracle but he does it somehow. And the next morning he refuses to admit he was once again performing at the club like he was on a stage in front of millions as he's forcing bread down the throats of every single housemate.
Nakamoto Yuta
Yuta doesn't seem to be a big reader when you look at him. You'd never think he'd spend most of his university time bent over a book reading it to be able to write the report about it. Probably because he doesn't but he's an English Literature student nevertheless.
Yuta belongs to the football, soccer, club and is the captain. He takes great pride in his team but will not hesitate to do a fun meaningless game often. In fact he was the one who suggested to Johnny that the football and the rugby team should play eachother at tennis of all sports to see who was the superior. Before a big match Yuta attempts to organise more practice, but its never okayed by the coach. He still goes to the pitch to wait and is disappointed every time when nobody turns up to his unofficial training session.
Yuta loves his English literature class. Mainly because they do deep dives into the book and he secretly does love reading he just doesn't like being told what books to read. He's passionate about Brontè and can tell you almost anything about the twilight universe. But he absolutely refuses to read the books for the assignments. Rather he'll scroll his way through a couple summaries, a wikipedia page and one of those websites that publish old essays instead. His grades are high and he's yet to be caught not having read really any of the books they've worked on. Rather he just flings around the terminology and hopes its actually being used. Yuta attends every lecture, not because he wants to learn. Rather because he loves going in to his class and talking to the rest of the students on his course. He's a part of a mainly female friendship group and he's not hesitant to tell them when they deserve better than the guy that's stringing them on. He's always there to remind them how they truly deserve to be treated and point out the red flags when the girls try to justify staying with them. He wouldn't ever date any of them, and he's sure many of them think he swings for the other team only. But like he's not going to protest. Unless they're being mistreated by their partners and they need to wake up. He also makes a small fortune selling his old notes to students in the year below, Jaemin has set up a monthly subscription pay to ensure he gets all the notes he can't be bothered to take.
At a party Yuta can be found drinking some sort of liquor and chatting to Doyoung in the corner. The pair are laughing like school girls and having the times of their lives. If you ever approach expect to be disgusted and possibly confused considering how much of a strong feminist he is. The pair can be found having the most controversial conversations possible. Yuta just wants to argue though and Doyoung presents a very good opportunity. When asked later he will never deny what you heard nor excuse his words, only gives a meek smile and then disappears. He's found in the grimiest bathroom normally and he's not alone. Let's leave that one up to the imagination. But he's the self proclaimed king of one night stands.
Kim Dongyoung / Doyoung
Doyoung was confused at first over what subject to take. He was torn between law and criminology. To the point where he had applied and had offers for both courses some of which being at the same university. However, when it came to results days he ended up on the criminology course. He's not pressed though.
Doyoung is not involved in any societies or sports. However, he is pretty involved in another aspect of the university community. He's very frequently involved in the university confessions page on Facebook. He's actually one of the admins. And he loves to approve and post the more controversial confessions. Especially the ones which are most likely to cause massive arguments between courses. He'll accept the confession post it and then just sit back and watch the chaos. He's Admin C.
Class wise Doyoung loves the argumentative side of the subject. Why wouldn't he be involved in the discussions and debates. It's his favourite part and he's always team captain. But when it's normal classwork he's just as involved. In his opinion if he's paying all this money for the course he's going to get as much out of it as possible. He'll do the snazzy presentation for your group project with the transitions background noises and memes. You get high scores because of this presentation. He's top of the class and has no intent of letting that position go to someone else.
On a night out he can be seen purposefully trying to stir the pot. He's a shit starter and proud and its even worse when drunk. You think someone is looking at you funny, he'll say they are and then go with you to confront them. He'll talk about something controversial and try to play devils advocate just to watch your reaction. He is also the one to have the evidence of what happened on his snapchat the next morning. A useful ally to have if you want those pictures deleted.
Jung Yoonoh/ Jaehyun
Big, tall, kinda scary looking Jaehyun is studying education. He's always wanted to be a dad, but his parents warned him of the problems of being a teenaged dad. And then again at having kids really young before you have the money needed to support them. So he had to suck up the desire to be a father until he found an happy alternative. Enter Jaehyun studying to be an Early years, ages 4-8, teacher. He can be the school father to these children and then hand them back to their parents in the afternoon.
Jaehyun used to be part of the football team until he realised he couldn't be bothered. He then tried to dabble in some of the societies but he couldn't find one he enjoyed. Rather he settled in becoming one of the campus crushes. Running a successful instagram account and taking a part in the social media take-over event the student union hosted.
Jaehyun loves his course only when he's out working on placement within the school setting. He hates the class work. But when he's in class that's where he shines, well most of the time. He loves the kids, and they love him. The bond he builds is so strong and it normally works very well in his favour the class listening to what he wants them to do and everything generally seems to go well for him. He's also a hit with the female teachers who are supervising him. To the point where he can get away with nearly anything. He'll never forget the one time he turned up after a heavy night out, hanging out of his boots, to the point he was throwing up in the students toilet and he's charm and good looks meant the female teacher he was working with let him off the hook. He swore never to drink again before going to work but he totally owed it to her for not reporting him to the university for being completely out of sorts to the point where he just put on a film all afternoon and snoozed on the desk.
When he's not got work the next morning Jaehyun is down for the longest night out he can muster. He will drag everyone to the one club that closes at 6am. By the end of the night there's only a few strong solider's left, namely Johnny, Yuta Jungwoo and himself, but he'd never stop. His wallet hurts after paying all the entry fees but it was completely worth it. His favourite student night is the naughties night that is hosted every term, he's screaming along to Beyonce and Fall out boy all night along. He's hit hard by the hangover the next morning but his cuddle buddy Taeyong is more than used to it by now and the pair sit watching reruns of Judge Judy and feeling sorry for themselves.
Dong Sicheng/ WinWin
Included in WayV link pending
Kim Jungwoo
Jungwoo might arguably be the smartest of the bunch and he won't let you forget when he's proudly stating he studies Engineering. He deserves to as well cause the course is hard. He's a mathematical genius and he's dream is to go on to study robotics afterwards.
Jungwoo is a proud member of the Harry Potter society. Well kinda, his housemates all know he's a part of the society and he's very active talking about it to them all. But he won't actively tell people he's apart of it outside his close friends. It's mainly because he's embarrassed that he's one of the younger members normally heavily surrounded by middle aged women. But he wouldn't leave, he's too deep in the fan fiction they're collectively writing. #JusticeforWolfStar.
Jungwoo is relatively quiet in class choosing to stick with his selected course mate group. He doesn't tend to speak to anyone outside his tutor group and instead focuses more on just trying to pass each assignment sent his way. He does try his hardest to stay on top of the work assigned for him, and tries to put his effort in. But as he gets closer and closer to the end of the course he cannot find it in himself to put as much effort in as he did in his second year, he was pissed or high for most of his first year to say he was putting his uttermost effort in. He is however, well known for bringing the best weed brownies to the tutor group parties. It's a secret recipe he refuses to tell anyone how he does it.
If you've lost Jungwoo on a night out he's 1000% in the smoking area. If he's not lit up he's sat there chatting people up left right and centre. It's his favourite socialisation point and he states he can always find the most interesting people in the smoking area. And normally get a couple of free cigarettes out of it. He's the first to ask if you've got a lighter he can use. He's a big fan of hitting the gay club at about 3am because their drinks are normally cheaper and it stays open the latest. Also because there's a chance he'll bump into a drag queen.
Mark Lee
Included in NCT Dream's version
Lee Donghyuck/ Haechan
Included in NCT Dream's version
Osaki Shotaro
Shotaro is another student studying theatre studies. At first he wanted to just study Dance but then decided he liked the idea of studying more of the entire theatre style. So he randomly applied for one theatre studies course. He was accepted and didn't look back.
Therefore, as part of the group studying theatre he has to take part in the productions the university put on. Well it's not a exact demand for the course but it's heavily implied. And Shotaro doesn't mind, especially when he successfully lands the role of Dance captain every single time. It's his favourite thing to go up to the cast announcement list and see his name next to dance captain. He also loves attending all the costume fittings ensuring to arrive as early as possible and drag it out for a little while longer. It's most likely because he's got a crush on one of the students working on the costumes, but he's way too shy to actually ask them out.
Shotaro can normally be found staying late in some of the practice rooms. Despite his dancing skills, being part of the theatre course means he has to be involved in the other sides and his confidence is lacking. Therefore, he is working his hardest until he feels like he's on par with some of the other students. He mainly gets help from Haechan who's taken a liking to the other boy and the pairs mutual love for Justin Bieber solidified their friendship.
Another lightweight, Shotaro is cautious of how much he has to drink at any point of the night. He likes to still be in control and therefore has never been black out drunk. But he has tried a little bit of everything. Plus Yuta has practically adopted him on nights out and therefore, if Shotaro is tempted for a drink he'll get one but never has to pay for it. And no Yuta doesn't pay for it either but they do con some unsuspecting person into paying for them both.
Jung Sungchan
Sungchan was another confused at first on which subject he wanted to study at university. He was torn between just Media and then the more specific Film Studies. Though after one very intense talk from a Film studies tutor at sixth form he did chose Film studies.
He's also involved in the school productions, he has the responsibility of filming the performances, well at least one or two of them, so that they can upload them to the theatre society's YouTube channel. He is also in charge of organising the lightening of the show when he's not working the camera. When he has to focus on the recording he just ends up praying the lightening works as he leaves it partially under the control of Jisung and knows if he dares has a go at the societies baby he's dead.
Sungchan is that one member of the class who seems to always have the best editing software on his laptop and the most intense amount of knowledge regarding it. When anyone asks he only states it because he didn't want to look like an idiot on his first couple days. The truth is that he runs a rather successful YouTube channel where he makes edits and crack videos. Sony after effects is his best friend.
On a night out Sungchan lets loose. He absolutely loves the feeling of alcohol in his system. He becomes clumsy and for his size it can cause many problems but he wouldn't have it any other way. He tends to have to be guided through a dance floor by someone else to avoid bumping into people and spilling his over priced double vodka and coke. He's desperate to head for food at about 2am and rushes to follow someone the instant they mention being hungry.
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beneaththetangles · 3 years
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First Impression: Girlfriend, Girlfriend
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Hey guys, Josh here, and….hoo boy…do I have a one for you. I should’ve known that this new series would be something…special…when even after much discussion, NOBODY at Beneath the Tangles volunteered to take it on. But me being the foolish dope I am, I jumped at the chance…and I now question everything.
You would think that after trudging through Rent-A-Girlfriend’s premiere episode that I would know better than to mess with a show that has the word “Girlfriend” in the title that isn’t called Mysterious Girlfriend X, but I am a glutton for punishment it seems. Girlfriend, Girlfriend is…well…it’s not gonna win any awards this season, as far as I can tell from this first episode. I mean, if you’re into harem romcoms, this one MIGHT give you something to sink your teeth into as it is, admittedly, a somewhat unique take on the harem anime trope, but from my eyes, this show just leaves you with so many head-scratching, face-palming moments, that the idea of coming back every week for the better part of two months fills me with trepidation and fear. But is it REALLY that bad? Or does it fall into the “so bad it’s good” category? Lets find out. I’m Josh, and this is my First Impression of Girlfriend, Girlfriend.
Let us pray.
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Except that…
Our series starts with our protagonist, Makoto Itou—sorry, I mean Naoya Mukai. Seems our boy is living the dream right now. He’s currently going steady with a cute girl named Sekai Saionji—sorry again, I mean Saki, who he has had a long-time crush on since childhood, and is FIERCELY devoted to. And when I say “fiercely”, I mean that literally—this dude confessed his love to Saki once a month every month since first grade…and only now that they’re in high school did she finally return his feelings and they started going out. You know, that’s dedication…creepy, CREEPY dedication. But hey, the heart wants what the heart wants, I guess.
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While waiting on Saki to finish up with basketball practice on the school roof, a mysterious purple-haired girl comes up and rather abruptly confesses her feelings to Naoya. Because that’s where all the best confessions take place, of course. That or underneath a blooming sakura blossom tree. Anyway, our new girl’s name is Kotonoha Katsura—oops, sorry again…Nagisa Minase, and it seems as though she has feelings for Naoya herself, putting in hours everyday to make herself look as attractive as possible, and spending 8 hours and tens of thousands of yen to make a perfect lunchbox for him. Because that’s what all girls do whenever they want to confess to a guy they only just got the courage to speak to! Naoya is taken aback by this showing of love, and initially does the right thing by saying that he can’t return her feelings because he already has a girlfriend (what any NORMAL guy would do). However, Nagisa is not dissuaded by this news, and says that she’ll never give up on him and will confess her feelings again one day. This seems to strike a nerve with Naoya; he doesn’t want to turn down Nagisa, nor does he want to betray Saki. So what does he decide to do?
Does he spend some time trying to come to grips with his feelings?
Does he talk with someone who could offer up some sage advise?
Does he tell Nagisa, “Look, I have a girlfriend and I’m really happy with her, but maybe we can just be friends?”
NOPE! None of the above!
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This MoFo decides to go for the “Have Your Cake and Eat It Too” option, and ask Nagisa if she would mind entering a relationship with him AND his current girlfriend. Because WHY THE HECK NOT?! And of course, Nagisa does the right thing and turns him down; after all, what self-respecting girl would want to be in a relationship with a guy who already has a girlfriend. Who in their right mind is okay being the backup girlfriend? That would be just silly–
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OH COME THE EFF ON, NAGISA!!! YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU’RE ACTUALLY DOWN FOR THIS?! REALLY!?!? Good grief…
Anyway, the two run off to tell Saki the news after her practice. At first, Saki she seems happy with this new “friend,” until Naoya reveals that he actually wants to bring this new girl into the fold as another girlfriend. Saki takes this news about as well as you would expect—she pulls a Saitama and One-Punches him. However, Naoya is not dissuaded by this and sees this as being the only real, logical solution to this “problem.” Modern problems require modern solutions, I guess.
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When Saki understandably grills Nagisa asking is she really okay being part of this arrangement, our purple-haired cutie is totally down for whatever, really wanting to be part of this foolishness. Eventually, both Naoya and Nagisa begin begging Saki to at least consider his proposal, promising her endless meals, money and…ahem…other things…and eventually…she agrees to give this whole thing a try. Naoya then has the bright idea to improve relations between his two new girlfriends by inviting them to live with him in his house.
Oh, but what about his parents? I mean, surely they would have something to say about their son wanting to date two girls at the same time and let both of them live under the same roof, right? Well, in this particular show, Naoya states he doesn’t even live with his parents and thus can bring the two girls into the house with no problems, having to only speak with Saki’s mom to get the all clear. I know this is a common trope in anime, especially in harem anime—the parents are either away on a business trip, divorced, or caught an acute case of dead, and usually the anime makes a point in pointing out what the situation is. This time around, the show doesn’t even bother with explaining anything and Naoya says that he just doesn’t live with his folks!
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Later that night, while the two girls are sharing a bath (because of course they are), they discuss the elephant in the room…sex. Saki admits, much to Nagisa’s relief, that she and Naoya have yet to have any love-love time; heck, they haven’t even kissed yet. It’s then when Nagisa confronts Naoya; what EXACTLY does he want the nature of this relationship to be? Naoya actually ADMITS that he eventually the three of them to have love-love time. However, Naoya admits that they should perhaps get to know each other better and thus decides to put that feeling aside for the time being. Wow. What a guy.
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And in fact, I think that’s the prime failing of Girlfriend, Girlfriend. Our male lead is just not a very likable guy and, as weird as this may sound, has not earned this affection of either Saki or Nagisa. What has he done that makes us stand up and say, “Hey, he’s a great guy—he deserves having these girls love all over him!”? To me, a good harem anime has a protagonist that doesn’t seek out the harem, but rather deals with the personalities and situations that comes to him, and from that, makes a decision, all the while remaining equally considerate to the others. Naoya only seems to be in this situation because he WANTS to be. This is a problem of his own creation! It’s like unscrewing a lightbulb from a lamp, smashing it on the ground and saying, “Oh, dang! I can’t see! The room is too dark! What on earth am I going to do?”
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With regards to the female characters in this show…well…I don’t really know what to say here. One thing that I had to ask while watching this is, “What are YOU GUYS getting from this?” I mean, all we hear about is what Naoya wants; we don’t hear about what the other girls want out of this and what Naoya can give to them…especially Saki, who has, for all intents and purposes, been coerced into this entanglement, and is getting no obvious rewards from this other than still being Naoya’s girlfriend. What does she gain from this? And with regards to Nagisa…why is baby girl so intent on being 2nd?! Why is she seemingly okay with the idea of sharing this BOY with another girl? Both of these girls need their heads examined, and I think I need mine examined at the end of all this.
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So where does that leave us with Girlfriend, Girlfriend? Well, lemme put it this way–if you ever wanted a happy version of the video game/anime School Days, this is for you. If you want watch a show that is just going to be a mindless yet well-animated romp, this is for you. Other than that, stay the heck away. As someone who actually likes a good harem anime every once in a while, this one just feels like it’s just trying too hard to be unique and just ends up falling on its face. I may stick around with this one for another episode or two just out of morbid curiosity to see if it can get any worse, but other than that, I’m giving it a hard pass and it would behoove you to do the same.
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Girlfriend, Girlfriend can be streamed through Crunchyroll. Read our thoughts on all the new summer anime series, in addition to comments from our other writers, on our Summer 2021 Anime First Impression master post.
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turnabout4what · 4 years
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You used to be diagnosed with ADHD, but then got diagnosed with autism, right? Aside from needing a lot of time to recharge after social stuff, can I ask what kinds of things tipped you off as to the difference? My psychiatrist is looking at an ASD diagnosis for me after years of being labeled ADHD... and I don’t really know what to think. If this is too personal feel free to ignore it!
I’m still diagnosed with ADD, but I’m strongly suspected of having autism. I haven’t been able to pursue a diagnosis because of COVID, but I’ve been in therapy for both. Before I answer your question, I’m going to go over the overlap between ASD and ADD, because you can work on these things regardless of the diagnosis. It’s very stressful to not have a clear idea of what you’re “supposed” to be experiencing!
1.      RSD, or Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria. Do you feel physical pain whenever a stranger on the internet implies you’re a bad person? You may have this common symptom of ASD and ADD.
2.      Difficulties with executive functioning. Lots of people have trouble motivating themselves to do things, but ADD and ASD make it even harder!
3.      Emotional regulation. You may become angry or anxious very easily, and you may be oversensitive. This often comes with impulsivity, especially in ADD.
4.      Hyperfocusing. Do you ever start cleaning your room and then find yourself unable to stop? This frequently is accompanied by forgetting to eat. Generally, this happens with things that you enjoy doing, but when I’m stressed, it often involves cleaning.
5.      Being prone to addiction. This can be drugs, or it can be video games or any number of things that give you a boost of dopamine. Additionally, you may get short-term obsessions. Watching a TV show may be incredibly stressful unless you can binge the entire thing in one weekend.
6.      Not being able to make and keep friends in elementary school. I was great at making friends, but I could never keep them. Combined with RSD, this was devastating.
7.      A lack of focus on work and school. Notably, if you also have anxiety, you may still be able to pull off good grades by using your anxiety to rein in your focus. I was once told by a psychiatrist who sat down with me for only ten minutes that kids with executive dysfunction couldn’t have a 4.0 GPA and that he didn’t believe I had trouble focusing. Two appointments later, he apologized and officially diagosed me with ADD. There’s a reason I don’t totally trust his diagnosis. I do find it interesting and relieving that your psychiatrist is looking at an ASD diagnosis; a lot of psychiatrists don’t consider that a possibility if you weren’t diagnosed in early childhood.
8.      Forgetting deadlines, leaving things you needed at home, and generally being an organizational disaster by neurotypical standards. My third grade teacher gave me the “tornado award” in front of the entire class to publicly shame me for how messy my desk was.
 Now, to answer your question, here are the things that stood out as being indicators of me having ASD:
1.      ASD runs in my family. My dad didn’t speak until the age of 6, and my younger brother was diagnosed as autistic when he was about two years old.
2.      I have a sensory disorder that frequently interferes with my everyday life. I’m the type who can’t be inside of a candle store for more than 10 minutes because the smells are too overwhelming. At homecoming and prom, I could be found as far away from the speakers as possible, wishing the evening would end and we could all go home. Interestingly, my issue isn’t with volume, but with how unfamiliar a sound is—I went to a TOP concert with intense earplugs in. For the opening band, I got so sick that I went to the bathroom and curled up in a ball with my hands over my ears. But when TOP started playing, I was able to take my earplugs out and I felt perfectly fine. Notably, I know every lyric to every TOP song on Spotify, and I’d never heard the opening band before.
3.      People who are AFAB and high intelligence frequently don’t show the standard signs of ASD due to how we’re socialized as infants. If you’ve ever stood in a mirror and practiced making facial expressions and hand gestures, it’s a sign you intellectually learned how to act neurotypical. Most people pick up on that intuitively.
4.      I only recently discovered that when someone asks, “How are you?” you’re supposed to ask them that question back. I always hated when people asked me that, since I was expected to say that I was doing well, so I never returned it. I didn’t realize that was rude. I still occasionally find things that are considered basic communication that I never realized.
5.      My dad was physically abused as a child whenever he showed symptoms of ASD, and unfortunately that meant my younger brother and I were verbally abused any time we stimmed, talked about our special interests, or reacted strongly to sensory stimuli. Because of this, I didn’t indulge my childhood special interest until I was well into college: insects. As soon as I started taking classes about insects, I occasionally scared classmates and even professors! I’m normally a soft and smiley person, but when I’m hyperfocused on something that really interests me, I fall into a certain state that my friends have described as “intense.”
6.      Stimulant ADD medications like Adderall and Vyvanse did not work for me. They made me more anxious and didn’t improve my focus well. You know what did work? Wellbutrin. My doctor actually just upped my Wellbutrin dose and I feel incredible
This was extremely long, but hopefully helpful! Note that all of the problems I’ve had with my ASD or ADD came from surrounding myself with people who never tried to understand me. Now I have friends who plan events with my sensory sensitivities in mind, who point out my mistakes without making me feel rejected, and who are excited to see me even when I’m 15 minutes late… again. Neither diagnosis means there’s something wrong with you. It just means people have to put in a little extra work to understand you, and I promise you’ll find people who know you’re worth that extra work.
Best wishes, anon!
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lo-mindpalace · 4 years
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26 - Walk of Shame
Alternative Universe: The characters are young adults and they are studying in The University of Kansas in Lawrence.
 (SAM’S POV)
I looked at my watch. He was late. My brother was always late and it was annoying me. It was the last year of College for Dean, he was studying Mechanical Engineering. He was more interested in his drawing class and practicing sport rather than the studies but he was good at it anyway. As for me, it was my first year at College, I was in Law School and it was exactly how I imagined it. I was really enjoying this campus and student life, far away from my parents. I was sharing a big apartment with Dean and Charlie – our best friend, but Dean was often outside, dating girls, having one-night stands, … My brother was very popular, he always was. In high school, now in College. And I am known as “Dean’s smart brother” or something, but I don’t really care.
Dean, Charlie and I were supposed to eat together every Tuesday and Friday noon. This Friday, Dean was late and didn’t even text me. I looked at my lunch and sighed again.
“Hey Sam!”
I raised my head and saw Charlie sitting in front of me, in the campus yard.
“Hello, Charlie. How was your morning class?”
“Meh. I was a bit bored so I played League of Legends.” Charlie pouted.
I shook my head. Charlie was doing a bachelor of science in Information Technology. She was very, very talented with computers. She could hack a system in only a few minutes. Somehow, I was proud of her but she scared me sometimes. We met in High school with Dean and since that day, we’ve been best friends. She is such a wonderful person, always here to help. She is very attentive and such a geek. My redhead friend looked around and raised an eyebrow.
“… Where is Dean?”
I sighed and shrugged. Charlie seemed to think and then made a little “Oh.”. I raised an eyebrow, not understanding what was going on. She nodded to herself and looked at me.
“We are on Friday right?”
“Huh… Yes?”
“He was supposed to have a date with Mister Cute Guy yesterday.”
“Oh.” I said. “Castiel.”
We both looked at each other and sighed in amusement. Right. Of course, Dean was late. It was logical now. Dean met Castiel last year – when my brother was in second year and Cas in first year, and in the last five months they were turning around each other, flirting from time to time. My brother figured out he was bisexual when he was at his first year of College. He never really dated a guy, just flirted with them. He always said it was different with a man, he preferred doing things slowly whereas with a woman, he was always ready for a one-night-stand. Maybe he was afraid of judgement? I didn’t know. But the good thing was that no one mocked him for who he was, because Dean was so confident and cool. At least, that’s what Dean wanted to show. I knew the real Dean, the real anxious and vulnerable brother. But even if he was anxious and not self-confident, he was still a cool brother and a good friend.
Castiel was a Western guy, from San Francisco. He had a rich family with a lot of brothers and sisters and cousins. He always had what he wanted and had always obeyed to his parents. After High school, when he was awarded his diploma with high grades, he said no to his parents for the first time ever. They wanted him to become either a vet or a high-ranking business man. But he didn’t want that. He had always had a passion for art and science. So, he left his family to move to Lawrence and start his studies in the Liberal Arts & Science school. His family was against it at first but they didn’t have a choice. Moreover, Castiel’s older brother Gabriel did exactly the same, and the other brother Balthazar moved away one year after Castiel as well. He was a passionate guy, doing History and Art History studies but with many options such as Ecology, Foreign Languages, Anthropology and even Philosophy. This guy always wanted more and more knowledge. He was such a good student as well. His parents sent him money every month but he gave half of it to charities. Castiel didn’t need money thanks to his parents, but he wanted a normal life so he was working at the campus library.
He met Dean when Castiel was trying to find his Art History class and ended up in the Drawing Class. Dean helped him and then my brother offered Castiel to help him for his first year, showing him all the buildings in the campus, even some good spots in Lawrence, and so on. They gradually became friends, obviously, and I became friends with Cas. He was so happy to have friends. He always had either rich friends who were uninteresting, or fake friends who were taking advantage of him just for his money. Dean and I were from a modest family. Our father, John was part of the United States Marine Corps before becoming a mechanic in a garage in Lawrence. The garage was one of Singer’s branch. Bobby Singer was a good friend of John and we considered him as our uncle. Our mother, Mary, was a housewife when we were little and now, she was working at a Café. I guess it was pretty different from Castiel’s former “friends”. But he was happy and I was glad to have a friend like him. He was always embarrassed about his family and situation so he never talked about it, and we respected that decision. But I could see that sometimes he felt uncomfortable when someone was talking about money issues.
Dean and Castiel kissed each other five months ago during the Halloween party. They were both drunk but they liked it and they couldn’t stop thinking about this moment afterwards. So, they were flirting a bit from time to time, analyzing the other. I became tired of their games and Dean knew what I was thinking. So, when he said Cas and him were going on a real date yesterday, the only word that came to my mind was “Finally.” I remembered my brother rolling his eyes, blushing a bit. I didn’t want to know what they did because it wasn’t my business but when I finally saw my brother in the distance, I was certain about one thing. Someone got laid. I nudged Charlie so she could look at this funny show. Dean was walking weirdly, wearing the same jeans and the College jacket, shirt but this scarf wasn’t his. I smiled even more when he saw us and walked toward our table. Gosh, he was so tired, dark rings under his eyes, his tousled hair. He sat next to us and yawned, scratching the back of his neck.
“Sorry, I’m late.” He said with a husky voice.
“Hey Charlie, did Dean just do the walk of shame or am I dreaming?” I said with a hint of amusement.
“Nah, you’re right Sam. I think he did.” Charlie smiled widely.
Dean looked at us with wide eyes.
“Is it that obvious?!”
“Well, first of all, you are wearing the same clothes as yesterday except this scarf.” I said.
“Then you look so exhausted as if you had a partied the whole night.” Charlie said.
“Can we talk about your messy hair?”
“Nah, dude. Can we talk about that big ass hickey?” Charlie said.
Dean blushed beet-red and tried to hide the hickey.
“I… Uh… Well I spent a good night with Cas…” He said with a sudden shy voice.
“Well, I’m sure about that, and I’m sure all the people that saw you coming here are aware about this too.” Charlie said with a chuckle.
“What do you mean?” Dean said.
He looked around and saw some of his friends, the quarterbacks and some of his class winking at him and nodding like the proud friends they were. Dean swallowed hard and gave them a little smile before turning his face to us again. He closed his eyes and mumbled something. I wanted to add something just to annoy my brother but I saw Castiel with a classmate going to a building. He saw us and waved at us with a shy smile and Dean looked at him. They both glanced at each other, Castiel blushing and making an adorable face. Dean smiled and winked at him. Cas entered the building and Dean was still smiling like an idiot before noticing that Charlie and I were staring at him. He cleared his throat and took a sandwich I bought him. He began to eat without saying a word. I rolled my eyes.
“Tell me, Dean. Tell me you are finally officially dating Castiel Novak.” I said, crossing my arms on my chest.
Dean swallowed what he had in his mouth and looked at me and Charlie.
“What a pain in my ass you are, Sammy. Yes. We are officially dating. Now, give me a break. I need to properly eat, drink water, take a shower and go to class. And then, after all this, we can talk about that.”
Dean made a surprised face when I high-fived Charlie. Our redhead friend gave me a bit of money while chuckling.
“Damn, dude. You rock!” She said to me.
“You guys had a bet?!” Dean said.
“Yup. I bet you and Cas would finally officially date and get laid. Charlie didn’t believe me because, well, you took so much time to ask Castiel out.” I said.
“Your brother was right. Congratulation, Deano!” Charlie said while patting Dean’s shoulder.
My brother pouted and shrugged. He made a little amused smile after all, our good mood was too contagious. He blushed a little, probably thinking about his wonderful night and I chuckled while rolling my eyes. I swear… My brother is something. We ate happily until it was finally time for me to go back to class, leaving my best friend and my mushy older brother.
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Hope you liked it :)
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kotsamguide · 4 years
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Chapter 2
Choice 1
[If you left Astrid and completed the simulation with Yakov]
“I’m fine, I’ve gotten used to dying by now.”
No effect
“I slept about two hours last night and woke up only to get pecked to death.”
No effect
“I just got murdered by a flock of overgrown chickens. How do you think I’m doing?”
No effect
Choice 2
“I know!”
Cunning +1
Lawful -2%
Astrid relationship +2%
“I’m just glad it’s over.”
No effect
“She’s not that bad.”
Lawful +2%
Astrid -3%
[If Astrid relationship<50%] “Not as much as you are.”
Kind -2%
“Look, can you just tell me where more of the normal food is?”
No effect
Choice 3
“That sounds nice.”
Astrid relationship +3%
“I guess…”
Astrid +2%
“No, no, no! You can’t just say sorry and think that everything is okay!”
Logical -2%
Choice 4
“Sounds good to me.”
No effect
“It’s not like I have anything better to do”
No effect
Choice 5
I have a terrible sense of direction. That whole thing was wasted on me.
I think I basically know where everything is and won’t accidentally wander into the lake.
Choice 6
“You were quite the scholar, weren’t you? You had great grades and five awards for academic achievement.”
Intelligence +10
“Your athletic accomplishments were of particular note. Playing varsity as a freshman as well as three club sports is very impressive.”
Fighting +10
“You were obviously very charismatic. I couldn’t find one administrator or teacher who has something bad to say about you.”
Cunning +10
“You were quite the joiner. Half a dozen clubs that you participated in and another dozen that you led, that must have taken a lot of determination.”
Willpower +10
Choice 7
Nod
Resistance -1%
“What other classes am I taking?”
Resistance -2%
[If resistance>50%] “Look, I really don’t want to be here right now. You can just do whatever you think is best with my schedule, or better yet, not enroll me at all.”
Resistance +1%
Choice 8
[Only available if you did NOT choose “Try to use magic.” during the simulation with Astrid/Yakov.] “You’re human, MCFirstName, but you’re not exactly normal.”
“You’re not human,MCFirstName.”
[Locks you into choosing from Cambion, Nephilim, Kitsune, Elemental, or Drakaina later in the game.]
Choice 9
“How does getting pecked to death by bird women determine magic abilities?”
No effect
“What’s control magic?”
No effect
“Okay.”
[Move onto choosing classes.]
[If you chose, “Look, don’t really want to be here…]
“I’ll pick.”
[Move on to class selection]
“You choose.”
[Enrolls MC automatically in Ritual magic and Potions]
Choice 10
[This choice will not appear if you are playing as a human.]
“I’ll take Telekinesis.”
[MC takes telekinesis their first semester.]
“I’ll take Ritual magic.”
[MC takes ritual magic their first semester.]
Choice 11
“I’ll take Combat.”
[MC takes combat their first semester.]
“I’ll take Potions.”
[MC takes potions their first semester.]
Choice 12
“This is all happening so fast…”
No effect
“Okay.”
No effect
Choice 13
“Can you tell me more about Astrid Adtaz?”
Cunning +1
“Can you tell me more about Leon Dalton?”
“Of course I won’t”
Logical +2%
“Sure, sure.”
Lawful +2%
“I tend to side with my friends, sir.”
Logical -2%
“She hasn’t mentioned any nephilim. What are those anyway?”
No effect
“Can you tell me more about Kol Foster?”
No effect
“Can you tell me more about Thalia Sato?”
No effect
“Can you tell me more about Seraphina Delacroix?”
No effect
“Can you tell me more about Yakov Vasilyev?”
[Allows MC to ask Yakov the difference between cambions and wraiths when meeting him.]
“That’s all the information I need.”
[Ends conversation, move on to next choice.]
Choice 14
[If resistance>50%] I already hate it here.
Resistance +1%
So this is what a magical city is like…
No effect
I can’t believe that all of this is real.
Resistance -1%
This is wonderful. It’s so incredible.
Resistance -2%
This is intimidating. And what’s with the lion?!”
Resistance +1%
Choice 15
[If Astrid relationship>50%] “I trust you, whatever you think is best.”
Astrid +2%
“Spelled sounds okay.”
Astrid +1%
“I’ll go with Neverland.”
Resistance +1%
“Kerse would work.”
No effect
[If resistance>50%] “I really don’t care.”
Astrid -2%
Choice 16
“Wait. Vampire gang?” [Other options will still be available after choosing this.]
No effect
Rosewater, a bottle of nightshade, and a flask of crushed dandelion root.
Ritual Magic and Potions +1
Resistance -2%
A gryphon pelt, a bottle of dragon blood, and a vial of manticore venom.
Resistance -2%
Ritual Magic and Potions +1
Astrid -2%
Assorted candles, a pocket sized mirror, and a variety of herbs.
Resistance -2%
Ritual Magic and Potions +1
A cat’s footsteps, bottled blue moonlight, and a fate string.
Resistance -2%
Ritual Magic and Potions +1
[If resistance>50%] No, no way. I’m not getting any more tangled up in this magic crap.
Resistance +1%
Choice 17
[If Astrid relationship>50%] “Well, you owe it to me for getting me into this mess in the first place.”
Resistance +1%
Astrid -1%
“Aw, did you feel guilty about kidnapping me?”
Astrid +2%
“Thanks again for that.”
Astrid +1%
Choice 18
[If you stayed with Astrid]
“Are you Cressida?”
No effect
“Hey, I’m Alice.”
No effect
No effect
[If you completed the simulation with Yakov] 
No dialogue option.
Choice 19
“Break it up you two.”
Astrid -2%
Leon  -3%
Kol +5%
“Astrid, back off.”
Astrid -3%
Kol +4%
Leon +3%
“Leon, back off.”
Astrid +4%
Kol +4%
Leon -5%
EDIT “ Well Astrid you’re a bitch and Leon you’re a jerk”
Astrid -3%
Kol -3%
Leon -5%
Whatever…
Resistance +1%
Astrid -1%
Kol -3%
Leon +1%
Choice 20
I can’t believe I have to deal with them fighting all year.
No effect
I guess Astrid has finally met her match.
No effect
At least this year won’t be boring.
No effect
Can I change suites, like, yesterday?
Resistance +1%
Choice 21
“Hi everyone.”
Resistance -2%
Astrid +1%
Kol +4%
Thalia+2%
Leon +2%
Yakov +2%
“It’s nice to meet you all.”
Kind +2%
Resistance -2%
Kol +4%
Thalia +1%
Leon +2%
Yakov +2%
“I never would have thought I’d be rooming with such attractive people!”
Astrid +4%
Kol +2%
Thalia -3%
Leon +5%
Yakov -2%
“So you’re the people I’m stuck with for the next year.”
Kind -2%
Resistance +3%
Kol -2%
Thalia +2%
Leon -2%
Yakov -3%
Choice 22
[Read this section if rooming with Leon, if you are rooming with Astrid please skip to “If rooming with Astrid.”]
Part 1
“How did you know Astrid was a cambion anyway?”
No effect
[If Astrid relationship<50%] “Well Leon we already agreed that Astrid is a terrible person.”
Leon +4%
“What’s the deal with all the Nephilim/Cambion stuff anyway?”
Leon +4%
“Well I’ll see you…”
No effect
Part 2
“I had my parents.”
[Triggers ___ background.]
“I had my mom.”
[Triggers Dupree background.]
“I had my dad.”
[Triggers Castella background.]
Part 3
“Yeah, I will, and  yeah, it was.”
Lawful +2%
Resistance +3%
“I don’t know anymore.”
Logical -2%
Lawful -2%
Resistance -2%
“No, that wasn’t a life.”
Resistance -2%
Part 4
Visit Astrid in her room.
[If you left Astrid in chapter 1]
It’ll be nice to meet some new people here.
No effect
At least she’s putting in an effort to be friendly.
No effect
I wonder what a party’s like for the supernatural…
No effect
[If Astrid relationship>50%] I don’t get why she decided to invite me.
No effect
[If Astrid relationship>50%] Not that I’d ever actually go.
No effect
[These options appear first if you completed simulation with Astrid]
“Who are you rooming with?”
It must be weird to adjust to going to college.
No effect
I wonder why they have to be so secluded.
The solstices must be very special for them.
“What classes do we have together?”
“Sounds fun.”
No effect
“What element can I use?”
No effect
“Boooring.”
No effect
“What are you looking forward to most?”
No effect
“Do you know anything about the teachers.”
No effect
“Okay.”
[Leads to next choice branch.]
“Do you get along with anybody around here?”
[If Astrid relationship>50%] “Don’t worry, I don’t hate you. Too much.”
Astrid +1%
“Yeah, those people are all sort of evil.”
Astrid +1%
“Sure, sure.”
No effect
“I doubt it.”
No effect
“I just wanted to tell you something, Astrid: You’re a demonic, sociopathic bitch.”
Kind -2%
Astrid -2%
“I’ll see you later.
[Ends the conversation.]
Stop by Thalia and Kol’s room.
“MCFirstName works.”
No effect
“Sure, I have a nickname…”
[Choose a nickname.]
“So, how do you two like rooming together so far?”
[No effect]
“Do your roomates not normally make it out alive?”
“I’m sure you can learn to shift invisible while you sleep, Kol.”
No effect
“It would suck to have to move to off campus housing.”
No effect
“Do I have classes with either of you?”
No effect
“Kol, I hope you understand that if I need tutoring in shifting, I’m coming to you.”
Kol +3%
“Thalia, why does the staff seem to think you’ll murder someone?”
Thalia +2%
That could still be worrying, in any case.
No effect
I wonder how the school gets animal blood.
No effect
I just hope blood isn’t in the drink dispenser…
No effect
I certainly hope Thalia’s not a rogue.
No effect
“Do you have any advice for staying alive this year?”
No effect
“See you later.”
[Ends the conversation.]
Visit Yakov in his room.
“This is all so awesome!”
Resistance -2%
“All right, I guess.”
No effect
“I...I just need some time.”
No effect
“What was your life like before you came here?”
Yakov -2%
“So, how are wraiths different from cambions?”
Yakov +2%
“What are your powers?”
Yakov -1%
“Well, I’ll see you then.”
[Ends the conversation.]
[Choosing this first will prevent you from picking the other options.] Hang out in my room, maybe take a nap. 
Resistance +6%
Kol -3%
Leon -3%
[Only available after one of the previous options has been chosen.] I think it’s almost time for dinner.
No effect
[If rooming with Astrid]
Part 1
“Sounds fun.”
No effect
“What element can I use?”
No effect
“Boooring.”
No effect
[If Astrid relationship>50%] “How are you doing? That gorgon attack must’ve been awful for you too.”
Kind +2%
Astrid +3%
I hadn’t expected her to be so remarkably self aware.
No effect
That seems like as good an idea as anything, to be honest.
No effect
At least she already knew about magic before this, though.
No effect
That’s not really a healthy coping strategy…
No effect
“Do you get along with anybody around here?”
[If Astrid relationship>50%] “Don’t worry, I don’t hate you. Too much.”
Astrid +1%
“Yeah, those people are all sort of evil.”
Astrid +1%
“Sure, sure.”
No effect
“I doubt it.”
No effect
[If Astrid relationship>50%] “I just wanted to say thank you for everything you’ve done to help me.”
Kind +2%
Lawful +1%
Astrid +2%
[If resistance<50%] “I just wanted to tell you something, Astrid, I’ll never forgive you for bringing me here.”
Astrid -4 %
[If Astrid relationship<50%]“I just wanted to tell you something, Astrid: You’re a demonic sociopathic bitch.”
Kind -2%
Astrid -2%
“Well…”
No effect
[Ends the conversation.]
Part 2
“I had my parents.”
[Triggers ___ background.]
“I had my mom.”
[Triggers Dupree background.]
“I had my dad.”
[Triggers Castella background.]
Part 3
“Yeah, I did.”
Lawful +2%
Resistance +3%
“I don’t know anymore.”
Logical -2%
Lawful -2%
Resistance -2%
“No, that wasn’t a life.”
Resistance -2%
Part 4
Stop by Thalia and Kol’s Room.
“MCFirstName works.”
No effect
“Sure, I have a nickname…”
[Choose a nickname.]
“So, how do you two like rooming together so far?”
[No effect]
“Do your roomates not normally make it out alive?”
“I’m sure you can learn to shift invisible while you sleep, Kol.”
No effect
“It would suck to have to move to off campus housing.”
No effect
“Do I have classes with either of you?”
No effect
“Kol, I hope you understand that if I need tutoring in shifting, I’m coming to you.”
Kol +3%
“Thalia, why does the staff seem to think you’ll murder someone?”
Thalia +2%
That could still be worrying, in any case.
No effect
I wonder how the school gets animal blood.
No effect
I just hope blood isn’t in the drink dispenser…
No effect
I certainly hope Thalia’s not a rogue.
No effect
“Do you have any advice for staying alive this year?”
No effect
“See you later.”
[Ends the conversation.]
Visit Leon and Yakov in their room.
“We’re supposed to get to know each other, aren’t we?”
No effect
“Suitemate bonding, and all that.”
No effect
“I wanted to talk to you.”
Leon +2%
“I wanted to talk to your roommate.”
Leon -2%
“How do you and Yakov like rooming together so far?”
No effect
“Do we have any classes together?”
No effect
“Leon, how did you know Astrid was a cambion?”
No effect
“What’s the deal with all the nephilim-cambion stuff anyway?”
Leon +4%
Wow. I understand why the nephilim are so against cambions.
No effect
This entire thing is completely ridiculous.
No effect
That seems like an incredible distortion of the facts.
No effect
“Well, I’ll see you--”
[Leads to conversation with Yakov.]
“This is all so awesome!”
Resistance -2%
“All right, I guess.”
No effect
“I...I just need some time.”
No effect
“What was your life like before you came here?”
Yakov -2%
“So, how are wraiths different from cambions?”
Yakov +2%
“What are your powers?”
Yakov -1%
“Well, I’ll see you then.”
[Ends the conversation.]
Hang out in my own room, maybe take a nap.
Resistance +6%
Kol -3%
Leon -3%
I think it’s almost time for dinner.
No effect
Choice 23
What was all that about?
Lawful -2%
What are they doing here?
Lawful -2%
Dinner sounds way more interesting than whatever they were discussing…
No effect
Choice 24
[If you chose for your MC to be human, get this choice first.]
Maybe at some point in the future
Logical +2%
Probably not
No effect
No. No, no, no, no, no. And did I mention, NO?
Logical -1%
[If you chose for you MC to be supernatural the former option will NOT appear]
“I don’t know what I am yet.”
No effect
“Um…”
No effect
“I’d rather not say.”
Leon -3%
Yakov -4%
Choice 25
“That whole saving the world deal typically comes with having powers.”
Lawful +1%
“Well, definitely not the food.”
Kol +2%
“Learning more about magic. It’s all so amazing.”
No effect
“Meeting new people.”
Kol +2%
“Getting away from home.”
Lawful -2%
“Break.”
Resistance +1%
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iheartsunset · 4 years
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Got any Scooter headcanons? Also, I just wanna say your hcs are so awesome and detailed and I thoroughly enjoy reading them. ^^
Papa Louie Scooter HCs
(You guys are all so nice, this is why I love writing HCs for everyone because it makes me smile when you all love them, I’m thoroughly touched thank you so much 🥺)
-Safira Hernandez is a 17 year old high school student and Donuteria waitress living with her three older brothers, Jordan, Phoenix, and Atlas, and her grandmother, Tamara, in a Starlight City loft. While she is referred to as “Scout”, “Sansa”, and “Slytherin” by her brothers, she prefers to go by “Scooter”, her grandma’s longtime nickname for her. Overly ambitious with a rebellious streak, she’s known as the bad girl of Eclair Academy. She hopes to go to college in Tastyville with her best friend, Penny, and become an anesthesiologist.
-Scooter is a tomboy that mostly keeps to herself in school, but she’s not afraid to get into someone’s face or insult them. She absolutely hates doing schoolwork and will often times refuse to do it or even talk back to teachers, meaning detention and the headmaster’s office are often places she hangs around in. She also has a sick interest in watching people struggle in life. She’s often compared to each of her brothers, leading to this behavior with a bit of an inferiority complex. She’s still clever enough to find loopholes in assignments and pass exams, but her grades are still very low. In spite of this, she’s very sweet, though teasing, to the kindhearted Penny and many other kids, including Iggy, Sasha, and Austin. In the restaurant, she’s basically that one goth server who clearly doesn’t care about anything, but still does the bare minimum on their job.
-She carries scooters, y-flickers, and her skateboard in her bag so that she could make quick getaways from detention or a dangerous situation her dumbassery has gotten her into. They also serve as weapons for her to swing at someone’s ankles or shins when they disrespect her or any of her friends. Like imagine being Guy Mortadelloa and trying to rob her then she just unfolds a razor scooter form her bag and just zips away.
-She doesn’t really like Prudence since Prudence’s mom is Eclair Academy’s headmaster and always suspends her. Prudence hates her mom, too, and secretly respects Scooter for always defying her, something Prudence wished she could’ve done when she was younger.
-She and Penny met in a shared ballet class when they were 4. Scooter absolutely hated ballet, so she always causes havoc. The students and teachers didn’t like her, but only Penny wanted to hang around her. Now, their friendship is still strong even though they live in far away towns and they always hang out together. They share Tohru, Austin, Sasha, Clover, and Wylan B as friends as well. Scooter also appoints her as Alberto’s “sister in law” and will secretly monitor Penny on her dates, along with Utah and Gremmie.
-She listens to Taylor Dane, Madonna, Girl In Red, Arctic Monkeys, and various classic rock bands. She’s been teaching herself how to dance on a skateboard so that she could jam out while riding her skateboard. So far, all attempts have led to her tasting concrete or dirt, or having to get tooth surgery. On the subject of teeth, she had to get a gold tooth as well due to the damage.
-She pulls pranks in the zoom classes and real life classes for Alberto’s prank channel. It usually results in suspension, so her overprotective brothers keep holding interventions for her. She hates how involved they are in her life and prefers spending time with her grandma, who no matter what, always treats her amazingly and will definitely listen to her problems without judgement. Scooter just really misses when her brothers were younger and more goofy than they are now.
-Tony tries to act as some sort of moral compass by hiring her to look after his kids. She’s a good babysitter, but a pretty and influence, so Chuck mostly ends up watching the kids instead. In spite of her being a bit of a jerk, they have a normal sort of dad-daughter-like friendship and she holds him in higher regard than most people.
-She keeps her hair short because Penny once accidentally got gum stuck in it and it had to be cut. Scooter decided that’s he liked the style, so now she prefers it that way under her hat. She likes to keep it on even indoors because of how it looks.
-Ask her any medical question and she’s got a great answer. Tohru trusts her more than an actual doctor and will always cask if she has weird symptoms.
-She will trash talk you on an online game, which made Tohru fall in love with her. It’s unknown if Scooter reciprocates, but Austin has caught her slipping a Valentine’s Day card into Tohru’s mailbox once.
-Scooter actually has lots of skateboarding and science fair awards. She just keeps them on the floor cause she doesn’t really care about these achievements, though, she just likes skating and medicine.
-I love Scooter so much like yes queen go skateboard throughout Flipline do your thing boo I support that
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masjestickingdom · 4 years
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Parallel Lives
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Pairing: NCT x reader
Genre: Lighthearted, slight fluff, one shot 
Summary: You’re a studious university who’s on summer break, spending your spare moments with your best friend. After a random statement is thrown into the conversation, you and your friend wonder what it’s like to be in NCT’s position. Little do you know that your idols are simultaneously pondering about your position as a normal college student.
Note: Here’s a simple, sweet scenario that I wrote! Even though it’s simple, I really wanted to post this because it’s a nice, exciting thought to have a crossover conversation... Imagine if you were thinking about the same thing at the same time of your favorite idol! Anyway, I also thought it was important to post this to point towards the life experiences everyone has. While this story doesn’t cover every one of those experiences, I think it covers the bigger topics (youth, hate, missing out on experiences, dreams, etc) that I personally think about a lot, so I hope you enjoy! 
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   As a university student, you have worked your butt off to get good grades and make connections with your professors, upperclassmen, and peers. When you were a high school student, you didn’t care about any of that. In fact, you were the shy one and you got away with it because, hey, it was high school. Fast forward a few years ahead and here you are in the present day, socializing with every human being you could possibly get in touch with. What for, though?
   “For what are we grinding this hard?” you wonder out loud, grabbing your nth piece of chicken.
   Your friend sighs in agreement, spreads out her long legs over the table you both paid for, and rests them adjacent to the boxes of chicken and coke you ordered over half an hour ago.
   Exams are finally over, and you decide to spend the night on the balcony with your roommate, who’s also your best friend, before your two-month internship, which you earned in part to your networking skills. It’s a nice, breezy summer night. It’s one of those nights you want to enjoy in peace and quiet, staring off into the limitless expanse of the dark, but shimmery sky.
   You reach out for another piece of chicken when your friend chuckles at something on her phone.
   “What?” you ask with your mouth nearly full.
   “Nothing, it’s just this really funny meme about NCT,” your friend says with glee. “Very relatable, by the way.”
   NCT, one of the hottest international sensations taking the world by storm alongside living legends, BTS and BlackPink, according to news outlets, is a name you haven’t heard in a while. Personally, you used to be an avid fan since the SMRookies days. You kept up with the appearances they made as trainees in EXO’s EXO 90:2014 series, the cameos in music videos (including the ones in EXO 90:2014), the variety show Mickey Mouse Club, and the videos SM Entertainment would randomly post. As time went on, sadly, the determination to be informed of the latest news withered as your priorities changed upon entering your sophomore year of high school. Sure, you heard news here and there and occasionally checked out their social media accounts, but when you entered college, that was a territory you failed to explore. Other than awards and comebacks, you hadn’t heard much of NCT once you had indulged yourself in your studies, and everyone else around you were doing the same thing.
   It has been quite some time since you were curious about the idols. Your friend’s sudden comment on them resurfaced old fangirl feelings, luring you into an interesting discussion of NCT, idols, and life in general.
   “Another exam to go until graduation, another test to assess loyalty, another test closer to our deathbeds,” you mumble grumpily.
   At the abrupt foul tone that consumed your voice, your friend raised her eyebrows questioningly.
   “And an internship to be a prospect of a permanent employee for some company to work for others--exciting, right?” you said sarcastically before you took a long sip of ice-cold, refreshing coke, which did nothing to restore your mood.
   Understanding what you were getting at, your best friend calmly nodded.
   “They’re living their best lives,” she says, referring to NCT.
   You let a bitter smile form on your lips as memories about mistreatment and mismanagement whiz past your mind. “Or behind the curtains..."
   “They could be just like us,” your friend finishes off. “Tired, overworked, maybe even frustrated.”
   A soft smile overtakes your bitter one. “But probably in a different way.”
   “What would it be like to be an idol?” your friend sighs dreamingly.
   “What would it be like to be a college student?” a silver haired boy ponders aloud.
   His purple haired younger friend, Haechan, who’s grilling meat, replies ambiguously, “Stressful, Yuta. Pretty stressful.”
   “Probably fun too,” green haired Jaehyun chimes in. “Engaging with lots of people the first few weeks of school, trying out different clubs, and finding a way to fit in--that all sounds fun to me.”
   The optimistic boy joins Haechan in the adventure of grilling meat, switching with Taeyong’s position as a meat griller. While the rest of the boys prepare the dining table, placing the setting with kitchen utensils and side dishes being prepared by Taeyong, Doyoung, and Johnny, Yuta admires the busy streets of the city, listening for the distant sounds of cars honking and pedestrians screaming, with the cool night air breezing past his newly dyed hair. It certainly is one of the best ways he and the members could possibly enjoy the rare moments of freedom.
   At the sound of a whistle, Yuta is pulled from his cloud of thoughts, and he looks over his shoulder, nodding to his not-so-secret favorite member of the group at the simple gesture of a hand that urged him to go inside and help bring out the dishes.
   “We’ll never experience the glamor of getting dolled up almost everyday,” you state solemnly.
   “Or have fans,” your friend pitches in.
   “Or see famous celebrities literally every day.”
   “Or experience the trainee days, everyone trying to bring everyone down, or haters trying to drag you out once you gain fame.”
   You throw a strange glance at your friend for that last statement.
   “What?” she says, shrugging nonchalantly. “We need drama in our lives, or else life’s boring.”
   Shaking your head, you chuckle at her unique take on an abstract concept.
   A moment of silence engulfs the two of you as both of you fall deep in your thoughts.
   There was never a quiet moment under the roof of NCT, and tonight is no exception.
   “Hey, isn’t the beef really good?” Yuta’s favorite member, Mark, speaks, delighted at the flavors bursting in his mouth.
   “Haechan, don’t you dare pull a prank on us with coke and vinegar ever again,” Taeyong scolds the youngest member, recovering from his gagging session, while Johnny and Taeil are still chugging down glasses of water to get rid of the aftertaste. “Is it really necessary to do any of this?”
   “Sorry, mom, my hand itched,” the prankster smiles innocently.
   “Didn’t Haechan grow a lot?” you bring up, breaking the quietness.
   Your friend gulps down her coke before pointing out, “Isn’t he the same age as us?”
   Your crane your neck, your head now tilting sideways. “He is?”
   “Crazy, isn’t it?” your friend responds. “The majority of the Dreamies are the same age as us.”
   “Yuta, didn’t you say something about college?” Mark asks, chowing down pieces of watermelon.
   The older boy nods. “Wouldn’t it be fun to experience it? None of us went to college.”
   Taeyong uncomfortably shifts on the bench at the mention of college. 
    Like Yuta mentioned, none of the members of NCT went to college and probably won’t go because it’s not a likely option, considering their packed schedules. He knows that the mere mention of it can bring down the mood because for them, college represents the definition of normalcy, the life of a normal person, and with them not going to college or graduating high school, he doesn’t want them to have a chance to regret or have second thoughts.
   “Imagine if they visited our college for one day,” your friend mused.
   Extending your short arm to pour yourself another cup of coke, you wheeze between your breaths, “Hey, I bet that the professors would ask for autographs.”
   “Yeah, I think we wouldn’t stand a chance in the classes,” Johnny laughs, adding ice to his coke. “They would be too advanced for us to understand anything.”
   Yes, Taeyong let the conversation flow. He even joined in on the conversation a few times. He didn’t want to ruin the mood by switching the topic in a way that could be nothing short of a very obvious attempt, and if he didn’t say something, his group members, his family, would notice.
  “It would be nice to make new friends, right?” Yuta expresses. “New people to dance with, sing with, do sports with..."
   “I think Yuta’s tired of our awful soccer skills,” Jaehyun replies humorously.
   “I feel like they would say that they would want to make new friends, but it all depends on your personality,” you say, tucking your hands behind your head. “I only have you.”
   Your friend laughs, replicating your movements. “Loser, I’m on the same boat as you.”
   “Wouldn’t it be nice to go to game rooms or comic book stores?” Mark carries on as he stretches his arms out to the sky.
   “Wouldn’t it be nice to be your own karaoke room or be able to dance the trends?” you fancy.
   “Or be the trend,” your friend adds.
   “I just want to sleep,” Johnny murmurs, lazily dragging his feet across the floor to the cushioned bench placed against the white walls. Turning his large body so that his body faces the wall, he hugs an available pillow with his legs and remarks, “Idol or student, you don’t get to sleep that much.”
   “It would be nice to work hard for something that you know you want to do,” you dream. “We have no clue what to do in the future. Most of us blindly study and get internships.”
   Just then, a bright stream of light passes your eyes, and your eyes widen.
   “Did you see that? That was a shooting star!” Jungwoo exclaims, his eyes mirroring the sparkling trail.
   Everyone looks up at the sky even though the moment has well passed.
   “We’re living under the same sky as them, so how are our worlds so different?” you say without much energy, staring at the now dark sky. “I bet they were pitted against each other at some point in their trainee lives, but here they are in this world. Years of friendship, what would that be like?”
   Slightly offended, your friend sits up from her resting position. “Hey, we’ve been friends since middle school.”
   “Do you remember the time when you were young and saw your favorite artists on tv?” Doyoung reminisces.
   “They’re the reasons why I became one,” Haechan concurs.
   Taeyong thoughtfully fixates his eyes on where the shooting star once was, his arms acting accordingly.
   “They were so young when they were casted,” you whisper. “It’s kind of sad when you think about it.”
   Another wave of silence overwhelms you. Your friend spares another look at you and watches you stretch your hands to the sky, hands shaped as if you are taking a snapshot of your view.
   She responds with a quiet voice of her own, “Some of them didn’t even plan on being an idol.”
   Taeyong’s hands retract to his sides. “I remember when I first met you guys. I’m really glad that we have each other.”
   The sappy moment comes to an abrupt end when Johnny’s snores take over.
   You turn your head over to your friend who is fast asleep.
   Eyes averting to the inky sky once again, you contemplate quietly, “I wonder what they’re doing now.”
   Meanwhile, the boys are trying to stuff a sock in Johnny’s mouth to muffle his snores. Taeyong, not participating, stays in the background and enjoys the last bit of their night of freedom.
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