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I needa update my timeline:

I H8 MY FRIENDS BF !!!!!!

I WANNA STRANGLE HIM

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I really wanna replay clinical trial. I love how the game feels like so mellow and relaxing. I really like the dynamic between Angel and Lee.

Angel reminds me of me when I was 13/14, when I felt out of touch with reality, liked drawing, my environment felt dysfunctional but I still had to try, put my efforts into school. I mean I describe this as me at 13/14 but I'm still the same now. I wasn't for a while since 14, but I feel like in my 20s, I'm just Kaiden again. Kaiden and Angel.. I can see them being parallels, and now what I want in a relationship, well, I want this from someone I genuinely like and also find attractive (because I'm slightly more shallow than fictional characters I relate to,,) is someone's who's so in love with me they're obsessive, they love every single thing I do no matter how cringe or pathetic and sad it is, and we have moments where we smile a little and blush at things and I listen to them talk and they listen to me and we both laugh and enjoy things.

oh! I also love a strong foundation of similar humour hehe, anyways, the dark side of the game just feels so safe to me. it feels like Angel is protected, it feels like I'm protected, we're isolated and he'd never leave me when I'm feeling scared or anything.. ig these feelings are what Clinical Trial evoke from me. I love it. I want more similar games but lol, i'm so addicted to this game so, maybe I'll just act out as Angel, as Kaiden, irl, draw and post it more and link my accounts be why am I so scared? and even tho I'm always so moody and dwell on things, I can just think abt Lee and Angel and feel better :3 🎀🌀🎮

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*Toko moaning voice* m-me and h-him,,..,,,, ♡

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imagine hating on me and i’m just in my room like:

fantasising about Byakuya Togami,,..,,

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I started my accidental goon streak 2 Byakuya 3 hours ago when I re watched Toko’s fantasy and now I can’t get over his moans and the crazy sex appeal he holds~~

Everytime I think of him I feel like I’m already being fucked. I mean who needs actual sex when I can just not even touch myself and feel amazing ^_^ Toko kinnie moment lol

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oh~~ god bless Byakuya fan service~ I feel like Toko whenever he’s on my screen and even when I think of him hah,,

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TUMBLR u always got my back for Togafuka💗

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I love to cry and sob and cry about my ships,, such tender feelings,,,

(ᵕ—ᴗ—)ᯓᡣ𐭩(╥﹏╥)

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I’m sorry I love this so much. Sometimes within my day I’ll think about Nagito’s happy lil face and kubzscouts and I’ll just think of the lovely emotions this video provokes.

THEY JUST GET ALONG SO WELL ߹𖥦߹💞💞

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Playing Danganronpa I genuinley don’t understand how Byakuya x Toko isn’t at least under Makoto x Byakuya like I don’t ship those 2 at all but Byakuya x Toko is like OTP AND people loveee toxic ships but why not this one like it’s even more tame than sm popular toxic shipsT.T

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IM MOVING OUT TODAY GUYS I CAN STICK UP POSTERS AT MY NEW HOUSE AND I HAVE A FREAKIN AIRCON/HEATER IN MY ROOM AND THERES A FIREPLACE AND the toilet is in a separate room to the bathroom🙏AND I’m real sad to not be living near (one of) my best friends and the sweetest loveliest older lady neighbour even tho she looks like mega young😭she has such a calm and honest, cunty and also sweet energy AND SHE LISTENS TO EDM lolol so rad!

anyways, we’re gonna do rental friendly renos at this place and it’ll look so epic ! and there’s a 2 room thing in the backyard which my dad said can be my cosplay/crafting room YIPPIEEEE

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this edit makes my heart feel so soft and tender,,

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call me pathetic but here are my designs for the dakimakura I’m commissioning, if it’s not over $200 :”)

pls pray for me lkke istg i’m a broke ass bitch but I NEED BYAKUYA SO BAD AHHHHH

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HA since sooo many of u asked, the thoughts going thru my head while I was reaching an ORGASM was, “his jawline and strands of hair is all I need to look at. he needs glasses to see oh my god” like his lean slender body and the way he pushes down Makoto’s dick is AH~~

anyways Byakuya,,..,,, both ways

oh ! on the topic of this, I’m commissioning a dakimakura (body pillow) of him and idk what to put on the other side, I wanna do fat byakuya on the other side but idk what pose,?

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For the last few months I’ve not been horny to any degree like I’ve done close to nothing I mean the last time I masturbated was to a picture FROM THE SHOW of Kaoru and Hikaru like a month ago and before then I had was with my ex for a bit but sex or kissing or anything just didn’t appeal to me like it did a year ago or so. TMI but TODAY I masturbated to this doujinsji TWICE and came like 4 times.. I DONT EVEN SHIP THEM, I SHIP TOKO N BYAKUYA

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Yo, big Yuri enjoyer here. I want to broaden my horizons and check out some Yaoi. Was wondering if you had any anime/manga recommendations to get me into the genre. Love your blog btw.

wow. i’ve never had anyone ask me something directly before, I feel so honoured ToT

FOR SOMEONE WHO LIKES YAOI i’m actually a tad bit uncultured in stuff 2 read, I often looked at art or fanart but am getting back into reading it so lucky me bc older stuff alwaus hits hard >:3

Anyways, here’s my recommendations with some deetz <33

1. Ten Count.

- oh my god.. the art style is 2 die for and it has the best PORN lol and the story makes me feel like i’m watching an anime like it’s so smooth. its basically about this guy with OCD and he meets this psychotherapist who helps him, he’s really supportive and sweet to him and the other guy is quite timid and shy but they get along so well and it’s a good mix of fluff and smut imo, it’s not as serious as it sounds, it’s rlly rlly good >:0!!!

2. Fukutsu No Zono

- while only being 5 chapters, it’s rlly sweet. the fluff in this one is exactly what I like, the soft bullying type guy and the one who’s a bit more reserved(?) the first few pages r fine to skim thru bc it’s kinda just there for context of who they are to each other and THEN it gets good, it’s cute and HOTT but tbh they’re not enuf SEX but I still 100% would recommend

3. Kirei ni Shiteyo

- i’m pretty sure when I first read this there was only 3 chapters and I read it at least 4 times back then lmao, to this day I still love it and its sorta set on a school rooftop and tbh some of it made me cry I think LOL but idk if u would since it’s only a silly reason

4. Sign

- This ones a manhwa so it’s coloured and has a slightly different art style to a more typical anime style but I rlly rlly like the art and the story, it’s no where near as short as the others and i’m pretty sure it’s completed or maybe still going after a couple of years, it’s abt a deaf guy, this new worker guy and the manager guy is kinda mean but it’s funny. the new guy is like a tsundere and the deaf guy is super sweet and basically they get crushes on each other and it’s a bit of a situationship for a while but it just gets better imo and when they hide their relationship from the manager it’s funny I rekcon lol

After these recommendations, I like, as in heart, lots of Yaoi that I wanna read so check it out, in my following there an account I follow that posts only yaoi recs, they seem to have good taste but don’t post anymore but yeah :D

Thank u sm for asking me I feel so awesome and i’m gonna go to bed feeling so well rested for tmr lolol

Let me know some Yuri recommendations 2!! I’ve only read a few :3

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I lowkey have been feeling so pathetic about my interests. I’m 21 and I’m ordering a sexy 707 butler DAKIMAKURA and I want another one of Byakuya and the desire just grows onto more and more characters and I like danganronpa, my little pony, yaoi, mystic messenger and anime and I know none of that is cringe but to even people on the internet and people not on the internet it’s cringe. If I spoke about it’s all in duh clerb UNTIL I start rubbing my face on my dakimakuras face and start making out with it which idk if i’m gonna do HA but like what if I become that and it turns into smth I like to do in private. I’d feel so ashamed and different from people and I’d just be the degenerate friend not to mention I also sell content and I’m not even good at it and im too scared to post videos of me yappin n going on about random stuff, serious, funny, weird because sm people love to hate to start drama and I don’t wanna be known by the wrong crowd aka people I know irl even if i’ve blocked them bc I become too well known for a cringe act and then people who post internet drama videos will have sm videos of me in their video to occupy people and see what kinda stuff I do and hhhhhh I feel like I needa start a personal account on twitter where I don’t show my face and say this stuff and start off there but people on twitter hate too and youtube id love to on youtube but u cant block people and everyone always has random username oh god i’m feeling so horrible ;c if someone has smth to say I will love u and send u all the cats or dogs or hampster or yaoi u want <33 ;—;