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Getting back into it all

Mood: healing, happy 🔪💖

ART: picklegrl

After a few weeks I’m finally getting back into things, mercury retrograde has kicked my ASS. I have finally found the plot again.

Starting off a bunch had happened, not good things but they’ve all been solved by now. My school accidentally deleted my account and everything on computer had been lost, my grades were even deleted. Today I was able to recover it all and my grades are back to normal!!! Sunday I came down with a cold. I was very sick and weak and now my throat has finally healed :)). I was having a hard time with crushes, I was becoming obsessed one minute and disinterested the next… this is usually normal for me but it really gets annoying. I have been able to focus on myself now.. it’s Wednesday, I’m gonna be able to go back to school tomorrow and I’m really excited to go back, I miss my friends!! I am gonna do a tarot reading for myself tonight and context with my spirit guides. I’m manifesting good health and positivity.

I’m so happy all my friends have stuck with me and it’s sweet waking up to messages from people I go to school with asking where I am and telling me they miss me :)

I picked out my school outfit for tomorrow, I’ll do my hair and makeup really pretty :), I’ll start working out again, get out more with friends. I’m hoping to have a sleepover when I know I’m 100% better.

I’m finally happy. I love myself.

Xoxo, Starlight

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Now I know how Joan of Arc felt.

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Sometimes I do too the wrong people who didn't deserve it.

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Healed.

Mood: happy, crushing 🫶💋

ART: picklegrl

I am happy now, last blog was when I was having issues with my father, he’s still an asshole at times but I’ve been able to not let it get to me and ruin my day. Things are coming full circle… my ex broke up with the girl he replaced me with… no, I don’t want him to come back, but it’s good to know she wasn’t better than me.

I have no competition, I’m perfect as is. I have been making friends easily again for the past three days in the first week of school, actually tomorrow is Friday, I hope tomorrow is amazing to top off the amazing start to the school year. .

I think my teachers are cute too, I have two male teachers that are very young. One is my marketing teacher and the other is my psychology teacher. My marketing teacher made everyone present except me… I wasn’t nervous about presenting but more nervous of will he take points off my stuff. I checked and I got an 100 anyways. So far in all classes I have a 100, not too hard since it’s the first week but refreshing. My psychology teacher is just very nice and makes class fun. Both super cute and I am happy to be in their class.

At this school everyone is much nicer to me, people asking if they can sit with me. Boys smiling and staring at me. Bunches of compliments. I’m very very happy.

Xoxo, Starlight

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First day of school

Mood: bittersweet, being held down 🦇🩷

Surprisingly school went the opposite of what I had thought it’d be, I made friends. I had people constantly complimenting me and I got a bunch of nice stares. But something happened last night, with my dad of course, I’ve realized a bunch of things

1 I have daddy issues

I have always had problems with my father but my god I don’t think I have realized all my problems that have routed in his behavior, I get really scared when someone walks to fast up to me, I get scared when someone is quiet, I get scared when loud music blares, I get scared when someone touches me, I get scared when standing up for myself. It’s sad, I had this whole post planned out and I was very excited to share my first day and this is how it turns out, ruined by my dad

I sat here hugging myself thinking,‘I just want a boyfriend to hold me.’ And it’s true, my next boyfriend will never understand how much I wanted him and how much I needed him. To my next boyfriend, I love you so much… thank you for wanting to be with me.

I made a friend in every single class, I had people come up to me for the first time talking to me. Telling me they loved my hello kitty necklace and the black bows in my hair. My outfit was sweet, a Dolly Parton shirt, a gray zip up jacket, small denim skirt, and my hair slightly up on both sides with long black lace bows attracted to my pink hair ties. My makeup hasn’t look so good in a while, I love doing nose highlighter!

Im used to being bullied but it’s not by other kids anymore! It’s just by my dad. I called my mom and she cried, she was crying because she was so happy I had a good day, I love my mom. My dad last night told me he wasn’t my dad anymore and took my phone, he felt bad and gave my phone back but it doesn’t matter… it will forever stick with me

If you’ve been reading my blogs you’ll know I was in a very dark place for a while but started to heal, I feel like my dad has knocked me back down to the starting point, I’m sad. Tomorrows outfit is jeans that have pink bows on the back pockets and a Britney Spears shirt, I think I’ll just wear my hair down.

Wish me well..

Xoxo, Starlight

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Mood: delusional, needy🩸🩰

Forever pretending my crush is watching me at all times so I act cute 24/7

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Xoxo, Starlight

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Protection from evil spell jar

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Cleanse jar

Salt - for protection

Paprika - to break hexes

Rosemary - to repel unwanted people

Black pepper - to prevent gossip

Sage - for cleansing

Seal the intent

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I’m a sweetheart ! <3

Mood: innocent, babydoll! 🪷🥺

I’m in a new era of my life, new chapter, new beginnings. Trying new things out and it’s already working for me tremendously, positive changes are all around me.

I was going through my other blog posts/little rants and seeing how depressed I was… Its crazy because i don’t even know why I was feeling like that, no I’m not being medicated, but I’m trying a new mindset!

I was going back and reading my ‘I hate my memory’ post and I was ranting about a boy who I can’t even remember what he looks like :p maybe I’m just dramatic but like… who? And why did I make him seem so important? (Thanks for the nice comments btw 💖)

A few days ago was high school registration, this Friday is open house. I walked into the school for the first time and a smile didn’t leave my face the whole time, I usually try to hide in the crowd and I have a rbf but this time I smiled… people smiled back. I look and a bunch of people were looking at me, usually I would be rlly anxious but they were smiling at me. Hopefully these will be new friends since it’s a new school.

I’m positive, even if I’m close to freaking out I tell myself something “I’m just excited, not anxious” if you have anxiety I rlly recommend saying that, whenever I used to have presentations in middle school I would tell myself that, when I had that mindset I would always get an A. Gaslighting myself does rlly help lol. I’m happier now, I still get anxious and sometimes doubt my positivity but as long as I keep up my sweet persona I know I’ll be able to make friends (hopefully a bf too oh em gee)

I’m not pretending to be someone I’m not, not to fit in! I’m being who I wanna be.. I’m a sweet girl that you can text or call when you want to have a fun time, I’m loyal, and I’m a real ride or die.

Can’t wait for my blogs when school starts! <3

Xoxo, Starlight

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Welcome to my page !

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✩ She/her ✩

✩ Straight ✩

✩ INFJ ✩

✩ Taurus🌞 Sagittarius🌙 Libra⬆️ ✩

✩ 15 ✩

✩ white + girl ✩

🎀⊹ . ♡ ۫ . ୧ 🎀⟡ ⊹ . ♡ ۫ . ୧ 🎀⟡ ⊹ . ♡ ۫ . ୧ ⠁🎀

About me °ʚ(*´꒳`*)ɞ°

Interest ˙˚ ᕱ⑅ᕱ ɞ˚˙

- Vampire Diaries

- Christian Slater

- Coquette aesthetic

- Downtown girl aesthetic

- 80’s films

- Roblox + Minecraft

- Girlblogging

- Having crushes

- Lana Del Rey

- Journaling

- Shelly Duvall

- Paul anka

- Cartoons

- Horror movies

- Betty boop

- Hello Kitty

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