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Whenever I turn on the internet, the first thing I check is whether you're online or not...

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My regrets look just like texts I shouldn't send.

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I can't imagine a world where you don't exist. You’re a unique and wonderful person who deserves to live. To be happy.

I'm so sad that I feel it like a kind of few metaphorical words 😞

I'm dumb! Sorry!

I feel so down... it's... it's just me... who is like sad boyy!!

But thankq dear!!

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BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out.

Ohh dear... I didn't see this ask previously when I came her on Tumblr. I didn't check inbox assuming it must be empty as always!

Thank you dear! You're so swEEt❤️

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Hi Guys!

It's been days passed since I visited here...

And I'm here after like almost year but nothing has changed. In the end, I am doomed as always;

And crying as always...

I never killed myself and so facing all!

Thanks to all who have been here for me and heard me <3

❤️I will love you forever❤️

@primroseprime2019 @hira-x @av0id-reality @scars-and-fucking-tears @crookedbearwerewolf

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That's a great experience! Keep it as it is in the closet of your heart!

I was travelling with my dad on a bus. Luckily we got the front seat behind the driver. There was a glass between the driver and our seat it was around 8 p.m. so everything outside was dark but when the next stop was close driver used to turn on the lights and at that time when the driver turned on the lights, I saw the reflection of me and my father sitting together it's kinda rare to see me and my father together sharing the same seat. We don't agree with each other on most topics so...

I saw the reflection and there was a huge pile of thoughts on my mind, the sound of other passengers talking and the sound of the engine of the bus everything suddenly stopped and at that moment I felt everything sorrow, happiness, guilt everything you can think of. that man sitting next to me has gone through all phases of life and they are more experienced than me. I've always wanted to become a doctor but in that two minutes of reflection, I saw everything clearly I saw that they can't afford the expenses of my education but still they are struggling to give me the best. Because I belong to an Indian middle-class family. And I thought about everything and I think sometimes you have to sacrifice your dream not because you are not made for that but sometimes other things also play with you. So I decided to give up my dream and do something else.

It's amazing how a moment of reflection of two people sitting on a bus can change your view towards life. It feels like that moment was made for me.

It's really hard to explain what I saw and felt but I tried my best to share it with you guys

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—Franz Kafka

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There is nothing more erotic, than good conversation with the right person. Art by Ilya Filatov

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If you ever meet someone who makes your life flow easier and makes you laugh a lot, keep them, thats all you need.

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I love you because in a world that only sees what is wrong with me, you're a constant reminder of what is right with me.

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Nothing feels better when the heart learns that the search is over.

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They won't even know you're hurt because they never looked at you the way you looked at them.

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Source: healingfromptsd