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And I've frequently broken my own heart this way 💔

“I plant roots so deeply in the people I love that I always lose a piece of myself when they go.”

— Beau Taplin

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(Her holding him as she called the cops)

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My Johnny 🥰

My Amazing Man

he touches . . .

my soul like a candle in the window

my heart with grace and tenderness

my spirit how fire burns intensely

my body with scorching flames

of desire, of passion, of intimacy

his love infuses me with fearlessness

bravery, confidence, courage;

the way he lives . . .

best describes . . .

. . . my amazing man

©️ @followcb ☆ July 30, 2021

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@horrorgorewhore @classichorrorblog

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“Love isn’t soft, like those poets say. Love has teeth which bite and the wounds never close.”

Stephen King

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Wtf is wrong with you?

I’m a crêpe. I’m a weirdough.

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me giving my pet chihuahua two kisses: chimuahmuah

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My Johnny🥰

It’s kinda cool how someone can just pop into your life all of a sudden and become so important to you within such a small amount of time. I think that’s what makes life so interesting though. There’s always a reason to be hopeful for the future because you never know what good things will come your way next.

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@that-scorpio @dianiclight @psychicpoet

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So gorgeous 😍 you are WEARING that dress!

Throwback! Will forever be a fav 🤤😍

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illusion of love

It wasn't real, it wasn't as sweet

the candy wasn't quality and it rots my teeth

it lasted little, maybe a few weeks

yet spanned over time for years

dying and living in fickle fits

yet the illusion of your loving

made me bloom, sure it made me come

your play key opened the lock

A mock love story that meant it all.

The illusion that you cared

pulled me closer to the world

Did I ever close the gap

between you and your emptiness,

your unfelt pain? your unspoken life?

A story to rock me to wake up

My dissonant song - harmonized by my own hand,

played by ear

the illusion of your loving made me see

you really did not, and now I'm better - only gone from your arms.

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@horrorgorewhore @classichorrorblog

Yes, yes, “blood for the blood god” and all, but when you think about it, why would the blood god want blood?

I mean, they’re the blood god.

Presumably they already have blood.

You’re giving them the one thing that by definition they already have in great supply.

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This morning I confirmed

I madly undervalued you

I took a chance when I should have taken advice

I lost the much better woman

And what I wanted wasn’t shit to be had

But beforehand I knew that and was willing to take the risk

All she did was criticize

Reprimand

Dismiss

Now I’m spent in my days only to fantasize

Understand

Reminisce

Mistakes of Men || eddiemustwrite

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Thank you for the tag @that-scorpio dear 😊! My outfit for Record Store Day in Lima, Ohio.

I dont have too many mutuals on here that I interact with a lot, but I tag @dianiclight and @psychicpoet 😊

@bitchypantz tagged me for selfies 💕

I'm tagging @lets-explore-the-world @hypnoknightsuitcaseeggs @sarancholy @fiddyshad3s0f-lam3 @takeasmiletoday @notsoheterogirl @yourfavoritefuckup

Share if you want 😊

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If you are sad just call me;

I love to hear your voice,

And gleefully return the volley

When engagement is your choice.