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A Secret Love (2020)

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lesbians really are the most romantic little shits ever i’m still crying

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I am drunk 4x a week. I miss you 7x a week.

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One day

Give me one day to spend with you

One more day to memorize your face

When the night comes i'll take it we're through

But please give me one day to make you wanna stay

It may be over no matter what i do

Know that i'll love you till the month of May

Heck comes December i'll still be inlove with you

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things i loved from sex education on netflix

the abortion thing Not Being A Big Deal but rather treating it as a thing that teenage girls go through (bc it is)

otis thinking it was a date and thinking they were going out to sushi lmao

“what do you get someone who’s getting an abortion?” “sunscreen because they’re going to burn in hell.”

otis getting maeve a sandwich and flowers oof

the birthday ep when maeve was wearing otis’ sweater “WhY Do YoU hAvE SuCh LonG ArMs”

SWEATER PAWS

all of swing (jazz?) band giving eric the finger

eric horrible instrument playing omg

TRUMBONER “it’s not even a trumbone”

victorian ghost boy

lily’s on-going quest to have sex LOL

LILY AND ERIC PUTTING MAKEUP ON EACH OTHER OMG I STAN

eric omg. he just wants to be gay and experiment with colors and fashion and live his life fearlessly. i loved his arc with his dad and how he only wanted his son to be safe, and that it wasn’t necessarily about him being queer. because he knows that dressing Loud can get you hurt. he just wants eric to be ok

THE FACT THAT ERIC WENT TO CHURCH AND IT WAS A GOOD EXPERIENCE. ****these are just my opinions/takeaway from religion. it is ok if you disagree, i respect everyone’s stance on religion, whatever it may be**** many lgbt people don’t associate w religion (obvi) but i personally do, and it was so NICE to find that rep in media bc it’s not the religion or God that is the problem, but the homophobic people within the religion. and those people don’t accurately reflect God Himself. God is love, simply put. He loves every one of us and made us in His likeness and image. He loves every one of ur Gay asses, and He tells us to love one another, which is what we should do???? anywho, the fact that going to church genuinely helped eric NOT HIDE. BUT RATHER BE HIMSELF.

otis doing research for the gay gals omg

ola walking in on otis watching lesbean porn omg and he says it’s for research and *cue weird moaning sounds*

AND THEN THE NEXT TIME THERES A LOCK ON THE DOOR WOW WE LUVVV

otis not watching the two girls do their pool exercise bc he doesn’t want to add to the “wow watching two girls have sez is so hot and in turn objectifies women” fire

ola is bi. see: rainbow sweater under her work vest. and suit for dance. 20BITEEN

“it’s my vagina.” “no it’s not. it’s physically impossible for you to have a vagina” djjckskd

the whole vagina scene. we love sister solidarity. mirroring the #MeToo movement

THE 80s AESTHETIC. the colors. the clothes. the colared shirts and oversized jackets. vinyl. the cars. literally wasn’t sure if this was present day or whatnot but then they whipped out their PHONES.

we luv a “timeless” aesthetic

ADAM’S STICK FIGURE ART

“i love house cats” we love a grand gesture of buying ludicrous amounts of cat food for a nonexistent cat

“prom is lame” *both show up to prom* we love poetic irony

maeve. that’s all

the fact that she only really opens up to otis.

maeve and otis.

otis stealing the trophy and writing maeve wiley on it i CRY

otis is whipped as fuck. see: birthday ep.

MAEVE HELPING RUBY BC SHE KNOWS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE LIES SPREAD ABOUT YOU.

aimee finally ditching those mean bitches to hang out with maeve i love her

she is so pure and !!!!!!

“is yogurt vegan?”

“i can help you study”

TOP HEAVY STEVE. him genuinely caring about his partner’s satisfaction. we love a considerate man.

jackson still being the Best Boy and trying to trade him swimming for maeve staying

i fucking love him so much

he’s trying his best. loves his moms.

G O L D E N B O Y

“madam sounds like adam” HEHEHEHEHE

ok i get it that y’all want otis to be ace. bc ace rep is vastly lacking. but hear me out: otis is a teen. teens are obvi gonna be scared and feel pressured about sex. and a lot of teens just aren’t ready. which is totally fine. they’re kids and they shouldn’t feel like they have to grow up. but even then, otis has a reason as to why he might not be maturing at the same rate as his peers: he saw his dad cheating on his mom while they were doing it.

it’d traumatizing for anyone.

but i’d be 100% ok with ace otis

there’s so much more i wanna say. but i don’t remember it all. i must rewatch the show.

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San Junipero

What the fuck!!! I can't believe myself, why did i just see San Junipero just now? What have I done with my life? It's one of if not the best thing I've seen in my life, no joke. Everything is perfect. The bittersweet feel of it, hits me right where it should. Someone, anyone who've seen San Junipero hit me up! I need someone to talk to about the film, no one around mo have seen so please. Hit me up!

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Wala na akong nararamdaman. Namanhid na nga siguro ako sa paulit ulit na sakit na natatamo ko. Hindi na ko malungkot hindi din ako masaya, ubos na ko wala na akong nararamdaman.

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Objects; a series of film posters highlighting movie props. By Jordan Bolton

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Halsey vector art by me 😂

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Ruby Rose Vector by me 😂

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We hold on to the past whilst it holds us back

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I need someone 😭

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Her eyes is the best ive seen, her words are the strongest and she is the loveliest. And she wanted me to let her go.

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You fucking broke me

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Hindi naman porket okay kayo ng jowa mo eh masaya ka na, minsan okay lang kayo pero hindi ka masaya.

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Photo and words by yours truly

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Kill yourself? No no no yan!

Have you ever felt like you are worthless? Like you don't know what to do with your life anymore. Your life seem to go to places without the right direction, you're feeling so lost you feel like nothing good is coming your way. Nothing felt right, you're questioning the choices that made you deserve to live a life like this, what have you done to deserve all this. You have nothing, you have no one, you're even slowly losing yourself, you just want to lock yourself in a room full of negativities you feel numb and dumb at the same time, too scared to move forward. Your mind might even be clouded with dark thoughts that may cause you harm, you're just waiting for the right moment to flip the switch because you just want it to be over. And when you've made it, there is definitely no turning back.

It's saddening that there are people suffering from deppression right now, that there are people who feels so alone and have no one to share all their thoughts with. I wish i could find them all and talk to them and tell them how beautiful life can be and that everything is going to be okay. Let us all spread happiness and love. I love you all 😘