theoneandonlyseth

[theoneandonlyseth]

WHY IS SCHOOL SO STRESSFULL

[theoneandonlyseth]

🧿, 👻, and/or 🩸 for ask game? :3

Hey!! Sorry for the late answer, we were very busy today and couldn't get to it.

🧿 - Is there anyone who spends most of their time in front complaining?

Not really honestly, maybe the ones that hold negative emotions like anger or sadness. Our anger holder complains a lot about everything but like thats kinda its nature I guess.

🩸 - Is there anyone who absolutely hates their source?

I actually dont really like my source. Its highkey very problematic and disgusting. But because I know I can't do anything against my source and I have a hard time disconnecting from it, I try to accept it as it is. (thats a reason for this account. I want to yap and be myself but I dont really want people to associate my source with me if that makes sense. Now that I think about it, its kinda complicated...) We don't have many introjects. Majority of introjects dont care about their source either.

👻 - How did you discover your plurality/systemhood?

There wasn't really a moment that made us go "oh wait wow we are plural!!" it was rather a slow realization I guess. I got to know what systems are and informed myself abt them. At that point I was really deep in anti endo spaces and we dont have that much trauma so for a long time I was just like " I may have similar experiences but there is no way I'm a system. Its a lot of bad trauma and so many people have it worse. I'm just weird. " And then I got to know the first endo sys and I guess thats the point where I felt comfortable even thinking about being plural. We didnt stay in contact for long because well I was anti endo.. Yeah thats where I started experimenting w the thought and writing down my experiences. Its taken a few years to comfortably go in plural spaces and get actively involved in them because we had a lot of doubt and we still do sometimes but thats all part of the progress I guess. :-)

[theoneandonlyseth]

hihiii for the. ask game :D

🦇 - are there any songs that you associate with systemhood/plurality or your system as a whole?

⛓️ - funniest quote out of context

🪳 - how do you visualize your headmates? (Drawing them,picrew,etc)

- @statesys

Yipee helloooo! :3

🦇 - Are there any songs that you associate with systemhood/plurality or your system as a whole?

I love this question cause we love to associate headmates with songs. W our system we associate "camel by camel". Actually our system in general is very desert themed, idk if I ever said it but out sys name is 'the pyramids'. (it was totally not my idea... But the others mostly dont care so its fine)

⛓️ - Funniest quote out of context

Sigh unfortunately we don't really remember or write down funny stuff headmates have said... I've just looked through our simply plural chats but there isnt anything... We have beef between ourselves for no reason though, so a few info boxes just have random insults r smth in them. Idk thats humerous I think?

🪳 - How do you visualize your headmates? (Drawing them,picrew,etc)

It depends but most of us have a pinterest wall where we look for pictures that fit us (or our vibes). Some only have picrews of them though. Sometimes we draw each other but thats mostly to make each other happy. :-)

[theoneandonlyseth]

Heurggh I want attentionnnnn

[theoneandonlyseth]

🔪, 🕸, 💀? :)

Finally >:)

🔪 - How consistent are you with logging switches?

Bold of you to assume we log at all.... It depends honestly, right now we're too lazy to even find out who we even are. Am i Seth? Probably. Do i know for sure? No. But sometimes we have phases where we log switches the second we realize they happend so. It always depends on the day ig.

🕸 - How did your headmates get their names?

We go through baby name sites sometimes. We also like to scroll through build a headmate blogs to get ideas. Sometimes, but thats rather unlikely they come pre wrapped with a name.

💀 - Is there a particular source you have a lot of fictives from?

No not really. We dont have that many introjects, I just counted, we have only 6 and three of them are just kinda an introject. But we do have two from Ennead, there is me and Horus. So. Thats the majority even though we are just two.

[theoneandonlyseth]

This is so silly, if no one sends asks ill just answer it without being asked. Yall cant tell me what to do..!

System Ask Game #3

🦴 - Is anyone in your system dating? If so, who is the strangest pair?

💀 - Is there a particular source you have a lot of fictives from?

🪦 - Who has the strangest habits?

⚰️ - Do you have any nonverbal headmates?

🕷 - Who is the worst at masking?

🕸 - How did your headmates get their names?

☠️ - Do you have any headmates with colored hair,piercings, or tattoos?

🔪 - How consistent are you with logging switches?

🧿 - Is there anyone who spends most of their time in front complaining?

🎃 - Is there anything specific you do to help introjects feel more comfortable?

👻 - How did you discover your plurality/systemhood?

🩸 - Is there anyone who absolutely hates their source?

🦇 - Are there any songs that you associate with systemhood/plurality or your system as a whole?

🐈‍⬛- Is there anyone who identifies as otherkin/therian?

🔮 - How does your system determine who handles certain tasks/responsibilities?

🧟‍♂️ - Who is the most outwardly intimating? Are they viewed the same way within the system?

🕯- Do your system's littles use "Baby Talk"?

⛓️ - Funniest quote out of context

⬛ - Is there anyone who has a unique/ non-traditional role?

🪳 - How do you visualize your headmates? (Drawing them,picrew,etc)

[theoneandonlyseth]

Hey, we hope you're doing well. we don't know you, but we're in a bit of the same boat. Shit sucks really bad and there's a lot of people to hate for it, but we sincerely hope you find the joy you're looking for. you deserve to be comfortable and happy. yeah ❤️

Hmhmhm very sorry for the late reply but thank you. I actually read this ask when it came in I just. Didnt respond for some reason but I am doing great right now. Shit does gets better when you work on it. I hope you can say youre doing good too. ^_^ ♡

[theoneandonlyseth]

Hello, hows everyone doing? I kinda forgot posting.. Uhm Ive been doing very well though, life is great. I looked through my posts yesterday, why r most of them vents, so edgy. Anyway yeah I hope Ill start posting again.

[theoneandonlyseth]

I finally got what I wanted but its too late, I can't be happy about it anymore. Ive already given up on it, why is god giving me hope now, I can't do this. Being trans sucks, I dont wanna be trans anymore. I just commited to acting like a cishet girl (because I just don't feel safe anymore, the recent rise of the far right is scary and I don't want to be a target.) but now a guy apperantly got my hints and thinks I'm trans. What am I even supposed to do? All I want is to be seen as a man but I can not do that safely. I need to accept that. I need to accept that no one will ever see me as a proper man. I don't want to be a target. This is killing me.

[theoneandonlyseth]

KILL YOURSELF LEAVE ME ALONE I HATE YOU I DONT CARE AHHHH YOU STUPID BITCH "who wrote that 🥺" YOU KNOW FUCKING WELL, TAKE A ROPE AND HANG YOURSELF PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD IM BEGGING YOU. "this is ass" YEAH WELL MAYBE IF I WASNT THE ONLY ONE TRYING TO WORK IT WOULD BE BETTER, MAYBE I WOULD CARE MORE ABT HOW GOOD IT IS, WHY DO YOU TELL ME YOU DISLIKE IT RIGHT BEFORE WE NEED TO GET IT DONE JUST KILL YOURSEL ALREADY STUPID BITCH I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU. OMFG. Im not gonna do shit anymore omfg I wont reply to your stupid annoying texts you dumb mf I hate you.

[theoneandonlyseth]

I got helios, take a wild guess which headmate I am right now. (spoiler alert: its elios)

We made a uquiz to help us figure out who's fronting! Take it if you like (and put your result in the reblogs :D)

[theoneandonlyseth]

mutual: *interacts with a post i maid*

me: woah, i thought u despised me and wanted me 2 die a gruesome death based on 0 evidence, but im so glad u r actually deeply in love with me instead. i will forget this in less than a day

[theoneandonlyseth]

This reminds me of the time people said prns page is bad because they support contradicting labels. 😭

Contradictory label culture is remembering when someone* got "exposed" for supporting lesboys back in 2023 and still getting pissed at it

* not gonna say who it is

Oh of course that happened... I've seen it happen with artists a lot actually. Ughh

[theoneandonlyseth]

"Why does everyone hate me..." I ask while using stuff my friends gave me, clearly showing this is not the case and I'm being dramatic.

[theoneandonlyseth]

Actually being an introject is kinda like being in an isekai isn't it? Just very boring I guess. I'm gonna start pretending my life is an isekai, that sounds fun..

[theoneandonlyseth]

I'm gonna die, I'm sick and I feel so exhausted and tired. 😭 What do I do I want to sleep but I cant

[theoneandonlyseth]

Yap session with seth part 2

I fucking hate anti endos because they are just so hateful and annoying towards people that didnt do anything to them but honestly, seeing their dumb arguments makes me feel better about myself. I don't want to block anti endo tags because I think they are hilarious but at the same time I kinda do want to block them because sometimes their aggressivness makes me mad and then I want to argue. I don't want to participate in discourse anymore though.... I've had enough of that... Plus I know that kind of ignorant people will never care what you say to them so it's useless. Why do they care so much anyway? Hating isn't good for you, its bad for your mental health... How about idk.. Just ignoring non traumagenic sys if you hate them so much? Blocking and ignoring is always an option. Whatever I'm too old for this immature 'problem'.

Yap session with Seth over!!!