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love to be yours

-Gojo Satoru x reader

-Best Friends to lovers

:dual pov, switches randomly, third person

⁀➴Childhood best friends, you and Gojo have always shared a deep bond. Hidden feelings and jealousy surface when another girl shows interest in him, causing tension. After a vulnerable confession, you both realize your love for each other, turning your friendship into a romantic relationship.

Inspired songs: Paper Rings by Taylor Swift, You are in love by Taylor swift, Gorgeous by Taylor swift, False God by Taylor swift, Cinnamon girl by Lana Del Rey, Bed Chem by Sabrina Carpenter, Colors by Halsey, Wish You Were Sober by Conan Gray, One last time by Ariana Grande

Warnings: Fluff, some angst, smut, praise, unprotected sex, drunk words=sober thoughts,

Word count : 5k

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You and Gojo were best friends. Doing everything together since you two were young.

You understood the hardships he had faced, growing up being seen as a weapon, learning to mask his emotions with jokes, hiding himself through a personality many despised.

That was with everyone but you, he let his guard down with you.

It was so easy with you, your smile that easily came out around him, your bewitching eyes that almost seemed to make him drown in them, even your heavenly laughter that erupted from the depths of your delicate throat.

Oh he was in deep, but would he ever admit that? no.

He busted into your shared apartment, "Y/nnnnn" his voice rang out in an almost singy songy voice. He came into your room stepping over the small clutter that lay on your floor,just clothes and useless notes you use for university.

You groaned, "Toru shut up" you said nuzzling deeper into your covers, he grinned mischievously opening your curtains letting all the light in, "You need your vitamin D y/n come on you're gonna be late to class" he said trying to pull the covwers off of you but you were just too strong.

"Fuck, you're strong remind me later to ask you your upper body routine" He says straining. That was until you let go and he fell back on his butt groaning. You let out a giggle, getting up lazily, wiping your eyes from the sleep that is still is there. "Fucking asshole," he muttered rubbing his butt, what's worse is he doesn't have much meat on his ass so his bone is bruised.

"Maybe don't try to force me awake Toru, coming in here like it's a goddamn musical," You said, tiredly getting up. Your sweatpants rolled up your calves to your knees making you look like some evil villain from Barbie.

Your hair a rats nest, mascara you forgot to take off last night smeared under your eyes making your eye bags even worse.

The worst thing about it? Gojo still thought you looked alluring as you usually do.

He stared at you eyeing you up and down enjoying the tired disheveled look you had. You drug yourself over to your closet, pulling out a random outfit combo.

"You know you look like you just walked out of a thriller movie don't you?" He asks getting up wincing from the bruise.

You scoff rolling your eyes with a grin, "right" you say humming trying to push him out. Grunting you say, "come on get out I need to change" you said, "Why scared I'll like what I see?" He grins playfully before groaning dramatically as you swat his bicep knowing fully well it didn't hurt.

"Way to hurt a man's ego" he says smiling, as you push him harder, "fine fine I'll get out" he grumbles walking out before peeking back in with a grin, "kiss to go?" You swat his hand and you heard his laughter outside the door descending as he goes into the kitchen.

Once you're finally done getting dress you walk into the kitchen lazily smelling either something burnt or Gojo was an A star chef. As you walked in you saw a shameful look, "so um you know breakfast didn't go well, let's go to that cafe you wanted to go to" he said smiling.

You grumble, "Gojo I have to get to class I like...25 minutes" you said glancing at the clock above your kitchen counter.

"Yea yea it'll only be few minutes come on" he basically drags you out the door as you comply letting him take you to that cafe. Because if one thing was for certain Gojo was a damn good persuader.

You two finally made it to the cafe, the warmth welcoming you, light chatter heard around, the smell of fresh baked breakfast sandwiches, the smell of bacon overpowering the scent of coffee.

You smile looking around not noticing the way Satoru Gojo was staring at you like you were the only thing in the room, his breath knocked out of him from the look of awe in your face. He loved seeing it.

"I love it in here" you said smiling brightly as you both approach the counter, "can I have..." you said ordering your usual while Gojo was just awestruck over how beautiful you were. You are always beautiful obviously but in this environment it's like it empowers it.

"Gojooo hello?" You said waving your hand in front of his face, snapping him out of his trance he laughed awkwardly, "oh can I just get a Carmel Frappuccino extra cream" he says before the cashier cut him off, "less coffee?" They ask blankly.

"How'd ya know" he grinned playfully, "you come here every Tues-" the barista started,"Uhhh let's go sit over there" Gojo says urging you to go sit down, glaring at the barista, "come on Nanami did you really have to make me look like a fool" Gojo said sighing dramatically. Nanami just stared at him and turned around making the order.

Gojo saunters over to your shared table seeing how the light made you look softer, almost angelic.

He sat down sliding in smiling, "enjoying it so far?" He asked hopeful, you looked at him "it's alright" you said and his face dropped. You laughed smiling," I'm just playing Toru it's beautiful in here, I love the atmosphere" you said grinning.

He relaxed arm along the headrest, eyes studying you." You're beautiful" he says softly, before your head snapped slightly catching what he said.

"What did you say?" You asked ears slightly pink, "What? What's that our orders ready I better go get it" he says smiling awkwardly zipping out of the booth going to the counter and their order was definitely not ready.

He sighed, grumbling to himself, "fuck stupid can't just say shit like that" he said running a hand over his face groaning.

The bell rang, their order was ready, finally.

He got and carried the two drinks over to the table and one single muffin you got. "Mmm thank you," you said smiling. Grabbing the muffin off of the tray and your drink, he nodded mumbling a quick "your welcome".

You both ate and drank in silence, "thanks for the meal Toru, I have to get to class now" you said smiling, he nodded, "alright want me to pick you up after your lecture?" He asks. You nod, "yea like usual" you said before waving goodbye.

Then there sat Gojo watching the girl he's had the fattest crush on, walk away only knowing him as a friend, but oh how much more they could be if she would just see.

You made it to class, feet dragging as you were deep in your thoughts a random girl stopped you, "hey I know this is kinda weird but you know that white haired guy you hang out with? Gobo? Gogo?" she says thinking. "Gojo" you correct nodding, "yea him, are you two dating?" She asks.

Your heart picked up, you didn't know if you liked it or not, "um no why?" You ask.

"Oh just wanted to know before I try to shoot my shot, gotta be a girls girl right?" She says laughing smiling walking away, "right" you mumble looking down at your clenching hands.

Class ended, yet all you could think about was that interaction. Why did you feel so...protective?

It's not like you two were actually dating that's your best friend, but hearing someone else seeing that good in him. Seeing that side of him that was reserved for you? Why did that make you feel so....envious.

You drug your feet out of class, phone in your pocket, head down.

You heard a familiar honk and there he was. Satoru Gojo in all his glory. Smiling so brightly it could make someone go blind.

Yet she was there, that girl that asked if you two were dating, Mira.

You smiled fakely hopping into the passenger seat of his car.

They talked but you tuned them out not really listening, unsure of your own feelings.

"Oh y/n you told her about me?" He asked a hopeful look in his eyes but little did he know you took it the opposite way then what he intended. "Oh yea" you said glancing out the window just wanting to get home.

He nodded studying you noting your gloomy presence. He slowly turned back around smiling politely at the girl nodding to her rambling, shortly after he said goodbye. A note with a phone number later on his dashboard, almost as if waiting for the right time to strike and ruin something she didn't even know was there.

He started driving, taking glances every so often at you making sure you were okay, which you obviously weren't but it's not like you were gonna tell him.

"Wanna talk about it?" he asks softly, you turned to him acting confused, "about what?" you said obviously faking it. He sighed not pressing the subject further. Turning forward watching the road, cars passing by, a silence filled but not gone.

He strums his hands against the steering wheel, strumming to beat of the bass from the song playing.

You sighed staring out of the window watching trees and buildings pass by. Gojo noticed just how down you were. He wasn't an expert at reading you, not when you were like this. Shutting down, shutting him out on your emotions. It must've been something important for you not to tell him, you told him everything.

"You know y/n you can tell me I won't judge," He says softly, almost too softly. Letting himself be out there for you to take his offer or refuse, "No it's fine Gojo....it's nothing important" you said. "Obviously it is important for you to shut down like this" he said his voice raising higher, hands gripping the steering wheel.

"Just let it go Toru" You said not wanted to share your complicated feelings with the person it was about. He scoffed, "Why am I not trustworthy all of a sudden? For gods sake y/n I'm your best friend" He said almost bitterly, hurt flashing through those beautiful blue eyes.

You suck in your breath, suprised at his outburst, "Fuck, sorry I didn't mean to say that...it's just you do this thing where you shut down and dwell on it for however long it takes you to forget about it or the problem eleminates itself... I just want to be apart of it for once, Let me help" He said glancing at you tiredly.

"Sorry Toru just..not this one" you said almost sadly looking out the window. He sighed nodding his head muttering a quiet, "alright."

The rest of the drive home was tense, full of an unspoken silence neither of them wanted to touch or even acknowledge.

He dropped you off at the shared apartment, "I have to go teach my class I'll.....be back" He said not really making eye contact with you, you nodded your head, 'Okay" you said as he smiled but it never quite reached his eyes. You watched him drive off, the engine getting distant.

You went into the silent empty apartment staring ahead zoning out, mind think over how he looked at you. With those beautiful eyes of his, the way he looked like so concerned for you.

Did he seriously care that much for you?

That night was a silent dinner, and the silence only grew worse. Days dragged into weeks and weeks soon turned into two months of you and Gojo doing this silent dance of existing but not yet talking.

It's not like he didn't try, he did. You just shut down completely, pushing him away scared of what he might think, or do when he found out that you loved him.

Loved his bright blue eyes, that toothy grin he used in the mornings to wake you up, the lips of his that he used to spill jokes that always made you smile, that big heart of his getting anything you needed even if you didn't ask. You started to realize just how much he cared and, it scared you.

It was like when you drop a soda can, just waiting to explode. Bubbling bursting at the cap.

You saw Gojo smiling at his phone a lot, that soft smile usually reserved for you now implanted onto his phone, probably Mira.

It got worse after that, you did everything you could to avoid him. Not quite coming to terms with accepting that he could feel the same. Thinking he wanted Mira you didn't want to hurt your heart on something that won't turn out good in the end.

One night your guys friend group went out to bar, as a reunion in a type of way. Nobara also wanting to drag you out knowing the slump you have been in.

You wore a simply black dress and some heels. Your hair nicely done and maybe some light makeup, you walked in and your eyes fell on him instantly.

He was laughing, laughing so easily with that smile that graced his lips.

He glanced at you his expression falling almost unguarded before he snapped out of it talking to Geto.

You walked over there talking to Nobara as she slid you a drink, you took a sip not being a hardcore drinker.

You heard Gojo behind you, the air was tense, filled with unspoken words.

You drank more than you intended wanted to lose yourself in the feeling rather than think about Gojo. You thought he didn't notice, he did. He saw the way you barely spoke to anyone and just sat at the bar.

He pulled a stool next to you, the chatter now distant and low. "hey you need to calm down on your liquor" he says gently, knowing how emotional you get.

"I'm fine Gojo" you said a frown on your lips,"I just stopped thinking about you then you just had to check on me" you said taking another sip.

"Thinking about me?" He said almost surprised, wide-eyed, his breath hitching in his throat.

"Yea thinking about you and that stupid girl Mira..just having to talk to you" His ears perked up and what you said,"Mira?" He asked. "Yea her talking bout some 'need to be a girls girl right?' Shut the hell up just because I say we aren't dating doesn't mean I don't feel anything for him" you said hiccuping.

He smiles,"Really, and would you like to date this mysterious man?" He asked. "Gojo I may be drunk but I'm not stupid I'm not telling you that information" you said almost grinning, the first real smile he's seen in weeks.

He chuckles, a deep rumble coming from his chest,"Right" he says. "What are they doing?" You asked talking about the group,"oh they're catching up" he says glancing at them but his eyes are solely on you.

"I'm just lame over here drinking my worries away like I don't have to go back home to the man I'm in love with, Gojo you know he probably like doesn't like me, I haven't spoken to him, I've been a complete jackass to him because I can't figure out how to tell him my feelings without scaring him off" you said sighing.

"What if he does like you?" He asks humming, "Oho no" you said take another drink groaning as you lay your head on the table.

"Hey come on let's get you home" he says getting up rubbing your back. "No" you groan dragging yourself off the stool willingly getting off. His arm snakes around your waist helping you not stumble. He just listens to your babbles that made no sense whatsoever.

He waved their friends off as they giggle shooting knowing looks and Gojo rolls his eyes before smiling.

He was just happy to have you in his arms, finally.

"Hey let's get you settled in okay? " he says gently helping you into his car, fastening your seatbelt for you.

"I don't wanna go home, I have to face him he doesn't like me anymore" you started rambling. He chuckles a throaty sound coming deep from within his chest.

He slips into the driver seat starting the car, fastening his seatbelt.

"You know I'm sure if you talked to him about how you're feeling I'm sure he'll forgive you" he says.

"Yea? What about that Mira girl she likes him a lot?" You grumble, he smiles "well I'm sure he doesn't see her that way just probably wants to distract himself from you" he says face falling knowing his words were true.

"He just so nice and sweet and funny, but I don't tell him that or his ego will get big, but I don't think I could inflate it more then it already is, but honestly if I was him I'd have an ego too, because he's so like unreal. I love staring at his ocean blue eyes they're so pretty, and his smile..God it gives me butterflies" you said smiling out the window.

"He sounds like quite a man" he grins looking forward the sky darkening beautifully, the sun peeking slowly disappearing below the horizon.

"He is" you mumble, sighing eyes drifting off to sleep. He glances at you smiling fondly at you, god you didn't know how much he wanted you.

The car ride was silent, but almost soft.

Finally he pulls up to the apartment, turning off the car and getting out closing his door.

He opens your door carrying your sleepy body as he easily holds you bridal style closing the passenger car door.

He enters the complex making his way to the apartment you two share. Finally once he's in he sets you on your bed sighing wiping the hair out of your face, taking your heels off, covering you with blankets. He started to leave before you grabbed his wrist looking at him pleadingly, "stay please" you said desperately on the brink of crying.

God he couldn't resist you like this, he sighs taking off his shoes and climbing into your bed, getting under the covers you nuzzle into him as his arms snake around your waist holding you close. You fell asleep easily with his warmth, the slow rise and fall of his chest, his steady heart rate. "I wish you were sober" he whispered sighing eyes drifting off to sleep.

The next morning, Sun peeked through the curtains casting a golden glow in the room, highlighting Gojos soft masculine features. You were the first to wake up as you grumble eyes opening tiredly seeing a sleeping Gojo holding you.

Your lips part, staring at is features that was before he decided to be playful, "oh yea just keep staring I know I'm hot" he says a tired lazy grin graces his lips as he opens his eyes seeing your flustered state.

You scoff, cheeks tinted a rosy pink,"as if Toru now let go of me" you said rolling out of his arms. The spot beside him cold and empty now.

"You know y/n you could've told me how you felt I wouldn't have judged...just sucks hearing from your drunk self" he says arm propped up as he watches you, your posture stiffening at his comment,"what?" You said slowly turning meeting his eyes.

He grinned, "fuck I told on myself didn't I?" You grumble.

"Maybe just a little" he said grabbing his legs off the bed as he sits up, "I'm an easy guy to talk to why'd you shut me out? If you didn't like Mira why'd you let her go for me?" He asks but it just overwhelms you.

"I don't know" you said jaw tightening.

"Y/n-" he starts,"no" you said backing away. Shaking your head afraid of rejection, afraid of losing your best friend.

"Y/n" he says closing the distance having you against the wall as he peers down at you trapping you with his gaze. You stiffen looking up at him, lip quivering.

His hand grazed your jaw as he looked down at your lips before meeting your eyes again.

"Does this answer your questions?" He asks, "what are you talking abo-" you said before he smashed his lips onto yours. A surprised sound left your mouth, eyes widened.

Quickly you melt into the kiss arms wrapped around his neck as his other hand finds your hip, gripping it keeping you there.

He pulled away, faces inches apart. "If you didn't understand, I want you y/n, bad, I've been in love with you for forever" his voice husky, raw with honesty dripping from those pretty lips of his.

Your chest heaves up and down wanting nothing more than to smash your lips against his again, "fuck...I need you y/n, I hate seeing you second guess my feelings I want nothing more than to have you in my arms" he says "and I want nothing more to show you how much I want you" he says,"that is if you'd let me" he speaks in a low tone.

You look up at him a hungry look in your gorgeous eyes, "I want you too Satoru...show me" you say your voice a dangerous tone almost as if you were stepping on lava rocks.

A deep guttural groan escaped from his throat as he heard your words, "fuck all I want to do is ravage you" he said closing the distance his lips finding yours in a hot,messy, passionate rythem.

His hands roamed over your curves memorizing every dip you had, hands finding their way to the back of your dress from the other night unzipping it. The sleeves falling loosely around your shoulders as he helps you out of it leaving you in just your undergarments. And if he thought he was the only hungry one? Oh he was wrong.

Your hands desperately grasp his wrinkled shirt pulling it over his head, making your lips disconnect for a second. He guides you over to your bed placing you gently as he pulls away looking at your body in awe,"your so fucking beautiful" he says kissing your jaw slowly they became more hungry leaving marks all around your collar bone, jaw, and neck.

He unclips your bra tossing it to the side watching your perky breast fall his eyes darken with lust as he leaves light kisses on them kneading one while his mouth nips on your nipple watching your face contort into pleasure.

You let out sounds of pleasure, his tounge ge swirled around your nipple easing the soft pain.

He smiles watching you wither beneath him,"such a pretty girl aren't you?" He asks before focusing on you dripping cunt.

"Fuck your dripping wet, did I make you this way my pretty girl?" He asks smiling as you let out a whine nodding trying to create friction on his hand.

He chuckles slowly, teasingly taking off your underwear tossing them behind him. He forces your legs open peppering kiss on your inner thigh leading up to your cunt making you needy.

He grins as you try anything for an ounce of pleasure, "be patient sweetheart" he says before he licks your slit eyes on you as you leaned your head back in pleasure.

He hums before sucking on your clit, the bundle of nerves heighting your pleasure. He pulled away chin dripping with your juices as he inserts one finger in curling it to hit your g-spot. Making you groan, back arching.

"Such a needy cunt, squeezing my finger" he grins before slowly moving it in and out watching your mouth open in pleasure.

He removes his finger abruptly smiling at you when you whine from the sudden emptiness glaring at him, "aren't you such a tease" you said. Before suddenly feeling his angry red tip dripping with pre-cum.Smearing itself with your juices.

He grins devishly, "only for you" he grins before slowly thrusting in your walks clamping down on him. You moaned head throwing itself as his hand was on your stomach keeping you down.

He groaned, throwing his head back, "fuck your so tight, so perfect for me aren't you" he mutters finally entering you all the way feeling his bulge on your lower belly. "Just tell me when you ready sweetheart" he says waiting for your go ahead. Eyes lust hazed.

You bit your lip getting used to his big size, "alright" you strain. He looks at you with a hint of worry,"are you sure?" He ask and you nod.

He nods before slowly pulling out til the tip is the only thing left before slamming his hips back down against your cunt.

He grabs your legs throwing them on his shoulder giving better access.

"Fuck you feel so good, your so good for me beautiful" he says groaning his speed slowly increasing. The bed creaking by his speed the room full of moans and groans. Quickly his thrust became sloppy as he pulled out cumming on your stomach as you climaxed.

"My pull out game ain't weak" he says his voice tired but a playful grin graced his lips.

You breathily laugh," I think Megan Thee Stallion would agree" he smiles laughing. He got off of you,"come on let's clean you up" he says carrying you over to the bathroom you both shared.

He cleaned you both up, you guys sharing light chatter and playful banter laughs filled the bathroom. Mixed with the shower drops raining down.

You both were cleaned up but the Gojo remembered, "it's Nobaras birthday dinner today" he groaned. You smiled hand in his hair playing with it,"then we should probably get ready," he groaned nuzzling his face in your neck smelling your scent making him easily relax.

"I just want you in my arms," he says and you smiled softly," you can tonight but we kinda promised her we'd be there" you said pulling away from him. He quickly followed his hand not leaving your waist.

You both got ready basically matching as you wore a flowy white dress and he wore a white dress shirt with black pants and you wore black heels.

When you two arrived hand in hand they all exclaimed loudly disrupting the whole restaurant.

"We knew it!!" One speaks

"Give me my 2,898 Yen" Geto said.

"Geto you guessed that they would be together in two months give me MY 2,898 yen" Nanami says staring at him blankly.

Gojos jaw drops at Nanami,"when have you ever been included in things like this?" He asks,"Since people bet recklessly and I win" he says staring at Gojo like he was stupid.

Nobara runs up to the both of grinning proudly, "finally" she says before "best birthday present ever" she says a hand on her up as her other slaps Gojos back making his groan and stumble forward as you both laughed.

Maybe it was worth the wait.

In the end you got the one who's gonna be there for you through thick and thin.

Bonus scene

"So that's how you and daddy met?" Your little daughter ask, your youngest sitting on your lap. You nod,"yep he basically threw himself on me" you said as Gojo peaked in gasping dramatically,"your mom is a liar I was very nice when asking her out" he said.

You snicker at him, and grins playfully at you. Your kids groan at the interaction.

Both of them having your attitude and his looks.

"Ew daddy stop looking at mommy like that" they said hugging you to "protect you".

"Yea you nasty animal" you said smiling widely.

"Oh I can show you nasty" He said grinning.

You gasped, "not in front of the kids" you said smiling and the kids groaned in disgust, "eewwwww" they said.

You both smiled fondly at one another.

You wouldn't trade this for the world.

You already had your whole world.

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Authors note

Thank you so much for reading this took me three days to write even though it's not that much I tried adding so much more detail and bickering then usual. Hope you enjoyed!

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avaawritess · 3 months ago

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Jujutsu Kaisen

Toji Fushiguro (Office AU)

Kento Nanami (Style)

Gojo Satoru (do I wanna know)

Toji Fushiguro (The Sun Came)

Love to Be Yours (Satoru Gojo)

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avaawritess · 3 months ago

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Haikyuu

Bokuto Koutaro

So American (Kuroo Testuro)

I don't wanna live forever (Suna Rinataro)

Kiyoomi Sakusa

Kuroo Testuro (Short story)

Osamu Miya

Tsukishima Kei (short story)

Dress (Tsukishima Kei)

Can hate be love? (Atsumu Miya)

Iwaizumi Hajime

Girl Crush (Oikwa part 1)

Oikawa Toru part 2

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avaawritess · 3 months ago

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My Hero Academia

Bakugo Katsuki

Katsuki Bakugo College AU

Things I wish you said to me (KB)

Delicate (KB)

Back to friends (KB)

Long Stories

Accidentally in love

Part 1 , Part 2

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avaawritess · 3 months ago

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The Sun Came

Inspired by the song Uptown girl by Billy Joel

Toji Fushiguro x sunshine reader

College au

Shy Toji/ desperate

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You were a bright person, born of a wealthy family who lived comfortably. A smile always graced on your lips.

Maybe that's why he fell in love with you, he was a downtown man, but golly he loved his uptown girl.

You wore all kinds of bright colors yellows,whites,purples, any pastel colors. You were the image of sunshine.

A smile plastered on your face with your hair that grazed your cheeks falling gently on your shoulders almost like a waterfall falling into a river.

Freckles coated your warm skin, little markings making the difference.

Oh how Toji adored you and your estatic personality. The way your smile brightened when he walked into a classroom. His big intimidating demeanor scared everyone, except you.

He didn't understand it, how you talked his ear off even though he tried to basically run away from you. Anywhere he went, you followed willingly.

After a while he grew used to it, letting you rant about anything and everything. He noted everything, how you scrunched your nose in disgust when someone was rude to another person, how you quickly stood up for another person you barely knew, how you would drop anything to help someone elderly to cross the street even if they were rude and grumpy.

How you volunteered at a soup kitchen willingly to get your hands dirty, helping plant new plants in your neighbors garden, but most importantly that bright eyed look you gave him when he finally gave you a small smile, almost unseen from the normal eye, but you paid attention to him, especially him.

He grew softer for you, ohh yes he did.

He started showing up to things, your soup kitchen and he put on gloves ready to help, your neighbors yard he talked with her husband about the lawn and gave advice to help grow out weeds,even gifting you a small charm bracelet knowing you've been wanting one for forever.

He watched the way your eyes widened in shock, the rosy pink tint grazing your ears, how your lips tilted slowly into a smile, gahhh he adored you.

"Toji....this is too much" you say staring at it in awe,"no it's enough" he said almost bashfully,"enough for you" he said almost quietly but you heard him.

You smiled almost adoringly at him but something in your eyes were hesitant.

"What?" He asked curious.

"Just...we do all this, you come to almost everything I ask yet...we're not together at least...not that I know of?" You say almost unsure.

The thing about Toji is when things got serious and easy to break he backed away. Not against you he was just scared.

"Oh" he said backing away,fists tightening.

"What?" Your eyebrows scrunched together,biting your lip in nervousness.

"Nothing I just...nothing" he said shaking his head,"I just need air" he said walking away leaving you alone almost aching for him to come back.

Apparently when Toji says he needs air, he means for awhile.

It's been a week or two and you've lost sight of him, the absence a painful sting in your chest. The bracelet a reminder of what he was.

He noticed, of course he noticed. He noticed everything about you.

He noticed how the hallways have dimmed, void of your harmonious laughter, the way your body was left of energy. Your back hunched looking dully at the lesson.

He noticed all the sunshine in you was gone. Like a gloomy cloud covering something bright and happy making it sad and almost melancholic.

Finally he had enough, he knew he was the one to cause it so he had to be the one to fix it. Even though you might not forgive him he had to try.

It was raining, of course it was ever since that day weather was horrible as if you controlled it with your mood.

He showed up to your dorm, hair drenched, raindrops falling down his desperate face, lips quivering almost ready to spill a secret both of you weren't ready for, his grip on the door frame plabable by how his fingers tensed the wood.

"Weather nice ain't it?" He said an almost goofy smiled graced his lips trying to lighten the mood.

You scoffed,"I can't believe you.." you said starting to shut the door.He caught the door with his foot.

"Y/n....please...please listen to me" he says desperately.He tooked looking at you like you were the only thing worth living for. His giant frame towering over you.

"Fine..go ahead"you said shakly wanting nothing more than just to touch him, feel his warmth.

"Y/n you are the only thing worth fight for, I think about you day and night and fuck it hurts, it hurts knowing I fucked up" he said almost angry at himself.

"You ran Toji, you don't just get to prance back in here because it benefits you" you said almost bitterly but your eyes betrayed the way you wanted to believe him.

"I know fuck I know" he said running his fingers through his hair almost as if to keep him in check, "in sorry okay I'm sorry I hurt you I..I'm just scared" he whispered that last part."scared you'll see the real me and walk away because you don't wanna deal with it....I'm quiet, I suck at communication, but...I don't suck at wanting you" he said looking at you with an almost look of affection.

"Your eyes are the one the I look forward to seeing everyday, your smile always just makes a man feel better and by God if I'm not the only man who can make you smile like that..I wouldn't...couldn't handle that" he said sighing.

You stared at him, mouth agape. A small smile gracing your rosy lips.

"Toji.." you said voice running off,"I'm not done..fuck y/n I'm in love with you like out of my mind in love...I think about you and everything you like.. I already have like seven charms lined up for the next seven years for your birthday because I know you love collecting charms, I helped at the soup kitchen cause I knew how much it meant to you, I love you y/n" he says staring at you, hands shaky.

You took so hands into yours. Your small hands warming his cold, wet, shaky hands. "Toji I forgive you..." you smile.

"And...I might possibly...maybe...be in love with you too" you said smiling at him as if he was the one thing worth smiling for.

His lips crashed onto yours, and it was as if that was the only thing the universe needed to see to make it sunny again, the rain stopping.

His hands held your cheeks, your arms wrapped around his neck.

He pulled back and went back in in between kisses saying,"you...don't..mm..know...how...long...I've..ugh...wanted...this" he groaned against your lips.

You just smiled making a sound of agreement.

Maybe in the end love is worth fighting for?

Especially for a special person.

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Authors note

Thanks for reading I enjoyed writing this.

#fluff #toji fluff #toji x y/n #jujutsu toji #toji x you #jjk toji #jujutsu kaisen toji #toji fushiguro #toji #toji x reader #toji zenin #jjk x you #jjk fanfic #jjk fluff #jjk x reader

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avaawritess · 3 months ago

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Back to friends- Sombr

Bakugo Katsuki x reader

Js angst

Been feeling rather sad🙂‍↕️ yes I made ochaco the villain

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You and Bakugo loved one another deeply, he showed his affection through random acts of service while you were more of a quality time person.

Loved sitting in the same room while he read a book and you napped or even when he cooked and you just watched him with the most adoring look in your eyes.

Everybody wanted what you two had.

That was until something got between you two. Like a brick wall that couldn't be broken, stuck there permanently.

It was three months? Maybe four when he came home. Disheveled,exhausted, angry. Like he was mad at the world.

The room filled with tension as soon as he stepped in the door, rough worn out boots getting thrown off his feet. The kind you told him to get new ones made. Gauntlets banging the floor with an agonizing sound almost as if it was ticking bomb waiting to explode.

He came in jaw clenched,posture stiffened. The wedding ring on his finger once brightly shiny,dimmed.

Almost falling off of his finger like a metaphor waiting to happen.

"Hi baby how was wor-" you began to say a smile placed graciously on your cherry lips. "Fine" he said in a gruff tone almost dismissive of your affection.

Your lips frowned as you got up from the couch sauntering over to him, you felt his arm in an affectionate way trying to calm him down. It worked before, so why not now?

"Stop" he said pulling away glaring down at you like you did something to personally offend him.

"What...what do you mean?" You asked wide eyed and stepping back lips quivering. Confusion etched on your now pale face.

"Cut the shit, you know what you did" he said almost as if he was pointing an invisible finger at you accusing you of something you'd never do.

"Katsuki I don't understand" you said biting your lip.

"Understand of course you don't," he says laughing bitterly,"Ochaco showed me the messages between you and your affair, I know y/n" he says.

"No wonder you tell me to have fun on my missions so you can get fucked by some low class guy huh? Useless slut" he sneered.

"What messages Katsuki I don't understand" you said almost begging him for an answer he didn't even have.

"We're over y/n this marriage was a waste and of course you dragged me into this shithole" he said.

When he threw the ring off it clattered on the ground, each sound a reminder of what once was.

That night you cried, sobbed even because the man you loved, the man you cherished believed a coworker over you?

Some girl that was in both of your highschool class. Always jealous of other girls.

After the papers were signed you left the ring on the table. A wave of sadness swarmed over you.

Years later after the divorce ( love skipping ahead)

You had a nice tiny apartment and you were still recovering not quite trusting any man or yourself just yet.

Suddenly a powerful yet weak knock was heard.

You opened it and there stood a tall brood tired Bakugo. His hair even worse, eyes bags under his eyes and almost tear stains on his cheeks,"look y/n I'm so-" this time you cut him off,"what the fuck, Bakugo you can't just show up randomly to decide to come check up on me." You said eyebrows sewn together.

"You can't just prance on in here like you deserve to.. maybe your sorry because you found out I was right but...you were my husband yet you believed her" your voice cracked.

Emotions poured over you.

"We had everything, and you threw it away because some chick told you differently? And to call me a derogatory word what the fuck" you said laughing the same bitter laugh he used for you.

"You know people say forgive and forget but I'd forget you before I even get the chance to forgive.... I don't wanna see your face...go" was the last words you uttered.

Uttered to the man who broke your heart.

Well is it better to forgive and forget?

Or to hate one with such a negative emotion?

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Authors note

Sorry for the shortness I keep just getting spurts of writing ideas.hope you enjoyed.

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avaawritess · 3 months ago

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Part 2

Oikawa x reader

Warning: fluff (kinda), angst, heartache

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He watched from afar never noticing the cracks in the relationship until it finally snapped open.

He was staying at Iwazumis house, scrolling mindlessly on his phone while he friend went downstairs to get something.

Well that was until he started hearing another voice and soon Iwa was raising his voice a rare occurrence. "Y/n stop, just stop you keep saying all this shit and you lie saying you don't feel anything for my best friend...." he says his voice low and broken.

"I see how you look at him, longing, yearning for him while I'm just some piece in your game to get to him" he says sadly.

"Hajime..." you said sadly tears threatening to fall,"I swear I tried I fucking hate it I can't get rid of it no matter how many times we kiss, the sweet things you do" you say weakly.

"I can't lose these awful feelings and the worst part I'm hurting you more than I'm hurting me and I never meant to drag you into this" you said your voice broken,"well you did y/n...this...whatever this is...it's over" he says before shutting the door.

This was the one time Oikawa wasn't jealous of Iwa no matter what he would've fought for you...in his situation not Iwas.

Oikawa jumped back on the bed pretending to not have heard the argument that happened seconds ago.

Iwa came back sighing looking disheveled.

"You okay Iwa-Chan?" Oikawa asks,"I know you heard tooru" he said absolutely defeated. He never used Oikawas first name not even when they had the biggest argument of their life over Oikawa overworking himself.

Oikawa bit his lip,"I know you feel the same for her.." he says letting out a sad chuckle,"both of you so oblivious to each other....and like usual with you I'm in the middle of everything" he said sadly.

"Had to give up the girl I loved because she was never mine to love first" he said,"wow Iwa you sound poetic" Oikawa gave a lighthearted smile trying to lighten the mood. It did little to carry the weight off of Hajime's chest.

Iwa sighed leaning back against his pillows,"when will I win against you Oikawa?" He asked his voice cracked with emotion. "Iwa..." Oikawa said face frowning.

"God I hate myself for liking her now Iwa" he smiled,"mission accomplished?" He asked trying his hardest to crack a smile out of Iwa even if it hurt him. That was his best friend and now he was debating how much he wanted y/n if it was worth all this trouble.

"No Oikawa you deserve to be happy and she's great for you...honestly perfect for you. I just wanted to hold onto her a little longer before I fully lost her" he said before sitting up looking exhausted.

"Promise me you'll protect her no matter what and make sure she doesn't feel bad for this cause I know it's eating her up alive" he says voice low and tired.

Oikawa sucked in a breath feel in both happy and sad for Iwa,"Iwa I'm sorry-" he said before Iwa cut him of,"shut up shittykawa" he said smiling sadly.

"Just leave for now Oikawa I need some space" he said sighing and Oikawa nodded his head and left thoughts going every which way not slow king down for a second.

It was a couple days of silence from the three. Oikawa blaming himself for his friends sadness and how selfish he was to want you.

What seemed like years was really a week between you two. He found you around sunset just sitting on the bench by the park you all used to play at when you were children.

You sat almost melancholic, drowning in your own thoughts and feelings.

Oikawa sat beside you carefully close enough to feel your prescience, far enough to feel the coldness of the wind.

"I heard," he spoke up his voice cracking slightly,"the argument..." he said his voice dying as he looked down at his shaky hands.

"Oh you did?" You said softly almost regretful.

"Yea...I..I don't know I want you then there's Iwa" he says "I don't know how I could do this to him...to you" he said as if it was only his fault.

"It's not just you Toru I.. was also apart of it and I feel the same I just don't know if I can hurt Hajime more than I have" you said looking away. The wind blew your hair making almost an aching scene of two forbidden lovers tied by their shame and guilt.

"Look y/n this hasn't been ideal... but I want you I...Iwa will heal eventually but will we if we let him affect what could be?" He asks.

You sigh almost thoughtful but still an ounce of guilt poured into your voice,"I don't know toru i...I feel so shameful of how I pursued him when all I wanted was you," you said."I thought I could lose those feelings because I know you don't take girls seriously and Hajime was wonderful but he wasn't you" you said guilty.

"Look your right I haven't been serious but I wanna be for you...I'm not perfect y/n I try to be but I'm human and sometimes we make mistakes ones that hurt our loved ones but...we need to move past it" he said.

"Oikawa-" you started before he cut you off his lips smashing onto yours. It was raw pouring emotions of guilt, shame, hopelessness, and even love.

At first you tried to pull away but his hand on your cheek was firm. You slowly melted into the kiss hungrily pouring out your emotions all the regret and yearning you felt for him.

Maybe it was both of your faults. Nobody is perfect.

But wouldn't you rather love then live with guilt?

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Authors note

I tried to include fluff but kinda hard when both characters are at fault. I love love Iwa so I wanted to make them feel bad🙂‍↕️. Hope you enjoyed!!

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avaawritess · 4 months ago

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Girl crush- Justin Wortung

Oikawa x reader

Part 2???

Yearning Oikawa/envious

Girl crush-boy crush

Oikawa 1st person & 2n

Short story.

Angst

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I got a boy crush, I hate to admit it. I got heart rush. I want everything he has.

I want to taste his lips because they taste like you.

I want his short black hair, I want his magic touch. Maybe then you'd want me just as much.

He hated watching Iwa and his girlfriend because out of every girl that wanted him, the one he wanted was with his best friend.

The way he pulled you in so effortlessly.

He wanted to smell your perfume like iwa got to do so freely.

Oh of course his luck when his best friend fell so deeply in love with you. He couldn't ruin the one good thing Iwa had. He had to sit back and watch his best friend and the girl he loved look at each other like they were the last two people.

He was never jealous of Iwa not once. But now it all changed because he'd do anything to look at you like that. He doesn't have the privilege.

He doesn't nights losing sleep because he has no clue what to do.

Tell Iwa? That would hurt Iwa.

Hide it? That would hurt him.

Which is worse, it was the worst heartache he's had since his only girlfriend he ever had broke up with him.

How he wanted you but had to watch on the sidelines.

You both were friends, you teased him effortlessly like you two were friends. He wanted the opposite, you were oblivious.

He had to stay away from that beautiful smile. How it made his heart race to paces he didn't think it could.

He never imagined how hard it would be to hide his feelings. He ran out of excuses to use to skip out on hangouts with the both of you.

It hurt him.

Badly.

He wanted to be supportive of course, but it was hard when every piece of his heart broke saying empty compliments he didn't mean.

Anything and everything he tried to get rid of his feelings.

Random hookups?done.

Dating girls he didn't care about? Done.

Watching old high school volleyball clips to clear his head? Done.

Nothing worked.

Whenever you and Iwa said inside jokes it was like knives to the throat. Words piercing his heart.

Over the months he'd grown quiet losing his mind over it.

Maybe just maybe one day he could have you?

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Authors note

Sorry for how short it is I just had a small idea but would make a part 2 to see if he gets her or not? What happens to Iwa? No clue but only if you guys want it.

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avaawritess · 4 months ago

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Iwazumi Hajame x reader

Fluff, friends to lovers

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Hajame was known for his rough personality, He was always seen as a tough guy, always scowling,always humbling Oikawa, but what was he like in private?

Few got to see.

One got to see.

And that was you, someone he'd consider higher than Oikawa cause you understood him on a such an unreal level he couldn't fanthom.

Your warm smile whenever you always helped him no questions asked always made him feel jittery. He loved saying something rude to Oikawa just to see that playful smirk he'd grown to love grace your lips.

How you made him feel so special as if he did the most important thing in the world,as if he was important?

You made him smile on the days he felt depressed, you made him laugh on the days he was agitated, you made him grin on the days he didn't want to joke, because you had that special affect on him.

He watched the way your eyes sparkled talking about your family. He loved seeing how much they affected your character. he loved listening to how they raised you. He loved it because he wanted to know how one beautiful charming soul was created and pluses in the same district as him, someone he gets to call his friend....Someone he doesn't wanna be friends with but more.

For weeks now you've been avoiding him he didn't understand why, did he say something wrong? Did he do something wrong? What happened?

He came to find out you were secretly spiraling as you liked to do a lot in your free time.

He found you by the vending machines taking a long time choosing between two of your favorite drinks."Hey," he says stiffly standing in front of you.

"Hi," you said avoiding eye contact, he tilted his head a stern look taking over his face,"why are you avoiding me?" He asks crossing his arms.

He caught you glancing at the way his forearms and biceps flexed and raised an eyebrow at you,"y/n...did I just catch you looking at me my arms?" He as a playful smirk taking place on his face.

Hajame wasn't a usual flirty or playful guy, but that all changed with you. He couldn't help teasing you seeing the pink tint take place on your delicate skin.

"What..no" you said glancing around. It was weird lately your every waking thought was of Hajame. From how his eyes lightened up when you walked into a room to how a small smile pursued on his lips trying to scowl but failing whenever you made a cringy joke.

You started noticing the small things he did for you after Oikawa was whining about it.

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Flashback

You,Oikawa

You and Oikawa often had nights where you'd both do an intense skincare routine and watch a movie while waiting for your face masks to dry.

Everything was normal until he started whining about how Iwa said no to his plans again,"he's always cancelling on me to do stuff for you, talking bout some he's going to get you a charm bracelet for your birthday..apparently you've been wanting it since for ever but he can't get me a simple volleyball because I lost my lucky one" he grumbled.

Oikawa didn't notice he wasn't supposed to drop that bomb, sharing a secret you weren't supposed to know about.

Since that encounter you've non-stop been seeing signs that he has dropped a lot for you.Leaving practice early to walk you home safely,giving you notes you never asked for but he knew you didn't do them, even how he got you a drink whenever you forgot to get one with your lunch. He noticed everything.

And it's started to stick with you just how much he pays attention and that..did something to you. It made you feel this warm scary feeling in your chest.

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He softly chuckled at your vague response you gave him. That was until you blurted something out,"I know about the bracelet" you say and he instantly tensed.

For a moment it was silent before he grumbled,"Tch shittykawa" he mumbled before running his rough fingers through his spiky soft hair.

Pulling something out from his pocket he gave it to you,"I wanted to wait til your birthday but apparently I can't keep a secret safe too long" he said.

You held it delicately in your hands as you opened the box and examined the carefully crafted charm bracelet.

You let out a soft gasp pulling it out. How there was small designs carved into the chain. How it was empty except for one charm. It's had an italic H with a heart. You bit your lip and rosy tint took over your soft skin.

"Look, y/n I wanted to wait to tell you but you know things don't go as planned a lot with us..never has and I like that." He smiles."I like how I can be myself around you and not expect you to say something or do something to offend me and when you do you never mean too"he says looking at his hands as he cracked his knuckles a sign he's nervous.

"We never have a plan and when we do something always gets in the way but the one plan I don't want to ever get affected is us, I like you y/n a lot maybe even love" he says sighing.

"I like you smile and how your eyes light up whenever I step in the room, I love your cute laugh that always makes a bad day better, I love how you bite your lip in concentration when you try to win against me and fail" he smirks playfully,"but most of all I love you all of you" he say letting out a breath he never knew he was holding.

"Wow Hajame..I...I like you too... I love you" you said nervously. He smiles softly, almost reassuringly.

He steps closer, your breath hitches at the sudden closeness.

"You don't know how long I've waiting to hear those words fall from your lips y/n" he says before putting his hand on your cheek and kissing you.

It wasn't perfect.

It wasn't the romantic gestures you've dreamt of.

But it was real.

Yours.

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Authors note

Sorry for how short it is I've been having writers block lately so I'm trying my best to write. I hope you enjoyed!

#fluff #haikyu fluff #haikyu x reader #haikyuu #hq iwaizumi #iwazumi hajime #iwazumi x reader #iwaizumi hajime #fluff fluff fluff #fluffy #haikyu x you #sweet #haha #he's so cute

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avaawritess · 4 months ago

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Delicate-by Taylor swift😛

Honorable mentions

18- one direction

Shameless- Camilla Cabello

Aged up college au

Childhood friends to lovers, sunshine x grumpy, female reader,lowkey short

Spotify

Apple Music

Fluff, angst,smut

Warnings: Rough sex, desperate Bakugo, praise kink,overstimulation, pussy drunk Bakugo, missionary,aftercare😁

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Bakugo had a very huge reputation not in the best way a lot of times. Most it was he was too rough, too cold, too...mean. At least that's how others see it, see him. They don't see the soft, sweet version he rarely shows.

How he gets you your favorite chocolates when your on your period or will go out of his way to get multiple boxes of pads and tampons just because he didn't know which one you used (he got regular and heavy flow and MAXIMUM) what the hell was maximum he thought. "Tch I don't think she needs all this" he mutters to himself as he willingly checks it all out bringing five hundred bags of just stuff you crave and need.

Your eyes lit up and he got the fluttering feeling he grew used to assuming it was happiness to see you happy.

Never understanding that it was because you're genuinely his favorite person to be with.

One time you two were at the fair. He was dragged along but came just to see the bright smile take place on your soft lips. Oh how he adored the way your eyes shone with sparkles which he thought he was hallucinating and grumbled looking away.

You both were walking around as you talked about recent drama at the college and how your friends boyfriends acted and how they made you mad. He really didn't care, he just liked hearing you talk with that sweet melodic tone.

"Hey let's go on that one" you pointed at a large rollercoaster. "No," he said with a straight face. Before a pout took place of that bright smile,"why not?" You asked and he sighed knowing you,"because you'll get sick after the first drop and after I'll have to get you a water and we wouldn't ride anymore rides" he says.

You pout grumbling incoherent words, that was until he let out a reluctant sigh,"fine but if your dumbass gets sick don't complain to me" he grumbles crossing his strong arms, his back muscles flexing in the light.

He was right, obviously. The first drop didn't do you justice your stomach curling uncomfortably with the taste of disgust lingering on the edge of your tongue.

Well he was right to an extent he would definitely help you. He was worried to no end rushing and barking orders to people that you were gonna die (you weren't) and finally he got you water with a cold rag. "Fucking dipshits wouldn't get out of my way acting like their dip n' dots was more important than my... I mean you" he grumble shutting up as he placed the cold rag on your forehead letting you sip from the water.

You both obviously left no more rollercoasters just as he said but he would do anything to see your smile so he'd do anything in a heartbeat even if it was for a second he saw your eyes lighting up in delight.

He dropped you off at your shared apartment with Mina. He carried you bridal style making sure you were okay and whispering comfort words in your ear as he held you and your water bottle in his arms.

Mina opens the door surprised seeing a worried Bakugo holding an almost passed out y/n,"What happened?" She asked opening the door wider. Bakugo stepped in setting you on the couch comfortably pulling blanket over you tenderly. His eyes flashed with care and adoration as he placed your belongings on the side table with your water bottle.

"She got sick at the fair" he said shortly, dryly as if Mina didn't deserve his time. She looked at him deadpanned as an annoyed sigh left her lips. Glancing at you she notices you're asleep so when Bakugo goes to leave she stops him,"you ever gonna confess or what you two are in this push pull type of situation like you should just ask her out" she said seriously a small grin tugging her lips upward as she noticed Bakugo stiffen.

He turned slowly glaring at her with a hushed whisper he talked back,"what the fuck are you on about pinky" he says almost defensively.

"You know you treat her differently than anyone, your softer it's kinda sweet in a way...a weird disgusting hopelessly In love way" she says humming loving the way he got flustered almost proving her theory right.

"Tch just shut up you don't know what you're talking about" he said grumpily before storming away before she could say more to actually get him thinking.

He thought he was safe honestly, that he could keep this whole charade of just friends. But his friends had another idea in mind.

He was so fucked.

A couple weeks later they all sat in the cafeteria chatting and catching up while he texted you since you were in your lecture missing lunch.

This freaking sucks she's talking about chemical bonds are super important remember all of them! As if I haven't already who does she think I am stupid?? :(

She's probably mad that a 23 year old is smarter than her 63 year old ass.

Don't call her that >:( but I totally agreee she's so uptight

He smiled softly chuckling to himself, the group turned their heads to him in surprise.

"Did he just laugh?"Denki asked quietly chewing on a snack,"Forget that he's smiling so big I think he's constipated" Kirishima whispers back all of them indulged in the way Bakugo was texting back with so much speed.Mina sat in the corner a smirk plastered on her face cause she knew why he was smiling.

"Our boys in love with his best friend" Mina says loud enough to make Bakugo look up and stiffen the group looked surprised. "YOURE GAY?!!" Denki yelled before Mina hushed him but before Bakugo could speak Kirishima cut him off,"dude hate to break it to you but I'm not gay" not knowing it was his other best friend.

Bakugo just groaned telling them to quiet down before he blasts them."No his other best friend y/n" Mina grinned. "I don't like her she's just a friend pinky" Bakugo glared but before Kirishima hooted,"oh no dude your whipped I was confused if it was midoriya but y/n makes more sense your always staring at her like she hung the moon and stars"

He glared fiercely, silently threatening them as they wore shit eating grins snickering like middle school girls.

After that incident he really started to think back, did he really like you?

I mean he did like the way you smiled, they you laughed, the way your eyes twinkled with amusement from a crappy dad joke, the way you'd smile when talking about anything and everything, and it was all for him.

It was his to have.

But he was scared that's what you didn't want that you didn't like him or even see him the same so he did something any stubborn scared person would do.

Push the person they care about the most the farthest away from them to just have space to think correctly.

At first you took it well assuming he was going through something. But the longer it dragged out the more you worried.

Had you have done something?

You're more sure, you don't remember offending him or anything, fuck the last you saw him you both got coffee together like usual.

So what was going on?

Soon it affected your mood and how you dealed with anything and everything. Mina was the first to notice the tension, the drift between you two that was so out of the blue. She noticed how sad and gloomy you were, to how you stopped attending lectures Bakugo would usually scold you for skipping.

She knew you loved him genuinely.

Even though you never voiced it, she knew just how much he meant to you. And how affected you seriously were.

Finally you had enough, after a month of silent treatment and vague conversations. Your heart burned with pain and heartache as you finally gathered the courage to knock two firm knocks on his apartment door.

It was raining outside, cold, gloomy, the raindrops dripping slowly down the window as if trying to hang on to the one surface they could be on.

As if once they fell that was the end, and maybe you were scared that was gonna be you and Bakugo soon.

Like the raindrops, you were scared he was your surface and you were the raindrops. Holding onto something that will never be enough to hold you, to support you.

After some time that felt like long torturous hours,your heart in your throat.

He opened the door, his hair frizzled and down far from his usual spiky proud look. He had intense eye bags, wearing a crumpled up t-shirt and sweatpants that had stains on them. You glanced inside his once clean apartment that held opened cans of soda and food lying around as if he couldn't sleep.

"Are you okay?" You managed to croak, "yes I'll be fine you can go" he says shortly as if too scared to say too much.

He tries to close the door but you stopped in your lip trembling in fear,"did I do something, I'm sorry.....I...I'm so sorry" you said fear taking over as your voice cracked.

He looks up at you eyes wide with suprise as he looks away the fear in your eyes eating him away as he feels so guilty, frustration building.

You mumbled out apologies one after the other as you ramble on about what you could do better and how you'd improve. God, sometimes he hated when you rambled talking down on yourself as if your nothing but a mouse to him.

"Shut up" he says lowly but you kept going and his frustration snapped it at you but himself,"shut up" he said yelling fingers entangled in his hair pulling the roots to bring him pain as if to forget the way his heart aches in sadness for you.

You go silent watching him fight his internal battles inside his head. "I'm not...shit.. I'm not mad at you I'm mad at me" he says his voice croaking going down an octave.

You stood there scared,"Fuck...shitty hair and pinky were right...I fucking like you... like a lot like so fucking much I want to kill every person who looks at you wrong... I hate that stupid smile that you give me and how I get so giddy over your fucking adorable laugh and just how you brighten the room..brighten the world with your smile it makes me feel shit I'm not used to" he says spitting out a confession he never meant to.

"I just used to think it was cause we were child hood friends but I don't do any of this shit for Deku or stupid raccoon eyes" he says.

"But fuck I like you..love you even your the most important person in my life an I...I don't know what'd do without you" he says the words weighing heavily on your shoulders.

The silence ate him apart as he stood there silently.

His heart was laid out, bare, raw, and vulnerable just for you.

"I..love...you too" you said slowly loo trembling a smile taking a hold of your lips. Fuck his heart ramped up seeing it greave your lips like a blessing meant just for him.

He stepped forward looking down at you adoration filling his face with a hint of desire glinting in his eyes. You felt his breath fan over your lips. They parted, heart racing.

"Can I...kiss you?" He asked hungrily. Fuck he would've loved to just devour you right then and there but hearing your consent he was fucking hard from that thought of you trusting and telling him what you want.

Your lips purse together scared before nodding slowly and as you did his lips crashed onto yours, making you le to a sharp gasp he ate with delight.

His fingers dug into your hips while your hands held his face.

He pulled you into his apartment lips never leaving yours as he shut and locked his apartment door pushing you up against it.

"Fuck your beautiful" he said huskily glancing over your flushed features the way your chest heaved up and down from how intense he was. Just from the look you gave him he felt his balls tighten already needing to cum but he'd save that for you.

"Fuck come on gorgeous" he says gently leading you to his bedroom before pushing you up against his door not waiting any longer,lips clashing with yours as if to memorize your mouth.

He presses flush against you making oh squirm from his overwhelming body heat. "Fuck" he groaned against your lips.

"Tell me what you want" he says hoarsely his forehead against yours staring deeply into your eyes. You bite your lip shyly,"u-um I want you" you say. He grins almost teasingly,"well I hope so beautiful but what do you want me to do" he hums patiently.

You grumble embarrassed, "I want you to eat me out" you said glancing away as he grinned proudly, kissing you once more before pushing you lightly on the bed.

He smiles as he left small love bits in your jaw as he helped you undress, finally after years he pulls off of you to see your gorgeous body beneath him,"fuck look at you, so ready for me so beautiful" he says leaving kisses down your neck to your collarbone across your perky breast teasing the area around your nipple before going down your soft stomach and down to the inside of your thigh.

Your legs tried to clench to hide yourself from him as he hummed as if disappointed,"no sweetheart, imma need you to stay open for me" he says.

You whimper embarrassingly as you glanced away from him, he took a long lick of your cunt. "Look at me with those pretty eyes of yours" he demands grinning against your cunt as you listen.

He hums making you squirm from the vibration. He ate you out slowly teasingly, as if to make you beg for something he'd wait to give.

He slowly got faster tounge delving into your slick folds. Earning loud moans and meals from your pretty mouth.

His thumb teased your clit going fast before going slow earnings a frustrated huff from you that almost made him laugh at how needy you were .

He loved seeing you squirm and look at him with those lust-filled eyes begging him for more.

Your hands dug into his head gripping his hair as if to pull you down back to reality. Earning a groan against your wet juicy cunt as he went faster bringing you closer to your climax.

Finally you came but he didn't stop his rough tongue dragging out your orgasm.

He grinned watching your eyes roll back in ecstasy.

He softly laughed lapping up your juices from his chin and around his mouth.

"Fuck beautiful you did so well but come on you can give me another one right?" He hums almost evilly. Forcing tow digits into your sopping wet cunt.

Earning a loud mewl from you. As he slowly fully pulled the out before shoving them back in."Look at you so willing to take my fingers pretty girl" he hums satisfied. Before picking up his pace using his thumb to push down on your clit earning more pleasure from you. He could tell you were close again from the way your velvety walls clinched onto his fingers.

"Fuck princess cum for me, come on my fingers with your pretty cunt"

Once he said that you let out a loud moan he slowly thrusted them in praising you, "how about one more princess" he kissed your temple. It in fact was not one more but three leaving you trembling and overstimulated.

He grinned at his artwork sucking your juices away from his fingers tasting you. Before kissing you so you'd taste yourself.

Tears pooled your eyes from exhaustion and the overstimulation.

"Just one more baby I know your tired but I mean it" he says humming pulling off his pants and his boxer revealing his hard fat cock as it slapped onto your stomach.

Your stomach curled with pleasure at the sight, but too overstimulated to care.

You let out a noise as if to say fine. He hummed happily a teasing smirk plastered on his face.

As he rubbed his dick up and down your folds lubricating it with your juices making you whine and whimper.

Finally he looked at you for the go ahead still wanting you consent not wanting to push boundaries.

You nodded your lip trembling,"hey it's okay sweetheart I'll be slow...that is if you want that"

He said that as he slowly pushed in his breath becoming ragged letting out a grunt of satisfaction as he pushed himself all the way in.

Fuck he loved your pussy it was so sweet and fit him so well.

He waited for your nod before slowly thrusting in and out. Pulling all the way out before slamming himself back in earning loud moans from you.

You let out babbles as you force yourself to say "faster" it came out more strained then you meant.

He nodded before listening to your demand going faster pistoning in and out of your greedy cunt.

He let his head fall back as his hips set a bruising pace against your sensitive hips."Fuck sweetheart your perfect" he grunts while you let out more rambles that fall silent and drool leaves the corners of your mouth.

Finally his thrusts became sloppy and he pulled out dumping his seed all over your stomach before laying on top of you both of your chest heaving sweaty bodies conjoining as one.

"Fuck you did so welll for me" he hums giving you a slow sweet kiss. Before rolling off,"come on let's get you cleaned up" he says dragging you to the bath cleaning both of your dirty bodies off as you two softly tiredly chat earning soft laughter and smiles from one another.

Once you two were finished you layer in his arms as he put on one of your favorite romance movies on,"shit this is fucked yo after we had sex" he groans into your hair as he kisses your head,"but y/n will you be my girlfriend" he asks shyly his ears tinting pink.

You smile softly laughing at his awkwardness,"yes I will" you hum nuzzling closer to him hungry for his warmth.

He grunts,"idiot" he says before softly smiling kissing your head once more.

Maybe he was a rough cold guy but he just needed his own person to love to take down those walls. At least that's what he thought.

Bonus scene

"YOUR TOGETHER" Mina shouts letting the whole campus know as you two sat side by side his arm wrapping around your shoulder pulling you closer.

Bakugo ignores her eating his lunch silently letting the chaos unfold.

"You two fucked didn't you?" Denki asked a shit eating grin plastered on his face. You both stiffened your face red and well Bakugo shot him a glare.

He laughed,"what it's not my fault I can basically feel the pheromones and testosterone in the air, so how was it y/n Bakugo rough in the sheets?" He ask grinning before earning a smack from Bakugo himself.

You were so flustered you groaned and nuzzled your face into Bakugo chest hiding yourself. "Shut up Denki and none of you better tease her or I will fucking blast you into fucking oblivion" he threatens.

"And here I thought he'd change but no" Kirishima said before grinning,"we get it bakubro we're happy for you "he says.

Denki snickers,"yea for growing a pair and listening to us" and before he knew it Bakugo blasted him away from the table.

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Authors note

Thanks for reading I hope you enjoyed this as much as I did writing it.

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avaawritess · 4 months ago

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Can hate be love?

Long story

Recommend songs (I used)

I think he knows- Taylor Swift (Spotify) 1

I think he knows-Taylor swift (Apple Music)

Friends- Chase Atlantic (Spotify) 4

Friends-Chase Atlantic (Apple Music)

Lover, you should come over- Jeff Buckley(Spotify) 2

Lover, you should come over-Jeff Buckley (Apple Music)

Rosalyn- Bon Iver (Spotify)3

Rosalyn- Bon Iver (Apple music)

Wonderland- Taylor Swift (Spotify) 5

Wonderland- Taylor Swift (Apple music)

College au (f-boy??)

Hope you enjoy reading!!

Warning: Rough, desperate, praise kink, angst, make-up sex

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You and Atsumu were classmates at the very least. He was known for his looks, his unmistakable talent at volleyball, and known to play with girls like it was a past time.

You liked go study, he hated it. You loved iced coffee, he preferred it hot. You dislike talking to people you weren't close with, he had no care for personal space. Naturally you two didn't see eye to eye.

It's not like he was bad looking, because he defiantly was not. Even worse he knew it and loved using it to his will. His blonde hair with the soft locs that were too easily moved like it was a clothing on a line with windy weather. It always made you jealous just how easy he had it.

Teachers were charmed, student were charmed, even your friends were charmed. God, it made you furious. How could such a simple person make such a force?

Little did you know he was staring at you from across the lunch room tuning out his teammates going off about some girl that ghosted him.

Of course Bokuto and Hinata were arguing, Bokuto wanted Hinata to be a hard to get kinda guy but Hinata didn't want to be that way to a woman.

Atsumu agreed no thought going through his head. He was charmed by you, by your crinkled eyes when you laughed, how you threw your head back when something really made your stomach hurt your knees would buckle.

How those pretty eyes of yours keep catching his gaze across the room, the way you paused to bite the small of your lip before looking away as if you didn't just set his heart on fire. You didn't know the spell you put on him.

He loved the differences between you two, in fact he thought it was intriguing how you wouldn't back down from him even when he thinks he's got you, you say some smart remark and it leaves him speechless and breathless. Even worse you were so smart, he was an utter mess when trying to keep up with you and making it look easy.

He was so in love but you? Your take on him was that he was the most teasing arrogant guy on the planet. He loved teasing you.

Acting like you two have been best friends for the longest time. You despised how easily he was able to get under your skin.

He was so...ugh. He knew he got under your skin too. Not like he cared.

While you were walking in the halls going to your next lecture, you were scrolling through your shopping cart wanting more clothes. That was until you felt a heavy arm sling around your shoulders. You look up seeing that boyish smirk plastered on his face.

"Did ya miss me?" He grinned ruffling your neat hair. You grumbled swatting his hand away quickly as he let out a deep chuckle from within his chest.

"Only in your dreams Miya " you say glaring at him as if it'll make him disappear.

He pouted dramatically,"you wound me y/n I've been nothing but nice" he says before groaning as his brother Osamu calls for him,"duty calls" he grins down at you. Before shouting and running at his brother aggressively.

The next few weeks he kept pestering you more and more and it confused you to no end because why now?

Finally there was a fair and your friend Sakusa invited you knowing you're probably the only person he's okay with being around. Little did you know that an Atsumu came along with that.

You grumble to yourself walking with the pair. As Atsumu just kept talking and talking taking occasional glances at you making sure you were okay. He didnt want you to know that he likes you yet because he's scared.

So he just teases you instead,"wake up on the wrong side of the bed?" He says staring at you with a teasing grin. You shoot a sharp glare his way,"watch it Miya" you say.

He just laughs going back to talking. He noticed how Sakusa piqued up at the unusual conversation. Glancing at the two of you he asks,"you guys know each other" he says."by force," you said scoffing crossing your arms.

Atsumu grins at your grumpiness,"okay moody Margret let's calm down" he says. "We have the same lectures and I just decided to keep annoying her like I did you" he says.

Sakusa slowly nods listening to the two of you bicker.Atsumu enjoying it, you? You were frustrated.

Soon you found a rollercoaster you wanted to go on. A wide grin made its way onto your lips, "kiyo let's go on that one" you point with a mischievous smirk. You saw the color drain from his face but you forgot an annoying little mosquito was behind him.

"Looks like Omi omi is feeling sick of that thought being up there with you, don't worry though your knight in shiny armor is here" he grins proudly as he stumbles over a rock,"shit" he groans before plastering a confident smirk on his face.

You scoff, "you better not hold on to me Miya" you tease him. As you both banter and Sakusa deadpans knowing what his piss-haired best friend was trying to do. He sighed shaking his head before wandering off to find food.

You and Atsumu waited in line bickering and challenging one another.

Finally it comes to your turn and you both scoot in but you try putting for of a gap between you two.

"Scared?" He ask grinning playfully,"in your dreams Miya" you say with a teasing tone. The ride starts and Atsumu unknowingly scoots closer your knees an inch away. It was as if his knee was teasing yours.

You guys kept ascending in the air the higher and higher you went the more Atsumu stomach curled up in fear. He wasn't a huge roller coaster person but for you? He would be.

"This might be a good time to tell you I actually fucking hate roller coasters" he says holding tighter on the rail as you near up to the top.

You raise an eyebrow,"I knew it I saw the look on your face" you say with a teasing grin and the ride stands still for a moment. He shoots a sharp glare at you,"shut u-" he says his voice getting cut off as the ride descends quickly.

Atsumu grabbed your thigh without thinking as he bit his lip holding in a scream. You thought it was weird but maybe it was an accident. You sigh grumbling, this would be the one time you're nice.

Your left hand goes on top of his a reassuring squeeze that it'll be okay. His eyes widens as his lips curl into a soft smile. Maybe he could enjoy this with you.

The roller coaster comes to an end . You both get off his hand slipping off your thigh. No more teasing remarks, no angry eye contact, not even a side backhanded compliment.

Complete silence,both of you looking away one another. The silence awkward, raw, too real to acknowledge.

You couldn't get the way his eyes caught yours and the way your heart rate spiked up, how his hands absentmindedly lightly squeezed your thigh in appreciation.

You two barely spoke after just occasionally asking if the other got a text from Sakusa. Once they did find Sakusa he immediately picked up on the tension, he didn't really care much he thought nothing of it.

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Weeks went by and the tension only grew.

Its was ready to burst with emotion, vulnerability , something Atsumu hated admitting to.

It was after his practice it was raining and he saw her there no umbrella no nothing, just standing watching the rain pour down as if it wrote a secret love song intertwined in every drop. She was deep in thought, unusual.Watching from the dorm buildings window as it grazed the window with little to no care in the world.

He sighed coming up to her standing, at first silent. They both stared at the rain, every drop a reminder of the way their hearts had started beating in rhythm.

"What are you doing here Atsumu", she said, almost regretful. "Just...I saw you and wanted to know if your okay" he said softly, a glint of desperation in his eyes. As if waiting to say something it was on the tip of his tounge.

"I'm find you don't have to worry over me, not like you cared really" you say not meaning to sound as defensive as you did.

His lip curved down into a frown, eyebrows sewn together, his expression one of hurt,"what's that supposed to mean? You think I don't care" he asks.

"I know you don't, you think I don't see oh playing all tose other girls the way they say you loved them and just threw them away no afterthought whatsoever" you say almost as if you were pointing your finger accusingly at him.

He scoffs,"that's what you think of me huh? I just fuck a girl and throw her away? What little fucking knowledge you have of me" he scoffs.

Your eyes widen surprised by his outburst before your eyes brows fused together.

Your body heat was almost overwhelming to him,"I fucking care about you so fucking much y/n how can you not see it? I love everything about you, I even went on that rollercoaster for you, scariest shit I've been on but I did it so you wouldn't be alone" he says hands finding the way to his hair tugging the pieces as if to release the tension building up in his core.

"I never knew," you say."How could you not know I tease you all day, talk to you whenever I can just because I don't know or handle my feelings doesn't mean I don't have them" he says. "Atsumu" your lips curved down.

"Stop don't...don't say my name like that y/n I can't..I have no self control left" he says expression dark, dangerous.

"Atsumu, what are you talking about-" you said before his mouth slammed on yours desperately hands on your waist. It was messy, but it was real. He poured emotions he could never express into the messy kiss.

At first you were surprised. But you quickly melted into it like a candle lit from a flame of burning desire.

He disconnected from your lips, foreheads touching one another, both of your bodies slowly growing hotter, cores twisting into one of lust.

"Tell me you want me and you can have me but if not, y/n I'll leave and we can forget everything" he says,"one or the other I can't kept pretending I don't want you"he says voice growling with a burning desire to devour you.

You nod your head,"no, use your words" he says biting his lip trying to contain himself from ravaging you right then and there.

"Yes, I want you Atsumu" you said a soft whimper sloping from your soft plump lips.

He grins small, teasing,"what a good grill for me aren't you beautiful" he says before dragging you by your waist as he leads you to his room.

As soon as you both got in there he smashed his lips back into yours picking you up. As his hands rested under your ass to keep you upright. Your hands found his cheeks as you used it to help you kissed him hungrily. He groaned against your lips before nipping in your bottom lip just to hear your whines.

He lays you on his bed in his bedroom.Hands desperately trying to be as close as possible to your body as they took off your top and pants as you writhed beneath him.

Finally you layer bare before him as he stared down at you with awe in his eyes,"your so beautiful" he whispers leaving small kiss all over your stomach down your inner thighs before he looked at your wet desperate cunt.

He huskily chuckled,"look at you, so wet for me aren't you? How about this you love challenges right?" He grinned mischievously. "Keep those pretty eyes on me and let hour beautiful lips slip those sweet sounds I enjoy while I eat this pretty cunt up" he says grinning delivering a slow teasing lick through your folds.

You let out a moan before nodding opening your eyes staring down at him, "there ya go pretty girl" he grins you feel against your core.

His hands kept your thighs opened as you shyly tried to close them as he flicked he ate you out. You moan eyes fluttering close,"uh uh eyes on me beautiful" he says pulling away leaving the tension coil in your stomach.

You whine eyes opening half-lidded. He hums in satisfaction then tension growing more and more by the second as he pulled away fingers teasing your needy hole.

You whine from his teasing,"Atsumu" you whined annoyed tension waiting to be released, he grinned,"tel me what you need baby" he says teasing your clit flicking your nub shooting sharp pleasurable pain coursing through your body.

"Cum...I need to cum,please" you whined desperately. He held a predatory grin,"since Lu asked so nicely I should give it to ya shouldn't I?" He asked smiling innocently.

Plunging two long fingers deep the tension coming closer and closer to the edge of snapping. You let out more and more mewns and moans body trembling with pleasure.

He felt your walls flutter around his pistoning fingers gripping him like a vice. "Fuck" he groaned smiling,"come on cum for me pretty girl" he says and just like that your walls clamp down on his fingers. You let out loud moans back arching off the bed with pleasure. As his fingers went slower riding out your orgasm.

Finally his fingers came out with a wet squelch as he licked them clean humming with delight,"you taste so sweet" he grins before kissing you slowly pulling away,"you did so well just one more round for me okay? I know you can do it baby because you're so good for me yeah?" He says smiling, as you weakly nod with exhaustion etched onto your face.

He kiss your jaw leaving small kisses as he throws his shirt off,unbuttoning his jeans leaving them somewhere he'd find later.

He pulls his cock out pumping it a few times pre-cum dripping down his fat cock. Before lubricating his dick with your wet left over juices. You moan from the single touch of his tip.

He softly chuckles before aligning is cock with your entrance ,"just tell me what you want and we'll do that okay?" He says concern on his face wanting your comfortability over his pleasure even though it was hard. He stops before continuing waiting for your nod and once you do he slowly pushes in,slowly watching your reaction.

Finally, he was all the way in. "Atta girl look at that taking all of me so well aren't ya" he smiles waiting for your go ahead to start going.

You nod biting your lip,"you can go" you say voice trembling with pleasure.

He smiles before soon slowly thrusting in and out grunting at your tight walls feeling so good wrapped around his cock.

"Faster," you moan out eyes looking up at him half-lidded with lust. He grunts approvingly before speeding up hips snapping into yours at a bruising pace. Hands digging into your sides to keep him steady and in reality as if it was his lifeline.

"Fuck your taking me so well beautiful" he says in a deep voice the heat building up in his core.

You were the same climax coming soon."Atsumu...I'm...I'm gonna..gonna cum" you moan out.

"It's okay baby cum for me one more time, your doing so well" he says the tempo still the same as you quickly came walls clamping down on him milking his cock for all that it was worth.

"Fuck beautiful" he grunts thrusts becoming sloppy as he pulls out cum splattering on your stomach as your chest heave desperately taking in air as sweat drizzles down your bodies.

He smiles lazily kiss your body affectionately with care. "Come on sweetheart let's get you cleaned up." He says you two taking a bath together as he basically does it all for you with care and adoration.

The next morning you woke up wrapped in his warm embrace. The way the sun shined on his face lighting his skin just right and his hair looking softer than ever, even the way his mouth was slightly opening from slowly spilling out.

He was yours.

The line blurred between hate and love and sometimes one's better than the other.

Maybe you just learned it's harder to tell the difference between the two both causing intense emotions.

So yea in the end maybe hate can be love with the right person.

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Authors note

Thank you for reading this is one of my longer stories so I hope you enjoyed!! I enjoyed writing this also I just see Atsumu watching those roller coaster fails complications with a straight face😭.

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avaawritess · 4 months ago

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Dress by Taylor Swift. (Spotify)

Dress by Taylor Swift (apple music)

Tsukishima Kei x reader

Innocent eyes, crazy minds

Not yandre crazy just chaotic thoughts😖

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Tsukishima was a cold guy, aloof, and maybe a little bit sadistic with getting on people nerves. He loved getting on his teammates nerves.

It was the end of the year banquet for his volleyball team, and he just sat back having Tadashi as his plus one so he can actually converse a little while getting free food.

Well that was his plan until he met your gaze from across the room. Your hair curled and make up done lightly? You're gorgeous he thought.

How your eyes shined with interest and the way they glimmered with a hint of mischief. And that dress? A slim black dress with a a slit up the thigh, you were enchanting,he was enchanted.

He was awe-struck by you and was hardly ever listening to Tadashi. His friend soon gave up and just scrolled through his phone.

You both were playing a cat and mouse game with the way you looked away just to look back. God, he wanted you, and he'd do anything to get that.

That's why at the end of the banquet, he decided to go up to you. He wasn't much of a lady charmer but he'd try every corny pick up line up his sleeve.

"Hey," you say smiling, lord you were beautiful that smile? His heart sky-rocketed as his hands began clammy and he didn't know what to do with them.

Standing awkwardly in front of you he gave a stiff smile," hi" he said awkwardly before you let out the faintest giggle. The pink tinting the edge of his ears, his glasses croaked as he slowly smiled at that harmonious sound.

After exchanged words and numbers,you two soon began to talk.

That led to corny jokes and crooked smiles between the devices.

Now here you both were propped on the couch as 10 things I hate about you played you close to one another but not exactly touching as you shared a popcorn bucket.

After sneaky glances that the other caught on making one another feeling sneakier.

He finally pulled you closer and his arm was around the back of your head supporting it as you cuddled in more to his side.

You felt so warm and that's what he loved about you, he was used to being the cold guy and here a bright warm girl stormed her way into his heart.

He loved these soft moments between you two.

He loved you.

Loved the way he could make you laugh so easily, how your eyes crinkled with delight. He loved every part of you. Especially your smile, it had a way of making his heart race light a high school boy in love.

He'd always stare stiff, before hearing your melodious laugh.

He'd always love it, in the universe and the next.

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Authors note

Thanks for reading this is a short story I lost any idea for it towards the end so I'm super sorry but hope you enjoyed!😖

#fluff #haikyu fluff #haikyu x reader #haikyuu #tsukishima x you #tsukishima fluff #tsukishima x reader #haikyuu tsukishima #volleyball #tsukishima kei

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avaawritess · 4 months ago

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Do I wanna know- cover by Hozier (Spotify)

Do I wanna know- cover Hozier (Apple Music)

Gojo x reader

Late night conversations.

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When you and Gojo first moved in together in your big apartment in the city it was hard to adjust.

You were a huge morning person, he was a huge night owl. Yet,through that you both found the flow between your differences. You started waiting later to do your routine, he came home earlier from missions.

He'd look at the time and tell that curse mid-fight,"oops gotta go my gorgeous wife is waiting for me at home" he hummed before disappearing away leaving the curse shocked and the other sorcerers annoyed.

He didn't care, they could deal with it themselves.

He'd unlock the door to the sight of you sat on the couch flipping your delicate fingers through the pages. Your eyes intensely reading the flimsy pages as your eyes faltered and lips twitched into a smile as you felt the familiar dip in the couch.

His whiny groans as his arms wrapped around your waist and he nuzzles his head into your stomach. You hummed marking the page, before setting it down on the side table before running your soft fingers through his white hair.

"How was your day, my love?" You hum, massaging his head as his favorite rom-com plays in the background.

"Tiring,as always" he whines into your clothed stomach,rubbing soft circles on your waist in a rythmic manner.

You let out a beautiful sound, or what basic people call a laugh.

Oh how he loved making you laugh, he would go crazy without your harmonious voice and enchanting smile.

For a while you two laid there the rom-com playing in the background comfortably. "You know your the most beautiful woman I know right" he grumbles leaving small kiss on your stomach.

"Hmm, well I hope" you say your warm smile making his body hotter by the second.

He smiles against your clothed skin," in every universe I'd find my way to you" he says. "And in every universe I'm waiting for that annoying grin you always have" you say smiling playfully.

He gasps making the soft moment into one of playfulness. "You dare say my grin is annoying" he says pulling away looking wide-eyed and shocked from your statement dramatically flinging his arms everywhere.

You let out a a teasing grin,"oh I think I did"

And maybe this is what nights were supposed to be like? Soft, playful, warm.

And that's what you two needed from one another, because without one the other would be incomplete.

And that wouldn't be good,right?

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Authors note

Thank you sm for reading! This is not that good, but if it is to you than hallelujah 😔.

I can Gojo as the type so totally melt in his wife's embrace while still being silly

Hope you enjoyed!

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avaawritess · 4 months ago

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Nanami x reader

Exes to lovers😼

Warnings! Mentions. Smut,rough sex, hair pulling,overstimulation, degrading/praise

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When you and Nanami dated it was way back, and let's just say he was way more relaxed with you. He never took any precautions with you. Not even fixing his headlights to pick you up when you snuck out to be with him at midnight . He went against all his morals for you.

He risked everything to be with you.

Well that was when you were dating him. After high school all he cared about was money,money,money. Giving you up was probably the worst choice he's ever made and he knew it was. His pride got in the way and just ruined everything.

Now you finally were face to face with him at a random bakery. Him getting his usual ham and cheese sandwich...he's never changed has he?

You wanted to smile so bad but your guard wouldn't let you. The wall around your heart wouldn't crumble because of how he left you. He broke your heart and stomped on it multiple times leaving you in an ugly sobbing mess. Sweet salty tears dripping down your face. Your nose running as you tried so hard to make it stop, your body shaking unable to muster the strength to walk away after such heartbreak.

He didn't deserve to stand in front of you. He knew it yet he couldn't move. "Y/n" he spoke softly his hands that were usually hurled into fist suddenly relaxed as the sandwich dropped onto the floor. He couldn't stop thinking of you.

"Nanami,it's been a while since I have even heard from you" you say back. You know you should've told him to leave. You knew exactly where this would leave.

He always was your sore spot no matter what you couldn't guard your heart very long.

"I heard you've been out and about with some other girl" you say scoffing hand in your hip. You didn't mean to sound jealous but you knew deep inside you were because why wasn't it you?

"What you heard is true but I can't stop thinking bout you and I...I had to break up with her" he says looking away his ears tinted pink his face stoic.

You had flashbacks. When he had that James Dean daydream look in his eye and you wore that red lip classic thing that he liked.

Back in high school you both have arguments over the future of the both of you, yet you couldn't stop from being with one another. Even though you two went crashing down, you'd come back everytime.

Now he wasn't so sure that was the case.

His lip trembled,"can we please talk, you don't have to say anything just...just let me speak...please I'll give you my.." he picked up his sand which cursing under his breath.

"I'll buy you ice cream...like we used to please y/n...let's just talk" he said desperately closing the distance between the both of you.

You grumble under your breath wanting to keep your guard up but it's impossible with him.

"Fine, Nanami you have...fifteen minutes only because it's quite a walk from here to there" you says.

He swore his heart started thumping against his chest. He knew he'd try whatever he could to get you back.

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You walked in tense silence all the way to the ice cream truck.

You both got your ice cream and sat down in a tense yet comfortable silence. "Y/n,im sorry...dearly I...I know I messed up I was a stupid man" he says almost like his life depended on it and Nanami was never the one to beg.

"Shit, I was most fucking idiotic man to walk this earth the way I gave you up" he says looking at you with the most regretful desirable eyes. The eyes that could make you unravel with just a teasing glance the ones that made your heart soften just enough to let him in.

"Won't I just hold you back again? What happened to money huh?" You ask still bitter and hurt.

"God no....those were foolish words that came from my mouth, the heart wants what it wants but I couldn't stop my brain from talking and I'm just so, so sorry I want you back." He says desperately

"All of you, your smile, those crinkle in your eyes when I used to make you laugh, even that mischievous grin you'd get plotting to scare me, which it never worked obviously-...please" he says pleadingly.

So maybe you forgave him..forgiving your true love never hurt anybody right?

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That's what you'd like to say especially with the way your hands entangled in his blonde hair, god you missed this.

His desperate tounge lapping all of your juices as breathy moans left your mouth.it was sinful the way you two moved in sync how he knew just when you were on the edge just to pull away to hear your whines. Just to feels the way your weak legs tried so hard to pull his head back, Oh how he missed you.

He grunts as his tounge laps up the remaining of your juices. The way you tasted? Delicious. They way your moans were the most beautiful sounds to bless his ears? Immaculate 10/10 would recommend.

He missed this the feeling of your overstimulated cunt twitching in his mouth as he grinned. He pulled back,"your such a good girl for taking that, now let's see what else you can take"

He flipped you over and before you could relax you felt his tip lubricate from your wetness. He grabbed a fistful of your hair pulling you head back so he can nip the skin of your neck as he teases your greedy cunt.

"Fuck look at that all wet for me? Damn you know how to invite a dude...or is just me huh? You missed me haven't you" he grins against your skin as you whimper.

"Now let's stay silent can't have the whole hotel knowing your getting pounded by me can we now?" He says huskily chuckling as he let go of your hair his hands steady on your hips.

They could leave a bruise print with the amount of force he was using. He slowly pushed himself in as the most guttural groan leaves his mouth, his head tilting back. "Fuck your fucking perfect" he says slowly going back leaving the tip in before slamming his tip in.

You left loud moans and he sneers,"you know I hate it when you cant listen right?" He groans before sticking two fingers in your mouth holding your head up with his hand as you started drooling.

"Such a messy girl" he grins enjoying the mess he made of you. It wasn't before longe before his thrust became sloppy and he pulled out cumming all over your back. Whispering soft praises in your ear like he wasn't just degrading you minutes before.

You lay tiredly, as he hums ,"come on baby let's get you cleaned up" he says. Picking you up both of your sweaty bodies up against one another. And that's just what he does as he sat in the bath with you massaging your sore muscles while making sure to properly wash your body and wash your hair. He kisses your neck with a tenderness,"I didn't just miss you sexually I missed you and I don't plan letting you leave ever again." And he stayed true to his words.

Years later you got married. So what if he didn't deserve your forgiveness?

You just couldn't seem to stay away from him.

And not to be cheesy but you two never went out of style.

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Authors note.

So I hope you enjoyed this, this is my first time writing Nanami along with my second smut in it 😖.

I feel like a nasty animal buts it's okay.

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