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oughh twinyard angst o<—<

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Don't think about Aaron Minyard

Don't think about Aaron Minyard at the Foxes and Ravens match

Don't think about how he had to watch his brother be attacked

Don't think about how he only had enough time to shout

Don't think about how he wasn't fast enough

Don't think about him seeing someone swing a racquet at Andrew

Don't think about how he knows damn well that a racquet swung with enough force can kill a man

Don't think about how he remembers the weight of that racquet in his hands as he swung

Don't think about how he fought for his brother

Don't think about Aaron Minyard

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Her kids, final. :) With Abby this time! Little Allison getting her hair braided, little Renee with rainbow hairties because she's too little to get her hair dyed just yet, little Matt taking a nap that will absolutely ruin his spikes, little Nicky most certainly talking Abby's ear off, little Aaron who got into the shiny med tools and is now giving Abby her annual checkup.

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me and Aaron started like this:

read the 3 books didn't have a single thought of the guy (Neil's fault)

then I ACCIDENTALLY clicked to read a Aaron (kinda centric) fic

then I feel in love with character

and now reading tgr I kick my feet (start sobbing) (I don't if I'm happy or sad) every time his name is mentioned

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Please don’t hate me 💕

The worst thing about making fanart like this is that you end up thinking about these scenes for hours 🥲

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honkshoo mimimi

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sketch/wip of my sweet but pathetic french angel, jean.

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I drew a lot of jasons muehehhe

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I can’t stop laughing omg

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give me a Jason Todd joining the foxes fic and I will eat up every fucking time

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TGR SPOILERS

Jeremy has paid an exorbitant price for his brother's suicide, which, to be honest, wasn't even his. Noah shouldn't have been his responsibility in the first place. He's lost his family and will never get it back. The press humiliated him, the police denigrated him, his siblings and stepfather constantly insult him, his IDs have been seized, and he has no financial control to the point where he has to explain himself for buying a cup of coffee (and without ID, he can't work, so he can't make a living any other way). His family tries to isolate him by buying off his ex-partner. Bryson threatens him. Jeremy knows his future doesn't depend on him, so he decides he'll take some fun classes while he can. The guilt is so great that he seeks out dangerous and degrading sex in search of redemption. He allows his mother to boss him around, trying to get her to forgive him and love him. He's desperate for his biological father to call him.

And yet, he greets you with a fucking smile every day and tries to help his teammates as best he can and make everything as bearable for them. And yet, he tries to call Kevin and Neil to tell them not to overexert themselves when he's always so tired, he sometimes falls asleep while driving.

That's Jeremy Knox.

That's Captain Sunshine.

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How I met your father？

Happy 5th anniversary🎉🤍

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why the new ghast are so Jeremy Knox coded 😭😭 the smile 😭😭 I love him

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Me: I’m going to start only eating when I’m hungry. That way I won’t snack all day long and I can enjoy proper meals when I actually need them instead :)

Me 22hrs after my last solid food: wait fuck I forgot about the ADHD

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can three year olds read?

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Ppl who write band aus can someone PLEASE make this jerejean

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obsessed with the way nora wrote jeremy. avoidant narration style paired with bone-deep self-loathing and an outward perception of him as sunshine personified. drawing a sun in the sand, smiling into his coffee, "would it kill you to fuck someone who respects you?", stealing roses from his hookup, falling asleep behind the wheel, playing with a yoyo, coming back to the hotel with bruises around his neck, smiling "slow and satisfied" at his phone, not being able to focus on his lsat books, chronic fatigue, i tried to be good, am i no good? smoking outside the banquet, kissing jabberwocky, blaming himself for noah's death, jean's shitty reputation, zane's attack, handcuffed to a family that resents him, see-through smiles, writing down every time his father would call him, collecting speeding tickets in high school. jeremy knox i want to claw open your skull and dump the contents of your brain onto the page.