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[gayanemic]

I just absolutely adore an obsessive lover.

The ones who are constantly checking in with you, making sure you’re okay, you’ve ate, you’re well taken care of

The ones that are obsessed with how you feel, needing to make you happy at all times

The ones that are obsessed with how you make them feel. The rush through their body everytime they lay eyes on you.

The ones who are obsessed with pleasing you, and getting pleased by you.

That obsession driving you both insane for each other, forgetting everything else around you. Consuming each other, loving each other. Nothing else matters besides the two of you.

[gayanemic]

I'm just a bag of bones and I'm falling apart with every step I take. and it really feels like I'm dying but I can't help but feel so alive. . . I don't mind dying as long as I reach my goal and get a perfect body, one thin until the bones show, one that weighs less than 40 disgusting kilos. . . Because to be beautiful you have to see stars, right? because to be beautiful you have to bleed and red is not a color that I dislike. . . I AM JUST A BOY WHO WANTS TO SHINE, THAT'S WRONG? and who are the adults to deny me a dream? NOBODY. THEY ARE NOBODY. . . AND ME? I WILL BE EVERYTHING.

[gayanemic]

i want him to put his cigarettes out on my skin <333

[gayanemic]

CAN'T YOU LOVE ME? CAN'T YOU LOVE ME? CAN'T YOU LOVE ME? CAN'T YOU LOVE ME? CAN'T YOU LOVE ME? CAN'T YOU LOVE ME? CAN'T YOU LOVE ME? CAN'T YOU LOVE ME? CAN'T YOU LOVE ME? CAN'T YOU LOVE ME?

WHAT ABOUT *ME* MAKES OT SO. SO HARD FOR EVERYONE. I WANT TO BE LOVED. I WANT TO BE NEEDED.

PLEASE. PLEASE JUST LOVE ME TOO. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.

[gayanemic]

"You're my only saving grace. Save me, my love."

[gayanemic]

you look so pretty when you cry... ❤︎

[gayanemic]

I am a boy. I know I am. why can't they see it? My long hair prevents you from seeing it? I AM A BOY, AT LEAST INSIDE MYSELF.

[gayanemic]

you... ❤︎

I adore you. I love you. You're all I think about. You are the only thing I ever think about. You are all I want.

[gayanemic]

you know there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love, THE SLOWEST WAY IS NEVER LOVING THEM ENOUGH.

[gayanemic]

do you really want to know where I was april 29th?

[gayanemic]

I can be your favorite toy, break me whenever you want, I don't care.

[gayanemic]

Me, every time AO3 is down:

Please I cannot keep going on like this. I need my daily fix of gay fanfiction. I hope they will be able to fix it soon. I cannot stand being alone with my own thoughts for so long 🤣

[gayanemic]

I wrote a book with all the letters I ever gave you and now I look like an idiot when I read everything I felt for you..

[gayanemic]

"She's so perfect" blah, blah, blah.

[gayanemic]

You look so cute w me... you're mine, pretty boy, do you understand?