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I love joking about my chronic illness

It's hardly even how I cope, it's just a way to make it seem less serious than it is

But it is serious

Im sick

And there's no cure

And it's not gonna get better

Im gonna be sick forever

And its not just fun quirky jokes and humor about how awful it is

It makes it hard to have relationships

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Me playing for the first time on asras route:

What a pleasant game with interactive storytelling and a loving romantic interest! How whole-

*sees Muriel*

Me, rushing to play his route while salivating:

Have you ever slept with a man?

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Why was I always so self conscious???

Like I'm so cool

I have pretty fluffy brown pretty anime boy hair and black eyes

Literally I'm so cute what

My nails grow in the perfect shape without filing

And my sense of fashion is 10/10

Like

What was 13-15 year old me on???

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The first time you watch Bjhm, you relate to bojack

The second, you note Mr. Peanut butter being shitty

The third time and beyond, you really learn what characters you relate to and why

This is when you realize WHY bojack ends up alone.

This is when you note the details. Not the speeches or big events, but every shitty thing said and done in between.

re-watching bojack horseman made me realise how much actually happened.

like the fuckin spaghetti thing, Todd's robot for Emily, Todd's Disney land, the strange chicken farm, and the under water episode was just straight up weird

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My genuine reaction to that PMV

Jesus, this should be in the dictionary next to the definition of "cry for help"

(it's very good though, go watch it if you like pain)

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I dress for the male gays and the female gaze ONLY

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I need glasses but can't afford them

I have never seen my or my boyfriend's face clearly

It's always been blurry

He has 20/20 vision

I like to think he sees me for both of us

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I told my boyfriend's family that I liked rootbeer and strawberries ONCE

Yesterday they bought a 2 liter of Dr pepper and 4 strawberry cakes for me

In case you were wondering what love was, this is it

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People forgive everyone but billy and I have a theory for this

Ok so everyone's done some pretty bad shit

But

They lived and developed, or redeemed themselves before their deaths

Billy died before he got that chance

He died without redemption

He died without forgiveness

He died without a second chance

He will never be forgiven because he is dead

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Me, thinking no specific trope is appealing to me, and that relationship dynamics don't have effect on my emotions:

Right person, wrong time:

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You can post FANFICS on here??????? :000

This is a whole new world I can abuse

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Why don't more people know asl/ sign language???

Like it's so cool???

It's an effective way to communicate silently???

Like in C L A S S R O O M S -

Or in the workplace

Or when you wanna talk tea but the tea is within earshot

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This is your oh so very friendly reminder that literally anything can be a disability

If it affects your ability to interact with the outside world or with others, it's a disability.

Disabled folk aren't all wheelchair bound or bedridden.

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I refuse to argue with men who have big noses.

Like why are you talking to me

Why are you even LOOKING AT ME? Do you like what you see? Want my number? Can I see you later? Idc about the argument, whatever you say beautiful

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Ok this is like my millionth post tonight but idc

Why is it that when I go on the steddie stranger things tab it's all smut???

Why???

Don't you think they're tired¿?? They're poor little babies

They're just boys

And they've been through so much, together and apart

Don't you think sometimes they just,,, lay together?

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Reminder to all of you able-bodied and able-minded people out there:

Being diagnosed is a privilege

A sometimes very expensive privilege

It can take years, decades for some

Where I am now, I'd need to drive 7 hours to see someone to diagnose me with a condition local doctors have confirmed

Don't fake claim people, you're not them

You don't live in their minds or bodies and you can't tell them what they do or don't have

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With me, well, I'm well/ well I mean I'm in Hell/ well

I still have my health/ at least that's what they tell me/

If wellness is this/ what in Hell's name is sickness

Runs in the Family - Amanda Palmer

Im gonna make this a thread of song lyrics that make me cry.

(like genuinely)