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You dont listen

you run to me when things fall apart you come to me at the end of the game you talk to me and share about what was but you don't listen. you okay the game your way you can talk about it but i cant you can complain but i shouldn't you want to give up but you tell me not to you dont listen you dont even want to listen you dont listen

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Us

It's right there. It's in here. Always. Everywhere. Everyone can see it. They just... ...don't ...can't ...shouldn't ...won't know what it is.

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7 Days in Heaven

7 days in heaven then gravity thrusts me back down it's agonizing... paralyzing even back in the old unaccepting town what i once held so closely is now nowhere to be seen you'd understand why it cuts so deeply when you've been where i've been 7 days in heaven then reality kicks in each step away is perdition hollow and empty within i'm left with but memories of a heaven i can never speak of now in a world full strangers and enemies you're all i ever think of my palette can taste none and my nose cannot smell drenched in memories bygone left with the perfect story i can't tell

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BALATKAYO

mga kamay ma'y walang posas di rin naman makapagbigay-lunas mga kamay na di ka mahagkan walang silbi dahil di ka mahawakan

mga kamay ma'y di nakagapos di rin naman makakilos mga kamay na nalilimitahan sa maaaring ipakita sa karamihan

mga kamay ma'y di nakatali panakip na lamang sa mga hikbi ng pusong ang tanging hiling ay malaya kang makapiling

mga kamay na malaya kuno mga kamay na nagbabalatkayo mga kamay na tanging totoo kapag ikaw lamang at ako

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Walang - wala

Sa bawat pagpindot ng letra Sabay ang pagpatak ng luha Kung marunong lamang maggitara Siguro'y nakalapat na ng kanta Sali-saliwa, liko-liko Umiikot and mundo habang ako'y nakatayo Di makasabay sa saliw ng tugtugin Di sanay sa landas na tatahakin Kumakapit, hindi naman bibitaw Laman ng puso'y tanging ikaw Di lang laging maliwanag ang daan Di lang lagi nagkakaunawaan Ikaw ay ikaw at ako ay ako Ngunit mga landas, pilit pinagtagpo Maswerte ako na mapasaiyo Ganoo'y masabi mo rin kaya ukol sa tulad ko? Isang hamak na paslit Pangala'y bihirang masambit Naghangad ng lubusan Umasang iyong mapupusuan Ang hindi napaghandaan Ay nang ako'y 'yong masilayan Wala naman palang maialay Sa prinsesa ng aking buhay

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Reblog if you want a love letter in your ask.

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TRY-ing

Mature Understanding Patient Laid back Logical Reasonable Worthy...of you. Not me... but I try.

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Only in darkness Do we see the beauty of light No spark is exalted In broad daylight.

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In a sea of clouds, I am numb Floating away with no direction Towards the sky Away from the ground Lost in limbo. Heat of the sun Kissing my surface As the cool wind blows me another Why am I here? Someone let me go Intentional or not I’ve been released And now I’m moving up ‘Til when, I do not know Nor can I figure how far I’ll go.

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crossroads

here i am at the crossroads between the pain of knowing and the fear of the unknown.

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NEVER FOREVER

you will never know your smile...your smirk your fascinating sarcasm your highfaluting VOCABULARY your tone the way u know me your ambiguous show of concern all tantamount to emotions that have never been evoked in me by anyone or anything you will never be mine. but i think...I'm YOURS -xLiv-

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I love the words that come out of your mouth I love how eloquently you deliver your thoughts I love your passion and your courage But no … I do not love you,

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breaks

enjoy but do not long for accept but do not depend reflect but do not dwell give but do not empty lastly most importantly appreciate but do not desire.

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Intrinsic Chaos

it’s been a while Since i’ve been a stranger to myself Lost in my own abyss Struggling. Transitioning. Changing

I’ve been used to calm waters Away from all kaleidescope functions Centered and grounded on the here and now Comfortable. Calm. Satisfied

Then out of nowhere, something shook me Ripples of earth-shaking motions Crack after crack it made Now i’m disoriented. isolated

Some pieces fit back almost naturally Some though are far beyond the cracks Powdered by the devastating force Damaged. Lost. Gone.

The blows were swift yet powerful The rebirth though quite the contrary A slow, gentle and tedious task Of rebuilding. redesingning. recalibrating.

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Intrinsic Chaos

it's been a while Since i've been a stranger to myself Lost in my own abyss Struggling. Transitioning. Changing I've been used to calm waters Away from all kaleidescope functions Centered and grounded on the here and now Comfortable. Calm. Satisfied Then out of nowhere, something shook me Ripples of earth-shaking motions Crack after crack it made Now i'm disoriented. isolated Some pieces fit back almost naturally Some though are far beyond the cracks Powdered by the devastating force Damaged. Lost. Gone. The blows were swift yet powerful The rebirth though quite the contrary A slow, gentle and tedious task Of rebuilding. redesingning. recalibrating.

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She thought it was a pretty view, I thought she was prettier.

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I have had my fair share of unique and peculiar Which honestly skewed my definition of "normal" I've seen and experienced the good and the bad Some, truly, I wish I never had The spectrum of life, somehow I've got to taste Some fleeting while others, with marks I can't erase Now rarely can life surprise me at all Which is why I seek the thrill just beyond the wall But what I didn't expect and what left me in awe Is the revalation of "you", in all merit and flaw Your honesty is refreshing, your kindness...abundant Your eloquence is admirable and your humulity...unreluctant In a world where positivity is scarce and criticism is exalted You stand with the minority and with kindness, you led I see you now in a different light No longer unblemished or perfect or faultless But a real human being just like me and the rest Someone who falls flat, is pained and afraid But remains the person God will be proud that he made Thank you for sharing the gift of your person And showing me how goodness need not be perfection