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in every fic, dorlene is always the stable background relationship, but when will someone give me messy, nightmare, on-and-off lesbian relationship dorlene

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it’s always background dorlene but never dorlene-centric

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“they’ve got engaged, there’s no intention of a wedding”

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james edit coming soon guys 😝😝

and this time i’ll actually finish it.

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someone pls recommend me james potter angst fics i can only reread pathological people pleaser so many times !!!!!!!

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rewatching ginny and georgia and i just got to the scene where georgia kicks maddie out and it reminded me so much of the black brothers 💔 i’m unwell 💔💔💔

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you know it’s officially summer when i read so many marauders fanfics i start dreaming in ao3 layout!!!!

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little sneak peak of the edit i’m working on 😝

i have NO idea if i’m gonna finish it but let me know if yall fw it or nah…

also i know i tagged rare americans in my last post because i was going to make an edit to one of their songs, but my vision kinda ran away and came back with this song instead… sorry!

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i have an edit idea

yall are not ready for this

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sometimes i’ll get a sickening wave of nostalgia but not for things that happened, for the cadence of part time poets or crimson rivers.

it’s bad.

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american!marauders but not in a “they are all from different places and meet at this fancy boarding school that resembles hogwarts” way, american!marauders in a “they all live in tulsa oklahoma and go to public school” way.

basically what i’m asking for is a that was then, this is now or the outsiders marauders au.

that is what i’m asking for.

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i love being a multishipper because YES give me jily but also jegulus YES give me jegulus but also moonwater YES give me moonwater but also wolftar YES give me wolfstar but also blackkinnon YES give me blackkinnon but also dorlene YES give me dorlene but also marylene

honorable mentions would also be bartylily and regadora (is that what we call regulus and pandora? i’m not sure but i love them a lot)

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i can not sleep and i’m crying over stranger things somebody help me i have taken three melatonin already

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i just finished mockingjay. i am crying. theY HAD CHILDREN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 THE EPILOGUE 😭😭😭😭😭 IT WAS SO HAPPY 😭😭😭😭 SUZANNE COLLINS I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I HATE YOU 😭😭😭😭😭

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likeafunerall could make starry night but van gogh could NEVER draw that photo of sirius and remus.

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this has made me realize how DESPERATELY i need a fucking freak like evan rosier in my life.

or to read about it.

Evan Rosier who at first glance just looks like a Regular Fucking Guy.

He skates and wears tank tops and baggy cargo pants with the occasional cap. He listens To good music, draws and Is a little bit of a stoner.

…

But then you get to know him.

He's attempted to cut off his own ear once, his sketchbook Is filled with diagrams of dissected things and gore. He can be seen on google maps standing completely still In the middle of the woods staring blankly at literally nothing. He listens to those videos with frequencies only dogs can hear (can he hear them? Who knows.) He has necklaces made out of teeth. Nobody ever sees him blink, he'll talk to nobody for hours on end and let me tell you BARTY FUCKING LOVES IT.

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what i have learned from these is that i am deeply unwell but fuck it we ball

my slytherin (+narcissa and bellatrix) kinnie bingo!!!!!!