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Reblogging. I'm 18

Okay seriously. Reblog if you're OLDER than 11.

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Disaster Tim Bradford x firefighter! Reader

(As of recent ABC got the rights to 9-1-1 a first responder tv show created by Fox Network. This is a crossover between The Rookie and 9-1-1 none of theses characters besides the oc's are mine.)

Pairing: Tim x reader

Characters: 9-1-1 and The Rookie characters.

Warning: Talks of serving in war and slight injuries. Events taken from season 2 of 9-1-1

Prologue

It was a busy morning at the 118, calls were answered, people were saved, fires were put out. I walked out of the locker room noticing the team around someone. I stride over to the group, noticing someone I hadn’t seen in a long time. I smiled and stood in front of him. “Holy crap, why if it isn’t Eddie Diaz, I haven't seen you in a long time. How have you been?” Eddie smiles and brings me in for a hug. 

“Good to see you Corporal. How are you doing?” I shook my head with a smile at the old nickname. “Oh wait, you aren’t a Corporal anymore.” I took a step back and looked him over. 

“I’m good, thank you. How’s Christopher and Shannon?” I then noticed the drop in his face when I mentioned Shannon. “You guys are divorced? I’m so sorry. Everything has been so goo-” The ground began to shake and I got down low to the ground. I get up after the ground stops shaking and I check if everyone’s okay. “That was only the baby after the shock is the problem.” That's when the station radio rang. 

“Alright we’ve got to a hotel to respond to multiple injuries and unstable vantages. Police and fire have been sent out.” This must be a huge disaster to have police sent out. Well I guess it makes sense. “Y/n you were in the army correct?” I nod my head when Bobby asks this. “I want you to command this since you were a high ranking officer in the army.” I understood my assignment. We all got to the hotel and I looked it up and down. Bobby talked to the police commander and fire chief who was in charge and talked since everyone was in panic and they agreed that I’d command the scene.

I grabbed the megaphone and turned it on yelling into it, “Everyone listen up this was just the start of the earth quake, we can expect an after shock. Hen and Chimney you’re on triage duty. Paramedics, I need you stationed at each triage center. Fire, extraction and evac, if they don’t have a pulse leave them, your main focus is to get anyone with a pulse out. Police, we need blockades on the highways and freeway 12 mile radius to make it easier for ambulances to get to the hospitals. All hospitals have been notified that the trauma center and the ER will be flooded. Head injuries, open wounds, and suspected internal bleeding are immediate transport. Other officers there will be chaos and raids make sure you calm down those so we don’t have to have any of these resources used up. All right, break and get to it!” I go into the command tent and watch as everyone goes their ways. This was going to be one hectic day. 

It was a 6 hour operation, we got everyone out, minimal casualties, one brother down. I walked into the hospital checking on Hen. “Hey Hen, how are you feeling?” Hen had gotten hurt as they needed an extra hand in the disaster zone. 

“I’m all right, just a minor head gash.” I nodded and told her to get well and then walked out of the hospital room. That's when I ran into someone I worked with in the army, Tim Bradford. He never really changed, the only difference was the slight aging, but it made him look good. 

“Hey, it’s been awhile Anderson. How are you doing?” I smiled when he asked me. 

“I’m doing okay, had a busy day commanding a disaster zone. Police and fire command put me in charge since I had more experience dealing with bigger crowds from being in the army.” Tim nodded and walked with you. “How’s everything going?” Tim rubbed his neck and sighed.

“It’s been quite a  challenge, I’ve got a rookie that I’m training, she’s nice and all but she sees the world as this happy thing and the truth is, it’s not. We’ve seen things when we served in Afghanistan. You started real young, straight out of high school.” I nodded while he talked, walking alongside him. “I’m giving her a whole different side of me since she’s not seen half of what we’ve seen. I better get going and check on her. Nice seeing you Anderson.” He walked off to check on his rookie. 

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Imagine 19-year-old Hawks trying to set up his 33-year-old milf of a mother with Endeavor.

Requested: No

Pairing: Enji Todoroki x reader Hawks x mother!reader

Word count: 666

Part: 1/?

"C'mon Endeavor I meant it's been awhile since you've been out on an actual date. Plus she's hot all the men and women fall for her. Except me because granted it'd be weird if I did. But that's besides the point. I told her I'd bring you around and she's even going out of her way and making enough food for you."

Hawks a 19-year-old pro hero currently climbing the ranks faster than mankind.

"Do you even know what 'no' means Hawks?"

Endeavor a 41-year-old pro hero currently ranking number 2 for the last 20 years.

"I know what it means, but I just happen to be very pressitant. Anyways, will you please come? I don't want to seem like I'm a liar to her. I've put that woman through enough trouble as is." Quirking his eyebrow.

'Damn bird' "Fine. I will meet this woman you just can't seem to stop talking about." He broke the mans rough exterior just to see him happy more like his mother happy.

****

Y/N POV

My son told me that he invited someone over for me to meet. Of course I'm skeptical but seeing his smile made me remember what this lavish life was all for. I had made a big dinner for this special guest that Keigo never seems to never stop talking about. I shook my head with smile while setting everything up. I'd tapped back in my American roots and made some of his favorites along with the mysterious mans favorite foods. One thing you learned from being a teen mom was knowing how to cook and how to work your butt off. I looked up towards the clock and saw that it was almost time that my idiot son would be coming home. "Guess I'd better get dressed appropriate clothing so I don't look like some simple housewife." I said to no one. I went to my bedroom which also happens to be the master. Stretching my back I went towards my closet choosing to dress less 'mom' like and more of a young person. "I guess maybe that flowy summer dress will be good. Maybe I'll also put my hair up in a simple ponytail." After dressing I heard the door open and I heard my son's voice along with a rough males.

"I'm home and I brought the guy I was talking about." Keigo yelled out. Walking out bringing the laundry basket from his room out. I can never stopping being 'Mom' I've been stuck in that position for the last 19 years. "Really...ugh do you have to do my laundry?" Such dread coming out of his voice. I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Well?" He looked between me and the guy for a few times and sped off. Anger quickly engulfed my figure, "Keigo Jackson Ross Takami! Get your ass back out here and so I swear to god don't give me attitude like your 13 again. I put you in this world I can easily take you out!" The teen dejectedly came back looking at me with his puppy dog eyes. "Show our guest some respect." I narrowed my eyes on him.

"But Mo-"

"Absolutely not." Lifting my brow at him.

He guestered towards the man, "Endeavor this my mom Y/N. Mom this is Endeavor other wise known as Enji Todoroki." The man stepped to me and shook my hand.

"Your his mom?" I nodded "Hats off to you for I'm guessing being a teen mom and raising whatever that is." Looking at what he pointed towards which was my son dancing with a broom.

"I tend to not question his ways and just simply go with it. Anyways I apologize for him. He's had it rough ever since he found at who his dad was and what that putrid excuse of man he is and what he did to me at the young age of 14. He found out 3 months ago and has been well doing that."

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If we think about it, Bruce fought with Bain, who is 6' 8" and 400 lbs. So 6 feet and 230 lbs is nothing for that man. Especially if we take in batflecks traing régimen which is completely absurd and out of my league of 130 lbs of benchpressing.

*me slapping a random fic on the hood*

did you know they let you put the “Bruce picking up Jason like he weighs nothing despite him being over 6ft tall and 230 lbs” trope into these for free???

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Part 2 of Shoto Todoroki x Wayne! Reader

You can find part 1 here

If you are a Minor please be aware that this will have some cussing. Also, this is a little mature because of the cursing.

Warnings: Cursing, crude humor, slight gore.

Pairing: Shoto x Wayne! reader

Song: Reckless by Madison Beer

Requests are open

Roy was nearing me on the stage. While I had just finished singing the song Jason had started. I look over to Jason and motion my shoulder toward Roy. Right, you need background. I dated Roy for three years and it was nearing our 4 year anniversary I found him with my best friend Thea Queen. In the bed we made. So now I've blocked both of them on every social media site known to man. Tumblv, FaceJournal, Instapic, everything even on WayneTube. Yes, WayneTube it's owned by my father's corporation. Not that it matters. It matters. I looked behind me and saw that the band was back up. I only had one choice. Delay the inedible.

"Hello everyone, Thank you so much for coming to my event. Raising money for Kyoto University Kyoto Hospital. This hospital had found a way to basically get rid of cancer in my mother; she only had a 27% chance of living, and Kyoto found a way to save her. They gave her a chance at living again. She'll finally see me grow up. Because for all this time I've lived with my dad. If it wasn't for him this event wouldn't be possible. So thank you." I was wiping away the tears that had managed to roll down without notice. I looked beside me and saw that Roy had reached me he had a look on his face and I knew it wasn't good.

"I need to talk to you." I shook my head at Roy and started walking down the stage. I went towards the refreshment table where Mr. Todoroki was. "Please n/n I need to talk to you." I won't give him my attention. "I'm sorry, I know that I hurt you I shouldn't even have slept with her." I turned around to him and looked him in the eye.

"No, you don't get to apologize. You hurt me more than anyone in my life. I can see that you're happier with her. I'm not her. So don't even try." He looked at me and shook his head in defiance.

"I'm not going to do that. I'm not happy with her I'm happy with you. I understand that you think that but I'm telling you that I want you." I had an angry look on my face. I turned back around and started marching toward the table. I grabbed a glass of Champaign downing it. If I'm going to face him might as well drink something.

"Hey this is story I hate

And telling it might make me break

But I'll tell it anyway

This chapters about

How you said 'there is nobody else'

Then you got up and went to her house

You guys always left me out..."

I remember the pian like it was just yesterday. HIs open mouth and Thea's shocked eyes pleading me to forgive the worst things she's done to me.

"I still have the letter you wrote

When you told me I was the only girl

You'd ever want in your life

I guess my friends are right..."

He promised me that we'd be forecger but hed decided I wasn't worth his time. You know, everyday I asked myself why I was so stupid to fall for a guy who wouldn't even treat me right.

"Each day goes by and each night I cry

Somebody saw you with her last night

You gave me your word don't worry about her

You might lover her know but you loved me first

Said you'd never hurt me, but here we are

Oh, you swore on every star

How could you be so reckless with my heart?"

I should have listened to my brain when it was saying that you were not good. But I was stupid enough to listen to my heart unprotected.

"You check in and out

Of my heart like a hotel

And she must be perfect, oh well

I hope you both go to hell

I till have the letter you wrote

When you told me that I was the only girl

You'd ever want in your life

I guess my friends are right

Each day goes by and each night I cry

Somebody saw you with her last night

You gave me your word "Don't worry about her"

You might love her now but you loved me first

Said you'd never hurt, but here we are

Oh, you swore on every star

How could be so reckless with my heart?

How could you be so reckless?

How could you be so reckless?

How could you be so reckless with someones heart?

Hey, this is a story I hate

But I told it to cope with the pain

I'm so sorry if you can relate."

I won't let him into my heart ever again. He hurt me so much and I'm not letting him hurt me again. So I'm taking his apology with a grain of salt. I won't let him even try. Never again. "Please hear me out n/n"

"I've had enough of you Roy. I'm finally happy and I've finally found someone who loves me for me. So please don't you come here trying to come back. Especially if we reviewed your phony excuses and how I let you break every bone in my back."

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Okay okay okay. I've been head canoning this for awhile. Really it's a crossover but who cares. Please read this if you enjoy both BNHA and DC. Enjoy and repost if you like this! But don't plajerise my work. If you want to use my work put where you found it and the author/artist. Thank you!

It was a 'regular' evening for the middle child of Bruce Wayne. If you could call it normal. Y/N was a successful businesswoman. She made her own company focusing on cars clothing and housing. She's an entrepreneur. A force to be reckoned with scaring her 4 brothers. Tiny yet very mighty. Watch out boys she'll be coming for you. In a sparkly red dress and five-inch red bottoms. Anyways Y/N is hosting her first fundraiser in Japan as that's where she is taking care of her mother and grandmother. She's invited UA, rich businessmen and women, her family, the top pros, and of course company's that support her.

I was making my rounds saying my thanks and greetings for coming to my first fundraiser. You see I was raising money for my mother's hospital she had to reside for 5 years. Now she's out and I want to do something to give back to the place that helped her get back on her feet. I had introduced myself to some people that I'd never met but I knew I needed to make a good first impression on them because they are so important in the business industry. I was walking and I saw one of the UA students Shoto Todoroki. I'd been dating him for a year. I've known him for a while as my grandmother worked at the mental institution his mother resided at. He was talking to who seemed to be the know number-one hero Endeavor and Natsuo and Fuyumi Todoroki. He was also talking to Deku who he would talk to me about. "Father you should at least consider donating this is a very important event to the host," Shoto said. Endeavor glared at the boy, "I'll use my money however I want and I won't use it for this silly little thing that is just a waste." The nerve of this guy time to work my charm. I slipped past the older siblings. "Hello, I'm the host and founder of this event. I just couldn't help but hear that you think this a 'silly little event' *chuckles* that's quite a gag. However, let me tell you, sir. This isn't silly nor little. I've already managed to raise over 5 million dollars. That's far more than anyone in this room could make in a single day. Unless your last name is Wayne then you probably do make that in a day, maybe even double that. That's not my point though. My point is that if you donate that I'll double that to any organization of your choice. My offer stands till the end of the night." I explained in full detail. It had to work. "You?" I smiled and nodded. "Who are you anyways, how could you double any amount I'd offer?" I smiled and chuckled. "Sir you just talked to the most prestigious person in this room. I'm Y/F/N Wayne. Bruce Wayne's daughter. I'm also CEO of the company Future World Designs." He looked down to my 4' 11" height and paled. "You?" I nodded again. "1,000,000 dollars to UA student alliance." I took out my hand waiting for a handshake. Shoto looked at me and smiled. A real smile. "Oh father before I go and converse with other people I want to introduce you to my girlfriend. Father this is Y/N my girlfriend. Her grandmother was the one to bring us together." I chuckled at the thought, "You gotta admit Sho, my grandmother is probably the most amazingly magical person to ever walk the earth. She's also very scary. Crossing her is like going to hell and being beat up by the devil. A dangerous game if i could have a say." He laughed his angelic laugh and smiled and nodded. "She dragged me to see my mom that one day. Never again am I ever going to underestimate her." I smiled at him and took his hand.

On the other side of the room.

"So Jason, chances of your sister not cutting my dick off if I flirt with her and apologize to her?" Jason looked at Roy and raised an eyebrow. "She won't cut your dick off-" "Okay good. I'm gonna make her mine again." Stupid Roy cut off Jason. He should've listened. Jason ran to his adopted father. "Yo B, we got a Code White." Bruce raised his eyebrow. "Is this a drill?" Jason shook his head in fear. "Okay. I've got a plan. I'll go over to her and intervene Roy. While you start singing the song." The song you ask? Simply, it's a song with a code to relay to some of the JL members that shit is about to go down. "Okay."

So you say you really miss me? (Aah)

Well, that makes me laugh

'Cause you miss the way I let you walk over me

Broke ever bone in my back

I was walking towards Y/N planning to intercept Roy. He was not going to start shit. I'm not letting the lowlife ruin my daughter's fundraiser.

So you wanna reminisce things? Huh (aah)

Well don't come around here with that

If we went through your phony excuses

I bet it won't change the past

My little girl won't get hurt by the one who pushed her off the edge.

Closed for the weekend

Don't you apologize

I know you don't mean it

I quit

Here's to the "no"s

To the "I think you should go"s

To the "leave her ass alone"s

To the "no boy can demand her body, her spirit, her love"

Oh-oh

Here's to the "no"s

To the "walk yourself on home"s

To the "keeping on her clothes"

To the "highs without the lows"

To the "no man can demand her body, her spirit, her love"

Oh-oh. I've had enough

She's not going to get hurt. I reached her and poked her shoulder making her turn around "Daddy! Your here!" I smiled and hugged her. "Of course I am. Anything for my little girl."

So you're claiming you're a martyr? What?

Like, she doesn't have a clue

Too bad she's smarter, be discreetly a started

We're staring right at the proof

"Uhh, daddy? Why's Jason singing I've had enough by Melanie KB?" Sweat dripped down. Shit, she knows. "Uhhh well Jason loves the song and he wants to sing it." "Fair enough. It's Jason we're talking about" wheew

Closes for forever (uh-huh)

I'm done with shutting up

I've learned a lot better

Listen

Here's to the "no"s

To the "I think you should go"s

(I think you should go)

To the "leave her ass alone"s

To the hanging up the phone"s

To the "no man can demand her body, her spirit, her love"

Oh-oh

Here's to the "no"s

Here's to the "walk yourself on home"s

To the "keeping on her clothes"

To the "highs without the lows"

To the "no man can demand her body, her spirt, her love, love, love"

"Wait Roys trying to get back to me? Isn't he? I'm going up there and finishing this. Shoto, can you escort me to the stage please plus it's coming to closing time as well." Shoto nodded his head and escorted me onto the stage. "Roy Harper are you listening to me? Well this aimed at you."

If you're so mature now

Then I think it's time you grow up

Admit you did it

We all know you did it

And yet you still gaslight me up

You are such a flame out

You only drive lefts in the bed

(Your only drive lefts in the bed)

I don't deserve this

And for your next girlfriend

You need to treat her with respect

Here's to my girls

Standing up for what they're worth

Yeah, you know who run the world

I am ready to be heard

No man can demand my body, my spirit, my love ( my body, my spirit, my love)

Oh-oh

And for the boys

Who don't care who they destroy

Told us "no" was not a choice

You cannot silence our voice

No man can demand our bodies, our spirit, our love

Oh-oh, we've had enough

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This got me laughing 🤣🤣

The Batkids: *all sitting on the floor huddled around a phone*

Bruce, walking up: What are you guys doing?

Tim: We're playing a new game. Its like truth or dare, except it is only dare, and all the dares are decided by a random word generator set for verbs, if we need more context we can randomly generate a noun too. Here, Steph is next, watch.

Steph: *clicks the generate a word button* 'appreciate'? *Clicks for a noun* 'Scene'? Am I supposed to go to a play? Look at the top of a mountain?

Damian: you have to get to the top of the hill, adequately appreciate the scene, and get back before your next turn, otherwise you are out

Steph: *gets up and runs out of the house*

Jason: My turn *presses the randomly generate a word button* Request *presses to randomly select a noun* cookies. Fuck yes! Alfred!

Cass, soaking wet, signing: not fair

Bruce: hey, I saw Dick's car out front, where is he?

Duke: he got 'vanish'

Tim: Still better than that time Jason got 'die'

Damian: me next, 'read'

Jason, walking in with a plate full of cookies: you gotta read and finish Pride and Prejudice before your next turn.

Damian: That's impossible! Without Dick that is only 5 people before me.

Tim: Impossible if you sit here complaining. Better hop to it.

Damian: *running to the library*

Duke, stealing a cookie: you wanna try, Bruce?

Bruce: maybe just once *clicks the button* 'grin'

Tim: Batman has to smile for an entire day fighting bad guys and dealing with the Justice League

Bruce: I don't like this game

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Must have been the wind

Based off of Alec Benjamin's song Must have been the wind.

This is an Endeavor x reader. Reader is a pro hero with the quirk manipulate. Manipulate is basic and simple the user can manipulate the target whether it being movements or thoughts. Pro hero name is Marinette.

Trigger warning ⚠️: talks of abuse, drinking, accusation of cheating.

Endeavors POV

It was another restless night. The neighbors were being pretty loud across the street. I heard glass shatter which made me get out of bed. At first I thought it was my imagination, but then I heard her voice and she was crying and screaming. I'm now to worried to forget about it so I put my shoes on and started walking across the street. I knocked on the door and asked about the things I for sure new I was hearing.

She said: "I think your ears are playing tricks on you."

Her sweater up to her chin.

She said: "It's really nice of you to come by and check, but I really i have to go back in. Wish I could tell you about the noise, but I didn't hear a thing."

She said: "It must've been the wind."

Must've been the wind?

She said: "It must've been the wind."

One Week Later.

I was lying down on my cold bed. No, I, just couldn't shake the feeling. I couldn't interude because I knew I didn't have all the facts. But I couldn't bear the thought of leaving her. So i got up and went downstairs and put my shoes on, walking across the street. I knocked on her door she opened up and I asked about the things I've been hearing.

She said: "I think your ears are playing tricks on you."

Her sweater was pulled up to her chin.

She said: "Thanks for caring that's nice of you, but I have to go back in. Wish I could tell you about the noise. But I didn't hear a thing."

I nodded my head and looked back at her.

She said: "It must've been the wind."

Must've been the wind?

She said: "It must've been the wind."

I'm on the roof of the agency my phone playing "Lean on me" just so she knows she can lean on me. I hope she hears the words and knows she'll be okay. My phone playing "Lean on me" just so she knows she can lean on me. When she hears the words i know exactly what

I'll say: "Promise I'm not playing tricks on you. You're always welcome to come in. You can stay for an hour or two if you ever need a friend."

Friend...I don't want to be just her friend.

I'll say: "We can talk about the noise, when you're ready, but till then we'll say it must've been the wind."

Must've been the wind.

I'll say: "It must've been the wind."

One week later.

I heard a knock upon the door so I went towards it to see Y/N. She had tears on her face and a bruise down her arm. I motioned her to come inside. She sat down on the couch and looked down at her hands.

Y/N POV

I was sitting on Endeavors couch crying and looking at my hands. I finally had enough of the fighting. At first our marriage was good. We have a 2 year old together. But after one drunken night everything changed. He started yelling at me accusing me of cheating. I was always faithful I never fell through with people's flirting ir advances. I got so bad he through a glass bottle of beer at me. I thankfully dodged. He'd hit me on the bad nights. I've had enough and I don't need our- my daughter to grow up with that. "He's abusing me. The night you came over when you heard something was him throwing a bottle at me. Thankfully I dodged but he's just so much worse than before our marriage."

Endeavor looked at me and slowly grabbed my hand. "I'm just glad you said something because I was starting to worry about you. Actually I was worried since that night." We started talking next steps and he said to move in with my cousin till I can find something more ideal.

"You want me to move in with Hawks? He's a child with bird wings." He tilted his eyebrow and looked at me "Fine. I'll move in with him. Willow loves her Uncle. She'll be thrilled to see him everyday. I swear she loves him more than me."

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Shits been reel

I've been feeling numb

Just like how I was in 2021

I never thought pain would carry on

But here I am remembering all the pain that it's brought

I always thought I'd be okay,

After all the therapy my parents had to pay

But now i feel as if my life's at stake

My mother and father think I'm ok

But how do I tell them 'your daughter isn't great'

The anti-depressants have brought me back to when I wanted to die

All I ever wanted was the high

Jocelyn is back, trying to ruin whatever I've gotten

She's a pain in the ass

Venom dripping down from her mouth

Yeah, sure I get that 🙄 😒

No matter where I am I see the nightmare she's become

Cover up the scars with the makeup that I had bought

Who the fuck said it'd be this tough?

C'mon let's fight let em up let's see em hands

Give me a chance and I'll make sure you don't stand your ground

I'll make you bleed and I'll make you scream

Don't be like that man

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What the hell is America?

Bro this is America, a place of freedom and liberty

Stand with our nations flag, the supreme court

Knows what’s right, making a baby safe

From the mothers spite….

Wait, this is America? I won’t stand with this flag

The supreme court doesn’t know whats right

This 2022 not 1968, Roe vs Wade made so

The women can chose about weather or not

To have a baby in the first place?

Don’t have control over the guns, killing families,

The guy said it was just for fun.

Nobody cares if that 13 year old got raped 

She got a child from a man who tress passed on her temple

Am I going mentle? Fuck you and the congress 

Last time I checked shes the one with the uterus

Not that man from Alabama? 

Can’t even support womens abortion rights

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Dysphoria

Everytime I look myself in the mirror

I don't see myself, I see her

She's the person I try and run from

But somehow she catches up to me

I look at myself and I say "That's not me, that's somebody else"

Because I am not her.

I am not Jocelyn

She hurt me and others.

She drives people away with that sickly sweet voice

Each word she says has venom dripping down

Why couldn't I be born the gender I feel?

Why couldn't I be born as a male?

Because I am no female,

Everything about her makes me feel self-aware because that isn't me

I feel strange

I feel dysphoric

I don't like the way I look

Because i look to feminine.

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To Technoblade

Today at 11:34 pm I heard the news that you, Technoblade had passed. You were an inspiration and a light to many if it wasn't for you I don't think I'd be here today to hear about you leaving. I decided to create a poem in your memory.

To Technoblade:

I may have been the blood god

But I first and foremost am a man

I have emotions too

My brothers, I'm sorry I have made money so you can have the future I didn't get to complete

It's your choice now you can go to college, you don't have to of course

But just know that whatever you do I will always love you and be proud of you

My youtube children, don't cry I know you want to but I believe whoever the big man is made his plans and his final plan with me was to save you and to love you, and I do love you with all my heart

But it's time for me to close my eyes and rest because this will be my final breath.

My last video is on the channel

so long my nerds- Techno.

Technoblade saved a lot of people with his funny videos. But like all people he had to go. Cancer is one son of bitch and well he tried to fight this devilish thing and he did his best. But don't count it as a loss because he did win, but he didn't win in the way we hoped.