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to light one last cigarette inbetween my fingers and let it burn while we share

the vodka burning in our guts one last time

the weed to hit the back of our throats one last time

one last chance to be held in ur arms

but hey, for old times sake?

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when its a random tuesday at 3:23 pm and you can feel the soultie hitting

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your voice runs through my vessel

touch still haunting my body

i still feel so seen by your eyes

smell imprinted on me

you taste like honey i can still taste it

on my tongue

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the loss of a person still alive

fules the fire burning inside

a wood house full of flames

ignited by the thought of you

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the hollow eyes

so full of what was once life

streaky cheeks full of smudged mascara

no smile lines in the making

heart full of cracks

cold to the touch

love no longer forming

only fading away

what is worse in this

lifeless vessel once so full

the grief or the agony

to of loved for the first what

feels like the last

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It Was Thursday.

The Wheel Of Dharma, 

So At Last, 

Wrapped tasks make themselves adjacent 

Where the road met 

The non simulated, 

I drove to taste it, 

Life its effortless, 

Thoughts spark, 

Sideways flames, into the smokeless pinks and hues of rambunctious oranges, 

What was fond of us was the doggy position, 

Itself a menagerie of Aphrodite & Aries, 

Key aspects, Feminine & Masculine, 

Themselves manifest as truest wildest passions. 

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young love, everything so perfect

but knowing its doomed

and we both know it

but for the time being

we’ll act like we dont

because maybe somehow

we’ll last despite the odds being

against our favour in every which way

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bare skin pressed against one another,

i feel your warmth and you feel mine

washing your back and

your fingers dangling through my wet

hair washing it tenderly

sleeping next to you as you fall

into a deep slumber to wake up

in a dazed state and squeezing you

ever so tightly as i fall back to rest

seeing you raw and insecure

i see no ugly i just see what i

imagine as something angelic and

beautiful

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brutally honest way to get over a breakup

1) mourn, let out your emotions out. its okay to cry

2.) tell your friends or family. theyll support you through this.

3.) dont contact them if youre in no comtact DO NOT MESSAGE this will make getting over them so much harder

4) dont stalk their social media

5.) accept that your arent getting back together. this is crucial. if you keep thinking to yourself “ill give him time” “maybe in the future” you arent letting yourself get over them youre just distancing yourself

6.) avoid going out JUST to see them for imstance if you still have their location dont go to the same spot as them

7.) avoid gossip or drama to do with them

ex: “have u heard what # did” AVOID. say no

8.) dont wear their clothes or jewellery dont smell them either if they still smell of them

9.) dont immeditley get into a new relationship if its just to make them jealous. i am in a new relationship but i genuienly love this boy. it isnt to make my ex jealous or mad. there is no point hurting 3 ppl (ur ex, urself, the new boyfriend)

10.) try to make new friends, go new places, make new memories itll help being around fresher things

11.) go on walks, go outside, go out with friends

if you cannot go out try letting in sunlight by opening your blinds and opening a window for fresh air

did you know sunlight and fresh air can actually help with depression?

12.) delete all photos of you together

i have kept a few videos of my ex being silly or videos from when we was out but all photos and videos of cuddling or kissing or being romantic. DELETED

13.) keep your peace. if they talk shit or diss you dont give them the same reaction back. itll show them you arent bothered and you simply wont give them your time

14.) DO NOT pick up any addictions for example drugs, alc, nicotine, gambling, etc. it isnt worth it at all and will end up with you feeling worse

15.) take time. its not easy but you are strong. every day it gets easier even if it doesnt seem like it i promise every day is a new day which means more growth and memories

16.) do the things you love

17.) start doing selfcare. even though it seems hard

this doesnt mean a facemask every night or an everything shower every day

self care can be nust as simple as brushing your teeth and hair, remembering to shower, making your bed

18.) dont rot in bed. try to sit in ur living room, spend time with friends, etc

19.) take up a new hobby if possible

ex : cooking, drawing, painting, singing, writing, walking/running, yoga

20.) just know this isnt forever. i promise itll get better. you were okay before and you will be okay now❤️

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being someones second love

feels like a ticking time bomb

your first love who you thought

you knew itd work out with

failed

the theory of the three lovers

the trauma of how you were treated and

how you treated your first love

bites back like a venomous snake

stuck in ur body, running through

your veins

maybe our love is doomed

maybe itll work out

but ill pray on every falling star

it does.

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ive moved on now

i no longer cry thinking of what we had

i no longer think of you every time i wake up

i no longer miss your touch, your face or your thoughts or even the silly things like how you used to mis pronounce words or sing your heart out to the stone roses

i know its all gone, but sometimes

you manage to creep into my mind like an intrusive thought

i remember every moment we shared every laugh we had

i no longer feel the love for you i did

people ask me would i take it all back and i never would

it was an experience that taught me, we were at ome point a barrel full of love and magic

but we were beginning to overfill with poison

jealousy and rage took over, sometimes i wish it didnt

but it was never meant to be was it

you were my soulmate at the time, but i believe soulmates can be temporary

maybe in another universe we wouldve done laundry and taxes together

maybe in another lifetime you couldve washed my back and id have of washed yours

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saying to yourself “if its meant to be its meant to be”

knowing exactly what you wish it could be

telling yourself “maybe we’ll meet again when its right”

knowing if you saw him you would run to him when your legs gave in

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wanting to show him ive changed

knowing he doesnt listen

and its all my fault

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its the most painful thing,

knowing that the person who hurt you

is the only person who can make you

feel better