Welcome to the blog of The Wandering System of a Time Lord. I am a System once again after being nearly intergrated for a year and half. I should say We now and not I anymore. We have been diagnosed with DID around 2010-11, but We have been dissociating since We were 5. We are also diagnosed with autism now. This is Our life, in dealing and finding Our way through a different world as an Autie who has DID. You can ask Us any questions and We can try answer them or point you in right direction. (let Us know if want the reply in private) If the question is offending, it will be burned. We're just trying to survive out here again.
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#fibromyalgia#fibro#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#spoonie#invisible illness
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I agree with this and it hurts when someone says never mind when asked to repeat what they had said especially when they know that you are deaf, etc.



Just something I really want to share on here because it’s important.
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Wanderer
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I miss my Alters but at least I’m whole again for the first time in my entire existence.
- Alex Leonheart
#mental illness#trauma recovery#trauma survivors#mental health#recovery#abuse recovery#did#did system#actually did#dissociativeidentitydisorder#dissociative identity disorder#dissociative disorder#I am still a system even though I’m whole
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The sky: ☁️🌨️❄️
My joints: 😡🤬🖕🏻
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Still stuck between 15 and 21 years old… I don’t even look my age either
i don’t feel like i’m old enough to be my age
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#fibromyalgia#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#fibro#spoonie#chronically ill#invisible illness
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#emotional triggers#trauma survivors#abuse survivors#trauma recovery#abuse recovery#mental illness#mental health
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Still alive and possibly integrated system since 2020 or 2019. I can’t remember when exactly but it was during school which was from May 2020 to Dec 2022. I can’t feel them and I really miss having mental vacations where I take a break from fronting. But alas, I’m still here and will be until a traumatic event happens again, hopefully none. Got a lot of health issues too and currently trying to fix what can be fixed in the body. Still going to therapy, currently trying to work on car accident I was in back in 2009. I would like my non epileptic seizures to stop completely so I can drive again. I also need to go through my c-ptsd too…. Right now, also working on bringing my iron up as I have a very low level of iron deficiency.
I will try post monthly until I figure out when I can post twice a month. For now it’s once a month.
- Alex Leonheart
#dissociative identity disorder#did#alters#mental illness#mental health#complex post traumatic stress disorder#spoonie#chronic illness#dissociation#dissociation life#actually cptsd#starting cptsd recovery#health issues
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Which I am trying to do now… it’s so hard when it’s always put others before self for many years…
don’t be afraid to put yourself first
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