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ok crap i never thought id have to ask this, thought id just know. but alas.

how do you know when you’re in love ?

i ask this as someone who believes there is a distinction between loving someone and being in love with someone. i love a lot people, my family, my siblings’ friends, my friends. i love people easily.

but being in love is like. romantic ‘i am in love with you’ love. you know? like the love in songs and books and movies. like that romantic ‘oh crap you’re it for me’ (until we grow and change because thats what people do sometimes realistically) love.

so this person. i already love them. but how do i know if im in love with them?

how do you know if you’re in love?

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I AM JUST REALISING I HAD A CRUSH ON BOTH AMITY AND LUZ BUT DIDNT REALISE IT CUZ I DIDNT KNOW I WAS INTO WOMEN DAMMM

been rewatching owl house w my roommate and wanted to sketch my favs

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james is the sun btw.

just fyi Regulus is actually brighter than Sirius. it's just further away from the sun

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alright didn’t actually plan on expanding on this but.

reg’s life was so lightless. sirius was the only bit of life he had, a star in the dark, but he left too. it was ironic honestly, how that family’s names represented a galaxy, which muggles imagined to be so magical, when regulus felt it was the most desolate place, their stars and constellations dull and dying. actually, dull was the wrong word for it. they radiated darkness and devoured the little light in his world. the family ought to have been named after black holes. all reg knew was pain and hatred and anger. until of course he met james potter. a boy so full of love, so full of kindness, he was luminous. so bright in his joy. a sun that erased all the darkness, that no black holes could eradicate. regulus would seek out his light instinctively much to his own dismay. until it became intentional. until it became all he ever wanted to do.

so it was one of his greatest miseries, his greatest regrets, that his life would end in a place so dark and desolate, so like his own house. it was his last wish, that he couldve watched the sun, his sun, in his final moments. but he was destined to remain in the darkness, in the shadows, always seeking out the sun but never quite reaching it.

james potter was used to being the sun. he was used to the world bending to his will. he was used to wanting things and going after them. and so fate, cruel fate, put in his path a star. a small star, faded and insignificant to the world. but to james potter, this star was the world. a boy, so used to being the sun, wished to orbit around this small star, more than anything else. and he tried. he chased after it, rivalling the speed of light, but faster still, was this star’s path to doom.

because james fleamont potter was still the sun. the universe couldn’t go on without him. he could not chase a star into its collapse.

it is not the sun’s duty to chase a measly star. and a star cannot seek out the sun without being erased itself.

no but.

sunseeker. he spent so much of his life seeking out the sun in his dark life. in his last moments he thought of how it was such a shame that he died in a cave, never to seek the sun out again.

starchaser. he ran after his shooting star with everything in his power, but the star died, and he was left chasing after their tainted memories.

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hi im potayto and when i was 13, my sister got married, but my parents were mad at her for a small thing, and so they didnt even look at her on her wedding day, and that led to a lot of family drama regarding that, and my grandmother also wasnt at my mothers wedding because she died the day before, so yk passing down family trauma. also ive been sh-ing for years and telling my sister one night when i came too close to comitting didnt do anything so after a few months clean i started again and ye. also my uncle died a few days ago.

and i brought rainbow nerds :)

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I have no idea if someone has already done this on tumblr but..

TRAUMA CANDY SALAD 😀

*clears throat* My name is Leelee and last year this kid in my class grabbed my behind and said he got tickets to gyattown. aNyWaYs I brought the bowl ><

@axisssss @teenagechildtyphoon @aroacegrimreaper @how2beanerd @cabin13winion @cherryblossomflowers444 @pinkxpxnda @epik-bylerfan + anybody who is interested / wants to join

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Well fucks? Get to it!

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im sorry i cant match the creativity of your phrasing

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Thank you @littlejumpingjoan for the tag! Sorry it took me so long to get to it.

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was just talking to a friend about family pressure for marriage and i was like ye im probably fucked the second i turn twenty and he just goes “ Eh I'll help you run away if needed.”

this is real friendship guys

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omg guys look im famous wow

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im sorry i love my crush so much like her little voice thats so beautiful and cute and lovable, and her little laugh that makes my heart melt, and the way she says things, and her tone, and her smiles, and her eyes, and god i might be in love fuck.

THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN NOO

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PLEASE GIVE ME MORE IM BEGGING YOU I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I CANT

I just had this idea that won't leave my head and it's insane honestly

So basically, regulus 23 year old reagulus, whose parents died of "unknown reasons" when he was 19 and he inherited all of the blacks family fortune at 21, now just a college student in the most prestigious fine arts college, who lives in an penthouse with his friends who are Barty and evan.

He started streaming for funsies on twitch, sometimes game plays, reactions, night talks with his friends, doing the fine arts assignments, or stuff like that, he wasn't well known really, he had like an average of 100 people per stream,

But then narcissa and Lucius decided to take a "honeymoon" vacation and leave Draco with regulus and his friends for a month and 2 weeks,

So there was a one stream that made regulus well known that made his accounts go from 100 followers to 10 million overnight,

It was a normal gameplay he was on the defensive. It was a calm and slow stream,its a friday mesh where pan and xeno came over and cuddled in the cornerwatching reg, dorcas and evan making some snacks and barty laying on the floor scrolling on his phone, it's a slow night, regulus favorite type of nights where he is surrounded by people he love and who adore him back, he can zone out and leave everything to them, he knows he will be taken care off

but one person from chat snapped him out of his daydreaming recommending to go to one of the playoffs in the game, but apparently it also puts you in a team of random people, regulus didn't really have a problem with it he was chill, he was having a nice friday mesh, but looks like his teammates had a problem with it tho.

"Ugh, we have a rando with us" one of the guys said, his username padfoot69, what type of middleschooler username is that?

"Be nice pads," another one piped up scolding..pads? "Hey there... drowning star?" The person- moony? Spoke in a cheery voice, ending with a confused tilt to their voice, a mumble from pads- padfoot- whatever his name is,

"Hi" regulus tried to go for nonchalance but his voice broke a little, wincing from the awkwardness he muted himself, feeling like he wanted to jump out the window, he heard little footsteps behind him, he turned his head and found Draco standing there looking at him with confusion and wonder in his eyes,

"What are you doing?" Draco puffed his chest trying to act like the posh man his father is, but failing miserablly cause of his airy lisp that he has because of his missing tooth, making regulus laugh a little but hiding it quick to not upset Draco,

"I'm streaming," regulus says fondly, looking down at Draco, scooting his gaming chair to make room for Draco to see better, Draco comes forward trying to get a better look at regulus setup, standing on his toes to make himself taller and looking at regulus screen in excitement regulus turned his chair back towards the desk to continue playing , he looks over to chat and it's exploding with people sending, 'YOURE MARRIED' or 'YOU HAVE KIDS?!?!?!?!?!?' regulus feeling overwhelmed just laughs awkwardly

"I have my nephew over that's it" he explains, he unmutes himself and his teammates realizing they've been waiting for him, he apologizes and they start the game,

Regulus biggest opp is that he didn't realize that he didn't know how these people play and how they strategize, making reg become more and more frustrated, he hears a small huff next to him he takes a quick glance and he can see Draco looking mad and confused, 'me too buddy, me too.'

The other people on his team keep on yelling at him expecting him to follow unsaid commands or suggestions, and to follow them right away without them explaining anything, sometimes booting him from their voice chat to plan amongst themselves, regulus never felt as insecure in his life as he did now, not even walburga made him this insecure and that says alot honestly, regulus slowly hunches his shoulders making himself smaller and smaller, but still trying to maintain dignity and act like he doesn't care infront of his viewers, his friends keep on glancing at him in worry, God even Barty isn't using his phone anymore he's just straight up staring at him and his computers screen frowning everytime the other people yelled at him, yeah regulus feels like shit

The game ended they lost regulus feels liek he wants the earth to swallow him whole and erase his existence from ever existing, he never lost in his whole career not even once, and he lost now, while being degraded liek a 3 year old kid who tried to spill water on electricity,

"Are you fucking stupid?!" Padfoot yelled through the voice chat, making regulus jump a little, feeling like the voice is familiar, the tone, the words, it reminds him of walburga which is insane because she's dead and it's been five years and he should be over it, "you're such a fucking pussy, if only you follow what we say as much as you fuck up, I bet your fucking parents don't liek you what the fuck is wrong with you, ugh this is why I hate these games always putting newbies with us and then we lose the fucking game hon-" with each word regulus kept on dissociating more and more, trying to tune out the words, then suddenly "HEY!" He looks to his left and he sees Draco yelling and pointing at his mic making grabby hands, regulus doesn't think twice as he grabs Draco putting him on his lap, Draco snatches the mic from the setup regulus hears a soft is that a kid from one of the somewhat nicer people on this team which was prongs moony was also somewhat nice as well as wormtails, honestly padfoot is the only asshole in this whole team which is weird,

"DONT TALK ABOUT MY UNCLE LIKE THAT YOU COCKSUCKING DICKFACE WANNA BE!" Draco yells though the mic hurting regulus ears a little but also baffling him, he hears a snort behind him and through his headphones, he looks back and sees Barty snorting, and Pandora having an amuzed face, while xeno just looks dissapointed even though he was the one that taught Draco how to curse,

He hears a soft voice from prongs mic going daddy don't spit on me regulus thinks to himself he must be a father he snaps out of it though because apparently Draco wasn't done, unfortunately...

"SHOW YOUR FACE YOU COWARD, IF YOURE SO FUCKING CONFIDENT HUH, I WILL TELL MY FATHER ABOUT THIS, I WILL SUE YOU SO FUCKING BAD YOU WILL BEG MY UNCLE TO FORGIVE YOU EVEN THEN, I WONT FORGIVE YOU, YOU SNOT FILLED BITCH, AND JUST SO YOU KNOW MY PARENTS HAPPEN TO LOVE ME AND UNCLE STAR, UNLIKE YOUR UNFORTUNATE SHIT BALLS OF AN ASS YO-" Draco kept yelling profanities with a bit of a lisp that only children have, Barty is thoroughly on the floor laughing, regulus himself is having a hard time to hold back his laughter wormtails is snorting, prongs made a small Jesus every now and then, with a child like giggle coming from his mic, moony is muted but regulus has a feeling he is laughing, and padfoot is just making huffing sounds that are between impressed and just straight up feeling disrespected, which Draco is doing, disrespecting him hard, regulus just stops Draco by putting a hand over his mouth muffling him, which makes Draco try harder to get louder to be heard, narcissa is going to kill him,

"I am so sorry," regulus manages to get out without laughing, which was a fucking feat if you ask him, chat is going too fast, he can't read anything, he is trying to get out of the game, but it's loading too slow he might actually die of embarrassment,

"Don't be" a deep voice and a chuckle comes from prongs mic, he didn't really speak during their team off, only mumbling or having a kid speak every now and then, but omg his voice actually has to be illegal, or maybe he takes some type of meds, is he forcing it? he has to be forcing it no? Regulus feels like his breath just caught, and he can't speak and he is just imagining this prongs saying very, VERY inappropriate things towards him that should never be uttered in broad daylight or around company, which is insane because regulus never had this experience before, he feels his face getting red, and chat becomes even faster in their replies which is supposed to be impossible given the previous speed honestly

"Bye!" Regulus manages to get out before finally, finally the loading screen stops and he gets out of the game, he manages an quick goodbye to his viewers and he gets off, Draco is sulking next to a smirking evan who is looking at regulus with knowing eyes, regulus just gets up and flops between pan and xeno cuddling into them, he hears xen huff a little laugh but accommodate him and pulls the blanket up a bit over him, yeah regulus is going to just forget about this completely

It's been 3 days since the atrocious stream, and safe to say, regulus got viral, somehow somebody clipped the stream and uploaded it on social media blew up overnight, and became a fucking meme, narcissa found out Scolded him for seven hours and forty six minutes and some more over text, lucius just kept calling and laughing at his face,

But what he never expected was gaining 10 million followers on tiktok and 100 thousand on both Instagram and twitch, people kept asking him to get Draco on all of his streams, he refused at first and just asked narcissa and lucius for permition, they agreed and he gets Draco next to him every Friday and Tuesday, Draco doesn't interact alot with chat, he usually does his own thing in the background or just cuddle while regulus plays,

Somebody continue this, I cant no more just feed .e please😭😭 I need this

Also jegulus, Barty x evan, Pandora x xenophilius, she has luna, another time luna joined the stream with them, but Fridays when she us over, she gets someone to babysit luna most times, dorcas x Marlene, lily x Mary, Remus x Sirius, Peter x gildroy (the brainrot is heavy and real with this one lol)

But yeah imma finish this later maybe not maybe would draw some pics fir their isntagram or a strip of the moment??

Probably Will revisit this to edit everything or delete lol

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im sensing a pattern

my favorite marauders ships:

bartylus

starkiller

waterkiller

barty/regulus

regulus/barty

bcj/rab

rab/bcj

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ok i just might be insane, because i may have possibly just a teeny bit maybe physically cried out of excitement and happiness at texting my crush. ancient great lovers got nothing on me.

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ty for the tag

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Thank you @burningradio for the tag 🥰 post your top ten on repeat songs!

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ignore the reflection in my eyes, dark brown.

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new tag game ! (i beg this doesn’t just like die here)

tag moots and add a picture of your eye ! (or say the color)

please join even if you aren’t moots with me ! it’s fun :)

(yeah i did make this for the point of asking WHAT COLOR ARE MY EYES)

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no but.

sunseeker. he spent so much of his life seeking out the sun in his dark life. in his last moments he thought of how it was such a shame that he died in a cave, never to seek the sun out again.

starchaser. he ran after his shooting star with everything in his power, but the star died, and he was left chasing after their tainted memories.

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help burgundy 😭 and thankyouu ilysm

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