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:-“I was just getting my coffee, but then I fell in love with you” Coffee shop love prompts-:

By @me-writes-prompts

Going to order their usual order, but the other one puts their hand up and says, “Usual, right? I got it.”

Smiling and blushing even before they enter the coffee shop, because they were dying to see them again after seeing them for the first time yesterday.

“Hey! Can I have iced tea?” “Hmmm, I know you love tea. But, today, can I get you a coffee that I think you might like?” “Oh, yes!”

Accidentally spilling their coffee on the other on their way out

Ordering the same thing at the same time and then awkwardly laughing

^^”Guess I’m not the only one who likes my black coffee with a touch of vanilla syrup, huh?” “Yeah, weird but good.” “Agreed.”

Locking eyes across the room while they are both sipping their drinks

Having to sit at the same table because there is nowhere else to sit(there was only one table :)

Getting so used to meeting each other everyday for morning coffee that they miss them when they are not there.

^^"Where were you yesterday?" "Oh, I wasn't feeling well. A little under the weather, haha." "Yeah, it was quite cold yesterday. Are you doing better now?" "Yeah, yeah. Thanks for asking." "I…I missed you." "Oh."

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Haters be making me feel important. If my life is more of a focus than your own, I must be pretty dang special or something

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I don’t know what you saw that night when you said you saw sparks, but I never saw nor felt such a thing. What I did see was a gorgeous man, hurt many times, trying to get by and two damaged yet beautiful souls bonding over the fact that they can pretend life isn’t fucked up for the night.

You took care of me when no one else would, you made the weight of the world feel like a cloud. I could be vulnerable and we could let go.

Thank you for taking care of me, for holding me in the night and playing a role for a bit. Thank you for something I will never forget. Your face is something I will never regret. I love you forever and even though I only knew you for a few months not one of them was a waste. I hope you moved on and I hope I can too. I know it’s been a while and I will always miss you. I know you hurt me but to tell you the truth, I am fully aware I hurt you too.

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I’m not sure what’s going on with Tumblr, lately, and I know others have said it better— but I hope we all realize we’re here to have fun, share our creations (that we generally make FOR FREE) and connect with each other over fandoms we adore.

I’m gonna lovingly rant, under the cut—

I’m not sure from where all the hate I’m starting to see is coming, especially in the fic writing community.

If you’re jealous that other authors are getting more likes and reblogs than you are, I can assure you, it’s extremely unproductive to slag those authors off on your blog. All that will do is show how petty and small you are. Celebrate with them instead. I have found how far kindness will go on this platform, firsthand. There are TONS of artists more skilled than I am—but it’s not their fault they’re better and more popular! I celebrate them. They inspire me! They make me want to work on my technique and improve. That’s a POSITIVE feeling, because human beings should strive to be students for life.

We should support all creatives…it’s a shitty world out there, really mean and tough. Why should we make a place like this shitty, mean, and tough? It’s supposed to be a refuge, a place where we can make a space for that little kid with the crayons or the pencil and writing journal inside all of us.

Take care of each other. Inquire after each other when you see someone is struggling. SUPPORT EACH OTHER WITH REBLOGS. Reblogging doesn’t mean people won’t see your stuff. Tag it like crazy, and they will! Your activity will get you seen. And more importantly, it’s KIND. Again, that quality will go a long long way.

People here have done all of this for me, and I’m telling you, sometimes it’s made a huge, important, major difference.

Please consider how you approach your fellow Tumblr denizens. You can tap into that kindness inherent in all of us when we are born, that the world does its damndest every day to stamp out of us. Don’t give in to those awful feelings and urges that society tries to teach you. It doesn’t have to be a competition. It’s Fantasia—the more you wish, the bigger it gets…the more you create (and let others create in peace) the more space there is to create.

TL;DR, don’t be a jerk to other tumblr creatives because they get more interaction than you do. There’s room for everyone. Please proceed with kindness.

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If you have such a problem with bigger people then encourage the gym. You don’t even have to mention weight. Just be an advocate for the gym. Why shame someone? anyone who knows psychology knows shaming a child never worked so why would it work for adults too when children are us at our purest forms? obviously that shit is going to hurt and obviously it’s not going to motivate people. If anything, it would make them depressed and unmotivated and if anyone has ever been through an eating disorder or knows anything about one, the driving force is shame. You see lots of, “this helped motivate me.” on videos supporting weight loss so why not do it that way? Why waste your time bullying others when you could be spending it working on that crap personality of yours so maybe you can help inspire people to lose weight over making it worse for people going through struggles? like? make it make sense

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You don’t need money to have a glow-up.

I see it often that people say,

“Genetics and money are necessary for a glow up”

which yes, does have a factor, but also isn’t fully true. I can see health factors having a play, but I have seen people staying fit even with breathing tubes at the gym or disabled people figuring out ways to enjoy machines that work for them.

The main thing stopping you is you. I am poor. My family has went to food banks ON christmas because we were poor type stuff. We still struggle financially and still struggle with food. I have been through hell and back and still look this good(pictures at bottom) and still had this glow up and went through so much work. Did it require money? only by my choice of spending birthday and chore money on like one body butter and then using the stuff I have around the house like lotion. I have a box that has nail clippers an almost empty lotion bottle and a foot scrub and doing that every night just shows myself I care which in turn = glow up.

Ways you can glow up?

A good personality is a good start.

Spreading love. Loving nature. Something that helped me was following what I was given in therapy and how much was therapy? it was free and there is so much stuff online at this point. I went to Dialectical Behaviour Therapy for free and worked on myself using online things as well from youtube, I used self-help books which costs zero dollars at the library. You could take cold showers and having a routine and set sleep schedule goes a LONGGGG way!!! Going on runs or working out at home. All I had at one point was a body wash and that was also a face wash, which I do understand that some people have acne issues which could actually require money, sadly BUT acne does come and go so there is a bright side ANDDDD confidence!!! which can be achieved by anyone! confidence is the real key here. I was only ever confident until half a year ago which is when my glow up REALLY started happening. I got into spirituality as well which really helped me grow so much as a person. I was a weird child. You probably thought I was going to be the school shooter or something, now I am here taking up space and loving and living life to the fullest even with my crappy situation and struggles. I’ve been through it too. All it took was self love. If it was possible for someone it’s possible for you too. 💜

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First art post, yipee

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When someone starts their sentence with, “I don’t mind that you’re gay, but…” you know it’s about to be some stupid ass argument 😭

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Went to the mall and got harassed 3 times for being gay and minding my own business, but WE are the problem

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Isn’t it weird how some of us, if not most of us, let romantic relationships get in the way of what matters to us most? I see it constantly and hear about it constantly how people start neglecting responsibilities the moment they get a partner.

I noticed I was doing it too. I’m not IN a romantic relationship and haven’t been in one yet so who knows, but my daddy issues side that wants men’s attention was putting men over my relationship with my sister which was for sure creating issues. I was constantly irritated at her and never wanted to be around her, especially because I was so jealous of her since men are always looking at her, approaching her, talking to her and it felt shitty, especially when it came to my crushes, they would text her or approach her and act like I don’t exist even if I am standing right there. I started to blame her. I put her and men on some sort of pedestal and started to despise her because of it.

Yesterday when I decided to put her first over men and not care if people like me it felt so much better mentally and I love having mine and my sister’s good times back where we just laugh and sht. Men aren’t that important to mess up a good relationship with. I was searching so hard for a partner that I started to neglect the things I DO have. It’s all part of trial and error, baby. Gotta love life for that 😭

Look at the daily affirmation I got after posting this :)

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New Coraline design drop

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Yb babysitter part time job

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like man doesn’t it fucking suck that there’s not really any public space. that you can’t go anywhere without spending money on food or transportation, that unless you wanna sit on a mall bench all day or browse library shelves you basically can’t do anything in public? even standing in front of a building without paying for something (“loitering”) is illegal. everything is built to punish homeless people which means if you ever want to sit down or rest or exist in public every building and park bench and windowsill is telling you to kill yourself instead. maybe that has something to do with the unpleasantness of online spaces, where everyone is shoved together into a giant digital chamber because it’s the only “public square” still available while also being isolated and alone in their room on their phone because everything sucks and a global pandemic is still happening. like I’m just saying I think that has more to do with how annoying people are on the internet than like mcu fanfiction

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I think more leftists need to recognize the gap between “this should happen eventually” and “this would be feasible to achieve in the near future”

Like, I’m an anarchist. (Although maybe I’m not according to some people but idk who cares) And I think an ideal world would have no nation states or borders. But that’s not going to happen tomorrow, or next year, or for a long time

So while I wait, instead of endlessly hemming and hawing over what the would should look like, I try to focus on what I can do right now to improve the world in material ways and to lessen the suffering of others

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Always hilarious to watch people on posts about the "yellow filter in the Middle East/Mexico in films" thing say smth like "well you don't know maybe it's just an artistic intention you're not a color grader"

Hi. I'm a color grader. It's not an artistic intention it's just racist. You're welcome.