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I love my dad very much. He provides me with everything I want and does everything for me. He really loves me too. But I have completely lost respect for him.... He is not the person whom I thought he was anymore!!!! He is exactly what i would never want to see in my partner in the future. He loves me but he doesn't accept me as I am. Every fucking thing has to be in his way. I never respects my decisions or doesn't give a damn about it. He thinks he is always right and he can never accept that he was wrong atleast once. I can't talk to him openly abt anything cuz he just judge me. The fact is that I can't stop loving him even though he is like this. Idk why !!!! I have tried but then I feel I am being too cruel to him. I just don't know what to do. I was the kind of girl who thought her dad was a super hero but as I a grow older I can't relate to that anymore. He is nothing like I thought he is. I wish one day he will be able to understand me and just not love me but RESPECT me 😞

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There are something that i learned about love and relationships and they are :-

1) people can fall out of love - yes it can happen, no matter how much you love eachother at the moment there are chances that you or the other person to fall out of love. It's better to talk about it to the partner rather than faking it which leads to cheating and etc etc. So just be open about it.

2) sometimes even though two people are in love and are ready to sacrifice for eachother still it may just not simply workout. Sometimes it takes more than just love

3) everyone is different and so are relationships. Don't ever compare your relationship with others. Just check that wheather it makes you happy and satisfied.

4) it's not easy to love. It's not as easy as we see in movies and series. Loving someone takes a lot of effort sometimes it might even hurt you. Ofcourse it's a really good feeling when you are in love and it is worth it but it's not easy......

Ik these are some basic things that everyone knows but I consider this as a place for me to journal my thoughts so i just jot down whatever I feel and think without any filters

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My favourite singer is Alec Benjamin. Can anyone pls tell me why he is soooooo under rated !!! The quality of his music and lyrics is just✨

Everyone should listen Shadow of mine. It's so damn good

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Hey everyone !!!

I am not a reader and so naturally I not a writer either but I just wanted a platform to express my feelings and emotions without any alterations. For that I needed a place where nobody will know about my identity cuz u'know(then it's awkward to express feelings 🤪) This is that place 😅

Idk how long will I keep writing these stuff but yea i'mma gonna try 😌