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having the realization that my friends think i had a bad childhood and that I’ve experienced a lot of abuse in my life was so funny in a weird way. like what? i thought i was telling a silly story.
then immediately the bobs burgers episode about Bob realizing he had a bad childhood while everyone else could already tell 😭
#divine timing#like i knew my family was dysfunctional#but would have never labeled what i went through as abuse#but if someone else said it#I’d probably feel differently#it was eye opening#lots of random ‘haha’ these are funny stories now are really just child abused#family#my post#mine#text post#musing#my text posts#cw child abuse#cw childhood trauma
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so much of my life right now is leading me back to r he idea ‘i have to make a decision i can live with’.
i hate having to make choices that make me feel like i have no control over the kind of person i want to be. i just get out in the ringer over and over and am forced to make a choice. it feel like some sick Saw trap. whenever i point this out people will tell me “that’s life, learn to live with it”. i don’t know how to not see it and just keep living like that.
#my post#mine#text post#musing#my text posts#life musing#i can make it but do i want to?#probably should tag#cW passive ideation#tw sui ideation#tw implied sui ideation#I’ll be fine#i just can’t seem to shake this but hey#that’s life
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you want to call me hostile? okay i can handle it. because guess what; not being hostile towards that fuckwit actually feels like a moral failing on my part. if anyone wants to criticize my actions i would invite people to see what is happening as a consequence of his own actions.
#void scream#my post#mine#text post#family#musing#my text posts#he straight up deserves it#oh I’m hostile towards a fucking manipulative rapist?#a hitter of women?#destroyer of the realm and first of his name?#get vent#i fu king hate it here#get out of my life#i think you guys may literally be the devil at work#what a fucking day#yesterday the Neil stuff which made me cry all day (grief)#and then today David lynch does#then I’m called hostile by my own mother for being righteously upset#my rage is biblical#it is both necessary and wrathful#man really get fucked#rage posting#venting#family vent
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i don’t think there’s a sadder sentiment than ‘i wish i could have loved you’.
except maybe ‘i wish that i could be loved’
#personal#text post#my text posts#love#relationships#family#hpd#bpd#my post#mine#bpd feels#musing#i wish it wasn’t like this#my life will never be the same
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maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.
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so you dated the wrong person and learned a hard lesson. you chose the wrong major and had to start over again. you cherished a friend who backstabbed you. it sucks, but it’s also going to work out. that’s life; you learn, hurt, love, cry, laugh, and keep going. you experience setbacks and you grow and it’s all okay.
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I love when I’m having silly time with my friends and I’m honest about my intrusive thoughts and they stop like…. Hey that’s not ok and concerning that you stress about stuff like falling down the stairs at someone else’s house and being a ghost forever. Like sorry I thought this was a safe place and a wedding party didn’t seem the place to reveal my OCD diagnosis.
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hearing that the normal amount of screaming or crying in your head to hear is Zero is so wild to me. it sounds like Cry Me to the Moon by Shinji Ikari at least 23/7
#text#my post#internal screaming#mentally screaming#shinji ikari#neon genesis evangelion#evangelion meme#evangelion shinji#mental illness
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one thing I always hated about How I Met Your Mother is how they nerfed Robin and Barney’s relationship because their awesome cancels each other out.
there’s no such thing as too much awesome in a relationship, but I’ve learned through experience there is such a thing as too much mental illness for one relationship lol
i meet or see super cool people on my save wavelength, and it sometimes makes me interested in the person but bsffr if i dated someone else with my same issues all that would happen is my problems and their problems would get together and make babies (more problems)
#my post#not really a vent just an observation#there’s some artists that I follow#and their experiences are so relatable I’m like were meant for eachkther#then I think about the experience of us both being super unwell and unable to help ourselves or eachkther#can you tell I’m not thinking about it#baby#mental illness#text#text post#my text posts
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they crave that mineral. happy 2024 everyone!
Alpine Ibexes climb nearly 90 degree angles to lick salt deposits of of mountainsides. They crave that mineral.
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when you see your grandpa as a recommended facebook friend and you’re Immediate Reaction is just fuck that noise
#I actually forgot I didn’t block him#so much of my extended family is blocked#I even was very reasonable with it#I had a three strike rule#if they commented something unnecessary or shitty towards me or my beliefs it was one strike#honestly should have been an immediate block for soooooo many#I want to make a long vent post at some point about processing my experience of always putting my family first#I don’t even like most of them and don’t ever want to talk to them but the idea of actively saying something about them or hurting them#makes me feel sick#its worse with more immediate family of course#but I can’t believe how strong it is with all these other people I hate because I feel bad for them#aaaaaahhhhhh#my post#vent#family#vent post#cw vent
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i think i’m actually powered by the buildup of screams i never scrumpt
#my post#mine#aaaaaaaaaaaa#silent screaming in the pillow isn’t doing it#I want to literally just scream til my throat is raw#I can always hear it like a mitski song playing on the background of my brain#but it’s the middle of the night and I’m hungry#but I haven’t stopped alternating between cleaning and being on my phone#idk how to slow back down even tho I’m tired#anyway time to take a fatty dab and hope it obliterates my awakies#also fuck you to that lady over the weekend who is a stoner and an alcoholic#but told me I was ‘putting shut in my body I didn’t need’ for smoking dab#like chill lady you just told me you pound liquid iv to counteract your daily drinking
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trying hard to be a big person and not maliciously laugh react a Facebook post of my moms. it’s just so silly to me she’ll share all these really sanctimonious high horse shit posts and every one of her friends is eating it up. the post was about how ‘relationships are harder now bc everyone has phones and young people these days don’t want to put in work’ and a bunch of other stuff blaming those Young Folks for the way some things have always been.
i’m just so frustrated, she’s posting about how people don’t talk and just expect people to know how they feel. that no one sides with their people anymore and everyone leaves. YOU ARE LITERALLY TRYING TO SUBLIMINALLY MESSAGE AND FIX YOUR KIDS THROUGH FB POSTS INSTEAD OF TALKING TO US.
we have been avoiding any meaningful conversation for SIX MONTHS NOW and I just can’t take it. all her friends are eating it up and thinking she’s such a good person when she’s the biggest fucking hypocrite I know.
everything with her is passive aggression and blame shifting. everyone is either avoiding the issues happening or actively gaslighting me out of my feelings and version of events.
idk how much longer i can take this while simultaneously understanding i have no choice.
#yes I know I need therapy#just applied for insurance and once my application is processed that will be the first order of business#we’re so toxicly entangled that I love her more than any person on this planet and can’t imagine a life without her in it#I almost can’t imagine not living with her when my living environment is literally killing me#I can picture it but I no longer believe in it#more like an old fantasy I used to visit#I want to talk to someone but people either get it too we’ll bc they have crazy mommy issues too#or they have no idea and I’m making myself look like I’ve fully lost it#vent#text post#my post#mine
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Wow she thinks I’m beautiful. I’m drunk on the feeling.
PANIC VENT POST
Ignore me if irrelevant, but my friend s who I’ve always been extremely attracted to is confirming that they’re into my by kissing me so I’m all sorts of disoriented
#vent still#I’m just in shock#this blog is almost a diary at this point#I suspected a few weeks ago she made a pass at me but I wasn’t sure#it’s a complex situation I made sure was ok today since I felt vibes a few weeks ago#anyway#it’s been a while since I thought someone found me attractive#so I just felt really vindicated because she kept telling me how beautiful I am#god bless
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PANIC VENT POST
Ignore me if irrelevant, but my friend s who I’ve always been extremely attracted to is confirming that they’re into my by kissing me so I’m all sorts of disoriented
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noo brain don't start missing things you've outgrown please ahah
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